#everythinf hurts

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[r3starttt]

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Dealer! Abby who's got her hands round your neck and stomach, her hips against your ass, rubbing herself like she's the one in need. The ligh in the bathroom almost too Intense for your current state to deal with, the music too loud, making everythinf buzz- and her words, too hurtful for you to even focus on how wet she's got you with it. But she knows- she's aware she's got you ridiculously wet. "Think you can do better than me?" Her lips pressing a kiss right on your earlobe, her breath hitting your skin. "No- Abs, please," all because you accepted some random girl's joint instead of looking for her- who you knew was about to fuck some other girl too. "Shut the fuck up." Thing is, she caught you first.

While your hands keep yourself in balance against the sink, her fingers pull towards your chest, underneath your shirt which she takes with her hand, exposing a bra she very much knew. "Gotta be fucking kidding me" She mocked you. "You're a fucking whore, mhm?" every move accompanied by a wet kiss on your neck- lips sucking and nibbling at your skin with no shame, her reddish eyes looking at you through the reflection. you just blabber in denial, feeling her other hand tightening around your neck, the callouses of her fingers harsh against your skin. "No? you're not a whore?" The vibrations of her laugh hit your skin, almost at the rhythm of the music outside. "Then why're you wearing this, just a coincidence?" she voices almost like a long grown. "Abs-" it wasn't in fact, any coincidence, but she was too mad and annoyed by your stupid voice right now and your drunk-high blabbering to care about any word coming out your mouth that wasn't whimpers. "Shut the fuck up." Her fingers graced over the cups of your bra, tracing its pattern, skimming the lacey material before pulling the cups under your breasts.The reflection in the mirror humiliating. some baby hairs cascading on the sides of your face, quivering brows and a stupid smile half biting- sucking at your bottom lip and your breasts now fully exposed, your nipples begging to be touched. It was giving you a headache.

Her nails wrapped your perky nipples, pulling and pinching until she saw your reflection- that stupid look on your face- as she played with you, the hand on your throat left, going down yoru ass to cup and grip at the flesh, her index finger pulling you from the belt loop. “Think she could’ve made you cum?” she kept the palm of her hand steady against your hip, slowly moving back to your lower stomach, down your zipper until her palm cupped your cunt over the pair of jeans you were wearing, the fabric suddenly too thin yet too thick. You shook your head relentlessly, blabbering quiet no’s over and over again until she’d had enough fun with you.

“Haven't even started fucking you right, you're already drenched" her fingers slid right above your clothed cunt, underneath your jeans. Her fingers rubbing the smallest and slowest circles over your clit. Her other hand left your nipples, all swollen and sensitive- she rather forcing you to look at your reflection, hugging your neck tight enough for you to follow her unspoken command. “You're fucking wet, all cause I'm being mean to you? yeah?" you nod your head, letting her run her thick fingers down the slit of your cunt, aching for her to just pull your panties aside, touch your twitching entrance properly. “Want me to fuck you? want me to use you?" Abby’s eyes were red-ish, half leaded and looking at you pitied, cruel. Your nails hit the cold of the sink, the notion sending and awkward shiver to your whole body. “Please,” she laughs at how pathetic you are, all from just her fingers which she didn’t took long to push into you, they slid with ease, like you were made for her. It was embarrassing for you, but her? the whole scene before her feeding her ego, no one could ever make you this stupid. “see? sucking my fingers right in like the whore you are" you grind back onto her fingers, your walls clenching around them. you could feel your cheeks burning at the sound of your slick folds, the neediness of your hole to be filled. “You're gonna be fucking loud, and say my name when you cum. Let that bitch know who’s fucking you , yeah?”

