#for an apparent heart attack

[veeaziel]

currently that time of the month and im starting to feel every sad, angry, irritated, icky feeling from the past 2 months all at once but also not?? and also a tiktok popped up with the song "it's time" by imagine dragons and i just immediately teared up and now i wanna cry of nostalgia

[mblue-art]

BAD SANSUARY // [14] tears for owl-bones's event !

"...Killer, it just looks like I have running mascara."

"it's such a look though."

messy kisses and post-nuzzles

[fortanuvasyama]

a few things that will now cause Jason extreme fear:

exercise

fear

loud noises

bright lights

fear

high temperatures

threats

low temperatures

being excited

sex

anxiety

stress

F E A R

and here's a fun fact: adrenaline actually causes the memory-making bits of your brain to be stronger, which means you have a clearer memory of exactly what happened to make you afraid

[madrabit]

And another case of shared clothing

[moonkhao]

hi.

[chamiryokuroi]

I love this fashion game with the weird ass plot of murder and mind fuckery so much.

Ah yes we are investigating a murder of a rich man by the hands of his adopted daughter, who btw was forced into dressing and acting exactly the same way as the man’s deceased daughter to the point she no longer knows who she really is, and she killed him because as it turns out he was behind the fire that killed her brother after he and another man has used the poor population of the country as human rat labs for their medicines, wait let me dress up into a fashionable fairy outfit real fast, is needed, for the plot.

[artiststarme]

Eddie does not do well with blood. He didn’t when he had his first memorable nosebleed and had to go to the school nurse to treat a concussion he’d given himself by fainting. He didn’t when he saw some junior getting beat to a pulp by Billy Hargrove out in the parking lot and threw up on the side of his van. And if anything, his distrust surrounding blood only strengthened when he watched a pig get dissected in biology class and fainted, again, in front of everyone.

All of his skinned knees, bloody noses, and battle wounds accompanied fainting spells, vomiting, and mortification for poor Eddie. Usually it also came with a hug from Uncle Wayne and maybe an ice cream if the embarrassment was really apparent. But throughout his 20 years of life, Eddie hadn’t been able to get over his teeny-tiny reaction to seeing blood.

So really, it was no surprise that his cowardly mind switched to autopilot when it saw blood streaming from Chrissy’s eyes in his trailer. The first sight of blood caused his body to move on its own and the sight of splintered limbs forced him out of the space entirely. It was like he was living an out-of-body experience for the entire week. He saw his classmates bleeding, cracking, and dying. He saw Steve Harrington getting munched on by horrendously horrific creatures and gave him his favorite vest to bleed on. It was like Eddie’s mind had fractured past the point of caring about his fear.

Then he himself got attacked by creatures from his worst nightmares and as soon as he saw the first drop of blood, he was out like a light. His brain had finally caught back up in the face of pain and Eddie didn’t necessarily mind it (the rest of the Party did though when they thought he’d died from some superficial bat bites). When he woke up in the hospital, he was greeted with the delicious sight of a sleep rumpled Steve laying at the side of his bed, his hand wrapped in Eddie’s. Suddenly, the atrocities it had taken to get there didn’t seem so horrific. Not as long as he had Steve by his side.

[terukitime]

Been thinking on the black chainsaw man design and I agree that that is definitely an umbilical cord! I keep coming back to the fact that it is wrapped around his neck- and the absence of his mother in this story. Makima was the closest Denji has gotten to that kind of motherly nurturing and care, and we all know how he has a track record for confusing desire for comfort and affection as romantic love.

Denji, who has been abused from day one by his father, the mafia, public safety, makima, the weapon devils and more, has had to learn what love and nurture is. His mother simply doesn't exist, not even one mention so far that I'm aware of. The irony in that people are now creating theories that he's the birth devil, the boy who nobody gave birth to.

The umbilical cord, snugly wrapped around his neck, the source of all his mother's care for him slowly choking him. All of these food references in the story go back to that first chapter- he's been starved since the beginning, cut off from all nutrients a growing boy would need. He's been fighting since day one to make it and survive, even perhaps moments after he was born.

[shoukohime]

Contemplating the idea of finally giving the bleach anime another chance

[rapidhighway]

I was literally just sitting and thinking about how awful it'd be if I saw a moth rn and guess WHAT

[chororine]

dress up as you like!

[chibishortdeath]

Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!

And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!

[ofdarklands]

just found out there was a 7.3 scale shake up north that they're showing videos about #stillnotanearthquake #chileanthings

[asktheremnantsaskblog]

I could have sworn you wrote the “I’ve Always Wanted a Son” fanfic? That’s the one I was referring to?

Uh so yeah I also wrote

This

Because the fnaf movie is rotting my brain. Um. So yeah. I'm the one giving out the nickles. Apparently. Welcome!

I didn't think you'd be able to find my weird lil ask blog but here we are! Enjoy yourself, you get a sticker for your fantastic detective work friend!

[holysheithyall]

when i was like really really young i was drawing roses or smth for our prophets birthday and i told my mom that he pat my head and smiled at me while i was doing that and im inclined to believe i actually said that bc i also apparently made friends with a ghost in our old apartment

[novemb-r]

can we create a world where abusive men actually get punished