#god im so excited for the merch to ship

[un-welcome]

Sooo guess who won BAD 4 merch!!!

Of course I had to doodle something for this. Obviously.

The hoodie may be a bit too big...

[roboraindrop]

*lays down*

I cannot stop thinking about Chu.cky,,,,,,,,

[dreamerwitches]

We're long overdue a merch showcase yaaayy! I've had a lot of great finds recently!

This is all my Madoka merch in my little shrine (plus some dolls and stuff that dont fit elsewhere :P my room is stuffed... ) I'm so happy to have everything I have, especially any witch stuff. Looking at it, you'd think homura was my favourite character but no XD its mami lol I've just happened along a lot of her stuff and I wanted to collect all her plaits figures. I have all the plaits homura kyun-chara now!!! :D

My recent additions are the nagisa nendoroid and school uniform homura cupoche and figma. The nagisa was £60 from ebay. Yes, its a lot and the most ive spent on anything but my god, she goes for over 100 usually, it was a steal (box and all). The homuras were £20 each from vinted which is even more of a steal, i am ecstatic about them because they also go for extortionate prices. (the only bad thing is that figma homu doesnt have a smiling face :( )

My favourite item is probably either my Lotte or Elly since they're both rare and I got them for good prices but also all of my Nagisa merch because damn she has nowhere near enough figure merch... Also the witch stage sets cause they're SO cute

The handmade stuff is (left to right): Elly figure, a human Elly doll made by my bestie for a doll trade, Charlotte figure, a Sasa doll from Oriko Magica, plush Candeloro at the top, Charlotte doll, Valentines charlotte figure, papercraft Oktavia (very top), back down is a Manuke figure, maid Lotte figure with custom Mami and Homura dolls above, swimsuit Homulilly figure and a Walpurgisnacht doll~!

Nagisa is certainly one I don't regret spending money on but I kinda do with the plaits homura dangler just right of Sasa. I got her because she was a good price (though still from america so the shipping was a lot). She's rarer so I thought she'd never show up again for a good price but then after I bought her I saw another listing??? So she's not that rare?! Like, come on... T-T I love her but I remember when she came, I didn't get that excitement spark from her. Maybe because she was smaller than I expected. I can't help but look at her and think 'eh, was she worth it..?' I guess I'm glad to have another plaits homura piece of merch...

On my wishlist is of course any witch merch and plaits homura as well as nagisa and cute mamis. Ones I'd really like are the school uniform mami nendoroid and maybe the maiko one (less so but she comes with charlotte :P ). Definitely the movic witch sets, though im less fussed about the familiars. My big wants are oktavia, walpurgis, patricia and elsa maria. Also the homulilly from the rebellion set but im sure she is way rarer... Nagisa's kyun-chara. I missed a good listing on ebay for that once and i regret it T-T The Mami and Charlotte stage set. It's the last one I want from the set..!

[batensan]

Hiiiii Baten! I got the notice for MO Iris pre-orders being shipped out (yay! ＼(^o^)／) I know it'll take a while since I live far away, but I'm excited >< I could tell you tried to suppress the prices as much as possible, so I'm grateful....! 💖 Do stay warm and cozy in these wintery months, well wishes~

HELLO..!!! FDHSG NOO IM AN EVILDOER! i really enjoy making merch, but i do feel bad because money is tight for most people T__T

thank you for your support and have a nice winter/new year!! (oh god it's almost the new year)

[dracwife]

8, 19, 23, and 24 for whoever’s on the mind? :] —@puppetsematary

hi hi hi hiii church i will do these for onyx since <333 watched the movie today!! ehe

8. What kinds of gifts do you guys like to give each other?

vinyls!!! clothes!!!! little fan merch!!!!!! marcus and mimi are constantly going shopping together at the mall and buying each other little things. its definitely their primary love language<3

9. Do you guys like to cuddle? Handhold? Hug? Kiss~?

hal gave me this little idea/hc a loooong time ago where. what if hes playing viddy games. and i get to lay across his lap and play like a handheld and he just rests his arms on my back and im just like. a little table. and i swear to god its my go-to scenario to daydream about its just so sweet so cute !!!! aaaaaa

otherwise, mimi is way more into pda. he loves grabbing his bfs arm and giving him excited lil hugs and little kisses on the cheek whenever possible. hes very excited and affectionate and bubbly despite his appearance. theyre kind of two sides of the same coin on that one teehee<3

