I have the pleasure of showing something wonderful, created by the even more wonderful @mctvsh! Very kindly, this was created for me and I feel very honoured <3
BUT LOOK AT THEM OH MY GOD LOOK - she even got the Kate Beckinsale look and im just asdfghjkl I can't express my emotions. I'm just fuzzy inside-
DO NOT REPOST THIS ARTWORK!
If you repost this artwork it is considered theft.
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I have started reading nightveil.mp3 and I am absolutely charmed by amie. amie is friend in french! i consider her to be my friend
omg??? nightveil reader??? CRIES???/POS
anyways, Amie would definitely be a friend!!!! :D she tries to befriend anyone that breathes in her vicinity, so yeah, fitting name!!! and just for u, I dug up some never before seen amie art >:)
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Happy 5/14!!!!
Aaaaahh not sure if this is my best work 😭 I just really wanted to draw smth for vettonso day but my brain hasn't really been functioning well LOL so I kept dreading working on this, especially bcs its so important to me, y'know? I hope it's good????? I'm happy with the concept, but I was just so unsure on so many of the angles and it was killing me. I did the color thing bcs I thought it'd add something interesting to it :) since I didn't paint it as I usually would
Anyways! Process!
Now I will explain all of them:
Boy king au is where it all starts of course. I think their relationship is the most developed in this compared to the others, but at the same point, they just start from such a different point, especially affection-wise. All of these kinda have a power dynamic, except the last one, and this is the most imbalanced. Fernando is being subservient, the only part of Seb he may kiss(in public lol) is his hand.
Matador au next. They hurt themselves when they try to be affectionate, because they live in the culture of a sport of violence and death. The sword separates them, their love for the sport keeps them apart, in fear that they hurt each other. Seb, yet again, looks down upon Fernando. Seb haunts Fernando's whole career, the constant overhanging presence. Also aside from that, shame that you can't see his three musketeers look bcs of the black background 😔
2012 core!!! I think this one is pretty easy to understand. Both of them often kiss their trophies, more so than any driver. So they're both trying to claim the wdc trophy by kissing it. Maybe you guys should just get rid of the trophy altogether and claim each other! But yes, just like the sword in the matador au one, the trophy and their ambitions divides, keeps them from ever bridging the vast gap between them, at least at that point in time.
The conclusion! Aka what I wish we will get at Imola 2024- kidding kidding. But it is 2024. Finally there is no conflict between them, there's no big thing keeping them in conflict, they can finally come together. Finally they can touch, there is no gap to bridge, they can appreciate each other, and appreciate what they failed to in years past.
The thesis is basically that they always have their aspirations between them, and their aspirations happen to be basically the same thing. Until those are resolved, the gap between them is too vast for them to recognize and/or find any commonality. How do you get along with someone when you're both fighting for the same thing? How do you get along when it feels like one of you is winning more? How do you get along when there's such a vast gap?
In boy king au, it's going to take a while before they both feel settled about the issue of the throne. That's what makes that au interesting, they're trapped in this state of non-closure and they have to actually solve their issues without the matter of one of them simply removing themselves from the equation. They have to find a way to get over themselves and their aspirations, because like it or not they're stuck with each other. I think with the hand kissing, it represents how Fernando, at that point, is only willing to play along with the game if it's tradition, and he often won't budge in other ways. Yes, I will show subservience, but only in this detached, formal way that I don't connect personally to. He's still holding his own bitterness over meaningfully appreciating Seb. Though it's not like Seb isn't at fault. It takes a while for him to not hold things over Fernando, and constantly humiliate him. One day they will meaningfully show affection, and it won't be some sort of power play.
I think matador au is pretty similar to real life, and the 2010s era(it's basically just their actual plot line but in the context of bullfighting.) They're forever going to have this big elephant in the room, and it only really gets resolved when one of them leaves the sport. Once they're not fighting directly against each other, they realize what they've been missing out on and what they were not appreciating for so many years beforehand. They finally come together because they can't just rely anymore on the sport keeping them together. They actually have to make that step to be in each other's lives, rather than just taking their presence for granted.
Also the text on the comic. "We keep missing, and missing, and missing, and finally kissing." It's basically: we keep missing the point of it all, we keep failing to appreciate each other presence in our lives and in our own individual grand stories. But when we're not forced together anymore, we have to make the choice to come together again ourselves. We keep missing what we actually need to do. Missing each other in favor of our aspirations. Etc etc. One day we will finally embrace and there will be nothing keeping us apart.
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HELLOOOOO SEARIIIII!!!!
how have you been?? ive missed you a lot, and im happy to be talking again to the sweetest person ever (YOU!!!) <333
little doodle in the universe where we're just two tiny silly guys and I get to lay on ur head (it's very comfortable) 💕💕
OMG LEEE AAAAAAAAAAA HIIIIII OMG I LOVE TOUUUUUUU *hugs you*
I've been- .... Surviving. BUT OKAH!!!!AH IM SO GLAD TO SEE YOURE BACK!!!! a bunch of times I went to your blog to see if you were back yet or not and I would be like (´ . .̫ . `) BUT OM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU BACK!!!!
You're so sweet and I love you and I'm so happy to see you back
You know you know? You can always lay on top of my head at any time, chi, I give you that privilege! Heh I love you and this is so cute aaaaaa
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