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Dolls for Sale

Hi y'all! I have come to the conclusion that I have been avoiding doll stuff because my collection has become overwhelming. So, I am selling a few of my dolls, with a handful of outfits each.

Disclaimer so you know what you're in for before scrolling this post: none of these dolls are AG-brand, but some of the clothes are. Many more of the clothes are beautifully made by various creators on etsy.

Disclaimer the second: If you are interested in only part of a collection I've put together, or if you want a doll but can't afford what I'm asking message me and we can talk. I would really, really like to sell these to someone on tumblr because I've loved them and I want to know someone else will, too.

Even if you have no interest, please reblog so others see this.

I've listed them by their names, but obviously you can rename them.

Miko - $35

Miko is a My Life As doll with an half-hard body that I bought in 2021. I didn't modify her at all and she's in excellent condition. Her hair could be brushed out a little, but it's not tangled or anything.

Miko comes with 5 outfits: the mushroom jumpsuit she's wearing (from etsy), a purple Frozen 2 dress with zipper (from etsy), a cat Halloween dress (I don't remember the exact brand, it's some cheap doll brand, but it is very cute), the green and black witch dress (from the AG Halloween costume of the last 2 years - note I'm keeping the gloves but if you really want the boots you can have them), and a blue and silver gymnastics leotard (AG brand, retired at some point in the past). She has two pairs of shoes: the red ones she came with and the cute blue and white buckle ones she's wearing (I got them secondhand and I'm unsure of brand).

Lexie - $35

Lexie is an Our Generation doll that I bought new in 2020. She was actually the first doll in my adult collection, and I really want her to have a good home. I gave her a new wig only a couple months ago, and she is in perfect condition except for this tiny mark on her cheek I didn't even notice until I took this picture.

Lexie comes with five outfits: the space dress she's wearing (Our Generation), a Halloween witch hat dress (from etsy), a yellow and black striped dress (from etsy), a bathing suit with a fabric flower (from etsy), and a purple and white gown with lavender 3D fabric flowers and a zipper (from etsy). She also has two pairs of shoes: the blue slip-ons she came with and the pink plaid lace-up hightops (Our Generation).

Olive - $25

Olive is another My Life As doll with half a hard body that I found last year at the thrift store. I cleaned them up and gave them a new wig. I did trim it a little so their eyes were still visible. They have a couple of small clear streaks on their face that might be glue but are basically invisible in pictures, and their curls could use some defrizzing. For someone who knows what they're doing, none of that should be difficult to fix--I personally have trouble getting all doll hair to cooperate.

Olive comes with six mix-and-match pieces: the Rainbow Dash t-shirt (from etsy) and shorts (also from etsy--it's not visible from this angle but they have the old girl-reading AG logo on them) they're wearing, a Superman t-shirt (from etsy), red corduroys (Our Generation), a green jacket (Our Generation), and a pair of black leggings (I'm unsure of brand, but they look fun under the shorts). They have a pair of blue slip-on shoes (Our Generation).

Sophie - $35

Sophie is an Our Generation Glitter Girls doll I bought in 2020 not long after Lexie. I changed her wig within the last four months and trimmed her bangs so you can see her eyes. She's in excellent condition with nothing wrong. She's the same size as the Wellie Wishers, and like them her entire body is hard plastic.

Sophie comes with five outfits: (1) the Ariel dress (from etsy) she's wearing and the pink glittery books she came with (though some of their glitter has worn off); (2) Wellie Wisher Starry Sky pajamas and hooded blanket; (3) a Wellie Wishers winter outfit with coat, leggings, hat, wrap, headband, and pink boots; (4) a pink and silver gown from etsy that closes with a zipper; (5) a 3-piece historical costume including a head kerchief.

Note: prices are negotiable but don't include shipping. I'm trying to save up to collect smaller dolls that are less overwhelming but expensive.

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The Housing Poem

Minnie had a house which had trees in the yard and lots of flowers she especially liked the kitchen because it had a large old cast iron stove and that the landlord said was the reason the house was so cheap. Pretty soon Minnie's brother Rupert came along and his wife Onna and they set up housekeeping in the living room on the fold-out couch, so the house warmed and rocked and sang because Minnie and Rupert laughed a lot. Pretty soon their mom Elsie came to live with them too because she liked being with the laughing young people and she knew how the stove worked the best. Minnie gave up her bed and slept on a cot. Well pretty soon Dar and Shar their cousins came to town looking for work. They were twins the pride of Elsie's sister Jo and boy could those girls sing. They pitched a tent under the cedar patch in the yard and could be heard singing around the house mixtures of old Indian tunes and country western. When it was winter Elsie worried about her mother Sarah who was still living by herself in Moose Glen back home. Elsie went in the car with Dar and Shar and Minnie and Rupert 　and got her. They all missed her anyway and her funny stories. She didn't have any teeth so she dipped all chewable items in grease which is how they're tasty she said. She sat in a chair in front of the stove usually or would cook up a big pot of something for the others. By and by Rupert and Onna had a baby who they named Lester, or nicknamed Bumper, and they were glad that Elsie and Sarah were there to help. One night the landlord came by to fix the leak in the bathroom pipe and was surprised to find Minnie, Rupert and Onna, Sarah and 　Elsie, Shar and Dar all singing around the drum next to the big stove in the kitchen and even a baby named Lester who smiled waving a big greasy 　piece of dried fish. He was disturbed he went to court to evict them he said the house was designed for single-family occupancy which surprised the family because that's what they thought they were.

— Dian Million

When the Light of the World Was Subdued, Our Songs Came Through: A Norton Anthology of Native Nations Poetry (2020)

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The Haunting Season 3 Release Date : All You Need To Know

The Haunting is a horror series that has been viewed a lot around the world. Mike Flanagan's Netflix series has a great mix of drama and horror, which engages the viewers. There are no cheap jump scares. Only well-written, intricate plots that leave viewers feeling deep sorrow and longing. The Haunting of Bly Manor is the second installment of The Haunting series. It was released on October 9, 2020. The story follows a young American teacher, who is an in-house tutor to two beautiful children at Bly Manor. Later, she discovers that the Manor is full of dark and unfathomable secrets that will forever alter her life. It's not surprising that the show quickly rose to Netflix's Top Titles, proving its popularity. Let's see what the next steps are for this series. Is there a third season of 'The Haunting? We are positive that the show will be renewed in season 3. The Haunting of Bly Manor remained at the top of the US Netflix charts for the first week. It also topped multiple regions around the world. Netflix is known for its high regard for viewership when deciding whether to renew a series or not. It is only a matter time before Netflix makes the renewal announcement. When will 'The Haunting Season 3' be available on Netflix? We have already spoken of our confidence in obtaining another season of The Haunting series. We are expecting long delays to The Haunting Season 3, unfortunately. The Haunting of Hill House, the first installment, debuted on Netflix on October 12, 2018. It took Netflix four months (February 2019), to renew the series despite its popularity. Although it took four months to secure a renewal, The Haunting of Bly manor, the second installment, was released on the same date the next year, October 9, 2020. Season 3's release date will be affected by more than just how quickly the show is renewed. It will also depend on Mike Flanagan's involvement in the series. Flanagan directed all episodes of Hill House, but only the series opener for Bly Manor. Flanagan has a full schedule at the moment. Flanagan is currently working on two new Netflix horror series, Midnight Mass (and The Midnight Club). It would take him longer to squeeze The Haunting season 3 into his busy schedule. They have already surprised us with the second season two years after the first. Can they surprise us again with the third installment in October 2022? Season 3 of The Haunting of Hill House Cast: It was unclear at the beginning if Season 2 actors would be retained for season 3. However, the production team confirmed that some of the established actors would be returning to the show. You can expect to meet Victoria Pedretti as Dani, Oliver Jackson Cohen as Peter, Henry Thomas as the younger Hugh Crain, Catherine Parker and Kate Siegel. We expect to add a few more actors to the team. T'Nia Miller, Rahul Kolhi, Super Girl and Amelia Eve will all be joining the team. The children that the governess cares for will be played by the newest cast. The cast might surprise us with unexpected additions or extermination roles. Let's wait and see. What happened in "The Haunting of Bly"? The End - Explained Viola Willoughby's curse on Bly Manor was broken by Dani's act of sacrifice. All ghostly residents of Bly Manor including Hannah, Rebecca and Peter were allowed to live in Viola's body. The survivors of Bly Manor tried to live their lives normally. Owen opened a restaurant in honor of Hannah's memory. Lord Henry moved to America along with Flora and Miles. The three survivors were reunited at Owen’s restaurant when it became clear that Flora, Miles and Henry do not recall what happened at the Bly Manor. Viola was still present in Dani's body but Dani and Jaime managed to have happy years together. They also opened a flower shop in America. As the years passed, Dani began to lose control of her life. One night, she woke up with Jaime's neck wrapped around her hand. Fearful of hurting the woman she loves, she ran away and left Jaime desperate to find her. Jaime's search brought her back to Bly Manor at the bottom the lake. She saw Dani's tragic fate. Viola's former Lady of The Lake, Dani, has been replaced by Dani. Dani was asked to take Viola's soul, so she could be with her forever. Dani, however, would not claim any soul, unlike Viola. Dani is doomed to the same fate that Viola and will forget her loved memories and herself. We discovered that Jaimie was the older narrator and Flora, the bride, was a Flora, before the show ended. We discovered that the guests were also older versions of Miles, Henry, and Owen. Jaime went back to her hotel room, leaving her door open slightly. She fills up the sink and bath with water in hopes that Dani will find her. Jaime sat down in a chair, closed her eyes and found no indication that her love was there. After long years of waiting, finally we see Dani's hands resting on Jaime. This is a sign that Dani still loves Jaime and remembers her, which proves love transcends Viola's curse. Season 3 of The Haunting of Hill House: Expected Plot Season 3 of The Haunting of Hill House Seas0n 3 will continue the story of Season 2. The inspiration for the season was the book "The Turn of the Screw", which focused on one government caring about two distant children. Jaime was Viola's body, but Dani and Jaime were able to have a good relationship. While moving to America, the couple opened a floral shop in America. Dani lost her self-control over time. Jaime was being held in her hands by Dani when she woke up one night. Jaime was left to search for her, but she chose to flee because she was afraid she would hurt the woman she really loved. Jaime returned to Bly Manor, at the bottom of the lake. Her search led her there. There, she witnessed Dani's tragic future. Official Trailer for "The Haunting" We've got a trailer for The Haunting of Bly Manor. You can watch all episodes on Netflix. We will keep you informed about the latest developments in The Haunting series. Read the full article

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2020 Year in Thirst Pt. 2

Sometimes, I will watch a drama for the plot/premise/substance and be rewarded with a surprise hottie, and it’s the best feeling ever!  It’s like finding money in your pocket that you didn’t know about.  The following list of dramas can be described as:

Came for the plot, was rewarded with a surprising side of thirst

1. Flower of Evil

Brief Summary: Lee Jun Ki plays Baek Hee Sung and Moon Chae Won plays Cha Ji Won, his wife who is also a detective.  What Ji Won doesn’t know is that her husband, Hee Sung, is actually Hyun Soo, a man on the run from a murder that he did not commit and also a suspected accomplice to a series of murders committed by his father in the past.  Oh yeah, his dad secretly tried to groom him into being his protege/murder partner.  Because of how he was raised, HS believes that he has no emotions and is simply putting on an act as the perfect husband and father.  His “parents” are in on the ruse and are actually the ones who forced him into assuming their comatose son’s identity.  Anyway, of course things from the past start to catch up with HS and his wife is somehow assigned to investigating his old murder case.  She of course feels betrayed, but also conflicted as she discovers her husband is not who he said he was and a prime murder suspect.  Things get even more complicated as the real murderer re-appears with fabulous long hair and tries to frame HS for the murders.  In between all of this are delicious make outs between the couple and at least one instance where they banged so hard, HS was wiped out the next morning.