[stuffadorklikes]

HOLD ON HOLD ON THINK ABOUT FUCKING CARLO'S PORTRAITS CAUSE LIKE

HE LOOKS UNHAPPY AND DOWNTRODDEN IN HIS FATHER'S PORTRAIT

BUT HE'S SMILING WITH ROMEO AND LEA LIKE THE GAME IS STILL HURTING ME AFTER I'VE DONE EVERYTHINF ;A;

[batshikns]

i feel like people need to remember. fire ring isnt a complete bad person. call them a bad friend, but we dont know exactly how spawn treated them before ring blew up on them, and going by the snippets we get, spawn wasn't all innocent either.

spoilers for Let Him Go.

from what i was able to interpret, spawn was heavily dependent on ring(as seen with the tower conversation), and a lot of people arent able to handle that, and i think fire ring got overwhelmed and probably expressed their desperation for time to themself in anger. we can see in the "i couldn't" ending, ring cared(not to say he didnt care right up until spawn died.). he wasnt completely heartless and didnt give a damn when spawn was killed - he actively said it was his fault. he even saw spawn's ghost smiling at him at the graveyard scene. not to mention, the entire game, until the ending of "i couldn't," was in spawn's perspective. that means at the beginning, spawn could've seen ring as a whole lot angrier and cruel than they actually were(which is not to fault spawn completely. spawn is very unstable, and it makes sense he'd see ring as unkind as he did)

ring cared about spawn, but from personal experience, it's hard when someone needs more than what you can give, especially when you are that person's ONLY someone that they can rely on. I've been spawn and ive been ring, and while both parties play a role in hurting the other, sometimes things just aren't meant to be.

this, in all, isnt meant to undermine spawn's perspective. ring did hurt spawn, and it was detrimental to spawn's mental health, but ring both wasnt heartless and shouldnt be held accountable for all of spawn's troubles(like his nightmares. while ring cause them, he didnt make spawn have those nightmares). we only get a short glimpse into spawn's life. we dont know what else had happened to him or who else he had known and who else had hurt him other than the four other npcs we briefly talk with.

all to say, we dont know spawn and we definitely dont know ring. headcannons and theories are great and i sure as hell got a whole load of mine(look at post for example) but from what little we have been shown, you should know ring isnt the horrible, heartless person i see in a lot fo depictions of them. and spawn isnt as innocent either.

idk this is a roblox game and ive spent 20 minutes writijg this. about fictional characters. so take everythinf i say with a grain of salt

[riverpancakes]

i keep trying to find easy/beginner workouts i can try now that i restarted my planet fitness membership and everythinf im finding about everything just controdicts each other.

"dont stretch like A because itll actually hurt you"/"stretching like A is extremely beneficial and easy"

"use machine B like this for a good start"/"dont use machine B like this it will kill you on immediately"

"dont use machine C like this itll ruin your workout"/"i use machine C like this because it makes it a little bit easier with the same results"

whats the point of working out if im always going to be doing it wrong! youre NOT helping!!!

[bpddress-updarling]

Hi, I’m new to tumblr, so I don’t know how everythinf works ^_^💧

I was wondering how you cope with bpd (besides this blog lol), because I’ve suspected I have it aswell, and it’s been really hard, anytime I learn a new symptom I realize I may need to get diagnosed & get help 🥲🍰

hey i dont usually actively post to this blog much anymore, but i felt compelled to respond to this

bpd is a really hard thing to deal with. when it comes to your feelings, your episodes, and everything in between, remember you're stronger than you know. mood stabilizers have helped me more than anything but unfortunately the ones i use require a diagnosis for a personality disorder.

getting diagnosed is very important but if it's not an option for you financially, that is okay. i will be the first to admit my blog is not the healthiest way of coping, but whatever works for you, works. please don't let anyone tell you what you do to help yourself is bad as long as you are not hurting yourself or others.

i'm honestly no professional (obvi) but i think just having someone to rely on, being open with them about my issues, has been so relieving. if you don't have anyone like that yet, you will find them :)

thank you so much for the ask, i hope you're having a good day!

[spawnsfollower]

Can i have one of the pain meds

My ear hurts like hell and the water wont comenout

Everythinf is myfflee ajwmsbeis

"My apologies, I already.. took them?? I was not given the whole bottle." [ Two time shrugged, awkwardly smiling ] "I would have taken the bottle as well if they had given you the entire thing. " "ah."

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is: we're both on this immense level of suffering and you keep talking about killing yourseld but im selfish and you bring me everythinf i need and you arent allowed to leave me. i have to leave first because i will not be left alone. you cant leave me alone in the dust because i know youre suffering but ill be passing by if you leave me for good. thinking about you being fully gone hurts more than any amount of trauma ive had before. i cand save you and i know that. if you go six feet under ill clench onto your ankle and go down with you. im not livinf this alone. you cant make me do this alone. why are you allowed to do that to me? you dont know how much this matters to me. you matter to me. and it makes me selfish.

