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MLQC SongFic #1 :  Gavin’s Daybreak

Guide : Listen to the song while reading it

Dreamcatcher - Daybreak

Pairing : Gavin/MC Gavin/reader

Tag : Fluff

Words : 1,728

“I will call you once i finish with the mission, okay?” was what Gavin told you 4 days ago.

You stop working on your laptop, trying to reach your phone. Aside from chats from your colleagues about the project you’ve been working on, you don’t see the name you’ve always hope to pop on your screen. Gavin’s name. You threw your phone across the room and it landed on your bed, so you won’t get distracted and wanting to grab the phone for who knows how much since Gavin went for his mission. 

Surely you realize his working can be demanding. Being a captain for Special Task Force who work in the shadow to make sure all people of Loveland can sleep the night and live with peace from EVOL’s terrorists, also a police officer, a captain of SWAT team at that, it surely took most of his time to work. You understand that. Besides, you’re also busy with working projects that seemed like...endless from your superior, Victor. So also being busy keeps your mind off from being lonely. But alas, even if you’re so proud of Gavin, you can’t help but worrying about his safety. But Gavin always come back alive, even if with more wounds and scars, he’s alive.

You yawned, closing the laptop’s screen decide to call it a day and go to sleep. It’s almost 1AM in the morning and you have a board meeting tomorrow with Victor. You can’t be late, of course. Switching the light off, you placed your phone beside you on bed after setting the several alarms to wake you up tomorrow. You got comfortable in bed, covering your whole body with the blanket, inhaling Gavin’s smell from the blanket. Ever since the two of you decided to live together and purchasing a bigger bed, the bed feels so much bigger without Gavin on your side. You frown but quickly shove the thoughts of being lonely away from your mind. You need to sleep.

As I sleep, some time

I feel your voice putting me to sleep

And your hair tickling me

You open your eyes slowly as you can feel someone’s hand on your waist. You see Gavin’s face right across from yours. You blinked several times, not believing that it really is Gavin who is laying beside you right now, still awake. He’s surprised to see you wake up but then smile, caressing your head.

“Did i wake you up? I’m sorry.” Gavin murmurs.

You shake your head. “When did you come home?” you ask, with a hoarse voice from sleep.

It’s 3:45AM.

“Not too long ago. I was about to call you but you must be sleeping and i don’t wanna wake you up.” Gavin says, apologetically.

You smile, snuggling to him burying your head to his chest. “Welcome home.” You practically hugging him by putting your hand on his back. “Did you get hurt?” you ask again.

“I’m home. And no, i’m okay.” Gavin replies, kissing the crown of your head.

Your heart swells with happiness as you inhale Gavin’s scent. You can smell his soap, signing that he took a shower before joining you in bed. Gavin smells like home to you. Refreshing with a light musk, reminding you of summer.

“You should go back to sleep. Don’t you have work later?” Gavin reminds you.

“I do have a meeting this morning.” you groan.

“You’ll do fine. Victor has no way to refuse the project you’ve been working on for weeks.” Gavin rests his palm on the back of your head, rubbing it slowly. Just the right amount to make you yawn again. You nod in his arm, trying to make yourself comfortable as you close your eyes.

“Now go back to sleep, there’s still time until 7AM. I’ll take you to work later.” Gavin says.

How could I be asleep

How could I be asleep

In your embrace, inside it, snugly

I put my hands together and rest

You are the largest star I have

So good night,  A bright light and I

If the daybreak finds me

I’ll be submerged in countless thoughts

You feel Gavin’s even steady breathing as he’s sleeping. You raised your head to see his peaceful face, almost like a child even. His soft vulnerable expression makes your heart swell again, adoring your boyfriend’s sleeping face. He has dark circle on his eyes, he must be tired and haven’t had any sleep while he’s away on his mission. Despite that he has long eyelashes, making you jealous by how long and thick it is. You raise your hand to touch his cheek, afraid that you might wake him up, but Gavin is still sleeping, he must be exhausted from the mission and you take the opportunity to traced your index finger on his smooth skin, along his jaw. Gavin is known as the handsome and a bit lonewolf officer, who is always serious in his work. But this side of Gavin, is only for you to see.

You snuggled closer to him and hold his hand. 

And in the sleepless night

I’ll be in your embrace endlessly

To you at daybreak

More passionately than during the day

You wonder how many nights you spend sleeping next to Gavin like this. If he’s not out on his missions you would lay next to him like this, listening to his heartbeat and his even breathing--sometimes he’d snore but you don’t mind. Gavin’s usually a light sleeper due to him being an officer--being alert at all times and there are times where he would be called for mission right when both of you were sleeping. For him being in a deep sleep like this, it’s kind of rare. But you appreciate all of it. Sleeping in Gavin’s embrace always feel safe and you grow addicted of having arms around your waist, as if keeping you safe, even in sleep.

Between curtains, faintly illuminating me

A white moonlight and yeah

Filling the room, even the cold air

Feels beautiful because of the light that is you

Full moon’s light up the room slightly, it shines right through Gavin’s face. Gavin always tell you that you’re beautiful, even if your mouth was full of chocolate cakes he bought for you, even if you just woke up from your sleep with a trace of drool on your chin, even if you’re crying because of the drama you watched.

“Don’t you know that you’re also beautiful?” you murmur softly, feeling Gavin’s chest rise and fall in sync with you.

You were scared of him back in high school, despite that he was always look out for you from a far. Even if Gavin was really scary at that time, him back then still had the same kindness he had today. The way he carried you when you were passed out in PE class, the way his eyes met yours when you were in library, or the times you found him climbing the old ginkgo tree outside of practice room.

The rough senior has grown into a sweet man he is today. Or maybe, he’s always this handsome from your high school years, if he’s not always covered in bandages and bruises.

I see a shifting image

We have a common dream

Even if it’s imaginary

I pretend to be okay

You probably are the same

But at the end of the day

We are together

Gavin’s line of work always makes you worry. He rarely has days off, even if he does he almost never spend it on rest, he will always spend it with you. There was time when you asked Gavin to go the shooting location at the nearby lake, knowing he was just came back from mission you told him to not come but he did come anyway.

He was visibly tired. But he came anyway.

You remembered your heart swelled when you found Gavin sleeping under the tree after the shooting’s over, waiting for you to finish. You remember you were crying when you saw a bandage peeking through his shirt. He was hurt. But still he came. You remember he woke up, panic was evident in his face as he cupped your face, apologized if he make you angry. And he was confused as you told him “Gavin, you dummy.”

The Gavin said “I come here because i miss you so much. I wanna meet you as soon as possible. Is that...is that wrong?” made you moved in to his apartment.

It’s fine if the same day repeats

Even the reversed day and night

My mind was filled waiting for you

And I’m happier for it now

Like a habit

Hug me tight

And don’t let me go, more

Take me to the dream

“...why don’t you sleep?” Gavin’s sudden question made you flinched. But Gavin held your hand in his tightly. His eyes fluttered open.

You can’t help but peck his lips.

“I don’t know, you’re too handsome when you’re sleeping..maybe?” you tease. Gavin chuckles, pinching your waist playfully. 

“But i prefer you to sleep with me.” Gavin says, kissing your eye. You nods and once again, scoot closer to him.

“I..i hope we can stay like this forever.” you say, listening to Gavin’s heartbeart.

Gavin hummed. “As much as i want that to happen, both of us are working. You have a meeting this morning too.” Gavin states the fact, making you pout.

“Gavin, you’re not fun.” you sigh, poking his chest. Gavin’s light chuckle warm your heart.

“You know, Gavin, i don’t mind waiting for you to come back home.” you say, out of the blue. Gavin hummed, waiting for you to finish. “If i can sleep in your arms again, i don’t mind waiting for you when you’re out for your missions. I do hope you won’t get hurt out there, though. My mind’s filled by waiting for you and it’s okay. I always happy when you come home.” you rambles, sleepiness is beginning to take on you.

Gavin hummed again as he traced circle on your back, as if lulling you to sleep.

“Hug me, don’t let me go.” you mumbles as you fall asleep.

Gavin kissed your forehead. “How could i? When the girl i’ve been crushing with finally with me?” he closes his eyes and drift back to sleep.

[transdro1ds]

Everyone’s always like “Your OTP is just the one you project on shipped with the one you want to have sex with”

FOOLS! I’ve projected half my personality onto Gavin and the other half onto Nines! Where is your god now!!!!

[ladymogar-archive]

Is it hot in here or is that just your writing? ;) When you make an offer like that, I'm fully gonna take advantage of it. Neck kiss with Gavin, go! Please. Gotta remember the manners.

“Aren’t you being a little handsy tonight, love?” Gavin asks, kissing along your jaw and slowly down your neck.

“Are you complaining?” You grin. He presses a warm kiss to your neck, chuckling. You slide your right hand down from his chest to his crotch and rub at him through the denim of his jeans.

“Christ.” Gavin grunts, turning the neck kiss into a bite. You tilt your head back a bit at that and sigh. You try rub against him again but he just shoves your hand out of the way, instead grinding against you.  

[vexillumalbum]

dawn spent by your side | MLQC GavinXReader

Fandom: MLQC

Word Count: 2772

Genre: fluff

Warnings: not-so-good pacing of the story and also terrible writing (but who’s surprised? not me)

There is something beautiful but depressing in dusks. When the blue of yet-not-so-dark sky meets the vibrant orange following after the setting sun. The day dies to let the night live like a lover giving up his life for his beautiful lady’s sake. He leaves so that she can rule. And then she cries and cries and cries and millions of her shining with sorrow tears decorate the heavens. Sometimes they are overshadowed by the evening curtain of fog that the gods send so that people are not able to see such a sad view. 

It’s splendid, but tragic.

He knows tragedy better than anyone and still only this time of day brings him desired peace. Maybe because the unbearable light steps aside to let the darkness and cold dominate and these are the only things he is used to. What’s more - he likes them. They are permanent, certain, they will never fall. They are the epitomes of stability - something he’s craved since being a child.

Sitting at the table by the big window he is surrounded by couples enjoying their meals, families spending the evening together and business partners concluding contracts. Trying no to think about how out of place he feels, he focuses on the breathtaking painting made by the gods behind the glass and unknowingly his stressed grip on the edge of the table decreases. Usually, the vision of meeting you doesn't make him nervous, but today his heartbeat is slightly faster and his hands sweat a little more. 

„I’m so sorry, Gavin!” Your sweet melodious voice pulls him out of his messy thoughts. It doesn’t escape his attention how panicked and out-of-breath you sound probably because of rushing here and feeling guilty for being over thirty minutes late. „I tried to make it on time, but the shooting’s been prolonged and then we had a problem with cameras and— ugh, nevermind. I’m really sorry.”

Before he even has a chance to stand up and help you get rid of your coat or move the chair for you to sit comfortably, you shoot him an apologetic smile and fall into a seat opposite him.

„It’s okay.” Gavin’s lips quirk slightly upwards and he is sure that the tips of his ears are now red. What your very presence does to him… „You didn’t have to hurry. I don’t mind waiting.”

It’s not a lie, but nevertheless a part of him is glad that you appeared in the restaurant before the sun has completely set, because the way the orange rays sweep your face makes Gavin wonder if maybe you are an angel sent to save his soul. As your eyes shine under the attack of warm light you squint them slightly to relieve tired after all day of looking at the computer screen or camera pupils. At the same time, you are wrinkling your nose and a few small wrinkles appear on your forehead, and his hands itch from wanting to smooth them out. Fortunately, he controls himself in time and clenches his fists on his lap. 

The floral dress, which you spent the entire previous evening choosing, is slightly creased after a long day of work, but you hope that Gavin will not notice it. So you just casually take off your coat and hang it at the back of your chair - it may be too informal behavior for the restaurant you are in but you don’t care - and gently smooth out cleavage that got slightly out of place when you were running to get here. You don't know why, but a pleasant warmth is spread inside your chest when you see that the light blue Gavin’s blazer is exactly the same color as the flowers on your dress.

When the waiter brings you the dishes previously ordered by the officer at your request on the phone, you two are deeply engaged in a conversation about how Minor upset you and Anna that day and almost led to a catastrophe on the set. It is a kind of tradition that at every meeting you talk about your mutual friend - you most often complain about his behavior, and Gavin agrees at times adding some remarks about how long ago you should have dismissed Minor. None of you have bad intentions for the boy, of course, but you need to discuss some of his behavior with someone from time to time.

