Wanted and Needed
Deckard Shaw x Reader
Warnings: mention of smut, pregnancy
Summary: It was only meant to be one night. But of course, it is never that easy.
The way he looked at you always sent shivers down your spine. He made you feel so good about yourself.
And then, during a race, he stepped over to you and whispered into your ear.
"I will win for you." he said before getting into his car.
You could only blink and watch as he indeed, won.
Being a long member of the team, you had your opinions on Deckard in the beginning but you were quickly smitten by his looks and charm.
He looked too good in his suit.
He won and he took you home that same evening.
That night changed your entire life.
It was truly meant to be a fling.
A nice fuck and done.
He made you feel incredible, you never felt so good with anyone ever.
But when the morning came, he was gone. Even the bed was cold.
And so, you knew that your hopes for a round two in the morning were ruined.
But as you found out soon, during your monthly doctor's check-up, Deckard Shaw might have left a bit more than just his necktie in your place.
"Congratulations, you are pregnant."
All you could do is let out a long sigh.
Pregnant.
Because of fucking course.
Why not?
Like, you were totally ready to be a mom... IF you wanted to be one to begin with.
And now... you are going to have a baby because Deckard Shaw was too handsome so you lied about being on pills... great you were going to be a mother while being this stupid.
Awesome.
First things first, you decided not to tell Deckard. The others also didn't know, you told them you are moving for a fresh start.
Which was kind of true. Dom was the only one who saw right through you and the only one who knew about the baby.
He, of course, supported you in every way he could.
You moved to a new town into a small house. It was perfect for you and your baby.
Perfect for you to freak out 24/7 about how you are going to be a bad mom, trying to read books while throwing up.
Fun.
Buying stuff for the baby, trying not to cry at every cute little sock you see.
Being pregnant was extremely challenging.
Who knew?!
According to your new doctor, everything was going very well with your baby, you even learned that you will be having a little girl, so now, you were full-on princess mode.
But your worry never stopped.
And as your belly grew, so did your worries.
Deep down you also knew that you shouldn't worry, it wasn't good for the baby, but you couldn't help it.
You let out a long sigh, and finally, during the last two months you decided that you are going to be the best mom, you for sure will try.
You promised yourself that you will be good. Then you promised your baby that you will be good.
When you went into labour, you let your instincts take over instead of panic.
Giving birth was an entirely new level of pain. But you kept reminding yourself to just push and breathe.
It will be all worth it.
And it did.
Your daughter was born perfect.
Healthy and beautiful.
You gave her a beautiful name, Olivia.
Olivia looked much like her father, her eyes were a dead telltale sign. She couldn't even deny even if she wanted to that she was indeed Deckard Shaw's little girl.
You often wondered what Deckard was doing... probably a blonde. Dom often gave you calls to check up on you, which you appreciated, you even sent him photos of Liv.
Liv was a rather fussy baby. She liked things her way, not yours. But she loved to sleep.
Even with her crib in your room, she barely woke up.
Her fussy period ended in her third week. From then on, he became an extremely interested little girl. Everything and anything in your house had to be at least licked once. But she caused you so much happiness.
Dom wanted to come over and meet the newest addition to the family, he promised it would be only him.
"Look, Livie! It's Uncle Dom." Olivia was at first a bit taken aback by the stranger but she soon got used to him. "She mainly eats and sleeps, but she is very interested in everything," you told to Dom as he had her in his arms.
"She is beautiful," he said and you could sense in his voice, he wanted to say more but decided against it. "Deckard was looking for you. I heard he asked the others about you, he even called Luke."
"Dom..."
"I know, I know why you did what you did. But don't you think he deserves to know that he has a daughter?"
"When I found out, I tried to call him. But he never called back. To me, that was clear, he didn't want anything to do with me. And I'm okay with that. I have her now." Dom nodded.
At the end of the day, Dom left waving you goodbye.
It was honestly amazing to see him, he talked a lot about the others and how they miss you.
You knew that one day you will have to face them, not yet, but someday.
Liv was sleeping in her room, it was midafternoon when the doorbell rang.
You headed to open it.
As soon as you locked eyes with him, your heart stopped.
You immediately closed the door in his face.
He knocked again.
"Sweetheart, open the door please." he said.
"Just a moment!"