23. Do you guys learn new things from each other?

yes !! most of it is music, movies, all that. their most common date is going to see new horror movies or renting an old one to watch!!!

but in another light, it's also a lot of personal growth, personally. i know onyx is a meme, he's a joke character, he's a silly little guy. but he's my special little silly guy and he really does embody a lot of the insecurities i have had/experienced in the past, especially with social anxiety and the idea of "what if my interests/personality is too cringe" etc etc. and it reminds me its ok to be fun and silly sometimes!! it makes him and this ship all the more endearing to me, because its almost like a way to vent those insecurities/make fun of them because. hey. who cares at the end of the day right. its all for fun, and thats what the ship is all about. just silly little nonsense, reminds me that selfship does not need to be taken so seriously all the time<3

24. Even though you and your f/o are dating, do you ever go to anyone for romance advice? How about your f/o? Do they go to anyone for advice?

unsurprisingly, not really! like i said, that's kind of the draw of it for me. is that there's no expectations, no rules or anything. it's just kind of hey what if, and like learning and experiencing new stuff together, including the whole. romance/relationship side of everything. just throw it all at the wall, see what sticks type of relationship :3

[pridewishes]

hi cherry emoji pridewishes! hope youre doing well, i just wanted to send a chatty ask today. i bought a subaru nendoroid yesterday!!! im really excited and the seller shipped it today, so it should be here in a week or two. enstars nendos are so expensive :/ the nendo price compared to other merch prices is craaazy. alsoo do you have any hopes for the event/second theme scout? i dont have any dias since i just. did a lot of pulling (pulled on soras wwys rerun + for her new 4 star) so im kind of hoping its something i can casually play :3c

Ph my god that's so exciting I want the Izumi one deeply. They are expensive it's really sad :< nendroids are my favorite figures too. I just want it to be any of my comforts honestly I've been out of the loop of enstars fixation sadly. Currently I'm hsr focused 24/7

[cal-cium-the-nerd]

Coming back from the dead to share that (inhales),

MOTHER OF LEARNING (ARC 1) IS GETTING A PAPERBACK AND HARDCOVER PRINTED EDITION AND THE KICKSTARTER FOR THEM IS STARTING ON FEBRUARY 15TH. ALSO THE PRINTS FROM THE KICKSTARTERS WILL BE SIGNED BY NOBODY103 HIMSELF AND YES THERE WILL BE INTERNATIONAL SHIPPING. 

Nobody103 has also been answering questions in the reddit post he made about it

[covermeinclouds]

november 21 2020 9:37 PM

tom felton went live today AND SANG FIND YOU FROM SING STREET. i fucking melted. that song already makes me melt

got my Box 1: Yer A Wizard! Mystery Box today from @/brindleandmaude (from ig) today!!! I WAS SO EXCITED

which means....i got my Hogwarts letter

GOD I FANGIRLED AND VLOGGED THE WHOLE UNBOXING 

im honestly just vlogging anything i do related to harry potter for a ‘road to being a potterhead’ type of vlog im putting together 

ALSO ACTUALLY MADE AN EFFORT ON TIKTOK TODAY and that SHIT IS WORK tiktok is work

fun work though

my respect grew for people who spend their time editing on tiktok

took photos again today after like 2 weeks of doing nothing but watch tom felton’s instagram lives on youtube 

found that the only way you could get a hogwarts house quidditch sweater is through the platform 9 3/4 website and they don’t even ship the philippines. im fucking sad

reconnected with an old best friend. i love this certain friend of mine because every time we drift away we reconnect and always pick up where we left off. it is NEVER awkward with him

highly influenced my boss to use shopee and gave him the best tips and now he has like 15 things coming his way and all he does is wait for them to arrive in the afternoon so he ends up really sleepy during our shift 

realized that if i were a witch, i’d probably just wave my wand away for flowers to appear

but then we also have green thumb people who do that work for us and because of it i love them 

at 7am, tiger comes up to me and tells me he ordered a slytherin quidditch hoodie for me because i said i wanted oversized slytherin merch to feel like i had a slytherin (no, draco malfoy) as a boyfriend. 