Vibrant mosaic of colors in the sky fades and gives way to beautiful stars scattered across the heavens as you two are eating desserts. All nervousness disappeared some time ago and a genuine smile and rosy cheeks appeared in its place. It's surprising how in your presence Gavin turns from a stern cold officer into a blushing tender man. 

The conversation does not stop and you get the impression that you could talk with him for hours. Whatever you say, he listens intently and expresses his opinions when you need them or just nods when all you want to do is ramble. You see a flash of interest in his eyes even when you tell him about something that is completely outside his comfort zone and you swear that if he looks at you like that for a while longer, you’re gonna melt on the spot. Even the ice cream you eat between telling the story of the store you went to last weekend and laughing at Gavin's reactions doesn't help you cool down.

„I want to take you somewhere,” he says, when he’s leading you to the car he borrowed from Eli yesterday. It’s a jeep, adapted for off-road use. Perfect for what he has planned. „if you don’t mind.”

„Of course I don’t.” You give him a big smile, the one he adores so much. „But shouldn't I be the one taking you somewhere? This dinner was your idea, so I should repay you…”

„Your presence is enough.” 

Suddenly you are grateful that there are few lanterns in the parking lot, so there is a possibility that he does not see how you turn into a tomato. Surely not only your cheeks are turning red, but  all your face is. Only Gavin can embarrass you with just one oh-so-casually spoken sentence. Somehow you love it.

The silence that prevails in the car is comfortable. After hours of talking, your unclosing mouth and his irreplaceable reactions, this tranquility disturbed only by quietly playing the rhythmic melody of the radio is calming and pleasant. 

You are too lost in admiring the ever-energetic city - neon lights creating beautiful combinations, interactive billboards enlivening gray streets, colorful shop windows - to see Gavin's furtive glances toward you. And somehow, every time you look at him, his eyes are focused on the road, and there is not a single trace after he studied your interested in the outside world face just a second ago. What you can't see is his one hand slightly stronger clamped on the steering wheel, the heart beating unexpectedly fast in his chest and the other hand sweating on his lap. He says to himself to get it together but it's Sisyphean work at this point.

„Stargazing?” Your question is quiet, rather spoken to yourself, but he catches it anyway and looks at you with a shy smile as if confirming. He’s turning the car into the forest, right after leaving the city’s borders, where the road gets much less solid. You recognize this route because you and Gavin have been here many times before.

After stopping the vehicle on the highest hill, as usual, Gavin grabs your hand - silently praying that you will not notice that it is slightly more sweaty than normal - and you moderately hug his firm body so that the wind can lift you two up. There is something so familiar about it that when an officer asks you if you are ready, you automatically answer „yes" without any hesitation or fear. 

The first thing you look for when the warm gust of wind swirls around your legs and lifts you in the air is the well-known Jupiter, but when you don't see the point glistening near the moon, you frown. Gavin chuckles and his warm breath hits the side of your head.

„It is a bit late to see Jupiter. It is best seen in May.”

„Oh.”

„But you can see Mercury here.” He turns you one hundred and eighty degrees and bends slightly so that you have a better view from above his shoulder. „Right above these high trees.”

„That bright spot between two stars?”

„Yes.”

It's amazing how many stars are reflected in your eyes as you look around the sky. There is something magical about it, because Gavin is not sure if maybe your eyes are always so shiny and during stargazing, when he holds you close, he is just able to see that better. You gently fidget in his arms and point to one of the visible constellations, and the man immediately tells you everything he knows about it. You smile softly, from the bottom of your soul, as you listen to him and that makes his chest swells. 

You don't notice that somewhere between explaining you the phases of the moon and showing the next constellation, Gavin moved away from you and your bodies are connected only by your clasped hands. He's testing something he has been thinking of for a long time, so a triumphant smile does not leave his lips when he manages to hold you in the wind without supporting you with his body. All he has to do is take his hand away to complete the experiment.

„Gavin!” You squint when suddenly the warmth of his body is absent and the only thing you feel is light breeze surrounding your frame. You reach for him instinctively, but he only moves farther away smiling.

Gavin would never do anything to hurt you even a little, so you are sure that he is one hundred precent in control and you have nothing to fear, but your legs still start shaking.

„Don’t be afraid.” His voice is carried to you by the wind and it seems to you that he is right next to you, not a few feet away. „I got you. You can move, you won’t fall. I promise.”

He promises. 

Of course he does.

At first you turn around not sure if the moves that are too rapid will make him unable to hold you, but when you notice his slightly raised eyebrows and waiting eyes as if challenging you, you start moving much more freely. 

You do everything that comes to your mind. Pirouettes, leeks, pseudo-ballet figures. All this time you giggle like a small child, because who would not do that with the literal possibility of flying? Oh, ok, you can think of one particular CEO who would have his famous poker face stuck to his face even in such a situation, but the exception only confirms the rule.

„Look,” You are interrupted by two hands sneakily encircling your waist and warm breath hitting the back of your neck. You lean your back on officer’s muscular chest and look in the direction Gavin's looking. „it’s starting.”

Something beautiful, like in a fairy tale, unravels before your eyes when the first streak of light marks the sky, followed by several others. Each one is slightly different but at the same time all from one family. Some have simple flight trajectories and appear and then disappear as if they were never there, but others fly diagonally and even in spirals and they are especially memorable.

That's why he took you here today. Meteor shower.

It's not even a moment, and instead of levitating you are sitting on the roof of a jeep, on an unfolded blanket - which you have no idea where it came from - with a hand holding Gavin's hand. 

„They are called Perseids.” He explains moving closer to you. „Tonight you can see up to several thousand meteors per hour.”

„That many?” You ask not tearing your eyes from the splendid view above the trees.

„There is a sudden increase in activity this year. It happens once every few years.”

„That’s beautiful.” A sigh escapes your lips as you lean closer resting your head on his shoulder. 

It seems so natural for Gavin: to hold you close while watching such an extraordinary phenomenon. He can experience something so astonishing with the most important person in his life and he is sure he wouldn’t have it any other way. No one else could arouse such emotions in him, with no one else he could feel so safe and calm.

„Thank you for showing me this.” This time you look at him with a small smile plastered to your lips and slightly rosy cheeks. He wants to tell you how lovely you look now, but he bites his tongue and instead just smiles back. 

„You’re welcome.” He answers, but you don't turn back to look at the meteor shower. Instead, your gaze is focused on his amber iris and how unusually they’re glistening in the light of the moon and falling rocks. He frowns. „Something’s wrong?” 

You don't know why and how, but suddenly there is adrenaline in your veins and you want - no, need - to kiss him. This sudden surge of courage may have something to do with the fact that you were flying a moment ago, and if you could levitate then you should be able to do it too.

Just a little light peck. If he doesn’t want it, he can push you away. 

Right?

His lips are surprisingly soft, so you want to kiss him even longer and harder, but you need to refrain when you do not find any reaction on his part. His hand is still squeezing yours and his eyes are watching your every move, but his mouth doesn't move. You clench your lips in a thin line thinking you destroyed the months of your friendship with this one impulsive decision. But the truth is you can no longer play with him in meetings that look like dates, although they are not at all, giving each other presents without a special occasion and explaining that friends do that and calling each other in the middle of the night, when one of you has a nightmare. 

You already want to open your mouth and begin to explain yourself - you are willing to say anything to save the situation - when he grabs your neck and with a power you have never felt from him kisses you passionately. 

You drink each other's smells and tastes like thirsty mad-mans you are after so much time playing in the stalks. It is not known which of you is more greedy for the other person, so a lot of time passes before you break away from each other breathing heavily.

„I—”

„I liked it.” He says before you even have the chance to take a deeper breath to calm your beating heart. „We should do it more often.” 

You slightly arch your brows at what he said but then seeing his innocent and gleeful expression you giggle. To be honest, Gavin is everything you want in a partner: he is good, patient, kind, just and loving - at least towards you - and sometimes you felt like you didn’t deserve him as friend let alone as a lover. But as you look at him being so happy because of just a kiss, you want to hug him and never let him go. 

„Yeah, I agree.” You give him another peck on the lips and he hugs you to his chest. Both your heartbeats harmonize and everything suddenly falls in its place.

You stay in this position until orange smudges appear on the horizon heralding the arrival of the next morning. The night gray disappears so that the vibrant colors of the day take their rightful place alongside the sun. Normally Gavin would complain, grunt under his breath about the unbearable light of the next day. His preferred cold goes into oblivion for the next several hours and he again has to face the hardships of everyday life. 

But now, somehow, instead of frowning at the rising sun, the smile does not leave his face. Maybe it's because of the warmth of your body, or maybe because he still feels your sweet taste on his tongue. 

Maybe it's your presence that makes the days not so bad.

Maybe, just maybe, dusk won't be his favorite time of day anymore, but dawn.

Dawn spent by your side.

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thank you so much for reading!

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[angelanimedesaray]

Okay, so my WIPs...

as soon as I finish this half-written GavinxReader request, I'm gonna do my new Demi-God!Reader AOT request (I'm giving requests priority over everything else) and then another Survive or Live chapter. honestly I might write those two AOT pieces at the same time, lol.

Might roll out a short, random Kiro fluff piece in the middle of all that, make it a "Kiro takes care of writer/creative reader" as a bit of a self-indulgence piece, hehe.

Also I'm going to be wrestling with the two other AOT series ideas that have invaded my mind, and try to keep them at bay O.O Dont you love when all your ideas hit you at once???

[thedragonkween]

hey angie~ Ive got a song rec for you! This one is quite different from previous recs and maybe weird, but after your smoking-after-sex answer (which really made me feel a thing) I realized that "Taking Back Sunday-Makedamnsure" is definitely some kind of hateful! GavinxReader (especially last verse huh). Hope you like it~ (Btw thank you for following me! I feel so blessed!) 💙

Honey this is not strange at all! Actually I like it so much?? I think this is my favourite song rec holy Jesus!

It definitely has those love/hate relationship vibes that are just perfect for Gavin and Reader!! Dark, angsty, smutty song...The whole lyrics are very fitting, but my favourite lines are:

You are everything I want

Because you are everything I'm not

(Gavin is the asshole everyone can't stand, while you're known to be a sweet soul and Gav just wants to be loved like you are)

***

I just wanna break you down so badly

In the worst way

(Also dark Nines vibes here 👀 But works with Gav 'cause he wants to absolutely ruin you; he hates that he loves you this much)

***

Scissor shaped across the bed

You are red, violent red

You hollow out my hungry eyes

(Kinda nsfw, I imagine you sprawled across his bed after angry sex, your body painted with hickies and bites)

***

I'll make damn sure

That you can't ever leave

No you won't ever get too far from me

(And again some other dark Nines here. Also Gav wants to make sure you're his, he's found someone who not only tolerates him, but loves him and he's not gonna let go.)

***

And also, I can't stop imagining this song playing in the background of my mind as Gavin and Reader have sex 😍 You should definitely listen to it!

[princeforestfox]

Second Chapter of my GavinxReader fic is up if you wanna read it!

[ofmintsugas]

more than just a fort

Rating: M Pairing: Michael/Reader/Gavin Summary: You didn't expect for making to turn into something more, but you aren't the one to complain. A/N: Okay, I'm so sorry it's taken me so long to put this out, but it's out! I know I promised this like... last week, but I haven't been in the best mood lately, but I'm getting better and I finally finished this! I hope it's everything you guys wanted! The final word count is 3425 words, another long one, and it's a threesome and contains some dirty talk. Just to let you guys know.

To say you guys were hyped up and a little tipsy wasn't cutting it. You guys have thrown back tons of red bulls and beers and have spent half the night playing video games in your apartment. It was a regular occurrence, one that happened at least once a week. It was an easy way to let go of the stress and the worries and just have fun. More than once, it's ended up with you, Michael, and Gavin getting absolutely smashed and acting like children; that is, of course, more than you already did.

Michael slides you down his front and you can feel a blush appear on your cheeks when you feel your breasts slide against his chest. You enjoyed having his body pressed up against yours, but you wouldn't tell a soul about it. Never. Your feet now firmly on the floor, you can't help but to leave your body firmly against his for a moment, before pushing him away from you. "Idiot! I've told you not to pick me up!" 