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[fadeintoyou1993]

no seriously my head hurts so much i feel so nauseous my teeth hurt everythinf's so BAD and im not at home please pray that i make it thru these appointments🥹

[famouslastwrdz]

exhausted from constsnt purging. twice whwn i wake up, every break in work. i know i cant cut in the usual places because im in short sleeves for my job, so i just hurt in other ways. its everything i eat. everythinf i drink. blood twice now ans im scared again but i wont stop

[ladyinazure]

held my piss for too long and now the right side of my abdomen hurts. Fuck everythinf

[spitinsideme]

What are some other gay ships you like besides ragapom?

mae x jules from.the show devil in ohio .. i dont think ajyone understands my love for this ship and i jate how little fanfiction anf fanart tgere is of this show in general. i love this show so much devil in ohio os 5hr best show rver but i jst wsnt to say rigjt now that theg fucked the ending uo bevsude it coukd have been MORE like it shpukd hae bern MORE !!! tbe thing that happened between mae and jules was literally made up fakr drama tjat jules would have never even started at that point in their friendship, it was drama athat wpukd have nrver occured woth the way they were progresseing and the friendship stage they were in ajd i jate how it was played out it wad so fake it was so forxed and i hated it. i hated the ending i jated everything aboit the last fee episofes becaude it felt rushed it felt like the point wss to just show how fucmed this girl was and how she ruins everythinf and how manipulative she is in just 4 episodes and it wad so .. weord becsude she was progressing so well !!! itwas so out of noehere, especially taht drama between jules best friend oscar or soem bullshit and mae ??? likr its not maes failt tjat people went to her or that she got popular, and jules wpuld havr mevrr blamed it on mae at thay point becaude cjaracayer develolment had occured !!! idontknow .. i really like that ship and id love to makr fanart for it one day

claudia x grace from tbe movie my first summer. this movie was suorrduorr amaizng it was a lesbian movie i watxhed last yesr when i was on a lesbian binge mmovir and i estcbed many obscure lesbian videos ( i remdver i wtched an italian bdsm gay mpvie whrre these two girls played .. sensual sadistic hide and seek ????? it was odd .. 10/10 movie ) but ky first sumer wad greta i mens it wa sad it had an ambiguois open ending as most lesbia movies do but overall i llved itsoosmuch and tbeir kiss wss so fucking sdorsble everythinf about it wad sosos adorable and i hate hoe its not even popular ??? not many peope have wstxhe dit when its the BEST lesbian mocie ever its my favrouote literlaly ever !!! theres nnot much fsnart of fansgiction for ir rither whoch SUCKS !! i wsnt to ome dya mske it for them

laura lee x lottie from the show yellowjackets. i feel like ay this point you understand that i love my ships to have religious symbolism, something religious is going on behind it, and also, blonde x brunette !! i dontknow if aby of you have watched it but SPOILER INCOMING !!!!!!!! aftet they had their HOT AND SPICY AND HOMOEROTIC baptism scene on thwir lake i was lime woah !!! i wa ssososure they woukd have had a little will they wont they situation, a little ooo they might kiss but they probbaly wont because laura lee is cathcokix and has intrrnalised homiphobiaaas !!!! or whatrver ixonfknow bit then SHE FUCKING DIES. AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW WHEN SHE DIED I STOPPED WATCHING I NEEDED TO TAKE A BREAK !!I TOOK A LOMG THREE WEK BREAK FROM YELLOEJSCKETS BECAUDE EVERYTHING I SAW, EVERYRHINF I WATCHED, EVERYTHINF REMINDED ME OF LAURA LEE AND IT HURT ME !!! IT HURT THAT I CPULDNT SEE MORR OF HER AND THAT SHE COUKDNT HAVE BEEN MORE AND THAT SHE WAS JUST THE CATHOLIX GIRL THATS ALL SHE WAS AND THATD ALL SHE DIED AS !!! AND I HATE THAT EVEN NOW I HAVE MEVER GOTTEN SO ATTACHED TO A CAHARCYRR !!! SOMETIMSI CRY REMDMEBRRONG SHES DEAD AND WILL NEVER GET TO BE MORE AND HAVE MORE AND BE COMPLEX AND SHOW HER COMPLEX THINGS !!! IT SUCKS !!!