tiger is a hufflepuff

and that is a very hufflepuff thing to do 

i am not afraid of my dreams anymore. they’re tiring. the nightmares are tiring. but i am not afraid anymore. they just drag to my waking life so it’s...eh...

stopped taking melatonin to see if my dreams would change

they didn’t 

so whatever it’s fine HAHAHA

i enjoy playing music again. 

i have tom felton to thank for that

[noritoshiikamo]

hellllloooooo it’s mahito anon 💗 ahhhh i’m so glad to hear that you get at least 6 hours of sleep— even though i think 7 would be better :((( i want you to be in tip-too shape. anyway, i hope you’ve been feeling well! i hope your work hasn’t been strenuous and too draining for you. ALSO ALSO YOUR JJK/ANIME MERCH COLLECTION IS SO CUTE OMG. IT’S SO COOL. omg it’s been a few days since i wrote an ask to you— my phone was acting up BUT THERE’S A LOT I HAVE TO SAY. OMG i literally came back and your toji predator/prey work??? FUCKING DUAOJDKAJAQL LIKE WOW. SLOBBERING ALL OVER THE PLACE LIKE A MAD MAN NOW. AND THE SUKUNA AND TOJI NSFW ALPHABET?? THANK YOU FOR THE GOOD FOOD 😫🙏 you always feed us so well. i was checking your wips AND OMG IM SO EXCITED FOR THE CHOSO AND TOSHI TRIANGLE FIC (is it a fic?? one-shot?? what’s it called i still don’t know til this day) AHHHH AND THE PROFESSOR GETO DHAKJWQK IM GONNA START LEVITATING AND GAIN SUPERPOWERS ONCE YOU FINISH AND RELEASE IT. ALSO A MAHITO NSFW ALPHABET??? SCREAMING WITHOUT THE S RN. omg this is getting so long im so sorry but i really wanna dump this— so like i had a dream last night and since i usually look at your blog, it’s not really a surprise it was in my dream. i also was looking at twitter before i went to sleep and saw this photo of catboy noritoshi (i’m gonna link it below). SO IN MY DREAM (it was really lucid and real) CATBOY TOSHI WAS FUCKING SHITTING IN MY HOUSE AND DEMANDED ME TO CLEAN HIS LITTER BOX. he got mad when i said no and started attacking me and then i turned on my phone and went on your blog to find instructions to tame cat boys. THEN THERE WAS A PINNED POST ON YOUR BLOG TALKING ABOUT HOW YOU WANTED A CATBOY TOSHI. so i sold him to you on ebay and then i shipped him off with packaging peanuts and then you did an unboxing video on your blog. IT WAS WILD. but this is getting too long so literally feel free to ignore this. anyways, i also found duck kamo. OKAY OKAY LEMME STFU. please stay safe and happy! and healthy too! thank you for writing for us!💗

https://twitter.com/ohayouakachan/status/1363507361541857280?s=21

https://twitter.com/ohayouakachan/status/1351167813696761856?s=21

link to catboy nori and duck nori im fucking cackling everyone need to look at this AAAAAAA ITS MY FAVOURITE ANONNY!!! 😘😘😘did i tell you that your ‘love letter’ is the highlight of my day i always get so excited when i get your ask imma break it down jjdkjhbn

firstly aaaa okay ive been on melatonin again sadly, my depression is troublesome and im kinda slowly abandoning my fics and watching anime and doing basically every thing i love and it sucks but im trying to get better and it's challenging but pray for me maam!!! so my update is tad slow and i hope everyone understand it, im trying my best hehe 🙇🏽‍♀️

also i actually have a lot of wip but thats just some of it andhkhygand lately ive been trying to write more of other characters out of my comfort (mahito, sukuna, toji etc etc 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️) and im glad ppl enjoyed it and im also writing more out side of the box with the themes annd dark content and i actually enjoy it hjdjfhjfh im just starting on my professor geto x escort student playlist so any song rec shoot my way nonnie!! for choso/nori/reader wip its a one-shot (one shot - one story, fic - multiple chapter but i mashed it up too its just my opinion lol) but im not gonna divulge a lot other than the fact that choso is going to seduce noritoshi's fiancee bark bark spicy 😋

talking about merch, thank you dhdkhbfghf i feel like with the hard work i did, i deserved to buy some merch and guess what im starting my anime charm bracelet