Just what in the fuck was Deckard doing here? Did Dom tell him? No. He had to find out on his own. You tried your best to hide any evidence about your baby, hiding the toys and the pictures.
When you opened the door again, and let him in, you were panicking.
"I've been looking for you, could have used your skills for a mission."
Ah, of course. You were rather disappointed.
"I don't work, Deckard."
"I know, everyone keeps telling me that you retired."
"I did."
"Why?"
"I was tired of it." what a lie. How could you ever get tired of being a badass?
There was a moment of silence. You watched him think before he spoke up.
"You disappeared... the only way I could find you was through Dom."
"You tracked his car?"
"Of course, I have been looking for you for almost a year and a half now. 14 months."
"I had my reasons. And you left the next day, so I don't see why you would care where I went after."
"I'm not good with this... emotions and whatnot."
"Right. Thank you for the visit." you said pointing at your door and to your surprise, he left without any fuss.
"If you need help, I put my number into your phone."
"I won't." you closed and locked the door behind him, finally letting out a sigh.
This was bad. Very bad.
You couldn't move again, it would only be a matter of time for him to find you.
You thought long and hard. So he hacked Dom's phone and didn't check his messages? He didn't know about Olivia? What was happening?
You needed some fresh air, so when Liv woke up from her nap, you decided to take a walk with her in the neighbourhood, heading to the park. You could also use the fresh air and the time to think.
Thankfully Liv was in a great mood. She loved being outdoors. You stopped by a bench and sat down, having her in her stroller, she was sitting, looking around with big bright eyes, taking in the pigeons and the trees.
No matter how many times you were in the park, she always looked so excited and interested, even in the things she had seen many many times before.
She then motioned for you, asking to be picked up. She cooed as her hands made grabbing motions.
You smiled and picked her up.
Bounding her a little you smiled as she grabbed your necklace, pulling on it.
How could she be so strong?!
She then pointed at the pigeons.
"Pigeon." you told her as she cooed once more. You thought this was too cute. It was as if she was trying to say pigeon but couldn't. Then she pointed at a figure. "That's a man." you said as she was focused on the man.
Then you looked up, finally realizing who the man was.
Deckard.
Fuck.
Shit.
Without a word, you stood up and tried to walk away. Liv was rather confused you could tell but she didn't mind the sudden change in pace too much.
Then suddenly he was in front of you, you pulled Liv to your chest, your other hand tightening around the handle of the stroller.
"Deckard..."
"You have a child." he sounded way too calm.
"I-I do." you watched as his eyes roamed all over your daughter, particularly her face. There was no denying the fact that she was his.
"Who's the father?" you felt so powerless. You have not felt like this in a very long time.
"Deckard..." you tried to collect your thoughts. Thoughts you have been telling yourself for two years now. "You left. The next morning, you were gone."
"Jesus, Lass. And you think what? That I don't want to know about my daughter?"
"You didn't want me, why would you want her?"
"I woke up to make breakfast but got a call-" you put your hand up.
"I tried to call you, you didn't call me back."
"I have no excuse. I fucked that up. But I deserve to know that I have a child."
"You treated me like shit. I got the message, you didn't want anything from me but a quick time. I don't see why you would care about Liv."
"I do." he said with a calm voice. "I care. I spent all this time, trying to find you. I asked the others, no one knew. But I soon realized that you and Dom were closer, so you must have told him. I tracked his phone and... I came here to find you but I could have never imagined... her."
It was hard for you to believe that he cared. But he looked genuine.
It wasn't until Olivia broke the silence with a small whine when you looked at her, again, she was pointing at something.
"It's a dog, Love." then you looked back at Deckard. "Look, I really don't need... your money. It's okay, truly. I just... You left."
"I did. And I regret not leaving at least a text message. I regret it every day."
"I-Come by tomorrow. We will talk while she naps." Deckard nodded before he watched you leave.
---
Little did you know that Deckard basically slept in his car to make sure you wouldn't run off.
And you didn't.
In the early afternoon, he once again stood at the door, he could hear the cries coming from inside.
Deckard knocked, he watched the door open to ajar.
"Come in!" you said as he headed in, closing and locking the door behind himself. "She just won't settle. I'll take her to her room, I'll be back."
"Can I help?" he asked as you let out a huff.