Surprise Thirst Factor: I checked out this drama fully expecting to drop it because the promos were so misleading and unappealing. But boy was I in for a pleasant surprise!  Not only was the drama super addicting, it also had some nice eye candy in the form of Lee Jun Ki being a completely unrealistic house husband who satisfies in the housework (The man cooks and does the laundry!), childcare, and bedroom and Kim Ji Hoon’s glorious mane of beauty making viewers have a moral crisis over lusting after a homicidal maniac (who turned out to be a real loser without murder daddy around to clean up his mess.  It’s ok, we’ll always have his hair).

Yes, work that hair honey.  It’s the only good thing you’ve got going on for you (the character, not Kim Ji Hoon)

The chemistry between Lee Jun Ki and Moon Chae Won was fire and the make out scenes were soo believable.  Like yes, these two beautiful people are really into being married to each other and understandably want to make out all the time. 

He’s the primary caretaker for their daughter and it’s just *swoons.*  Not all thirst traps come in the form of sexy abs (although I would not mind if he wanted to flash some).

2. Six Flying Dragons

Brief Summary: The story of young Yi Bang Won (who later becomes King Taejong) and the founding of the Joseon Dynasty.  As short as it sounds, that really is an accurate summary of the drama haha.

Surprise Thirst Factor: I started watching this drama because I heard it was a great sageuk and I’m a big fan of Yoo Ah In.  Even though I’m a fan of his acting, Yoo Ah In doesn’t necessarily get my hormones raging so I wasn’t expecting to be so thirsty while watching Six Flying Dragons.  But then.  BUT THEN.  Byun Yo Han showed up in all his scruffy tortured deadly killer glory and my hormones woke up and said hi, hello, who are you, what’s your name, what’s your sign, can I get your number?  The deadlier and more tortured his character got, the sexier he became to me.  Sorry Yoo Ah In, you’ll always be my acting boo, but Byun Yo Han’s got my thirst.  Byun Yo Han looks so good when he's sad and/or covered in blood, it makes me feel like a sadist for thinking that I wouldn’t mind if the drama made his character cry some more.

3. Ever Night S1

Brief Summary: As a child, Ning Que witnessed his entire household get massacred because of a prophecy that the child of Hades will be born from the house and bring about the Eternal Night.  Somehow, he managed to escape and was the lone survivor.  He finds a baby buried in a pile of dead bodies as he’s fleeing and names her Sang Sang.  The two orphans grow up inseparable from each other and do whatever it takes to survive in the harsh, cruel world.  Ning Que earns money by becoming a deadly mercenary and Sang Sang takes care of the household affairs.  At one point, Ning Que becomes a disciple of the powerful Fu Zi and somehow gets entangled in the struggles between the Holy Sect and Demon Sect.  A bunch of beautiful women fall for Ning Que, and the drama tries its hardest to convince us that he has chemistry with and reciprocates the feelings of one of them (i.e. Mo Shan Shan), but anybody who was even half paying attention knows that the only one for Ning Que is Sang Sang.  They are the OTP of all OTPs and take “ride or die” to a whole other level. Oh also, their height difference is the stuff manga dreams are made of. Ning Que is a “good guy” but also not a “good guy” in the sense that he is not above doing whatever it takes to seek revenge and is only out for himself and Sang Sang (and later, his older brothers and sisters from the academy).

Surprise Thirst Factor: Chen Feiyu is an attractive person but I could not in good conscience thirst after him because he was literally born in the year 2000.  It did not help that he was only 18 when he filmed Ever Night and looked every bit his age.  My thirst may have no shame, but it does have its own set of principles and one of those principles is thou shalt not lust after those born in the new millennium!  Luckily for me, Second Brother is played by Dylan Kuo who is a beautiful, elegant, tall man

and Brother Chao is exactly the type of rugged and manly that I am into.  

(you don’t have to be)

who looks better when wet

AHEM. Yeah.

Sixth Brother is also not so bad with his scanty pounding work attire,

4. Novoland: Eagle Flag

Brief Summary:  Asule is the prince of a tribe in the grasslands who is held as a royal guest (i.e. hostage) in the Eastland Empire.  There he meets his two future best friends, Yu Ran, a free spirited princess who is descended from a race of bird people, and Ji Ye, an emo neglected/shunned son of a concubine who is probably the best fighter in the empire.  Ji Ye loves Yu Ran who is a ball of sunshine to his Johnny Raincloud dark emo self.  Yu Ran loves Ji Ye back.  Asule loves both his friends and will do anything to protect them.  The world decides to fuck over best friends Asule, Ji Ye, and Yu Ran for no reason as they try their best to just live a peaceful life away from all the political scheming and fighting.

Surprise Thirst-worthiness: I was completely content with enjoying Eagle Flag purely for its story and substance.  It’s seriously a wonderful, yet heartbreaking drama and the scale of the production is amazing.  No cheap $10 costumes here.  Also, the direction is beautiful/artistic and not the run of mill “let’s shoot it and complete it as fast as we can.”  The two main actors were cute, but not really my type.  Then the drama decided to give Ji Ye the “Sexy Bloody Tormented Killer Makeover” and all of a sudden your girl was rushing to MDL to check Chen Ruo Xuan’s birthday and calculating his age.  I am simple, predictable, and consistent when it comes to my thirst and give a character some scruff, long hair, angst, and some bloodlust and I’m all yours.  I am literally:

Is it wrong that when Ji Ye showed up looking like this ready to kill his mother’s torturer

I thought, yes, can we have him kill another? 

5. Run On

Brief Summary: Im Siwan plays Ki Seon Geom, a national track runner from a rich family who is a bit of an oddball and marches to his own beat.  Although his words can sometimes be construed as rude since he has no filter, they are also completely honest and have no hidden meaning.  He also has his own personal code that he lives by and he will stick to it no matter how negatively it may impact himself.  He meets Oh Mi Joo, a translator with her own strange quirks and sparks fly as Mi Joo is assigned to be his interpreter.  

Surprise Thirst-worthiness: I kind of watched this drama by accident.  I had read about Im Siwan starring in a new drama but nothing I saw from the description or promos for Run On appealed to me.  Nor did it give me any information about what the drama would be about.  Then one day, I just happened to be browsing Netflix for something to play in the  background and decided on Run on since I thought I wouldn’t be that invested.  What a happy accident that turned out to be because I’m so in love with this drama right now.  This is a case where the thirst does not stem from the character’s physical appearance, but from the intensity/charisma the actor brings to the character and the character himself.  Ki Seon Geom is so odd, but so appealing at the same time and Im Siwan is so magnetic in the role.  Prior to Run On, Im Siwan wasn’t really my type physically.  In fact, I always scratched my head whenever people called him handsome in dramas (I know, I know, forgive me).  So color me shocked when I found myself swooning all over Im Siwan in the second episode of Run On.  Now, it’s like I have “Im Siwan is attractive” glasses on and he looks attractive in everything to me.  I want to gobble up all the dramas he’s been in.

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The only poem anyone has ever written for me and my fav one forever:

“I'm sorry for who I am!

I'm sorry I constantly hurt you.

I can not just live happy and things cant just be smooth.

I'm sorry i go to bed early.

I'm sorry i don't like the things you do.

I'm sorry that I'm not the picture of the perfect boyfriend that you deserve too.

I'm sorry I'm cheap.

I'm sorry I'm constantly angry.

I'm sorry your right you don't deserve this.

I'm sorry for lying.

I'm sorry for not being myself

I'm sorry that I changed so you can feel a little loved, I guess that proves when I'm myself things don't go as well.

The more I toss and turn in the night the more I realise I'm ruining a girl who just wants to have stability in her life.

I do have my doubts and I think I always will, how does the devil have an angel at his will? How does someone who beats down the same person emotionally have the power and emotions of that person constantly.

I don't get it, I don't deserve it.

I'm sorry that our future scares me.

I'm sorry that shit sometimes dosent faze me

I'm sorry I show no interest in your things.

I'm sorry I don't take advise from you when I'm hurting

My minds racing and finally hit a million miles an hour.

I had tears on my face because I hurt my only flower.

My mental state used to be my own power.

Nothing bothered me and i was a dick, girls dint run this tower.

And i love you so much but my music got lowered.

I don't see the future but I still want to hold her.

My energy to put the effort in seems to be nowhere

Why is it so hard for me to be to her standards

I'm sorry Sera, I honnestly dont know what to do. I'm not angry or mad or sad at you. I'm pissed at myself. I feel I let myself down. I'm sorry you had to be apart of this, I really am. I'm sorry about the timing to! Theres never really a good timing tho. I'm sorry you had a shitty sleep probably and night too... I'm sorry about me.”

27/10/2020

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Read Into Me-Chapter 1: Wuthering Heights

Steve Harrington x Shy! Reader

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Word Count: 2,849

Date Posted: 04/27/2020

Warnings: Swearing

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Flowers poked up between the sidewalk cracks, little white and yellow daisies blooming skyward, their heads turning to bask in the sun. Spring was bursting all over Hawkins, making the town reborn in pastels and Easter bonnets. Babies crawled around in the parks in white outfits, their mothers not worried about grass stains and cooing over their precious bundles of joy.

You crushed the daisies under your boots on your walk to school. You made a point to. They were begging to be crushed, stamped out by your heavy black soles. You didn’t like spring, you hated babies in their grass stained diapers and drool covered cheeks. You couldn’t place why you hated the season, it wasn’t as if you hated the cold or the rain which plagued March and early April, you adored the sound of rain on the Plexiglas roof of your family’s sunroom, thunder in the distance and swirling grey clouds swarming the sky. Then again, that wasn’t what spring wanted to be. Spring wanted to be beautiful bursts of colour and birds singing from their nests, babies crying into life and everything turning green.

Your hatred might have sprung from all that green, your mother had insisted on you taking up an artistic skill, supposedly because it made young women more worldly and affable, and sat you in art classes where you painted bouquets of flowers and bowls of fruit for hours every week. You didn’t hate art; it had become a release for you, a place to vent your emotions and makes something from your mind’s spinning thoughts. You’d filled sketchbooks and canvases with images of aliens and stars and snails. You liked to doodle snails and hourglasses on the margins of your homework. But your favourite thing was to draw your classmates. You were a quiet person, a sensitive soul according to your grandmother, and so often time’s people would ignore you flat out or discount your presence. This didn’t bother you so much, it gave you the chance to look at them without anyone asking any questions, to sketch out their image in charcoal and graphite, covering your hands in black and grey smudges. Your hands were constantly stained black, up the side of your hand to the tip of your pinkie, which meant that your jeans and shirts and sweater cuffs were smudged and stained.

You were sat on the football field’s bleachers one cool April morning, your best friend Samantha Cameron sat next to you, thin headset around the back of her head. She was unable to pull the headset around her black spiked hair, purposefully ghastly pale with black lips. You could hear the muffled sound of Siouxsie Sioux and the Banshees playing at top volume as her head bounced to the beat, her black high tops kicking at the seat below you. You had your sketchpad out, trying to capture the stiff movement of her hair with the graphite piece clutched in your hand.

Samantha turned to look at you with a smile “You get it right yet?” she asked. She could see the annoyance in your face as you rubbed at the drawing, trying to smudge the stray hairs trying to escape the harsh gelling she’d done that morning. Just like your drawing, you suspecting that she’d been unable to get it to do exactly as she wanted.

“It’s getting there, it’s not moving right yet…” you muttered, pulling your lip into your teeth, chewing hard on the skin.

“You have like, four of me as is, I think you’ll survive if it isn’t perfect.” Samantha chuckled, pulling her headset down around her neck, twisting her long strand of pearls around her index finger.

“And I like this one best, your hair is moving so interestingly today…” you swiped at the page, pulling the eraser gum out of the coils and rubbing out the mistake you’d made, adding more shake to the tips of the centre point.