ALSO YOUR DREAM GOD I NEED HELP i CANT STOP LAUGHING< dhjdfhdfjfhjf me and writing instructions on how to tame cat boy im cyring my ACTUAL cats are judging me rn me wanting a catboy toshi??? buying a catboy and doing unboxing????? just somethng normal people hdhjckjchk and something i know i would definitely do maam how DID U NAIL MY PERSONALITY SO WELL EVEN IN YOUR DREam MAAM IF U EVER WANNA BE MUTUAL ON TWITTER SO WE CAN TALK ABOUT CATBOY TOSHI AND JUST BE BESTIES LEMME KNOW I WANNA HHFDKHFCKIDUHY thank u for sharing ur dream maam it helped made my shitty day

i hope you have a very good day and just know that ily 💗and im aggressively drinking water bcs of u 😤😤

[insvisiblestrings]

I totally understand about ur merch rant. I legit had to save 2 years worth of money just to get $50 USD worth of merch THATS JUST STUPID the thing is it’s even worse once you add shipping and convert it to Australian dollars for me ITS JUST REALLY BAD I UNDERSTAND THAT THE STUFF IS BEAUTIFUL QUALITY BUT REALLY?!? I should be able to get a merch order once or twice a year because that excitement is something I will have to treasure for awhile as MERCH DOESNT COME CHEAP *im gonna continue*

(2/2) The merch is so nice and if I could I’d make orders as often as I could but as you said many of us can’t afford it and have to sacrifice other things to get the small things. To explain how bad the shipping etc. is to get A DISCOUNTED $1.50 1989 BRACLET THAT YOU COUKD GET FROM A CHEAP STORE FOR 50C COSTS $30 AUD TO GET OVER HERE. For goodness sake people you could stick that in an envelope 😭😡😡😡

Ok I feel!! Also I cannot imagine shipping to aus like god anon i’m pouring one out for you on that. Like especially when you put it in terms of the bracelet that makes me sick to see that math written out! Like.... I’m currently saving up for the long sleeve 1989 shirt. You know, the one that was released when I was 14. I’m 19. And i’m AN AMERICAN. My mom lives in the same fucking rhode island town as Taylor we are HERE. If the merch was even just $20 cheaper I’d probs order something every few months but instead? Nothing! I really hope you get blessed with some extra cash soon anon like I really want you to get the good merch we all deserve 

[galaxialdarktale]

heeeeeyyyyy....

okay, so i know i've been flakey as hell the last few months. i honest to god have an explanation (i was forced to go to therapy to sort out my shit, thank my fiancee for my return). so here's what's been going on (under cut):

tldr; i'm back babey. reasons for long hiatus kinda thing under cut and i'm super excited to be back! i have a couple of posts, writing!!!!, planned that i want up by the end of the month - one, ideally, in the next couple of days. just needs a couple of edits :)

read the tags and the following line carefully before you click on keep reading. trigger warnings: schizophrenia, abuse, death

schizophrenia is genetic, i already knew that and that i had gotten it from my father. however, it wasn't very.... active, let's say. starting in april, it got bad. im trying my best to get the proper medication now (which is going to be hard since they lost my medical records and "don't want to tarnish your [my] records with such a harsh diagnosis! you have so much potential, so much yet going for you, and that would stop all of that!" (ableist motherfuckers i stg)) but i'm managing.

i was hella burnt out. on the rebound now, but part of my attempted rebound was switching majors from creative writing to game programming, delaying my graduation from dec 2022 to march 2026 (when i honestly just want to drop out). i took a term off and started it up, only to once again have to drop the same class again because i felt like was suffocating and drowning in the pressure at the same time. so i'm switching to gen studies, taking the 2 classes that i have to take to get the gen studies degree, and the 8 elective courses of my choosing, though that may not start up until january. i'm taking a lot of time off from school to even decide if i want to start back up.

