#fuck death

[lesbianasfuckwomen]

It just hit me.

I went go check my youtube notifications and realized that Technoblade hadn't uploaded.

I got so confused because he usually has a basic uploading schedule. It dawned to me that I actually hadn't heard his voice in a while.

I kind of laughed to myself because I wondered if he got into another potato war. Then I checked his last video.

I had been avoiding his videos, his voice for a year.

I had been in denial for a year

I didn't even have the stomach last year to finish watching "so long nerds"

I closed my laptop the minute I heard "If you are watching this, I am dead."

Today I watched it.

I sat down and watched the entire video.

I sobbed.

I broke down crying

I don't think I've ever cried that hard in my entire life.

I watched every single video I could watch.

I watched the streams I could reach

Just to hear his voice.

Cancer is a fucking bitch.

Heres the thing. Cancer dies with the body. Cancer died.

But not Techno.

no no no Techno's alive.

He may not be here, he may not be posting anymore. But the video's he made oh they're still up.

We still have Technoblade with us, just not completely.

We still have his humor, his kindness, his cleverness.

I don't have much money in my bank account. Only $50.

Today I donated all of that to Minecrafters vs Cancer

Technoblade never dies.

[a-bombyx-mori]

having family over rn is so weird cause I'm like yay!! yippie!! hanging out with relatives I don't see often c: then I go home and remember it's because grandma is dead and her funeral is soon and then I'm in that sad numb grief state for a few hours

[crazysouthernlady]

Enough

I’ve had enough of losing wonderful, brilliant friends to death. Another gorgeous soul gone - fuck you grim reaper.

I’m tired of petty bull and mean girl mentality.

I’m tired of feeling lost and out of sorts with events I can’t control.

Enough already.

[autistic-stick-bug]

Tw; death, anxiety, sadness

Right now I'm scared shitless of my cat inevitable death. I'm scared to not have him anymore. I'm scared of the pain I'll feel. I'm scared that I don't know when he'll die, he's old and only has a couple years left at best. How can I live without him?

[fourtwentybuds]

no smoke 🚭🚫⛔️ snoop

[jiskblr]

Adult Fears

"Do you know what's very scary?"

She looks around [at the old folk’s home] for a moment. "Getting old? Dying?"

"Bit boring. I was thinking about Alzheimer's Disease. Consider: in the early stages, you're compos mentis enough to know what's happening. You forget a thing, and you know you've forgotten something, but it's just not there. A thing that was in your head for so long… How to dress yourself. Where a room in your house is. As it progresses, everyday objects and people.. become strange and unfamiliar. People you've known for years… Your own children. You can't recognise them anymore. And then.. you get brief moments, where your memories and thoughts line up for once and you're briefly yourself again. And you know it's going to go, that in a few moments all the 'you' is just going to dribble out your ears… That must be absolutely terrifying."

[perfectlyhappypumpkin]

……

[dream-drain]

I don’t want to be immortal, but I do want humans to live for like thousands of years. Tired of all this living only a few decades shit. Tired of having to know how limited my time and the time of my loved ones is. Oh, and nothing should be able to kill us before said thousands of years are over. Sick of this “you or anyone you love could die at any time” bull. What the fuck do you mean that a human person, a being with infinite worlds within them, with memories and love and joy, can be destroyed by bonking their head a bit too hard? Like girl, what? Fuck.

[marzipanandminutiae]

As someone who works with social history for a living, I feel like I’m the aggressive opposite of an anti-vaxxer

I fucking LOVE vaccines, friends. Give me the science stab. I’m so ready. it’s a beautiful day to not die of a Bajillion and one diseases that carried off like half the population before they had even reached age 10, and a significant portion before they made it to old age, 150 years ago

I go to the old cemetery. I see the vast numbers of infant and child and young adult graves. And then I go to my doctor and get injected with Potion of Fuck That Noise. This is beautiful and miraculous and I do not remotely understand how some people can reject it – not just for themselves, but for their children

[noknowshame]

why is religious Christmas imagery all so joyful and pleasant? where is the inherent horror of the birth of Christ? A mother is handed her newborn child, wailing and innocent. Her hands come away sticky. Red. Simply by giving her son life she has already killed him. He is doomed from the beginning. Her love will not save him from suffering. Because the thing cradled in her arms is not a baby, it is a sacrifice: born amongst the other bleating animals whose blood will one day be spilled in the name of what demands it. the night is silent with anticipation. Mary, did you know? That your womb was also a grave?

[blueberrysupernova]

if you cant tell i am super SUPER high my cousin had some goood GOOOOD weed i cant be held responsble for what i avocate at this time i just know the colorzzzz and the freedom fuck bombs yay life i hate all opression & all death

[azuneekun]

[hoshizoralone]

reflection

[davidtennan-t]

Fourteen and Donna waking up after their movie marathon was interrupted because they turned into fucking dust

[blueskittlesart]

i hope everyone in nintendo’s management department dies and goes to hell no matter what and i’m not kidding

[bajaja-blast]

you dislike Luke Castellan because he disagreed with an oppressive government system and actually took action to change the abusive ways him and his peers have been forced to follow for millennia.

I dislike Luke Castellan because in the Titans Curse he manipulated Annabeth, who he raised as his little sister, into holding up the sky, the FUCKING sky, for over 20 hours and had the audacity to walk away as though he was completely apathetic towards it while she begged and pleaded with him to help her.

we are not the same.