“Besides,” you chuckled “I’m not gonna have the time to get any good sketches of you with post-its in your hair this year.” Usually, you and Samantha would try to take one class together a year, but she had to switch her English class to first semester so she could snag a gym credit to train for potential college reps. She wanted to be a Wellesley girl and get a scholarship for soccer and she needed to be a top performance to get one.

You sighed, turning away from her. “I still hate that Mr. Lawrence insists on group work…” you muttered. You understood her decision, but you felt a bit nervous about being on your own. You’d gone to school with the same kids for your whole life, but being on your own with no one to depend on socially for a whole semester scared you.

Samantha wrapped an arm around your shoulders “You’ll be fine, you know that he usually assigns partners anyway.” She said, rubbing your bare skin gently.

“I know I just really don’t want to get stuck with some nitwit.” You replied. On cue, the bell blared from the outdoor speakers and you closed up your notebook, sliding your graphite and eraser gum into the coils and shoving it into your backpack, stringing it around your shoulders.

Mr. Lawrence’s hair had gone white long before he’d begun to show to process of aging on his face. His only wrinkles were from tension on his forehead and around his mouth.  His white hair was a sort of burst of smoke around his head, always puffed up around his head and never fully settled into a style. You smiled when you walked into his classroom, taking a seat in the far back corner. You’d already gotten a sketch of his puffy cloud hair, so you left your notebook closed.  The rest of the class trickled in, clumped in their little groups and chattering loudly, taking up the seats around you. Nobody paid much attention to you, which didn’t bother you as much as it used to. It still left a weird feeling in the pit of your stomach. You wished that you had your headset, so you could block out the sound from your peers.

You hoped that the seat next to you would stay empty, that people would avoid you and let you sit quietly. It hadn’t before the break, but the room had been set up in little table groups of four. Now, the room was set up in three rows, two desks pushed next to each other all the way down. Mr. Lawrence had already had to yell twice for people to not move the desks, a sign of little cliques forming. Vicki Clarke had tried to pull the desk next to you over to turn the end of the middle row into a fire hazard, causing Mr. Lawrence to yell out for a third time. Vicki rolled her eyes, but released the desk, taking the desk next to the free one, leaving a clear space between her and you. You didn’t mind; Vicki always smelt like artificial apples, from the cheap body spray she slathered herself in at her locker and the scent gave you a headache.

Tina Martins practically ran to Vicki as the bell rang out, immediately calling to Vicki “Move that desk over!”

Mr. Lawrence rolled his eyes “Miss Martins we are not moving any desks in this room. Take a seat.” He announced. Tina’s shoulders sunk, but she obeyed without an argument, taking the seat to Vicki’s right. Then, the reason for all the commotion walked in, late slip in hand.

Steve ‘The Hair’ Harrington was still something to talk about, even after being horrifically dumped by Nancy Wheeler, he was still a hot object around the school, especially for girls burned by the newest small town hottie Billy Hargrove. Vicki and Tina were two primed recent burn victims, Tina having tried and tragically failed to get Billy’s attention at her own house party and Vicki being the first ‘hump and dump’ victim of the notorious man whore. Steve’s sad boy behaviour had attracted the attention of many bleeding hearts throughout the school, letting themselves get their hearts drained by his succubus heartache. And here he was, puffed up like a robin, his bright red member’s only jacket mimicking the red breast on the bird, his hair perfectly coiffed and glinting in the florescent lights. Heartbreak had done his ego good, teaching him that girls were a dime a dozen if you were hot and sad. The concept of preying on vulnerable girls made you sick to your stomach.

Steve handed his late slip off to Mr. Lawrence and he stamped it with the date punch he kept on his desk. “Welcome Mr. Harrington, please take a seat so we can begin.” He said, his rectangular glasses sliding off his nose as he spoke.

Suddenly, the energy in the room changed. It was then that you realized the class was mostly girls and every single girl in the room was staring at Steve. It was obvious to you in an instant: they wanted Steve to sit next to them and they were all out of luck, sat next to friends or other girls desperate for the same attention. The bargaining began, girls whispering to the person next to them to move, sliding cool erasers or lipsticks over onto the other desk, peace offerings they hoped someone would take. Mr. Lawrence’s classroom had fallen to jailhouse rules and you sat wondering when the first person would pull their shank. No one moved as Steve made his way to the back of the class. Then, another thing became clear-you were the only person with a free desk next to them. Vicki waved shyly to Steve as he took the seat and you tried to disappear. The whole room’s eyes were now on you and unlike Steve you absolutely hated it. You wanted to disappear. Now, you were enemy number one to every girl in the room.

“Alright, let’s begin then, yes?” Mr. Lawrence clapped once and commenced the lesson “Welcome to your last two months of English! I’m passing around the breakdown for your final assignment and copies of our last reading for the course, Emily Bronte’s Wuthering Heights.” The class groaned. You’d been hoping for a lighter, more modern read, something at least from that century. But you knew that Mr. Lawrence loved a classic and had to follow the suggested readings for your grade dictating by the state. You took your tattered copy and wordlessly handed the pile off to Steve, who didn’t notice that it had landed on his desk until Vicki pointed it out with a giggle.

“Now, everyone turn to their desk mate. He or she will be your editor and writing partner for the final essay of the year!” your heart dropped. You were stuck with Steve. And he was an idiot. Every stupid thing you’d heard uttered from a classmate’s mouth had always been from his. He once asked who the US was fighting in World War two. He spent one class arguing with a teacher that Beth didn’t die in Little Women, not believing it even when the teacher sourced the exact page when Alcott revealed it. He once failed a health assignment because he mixed up the names for the parts of the male and female. Literally mixed them up, your seventh grade health teacher had provided them for the worksheets and told the class to cut the out and glue them on and he mixed up all the words into a pile. He was an idiot!

Tina’s hand shot up fast and Mr. Lawrence called on her. “Mr. Lawrence, can we be a threesome with Steve?” She asked loudly, smirking over at you. Vicki giggled at the word ‘threesome’, hands clutched over her mouth.

“But then what will Y/N do? She won’t have a partner.” Mr. Lawrence flashed you a small smile and you just about threw up. This was all too much for you, too much attention, too many people looking at you.

You raised your hand timidly “I’ll be fine if that’s what they want to do. I don’t mind working on my own…” you said, your eyes locked on the course breakdown.

“See, Y/N can handle herself.” Tina said. If you knew Tina to be anything other than mean and condescending, you would’ve taken that as a compliment.

“I want every student to have work edited and reviewed by a classmate before I look at it. I’m sorry, but I’m not making exceptions to the rule. If your desk mate wants to switch with Steve, then that’s another thing entirely, but you cannot be a group of three.” Mr. Lawrence laid down the law on that and moved on with the lesson. While Tina and Vicki attempt to convince one another to switch seats and let the other have Steve, neither would budge and Steve seemed utterly uninterested in their spat. To be fair, he didn’t seem interested in the lesson either. He had taken to drawing on the surface of his desk, scratching his initials into the wood.

“Now, for your first assignment back, I’d like you to write me a piece on your spring break. Nothing fancy, just one page typed. We’ll write the first draft today and exchange it with our partners to be edited and rewritten for Friday.” He announced “When you’re done, read chapters one through three of Wuthering Heights.”

With that, the semester had begun again and everyone went to work. Voices took over the room, people chattering around you. You felt a pair of eyes on you, but you flipped open your binder to a clean sheet of paper and began writing out your simple description of your break. You knew that Mr. Lawrence didn’t actually care about what you had done or had to say, only that you’d done the work and had proof of editing for it. This was a practise for the main event. Still, you could make a page out of art classes and driving to Carmel with Samantha to see some random band in the basement of a dive bar. You could even make it interesting for him. But, something still made your stomach churn. You didn’t want Harrington looking at your writing. You didn’t consider yourself the next Hemingway, but you could write an essay. What worried you wasn’t being told that you were wrong. It was letting him into your mind at all. You didn’t know Steve and he didn’t know you, what if he didn’t understand you? He wouldn’t understand you.

You looked up from your work to see Steve looking blankly at you. You met his eye, raising your brow at him. He looked away fast. You didn’t know what it was about, your hands came up to your face, wiping at your cheeks and mouth. Maybe there was something on your face. Maybe your hair looked silly. Maybe he was making fun of you. That had to be it. He was making fun of you. Vicki and Tina were always bugging you and Samantha, maybe he was joining in. It wasn’t your fault that Mr. Lawrence had forced you two to be partners. You pulled your body away from his, curling into yourself.

When the bell rang, you pulled your work into your bag, making a break for the door. You had your free period next and were desperate to finish your drawing of Samantha. You didn’t need to have her in front of you to catch the right details; you’d drawn her a million times.

You had barely made it into the hallway when Steve grabbed your arm, pulling you back with a cocky grin “Whoa, slow your roll there kiddo,” he chuckled. Your skin prickled under his hand and you wanted nothing more than to disappear. You stopped dead in your tracks, pulling away from his hand carefully.

“So, how’re we doing this?” he asked, his attention moving from you to the yelp of Tommy Hanson. You didn’t need to look to know that Carol Perkins was beating him with her bag again. That was a weekly occurrence.

“Write your stuff and hand it off to me in class. I’ll edit anything up till forty-eight hours before it’s due. I’ll give you my stuff when you give me yours.” You said quickly, crossing your arms tightly over your chest.

“Sounds cool,” Another cry from Tommy, this one more directed at Steve, drew his attention fully “Alright, I’m coming Hanson! See ya around.” He directed the farewell to you, bounding off towards the source of the sound. Even when his presence was gone, you still felt his fingertips on your arm.

Samantha threw her arm around your shoulders, rebooting your systems again. “Hey, what was that about?” she asked, leading you away from Mr. Lawrence’s classroom and towards the gym, her next destination.

“That was because you fucked me over.” You sighed. It was going to be a long month.

[lancearcherinrippedjeans]

A Little Help

For @superrezzy00​ my favorite 2020 grad, I love you <3

Pairing - heel!Finn Balor x Reader

Category - Fluffity fluff fluff

Word Count - 1,105

Summary - Y/N has a bubbly, happy, and positive personality. Therefore, Finn has to hide his feelings for you, cause he’s the complete opposite. But when you’re in trouble in a match against Io and Rhea, he comes out to save you.

*Insert ring gear so I don’t forget to put it in later*

Finn’s POV

“Hi Finn!” She said as she sat down next to me. I gave her a simple wave before looking back down at my phone.

She started poking my side, “Heyyyyy, evil Irish boy, cutie.” I looked up at her, “How are you?” She asked.

“I’m fine. How are you?” She lit up, “I’m great, I got my match tomorrow. And I finally got something I’ve been waiting for.”

“Isn’t that interesting.” She tapped my shoulder before shrugging off her hoodie, showing my t-shirt, my merch. I nodded, “Nice.” I couldn’t even hear what she was talking about, I couldn’t stop looking at every feature of hers. Her lips, her beautiful eyes, her beautiful smile. 

I don’t know when this “crush” started. Maybe when she first walked into the Performance Center two years ago. Maybe when she was the first to greet me when I got back to NXT. Hell it could’ve started when she brought me coffee last week. I don’t know. All I know is that I’ve got it bad. “Hello, Finn?” I looked up into her eyes, “Yeah?” 

“Did you hear what I said?”

“Nope.” I admitted, acting like I didn’t care. “Well, okay. Um, I’m gonna leave you alone, bye Prince!” And I didn’t mutter a word, God what is wrong with me? She’e sweet, she’ll happily say she likes me back, or politely say she doesn’t feel the same.

I just gonna find out where she went. I stood up and started walking in the direction she went. I looked around the hallways, and I heard her voice, I’m not one to eavesdrop, but when I heard my name, you bet I’m gonna listen in.