"Oh, I don't think. Sometimes she is just like this." you said as you walked to the back of the house into her room. Deckard followed you, watching as you cried to calm her.
It did work a little, but now Olivia was watching the stranger in her room.
She motioned for Deckard as if she wanted to be held by him.
"I don't think he wants to hold you baby."
"I do." his reply came in so fast it almost scared you.
"Okay." you headed over to him.
"I want to but how do I?" you showed him just how to hold her as you watched her reaction. As soon as she was in his arms, she stopped fussing, gripping his shirt, she closed her eyes. "When she falls asleep, put her to her bed." you said as you pointed at the small bed. "And the blanket over her." Deckard nodded.
You decided to leave them alone, as you were leaving you stopped in the doorway.
"If you run off with her... Nothing will stop me."
"I'm not going to kidnap her from you." he said, rolling his eyes. You nodded once before leaving and having some lunch finally.
Deckard could only watch this tiny human in his arms. Was a beauty she was. She looked exactly like her mother, but she did have his eyes.
He did as you asked him, put her into her bed and put her pink blanket over her.
Deckard watched her for a couple of minutes but soon left her room, letting the little girl sleep.
"She is almost five months old." you said as he appeared, you just finished your lunch. "A true gift."
"She looks like you."
"I think she looks more like you."
"How was the... pregnancy?"
"Challenging. I was sick very often so they had to give me meds. Then she decided to come early. I was terrified."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be silly, you didn't know."
"But now, I'm here."
"I left because I was scared. So scared. First I wanted to tell you. I truly did. But I got scared that you would tell me to... leave her. I will be honest I wasn't ready to be a mother, I am still trying to figure out how I should go about this but... if you are willing to try, I-I want to give you a chance so you could see her."
Deckard didn't even need to think. The moment he saw the little girl in your arms in the park, he knew.
"I want to be a part of her life. I want you to move to London to live with me. That way we can raise her together."
"You know I always wanted to live there..."
"I do know. I hope my offer will tempt you enough so you say yes."
That sly little bastard. But you let out a long sigh.
"I appreciate it Deckard, I truly do, and I'm happy that you want to be a part of our daughter's life. But... it's not like... it's not like we were in a relationship or something. I don't think us moving in together would be a good idea. You are welcome to visit her anytime."
Deckard was rather taken aback, he thought you might jump into the opportunity.
"I understand." he said and he truly did. He was only hoping you would. "I will come visit tomorrow," he said as he headed for the door, you waved him goodbye.
That night, you couldn't sleep.
You kept thinking about what Deckard said. While living with him didn't sound terrible and you could use the help with Liv.
It was now your stubbornness and fear holding you back.
You loved Deckard too much. Which one could argue with, given how you ran away with a baby, but it was the truth.
You didn't want to disappoint him, you didn't want for him to live a life which he might regret later.
But you were ready to give him a chance, you were ready for him to decide what he wanted.
The next morning, he arrived early. You were in the middle of feeding when there was a knock.
"You are early," you said as you let him in. "I'm feeding her, wait here." he sat down on your couch, but after a minute, he couldn't sit any longer.
He walked to your room, and he found you, back to the door as you breastfed your daughter.
As if you felt his presence, you turned and saw him. His eyes never left you, and he started to walk into the room.
You felt exposed, but you didn't mind it. He ran his hand over Olivia's head. He sat down next to you on the bed.
"The doctor said babies are supposed to be chubby. She often said that Liv is very healthy. She will get her vaccines once I stop breastfeeding. But you see, I just have so much milk... The doctor said I can donate it. Which is like super weird to me, but she said some mother's can't produce milk so... oh sorry, you probably don't want to hear any of that."
"I want to know everything." you looked into his eyes, but he was watching Liv.
"Okay, ummm, she was born three weeks earlier than she should have. She spent time in the hospital after. But she is all good now. She loves the outdoors and animals. She is very interested. Dom once said he will buy a dog for her once she is old enough." Deckard made a face at that, the thought of another man giving things to his daughter, things he should.
"And how was the... birth?"
"Oh, terrible, thank you for asking. I had to drive to the hospital, it was awful, I was bleeding and in pain. I was... very scared." Deckard looked at you. "I thought I lost her." he could see the tears in your eyes.
