I think as long as I will see ur art I eventually respond with fanart. might be a curse, idk ;w;
anyways cultural dca designs are so cool and epic and I had to doodle this (eventually) (because) buh bye
YOU DREW THEM SO PRETTY AAAA
I’m putting this in my treasure box thank you sm ;v;💗
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I'm really late but happy birthday!! I actually had a notification in my phone to doodle something for you and I finally got around to doing it!!
Sun make you a cake and moon made you a salmon shark plushie yayyyy
UAHBSKSJDSNBSNSJAJAAUUUHHHAAHHHAAAA THANK YOU REN UAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for the drawing you drew them so cute!!!!!!! And Moon got a shark!!!!!!!! UAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and IS YOUR BIRTHDAY DAY SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOURE WAY TOO NICE AND I WISH YOU ALL THE GOOD THING UPON YOU >:]🫵
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Thoughts about the Lewis x Jay Shetty podcast and how they relate to frequent themes, for my future reference :
Loneliness : (Abu Dhabi 2011)
I wonder what his socialization was like given he was bullied at school and then away on the weekends. Did he have friends? Did he get to spend time with other kids in normal situations? He said “missed a lot of that social interaction also.”
Couldn't talk to his parents, mom because she couldn't understand the racial abuse, dad because he would see it as weakness
It's interesting that he thinks basically the drivers should be friends because they have a lot in common but they can't because of how the sport is and it's also sad. I wonder how he feels about it, he didn't say.
The loneliness of being the first and only
Injustice : (Belgium 2014)
The school trauma seems much more extensive than I thought although he mentions it often
He felt like the school system was against him -> feeds into things we talked about re: being repeatedly exposed to injustice and never feeling like anyone has his back (+ can't talk to his parents or any adults about it = loneliness) -> trust issues + need for control + gets paranoid at times
Anthony :
Tougher than I thought... I mean I knew he wasn't warm and outwardly loving but the whole crying is for the weak is explicitly harsh
It's curious Lewis mentions the effects of bad report cards in abusive households. Does he consider his household abusive, then?
He mentions needing to win to be accepted aka rejection if he doesn't win? That's harsh af.
Then he adds the not winning is losing bit I mean...
Mentions again the conflict with his dad which is A Big Thing in his life
Mental health :
I feel like he still has a lot of work to do because right now it’s “yeah everything was bad and I suppressed a lot of it but I’m fine lol.” Kinda feels like he's not done unpacking but hey what do I know (answer : nothing)
The rollercoaster you go through from the extremes that sports put you through is so fascinating to me and I wish I could do a research project on it like fr. I would love to do study cases of athletes to see how it impacts the way they function as human beings. I have a hunch it truly modifies the way they process things.
Always the search for bigger meaning and sense, his place in the world -> need to belong (-> loneliness + injustice)
It's interesting how much tension he lives in with his perfectionism and the whole life flashing before his eyes in his last lap for the 2020 WDC, and the pressure he puts on himself and other put on him, and all that. I wonder what it's gonna be like for him psychologically once he doesn't have to live like that anymore. I wonder if he'll be able to let go of it.
The competitiveness never going away is another type of energy that I wonder about. Where will he put it? What will he do with it? How is it gonna affect him without the F1 outlet? It might be good or bad.
Very interesting asking him about being alone with his own thoughts in the car, too bad he didn't really answer.
Not surprised he wasn't kind to himself, that goes with the perfectionist/control theme + Anthony + injustice
The need to belong but the difficulty to build trust because of past experiences is everywhere (injustice + Anthony + loneliness)
F1 :
The whole part about it being intense when he got in F1 because he wasn’t PR taught is spot-on with things I noted in the rewatch, aka the video where he said he didn’t know if he still enjoyed it.
The three steps of you part is spot-on re: the recurrent topic of his true self vs his PR persona and the difference between the two and the circumstances that gave birth to the latter
I love that he said you get more and more in your shell and you become harder to relate to. Great insight.
The way him and Toto relate to each other although being different -> the parallels in their trajectories (cf. the essay)
I like that he didn't wanna wear the stupid race as one shirt.
He is indeed preparing his retirement very actively.
Other :
The whole part about him being from a biracial family is so interesting. Good insight.
Kinda tired of the inspiration pxrn ngl but I like that despite that and him saying you can do whatever you want he ultimately understands that it's not that easy and that there's social structures in place preventing that from being true. It's interesting how he goes back and forth about it at the moment but not surprising (cf. end of positive thinking post)
Jay Shetty has really good questions but a lot of time Lewis doesn't really answer them, it's a shame.
I admire his sense of responsibility but also it's so hard on people like him. You get the few or lone person fighting their way into a world that's basically closed to them and then they have that added work of taking on that responsibility on top of everything else. Unfair.
Storytelling as a tool is something he uses a lot actually, hence maybe all the maxims or whatever they're called.
I didn't see the criticism of capitalism coming lol. Easy to make fun of but in his defense, it's not like there's a manuel on what to do with your money when you think you shouldn't have that much. We will see, it's an interesting development.
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Did they get the plans and immediately go, "Yes. This is our son" immediately or did it take a while for them to realize that this was their baby boy?
It wans't instant instant, but it did happen before Bokkun was fully built and activated (at least for Bocoe ; Decoe needed just a tiny bit more time).
It started with Decoe remarking that, since they were building a robot togother, they were kind of like its parents. It was meant as just a silly joke but it ended up sticking with them- and especially Bocoe. Bokkun wasn't originally meant to be sentient, but Bo ended up copying the part of his De's (and other robots like Lucky and E-51) programming that allowed them to be sentient, develop their own personality and interests, etc... And implanted it into Bokkun's primary program.
Eggman let it slide because again he was more interested in his giant fighting mechs.
It was a lucky coincidence that Bokkun developed the personality of a child ; good RNG I guess?
But yeah, the moment he was activated and started acting like a little kid, Decoe was on board with being a dad. Neither he nor Bocoe really knew anything about parenting, but they made it work. It helps that Bokkun is pretty self-sufficient.
Tho, while he would never admit it, he still absolutely needs his dads.
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hi! im inky/rain (she/they/ink/rain/it), 18, brazilian
art blog @sapatosonico
im autistic, i like a bunch of things like sonic, arcaea, horror rpgmaker, hello charlotte (separated cause best game ever play hello charlotte), fnaf, hollow knight, splatoon, generation loss, and most recently danganronpa :] so its what you can expect me to post about
side blogs are fun and i have a couple theyre pretty much dead but theyre still fun :]
sonic - @girl-eggman
arcaea - @evilmemories
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