“I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, Kayden. I always try to be nice to him, I always check up on him, and I even bring him coffee and Legos.” She blurted out, clearly stressed.

“Listen,” I heard the voice of Kayden Carter, “he doesn’t really talk anyone, so don’t beat yourself up.” Y/N sighed, “Maybe he’ll come around. I know the real him,” she chuckled, “he’s too soft.” 

I walked away, well great. She thinks I hate her. Exactly what I want. 

But she was right, I was always so negative. Tomorrow, that changes. If she believes my acts.

The Next Day

I walked through the doors of the PC, flowers and bracelet box in hand. I got numerous asks “Who are those for?” “You got a date?” “Does Finn have a girlfriend/crush?”

I quickly put them in the locker room, hiding them. And I went out to greet Y/N, she was getting ready for her match. Her ring gear was new, and it looked great. “Hi Y/N.” She looked over and smiled, “Hi!” “So, are you excited?”

She was clearly surprised about my sudden interest in talking to her, “Yeah! I mean, this is really my first ACTUAL opportunity to be #1 contender. I hope I win this thing.” 

“I hope you do too.” We stared at each other for a moment before she asked, “What time is it?” 

I looked at my phone, “8:55.” “Oh crap I gotta go!” She grabbed her jacket and started to walk away, “Bye Finn!” “Good luck out there!” She turned back and gave me a kiss on the cheek before leaving, “Thank you, Prince.” I held my cheek for a moment and smiled, before putting my hand down quickly and looking around, making sure no one was looking at me.

My heart was still racing though. And it probably was going to until I gave her the gifts after her victory. I sat watching the match, interested. Her entrance was positive, like her. But as soon as her jacket was off, Io and Rhea both delivered cheap shots to her. 

She was thrown around the ring, outside the ring, and hit with foreign objects before the match even started. But, she still got up. She stood in her corner, ready for the bell to ring. And once it did, the attacks started again. She was defenseless, until she reached a kendo stick. She had finally gotten the upper hand, and she was now one on one with Io. “You got this Y/N.” I mumbled. Cause I knew she did.

And she did, before Rhea attacked her once again. At this point she was at risk of injury.

Not on my watch.

Io climbed to the top rope but I ran out there, hearing the commentators yell out my name, and I pushed her down to the ground.

Hey, no DQ.

Rhea got up in my face while I was on the apron, I pointed behind her and when she turned around, Y/N kicked her right in the face.

1.

2.

3.

Y/N stood up, and she finally got her arm raised in the air. Finally, she’s gonna have a chance to be NXT Women’s Champion. She slid out the ring and ran up to me, giving me a hug. “Thank you.” She mumbled in my ear.

She was crying, I couldn’t tell if it was cause of the pain or her victory, but she was crying.

We walked backstage together, my arm around her shoulder.

“Thank you, so much.” She said, hugging me again. “Hey uh, follow me.”

She looked nervous, “Oh uh, okay.” I walked her to the locker room and I told her to wait outside. Quickly grabbing the gifts and walking out, she lit up when she saw them. “Uh, these are for you.” She accepted them, “Thank you,” she shook her head, “I don’t get it, you’re usually so distant?” “Well uh, you’re right, I am kind of soft.”

She turned red and said, “Oh uh, I guess you heard that.” I nodded, hugging her again.

She finally opened the box, “Oh Finn it’s beautiful!” I leaned towards her, “Read the charm.” She grabbed it, “For the most beautiful girl.” She looked up at me, happy. “Oh my gosh.” I was about to say something before she planted a kiss on my lips. She realized what she did, “That was supposed to be kept in my mind.”

“Then I can get this out of my mind.” She looked confused, “Wanna go on a date with me?”

She smiled, “Of course. Just don’t push someone off high places.”

I shrugged, “I’ll try and contain myself.” “Well uh, I gotta go do an interview, #1 contender things.” I motioned for her to go, “Go go.”

And once again, she turned back and kissed my cheek, but when I held it this time, I kept it there.

She’s the only one I wouldn’t be heel for.

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OC Talk #9

My OCs as 2020 songs.

There’s a LOT of releases this year but this is all I’ve listened to so far? Post is long as always.

PS: LOL I struggled to find suitable songs for some OCs that 2020 ended ahhaha I’m slow as always-

Aryuni

Rina Sawayama - Comme Des Garçons (Like the Boys)

Yeah, oh, girl, it's okay You should never be ashamed to have it all Yeah, yeah it's gonna be okay Yeah, you've come a long way

Don’t fuck with me hoe Take you down like Judo Elevate your vision when you put me on the cover

Hot like a fever Make you a believer Write my name up in the sky  From Paris to Shibuya

Lady Gaga - 911

Holding on so tight to this status It's not real but I'll try to grab it Keep myself in beautiful places Paradise is in my hands

My biggest enemy is me Pop a 911 

Taylor Swift - mad woman

What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will You know I will

Every time you call me crazy I get more crazy What about that? And when you say I seem angry, I get more angry And there's nothing like a mad woman What a shame she went mad No one likes a mad woman You made her like that

Ariana Grande - shut up

My presence sweet and my aura bright Diamonds good for my appetite Guess it fuckin' just clicked one night All them demons helped me see shit differently So don't be sad for me

I vibrate high and my circle lit We ain't really with drugs and shit Love the game so I never miss Keep opinions muted for the hell of it 'Cause I like my shit

Harry Styles - Adore You (From Arcann)

Your wonder under summer skies  Brown skin and lemon over ice Would you believe it?

You don't have to say you love me You don't have to say nothing You don't have to say you're mine

Oh, honey I'd walk through fire for you Just let me adore you

Taylor Swift - mirrorball (To Avery, Avelyn, Saxan)

I want you to know I'm a mirrorball I'll show you every version of yourself tonight I'll get you out on the floor Shimmering beautiful And when I break it's in a million pieces

Hush When no one is around, my dear You'll find me on my tallest tiptoes Spinning in my highest heels, love Shining just for you

Chloe x Halle - Tipsy (To Arcann)

I've been crucified, darling Ghost haunt me like New Orleans I've been charged with murder 'Cause some wanna push me further I'll hit you where it hurts, yeah If you don't put me first, yeah And I don't give no apologies If you lose a life that's not on me, yeah

I might be a little tipsy on your love Makes me a little crazy but so what You're strumming on my heart strings, don't be dumb If you love your little life then don't fuck up

Avery

Dua Lipa - Future Nostalgia

I know you're dying trying to figure me out My name's on the tip of your tongue, keep running your mouth  You want the recipe but can’t handle my sound

No matter what you do, I'm gonna get it without ya I know you ain't used to a female alpha

Katy Perry - What Makes A Woman

Is it the way I talk sweet? The way my skin is soft? Or how I can be a bitch? Make you keep your fingers crossed? 

Is it the way I cut my hair And put no makeup on? I feel most beautiful Doing what the fuck I want 

Rina Sawayama - Dynasty

I'm a dynasty The pain in my vein is hereditary Dynasty Running in my bloodstream, my bloodstream Dynasty And if that's all that I'm gonna be Won't you break the chain with me

I'm gonna take the throne this time All the words all mine, all mine It's been way too long, too far Too gone, to carry on You can't hide it in the walls Sweep it under marble floors It's been living in our lives Best told damn family lie

Chloe x Halle - Overwhelmed

Holding my breath till my face turns blue Head underwater Breathe deeply they said I need a weekend again Looking for bright sides Low on the high types Running so fast, I done worn my shoes Head on the pavement I'm just trying to win Pushed in the river, I swim Nothing can blind side  Me like the high tide I don't do well under pressure I don't know at all I wish I had all the answers Fix it all myself (Oh) I feel overwhelmed

Avelyn

Selena Gomez - Dance Again

Happiness Ain't something you sit back and you wait for Vulnerable Ain't easy, believe me, but I do it

Feels so, feels so, feels so good to dance again With my emotions, I just start going in With everything To dance again 

Katy Perry - Resilient

'Cause I am resilient A full flower moment Won't let the concrete hold me back Oh no I am resilient Born to be brilliant You'll see me grow right through the cracks Yeah, 'cause you're gonna watch this flower grow right through the cracks

Childish Gambino - 19.10

I remember back when I was six years old Daddy said "the world's so cold" "There is something that you should know", "You're so gorgeous", (thank you daddy) "Nothing's really worth your time" "But someday soon you just might find" "The truth about the world's design", oh

“To be beautiful is to be hunted I can't change the truth, I can't get you used to this”

Ariana Grande - my hair (To Ezekiel)

It’s got body and it’s smooth to touch The same way as my skin Don’t you be scared 

To run your hands through my hair Baby, ‘cause that’s why it’s there Come run your hands through my hair Ooh baby, so don’t you be scared So come run your hands through my hair 

It’s been way long overdue Just like these inches down my back Usually don’t let people touch it But tonight you get a pass

Enzaran

Miley Cyrus - Midnight Sky

I was born to run, I don't belong to anyone, oh no I don't need to be loved by you See my lips on her mouth, everybody's talking now, baby Ooh, you know it's true See his hands 'round my waist, thought you'd never be replaced, baby Ooh, you know it's true, yeah

You should know right now that I never stay put in one place Forever and ever, no more

Dorian Electra - Gentleman

I'm a gentleman Take my gentle hand Off to a gentle land I'm a gentleman

I pick you up I put you down I say the perfect thing then I make you spin around Yeah I'm lighting you up Throw you around This is a conquest a war is going down 

Thundercat - King of The Hill

A king in his castle A king of the hill Wasting his time Chasing cheap thrills He knows it's gonna cost him God knows how much

Jurbiend

Billie Eilish - Therefore I Am

Stop, what the hell are you talking about? Ha Get my pretty name outta your mouth We are not the same with or without Don't talk 'bout me like how you might know how I feel Top of the world, but your world isn't real Your world's an ideal

I don't want press to put your name next to mine We're on different lines, so I Wanna be nice enough, they don't call my bluff 'Cause I hate to find Articles, articles, articles

Childish Gambino - 32.22

I'm a funky motherfucker, man Don't fucking call me I been the man, don't fire me Things ain't all bad

We are the, we are the warlords We are, are you ready? Firelight, got it, warlords Pick it up, no, pick it up Firelight gonna clean it up Firelight's goin' way up Red light's on fire

Riornivo

Harry Styles - Treat People With Kindness

Maybe we can find a place to feel good And we can treat people with kindness Find a place to feel good

Givin' second chances I don't need all the answers Feelin' good in my skin I just keep on dancin'

Childish Gambino - Time (ft. Ariana Grande)

Seven billion people Tryna free themselves Said a billion prayers Tryna save myself I can see it coming But it's moving fast

Maybe all the stars in the night are really dreams Maybe this whole world ain't exactly what it seems Maybe the sky will fall down on tomorrow But one thing's for certain, baby We're running out of time

Running after something But I don't know what Am I running to? Too afraid to stop Hundred miles an hour With no seatbelt on Time is everlasting I can't wait that long    

Selena Gomez - Let Me Get Me

Like a prayer surrounding us, moving effortlessly  Every word is relief  No self-sabotage, no letting my thoughts run Me and this spiral are done Burn this camouflage I’ve been wearing for months Tryna let a little happy in for once

Don’t get me down, I won’t let me get me I’m good right now, I won’t let me get me Take that tired heart and go and turn it inside (out)      

Diving in ferociously, dancing intimately I’m so connected to me In the dark I’m letting go, so anonymously I guess this is what it feels like to be free

Troye Sivan - Take Yourself Home (To Rionnic)

Talk to me There's nothing that can't be fixed with some honesty And how it got this dark is just beyond to me If anyone can hear me switch the lights

Who you really tryna be when they see your face? Is it worth it trying to win in a losing game? Well it's all waiting for you And, boy, I know you're eager But it just might destroy you Destroy you 

Arca - Calor (From Arcann)