i haven't been writing in a long, long time. i'll occasionally open up word, scrivener, milanote, or what have you and write maybe a sentence or a name down, but that's as far as it's gotten lately. until last night. i actually worked on a species idea for heelsum intro post actually coming soon since i have adobe for year im going all out basically it was just bad writer's block fueled by depression and the schizophrenia :)

technoblade. his death hit me hard. within the last year, my family dog, who i got when she was a puppy in 2009, died of the same cancer that alex had. then, in january, my fiancee's sibling died of cancer - small cell lung cancer, but cancer nonetheless. i hadn't started grieving my dog or my sibling-in-law yet and when i watched that video, it all clicked. three people i held dear, the same disease, all within less than a year. i was down and out for a while. (i bought $161 of techno merch to make myself feel better, it didn't work but it'll ship later this month ayyyy)

if you've made it this far, this is your last chance to back out because this is where it gets really bad, gays. so trigger warning for abuse. turn back now if you need to. last month, an alter of mine got yelled at for eating food - which is normal in my house. yelling at us for eating, i mean. we get yelled at for everything. this alter then went to ask our father if he could maybe not yell at us for eating because we already have an eating disorder so yeah please don't and got hit for it. we had a bruise on our face for a month. i'm actually one the alters that formed from that (hi, my name's layla!) for those concerned, we have a plan in place. we currently still have to stay in that house with them, we don't have a choice, but with our plan going as well as it has been and with the help of all our friends, we should be out of there within a couple of years (would be sooner, but passports are still slow). if you wish to help for some reason, my dms are open and i would greatly appreciate it, even if that help is even just offering to talk.

now that's it. that's everything that's been going on. to all my friends on here, everyone i used to talk to, if i can message you, start up conversation again... i know it's been a while, but i miss talking to you guys. if you'll let me, i'd like to still be friends. i won't @ any of you as i don't want to put pressure on you, but if you see this, dms are always open (as are asks).

glad to be back, gays.

[americana-ultra]

Good art accounts?

WHERE DO I START

MUTUALS >

Now it wouldn’t be me if I didn’t promote my babe @samequirk! Their art is super crunchy and the colouring is just ????? AAAA NANI hOW??? Also their anatomy is so nice and with every new post their art gets better and better I’m so proud of them!!! 

Another great artist, because, again, promotion, would be @missplacemat!! Super crunchy colours and line, I love their precious ship drawings and occasional memes!! I feel blessed every time i get to watch their streams 🙏🏼

@komodokrunch is???? So?????? Amazing????? At???????? Traditional art???????? Like fuck?????? Their drawings are always so cute and their anatomy is absolute goals im WEAK please they’re so goddamn underrated and they’re so kind as an artist too like why aren’t y’all following this gem??? 

I’ll sneak in @filthybnhatrash because the occasional portraits they post are 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼 Like PLEASE keep drawing ily your art makes me cry it’s SO GOODD

@metaphorical-balls is aaAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!! AAAHHH!!! SO SOFT!!! Their aoyama art is sososo cute and every other character they draw in general???? Just????? Bghjshjsghsvjsghj thank YOU FOR DRAWING IN GENERAL ILY 

@roumaji we haven’t talked too much but I love seeing your art on my dash!!! I showed one of my irl friends your art and they were begging me for your account because they adore your todo art and so do i! Y’all will love their art in general and you NEED it on your dash >:(

@foggieson liKE THE PREVIOUS, WE DONT TALk buT YOUR ART IS STILL GORGEOUS ♥️♥️♥️ This person’s ships are VERY VALID as well as their art so pleAse don’t be a fool and not follow them 

@ellieb3anart I’VE RECENTLY DISCOVERED ELLIE HAS AN ART BLOG AND!!! HEWWO YOU’RE SO GOOD WHY DIDN’T I KNOW THIS BEFORE BUT YEAH THIS BABE TOO!!! GOTTA CHECK IT OUT 

THE OTHER PROS I ADORE FROM AFAR >

@franeridart — their kiribaku makes me CRY plEASE FOLLOW IF YOU’RE INTO THAT, THEY ALSO POST OTHER AMAZING THINGS 

@meru90 — another amazing kiribaku artist, pleaSE their art/colouring style is to diE for and their ships are absolutely valid 

@pfaerie — such beautifully drawn babes sghjgshj if you love those Good Boys you will love this Amazing Artist 

@raphodraws — VVVV crunchy art and kiribaku stuff it’s vv cute uwu ♥️

@radiocga — Their Miritama stuff made me WEAK when i saw it on my dash I had to follow them, the way they draw bodies melts me in a lil puddle i love iT

@50shadesofhq — THEY DRAW BEAUTIFUL HAIR!!! LONG HAIR FOR THE BOYS!!! BEAUTIFUL ART YOU WILL LOVE THEM!!!