Michael just smirks, leaning in close to your face. "But you fucking like it," he teases, making you roll your eyes. 

"Yeah, I'm pretty sure that's just you, asshole," you retort, before sashaying away from him and over to Gavin. You can hear Michael make a sound of protest, before he follows after you. Gavin has taken to taking any blankets he can find around your apartment and throwing them on the couch. 

"What the fuck are you doing, Gav?" Michael asks, raising an eyebrow. You pick up one of your fuzzy blankets, wrapping it around yourself before falling onto the couch. 

"I wanna make a fort!" He exclaims with childish enthusiasm, before flopping himself down on top of you. You squeal, squirming around under him, hearing his giggles. Your curses are muffled by the blankets and you hear Michael's footsteps underneath Gavin's laughter before the weight on you is pulled off.

"You're going to squish her, idiot!" Michael cries, before you hear the thump of Gavin hitting the floor. Gavin squawks and you peek your head up, giggling when you see him on the floor, Michael standing over him with his hands on his hips. You scramble up and off the couch, straddling Gavin's stomach and sticking your tongue out at him. 

"I win!" You say, before grinning up at Michael. "Now, I do have to agree with Gav. I want to make a fort too!" You beam up at him, before scurrying off of Gavin and heading towards the kitchen. The two men follow after you and in a matter of minutes, you've dragged the chairs out from the kitchen table and into the living room. While Michael and Gavin argued about what way to make it, you went around, gathering pillows and other comfy things and placing them on the couch. 

Finally, you're able to get Michael and Gavin to settle on something and the fort is made. It's big enough for the three of you to fit in and filled with pillows and Gavin is the first one to climb into it, making noises of excitement. You giggle, following Gavin in and snuggling into his side as Michael joins you both, sitting next to you. You grin up at Gavin, then Michael.

"This is a pretty good fort," you comment, gently bumping your head against Gavin's and placing your legs in Michael's lap. It felt good having the both of them here with you, and you considered them your 'boys'. They were the guys you hang out with the most, the ones who can always make you laugh. You can always rely on them when you're sad as they always go out of their way to make you feel better about yourself and cheer up. They were your best friends.

But you couldn't deny that you were attracted to the both of them. You wanted them both, wanted to curl up in their arms, having them on either side of you like they were now. You wanted to have amazing sex with the both of them, pleasuring them while they pleasured you. But this was only something you dreamed about. You knew it would never happen, so you were content just to imagine.

Letting out a small content murmur as you feel Michael's hands rest on your bare thighs, you snuggle deeper into Gavin's side. "Yeah, we did a pretty bangin' job. It's top. What are we going to name it?" Gavin asks, wrapping his arm around your stomach, his fingers curling around your side.

"Fucking... Gavin, it's a fort! Call it the Fucking Fort for all I care!" Michael rolls his eyes and you can't help but to giggle, looking back and forth between them. 

"But Micool!" Gavin whines and you instantly perk up. 

"Micool!" You repeat in the same tone that Gavin uses and untangle yourself from Gavin's grip and straddle Michael's lap. "Micool! Micoooooo!" You wiggle in Michael's lap, before leaning forward, brushing your nose against his.

Michael's fingers instantly grab onto your hips and you can feel his body tense up underneath you. You pull back, just slightly, and bite your bottom lip. His face is unreadable, and you've never seen that look in his eyes before. "Michael..." you whisper, staring into his eyes. Then suddenly, his lips are on yours, his arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you closer to him.

It takes you a moment to piece together what was happening. In your tipsy state, you were half convinced that you were dreaming. Part of you wanted to give in and kiss Michael like you've never kissed before, but the other part of you remembered Gavin. Your eyes had began to flutter shut, but they snap open and you turn your head just slightly to look at Gavin. You don't want to pull away from Michael, but you knew you were almost going to have to.

You expected to see Gavin looking angry, or upset, or something among those lines, but what you saw made your heart jump in your throat. He's staring at you both, a mixture of arousal and approval written across his face. He stares into your eyes for a moment, before he gives you a short nod. That's all it takes for you to know that they both want this. You couldn't believe that this was real and happening right now. Your dreams were becoming a reality and it made you feel like the luckiest girl on the planet.

Michael had pulled back, just slightly, but with Gavin's approval, you now press your lips back to Michael's. He lets out a small noise, one that sounds like relief, and his arms tighten around you. Your fingers tangle in his curls and you press your body closer to his, needing more. His hips roll up into yours, causing you to gasp and he takes advantage of the moment to explore your mouth. The feeling of his tongue brushing against your teeth and your own tongue has a soft moan emitting from the back of your throat.

Your eyes flutter shut, and you gently tug at his hair, wanting even more. You want Michael's bare chest against yours, his fingers running across your skin. You want his lips on your body, and then you want to retaliate with kisses of your own. You want to hear his moans, his breath uneven, his whispered words as you both get each other off. But thinking of Michael like that instantly makes you think of Gavin. Speaking of Gavin...

You tear your lips from Michael's as soon as you feel fingers slide along your arm. Staring up at Gavin, your breath catches in your throat and you lick your lips. There was hunger in his eyes, and his eyes never left your face, but as you lowered your eyes to take him in fully, you could see the slight pout on his lips and you knew that you wanted to kiss it away... or fuck it away. Whichever was better.

"Why do you get to have all the fun?" Gavin asks, looking at Michael. Although it came out as a small whine, you could hear the small hitch in his voice, the mix of desperation that it held. Michael blinks, his eyes scanning the side of your face, before he turns you towards Gavin just slightly. You're still in his lap, but your upper body is facing Gavin.

"You're not going to fucking hog her. I've wanted this just as much as you have," Michael grumbles, his fingers digging possessively into your sides. Your stomach does flip flops, hearing those words. Have they thought about this just as much as you have? Have they wanted you just as much and as long as you wanted them? They must have talked about this, if they were so easily into this, if they weren't angry at each other, or upset. It made you feel happy and you eagerly lean in, kissing Gavin. That gets the pout off his face and he kisses you back with as much enthusiasm that you had shown. 

Michael's hips grind up into you, as a reminder to you that he was still there. But it wasn't like you were going to forget him. Not when this was all you've ever wanted; both Michael and Gavin kissing you, making you feel good, and you returning the favor. Your fingers tug at his curls, your hips moving against his as you breathlessly kiss Gavin. Gavin's hands cup your neck, his kisses almost intoxicating, just like Michael's had been. Your head was spinning, your body heating up as arousal fills your body. Feeling Michael's mouth against your neck, you shiver, letting out a soft sound of pleasure into Gavin's mouth. 

"Shit..." Michael murmurs against your skin, pressing kisses up and down your neck, You can feel his ragged breathing and his fingers tightening their grip on your hips. You can feel his erection straining against his jeans, and the way he grinds against you, he hits your clit every single time and the friction is almost too good to stand. You whimper, your other hand going to Gavin's shirt, grasping it in a fist. 

"Clothes... need to come off..." you hear Michael's voice in your ear and you slowly pull your kiss swollen lips away from Gavin's. For a moment, you all just look back and forth at each other, the sounds of heavy breathing filling the room, before hands are everywhere. You don't know who's hands are who's, but you know you have two pairs on your own body, and once you're undressed, you start on helping them rid themselves of their own clothes. The sounds of clothes being dropped to the side carelessly are mingled with the breathy moans you all let out when you finally see each other fully naked. 

Gavin and Michael's eyes are on your body, taking in your nakedness. You can't stop looking back and forth at them, your eyes dragging up and down their forms. You all sit back on your knees, the fort making it hard to do much of anything, but you don't care, and you know Michael and Gavin don't either. Your eyes flicker back and forth between both men, unsure of what to do next. But when you reach out, your fingers ghosting over their chests, they don't even hesitate to pull you back to them. 

Gavin's hands are around your waist this time, trying to tug you to him, but Michael is determined to get you back into his lap. There's a moment of silence as they struggle, before Gavin lets out a whine. "Micool!" He exclaims, the pout returning on his face. His fingers dig into your sides and you can't help but to giggle, watching as Michael sighs, exasperation written clearly on his face.

"If you fucking get her first, then I get her the next time, fully, by myself, and you can sit in the fucking corner and watch," Michael growls. You raise an eyebrow, but can't help but to picture that scene in your head. Michael above you, thrusting deep into you while you glance over at Gavin, seeing him staring at you both much like he was doing earlier. You turn to look at Gavin, and his eyes roam your face. He must've read your mind because he just nods, then pulls your back flush against him, one hand wrapping around your waist and the other dipping between your legs, his fingers ghosting around your clit.

"Bloody worth it," he groans, lifting his fingers up to show Michael your wetness. You let out a soft moan, looking at the lust on Michael's face and the feel of Gavin's hardened member against your lower back. Gavin's teeth nip along your neck, and his fingers slide back down to your center, his fingers dipping inside of you and the heel of his hand grinding against your clit.

"Oh... please..." you whimper, already needing more than was already given to you. Your hands flail in the air for a moment, before one tangles in Gavin's hair and the other is gripping Michael's tattooed arm. 

"Fucking..." Michael breathes out, before he pulls your upper body towards him, his lips slamming against yours. Gavin's lips are pulled away from your neck, but it doesn't bother him. He just trails his kisses up and down your shoulders and back, making you shiver whenever he decides to leave marks, using his teeth and tongue expertly. Michael's lips glide over yours, his hands turning into fists in your hair. You whine into Michael's mouth, your tongue moving against his as he dips his tongue in and out of your mouth, like a reminder of the act that you know he wants to be doing to you, instead of Gavin.

You wiggle your hips, Gavin's fingers curling deep inside you and making your head spin. Your fingers dig into Michael's arms and you remove your hand from Gavin's hair as his lips leave your back. You can feel him shuffling around behind you, but Michael keeps you distracted enough to not feel completely empty when Gavin's fingers leave your body. You do let out a little whine, and you lick your hand, before moving your hand down to Michael's dick, brushing against it.

"Fuck," Michael gasps, pulling away from your mouth to bury his head in your neck as you wrap your fingers around him. In this position, it's not easy to lean down and take him into your mouth, no matter how much you want to do it, so you settle for just stroking him. Your thumb slides over his head, spreading the pre-cum there, and then you nip along the skin of his neck, reveling in the muffled sounds he made against your neck.

You jump, letting out a squeak when you feel the head of Gavin's cock beginning to press into you. "Oh, fuck. Yes, Gavin. Please!" You moan, pushing back on him. He slides a little deeper inside of you, making you both groan, and your fingers tighten around Michael's dick just slightly. Michael lets out a throaty sound, his hands moving down from your hair to caress your breasts, his fingers pinching and pulling at your nipples. You whine, biting down on his skin before he moves to kiss you again.

Pleasure is coming from every nerve ending and your breathy moans and whimpers are getting more and more frequent. Michael's hands over your chest, pulling your hardened nipples and then rolling them in his fingers, his mouth on yours, sucking on your tongue while he groans into your mouth. Gavin's fingers trail up and down your back before grasping your hips, his thrusts into you becoming faster and faster as well as his grunts. Their heavy breathing, the noises coming out of their mouths, mixed with your own cries, has the pleasure spiking through your body even more. You squeeze the base of Michael's cock, making him grunt, before you stroke him faster, matching the rhythm that Gavin has set. 

Michael pulls away from your lips staring deep into your eyes. His hands leave your breasts, and one moves back up to your hair, keeping it in a fist at the base of your neck, and the other sliding down to your clit. The feeling has you gasping as Michael rubs your clit slowly, Gavin sliding in deeper than ever before. Your pussy contracts around him, making him grunt and you bite your bottom lip, unable to look anywhere but into Michael's eyes as you stroke him.

"You look so fucking good like this. Fucking fuck..." Michael gasps out, his breath ghosting over your lips. "You look so pretty... fucking gorgeous when you're being pounded into. Your noises... fuck..." he groans, before he slams his lips to yours again, his noises muffled as his body tenses. His fingers rub faster, and his teeth dig into your bottom lip. Gavin shifts his hips and because of that, he hits that spot in you that has you coming instantly. You cry out into Michael's mouth, your body trembling as your hand work at his dick, trying to get him to come as well.

