thinking about solar and how absolutely fucking pathetic of a man he was
constantly nervous and trying to not offend ppl while also just trying to have ppl like him
while i COULD talk about solar/lunar bc thats a very obvious ship (like. theyre right there lmao) but i came here to talk about solar/sun bc i was looking through some of my old oneshots i made when solar first showed up (like- literally on ao3 there were FIVE fics about him. I WAS EARLY) bc i wanted to kiss his flat fucking face so badly
BUUTTTT one of the oneshots was of solar and wutever fuckin insert i used interacting and like. trying to get solar used to gentle touches since im a FIRM believer that that man had NEVER felt a gentle hand on him once he existed (except for maybe when he interacted with his sun in the headspace but thats not actually physical) and it was like "okay lets see how u react to certain things and get u used to it"
and i was like... wut if it was sun doing it with him? i feel like in the beginning he would try and avoid sun as much as he could while also DEEPLY yearning to be around him. bc he just misses his brother so much and he wants him back but he knows this isnt his sun but it hurts to see him and not be able to even touch him. not bc hes not allowed to, hes just too scared to make any moves to get closer.
IM GETTING A BIT OFF TRACK BUTBUTBUT- ill discuss sun and solars early relationship LATER in another post so imma talk about wut im REALLY here for
sun is just hanging out with solar and tries to help him figure out his feelings cuz hes like "i have no fucking clue wut im feeling or wut to do with myself" and sun is like"fuck it i can help" (pretend this is in character LMAO im just being silly and over simplifying :]) and they like- "practice" with solar being used to more gentle touches. like just holding hands and hugs and petting and all that stuff. bc even tho solar trusts sun he still has a deep burning feeling that he will be hurt at some point and sun makes it his personal goal to at least help him not feel like that as much
and ofc they end up kissing. y do u think im here??
solar is an EMOTIONAL MESS. bro does not know wut to do with himself but it doesnt matter bc he feels happy and safe and DAMNIT is he gonna enjoy it
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Good Omens Season 2 Spoilers
You know what? After a while of thinking, I dont want fix-it fics. Or Coffee Theory.
I want Aziraphale, as the new Head Archangel, to try to 'fix' heaven and convince Crowley to come up with him. I want him to realize how lonely it is up there but stubornly refuse to give up, because if he gives up then he admits that Crowley was right, and if Crowley was right then the entire fight was completely his fault. That he could have gone with Crowley and he didnt instead choose the side that has been playing him like a fool this entire time. He wants to prove himself right to affirm that this wasnt all for nothing. But most of all he wants to see Crowley just as happy as he was when they first met, when he was creating the stars. Not knowing that clinging to the memory of someone who disappeared so long ago blinded him to the fact that Crowley was content right where he was, with Aziraphale.
I want them to fight, I want to see the Messy Aftermath of their fights
And then Aziraphale can start healing, slowly but surely.
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at the start of s3, i need crowley to go all out on the recent divorcee look.
need him in a bigass dressing gown that visibly cost an inordinate amount but he thinks passes as 'casual'
i want him to be rocking a new ring or a necklace because he's doing the whole 'i can buy myself flowers' schtick
i want nina to paint his nails because he isn't alone. i want him to wear a silly hat just to try it, and i want him to throw it as far as it'll fly once he catches his reflection in the duck pond,
but more than anything, i want him to wear his hair longer again because 1) sad demon = sad hair and 2) if anything is going to bring aziraphale back, it'll be that
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was tagged by @mooshkat (thank you friend!!) to list 8 tv shows for my followers to get to know me better!
for someone who repeatedly watches the same shows over and over and hyperfixates on certain fandoms, you’d think this would be easy for me but …. it’s not 😂
1. 9-1-1
2. 9-1-1: Lone Star
3. Young Royals
4. The Mentalist (Patrick Jane my beloved...)
5. Broad City
6. The Good Place
7. Black Mirror
8. Disjointed
I will always be re-watching at least one of these, if not multiple (right now, it's Broad City and 9-1-1 hehe)
anyway, since I just watch the same shows over and over again, I'm excited to see what everyone else watches! @wheelsupin-five (I tried tagging two-cut-lines at first lmao) @paqerings @lilbuddie @the-likesofus @shortsighted-owl @poughkeepsies @alyxmastershipper @leslieknopeinthepit
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I finally got to see what Pizza Tower is all about the other day during a charity marathon event and it looked super neat. Shortly after I found out the creator(s) are up to some bullshit (some super antisemitic character designs, a Discord full of bigots, probably some other stuff), so I sighed and removed it from my wishlist. It wasn't hard. There are other games out there.
Oh well. My constant search for new wacky unhinged animation that ISN'T created by idiot bigots continues.
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i’m on the last video for the bastard warrior series by good boy audios and albus please STOP YELLING AT ME ALSO FAITHFUL WHY DO U NEED AN APOLOGY SO BAD 😭
[sigh] i miss the simple days of learning how to swing a sword
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pro tip for writers who use microsoft word: if you have a microsoft account, and you buy ms office (the non-subscription version) using that account, it will let you download office on multiple computers. i just got a new laptop and thought i'd have to buy another copy of ms office suite, but nope! it's linked to my account under subscriptions and services, and there was a handy little installation button that let me put word, excel, and powerpoint on my computer without having to buy it again! i'm not sure if there's a limit to how many different computers you can download it to, but i was pleasantly surprised that it allowed me to do that.
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