@azreto — can draw,,,,,,, the most,,,,,,, handsome boys,,,,,,,, i recently saw their katsuki,,, ,, , , ,, ,, i wa s,, ,, ,, puddl e,,, ,, , ,, , dead,,,, , ,, , cryin g,, , ,  , i love them, , ,, , pl eas e, ,, ,,

@noodle2thedoodle — CUTE!!! Beautiful art style that will make you SMILE like, ,, i saw their wips for their charms/stickers/whaTever it was and i was like ?? ? It’s already so beautiful? ? ? ? And you’re not even do n e ? ?? ? Ho w ?? ? Take my mo n ey ?? ?

@vangberg — you,, , , ,, , ,, yOu,, ,  , ,,  this person makes the cutest, , ,, shit ever,,, , their dragon kiri, , , , ? The cutest,, ,, , i love their art style in general too and just everything ??? ? Such a good person AND such a great artist ?? ? ? All in one cute lil package ??? ? You’d be a fool not to follow they are heavily under appreciated in my opinion for all the gorgeous stuff they draw 

@katloid — their kamijirou stuff, , ,, , perfect ion ,, ,, ,, their art style is absolutely adorable like pl ea see, ,, i was so giddy when i discovered your art so to the anon that asked, i hope you’ll be just as giddy seeing their art 

@baconmacandcheese — Y’ALL LOOK AT THAT COLOURING,,,, NEED I SAY MORE BC IT’S PRETTY STRAIGHT FORWARD ON WHY THEY’RE AMAZING, THEIR ART STYLE JUST,,, AAAAAA SO MANY TALENTED PEOPLE

@kiruchi — oh i’m head over heels in love with this babe’s art style like goddamn it’s beautiful,,,, hair? Beautiful,,,, their faces? Beautiful,,,, everything? Beautiful,,,,,,

@gabzyart — their kiribaku also makes me WEAK and just the way they draw bnha characters ( or just any character in general ) like ???????? BabE taleNt their art style punches life into me 

@sinfulhime — again, their kiribaku = BEAUTIFUL ♥️ AAA and their colour pallets in general just sbhgshjghj need i say more? Please check them out i’ll cry if u dont 

@clarartz — i follow them on insta and on here and goD am i a lucky ducky when they post bc their art is so damn clean and pretty to look at!!! Their young mic makes me sosososo happy!!!! Their art in general just makes me sgjhgshjghj!!!!!!!! 

@paeshin — such entertaining comics!!!!!! Their art style is just so,,,, comforting to look at ????? Their kiribaku is so????? GhjgjhgHJGSHJSGHJ i can’t even express in words how amazing they are and i’m so lucky to be following them like !!!!!!!!! Thank you for drawing the babes ilysm!!!!

@mortinfamiart — god knows how many things i’ve bought off your merch store tbh hjsgshjgj your charms are just nice to look at and im looking at my kiri and bakugo charms on my bag from where im sitting now and im smilING LIKE A GOOF THEY’RE GORGEOUS YOUR ART STYLE IS POSITIVELY GORGEOUS!!!

@lowaharts — the cleanest art ive ever seen in my damn lifE like ???? Your lining on tradition is so god tier ???? And your backgrounds in penciL???? HoW???? The inking is ??  ?? ? ? ? HgsjhgshjsgvkjhgjHGJ i cant even express in words how much i live for this babe’s beautiful art,,, only in keyboard 

@cccrystalclear — AND I CAN’T FORGET THIS GORGEOUS ARTIST!!!! I’ve had the privilege to see their watercolouring/sketches/etc stuff on insta and i was just like,,,,,, so blown away,,,,, it’s so professional and the way they draw kiribaku and kiri on his own makes me sososo happy and excited like WOW IM IN LOVE WITH THIS ART!!! And you will to!!!!