emaline x kate from the show everything sucks. firstly, the show fucks anf i think metflix shpuld like lesbians more i mean comeon ee get ONE lesbian canon relationshio and sufdenly CNACELLED !!! we have to fucking neg for scrapes and secondly, MY FUCKING GOODDD !!!! GOOD FUCKING GOD !!! BECAUDE WHEN I SAW KATE REACH ITO HER TROUSERS WHILST LOOKONG AT THISE SEDUCTIVE PITTLR IMAGES OF WOMAN I SCREAMR DI FUCKING SCREAMED I SCREAMED LIKE A FUCKING BANSHEE AT A PRIDE PARADE !!!! I WAS SO HAPPY SHE WAS GAY !!! and when kate and emaline kissed .. i was so hapoyy i had to lause to jsut love in the moment for a bit .. theyre the best evet .. i esnt to make fanart for them .... sigh ... not enough fabart of fansfiction about them ...

enid x wednesday is also prety cute !! im not like reallyrealy imto it but its alright also im going to take a moment to beat that fucking xavierd ass i hate him do much i hope he dies its nlt even because he was a love interestedi mena that sucmed too but its becayse hes so fucking annoyong oooo my dad id alwayd on the roll or whatever and im depresseddd so i male art because im a sad fucjing srtist god go fucking get therapy stop fucking being a cunt i hate him so much

thats it .. i think .. if i remeber more ill uodate this ...

[eviloutlawtweekk]

i had to argue FOUR HOURS with my dad to keep my stupid laptop i hate EVERYTHING. if i dont clean my room tomorrow he said my door is gonna be GONE i cant even lock my door tonight because he thinks im going to KILL MYSELF and was saying oh if i peek in andjr sleeping ill just feel ur neck to feel ur pulse and then go back to sleep no big deal like WHAT DO YOU MEAN UAGHAHAHH i hate everythjng. its not even bad. the only reason there is a mess is because i put everything in my drawers onto the stupid floor and so it looks bad but it was on purpose and my sister was messing with the lights and i laughed and he thought i was laughing at him and tried to go in my room but i owkey dont know whats in there either so i tried to keep my arm on the door and was like trying to close it but his big fat body kept pushing and i could feel my bones in my wrist going out of place because he was gfripping it so bad so i had to let go it hurts so bad its bruising rn i had to argue to keep my laptop and tablet and phone...GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!!! I DIDNT DO ANYTHING!!!😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏 anyway i gotta be secretive under covers listyening incase my dad comes to check on me. NOT planning on killing myself and wasnt planning on tonight but whatever dad ok whatever WHATEVER UGH I HATE THIS I HATE EVERYTHINF I CANT GOI ANYWHERE THIS WHOLE MONTH APPEANTLY shhh..longest rant ever but im pissed and by wrist hurts alot

goodnight

[beebascloset]

everythinf hurts hnnmghdh

[indigayghost]

Ok im not even try to make this coherent I'm not on the state of mind to write beautiful things but i do need to talk about this because I feel like my body is exploding

Just..... Just..........everythinf that happened........

We've been with these vampires for five years, we know who they are, we know what they love, we've seen them in their lowest and in their highest

The talk when they're in the cages, yes they were trying to appease the Guide but they weren't lying in the slightest

Yeah they are beings full of love and yet they make themselves look tough and uncaring and this season reaaaaally talked about it

We see the vampires caring for each other more than ever this season, we see them fighting for each other, saving each other, giving up their life for each other

We see Laszlo giving everything he has trying to fix Guillermo, we see him failing and failing again and ultimately giving up but "I'm not giving up on you"

We see Nadja fighting blood and nail to save Guillermo! He's theirs! Nobody can take him away!

We see them helping Guillermo out, we see them teaching him how to be a vampire

And when the baron wants to kill him, we see them begging please let him go

We see Nandor saying I know you better than anyone and we brush it off and then

And then we see that he is right. He knows Guillermo better than anyone. He's been knowing him since the beginning. Guillermo is a kind soul. He's a warrior. He would kill and die for me, but he won't kill for himself.

We see Guillermo struggling with this for quite some time. I mean, I'm in the killer Guillermo gang, but textually every single time he killed he did it for someone else.