Rio, me tienes Rio, me tienes

Eres el premio que más deseaba Eres el sueño que no me atrevía a tener Eres el premio que más deseaba Eres el dueño de todo mi ser

Lady Gaga - Stupid Love (From Vaylin)

You're the one that I've been waiting for Gotta quit this cryin' Nobody's gonna heal me if I don't open the door Kinda hard to believe, gotta have faith in me

Now it's time to free me from the chain I gotta find that peace Is it too late or could this love protect me from the pain? I would battle for you, even if I break in two

Look at me now 'Cause all I ever wanted was love I don’t need a reason Not sorry I want your stupid love

Taylor Swift - marjorie (To Vianiel)

“Never be so kind, you forget to be clever” “Never be so clever, you forget to be kind”

“Never be so polite, you forget your power” “Never wield such power, you forget to be polite”

And if I didn't know better I'd think you were talking to me now If I didn't know better I'd think you were still around What died didn't stay dead You're alive, you're alive in my head 

Rionnic

Lady Gaga - Sine from Above (ft. Elton John)

When I was young, I prayed for lightning My mother said it would come and find me I found myself without a prayer I lost my love and no one cared When I was young, I prayed for lightning

When I was young, I felt immortal And not a day went by without a struggle I lived my days just for the nights I lost myself under the lights When I was young, I felt immortal

Thundercat - It Is What It Is

When the gold becomes dough And the magic starts to fade When it all comes to an end When there's nothing left to say It is what it is I tried to make it work My best just wasn't enough It couldn't be helped, the end The things I would do for you

After all is said and done And I'm all alone When I sit back and reflect From a broken heart Sometimes there's regret It is what it is

Taylor Swift - peace (From Jaesa)

Our coming of age has come and gone Suddenly this summer it's clear I never had the courage of my convictions As long as danger is near And it's just around the corner, darlin' 'Cause it lives in me No, I could never give you peace

And you know that I'd Swing with you for the fences Sit with you in the trenches Give you my wild, give you a child Give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other Family that I chose now that I see your brother as my brother Is it enough?

Rina Sawayama - Chosen Family (From Vette, Katei)

We don't need to be related to relate We don't need to share genes or a surname You are, you are My chosen, chosen family So what if we don't look the same? We been going through the same thing Yeah, you are, you are My chosen, chosen family

Saxan

Dorian Electra - Edgelord (ft. Rebecca Black)

We live in a society That's always lashing out at guys like me They pushed me to the edge, you see Never, never, never gonna come down One question, why so serious? Did I offend you? I'm so curious Ha, my identity's mysterious Never, never, never gonna come down 

Taylor Swift - this is me trying

I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting I didn't know if you'd care if I came back I have a lot of regrets about that

They told me all of my cages were mental So I got wasted like all my potential And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad I have a lot of regrets about that

The Weeknd - Save Your Tears (To Linnea)

You could've asked me why I broke your heart You could've told me that you fell apart But you walked past me like I wasn't there And just pretended like you didn't care

I don't know why I run away I make you cry when I run away

I made you think that I would always stay I said some things that I should never say Yeah, I broke your heart like someone did to mine And now you won't love me for a second time

Taylor Swift - gold rush (From Linnea)

I don't like a gold rush, gold rush I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch Everybody wants you  But I don’t like a gold rush

What must it be like To grow up that beautiful? With your hair falling into place like dominos My mind turns your life into folklore I can't dare to dream about you anymore At dinner parties I won't call you out on your contrarian shit    

Vianiel

 Katy Perry - Daisies

They told me I was out there Tried to knock me down Took those sticks and stones Showed 'em I could build a house They tell me that I'm crazy But I'll never let 'em change me 'Til they cover me in daisies Daisies, daisies 

Billie Eilish - everything i wanted

I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down

Selena Gomez - She

'Cause she was a girl with good intentions Yeah, she made some bad decisions And she learned a couple lessons Wish I could tell her

She didn't know all of the hurt she could take Her world was crumbling and so was her faith Wish I could talk to her, 'cause what I would say "Oh baby, you're enough to get you out of this place"

Taylor Swift - tolerate it (To Jurbiend)

I greet you with a battle hero's welcome I take your indiscretions all in good fun I sit and listen, I polish plates until they gleam and glisten You're so much older and wiser and I

I wait by the door like I'm just a kid Use my best colors for your portrait Lay the table with the fancy shit And watch you tolerate it If it's all in my head tell me now Tell me I've got it wrong somehow I know my love should be celebrated But you tolerate it

Vyria

Rina Sawayama - Paradisin’

Paradisin' Living my best life, drivin' Drivin' you crazy Paradisin' Living my best life thrivin' You say I'm misbehaving But I'm just a kid, so save it Let me have an unforgettable time of my life

Lady Gaga - Free Woman

I'm not nothing without a steady hand I'm not nothing unless I know I can I'm still something if I don't got a man I'm a free woman 

[pumpumdemsugah]

I love that painting I reblogged so much

But you know what I hate ? Those weird photoshops of famous Black women onto classical paintings. The faces always looks weird and uncanny, especially the one of the city girls. Every time I see it I scroll past 😷 Not my taste

I understand why people do that but I've always found the way some ( some lol ) Black creatives go about putting Black people in classical art sort of ....ugly and cheap tbh. I guess I wish I'd see different ways and interpretations of that idea that's more than just here's a Black person next to flowers or I photoshopped this famous Black person into this well known classical or Renaissance painting. I wish I'd see people do different things with composition, lightning, intention of the work, different painting techniques or push the idea of using digital art to put Black people in classical paintings beyond photoshopping someone's head and really change up the whole painting and putting their mark on the work

I guess I wish more Black creatives took more risks with their work.

The way Mary Sibande knocked my socks off when I first saw a photo of her work ( she makes different type of work and subject matter )... for years I've been trying to watch out for if her work is in London 😭😭 I always miss it . She apparently had an exhibition in London Oct 2019 to Jan 2020 😩

[desertdollranch]

Make a hooked rug with Addy

Addy is a girl of many talents. Not only does she excel in her school work, but she’s very skilled in handmade arts like sewing and quilting. 

Today she’s here to teach you how to make your own rug from just a few materials. She’s holding the rug that she made to put at her bedside. At the boarding house where she and her family live, all the families have their own bedrooms but share a parlor. Addy's favorite thing in the parlor was a hooked rug in front of the sofa. Mrs. Golden was thrilled to see Addy’s interest in the rug. She gave Addy small lengths of brightly-colored yarn, a scrap of canvas, and a showed her how to use the rug hook. Addy would often work on her rug while sitting in M’dear’s room and visiting with her friend. She chose to create this picture of Sunny, M’dear’s pet canary! Every time Addy looks at her rug, she thinks of Sunny’s beautiful song, and that reminds her to always let her voice sing out. 

This was a smart thing to include in Addy’s Craft Book because it’s absolutely something she and her mother could have done. Instead of rug canvas for the base, they might have used a loosely-woven fabric like burlap or linen.

The boarding house where Addy’s family lives has a wooden floor, and those floors can get cold in the winter. Carpeting the whole room wouldn’t have been an option, so floor coverings would have been a necessary item. To avoid the prohibitive cost of store-bought rugs, Addy and her mother would have used scraps from the rag bag, or from bits of Mrs. Ford’s scrap fabric, to make beautiful and functional rugs. Here’s the picture included in the book. 

This project is one that I’m so excited to finally bring to this blog. It’s been on my to-do list for a long time, and it wasn’t until recently that I managed to gather the materials I needed. The book got me interested in rug hooking years ago, and while I’ve done lots of rug hooking since then, I’ve never actually used the pattern provided by the book.

It also gave me the opportunity to use up a lot of the yarn that I’ve dyed. The purple yarn was dyed with grape Kool Aid and black beans, the orange yarn with onion skins, and the yellow yarn might be the batch that I dyed with dandelion flowers. I cut the yarn into strips 2.5 inches long, and traced the pattern onto my canvas with a marker. Then row by row, I used the latch hook to secure each yarn scrap to a square of rug canvas. 

It’s not nearly as difficult to make as it might look, nor is it terribly time-consuming. I made mine in a few hours. Once you’ve got the hang of operating the latch hook, which I will explain, you’re all set as far as new skills, and from there it’s just repetition. After a while, your hands will be able to work without much brain work, and muscle memory will take over. You can watch a movie or listen to music or have a conversation while you make your rug.  

Addy and I will guide you through the process of making your own doll-sized rug. It’s best to start small so you don’t get overwhelmed by a large project. But if you enjoy making a small rug, you can use these same methods to make a larger one! 

Materials and instructions are below the cut.

Materials:

A piece of rug canvas 10 inches by 12 inches. I found mine on eBay, so check there or on Amazon. At time of writing (April 2020) craft stores are or should all be closed, but if they’re still shipping then you can check there too.

A latch hook. I found one at a thrift store and another came with a kit I have, but again, eBay and Amazon will have them for cheap. It is ambidextrous so left-handed people can use this tool with no modifications.

Yarn in three colors: purple, yellow, and orange or brown. You’ll need a huge handful of yellow and orange, and three big handfuls of purple. You can dye your own or use store-bought. It can be any type of fiber. I’ll show you how to cut it.

A piece of cardboard cut 2.5 inches tall and as long as you want (length doesn’t matter).

A ruler

A marker

Scissors

Needle and thread or a hot glue gun

For this project, it’s very important that you use a latch hook. The latch hook is a specialized tool that will loop and knot the yarn in the canvas. This is what it looks like:

The little protruding part is the latch. It moves up and down to create a closed loop.

When you’ve got all of your materials assembled, you will cut your yarn. Get your 2.5 inch piece of cardboard, and loosely wrap your yarn around the cardboard. Do not pull it tight; leave it loose so you can cut it.

Slip your scissors through the top of the wrapped yarn and cut.

Then hold onto your yarn as you slip out the cardboard. 

(That’s not blood on my thumb, it’s red acrylic paint. I painted Grace’s bistro chair the same day I worked on this project.)

Cut through the bottom loop so that you have strips of yarn 2.5 inches long.

Wrap them up in a piece of paper or tape, or whatever you can find to keep the yarn together and from getting scattered. 

Now get your canvas ready.

I prefer to work with it lying on my lap.

Mark a one inch margin around the canvas. You will not hook your yarn beyond this line to the edge. This will be the border that will be folded under your rug after you finish.

Here is your pattern. You can print it or trace it from your computer screen. You want it big enough to cover most of the canvas, but don’t let it cross over your 1 inch border.

Lay your canvas on top of your pattern.

Trace over the lines with a marker.

You should have the charming image of a canary on your canvas! The line marks where your orange or brown yarn will be placed. Within the lines is yellow yarn. Outside the lines is purple. You can use my picture of the finished project for reference.

Now it’s time to learn how to use your latch hook! I’m showing you how to do it for right-handed people, but for left-handed use, flip the hook around so that the hook faces to the right.

Take a piece of yarn and wrap it around the latch hook, like so. 

Push the hook under and through one horizontal thread of the canvas. Keep a hold on the yarn, and don’t let go of it. Make sure the latch is open, and hanging down.

Pull the yarn slightly towards the left as you begin to slowly pull the latch hook down. (Pull the yarn to the right if you are holding the latch hook in your left hand.) 

Keep pulling the latch hook down. Move the yarn behind the hook, keeping it in front of the latch.

Keep pulling the latch hook down, while moving the yarn like so. The latch will close, forming a loop.

Pull the latch hook down and through the canvas thread, still pulling your yarn upwards. The latch will unlatch.

Keep pulling the hook down, and let go of the yarn.

Now you’ve made a nice clean knot! 

Keep doing exactly that over the rest of the canvas, following the pattern.

If you flip the canvas over, it should look like this. Check and make sure you haven’t missed any spots. 

Keep hooking until you’re done! Leave an inch at the edges like you marked.

I noticed my yarn was a bit uneven in places, so I trimmed down the bushy parts to make all the yarn even. 