Now, this post is getting ridiculously long! I would add so many more but I think this is enough for now. Hope this helped and sorry it took so long!!!

[thebleedingeffect]

God im so excited I haven't gotten my shipping notification yet but I'm SO EXCITED FOR MY RANBOO MERCH :DDD

[alexsunmners]

oh man im always so bad at these bc who am i???? idk!!😭😭😭 uhh ok ok so my name is heather (i know u know this already) and i like space and all art forms (esp music... we are both music hoes) and photography and i wish to live a soft life!! but also a fulfilling life bc i am kind of an adrenaline junkie, but also super calm usually and yeah that's literally all i got, god bless alex ily sis 💙💙💙

(ok honestly s a m e love i’m like? who? am? i? idk? her?)

shipped with: Scott Summers

song: i’m not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you by black kids

headcanons: 

you’re the ultimate concert couple omg you go all out. byo picnic? check. merch for days? check. cute concert pics? fucking definitely

theme park dates are a heavy feature in your lives bc yes to rollercoasters

scott’s an angsty little shit sometimes and you calm him down

“babe chill you’re being so dramatic oh my god it’s not that serious” 

he lets you take him to space museums and he loves to watch how excited you get at it all

“look at the planets scott!! look at them!!”

2k celebration ships

[sh-lan]

i’m always late for these now but oh well

i can’t believe i’m making an ebay account happy new year LOL

Third day of the new year!

Went to hangout with ryan and leighton. They wanted to try marugame udon so!!! Also i saw adam but didnt say hi, oops. In any case. We were like hey let’s do something like walk around! But it rained a little so we bought some cuties from trader joe’s and ended up at ryan’s house and basically sat in his kotatsu for 4 hours then i came home. I also finally know how it feels like when the manga says that your legs get tangled inside the kotatsu. And when you literally cannot get out of it. Plus the feeling of losing the ability to walk because ya gurl tried to stand up after crawling out of the kotatsu and just fell back down What a day LOL

my brain in general has forgotten how it feels like to study …oh dear

Mommy helped me dye my hair yesterday! It’s lighter than i thought but it was the gray ochre color from palty! And it smells like grape hichews Facetimed vania & yuri today and they noticed the color! And then facetiming with dad and he also noticed LIKE WOW I DIDNT REALIZE PEOPLE COULD TELL? <3

I want a lot of cute phone case but idk what and where to get EDIT: i am still having this problem

I just saw the golden year of the dog items from starbucks korea AND I WANT EDIT: also want the starbucks x pantone planner fml EDIT EDIT: did not end up buying anything good job deborah lan

i was right muster merch colors ARE BEAUTIFUL

The muster merch fmu EDIT: clearly i was overwhelmed with the colors because there were two separate drafts in a row lol

The company insists on having two references….

And now they said they chillin with a peer reference SO I PHONED A FRIEND (aka vania) bless her soul

jan 10th l i f e u p d a t e got the first job offer of my life!! (well official full time offer lol) and so it looks like i’m going to portland? :O

Wow i joined a GO for muster merch New year new me and goodbye money 탕진잼 탕진잼 탕진잼

Wow im glad i submitted the form to get muster merch because THEY ARE SO CUTE AND PRETTY. Okay but i really want PCs so i sincerely hope bighit has some sense and ship PC sets abroad when you order multiple other items Also didnt realize the lenticular key rings would be a hot item but seriously they are so much more adorable than i thought?? Jk’s key ring is so cute i cri EDIT: just found out about no acrylic stand )))): EDIT EDIT: didn’t get squat because ARMYs jump all over everything any time anything is released...

finding housing is hard and i can’t believe that i actually see an appeal to living in downtown…

fmu because bt21 getting released online BUT I REALLY SHOULDN’T BUY but also i finally got my package from jen! ugh omg the bag charms are so cute i don’t know whether to actually use them or keep them in their boxes ;__; and she included some mediheal masks! finally also sent vania her tata as a thank you gift~

deokrim stickers are too cute ima buy two sets

And ugh wow i cant believe i chanced upon cornpeu shop reopening im ded Vania and i didnt catch the timing for bt21 and now i’m still dumping money on bts things HAHA EDIT: not even 15 min after writing this, i bought the stuff from cornpeu lel (which couldve been used to buy the cushion so idk man) time to go preorder for deokrim maybe?