But it's Gavin who comes next, his arms wrapping around your back and his head resting between your shoulder blades as he thrusts weakly in and out of you, grunting. You whine, moving the hand that was on Michael's arm for balance to slide behind you, resting on Gavin's back as he catches his breath, pressing kisses to your skin. Coming down from your high, you work harder at trying to get Michael to come, and you pull away from his lips to press kisses down his neck and chest, trying hard not to fall into him. "I can't wait until you're the one fucking me, Michael," you gasp out, trying to look as seductive as possible as you lick a stripe up the middle of his chest. 

That does it. Michael's eyes snap shut, and his hips buck as he comes in spurts, hitting your chest and stomach. Ragged breathing is all that can be heard for a few minutes, the three of you not moving from your positions. Then, slowly, Gavin pulls out of you, flopping back onto the multiple pillows with a huff, a silly smile on his face. You snuggle down next to him, dragging Michael down next to you. You wrap Michael's arm around your waist, snuggling your back into him as you press your front against Gavin's.

"That was bloody top," Gavin giggles, before throwing his arm in the air. His hand bumps the ceiling of the fort and the next thing you know, the blankets collapse, falling in on you three. Gavin squeals and you echo him with one of your own, before you both burst into giggles. 

"Gavin, you stupid fuck!" Michael gets out, his hands furiously working to get the blankets off your guys heads. That just makes you laugh even more and you turn to look at him.

"Come on, it's funny, Micool," you say playfully, grinning at him when the blankets are off of your face. His face softens and he leans forward, kissing you gently. 

"Yeah, I guess so," he says, before lets out a soft chuckle. You're silent for a moment, resting your head against Michael's before you lean over, kissing Gavin sweetly. The kiss lasts for a while, before you snuggle between them, making sure to keep your body close to theirs.

"So... are we going to do this again next time we hang out like this?" You ask, quietly, resting your forehead against Gavin's shoulder. 

"You better fucking believe it," Michael mutters, resting his lips against your bare shoulder. 

"We've both wanted this... we're not going to give you up, love," Gavin tells you, pressing a kiss to your head. You feel love for the both of them well up in your heart and you let out a small content sound. 

"Good. Because after tonight... I wouldn't have it any other way..."

[hiiraism4]

Gavin’s prompt : Wedding Night [Fluff]

MLQC

Pairing : GavinxMC, gavinxyou

Fluff, i assure you it’s fluff

On your wedding night with Gavin, he told you “You being you is enough for me. Thank you for always trying your best. Thank you for being here.”

Stepping in from the opened door and white carpet decorated by blue daffodil in front of you, you walked slowly as your white wedding gown swept the floor. Holding your uncle’s hand beside you, you walked down the aisle, seeing people you know were standing from their seat, watching you in awe as you stepped forward.

But none of their awe stare compared to one particular man who were waiting for you at the end of the aisle. The man whom loved you for years, your ups and downs. The man who patiently waited for you and never forced any of his feelings to you. The one you could always count on despite his cold demeanor at first. One who would protect you from danger, comforted you when you needed one.

Once you reached the altar, you let go of your uncle’s hand. He patted your back, giving his proud smile at you. You smiled back at him and watched him went away, leaving both you and your groom. The man who you will take his last name stared at you, smile never faltered from his face.

The officiant, holding the paper in his hand, looking at both of you. The middle aged man smiled. The man who in a minute to be your husband nodded to the officiant. The smile disappeared from his face, changed to a serious one, nervous even.

“I, Gavin Bai, take you (Y/N), to be my lawfully wedded wife. I take you with all your faults and all my strengths as i offer you with all my faults and all my strengths. I promise to honor and care for you, to cherish and encourage your own fulfillment as an individual through all the changes in our lifes. I choose you as the person whom i will spend my entire life.” Gavin said.

He exhaled, relieved that he managed to say the sentence in one go. Gavin was never a really man of words, you know that too well. You smiled at him, saying your own vow.

“I, (Y/N), take you Gavin Bai, to be my lawfully wedded husband. I take you with all your faults and all my strengths as i offer you with all my faults and all my strengths. I promise to honor and care for you, to cherish and encourage your own fulfillment as an individual through all the changes in our lifes. I choose you as the person whom i will spend my entire life.”