"But you didn't." he said to comfort you.
"I didn't."
"I like her name, where did you get it from?"
"It was in a children's book that I got for her while I was pregnant. I really liked the name so... do you really like it?" he nodded. For that moment you felt at ease. You looked down at your daughter as Deckard pulled you closer to his side, arms moving around you as he pulled you to his chest, his head on your shoulder, he placed a kiss on your skin.
Soon, Olivia stopped eating and you grabbed a cloth. you made a face.
"Why are you in a suit?" you asked Deckard who looked down at his attire.
"I wanted to look good for my girls."
"Well, then get ready to have saliva all over it." you said as you placed the cloth on his shoulder, then you handed him Liv. "Wait until she burps, then place her into her bed, I'll make breakfast, I'm starving."
You weren't sure what just happened. The way he held you was so delicate.
You tried to tell yourself that he only did it for Liv, but he didn't.
You know he didn't.
You just finished breakfast when Deckard came to join you.
"She's sleeping." he said.
"I have this." you said as you handed him an album. "All of her ultrasound pictures, pictures a day after she was born are in there. It's the only one I have but if you want, you can keep one picture of her."
"I want you both to live with me. It would be the safest. I know what you said. And I cannot help but think about what would have happened if that day I left a note or never left at all. I keep thinking about it."
You stood up and headed to the living room when Deckard spoke up, making you stop in the hallway.
"It would have been different. But we will never know. We have to focus on now. You want us to live close to you, and I want you to have a relationship with her." he joined you in the hallway, standing so close you could barely think.
"The very first thing you told me is that I didn't want you so why would I want her, but Y/N, I wanted you for so long. Long before we even went to that race. Long before that night. I wanted you for so long now. I still want you. Not because of Olivia, but because of you. And how could I not want her? She is my daughter, our daughter." he took a step closer to you, closing the distance as his hand came to rest on your cheek.
"Deckard, I always had a huge crush on you. But... I'm done with this whole dancing around one another. You want us and we need you. Livie needs you, I need you. We will move to London." you saw his eyes shine as he leaned down to give you a kiss.
Finally, you two were together, finally, you had what you always wanted. Finally, your daughter had her father.
---
"A view of the Big Ben." you said as you stood in front of the window, looking out with your daughter on your hip.
"Yes, the view in this apartment is great, it is truly royal if I might say." the woman said as she joined you, but of course she would say these things, she had to sell the place.
The view was nice, but something about the windows made you feel exposed. Could be because they were from the floor up to the ceiling.
"What do you think?" Deckard joined you and the woman left to give you some time. You made a face and Deckard knew. "We looked at eight apartments, you didn't like any..."
"It's not that they are not good. It's just... off."
"Okay, then we will look until we find the one."
"Can we... maybe we could look at houses a bit out of London? Like a cottage?" he looked at you confused.
"Cottage?" then he realized perhaps you want a house similar to the one you had before you moved in with him. "Okay, I think I know what you want." he said as he turned to the lady.
---
Your eyes were shining from the moment you closed the car's door. You even forgot to get Olivia from the backseat, you felt like you were in a dream.
"Decks..."
"This house, while from the outside it is more traditional, on the inside it just had been renovated and renewed. It has solar panels built into the roof, it has a garden in the back as well as in the front. It is a bit more secluded but it does have neighbours. Come on in I will show you around." the lady continued the tour. "Fire bedrooms, two office rooms, a lovely spacious living room and a kitchen. The back garden might need a bit of terraforming but the space is given for any flowers or trees. Perfect place for your little one to run around and have her friends over for a birthday party perhaps."
You loved it, and Deckard knew you loved it.
"This is the one." you said when you finally looked at him, coming back from your dream. "Perfect for us and if we want more kids, we have the room. You can have a gym even and I can have an office to work from. This is just perfect, do you like it?"
Deckard smiled, deciding to not bring it up that you just in fact mentioned more children.
"I love it." he said and you didn't even waste time, you signed the papers.
---
One morning you sat out on the balcony, enjoying the morning sun as Deckard and Livie were asleep.
You truly loved this house. It was different from your previous house and Deckard's apartment, but at the same time, it looked like both.
You heard the door open and as you saw Deckard walk out with his coffee in hand you pointed at a part of the garden.