Cut out the corners.

Stitch the canvas together or hot glue it. Whichever you prefer.

And that’s it! Your rug is done.

Addy is giving it to Kirsten to use in her cabin. The cabin is a work in progress and not quite done yet, but here’s a sneak peek!

It’s perfectly doll-sized. 

If you liked this craft, look for kits that contain pre-printed canvas and pre-cut yarn. Craft stores and Walmart will have those. Here’s a rug I’m working on from a kit. I’ve only got a small section done so far. It’s huge, so it’s going to take me a few weeks to finish!

This is a fun project if you’re quarantined at home and need something to keep yourself occupied.

[confused-bi-queer]

My journey, I was never straight, just in love with a guy

I feel safe, so I will write this, just because. Nobody is gonna read this anyway

I’m angry because it took me 18 years to freaking know that I’m not straight and there were several things that were obvious and I wish I would’ve notice them. So, here I go. I’m a her at this moment, keep that in mind.

When I was like 6 or so, I pretended to be a boy, for myself. It always made me curious.

When I was like 8 or 9 I never had a problem in dancing with another girl, I was always one of the tall ones and sometimes boys weren’t enough, so they put me with a girl friend and I liked to pretend I was a boy.

When I was like 10, I realized that my height never bothered me, just the fact that I was a tall girl and boys at that age were really really short.

When I was 11, or 12, I went to a catholic school dressed as a man. This was funny and cool. They told us to go in a costume and I went with a suit and a tie, and the director gave me a bad look, but I FELT SAFE. I liked my “costume”.

At that age, I wore a boxer for the first time and enjoyed the fact that I had men’s clothes, I hate them tho, they are uncomfortable.

When I was like 13, I almost kissed my girl best friend, by accident, and I didn’t care, but the fact that there were like 4 other people watching us, made me nervous.

When I was 14, I joked a lot about kissing a friend and spent over a WEEK figuring out which girl had the most desirable lips and who I would kiss if I could, the funny thing is that I had a boyfriend.

At that same time, I had a best friend, another girl, and we always joked about being girlfriends and we always planned, as a joke, to break up with our boyfriends and be together. I broke up with him like 4 months later, but for other reasons.

In those moments I noticed that it wouldn’t bother me if I ever had a girlfriend, to experiment right? (Crowley, the lies I told myself)

When I was 16, one morning I woke up and chose not to give a fuck and dressed up like the boys at my school: with long shorts, a hoddie, my socks high and like that and I felt nice, but my sibling was like “you’re gonna go like that” and changed.

By the end of 2019, my family knew that I liked dressing like a guy sometimes and my mom told me in public, “Why don’t you come like a man, you know, with your tie and suit?” and I loved the idea, but the people around us laughed and I just told her I’ll pass.

I went shopping with my family, to buy clothes, and I was feeling shy because I wanted to buy boy shirts, but I didn’t want anyone to look at me. I told my dad this, and he said it was fine and bought me 3 shirts, I felt soooo good, because I sometimes feel safer in those clothes.

NOW, from here was the real mess, when I noticed that this was not someone straight would do. In the middle of 2020, I was playing a game, A GAME, this episode thingy and chose a girl, because what the hell, I thought it would be fun and it was, and I’m in the middle of a dance class and said out loud for me: “well, this is way more exciting that with a dude” and everything just screwed up from here. Because when I heard myself I was like, what did I just say, and I spent the rest of the class thinking about that.

When the class finished, I thought more and realized that I might not be that straight after all. I questioned if I ever liked men or just my ex, because I’ve been in love with that guy sfor years, I don’t anymore, but I was into him from 5 years until I was 16 years, and that’s why I never knew anything about myself. After that, I made counts and I do like men, but girls too????? And FUCKING GOOGLED IT. Because I labelled myself immediately as a bi girl. And one test was like: “Well, if you’re here asking if you are straight, you’re not” and that sticked with me.

After that, I did some research and went back in my life and labelled myself again. Here’s the thing, I don’t like thinking about sex with men, I haven’t, and that thought made me anxious and disgusted, no offense men, and considered being an ace bisexual, like being attracted to both genders, but no sex. Buuuut, I found out about this term “demisexual” and fits me. But the problem was now the girls and it’s taking me some time to still discover at what point I’m attracted to them, but I am. At this moment I’m definitely bi, demisexual for the boys and confused with girls.

I have came out to three people, and whoever sees this, but doesn’t know who I am. The first person was a friend of mine, bisexual, and she was hella excited for me, so I feel safe with her. The second one was my sister, I tried, and boy did I regret it; she spent over half hour saying that I was confused and that only because a boy broke my heart I couldn’t hate men and that how would I ever be sure (because I didn’t tell her I was sure) and sometimes I say that a girl is pretty or things like that, but never to make her remember I came out. The last one is my best friend, we were on zoom and I sent her a text, didn’t talk about that, but sometimes I feel connected to her.

I cut my hair to my chin. And that felt NICE, I love my short hair, but I couldn’t cut it shorter, like a guy, because I dance and I need at least some hair to make a pony tail, at least. But once I’m out, I will cut it.

Once I was sure of me being bi and solved this thing that didn’t take me that long, just like 6 months, and I was finally happy and proud and I knew myself more, like I found myself, at the end of 2020 I started hating my clothes and my long hair. Because my hair is growing up so fucking fast.

On december 2020, I felt uncomfortable in my own skin, I sometimes am, and decided that when 2021 ends, I’ll know if I felt like that because I want to change the aesthetic of my clothes. I thought it was just that, I think it still is.

At the end of February and beginning of March of this year, I read Carry on and Wayward son, by Rainbow Rowell, and loved them, although I’m broken and not mentally stable anymore, but I loved them, I found my comfortable characters, Snowbaz, and I feel connected to them, because they have been an inspiration for a novel I’m writing, they have change me, and they are kinda ruining me, because I thought I wanted to become a director, but turns out I want to go to UK and study fucking literature (a plan I thought didn’t exist anymore, it does, AGAIN). Well, thanks to Baz in WS, I found my aesthetic: flower shirts. And actually flowers have always been my thing, but not once I have wore them because my mom always said they were too much. That’s why I don’t know if my gender identity is crap, because I never had a place to dress like I wanted: using men’s clothes.

Thanks to Baz and his amazing shirts, one day, like last week, I dressed as himself, with the things I had, and I could because I had the clothes, but too girly. After that, it came to me a question, that it’s been messing with me. “Do I want to look like Baz, or do I want to be Baz?” And that’s why I’m having a problem with my pronouns, mind, identity, fucking clothes and everything. A fictional character just messed with me!

I saw this person in tiktok that was gender fluid and I kinda identified with them, because some times I feel masc and sometimes girly and some times I want to cry because no one in my family understand this and I’m the closeted gender confused sibling, child, cousin. So, I think that maybe I am gender fluid or just mentally ill. Crowley,I need to go to therapy.

So, I have stated that I want floral shirts, no matter what, I do, I am a floral person, but people just don’t want other people to be be themselves with their clothes. Yesterday, I went for an ice cream with my sister and told her this, that I wanted and AM a floral person and pointed at her floral shirts and blew my mind, I WANTED THEM and she responded with a “those are boys clothes”, and I told her “so? what about that?” and changed the topic. 

Basically, my problems are around the way I dress, the pandemic that has taken a complete year of my life and I want to fucking live, and the fact that I want to go to another country to study a career I discarded because I had a class like that in high school and broke me, and it is not cheap, I’m not good at it and my parents didn’t even like the idea of me living in another state my own country aaand it is too late for me to send an application for next semester.

Back to my original point, I never ever questioned anything of myself and my behaviours because I was in love with the same guy all my life and dated him for a long shit of time, so I thought because I liked him, I was a girl loving a guy, but after several years of having broken up with him, I am a someone bi, because I don’t know. I don’t, but spoiler alert... I am not straight, at all.

[florbelles]

❄️🔪🍂 for Lyra! Had to go ahead and get the sad one out of the way first, because I've come to accept that it is simply part of the Lyra experience whenever I ask these things. (The date is June 17, 2020 and I still have not recovered from "yes, darling, I know he's dead, do you think that makes me love him less?")

thank you lovely 💕 when i said i’d answer this in five to six business days i was fully joking but i’m pretty sure it has now in fact been five to six business days. embarrassing

❄️ What makes your OC sad, so sad that they can’t help but cry all day? How do they cheer themself up? Does their sadness upset any of their loved ones too?

we’re gonna subvert expectations, no dead husbands shall appear in this answer! 💕 

lyra would tell you it's cheap whiskey and gas station sushi and hope county street style, but honestly, she just desperately wants to be liked and loved and accepted, so rejection in any form -- from anyone, even those sinners and nonbelievers, even her sworn enemies -- wounds her. (she’s really out here at 3am like john? john are you up? because i don't think hurk sr likes me, he was extremely rude today while i was threatening him in his home)

(the rest is going under a cut because tolstoy has nothing on me. tw for references to lyra typical self-destructive behavior, drug, sex, alcohol, serial murder mentions)

having said that, it doesn't normally affect her -- she doesn't care or think enough of most people for it to have a lasting impact, and it just increases animosity and disdain where it already existed. when it is someone she cares about, though, or comes from someone who’s meant to care about her, it's emotionally devastating.

the most extreme instance came in the form of her parents disinheriting her when she was 16 years old. it was a formality more than anything else -- she was nearly 17, she’d run off the year before and cut off all contact -- and in many ways she’d expected or even attempted to deliberately provoke it, since it would force them to acknowledge what she’d always known, that they didn't see, know, or care about her. it was impossible for them to love her; her father was a narcissist who prized her insofar as he could project onto her as a version of himself, and her mother was so far gone on designer drugs she was apathetic to nearly everything else, her unwanted trophy daughter most of all.

still, receiving confirmation in the form of a notice that caught up to her while she was crashing at one of her favored ex girlfriends' family home -- that they went to that effort just to ensure she knew they no longer recognized her as their daughter -- gutted her. later she’d say that it was what she’d wanted, that they were already dead to her, and thank fucking christ she wasn't a member of that sick miserable family any longer. in actuality, she locked herself in the guest bedroom, curled into herself on the floor, and cried for three days straight.

and then she stopped.

she doesn't get cheered up, honestly, she just has to go through straight through it. if there's an action she can take or vengeance she can exact somehow, she’s eventually able to drag herself out of the comatose state she goes into when she’s grieving; lyra feels everything very deeply, so she’s physically crippled by emotional pain in a way that she never is by external injuries. (break her leg and she’ll drag it behind her, but if her heart’s broken, she won't walk for a week.) because of that, she absolutely tries to fight emotional pain with physical pain -- she doesn't self-harm in a direct way, but she does seek out risky or destructive behaviors (trysts in back alleys with strangers, binge drinking, drug use, getting in fights, reckless driving) until she finds somewhere else to channel that energy. god help anyone who's in her way when she does.