Gavin held both of your hand in his. Both of you were smiling.

~~~~

You stared in front of your vanity mirror. You were staring there blankly with your robe and wet hair, didn’t mind to dry it properly. Gavin was just finished with his shower and walking out of the shower already wearing his shirt and boxer, drying his hair with towel. Gavin snaked his arms on your waist from behind, trapping you to his chest.

“What’s wrong?” Gavin asked.

You stared at Gavin’s eye from the vanity mirror, you shook your head lightly, smiling at the man who just became your husband several hours ago. “No, it’s nothing.” you said.

Gavin hummed, taking your hand in his and lead you to bed. Both of you sat on the bed and Gavin caressed your head lightly as you could feel air blowing around your hair, drying your still wet hair with his evol.

“You’ll get sick if you don’t dry your hair properly.” Gavin said. You giggled as the wind blowed your hair, sometimes the air blowing your cheek softly, tickling you.

After drying your hair, both of you snuggled on the bed, covered in blanket. Today was a long day for both of you. The wedding plan took a bit longer than you thought it would. The fact that your an orphan whom only have your relative to walked you down on the aisle and Gavin who didn’t even want to invite his family to come made the preparation took longer than it should, especially from your family. You understood Gavin’s reasons, but it was a hard time to convince your side of family.

You were also still busy with work since Victor still wanted some reports to be done before your marriage. You know Victor was being kind--in his own way. He let you have honeymoon vacation for 2 weeks, but the condition was you needed to finish some projects and reports. And you, being someone who wouldn’t say no to such rare opportunity, decided to took the challenge. Leaving Anna to take care of the planning for your wedding. And surprisingly, Anna did good job on helping and handling all the preparations, also with Victor’s tips and reccomendations. The CEO of LFG did come to your wedding ceremony for a short while, even if he received Gavin’s glare all the time. He did leave early cause he still had work to but managed to congratulate both of you (still Gavin only wear his strained smile at him).

Kiro also came, in disguise. You and Gavin caught him in the corner, smiling while waving his hand. He gave his blessings and congratulate both of you and left in a hurry before someone noticed he was there. Gavin wasn’t really pleased but he didn’t say anything, he nodded his head and gave Kiro his gratitude, which the latter accepted with a grin on his face.

You were lost in your own thoughts as you think about how you should live your life from now on. You weren’t exactly a confident person in the first place. Knowing Gavin, the man whom you secretly had crush after meeting him again after years since high school had the same feeling for you even when you were still school made your heart swell. You were also worried about his job. How dangerous his missions, how demanding it was, how long he could be away from you once he was in missions.

“You’re lost in thoughts again.” Gavin said.

You turned to see Gavin beside you. He wasn’t exactly annoyed but he bopped the tip of your nose with his forefinger. You smiled at his gesture and scooted closer to his chest. Gavin held you close as you listened to his heartbeat.

Having Gavin as your husband was like a dream. The man might look like unapproachable, but he really was handsome. He had several girl collagues fawning over him, despite him being professional around them and didn’t care much. Gavin might be a lone wolf, but he had charms and no one could deny that.

“Are you okay?” Gavin asked. “You’ve been quiet.”

You shook your head, again. Gavin pulled you even closer to him, his hand held your hand close to his chest. Being in Gavin’s hug always calms you down, it was warm. But at the same time, suffocating. You were happy, happy beyond words being with him. But at the same time scared. Scared that you weren’t good enough for him.

“You know, you’re good enough as you are.” Gavin began. “You’re not sure of yourself, aren’t you?” he asked.

You gulped, feeling the tears pooled on your eyes.

“You might never know how lucky i was when i met you again. How happy i was when you let me become your friend cause you were scared of me back in high school. I was like...flying to heaven when you said yes to my confession back then.” Gavin rubbed your back.

“I know, our relationship is still opposed by most of your big family due to my upbringing. I know you tried so hard to convinced them, until some of them accepted me. I know you also worked hard so you could get holiday and leave less stuff to handle for your team and Minor. I know you’re always worried when i’m on mission.” Gavin used his evol to blow soft wind around you trying to calm you down as he felt you stiffen in his hug.

“You being you is enough for me. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for still keep on doing things you believed in, keep on being strong, the cheerful girl i always remember from high school.” Gavin cupped your face, turning your head upward to meet his eyes. You tried so hard to blink the tears away, but you were so powerless in his hand. Gavin’s soft expression, the side he let only for you to see, the way his lips curled into a soft smile.

“You’ve been doing good. You’ve been fighting hard on your own, handling your father’s company. You also tried so hard for our relationship. You’re so good to me, i couldn’t ask for more. You’re the best thing that ever come to my life. You’re the best and i won’t ask anything out of you except for you to be safe, healthy and happy, hoping that me being with you makes you feel all of that.” Gavin said, caressing your cheek.

You couldn’t hold your tears as Gavin poured all of his heart to you. On your first night as a husband and wife. As your tears rolled down from your eyes, Gavin kissed the tears.

“Thank you for being alive. Thank you for still holding on.” Gavin kissed your eyes.

“I love you, with all of me, i love you.” Gavin whispered softly.

Your last defense broke. Tears keep on coming out of your eyes, turned into sobs. Gavin held you close in his arms, caressing your hair softly. You held his back, clutching your fingers at his shirt, clinging to him as if he would vanish if you let go.

“You’re not alone. I’m here with you. I won’t leave you alone. We’ll do this together, okay?” Gavin said. You nodded on his chest.

Gavin kissed the top of your head.

“It’s okay to cry, let it all out. I’m not going anywhere. Life has been so hard on you, hasn’t it?” he soothed you. You nodded again.

“You too, Gavin.” you said between your sobs. Gavin went silent, he let you finish. “You’re not alone. Share the burden to me too. All of your happiness, your sadness, everything. I want to know more side of you, want to share the smile and tears with you.” you said, albeit taking it long cause you were still crying.

“I love you too, with all of me.” you said, raising your head to meet his eyes. He looked sad, but smiling nonetheless. Gavin caressed your cheek and pulled your face closer. He closed the distance, sealing your lips on his. You angled your head, deepening the kiss while your eyes still letting out stream of tears.

The kiss was soft.

He pulled away from you, placing his forehead on yours. He stayed there for a while, closing his eyes and he pulled you to his hug and rubbed your back in circles trying to soothe you. It didn’t take long before you began to feel sleepy and fell asleep while still crying to his chest.

You felt lucky to have him.

He felt lucky to have you.

[legaldrugsclub]

Title: Truth or Dare

Pairing: Reader/Gavin

Rating: R

Word Count: 1,590

Summary: Before long it was your turn and you were asked, "Truth or dare?

This wouldn’t end well, regardless of what you picked, "Dare?"

Ray suddenly called out, “Make out with Gavin!”

Prompt:

You'd come into work late on the day it happened: you'd had a normal doctor's appointment and it meant you'd be late to help film... well, pretty much everything. You were running through the things you needed to do to get the video up on time (it'd probably be best to skip lunch to finish editing and uploading it on time), when you opened the door and froze mid-step in the doorway with one hand on the doorknob.

"What the hell are you all doing?" You asked, dropping your bag onto the couch next to the door of the office, they all stopped their conversation and turned their attention to you, giving a mixture of greetings and asking why the hell you were back so soon.

You were greeted with the sight of the six men seated on the floor in a circle or at least as much of a circle as the cramped room would allow. The chairs were pushed into the desks (a rare occurrence in the office) to give them as much room as possible.

"Hey, we're playing truth or dare!" Geoff gestured to the group surrounding him.

"Aren't we supposed to be working or something? Aren’t we like a month behind on editing?" You asked, usually at this time of day the office was a frenzy of people rushing to get things edited or being pulled out to record something or shoot a new short.

"Think of this as like a 'team building exercise’,” Geoff said.

"Come on! You can sit next to me; best seat in the house!" Ray called you over, scooting closer to Ryan so you could sit between him and Gavin.

You gingerly sat between them and they immediately launched back into the game, with all sorts of insane dares, ranging from chugging a gallon of milk to sneaking up behind someone in the office to dump water onto them.

Before long it was your turn and you were asked, "Truth or dare?

This wouldn’t end well, regardless of what you picked, "Dare?"

Ray suddenly called out, “Make out with Gavin!”

“Don’t sound so enthusiastic,” You shook your head, trying to ignore the unsettled feeling in your stomach, “Really?”

“Yeah, unless you want to pussy out.”

Gavin said, “I’m fine with it, I guess.”

Why’d he agree to that? He can’t agree to that. The world couldn’t be so cruel as to make you kiss the guy you’d liked for so long and to have him act like he didn’t care anything about it.

He sighed and leaned over, looking at you expectantly, “Wanna just get this over with as quickly as possible?”

“Yeah…”

And so you leaned forward and kissed him. It was as you’d always imagined, regardless of your coworkers watching. His lips were soft and when you put a hand on his face you could feel the stubble of his chin rough against your skin. You’re heart gave a stutter as you felt him deepening the kiss, you’d been content to keep it closed mouth and finish as quickly as possible, but his enthusiasm caught you off guard. It wasn’t like he’d ever given you any inclination that he’d liked you before so why do this now. But still, you couldn’t help returning the kiss just as passionately.

Michael smacked Gavin’s back, breaking the kiss, “Come on, man, it was funny at first, now it’s just weird.”

-

Later on, after work was done, the guys invited you out for drinks. You wholeheartedly agreed, ready to get a good buzz going and get that kiss out of your mind.

A few drinks later and you were feeling better, what had you been so worried about? It was just a dare. And Gavin had said so many times that he’d try and get with just about anyone. It wasn’t like a kiss like that meant anything to him. It was just part of the game to get a little closer to an easy lay.

You were sitting at the dim bar alone, the people you were sitting with had left for various destinations (either the bathroom or the dance floor), when you felt someone’s arms slide around your waist and hug you tightly to their chest. You started until you heard Gavin’s voice in your ear, “Calm down, Love.”

“Gavin? What’re you doing?”

“Just visiting.”

“Why?”

“I can’t stop thinking about kissing you earlier,” he kissed your neck gently.

“Gavin, you’re drunk…”

“Only a little,” He murmured, moving higher to kiss your jaw line.

“Gavin, no…” You said half-heartedly. You didn’t want to stop him. It felt nice to just let him do this.

“I’d offer to take you back to my place, but…”

Oh, right; Gavin lived with Geoff and Griffon and Millie. It would be incredibly hard to get around that.

You found yourself saying, “You can come to my apartment.”

You felt him grin against your neck, “Please.” He moved away and took you by the hand, leading you through the crowded bar and outside to an empty street.

-

A short cab ride later and you were fumbling with your keys, too distracted by Gavin being so close to you.

Finally, the door swung open and hit against the wall. You and Gavin tumbled into your apartment, kicking the door closed and kicking your shoes off.

“Wait…” You said, almost too distracted to form a proper thought, “Bedroom.”

He pulled away, almost disappointed at having to wait to walk the short distance to your bedroom.

When there, the two of you collapsed onto the bed in a frenzy of tangled limbs. It ended so you were sitting in his lap, pulling your top over your head and then going to kiss him again with your hands holding his face. You felt so ecstatic. It was happening. It was happening with an alcohol induced excitement, but it was still happening. You could feel him growing under you, pressing against you. Your hips rocked down on him, grinding against him, you were aching for contact. You began unbuckling his belt, struggling with the button on his pants.

You wanted this to happen, before he came to his senses and changed his mind.

He could feel your urgency and began to move quickly alongside you, taking off his shirt, undoing your shorts and tugging them down your hips. Soon your clothes were scattered over the floor, leaving the two of you in your underwear and you were gently palming him through the thin fabric as you kissed down his chest.

You heard him gasp as the cool air hit his erection and then gasp even deeper as your heated lips kissed their way up his cock and then take the tip into your mouth. You teased at the slight for a moment with your tongue before slowly taking it fully into your mouth, or at least trying too. It wasn’t an unpleasant taste. You couldn’t help your straying hands, gently rubbing yourself through your panties.

His breaths became heavier, turning into pants as you continued, alternating between giving attention to the tip and the shaft. His hips rocked into your mouth, “Fuck, you wouldn’t believe how good that feels.”

Pulling away you and ignoring his moan of displeasure at the loss of contact, you took off your underwear. You were so turned on; you doubted you really even needed to be stretched. And to test that you took a gentle hold on Gavin’s erection, guiding it into you and grabbing onto Gavin’s shoulders as he filled you. You were sure your nails would end up leaving marks on him, small cuts to show that last night wasn’t just a weird dream from too much liquor. It felt strangely good to have that power.

As you pulled yourself almost all of the way off of him and then back down, repeating the process, faster and faster as he moved to help you, before you knew it you calling his name out in time with the thrusts. He moaned your name, “I’ve wanted to do this for so long.”

Your back and thighs burned with the effort of staying in this position for so long.

“G-gavin, I’m coming~” You could feel your walls clamping down on him. That seemed to drive him over the edge and you could feel his warmth filling you inside, only furthering the ecstasy coursing through you.

After, you both had collapsed onto your bed, cuddling closely to one another.

“I’m really sorry Gav…” You said. You felt like you’d taken advantage of him, you’d had sex with him when he hadn’t even really wanted to kiss you when he was sober.

“What? Why?” He rolled onto his side, propping his head up with one hand.

“You’re drunk and I let you do this.”

He looked surprised, “I’m not drunk. I’ve only had a few bevs tonight. Nowhere near even tipsy.”

You quickly turned to look at him, “Oh, my God, you’re serious. You really are sober.” Your cheeks heated up, turning your face a deep shade of red. To help hide it you buried your face in your pillow.

“I never said I was sober, just not tipsy. I, uh, needed a few in me before I tried anything with you.” Gavin said, “Were you only going to do…me if I was drunk?”

“I didn’t think you’d be with me any other way. I mean, you didn’t really seem all that excited to kiss me earlier.”

“That has to be the stupidest thing you’ve ever said.”

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Yet another fic where I can't write smut like..at all.

[luffles424]

Stockholm

Pairing: GavinXFem!Reader

Count: 1204

Summary: You've started to like the visits you get from your captor.