"I want to put a flowerbed there. And some hydrangeas over there."
"Sounds good to me."
"And we could get an inflatable pool for Livie, for the summer. I'm sure she will love it."
"Perfect." you looked at him as he smiled at you.
"What?" you asked.
"You look happy. It makes me happy."
"It's just... feels nice to be wanted."
"I think it's more need. Like you said Livie needs me, and I need the two of you." you reached out to him as he held your hand. "I love you."
"I love you too," you said as you caught a glimpse of the beautiful diamond on your finger.
He was all you ever wanted and needed.
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Found Waldo- B. Barnes
pairings: bucky barnes x reader
warnings: does this suck?? help i fell asleep and i'm trying to post it again
about: request!! bucky lookinf dor you in the crowd after a big win
flirting and football
Bucky’s in the antenatal period of exhaustion, where adrenaline still thrums hard enough beneath his skin to forgo approaching aches and embrace the fresh scent of torn grass. Everything is glossy and idealized after a win; the air crisper, audience roar quieter but just as powerful.
He pants meters away from the goal, still reeling from the hum of the buzzer, the toe of his cleat still prickly warm from the ball. As has become routine, his focus moves from the game to the stands, eyebrows pulling as he searches a particular square of the stadium for his jacket wrapped around your shoulders.
It was a big game. It’s an even bigger win. He can already foresee how excited you’ll be.
His scouring is interrupted by his teammates’ noisy celebration, still far away but not for long. They’re louder than the audience but he can’t help but keep glancing back at the aisles, taken aback when he sees an empty space next to Wanda.
She catches his attention and points an emphatic arm down below to the lowest part of the stands, where you’re bouncing on the balls of your feet in the delighted dance you tend to do each time he scores. His chest hurts at the smile he can see from where he stands, the bright paint smeared across your cheeks wrinkling with them.
He raises a thumb to his nose, pushing into one side as nonchalantly as habit has allowed.
He’s far away and tiny but you catch the movement, eagerly mirroring his actions all the way from your place behind the railings, your movements far more frenetic than his. Your finger lingers, climbing down to your chest, pressing stoutly as a complement to the gesture. The distance does nothing to blur his beam, a leg shifting in your direction.
He doesn’t notice his teammates sprinting toward him in all directions like an overjoyed ambush. You can spot Steve tugging him by the shoulders and Pietro bouncing to his other side. Bucky blinks in shock but recovers quickly, accepting praise and joining celebration.
He’s as ecstatic as they are but his face never strays from your direction for too long, nodding along to something Sam says before glancing back at you.
When someone else turns to him, Bucky stops him as courteously as he can, squeezing his shoulder. “Can you give me a second?” he asks, already backing away. “Just a sec,” he promises.
You see him hold up a finger, his attention finally fully on Clint before he spins around and takes off toward you. You wonder if he’s insane as you realize what he’s doing, leaning over the metal bars to check how high up you are.
He has to look up to see you when he gets close enough, and he watches you drop to the floor and begin to force one of your arms out between the railings to touch him. “Bucky,” he hears you say. "Babe, that was—”
He doesn’t let you finish, taking ahold of a rail and pulling himself up. You pull your arm back in surprise, staring at him in bewilderment. “What are you doing?”
He winks at you from below, climbing until his hands can reach your face when you stand. His eyebrow quirks up, tongue swiping across his bottom lip. “So, how’d I do?” he asks, cheeky.
You stare at him for a second, gaze thoughtful and brows creased. You don't try to mask it when you decide on your reaction, lips contorting into as restrained a smile as you could want to manage. "You were spectacular. I have never been more alert at a football game."
"I know," he says surrepticiously. "You called me babe," he whispers, eyes widening in theatric shock. "I've never heard you say it without disgust before, you must be really proud."
You roll your eyes through incredulous laughter, shaky fingers pulling stray hair away from his eyes. "I am," you profess gently, letting them trail all the way down to his ears, pulling him closer as gently as you can. "I can't believe you found me. I guess all those Find Waldo books your mom said you were obsessed with paid off, huh?" you tease, cocking your chin to flash the lined paint. "That's actually why I did stripes."
"Prettiest Waldo I've ever found," he tells you.
You wrinkle your nose and boo. "I would never forgive you for that if I wasn't so excited right now."