🔪 Has your OC ever killed someone? Ever had to defend themselves against violence? How did this make them feel? Or, alternatively, has your OC ever attacked someone? Seen someone die?

no,  lyra has never killed anyone in her life, why???

she killed seven men before she came to hope county. the first was a known predator at the strip club where she worked when she was 18 -- she propositioned him and then stuck a knife in his throat.

she fully believed that she was acting in defense in all seven instances, albeit not necessarily her own. each of the men she killed were especially dangerous or vile predators/abusers/otherwise corrupt and exploitative who were considered untouchable -- to the law, maybe, but not to her. (she never killed the relatively harmless philanderers who made up most of her targets; she just seduced, robbed and humiliated them).

her last kill before she flees to montana -- the reason she flees to montana, in fact -- is the man in idaho, and it’s a huge fucking mistake, one that almost gets her caught. it’s messy and impulsive and she does it because she’s shaken up and triggered af from her recent vegas trip. she’s fully spiraling. like this can't be it, this can't be all there is, this can't be all i am, this can't be all that's left for me, and part of her Wants to get caught on a subliminal level; some part of her Wants to die just to have an end. she’s tired. she’s jaded. she was at that gas station where she found him in the first place buying two bottles of tequila, but then she could just Feel the way he watched her and kind of hovered over her and she just. left the bottles on the counter and followed him out the door and stalked him for deadass fifty miles until he finally pulled off at a truck stop.

that and her first kill mirror each other in that they weren't calculated and she did it in a Rage.  she was purely driven by anger and hatred and adrenaline, she was shaking, her body just completely Flooded itself and so honestly? she’s a little hysterical about it -- both times she started to sob at first and then she just. laughed, she couldn't stop laughing, and that’s the only time she’s truly afraid of herself. usually she doesn't feel anything but relief and vindication when she kills; she’s doing it for a reason and she believes she’s justified so she doesn't feel any haunting guilt. she’s like this is what i am, this is what i can do, this is how i can be good even though everyone has always told me i was born bad -- maybe i was but maybe i can use that, maybe i can do what others can't

obviously in the holy war of 2018 she kills Hundreds of people, both heretics and defecting (or potentially defecting) peggies. she doesn't feel remorse about any of that tbh, she never will. she was protecting her family, it's not a question to her, it's not something she has to think about

🍂 What are their opinions on the different seasons? Which one do they hate and which one do they love and why?

lyra loves the summer best. she always has. as a girl,  summers were when she was home and could at least pretend her family wanted her, and if nothing else, she could go run free and become a menace on the island. she first ran away in the summer, she found her home in hope county in the summer, she fell in love in the summer.

(also homegirl's wardrobe is like. entirely sheer dresses with high slits and bare arms and plunging necklines she floats through life in silk and tulle and lace and strappy stilettos and she’s happiest in the sun out lying in a meadow or wading through the river or leaning out the side of her car with the windows and/or top down do you really think this bitch thrives in the colder months)

she’s a daughter of spring, she was born mid-march, and she does love it -- she’s a flower hoe, she likes watching the world come back to life and the smell of blossoms in the breeze and the crisp air in the mornings

same with fall, she loves her bonfires and hot coffee and her furs and her cider. she got married in the fall, the best months of her life were in the fall. she lost her heart in the fall. she dies in the fall.

winter can go fuck itself

i jest she thinks the snow is pretty aesthetically and she likes holiday events & attire & traditions and mulled wine and chestnut praline lattes and her furs are lovely and expensive and she might as well break them out, but the cold is Not her friend and neither is the snow. like. does a bitch look like she shovels. do you think she owns snow boots, do you think she owns thermal clothing,  no she does Not so overall winter gets like a 2/10

[en-wongarden]

NCT Fic Rec Masterlist

hi! this is the comprehensive list of all my favorite nct fics so far based off my personal tastes and being on tumblr for way too long. i hope this helps you find a fic that you enjoy! 

        ➺ last updated: 07/22/2020

        ➺ Note: i realize most of these are for only a few members, and that’s simply due to who i prefer to read fics for! i love all the members, but i don’t necessarily read a large number of fics for all of them. 

         ✵ : favorite 

♡ 𝕝𝕖𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕖𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕘 ♡

       ➺ Cheap Beer and Ramen ⇌ @atiny-orbit1219 | fluff | pet store au | wc: 3.2k

       ➺ Lemon Meringue ⇌ @regular-ity | fluff | pastry chef au | wc: 8.5k   ✵

       ➺Sunrise ⇌ @letssicheng | fluff, smut | royal au strangers-to-lovers au | wc: 13.7k

       ➺Flowers in Your Hair ⇌ @127vevo | fluff | soulmate au florist au coffee shop au | wc: 10.5k  ✵

      ➺ Love at First Flight  ⇌  @j-woosderland​ | fluff, angst | pilot au strangers-to-lovers au | wc: 13.2k 

 ♡ 𝕟𝕒𝕜𝕒𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕒 𝕪𝕦𝕥𝕒 ♡

       ➺Set Me Up ⇌ @lovingyong | fluff | volleyball au | wc: 8.4k

      ➺ Insufferable  ⇌  @valentinesicheng​ | fluff | game design au enemies-to-lovers au | wc: 4.5k 

 ♡ 𝕜𝕚𝕞 𝕕𝕠𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕘 ♡

       ➺ 1: 56 AM ⇌ @moonlit-jeno | smut  | wc: 1k 

      ➺ Heaven, Fallen ⇌ @valentinesicheng​ | fluff, angst | angels + demons au | wc: 12.3k  ✵

     ➺ Fiction ⇌ @valentinesicheng​ | fluff | fantasy au | wc: 9.6k  ✵

  ♡ 𝕛𝕦𝕟𝕘 𝕛𝕒𝕖𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕟 ♡

       ➺ 14 Ways to Know You’re in Love  ⇌ @maknaesdancersrappers | fluff, angstv| bestfriends-to-lovers au | fourteen parts  ✵

                ➺ 14 Ways to Say You Love Them Too | sequel | fourteen parts  ✵

       ➺Neighbor!au ⇌ @warmau | fluff | neighbor au 

       ➺When Icarus Falls ⇌ @baobaojng | fluff, angst | college au crush au | three parts  ✵

       ➺Honesty is the Best Policy ⇌ @chocojaehyun | fluff, smut | fwb au | wc: 5.7k 

       ➺Secrets of the Hill ⇌ @baobaojng | fluff, angst | victorian au | ongoing: five parts  ✵

       ➺I Like You a Latte ⇌ @kookietbrl | fluff | strangers-to-lovers au | wc: 3.1k

       ➺Blooming ⇌ @hyucks-archive | fluff | flower shop au | wc: 6.7k

      ➺ Ethereal  ⇌  @celestialmark​ | fluff | travel au | wc: 16.7k 

♡ 𝕨𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕦𝕜𝕙𝕖𝕚/𝕝𝕦𝕔𝕒𝕤 ♡

       ➺Almost Midnight ⇌ @renjunphile | fluff, angst | coming of age au college au friends-to-lovers | wc: 5.6k

       ➺Highschool classmate!lau ⇌ @taelme | fluff, angst | wc: 12k

 ♡ 𝕨𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕜𝕦𝕟𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘/𝕙𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕪 ♡

       ➺ The Perks of Loving in Return ⇌ @dropsofletters | fluff | childhood friends au bridesmaid au | wc: 12k  ✵

  ♡ 𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕝𝕖𝕖 ♡

       ➺Upon A Star ⇌ @lumarkle | fluff | soulmate au | wc: 2k  ✵

       ➺Regular ⇌ @warmau | fluff, angst | mafia au  ✵

       ➺Little Surfer Girl ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff | skater au | wc: 4.4k

       ➺Not Yet ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff | proposal au | wc: 2.3k  ✵

       ➺Sleeping Beauty ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff | sleepwalking au | wc: 2k

       ➺It’s Just A Song ⇌ @kacchand-archive | fluff | producer au | wc: 4.9k  

       ➺Surprisingly Sweet ⇌ @kacchand-archive | fluff | best friend au |  wc: 5.8k  ✵

       ➺Head Shot ⇌ @hyu-ck | angst, smut | assassin au | three parts  ✵

       ➺The One with the Internship ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | college au | wc: 6.3k  ✵

       ➺The One with No Curtains [2] [fluff version] ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | college au | wc: 4k  ✵

       ➺The One with All the Spoilers ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | strangers-to-lovers au | wc: 4.2k

       ➺Something New ⇌ @7hyuns | smut | wc: 12.1k  ✵

       ➺There You Are ⇌ @dimplyjae | fluff, angst | social media au college au | discontinued 

       ➺Heaven All Around Me ⇌ @moondustis | smut | church camp au | wc: 5.1k

       ➺Into It ⇌ @gohyuck | fluff, angst | highschool au | wc: 6.3k  ✵

       ➺Lilac ⇌ @ilomark | smut | wc: 6.5k

       ➺Lilac ⇌ @serendipityseulgi | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 5.2k  ✵

       ➺Sunflower ⇌ @markrees | fluff | college au | wc: 11.5k 

       ➺Baby It’s Cold Outside ⇌ @sluttyten | smut | wc: 2.1k 

       ➺Distraction pt. 3 ⇌ @sluttyten | smut | wc: 5.4k

       ➺Amor Libertatis ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff, angst | royal au | wc: 12.4k  ✵

       ➺No Saint in Heaven ⇌ @gemihyuck | smut | guardian angel au | wc: 2.1k  ✵

       ➺Neighbor!au ⇌ @warmau | fluff | neighbors au 

       ➺Helplessly Spellbound ⇌ @solcheeky | fluff | fantasy au | wc: 5k

       ➺[N’ - 34] Recording Studio ⇌ @solcheeky | fluff | idol au  ✵

       ➺Blurb ⇌ @solcheeky | fluff | idol au 

       ➺Seasons ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff, angst | royalty au | wc: 7.9k  ✵

                ➺ Season’s Greetings | sequel | fluff | wc: 1.9k

       ➺Unexspected ⇌ @hyucksupremacist | fluff angst | social media au supernatural au | twenty five parts 

       ➺Sweet Loving ⇌ @angelicmark | fluff, angst, smut | college au | wc: 8.1k

       ➺Only Time Will Tell ⇌ @kacchand-archive | fluff | soulmate au | wc: 4.3k  ✵

       ➺Mafia!au ⇌ @crownily | fluff | mafia au | wc: 1k

       ➺New Year’s Love ⇌ @suhweetdreams | fluff | new years au

       ➺Special Delivery ⇌ @sm-entertain-me | smut | delivery boy au 

       ➺Best Part ⇌ @celestialmark | fluff, smut | boyfriend au | wc: 1.8k

       ➺The World is Ending and I’m With You ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff, angst | apocalypse au | wc: 6.1k  ✵

       ➺A Day with Mark Lee ⇌ @suhweetdreams | fluff | boyfriend au 

       ➺Show Me Love ⇌ @markswoman | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.5k

       ➺Chemistry, Lust and Pure Filthy Desire ⇌ @nctwd127 | smut | best friend-to-lovers 

       ➺Perils Brewing ⇌ @jenonctcity | fluff, angst, smut | fantasy au | wc: 16.9k  ✵

       ➺Friends-to-lovers!au ⇌ @taelme | fluff, angst | church camp au | wc: 12k

       ➺Lover, Lover ⇌ @solcheekyreads | fluff, angst | college au  ✵

       ➺Vintage ⇌ @yongtxt | fluff, angst | social media au singer au |  thirty parts  ✵

       ➺Metanoia ⇌ @softsichenghours | fluff, angst | soulmates au | wc: 11.2k

       ➺Realise ⇌ @markrees | fluff | college au | wc: 12.5k

       ➺Book Hogger ⇌ @chocojaehyun | fluff, smut | college au | wc: 10.1k  ✵

       ➺Teach Me ⇌ @domjaehyun | smut | yuta cameo | wc: 3.3k

       ➺Blind Love ⇌ @neocityarchive | fluff, angst | college au | wc: 7.2k

       ➺The Achiever ⇌ @meraki-mark | fluff, angst | wc: 2.4k

       ➺10:51 PM ⇌ @pyox1 | fluff  

       ➺Bugboy ⇌ @btsfaris | fluff, smut, angst | spiderman au | wc: 7.4k

       ➺A Rather Unfortunate Phrase ⇌ @lovingyong | fluff | soulmate au | wc: 5.5k

       ➺New Rules ⇌ @taegurl-ne | fluff, smut, angst | college au social media au | discontinued | seven parts  ✵

       ➺Superhero ⇌ @nctstudio | fluff, angst | childhood friends au | wc: 5.3k

       ➺Anything For You ⇌ @starryyukhei | fluff, smut | three parts | first part wc: 4.4k

