#gai: 💭

[ikigaitsuki]

hello! here’s a small update

i keep seeing new followers and interactions and anons so i thought id actually take a second to finally give some sort of “what’s been going on in gai’s world”

to start, i can’t remember the last time i even wrote. it’s been over a year, i know that. to still have regular interactions from followers old and new is very lovely - i appreciate it so much.

i know there’s things i’ve written here that people have been waiting forever practically for the second parts. i honestly didn’t think id ever come back to finish them.

a part of me wanted to disappear from here entirely and another part really appreciated this little space i’d created. there’s been a lot of my favourite mutuals slowly leaving this platform and it becomes very isolating when you’re funnelling out work and not maintaining these online relationships.

however, writing is something i want to get back into. it’s hard, because i’m really living an adult life now and the time i have is just not what i had when i first started this account. i can’t say “hey, i’ll write again in 3 days, months, years”, i have no time frame. im also not as into the whole kpop scene as i used to be, which makes inspiration pretty bleak for me. our interests fluctuate though i suppose!

if i ever wanted to give this up completely though, you’d know about it. there’d be some post like this where i’m saying goodbye or something lmao. that’s not happening.

i’m so entirely grateful for the people that continue to give me even the smallest feeling of “ok yes i can get back into this” because that’s so huge for me. id love to write again and make stories for the people who want to read what i have to say. im not sure if i sound dramatic but being able to give to you my creative outlet is just so massive. i’m giving you my creative mind, and that is so vulnerable. my work is always so well received, and people have such lovely things to say. thank you.

i’ve also had major indexing issues with this account. so posting has been hard because nobody actually sees it? i’m actually a major loser when it comes to technology and so messing around with coding and stuff just knocked the life out of me - another reason why i just gave up a little with writing. it’s not about having thousands of notes, but when you’re posting and nobody is going to see it apart from through reposting (which i assume people are still abysmal at) it’s just not motivating.

anyways, i’m not sure if this is something that people will read and feel happy over, but nonetheless i’m putting it out there. in not going awol, im in the process of discovering what i want to do going forward.

if you’re reading this, thank you, always. and don’t forget, you can message me, send me an anon, do whatever! i don’t bite. you might not see me active every day here but i pop by regularly.

- gai

[imdoingsortagay]

This man failed the be normal about men challenge 😭

[denerturee]

So they...

[cowgirlcherrie]

its time I be real w myself about the pillow princess I truthfully am . LOUD GROAN

it’s in my genetic code to serve for women, like whatever u say goes baby!!!

[elsweetheart]

mullet!abby is makin me feel things

[gayaristocrat]

Grinding your ass against Ross' bulge

Grinding your ass against Ross Lynch's bulge is a dangerous game. The feeling of your ass against him drive him crazy and he'll grab your hips and push himself more against you.

He'll beg you to let him fuck your ass, even just him putting in the tip will satisfy him good enough. Him pulling you close to his growing twitching bulge. His chest to your back and him whimpering in your ear asking for more. Him asking and saying that just a little taste will do justice.

He's lucky if he doesn't accidentally cum in his pants from your grinding. If he does cum, then he'll be so embarrassed from that small action throwing him over the edge :(

But doing it in public? He will lose his fucking mind. He will be running to the bathroom to take care of his problem

[howfishismade]

the day ppl stop treating karl heisenberg as some silly boy who didn't mean it is the day i stop saying eveline did nothing wrong

[diorsbrando]

shoving this down y’all’s throats and telling y’all to read hikaru ga shinda natsu ( the summer hikaru died ) !!!!!!! i need to scream about it into the void w someone !! is there a fandom for this ??? there needs to be . bc if not ILL START ONE RN SO PLS GO READ IT AHBEG THE OBSESSION HAS TAKEN MY WAKING THOUGHTS HOSTAGE.

my boys are just so 🥺🥺🥺🥺 it’s kinda sad fr but like clearly they love each other you just gotta squint real hard

[ikigaitsuki]

seeing all the interactions i still get on my posts even though i’m not really around anymore is the sweetest thing ever. anytime i come back and have a look at what’s going on it fills me with the nicest feeling, so thank you😊😊

[anyataylorjoys]

"Everything's gay now huh?" imagine how gays felt when everything in media was straight since you know, forever, and anything canonically gay was considered taboo and "perverted" and banned from mainstream anything I'm gonna have to ask you to shut the fuck up and go back to your hetero corner.

[pinkfey]

let’s say, hypothetically, for the sake of the debate, that tswift is gay and closeted. does that not make gaylors look even more off the fucking rails

[cowgirlcherrie]

being a sub is so funny bc I see a woman do anything, literally the most mundane normal shit ever and suddenly it’s hot in here; I can hardly breathe and I want them ontop of me LOL

LIKE DAMN

* okay thats it no more subby thoughts from me i’m muting myself

[jenniejjun]

tem ninguém aceitando pedidos do cast de lsdln não?

[elsweetheart]

i was talking to someone who hasn’t played tlou2 about the game yesterday and it went like this

them: yea i haven’t played the game yet! i already know what happens to joel, and i know what happens with the masc lesbian.

me: ahh yeah… wait, ellie?

them: no the other one. the one with the arms.

me: oh… you mean…. you know what nvm

[gayaristocrat]

This is going to make me sound like a slut, but i want Ross to spit in my mouth

Having Ross Lynch spit in your mouth is just so special. It feels like you have a piece of him inside you and it just feels so good.

I’m talkin hand laying gently on your throat thumb on your bottom lip to keep your mouth open. His tongue out as his saliva rolls off of his tongue and gently lands in your mouth.

He tells you to hold it in your mouth and he watches the blissful look on your face and you taste him. He then closes your mouth saying a quiet ‘good boy’ with a gentle pat on your cheek before he walks away and lets you do with it what you please

“Good little slut”