He laughs, dipping down to kiss you. "That wasn't too bad. I could do worse."
“Yeah, I know,” you tell him, chiding and sweet all at the same time when you press another to his lips.
He doesn’t let you pull away too fast. “One more,” he pleads, fingers aching to touch your skin but reluctant to stain it. He’s close enough to catch every little movement of your face, utterly grateful that he knows you well enough to recognize the way your face creases is to hide your lashes pinching in surrender. “Please?”
You cock your head at him in disbelief. “I’m not falling for it,” you tell him.
“I know,” he says.
“I’m not,” you insist, brushing your nose against his when you kiss him again.
You're not, you think. Weakly.
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MONTHS - BRIAN O’CONNER.
author’s note, didn’t have a title so this was random. hope you guys enjoy this! i’m back from a long break of writing and hopefully i see got it!
So here you are, sitting on the coach at Dom’s party while Letty’s hand is roaming around his body. You couldn’t help but laugh at your friend, I mean.. with a man like that, who wouldn’t be hands on???
You were sitting alone on the coach, just enjoying the cold beer you have in your hand. You can just tell by his presence that he’s in the same room as you, but you have a feeling he’s not alone either.
You hated Brian, you didn’t have a reason why but you hated him anyways. You hated how he can just sweep any girl off their feet, how he can use his dreamy blue eyes to get what he wants, you hated pretty much everything about him.
You didn’t hate him before you guys dated, you actually adored him.
The way he was so protective over you. How any man can try to come to you, Brian would quickly grab your arm to place you behind him so he can do all the talking. How he caress your body in bed, admire your face while you’re sleeping so soundly in his bed. How Brian would blush every time Rome would mention you in some kind of way while you’re with the two. It was all just adoring him from afar.
But now you can’t stand the way he talks, the way he walks, the way he smiles, you just can’t stand him at all. Which wanted you to leave the party early but Letty wasn’t going to allow that to happen.
Which is why you’re just sitting up on a coach with a beer, trying your best to not look at O’Conner in any type of way.
“You look pretty to be lonely on this couch” A male’s voice spoke, getting you out of your thoughts about Brian. You looked up at the man and shrugged your shoulders with a smile.
“Some guys just get intimidated” You said before taking a sip of your beer, the guy chuckled and sat right down next to you. “But I guess you’re not like most guys” you added.
“Oh please, I get what I want” He smirked, causing you to smile in return.
Meanwhile Brian walked up to Dom and Letty, “Hey, who’s that guy?” Brian asked the couple. Letty shrugged her shoulders, and Dom didn’t say anything.
“So is he a random or like what?” Brian was starting to get a bit irritated, Dom chuckled, wrapping an arm around Letty. “Dom, you gotta help me out here”
“There’s nothing I can do” Dom spoke, “You guys broke up remember? You was just with some chick and now you’re about to cry because she got someone up her sleeve too” he continued, Brian rolled his eyes.
“You miss her, don’t you?” Letty questioned, a corner of her mouth curved up into a little smile as she figured out the truth. “Awww, you miss little y/n!!” she giggled.
“Yeah well” Dom trailed off, “Looks like someone already got to her” he finished, causing Letty to look over Brian’s shoulder. The blond man quickly turned around to see you making out with the random guy on the coach, nobody around didn’t care.
Hell, it was a party.
Something about seeing you make out with other guys didn’t sit right in Brian’s mind, but his body froze, he didn’t know what to do.
All he could do is just watch until he thought of something to pull you away, but once the guy started touching up your upper chest finally gave Brian something to call it off.
Walking up to you and the guy, he pushed the dude off to the side, making you look up to see who it was. “O’Conner?? Are you serious right now?” You said in disbelief, looking for Letty & Dom who were watching the scene like it was from a drama show.
“You’re coming with me” Brian demanded, trying to grab your wrist but you quickly pulled away before he had the chance.
“Y/N” Brian said softly, “Just please” he whispered. Brian wanted to be patience so bad but his patience was running thin.
You didn’t give him a response though, so impatient Brian grabbed your wrist while you least expected it and guided you to the front of Dom’s house, he wanted to leave but he had to make sure you were with him.
“Brian, are you serious? Let me go!” you told him, smacking his arm, trying to stop his movement but putting full stops to your walking but nothing works.