       ➺Parent Blurb ⇌ @neotoyourheart | fluff | parent au 

       ➺Vampire!au ⇌ @jenoptimist | fluff | supernatural au   ✵

       ➺20:59 ⇌ @sharklee127 | fluff 

       ➺Catch Me if I Fall ⇌ @meraki-mark | fluff, smut, angst | spiderman au | wc: 17.2k   ✵

       ➺Enemies-to-lovers!au ⇌ @taelme | fluff, angst | harry potter au | wc: 23k   ✵

       ➺Backward ⇌ @seokjinsdisciple | fluff, smut | wc: 2.1k  ✵

       ➺Day Dream ⇌ @cozyjae | fluff | 90s au | wc: 8.2k

       ➺Best Night of Our Lives ⇌ @defkooka | fluff | lifeguard au | wc: 6.4k

       ➺One Last Time ⇌ @jxngolas | angst | soulmate au college au | ongoing | three parts  ✵

       ➺Baby ⇌ @127vevo | fluff | drunk au | wc: 1.1k

       ➺The Roasted Bean ⇌ @hyucks-archive | fluff | college au coffee shop au | wc: 5.9k

       ➺Almost Like We’re Running Out of Time ⇌ @mirohed | fluff, angst | highschool au  ✵

       ➺Reach For the Calm ⇌ @elysianswoo | fluff  | best friends au | wc: 3.9k

       ➺Ends ⇌ @neocityarchive | angst | idol au | four parts 

       ➺2:17 AM ⇌ @gohyuck | fluff 

       ➺Like That II ⇌ @ofwolvesandbutterflies | fluff

       ➺Bed of Spider Webs ⇌ @neovisioned | fluff, smut, angst | spiderman au | wc: 26k ✵

       ➺High School ⇌ @jaehotbuns | fluff | college au best friends au | wc: 7.2k

       ➺19-1662 TPX: red ⇌ @neocultvretechs | fluff, angst, smut | soulmate au assassin au | wc: 8.6k ✵

       ➺Home Run, Baby! ⇌ @junguws | fluff, smut | baseball au college au | wc: 6k

      ➺ Retrouvailles ⇌ @kirei-markeu | fluff, angst | long-distance au | wc: 5.7k

     ➺ Unspoken  ⇌  @nctstudio | fluff, angst | pianist au enemies-to-lovers au | wc: 32k  ✵

    ➺ Launch ⇌ @xiaodejunletsact | fluff, angst | astronaut au 1960s au husband & father au | wc: 25.9k  ✵

   ➺ Firsts  ⇌  @domjaehyun​ | smut | best friends au | wc: 3.7k

 ♡ 𝕩𝕚𝕒𝕠 𝕕𝕖𝕛𝕦𝕟/𝕩𝕚𝕒𝕠𝕛𝕦𝕟 ♡

       ➺Love in A Major Key ⇌ @dropsofletters | fluff | tutor au | wc: 11.5k

 ♡ 𝕙𝕦𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕦𝕟 ♡

       ➺The Devil to My Angel ⇌ @yo-ddream | fluff, angst | devil au | wc: 6k

       ➺Oddity in the Universe ⇌ @rebelliouslala | fluff | soulmate au | wc: 8.8k

       ➺The One with the Second Chance ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | ex-boyfriend au 

       ➺10:01 AM ⇌ @dreamiehrs | fluff 

      ➺ Archenemies  ⇌  @valentinesicheng​ | fluff | badboy au | wc: 8.8k

     ➺ 3:27 PM ⇌ @your-world-with-nct​ | fluff | college au 

 ♡ 𝕝𝕖𝕖 𝕛𝕖𝕟𝕠 ♡

       ➺Always Return ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff, angst | pirate au | wc: 13k

       ➺Summer Lovin’ ⇌ @softsichenghours | fluff | summer love au | wc: 9.8k✵

                ➺Forget Me Not | sequel | wc: 5.6k      

       ➺Underscore ⇌ @jenomark​ | smut | camboy au | two parts | wc: 11.4k total

       ➺The Tale Older Than Time ⇌ @fullsunalicia​ | fluff | demigod au 

       ➺The Dumbing Down of Love ⇌ @luvdsc | fluff, angst | best friend au college au | wc: 12.3k

       ➺A Little Gift ⇌ @jungnoir | fluff | spiderman!au | wc: 8.6k

       ➺Not Another Love Song ⇌ @choerrypuffs | fluff | musician au | wc: 3.7k

      ➺ High Hopes   ⇌ @jaeminlore​ | fluff | highschool au baseball au | wc: 7.5k

♡ 𝕝𝕖𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕘𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕔𝕜/𝕙𝕒𝕖𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟 ♡

       ➺ Gazing ⇌ @hyucksong​ | fluff | college au | wc: 3.2k 

       ➺I’m Your Boyfriend, After All ⇌ @nctextme | fluff | boyfriend | wc: 3.5k

       ➺Fingertips ⇌ @milkhyuun | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 2k 

       ➺Big Baby pt. 2 ⇌ @softdreamyhours | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.7k 

       ➺Sugar Quills ⇌ @basicallywhiterice | fluff | harry potter au | wc: 5.5k

       ➺The Sorcerer’s Guide ⇌ @jeonginks | fluff | fantasy au | wc: 4.2k

       ➺Press Start ⇌ @fydream | fluff, angst | social media au | thirty four parts

       ➺Don’t Need Your Love Club - Recruiting Now! ⇌ @taelme | fluff, angst | dnyl au | wc: 17k 

       ➺How About Right Now? ⇌ @hyuckles-chuckles | fluff, angst, smut | college au fwb au | wc: 7.2k

       ➺Give Me Attention ⇌ @yutopiada | fluff 

       ➺Your Favourite Boy ⇌ @hyuckles-chuckles | fluff, angst | high school au best friend au | wc: 16.5k ✵

              ➺ Your Favourite Date | sequel | fluff | wc: 4.2k  

             ➺  Your Favourite ... (Masterlist) | series/sequels 

       ➺Essence ⇌ @moondustaeil​ | fluff, angst | soulmate au | wc: 13.8k

       ➺Simple Pleasures ⇌ @ofwolvesandbutterflies | fluff  

       ➺Opposites Attract ⇌ @fullsunalicia | fluff | demigod au 

       ➺4:19 AM ⇌ @hyucks-archive | fluff | drunk au 

       ➺Snapshots ⇌ @seredenpitidy | fluff 

       ➺Music For Two ⇌ @jaeminhours | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.1k

       ➺Honey Skin ⇌ @hon3yboy | smut | three parts | total wc: 10k

       ➺3:09 PM ⇌ @renjunlite | fluff

       ➺Blurb ⇌ @nsheetee | fluff 

       ➺4:13 AM ⇌ @hyuckbabie | fluff 

       ➺My Hoodie ⇌ @nsheetee | fluff ✵

       ➺I Turned my Best Friend Into an E-boy (and kissed him!!!) ⇌ @luvdsc | fluff | youtuber au best friend au | wc: 5.1k  ✵

       ➺Call You Mine ⇌ @ofwolvesandbutterflies | fluff | best friends au 

       ➺I Can See You ⇌ @renjunlite | fluff, angst | college au | ongoing | two parts | total wc: 11k ✵

      ➺ The Seasons with Haechan ⇌ @nct1999​ | fluff | boyfriend au 

     ➺ hogwarts!au  ⇌ @solarhyucks​ | fluff, smut | hogwarts au | wc: 3.8k

♡ 𝕟𝕒 𝕛𝕒𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕟 ♡

       ➺1: 43 AM ⇌ @serendipityseulgi | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 7.2k  ✵

       ➺Kisses With You ⇌ @serendipityseulgi | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.1k

       ➺The Boyfriend One ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.1k 

       ➺Midnight Into Morning Coffee ⇌ @renjunphile | fluff | college au | wc:5.8k ✵

       ➺Adventure ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff | prince au | wc: 4.8k

                ➺ The Adventure Continues | sequel | fluff, angst | wc: 6k 

       ➺Too Hot ⇌ @jen0baby (s)

    ➺ Muse ⇌ @jaeminhours | fluff | boyfriend au | wc: 1.6k

       ➺Fast Lane ⇌ @hyuckiebabie​ | fluff, angst | streetracer au | wc: 8.2k

       ➺Blurb ⇌ @mischevious-pixie (f)

       ➺After The Rain ⇌ @neocultvretechs | fluff, angst | highschool au | wc: 4.5k

       ➺What Family Says, Goes ⇌ @hyukcieee | fluff, angst | social media au fake dating au | fifty nine parts 

       ➺1:34 PM  ⇌ @nsheetee | fluff | boyfriend au 

       ➺Let’s Play Pretend ⇌ @luvdsc | fluff | college au | wc: 1.5k

       ➺A Merry Christmas ⇌ @insomni-writing | fluff | best friend au | wc: 3.6k

       ➺Patische ⇌ @lewsr | fluff | chirstmas au | wc: 7.3k

       ➺The One with All the Ajax ⇌ @mistymark | fluff | neighbor au | wc: 4.5k

       ➺Oral + jaemin ⇌ @moonlit-jeno | smut 

       ➺Leap of Faith ⇌ @jaeminlore | fluff, angst | spiderman au | wc: 7.6k

       ➺One Day Closer ⇌ @choco-mark | fluff, smut | soulmate au | two parts | wc: 8.9k  ✵

       ➺Mending His Heart ⇌ @thenctaddict | fluff, angst | hospital playlist au | three parts |  total wc: 15k ✵

       ➺Lifetimes ⇌ @smoljh | fluff, angst | soulmate au | wc: 3.2k ✵ 

       ➺Assassin in Florence, Italy, Year 1469 ⇌ @gohyuck | fluff, angst | assassin’s creed au | wc: 2.8k

      ➺ The Chase  ⇌  @choerrypuffs​ | fluff | fuckboy au | wc: 3.8k

     ➺ Lavender’s Blue  ⇌  @jaeminhours​ | fluff, angst| | ex-lovers au florist au | wc: 10.2k 

♡ 𝕝𝕚𝕦 𝕪𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕪𝕒𝕟𝕘 ♡ 

   ➺ Troublemaker ⇌  @valentinesicheng​ | fluff | badboy au | wc: 6.9k

  ♡  𝕫𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕟𝕝𝕖 ♡

  ➺ Piano, Practice & Peptalks  ⇌ @honeyboyjeno​ | fluff | highschool au theater au | wc: 5.9k

♡ 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕛𝕚𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘 ♡

    ➺ 20cm  ⇌ @nsheetee | fluff, angst | friends-to-lovers au summer love au | wc: 7.3k 

                ➺ Love Again | sequel | wc: 3.2k

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     ➺ To All the Boys my Brother Hangs Out With  ⇌  @the-space-above-the-stars​ | fluff | secret admirer/love letter au | ot6 dream + brother Mark: six parts

     ➺ Master of All Elements  ⇌  @choerrypuffs​ | fluff, angst | atla (avatar the last airbender) au | 00′ line: four parts  ✵ 

     ➺ The Love Diaries  ⇌  @dropsofletters​ | fluff | wayv members: seven parts

    ➺ The One With the Ex Boyfriend  ⇌  @mistymark​ | fluff, angst | ex boyfriend au | ot7 dream: seven parts 

            ➺ The One With the Second Chance | sequel | ongoing 

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    ➺ You Are Me  ⇌ @choco-mark​ | fluff, angst, smut | soulmate au | 00′ line | discontinued: two parts 

    ➺ Charia Kingdom ⇌ @jenonctcity​ | fluff, angst, smut | fantasy au | ot7 dream | ongoing: three parts 

    ➺ The Virgin Diaries ⇌ @jenonctcity​ |fluff, angst, smut | 00′ line | ongoing: one part

   ➺ No Nut November/Destroy Dick December ⇌ @jenonctcity​ | smut | 00′ line: four parts 

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