He loves so so much and he would do anything for the people he loves, but he won't take someone's life for his on benefit, that's to much for him.

And Nandor knew that. Nandor knows him. Nandor said it to him two seasons ago and we thought well he was talking about himself and he is! But he's talking about Guillermo too.

Because Guillermo is too kind, he was always too kind, and vampirism is a curse

We see Guillermo saying I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to hurt you and we see Nandor hurting

We see him talking to Patton Oswald and he says

Killing a friend would be the worst thing in the world and he means it

And he doesn't kill Guillermo, and he would never kill him

We see the vampires one by one visiting Guillermo, the same vampires who said well if one of us die we just paint them off of our lives

We see Laszlo legitimately sad, he feels so bad, he feels guilty, he feels like he didn't do enough and auuuuurgh that's so abrrrrrrrbrrbebbrbrbrb and he says I know you since you were a little familiar

And the thing the thing is

Nandor and Laszlo are being two sides of this thing

In one side we have Laszlo who completely loves to be a vampire. He was turned by the woman he loves, he didn't lose anything, eternal life is a joy for him, he was alone before, and now he isn't

And then we have Nandor, who lost everything. And sometimes is easy to forget and say Nandor is just a big dumb boy, but he is so so old and he is so so wise. Eternal life took everything from Nandor, he lost his family, his people, he lost his language, and for almost a millenia he wandered alone and we see this, we see this desperately lonely vampire try again and again to get someone, anyone, to be with him forever and we thought ough he's so dumb that person is right there!

But then! He isn't! Because he knows Guillermo better than anyone and he knows Guillermo will be unhappy and he knows he can't persue Guillermo because he loves guillermo and Guillermo loves him and Guillermo will do everything for the people he loves so maybe maybe if he asks Guillermo will turn into a vampire and he will be eternally unhappy and that's something Nandor won't be able to do because he cares too much about Guillermo, because he knows Guillermo better than anyone, and he will prefer to be alone forever than to hurt Guillermo like that

And he makes all those things, he prepared a whole cerimony for Guillermo, he did all of this knowing knowing that if he shut his mouth he could keep Guillermo forever, some time Guillermo would get used to it, but he can't see him unhappy, so he prepares everything knowing Guillermo would chose to be human and knowing he was signing up for loneliness and he does it anyway because he loves guillermo and he would do anything for Guillermo the same way Guillermo does for him and he is so kind the whole time, there is a understanding in Nandor's eyes there that we never saw, there's such a sad sad feeling of mourn there because he is killing what he ever wanted but he's doing it for Guillermo

And yeah there was a little bit of his jealous speaking there when he jumped for the stake to kill Derek, but there's also a really sweet gesture. Killing Derek will make Guillermo happy and even so Guillermo can't do it, because it was his choice, it was his fault, and he can't hurt Derek, and Nandor steps in and say I'll break the most sacred vampire rule for you, for your happiness, even if it means losing mine

And then laszlo helping Guillermo afterwards? I'm so so ready to see them next season

Also Nadja saying if I knew you wouldn't kill Guillermo I would've told you to do it already and get over it is such the statement! This is what they do! They care deeply about each other but they pretend they don't!

Anyway, I loved the finale, I think there's some really deep themes we can play with in fics. I understand how some may feel quite unhappy with it and honestly yeah I'm a bit too, I love to see unhinged Guillermo and I really wanted to see him accepting his fate as a munderer but well, I guess we can't really have everything

I'm really curious of how they'll handle this the next season, maybe we'll see Guillermo doing other things, searching for a new dream or whatever. Bwcause now he will really need to accept the real reason why he stayed with the vampires, he can't run away from it, we can't run away from it and the showrunners can't really run away from it too, this is a question I think will be the grand arc of the next season and well, until there we have plenty of time for thousands of angsty fanfics

[starfall-vents]

Listen when all these is said and done can we just. talk. no sugar coating. no being “worried your gonna hurt us” just raw. unfiltered. feelings.

you can yell. scream. whatever. but we NEED everythinf out on the table so we can come to an understanding.

so please. can we do that. it doesn’t have to be right now. but please.

I have already agreed to talk when I am in an emotional state to do so. no need to keep asking. and you act like I WANT to yell and scream at you, as if you don't get way too much of that already