He stops you guys right in front of his car that was parked on the sidewalk, he turned around. “I need you to trust me”
“Trust you?? you just dragged me out of the party and now you want me to trust you?” You exclaimed.
“Y/n I just have stuff to say, please” he whispered.
“Well say it here!” you raised your voice, “I’m going nowhere with you” You didn’t like yelling at Brian. Yelling at him was a rare thing, there were times you didn’t have a choice and now you really don’t have a choice.
“Because let’s face it O’Conner, you can’t just be mad because I decided to make out with someone while you had another girl under your arm as you were drinking your beer! We broke up a while ago so I don’t want to hear any shit from you, you broke up with me! So now here I am dealing with it by making out with other dudes!” you yelled.
“I want to be happy while moving on, like you do!” You shouted, “I’m tired of seeing you with new girls everyday with your arm wrapped around them when that used to be me! I already have to deal with being near you 24/7 because we have the same friends!” you continued, gaining many stares from strangers who are exiting the party drunk as hell.
“I’m stuck with all these memories of us, I hate waking up alone now but you always have company for some reason.” Your eyes began to water, not that you were sad but you had a habit of crying when you’re mad. Brian knew that too, he hated seeing you cry but in this case, he was kind of glad to see you still cared.
“So what more do you want from me huh?” Your anger took over and you tried to shove him but of course, he didn’t move.
“Y/N—“
“No, you’re sick for breaking up with me. You’re sick for leaving me behind and being fine with it” You sniffled, the tears started running down your cheeks.
“I didn’t want to break up” Brian raised his voice, he never yelled at you, it’s not like you had time to react about it so you yelled back.
“Then why did you do it?!” you shouted.
“I thought I was protecting you” Brian’s voice went down to being soft, you didn’t respond. All you could do is just scoff and laugh.
So now you two were just standing in silence, you were sobbing as you were looking at anything but him while his eyes were focused on you.
Brian wanted to make a move, but he didn’t know how. He was scared on how you would react but he hated seeing you cry with no comfort by your side.
Brian took one step forward and carefully placed his hand on the back of your head, pulling in closer so he can rest his forehead on yours. You wanted to pull away but you missed his comfort, you missed the little thumb rubbing on the back of your head, you missed the whispering of reassurance in your ear.
You slowly started to break down, gripping the sides of his shirt to pull him closer towards you then wrapping your arms around his waist, now laying your head on his shoulder as you silently cried.
Brian then wrapped his arms around your neck, slowly swaying you two side to side. He was starting to think about everything that happened after the breakup, how he could just look like he moved on so happily and you were still trying to move forward.
“Come on, let’s get home” Brian whispered, now with his arm around your waist to help you get in the passenger seat, he sat you down and placed your seatbelt in for you. Shutting the vehicle door and jogging to the driver’s side of the car.
Once he got in, he started the engine and took off. Brian thought he should’ve said goodbye to everyone since they did see the incident that happened in the living room and what some people saw passing by the ex couple on the sidewalk, but it didn’t matter to him as he kept driving.
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Now inside your apartment, Brian shut the door behind him as you decided to go ahead and head your way to your room. You didn’t feel like changing into pajamas so you just decided to plop on your bed with your daisy dukes shorts, and your long sleeve t-shirt.
Laying your head on the pillow and closing your eyes, you started to drift off into slumber until you heard Brian’s footsteps. Using your elbows to sit yourself up, and turning around to see Brian leaning against the doorframe.
“I thought you would be gone” you mumbled, Brian shook his head. “I was actually gonna crash on the couch for the night” Brian responded with a head tilt signaling the living room.
“Listen, I didn’t mean to hurt you. I thought I was doing it for your protection, I swear” He rambled and sat next to you on the bed, you softly smiled. “And I miss you, Rome won’t let it go about me breaking up with you”
“I promise, I was doing it for your protection when it came to the shit in Miami. I couldn’t let anyone know about you when I ran away” Brian continued, grabbing your hand, making your fingers intertwined with each other.
“But I promise you, I’m going to make it up to you” Brian said as you two were staring in each other’s eyes, he leaned down to give you a quick kiss on the lips then pressed his lips on your forehead for a little while as that was a way to show his love.
“I love you”
“I love you”
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