Warning: Uhh... I'm not 100% what the warning on this should be. Kidnapping, maybe BDSM, Implied abuse/dubcon

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You hear the dull click, signaling his return. You quickly scramble to the edge of your small bed, the chain around your ankle clattering loudly against the cement. You rub your hands on your bare thighs, trying to gain a little warmth while you wait. Your heart pounds as you hear the footsteps coming down the stairs, but you refuse to look up. You know exactly what happens when you look up without permission. Feet enter your line of site and you hear giddy laughter.

“Oh you’ve learned. You’re doing so well, love.”

You flinch at the use of the nickname, still looking at his feet. A hand reaches under your chin and forces you to look up. You think about trying to plead with him again, but the welts from last time are still a little tender.

“So what should we do today, hmm?” His expression shifts when you don’t answer. “I asked you a fucking question, bitch.” He says in a low voice.

“We can do whatever you want, Gavin.” You say quietly.

He grins. “That’s so very thoughtful and considerate of you.”

He releases your chin and drums his fingers on his chin in thought. “You know, I had a pretty stressful day. I could stand to do something relaxing.”

You slide off the bed and kneel in front of him. He laughs, grin slightly more manic now.

“Cock hungry little whore, aren’t ya?”

“Yes, I am.” You respond as you undo his pants quickly.

You tug them down far enough to get to his hardening cock. You wrap one hand loosely around the base and take the head into your mouth. Gavin groans and his head falls forward, watching you. One hand grabs your hair roughly, forcing you to take more of him in your mouth. You gag slightly before relaxing and you begin to bob your head.

“You take my cock so fucking well.” He groaned.

After a while he pulled you off him and you stared up at him, panting. “Bed. Now.”

You stood and crawled onto the bed, sitting on your knees. He walked over to a drawer and unlocked it, pulling out a knife. Your breath caught in your throat and you swallowed thickly as he approached you. He pushed you down so you were on your back and straddled your thighs. You shivered as he ran one hand down your bare torso.

You bite your lip as he drags the tip of the knife gingerly down your ribs, leaving a thin trail of blood in the blades wake. He leans down and licks at the wound and you squirm slightly.

He sits back and sneers at you. “What a whore you are. I kidnap you. Lock you in a basement. Mark up your pretty little body. And here you are, getting off on it.”

He watches you for a moment before making another cut. “Aren’t I right, bitch?”

You nod slightly and stare at the wall. Gavin’s hand grabs your face, turning it roughly so you’re facing him.

“I’m sorry. What was that?” He says in a threatening voice, dragging the knife teasingly over your breasts.

“I said yes.” You say quietly and the knife digs in slightly. “Yes, Gavin. Yes, I like it.”

He pats your cheek. “There’s a good little slut.”

He leans down and sucks at the small cut on your breast. You whimper and he chuckles against your skin before leaning back. He studies you for a long moment before setting the knife to the side. He runs his hands across your skin, pressing against each cut, both old and new.

“Tell me what you want.” He cooed, bringing one hand to his mouth and sucking on a bloodied finger.

You squirm slightly.

“Come on, love. Use your words. What is it you want.”

“Fuck me…” You whisper, watching him suck on another finger.

“Didn’t quiet catch that. Say again?”

“Fuck me…” You say louder.

“Ah ah. What did we learn about manners the other day?” He grins. “Do I need to teach you another lesson?”

You shake your head quickly. “No, please no. I’m sorry. Please fuck me, Gavin.”

“Well who am I to say no to such a nice request.”

He stands and strips slowly, smirking as you watch him. He climbs back into the bed and your legs automatically fall apart, allowing him to situate himself there.

“Such a good girl for me.” He coos, running his hands down your sides.

You shiver, pushing your hips up against his slightly. He snickers and reaches down, running a finger along your slit.

You whimper. “Gavin, please….”

He gives you an amused smile. “You’re so wet. You enjoy this don’t you?”

He pulls his finger away and you whine at the loss.

“Tell me how much you like it, love.” He purrs, pressing his hips into yours.

“I like it a lot… I like it so much… Gavin please…” You rattle off, bucking against him slightly. “Please, please, please.”

Gavin’s hips leave yours for a moment before positioning himself and quickly slamming into you. You yelp and arch your back. He wraps and arm around your waist, holding you close as he starts to thrust. Your hands grip the sheets tightly and he ducks his head to suck a mark onto your neck.

You moan as he picks up his pace, one hand drifting to his shoulder. He catches it, pinning it above your head.

“You know you’re not allowed to touch unless I say so.” He says darkly, looking at you through half-lidded eyes.

S-sorry, Gavin…” You stammer and bite your lip.

Gavin hmms, grip tightening on your wrist. “Better be careful. Or you’ll need to be punished again. You know I just hate doing that to you.”

You shake your head. “It won’t happen again. I promise Gavin.”

He snaps his hips forward harshly. “Good. See that it doesn’t, love.”

You nod and he begins to thrust faster. He releases your wrist and slides his hand down you, running lightly along your cuts. You moan softly and slides his hand back up to palm your breast. His thrusts become erratic and his grip on you tightens. He buries his face in your neck and comes with a low groan.

He slumps against and stays still for a few moments before sitting back on his heels, looking down at you.

“You look good like this.” He smirks before standing and getting dressed.

He runs a hand affectionately across your cheek and presses a kiss to your forehead. “You’re becoming so much more well-behaved, love. I bet soon I won’t need to keep you chained. And maybe I’ll take you out to the backyard and get some sun.” He straightens and taps his chin thoughtfully. “But, we’ll see how you do the next few days. I’ll be back down in a bit with your dinner.”

You nod slightly, not looking at him. He takes hold of your chin, and gently lifts it so you’re looking at him.

“What do we saw when I leave?”

“Thank you, Gavin.” You say quietly.

“That’s a girl.” He smiles and runs his fingers absently down your chest before turning and leaving you alone again.

[somethinglacking]

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[mar-chant-live-without-you]

Gavin Imagine #66

Prompt:  herbelovedblackbird asked you: Gavin/Reader waking up on Christmas morning?!

If you’ve ever had younger siblings or just children in general in your house you know what it’s like on Christmas morning. You know the routine of being woken up at 5 or 6 in the morning to shuffle downstairs or upstairs or wherever to open gifts when you just want to sleep in. 

You thought that this wouldn’t be the case this year, seeing that it’s the first year where you weren’t accompanied by your little sister or your older sister’s sons or your older brother’s daughters. It was your first Christmas morning spent with no one but your warm covers and your amazing boyfriend. 

You were looking so forward to just sleeping in until 12 and then going to see your family later in the day and to just be surrounded by Gavin and…

and…

and……..

and………..

That was not the case.

At exactly 5:47a.m. you were awoken by shakes and a bouncing and jittery boyfriend.

"(Y/N)! Wake up! It’s Christmas! It’s Christmas!" he squealed.

"Gavin… Please… What time is it?" you groaned.

"Time to get up, you pleb! C’mon! It’s Christmas! Don’t you want to open up your presents and drink hot cocoa and.. and…"

"Yeah, sure.. Later," you rolled back over and pulled the covers over your head.

He pulled the covers off of you and climbed on top of you. “Please!”

"You’re like a fucking child, Gavin David Free. Please… Just let me sleep."

"But… Presents…," he whined and frowned.

At the sight of that frown, your stomach sank and your heart got a little sadder. It’s Christmas morning, you thought, it’s not going to hurt anything to just get up now and sleep later.

Besides, seeing a sad Gavin is enough to sadden a whole town.

"Fine… Fine… But, can we open presents in bed?" you asked.

His face lights up. “Yeah! I’ll go get your present, you go get mine.”

You laugh at this and pull yourself out of bed as he literally jumps out of  bed and runs to go get your present. You go and get your present for him. You thought about his present long and hard and you’re still sure that it’s not as amazing as the present he got you.

Gavin’s always had a way of knowing exactly what you wanted. Even when you weren’t dating, his present was the one you looked forward to the most. 

You got him the bestest slow motion camera you could find, with Dan’s help of course. 

He came back in with a smile on his face and an envelope and a small box. “Can I open yours first?” he asked, jumping onto the bed and crossing his legs. You mirrored him and crossed your legs and starred at him with the huge box, wrapped and equipped with probably 4 tons of bubble-wrap.

"Of course," you smile sweetly and push the box towards him. 

Gavin Free is not the type to slowly open presents. He doesn’t carefully peel off the tape that adjoined the two pieces of wrapping paper. He doesn’t feel the need to save the paper. He makes sure that the covering is shredded and messy as fuck. 

It was in a plain brown box. His eyebrows raise and he opens the box and then pulls away the pieces of bubble-wrap hurriedly. His eyes light up and are the epitome or excitement. “Love! You… But I… How did you… How much… When… Where……. I love it. So much. Thank you…,” he says with a huge and genuine smirk on his face. 

"You’re very welcome," you blush at his happiness. He checks out his camera, looking at all the thingydos and bippityboopers and tingytangs and whatsitdos that do God knows what… 

"This is amazing! I love it so much."

"I’m happy that you love it," you say, with red cheeks. 

"Okay. Okay. Okay. Your turn," he smiles and thrusts his gifts towards you. "Open the box first."

You nod at him and carefully unwrap the small box. You then open the small box to reveal a necklace. It’s small and simple, but gorgeous. It’s a small diamond Eiffel Tower. You’ve told Gavin time and time again about how much you love Paris and Rome and how badly you’ve wanted to go. 

"Do you like it?" he asked.

You nod quickly and smile at him. “It’s beautiful.”

"Now open the envelope!" he says excitedly. 

You carefully tear open the envelope and pull out the card inside that’s completely blank except for the words, “Vous devez regarder à l’intérieur de l’enveloppe, l’amour.” 

You look up at him with a confused look on your face. You took French for a few year and though you’re pretty rusty, you understood. You looked inside the envelope once again there were two plane tickets. 

Your confused look continued to stay upon your face. You looked at them… You looked back up at Gavin and then back down at the tickets… “No… No way… Gavin David Free! Don’t fuck around with me…”

"I’m not fucking around, (Y/N)… You and I are going for 14 days… We’re staying at a nice hotel within walking distance of the Eiffel Tower…," he smiles.

"Gavin! You! Gavin!" you jumped out of your sitting position and tackled him backwards, collapsing on top of him on the bed. "God, I love you." You kiss him bunches of time, so glad and grateful that you woke up early.

He jokes, rolling his eyes, “Yeah. Sure, I bet you say that to all the guys who buy you tickets to Paris…”

[mygsuga]

We're Here For You

Title: We're Here For You

Pairing: Burnie and Gavin x Reader

Rating: PG-13 (Swearing, Fluff, HurtComfort)

Summary: You've felt like you hit rock bottom for a long time now and it's not helping, but the two people who love you the most do.

A/N: This is for my precious friend Lis who's feeling bad and it sucks when your friends are sad ++ merry christmas Lis feel better soon we love you <33

We're Here For You

You groan, leaning your head back and resting it on the sofa's edge. You had just come home from work feeling like shit, and you wanted to do nothing but go to sleep and stay sleeping forever. Your colleagues were bugging you, lashing out at you, your family was stirring up shit again, and you were just having the crappiest week and it was just before Christmas too. You sigh, glancing at the naked Christmas tree in the corner of your living room and the dusty box of old decorations. You shake your head, with all the trouble going on, you'd barely have time to celebrate one of the best holidays of the year. At least now, you were home alone, and you could relax for a while, and even a minute of quiet could help you right now.

You close your eyes, exhaling slowly, letting your body go limp as you drift to sleep. You think you got around 10 minutes in when your phone buzzes in your pocket and you wake up groggily, rubbing your eyes. You pull it out with a tint of anger and turn the screen off. It's several more messages from your family about more troubles and bad business that you really don't want to get into, something very dumb to argue about. You manage to ignore it for longer, since they haven't actually called you out for anything, but it all goes away when your phone rings and the voice on the other end does nothing but yell and scream and screech at you, for no reason at all. All the anger you've been receiving has mushed into one and become one voice, including your colleagues and your family, and you take it quietly, muttering agreements and "sorry"s and nodding slowly. After your ear is practically destroyed, you turn your phone off and toss it at the table, left with the bitter aftertaste of insults.

You sit, looking out the window, when you feel something warm stream down your cheek, and you reach up, feeling only liquid. Tears were pouring out of your eyes, you were at your tipping point. After a shorter period of silence, your mouth opens and you whimper slightly, the stress overcoming you, and soon, you're sobbing into your pillow, tears streaming down your face as you gasped and choked, your hands furiously trying to dry your face before the tears could wet the sofa. You lie down on your back, chest heaving, tears still falling. All the stress and sadness and fury from everyone and work had finally gotten to you and all the borders broke down, the waves of pressure washing over you. You don't know how long you cried or how long you were lying there, but you knew that it had tired yourself out and you fell asleep, tears streaming your cheek.

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You woke up to clattering, sitting up and sniffling slightly, glancing out the window. It had become dark outside, the stars shining, the moon glistening. An odd glow came from behind you, and you turned around, seeing light peeking out of the hallway in streaks. You sat up, only just realizing that you had a large, red blanket that you never owned draped over your body. You stood up, holding the blanket like a cape with your hand and shuffling slowly towards your kitchen, the source of the noise. 

You stood at the door, listening to the sounds, hearing muffled voices and large amounts of banging. Opening the door lightly, you blinked to adjust to the light, and you saw nothing but a messy kitchen and two complete, utter morons scampering around, probably trying to cook something. You watched as Burnie mixed a salad, sauce and vegetables falling out of the bowl, and as Gavin tried to make what you believed was soup in a large pot, stirring so frantically that it was splashing around. You giggled, and they both looked at you and smiled. Gavin turned off the stove and Burnie set the spoons down, and they both walked towards you with open arms.

"W-what is this, guys?" you ask, looking at the mess of bowls and utensils on your kitchen counter. Burnie hugs you and kisses you on the forehead, Gavin twirling a strand of your hair in his fingers and his other hand reaching under the blanket to grasp yours.

"We came home and we saw you sleeping with your red eyes and we thought we could help." you remembered how you cried yourself to sleep and bit your lips, happiness and sadness surging through you at the same time. Burnie turns towards the sink and walks towards it, running a towel under the tap and wringing it, as Gavin holds your hands tightly under the blanket from behind, hugging you in the process. He plants a kiss on your neck as Burnie comes back with the damp towel and presses it lightly to your cheek and eyes wiping away the streaks left behind.

