Sometimes it just hurts to exist, you know? by Nerdgoddess
Author summary:
Scott's been angry for a long time. Maybe it's time he let it out.
Reasons to love the fic: I love, love the idea of Scott grappling with his anger and comparing to Rafael and his enemies. It's sooo compelling and the way it explores how war might change his relationship with the emotion is also so good! (Don't let the author fool you, this is not poorly written.) An excellent character study!
Be sure and let the author know if you enjoyed the fic!
[start i.d.: a drawing of jade harley and beq. beq is a borzoi, and jade sits beside him, her arms wrapped around him. they both look at the camera with piercing, radioactive green eyes. end i.d.]
took a walk to the beach this afternoon for the first time in -- I dunno -- years? Okay, I know I hiked out to beach in Big Sur Nov 26th but that was a Trip with a capital T, not just a walk to the beach.
Today reading a couple of tumblr posts about how it life works better if ya can do the things you're supposed to do such as eat some nourishing food, go to bed at a sane hour of night, get your exercise ...
okay folks, I'll bite!
Less than a mile round trip, not sure if that fully counts as getting my exercise; it was sunny, cold, no surf to speak of. You'd have to pay me a lot to put even one toe into the water, but it was fun just to be there.
“Beloved, if God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has seen God at any time. If we love one another, God abides in us, and His love has been perfected in us.”
I John 4:11-12 NKJV
“I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”
Feb 13 - another nothing much doing day - I’m having too many of those lately, especially when I can see stuff that clearly needs doing. Must procrastinate less.
Supper was chili with tortilla chips.
Feb 14 - tried a new bread recipe, for an Italian panettone type of bread (mmm, panettone). Had to do a couple of substitutions, it called for dried currants and candied citron, neither of which I had on hand, so I replaced those with small black raisins and some marmalade, which at least has a similar flavour profile (and leaves shreds of peel behind). It came out delicious (I don’t think this loaf will last very long).
Got a lift downtown from my brother, and ran a few errands, such as stopping in at the post office to top up my phone minutes. Then walked the mile back home again - glad I only had to go one way.
Have also cleaned the toilet (ugh), which I really need to do more often. Thought I’d done it in the past couple of weeks, but no. Going to aim for at least once weekly, since that’s a time frame I can (usually) remember to repeat stuff on.
Supper was mild Italian sausage with mashed potatoes and green beans.
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