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[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

Here to haunt you

[pocketslut]

NSFW asks: 10; 23; 29!

10. If you could have one fantasy fulfilled right now, what would it be?

The girl I am crushing on rn has mono so kissing & sex are off the table until she is better. After not being able to kiss or fuck for 2 months I am really fantasizing about a desperate, pent up makeout

23. Do you like being rough with your partner? Do you like when your partner is rough with you?

In sex, nah. In kink, yeah. I like control & power exchange & suffering. Sometimes that involves being rough or being roughed up. I don't particularly like what most people consider "rough sex" because it doesn't feel controlled (and I just don't particularly like PIV). But I do like being pushed around, beaten up, bullied a bit, and visa versa.

29. What’re the most effective ways to tease you in public?

J has taken to gripping the scruff of my neck when we're in public and he wants to tease me a bit. It makes me fucking melt. But usually just a whispered threat is the most effective way to turn me on, lol.

[verysmallgirl]

⚠️ apocalypse dance party playlist ⚠️

• Danger! High Voltage - Electric Six

• Destroy Everything You Touch - Ladytron

• Satan Said Dance - Clap Your Hands Say Yeah

• Play Destroy - Poppy & Grimes

• Dead Man’s Party - Oingo Boingo

• Bulletproof - La Roux

• Belly of the Beat - Grimes

• You’re Dead - Norma Tanega

• Disturbia - Rihanna

• Hard to Kill - Bleached

• Heads Will Roll - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

• No Vampires Remain in Romania - King Luan

find it on spotify here!!

[scyther-no-scything]

@fearfulwonderfulmonster Here you go

[wrenling]

@vigilanteredhood tagged me and didn't tell me if there was a pic limit to describe myself with pics on my phone

Imma tag: @cylonbarnes @chaliceandsword @millennial-falc0n @steejie @birdmother @opulentdesigns @fearfulwonderfulmonster

[nostradamousse]

💫 2018 YEAR IN REVIEW 💫

Rules: Answer the questions about 2018 and tag some people!

Tagged by: @snapbackdad  Thank you for tagging me!

Top 5 films you 👀 in 2018:

I’m not a big movie goer nor do i have the attention span to actually finish watching something so this is the list of all movies i remember seeing in 2018 

deadpool 2

To all the boys I've loved before

crazy rich asians

hotel Transylvania 3

incredibles 2

Top 5 📺 shows in 2018

friends (for about 3 months this was the only thing i watched. on repeat)

doctor who (in second place only because I’m in love with Jodie)

the good place

queer eye

brooklyn nine nine

daria (another one that i keep coming back to)

Top 5 songs of 2018:

morph - twenty one pilots*

in the middle - doddie

stay frosty royal milk tea - fall out boy

l’altra dimensione - maneskin*

make me feel - Janelle Monae

successful - Ariana Grande*

*I've included just one song but I’m high key living for the whole album

Top 5 📚 you read in 2018:

pride and prejudice (this time in english) - Jane Austen

good omens - Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett

the yellow wallpaper - Charlotte Perkins Gilman

l’amore e un dio. il sesso e la polis - Eva Cantarella

I like to think that the reason i don’t read anymore is because i read a shit ton of uni manuals but honestly.. I'm just on my phone too much to read actual books (i read a lot of good & book long fics this year that i would have added to the list if i was able to actually remember the titles)

Five Good/Positive things that happened to you in 2018:

my self esteem got a lot better & i like and accept myself more now

bought a bike! finally!

met a lot of new people & consolidated (hopefully) some great friendships

reconnected with my old best friend (the jury is still out on that one (the jury is me and I’m both judgy and scared) but it’s been nice so far) 

broke up with my ex-girlfriend (not necessarily a good thing but I’m positive that it was for the best)

went to Milan for the first time on my first ever solo vacation

planned & organized for some nice stuff to happen in 2019

just generally... 2017 me was happier but 2018 me is a more positive person that i enjoyed being more so hurray to growing and glowing up and lets hope 2019 me will get his shit even more together 

I tag: @iuliaolmeda (you tagged me in a get-to-know-the blogger post some time ago but it got buried somewhere in the notifications and this is my way of saying sorry (also i just wanna know how your year has been) @rubbitchh @mysecretstudyblr @livingdeadpoetssociety @fearfulwonderfulmonster @bluishtrashcan @urgentconfusion @stillsmellingtheroses I would write a long ass explanation on why I tagged each and every one of you but I’m not that chatty. i’m kidding, i totally am, but it’s 1.30 am so like... no 

[rewatchingpokemon]

Wait, is Chikorita your favorite is it Wooper? Or is it BOTH

chikorita over wooper definitely

neither are in my top three though imma reblog that ask 

[scarlette-fawn]

Assure me you aren't taking that anon's question to heart... by all accounts, you seem to be quite the lovely lady.

In a way I do, but in a way I don't. Thank you so much love

[cleanlegs]

but what if it's lame; ill get ridiculed!

fearfulwonderfulmonster answered your question: should I post photos of my original art or is that boring?

Tumblr lacks originality - go for it!

[wrenling]

@infectedmetaphysic @opulentdesigns @fearfulwonderfulmonster

It’s honestly really sad that this is such a common thing that happens with anime and especially since this is a show (I’m pretty sure) geared towards kids. Even PMMM which is definitely not geared towards kids shouldn’t have this happen (they’re what, 14??). I really wish there was less of a subcommunity around this stuff because it literally flourishes on exploiting young female characters in anime.

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

never ever let a clown get loose or it WILL be the last thing you do.... 🫵🏻🤡

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

𝔉𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔩 𝔅𝔬𝔰𝔰

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

more kink journaling:

I nervously but boldly approached a group of 4 hot women in lingerie at the club last night

then I ended up impact topping two of them (with the cutest butts you ever did see)

& another of them watched my work & was so impressed that she wants to meet up to plan out scenes / dynamics (leashing & primal play have already been suggested~)

also I looked like this for context:

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

Missing all the sapphic canoodling over the weekend 💔

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

I just negotiated kink desires & boundaries with my crush help I'm melting into a puddle 🫠

[fearfulwonderfulmonster]

Hickeys from three hungry femmes