"We can't have our favourite girl being sad now, can we?" the two of them sit you down with a mug of hot chocolate as they return to their cooking, screwing up less now that you were here to watch them wreck your kitchen. Once they had finished, they brought three plates to the table and placed one in front of you, and a bowl of soup next to it.

"We cooked it full of love, sweetie, so feel better." Burnie said, kissing your cheek before sitting himself down next to you, starting to eat from his own plate. Gavin sat on the other side of you, holding your hand under the table, eating with one hand. You looked at the two of them before another stream of tears dripped from your eyes and both of them wiped your cheeks gently, with worried faces.

"Did we do something wrong, love?" Gavin asked, voice dripping with anxiety. You shook your head, smiling.

"I can't put into words how adorable you two are." you say, giggling. Burnie and Gavin both put their arms around you, sandwiching you between them before they kissed your head.

"We love you, (y/n)."

"I love you too, guys."

[ofmintsugas]

the games we play | gavin imagine

Rating: M Pairing: Gavin/Reader Summary: Gavin can't take too much more of your teasing and decides to take it into his own hands. A/N: This was a request for Dom!Gavin who's had enough of your teasing, so here it is! Hope you enjoy it! 

You had a rather fun day, helping Gavin edit the latest Let's Play. In the end, you had mostly just sat on his lap, enjoying the way he had clammed up. He had been flustered for the rest of the day and when he had tried to get you back, you just mosied off to flirt with one of the new interns. You ignored him for as long as possible, but that didn't stop you from sending him flirty looks. But now, you were heading home, ready to relax, eating take out and having the rest of the night to yourself. After playing your favorite game for a few hours, you curled up on the couch to watch a good movie, before dozing off, pulling your sheet around you tightly.

You were sure that you would've slept until morning, if it wasn't for the insistent knocking at your door. It jerks you from dream land and you suck in a deep breath, before grabbing your phone. You tap it o, staring down at the time. "The fuck?" You murmur, wondering why someone was pounding at your door at three am. You frown, before throwing off your sheet and heading to the door. You tear it open, desperate to get the noise to stop. "Who... Gavin?" Your eyebrows furrow together in confusion as you take him in. He's disheveled and you can easily smell the alcohol on his breath. Without a word, he storms into the house, slamming the door behind him. 

The growl that comes from his lips is animalistic and it has your breath catching in your throat. You've never seen him this way in the entire time that you've known him and it sends a thrill rushing through your body. He's staring you down as if you're prey and he's the predator, and he takes a few steps towards you, making himself look taller than he really was. "G-Gavin... w-what..." you stutter out, moving backwards. You end up against a wall, him stalking towards you.

"I'm fucking sick and bloody tired of your games," he growls out, slamming his hands against the wall. You flinch, realizing that he trapped you between his body and the wall and your hands reach up, pressing against his shoulders. You feel a flash of anger and you glare up at him. You had no idea what he was thinking, but you weren't going to let him come in here and do this... whatever this was.

"What are you talking about?" You snap at him, trying to push him away from you. He quickly grasps your hands in his, lifting them up so their against the wall. There, he grips your wrists in one hand, before sliding his other hand down your side, holding your hip tightly. He pulls your lower body forward and you gasp, feeling his hardened member against your belly. Your eyes widen and you look up at him, your mind piecing together what he wants and was talking about.

"I'm talking about your constant flirting with me, then turning me away like I'm bloody nothing. You think that I'm just some toy that you can play with for a while, then throw away when something better has caught your eye? I don't think so. I'm done with you using me. You're mine and I'm going to make you mine," he tells you, his voice low and next to your ear. You can't help the shiver that races down your spine but you have to remind yourself that you can't have this. This would only end badly.

"Gavin, no. Fuck off. I've told you, time and time again, I don't want you like that. I have a flirty personality and you just happen to be there," you lie, hoping that it came off as smooth. Instead of buying it, like you knew he wouldn't, his eyes narrow and he grinds himself against you. 

"That's a bloody lie and you know it. I bet if I shoved my hand down your knickers, you'd be wet for me... all for me. Do you want to take me up on that, love?" He asks, his eyes flashing with lust and anger. You swallow, shaking your head. Because you knew that if he did that, he'd find out just how right he was. A sly smirk appears across his face, and he pulls back, just for a moment. You squirm, trying to get your wrists out of his grasp, but he doesn't relent, his other hand moving to touch the top of your ratty t-shirt that you use to sleep in. In one easy movement, he's ripped it, and he continues tearing it off your body, until it's in tatters on the floor. You gasp, outrage filling your body. It wasn't a favorite shirt, but it was still a piece of clothing you were attached to.

"Gavin! You fucking prick!" You yell at him, as he exposes your bare upper body to his hungry eyes. He just gives a deep chuckle as you wiggle around, trying to get away from his gaze. He takes in the sight of your breasts, your stomach, tilting his head to the side. 

"I always knew you'd look good without clothes on. Now... to see if the rest is true." Gavin's grin returns and he slides his hand down your front, between your breasts, down your stomach, then to your sweatpants. You take in a deep breath, feeling your nipples harden as his fingers slide inside your pants, beginning to inch them down. You didn't want to admit it, but everything about this was turning you on. His eyes, his stance, the way his grip on your wrists never relented, his words, everything about him was all dominance, and you craved this kind of action. But never had you thought that Gavin would be the one doing this.

"Get off of me!" You cry out, squirming even more. "I don't want you!"

He chuckles again, shaking his head. "You're lying. You've got to stop lying." And then he slips off your pants and panties, leaving you completely naked. You let out a growl of your own, before you gasp, your head falling back and hitting the wall behind you.

His fingers slide easily over your center, and you can see the smirk on his face. "I see why you didn't want to take up the bet. You're already soaking wet. I'm not going to let you go, love. You're mine."

Gavin's head inches down, and he mouths his way across your neck, a finger sliding inside of you. You whimper, your eyes sliding shut as his teeth nip at your skin, before he sucks and bites there. You know he's leaving marks, but right now, you couldn't care less. Another finger joins his first, and he presses against your inner walls, making you jerk. "Fucking... Gavin..." you moan out.

The smirk is still on his lips and you can feel it against your neck. He squeezes your wrists, before he pulls back, admiring his marks on your skin. His fingers never cease their movements and they curl up deliciously inside of you. Giving up all thoughts of trying to fight him off, you whine, arching your back as you try and take more of his long fingers inside of you.

"Ah, horny for me, are you? I knew it. I bloody knew it," he says, proudly, before his lips cover yours. It was easily a battle for dominance, you trying to win a losing battle. He growls, pressing himself against your his and grinding, making you falter. There, he takes control of the kiss, and pulling his fingers out, making you whine. His wet fingers slide over your thighs, before he pulls away from you completely. Your hands fall down by your sides and you stares up at him, your chest heaving as you pant.

He strips himself of his clothes, and you don't move, your body thruming with anticipation as you take in his naked body. You chew at your bottom lip, before looking back into his eyes. "Couch," is all he says, nodding over to the furniture as he pulls out a condom and sliding it on his hard dick.

You consider just making a run for it, locking yourself in your room, but you're craving him. You can't turn back now. Not when you're shaking with pleasure, needing him to fill you up. You hurry over to the couch, sitting on the cushion that you had been sleeping upon not so long ago, and watching him. He approaches you, looming over your form, before he leans down, smashing his lips against yours. It's all tongue and teeth, but you could care less. Your arms wrap around his shoulders, pulling him closer, and he pushes you back against the couch.

Gavin follows you down, then slides between your legs, his member brushing against your clit. You jump, moaning into his mouth, before digging your nails into his back. He growls in return, before he slams into you, making you gasp and pull away from the kiss. It had hurt, but he hadn't been paying attention, or, as it seems like, hadn't cared. 

"Too much for you, love?" His tone is cocky and you reach up, grasping what hair you could grab onto and tugging hard. 

"Fucking asshole, I should've kicked you out." You glare at him, but he just ignores you, not moving to let you adjust. A hand moves up and down your body, tugging at your nipples before dancing across your clit. He's obviously trying to make up for the pain and the pleasure soon fills your body up again. His teeth graze across your jaw, slowly moving back town your neck, his hips starting to move. It's slow, at first, but then he picks up the pace, sliding in and out of you.

Your lips open in a silent gasp, your toes curling as he angles his hips to hit a spot inside of you that has pleasure shooting through your body. Gavin's hips begin to slam into you, grunts leaving his mouth as he bites down at your neck. You sob out in pleasure, your back arching and you drag your nails down his back. He hisses, then pulls back, raising an eyebrow at you.

"Aw, look. I've got you writhing underneath me. I knew I could do this and you'd let me. Me dominating you really has you going, huh? You like it rough? Kinky bitch," he murmurs, before nibbling at your chin. You whine, unable to form any words as he relentlessly pounds into you, all your thoughts turning to your inevitable orgasm. 

Gavin slides a hand down to your clit and he rubs, smirking at you. "You going to come? Are you, love? Well... come for me."

That has you spiraling over the edge and you come, sobbing out his name as your body shakes underneath him. You cling onto him, burying your head into his shoulder as he continues thrusting into you. Within a few minutes, you feel him begin to falter, his rhythm failing and he groans, before he stops. For a while, you two just stay where you are, breathing heavily and coming down from your highs. Then, he slowly pulls out of you, but doesn't move from your body. He plants kisses on your neck, a hand grazing up and down your side.

"You're mine now, I hope you know that. I've claimed you. You're not going to flirt with anyone else, and if you do, I'm going to fuck you so hard you're going to remember that you're mine and no one else's. You're mine and I'm never letting you go. Do you understand me?" He whispers in your ear, making your heart clench.

Slowly, you nod, pulling his body closer to yours. You know that this will only turn out to be a bad idea, but right now, as his fingers glide over your sensitive body, you couldn't care less. Your muscles twitch and you let out a soft moan as his fingers slide inside of you. "Good girl. Now... ready to come for me again?" You groan, making him chuckle, as he begins to rile you up again. You both wouldn't be sleeping tonight, and you knew that he'd keep you going for as long as possible. And he just only proved that point as he hits that spot within you, making you cry out. "Maybe next time... you shouldn't tease Gavin Free, love," he whispers in your ear, as he sends you over the edge once more, and proceeds to do that for most of the night.

The next day, at work, you have to hide the bruises that Gavin placed on you, glad that you had numerous scarfs and were rather good at make up to cover them. As you see the latest intern that you had been flirting with, you can't help but to look around to see if Gavin was there. He was, and you brush past him, easily gaining his attention. You make sure that he sees you as you walk towards the intern, and you turn around, smirking at him. "Game on," you mouth to him, before continuing on your merry way to the intern. You can feel his heated gaze on your back as you begin to flirt with the intern and knew you were in for another hell of a night.

But to you, this was just another game to play. And both you and Gavin knew it.

[hiiraism4]

Gavin’s journey as Dad : The Arrival

Fandom : MLQC/Koipro/Love and Producer

Pairing : GavinxReader

Words : 3,702

Warning : A little bit of angst, just a bit. Shaw appears at the end.

The song MC asked for Gavin to play : 

First trimester

Your first trimester of pregnancy? It was hell. You’d throw up over and over you couldn’t even drink water and you got admitted to hospital for a week. Even Gavin who always did his paperwork in his office before coming home decided to bring all his paperwork to hospital so he could accompany you.The craving was also...a little overwhelming. You would woke Gavin at 3AM, because you crave cookie dough, and the poor man decided to made it himself while yawning, visibly tired from a mission. But he did it nonetheless. The smile on your face when you enjoyed the dough was worth it.

There was also a time when Gavin just got home from work and the first thing you said to him was “Sing a song for me, please? With your guitar?” You wished you could record Gavin’s reaction at that time. He had the most confused look on his face. 

“What?” Gavin asked again, dumbfounded.

“I...i want to hear you play your guitar.” you repeated.

“Is it one of your craving today?” Gavin’s look softened, amused even.

You nodded. Gavin, being a doting husband he is, he would listen and make all of your craving came true. So you were sitting on the couch beside him as he played his guitar. He didn’t sing but he hummed to the melody he played. You feel relaxed, yawning even. Gavin stopped playing when he heard your soft snore. One of his hand held your shoulder, while his other hand put the guitar away. He pulled you close to him as he kissed the top of your head.

Gavin also developed a little hobby of his rubbing your belly before and after he went to work. He would smile and told the unborn baby, “Be good, okay?” You just giggled because it was so cute.

Second trimester

Both you and Gavin just got into the apartment from having dinner outside when the doorbell rang, revealing all of your coworker outside. You hugged Anna, WIllow and Kiki and let them in as Minor walked in the last. With a box in his hand, earning a questioning look from Gavin.

“What’s that?” Gavin asked. Minor grinned, “You will like it, bro!” Gavin shrugged and let him in.

All of you were in the living room, sitting on the couch. You sat beside Gavin as he rubbed your back. The box Minor brought in was placed in the coffee table right in the middle of the room. Anna stood up, picking out an envelope from her purse.

“I believe you owe an explanation to your husband.” Anna smiled at you. You chuckled as Gavin’s brow raised in confusion.

“Gavin, last week i went for a check up and the doctor wanted to revealed the gender of our baby.” you began. Gavin’s confusion was getting doubled. “Wait, you did? How come i didn’t know?” Gavin asked.

“You were so busy on the mission. So, i asked Anna to get it for me. I want us to know the gender of our baby at the same time. That’s why they come today.” you answered.

“But then i thought of an idea to make it extra!” Kiki said with an excitement.

“That is to buy the cake with the color of your baby’s gender.” Willow added, as excited as Kiki.

“Yes! Blue for boy. Pink for girl.” Minor said.

“Thus, i want you to open the box together. After that i’ll give you the print out of the ultrasound.” Anna said.

You and Gavin looked at each other. Gavin stood up and brought the box to your lap. Both of your and his hands are untying the white ribbon on the box and opened it. You held your breath and as you saw the color.

Pink.

You turned to see Gavin and the man also turned his head at you. Gavin didn’t waste anytime to hug and kiss your forehead, your cheek. You giggled as you could feel the palm of his hand was sweating and he was trembling. But both of you were smiling, even Gavin laughed. The kind were he was so nervous and relieved at the same time.

“Congratulation for both of you. You’ll have a baby girl.” Anna congratulated them. 

Watching Gavin’s face, letting almost all of his guard down in front of others by smiling a lot with spark in his eyes, you smiled back at him.

It was your monthly check up with your obstetrician and Gavin, for the first time accompany you. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to, it was because he only got some free time from his shift in police station so he decided to came. You were familiar with ultrasound, but it was new for Gavin so he was holding your hand tightly as the doctor put jelly on your stomach and put the transducer on it.

“So this is her heartbeat.” the doctor stopped the transducer on your belly, and with her other hand she tapped the ultrasound machine and both you and Gavin could hear the heartbeat.

Lub-dub

Lub-dub

You stared at Gavin. The man was staring at the screen with a spark in his amber eyes. He was excited. He was smiling all the time, holding your hand tighter and listen to the doctor had to say. He nodded, turned serious. It seriously made your heart warm to see him like that. 

“Y/N? why’re you staring?” Gavin’s sudden question turned you back to reality. You shook your head, smiling at him.

“I always know you’ll be a good dad.” you said, earning a blush on Gavin’s cheek to his earlobe.

Both you and the doctor chuckled. 

Third trimester

“How is it? Better?” Gavin asked as he massaged your feet.

You hummed in approval, closing your eyes in content at Gavin’s calloused hands massaging the pad of your feet. Being in 8th month of pregnancy, your feet began to hurt easily as your belly got bigger. Your back also ache a lot. Gavin, being as understanding as ever, everytime he got home he would massaged your back and your feet.

“Oh, Gavin, do you mind?” you asked Gavin.

Gavin stopped massaging your back. “Now?” Gavin asked back. You nodded. Gavin ruffled your hair as he stood up and walked out from the bedroom. Not even a minute he came back with a guitar in his hand. You smiled at him as he sat beside you on the bed. He began to play the same song he did back in your first trimester. You hummed along with him as you already memorized the melody.

“Ah!” you yelped as you felt something in your stomach. Gavin stopped and put away the guitar, he was visibly worried as it was 1 month left for your due date.

“Are you okay? What’s wrong?” Gavin asked. You shook your head.

“I was surprised. A kick.” you let out a chuckle. Before Gavin could ask more you took his hand and placed it on your belly. Gavin’s eyes got soften as he could feel soft movement in your belly. Gavin caressed your belly softly and somehow the baby in your stomach moved along with his hand.

“She likes you playing guitar to her.” you giggled. 

“Oh? You do?” Gavin was smiling, talking to your belly. “I promise i will play the song to you a lot when you’re born. But don’t surprise your mom like that.” 

“I’m sure she’ll like it.” you caressed Gavin’s hair.

Birth

You groaned in agony as you wait in the hospital bed. Your water broke earlier today when you were cooking for breakfast. Gavin was away on his mission so he couldn’t come with you. You were so glad you could call Anna and she hurriedly call an ambulance for you and accompany you to the hospital. As for Gavin, it was part of his protocol to turn off his cellphone cause he was on mission, but you already left a message for him. 

Giving birth without Gavin was expected, due to his job. But it still made you sad. You wanted him to be by your side, and he said the same thing as well when you discussed with him about the possibility of you giving birth alone. Well, rather than having him accompany you, all you wanted was for him to come back home safely. You were brought to the delivery room and Anna waited outside, just in case Gavin came.

(Gavin’s POV)

Gavin was just arrived from his mission. Today’s mission took his team faster than he expected to finish, and for Gavin to only have minor new scars on his arms. He was just finished taking shower in the HQ. He took his phone from his locker and found a message from you. His heart beat faster when he saw your name but then the door to the locker room suddenly opened, revealing Eli.

“Gavin, call from hospital. Your wife’s water--” before Eli could finish, Gavin already grabbed his bag and ran as fast as he could.

It was probably Gavin’s best record of flying from STF HQ to the Loveland hospital. He flew as fast as he could even if it was cloudy, landed smoothly on the nearby empty parking lot and ran into the hospital building. When he found Anna was waiting outside, he was panting.

“Y/N huff huff...how’s...huff huff she?” Gavin asked.

Anna smiled at Gavin and she didn’t need to answer as the two of them could hear your voice from inside the delivery room. Anna approached another door beside the delivery room and a nurse came out. “Her husband’s here. Can he go in?” Anna asked. The nurse eyed at Gavin, she nodded and let Gavin in.

“Sir, you may accompany your wife but please wear these.” the nurse said. She gave a surgical gown for Gavin to wear, a surgical mask and a slipper for him. Gavin nodded, didn’t hesitate anytime to wear the gown and changed his shoe to the slipper. Gavin followed the nurse to the door connected to the delivery room. 

When Gavin saw you, he immediately came closer and grabbed your hand tightly in his. You looked sideway to see him, half of his face covered in surgical mask. Tears of relieved streaming out of your eyes. “You’re back.” you said.

Gavin intertwined his fingers in yours as he nodded. “I’m sorry, i’m late.” Gavin said. You smiled at him.

Not long after that you held Gavin’s hand tight it might left marks, but Gavin didn’t care. You screamed, trying your best to give birth to your baby. Gavin kept chanting “Breathe. Breathe. It’s okay. You’re doing good. It’s okay. You can do this.” to your ear despite him also worried about you. Gavin couldn’t really remember what happened after that but he could hear the doctor said “Baby’s here!” followed with a crying voice. Your hand went limp in his grip but you were smiling.

“You did it. You did it. It’s okay now.” Gavin said, smiling. You nodded, closing your eyes.

“Sir, please wait outside. We will call you once we’re done.” a nurse tapped Gavin’s shoulder. Gavin nodded. When he let go of your hand, it fell down limply. 

Gavin always said, he could always feel you in the wind. But at that moment, he could feel your life is getting weaker. Along with a little life force Gavin felt minutes ago. 

“She’s bleeding too much! Doctor!” 

“Get blood transfusion ready!”

“The baby’s choked on amniotic fluid. Prepare the suction!”

“We don’t have much time!”

“Sir, sir, you need to wait outside!”

Before Gavin could even understand what was going on, he was pushed outside by the nurse, even with him still wearing the slipper and surgical gown. Anna came to him, realizing the light on the door turned from green to red. Gavin fell on his knees. His mouth went dry, his hands were trembling.

“Gavin? Gavin, what happened?!” Anna asked.

“She...our child…” Gavin couldn’t even complete any sentence in his head. He could feel his stomach turned upside down, his heart felt like it was ripping inside and it suffocated him. Gavin couldn’t control his evol as his anxiety building up inside him. Gavin was choked by his own evol.

“Sheesh, what a troublesome brother you are. Control yours properly.” 

Gavin could feel someone was yanking him, pulling him to stand. Gavin opened his eyes, trying to breathe in air. He glanced to his side, finding someone stood beside him. White shirt, black leather jacket. Purple hair. Amber eyes identical to his.

“...Shaw.” Gavin said weakly, didn’t find any energy to be hostile toward the purple haired man.

“Control yours or that Eli will hunt you down. Even dad will.” Shaw repeated, his face wasn’t like his usual, mocking. He was serious.

Gavin yanked his arm away from Shaw. But his own body betrayed him. He was still shaking. “What do you know? She and my child--”

Shaw let out an exasperated sigh. He rolled his eyes. “Is your faith for her and your baby that slim?” he retorted. Gavin stunned. “You’re the one who can sense her life force.” he added.

Shaw was right. Gavin tried to concentrate once again and, Shaw was right, he could feel the two life, it’s faint, but it’s there.

“Now that my work here is done, i gotta go. Before dad finds out.” Shaw put his hand in his jeans’ pocket.

“Why do you come anyway?” Gavin asked.

Shaw made a thinking pose, hands in his chin while he looked up at the ceiling. Then he laughed, a mocking one. “You might need help to beat some sense to your head.” Shaw smirked, but then he got closer to Gavin’s ear, “And to stop you from getting your evol out of control and end up killing everyone here, including yourself.” 

Before Gavin could say anything, Shaw already walked away from him, waving his hand. “Yes, brother. You’re most welcome.” he said.

But Gavin did mouthed “thank you” behind his little brother’s back.

***

Gavin stared at the nurse placing the baby in his hand. His baby. Gavin was never held a baby in his life so he was scared that he might drop her. After assurance from the nurse, Gavin held the baby on his own. The baby was sleeping, breathing, and Gavin couldn’t help but fell on his knees once again. The nurse was about to took the baby from him but Gavin held the baby close to him. To his chest. His whole body shook uncontrollably as tears streaming out from his eyes. He tried to stifled his sobs.

Gavin was glad. He really was glad that his baby was alive. Her cheek flushed red, breathing evenly. Gavin couldn’t help but cry at the sight. As Gavin wiped his tears away, his daughter opened her eyes for the first time and it was gavin’s first time to see a baby’s eyes, staring at him. She shared his eye’s color. Golden amber.

“...thank you...thank you for coming to this world.” Gavin held his baby tight. “I’ll protect you, always. I won’t let anything, anyone, harm you.”

“Mr Gavin? I’m sorry but you need to go back.” the nurse said to him. Gavin nodded slowly, his tears still flowing out from his eyes.

Gavin stood up and gave the baby to the nurse. The nurse smiled warmly at him, knowing what Gavin went through several hours ago. As she rocked the baby she said, “I’ll bring your baby to your wife’s room, Sir. For now, go and meet your wife.” Gavin nodded.

***

Gavin opened the door to your room to find you were already awake, sitting leaning to the bed. Gavin practically slammed the door shut behind him and ran to you. He pulled you to his chest, hugging you.

“G-Gavin...can’t breathe…” you pat Gavin’s back.

Gavin immediately released the hug, cupping your cheek. You frowned when you saw his puffy red eyes. “Gavin, did you cry?” you asked. Gavin opened his mouth but nothing came out. He was glad, so glad to see you alive. You waited for him, for Gavin to stop panting.

“I...i was scared. I was scared that you’d leave. That our baby would leave.” Gavin managed to say. The flash of image seeing you turned pale and several conversation between the doctor and the nurse came back to his mind. Gavin was shivering, his whole body shook.

“Gavin…” you said softly.

“I was scared and it suffocates me. It was really, really hard to breathe when i couldn’t sense you...even if you were there in front of me. I…” Gavin was cut off by you hugging him, as tight as you could considering your weak state right now.

“I...couldn’t think. Everything went blank.” Gavin finally let go of his defense and cry. His sobs were painful for you to hear, it broke your heart.

“I don’t wanna lose you. I don’t wanna lose our baby. I’m sorry...i--” Gavin went powerless in your hug. Your body were still cold, not to his liking, but you were slowly getting warmer. You cupped Gavin’s face in your hand, wiping the tears away from his amber eyes. Gavin closed his eyes, overwhelmed with feeling relieved.

“But we’re here, aren’t we?” you asked. Gavin nodded.

A soft knock at your room and the nurse came in with your baby. You smiled, thanking the nurse as she helped you to hold the baby in your arms. Your eyes met your daughter’s eyes. Your smile went even wider and it made Gavin smiled along with you too. The nurse excused herself and left you along with your baby and Gavin after explaining and show to you how to breastfed the baby.

“Look, Gavin, she has your eyes.” you said, glancing at Gavin. Gavin chuckled, wiping his tears’ trace on his cheek. 

Gavin held out his finger and the little girl of his immediately caught his finger and gripped it tight in her tiny arms, looking at Gavin with her big doe amber eyes. Gavin automatically smiled. You giggled, seeing how soft Gavin’s expression was when he tried to move his hand but the baby still gripped it tight. Gavin caressed his daughter’s head while his other hand placed on your shoulder, pulling you to lend on his chest.

“I told you that i will always protect you, no matter what happen, right?” Gavin asked. You nodded.

“Now i have another one to protect.” Gavin kissed the top of your head. “I will always protect both of you, no matter what happens.” Gavin said, leaning his head to yours. You hummed. “But you need to protect yourself too, okay? You’re the one who have the most dangerous job compared to me.” you kissed Gavin’s cheek.

Gavin closed his eyes. “Yes, of course i will. So that i can come back home to see both of you.” 

2 months later

Gavin was walking with a bucket of flowers in his hand. It had been a long time since he came to this place. Where his mother sleeps for the last time. Graveyard. He almost never want to come this place. Gavin always avoided cemetery, even if you asked. It reminded of bad childhood he had when his mother died. How cold his father was.

But this time, Gavin didn’t come alone. You were walking beside him, holding your daughter in your arms, sleeping. Gavin was finally ready to face his mother, even if it took years for him to come.

A little promise Gavin told to himself before you gave birth to Anya, your daughter. That he would want to bring you along and Anya to his mother’s grave. You, of course supported him and told him that you were glad to see him finally open up to his past and decided to visit his mother’s grave again.

But in front of Gavin’s mother’s tombstone, there was someone else standing in front of it. The purple hair Gavin knew well. Gavin’s eyebrow knitted in confusion finding Shaw, his brother in their mother’s tombstone. Who would’ve expected that punk man to visit the mother’s grave whom he barely remembered?

“Huh? Isn’t that--” you trailed of. “Shaw..my brother.” Gavin nodded.

Shaw must’ve heard that Gavin was mentioning his name because he turn around to see Gavin and you. He was almost emotionless, but upon seeing Gavin, his lips immediately turned into a smirk and he said something to the tombstone and turned around, walked away before Gavin could even say anything to him.

“Why’s he here?” you asked.

Gavin shook his head. “I don’t know. I’m also surprised how he knows mother’s grave. He was small back then, and i attended the funeral alone.” Gavin replied. You couldn’t answer but nodded your head. You’ve heard about Shaw--you didn’t know if it was his alias name but then it was obvious that he was Gavin’s brother. They shared almost same face feature and identical golden amber eyes. Though Shaw was more into mocking and making fun rather than Gavin who was cold and aloof.

You were sure it won’t be the last time you’d see Shaw.

Gavin put his hand on your shoulder when he found his mother’s tombstone. It was clean maintained well, despite years Gavin never came. Gavin took a deep breath and began to talk. Asking how his mother’s been. Apologized for not coming sooner. Telling how his life now, his job, you, both of your marriage, and then, finally Anya.

Your heart swelled watching Gavin placed his hand on your back as he talked, bit felt like being introduced to your mother in law. Gavin took Anya from your hand and held it in his arm.

“Mom, don’t worry. I’m fine here. I finally find my happiness and i will protect them with all i have.”

A/N :  Probably the longest fanfic i’ve wrote for Gavin so far. I do hope i did Shaw justice as he’s not canon to be Gavin’s brother yet, but the hints are everywhere (if you read the spoilers)