Wow my left hand hurts like shit did i really break it playing superstar bts like mom said? No way right

Ahhhh got my muster merch in the mail today and it’s so niceeee *^* Ima stick that washi tape like everywhere LOL

I hurt myself four different times today smh

In portland for the weekend! I deadass ate two packets of honey roasted peanuts on the plane ride over because i didnt realize i was so hungry and now i’m just waiting for the pimples to cOME ;__;

I walked into a stationery store in portland and just. FOUND MY PEACE. jk but i bought some stickers i been looking at online blesssss

No. Tax. Anywhere. (So far)

I had coke last night after my flight and i legit didnt feel tired until 3:30am oops

Omfg i cant believe someone was selling the trust issues photobook by snowpeach in the luce in altis project for $15 last night WOW LIKE THE FEW DAYS I DONT CHECK SHIT, THERE’S ALL KINDS OF SHIT I WANT. $15 is so cheap ;___;

went to portland with alice to check out apartments!!! woot. lots of fun going around/looking at the city. landed on thursday night and waited at the airport for alice and ate mcdonalds/watched the office haha friday: alice had work all day ): so i went out to meet up with yuri and leslie who happened to be out in portland too! walked to the alberta arts district to eat with them at pok pok noi. just walked around afterwards exploring in the rain before getting back home to eat dinner with alice at like 8…lol we went to bamboo sushi in sw and alice treated me to omakase as a congrats on getting my new yob!! woot also did some walking around in the neighborhood - will likely spend quite a bit of time in the powell city of books! saturday: the day we actually went out to see properties! grabbed some blue star donuts and headed into nw district - looked at some apartments and then grabbed lunch at this cute italian place that i will most likely frequent. started talking to alice about stuff and being weak, i cried and then we got free hazelnut ice cream…LOL. it was really good sunday: since we toured places that i actually liked yesterday, we basically just decided to walk around different areas. waterfront park, pioneer square…we spent a while in nordstrom rack and sephora looking for stuff for alice! lol. then dinner again at bamboo sushi and dessert at salt & straw :> monday morning: waking up early to get to the airport for alice’s flight. bought more donuts at the airport for mom! then i sat at the airport watching the office and eating until the airplane ride where i got a whole row to myself~

and that was my portland trip shortened LOL. but~ excited about the new city, definitely excited about the donuts!

Furniture shopping is hard Moving is hard Everythinf comes down to money S M H

Got approved for my apartment today!! #excited

legit on phone calls for an hour getting stuff down and ready. now to wait on emails so i can get to the next step to sign my lease!

It’s been hot in sf like ??? In other news, i put coconut oil in ma hair - let’s see how it feels tomorrow! :O EDIT: idk, it didn’t feel different?

Omg feb 5th: suddenly a day where i can play hard mode on ssbts wow what a day

I just saw the new bts game where you get to “live chat” the boys as the user becomes the manager and takes care of the bois I am literally gonna die All armys gonna die Why do they do this to us …BECAUSE THEY KNOW WE’LL NEVER BE THEIR MANAGERS

Today i threw away my first lip tint because it looked funky funks and was like dying Good bye you were good to me - onto more an new lip tints! On another note. The balenciaga cap is $350??!?!

Being fat today and ordered three desserts with han at creations. And then went to the beach because pokemon but ended up star-gazing and it was niceee

Just came across its it ice creams on IG and since it’s been so hot (cause like spring came early or something??) i want it!! Also, it’s like the only time i ever consume oatmeal raisin cookies (unless they just oatmeal - in which case, delicious) But omg i didnt know strawberry is an OG flavor? Althought mint reigns supreme. But. GREEN TEA??

A BUMBLEBEE FLEW INTO MY HOUSE THE OTHER DAY AND I WAS ALONE AND COULDNT HELP also raided mewtwo yesterday!! Woot. Surprisingly got the gym bonus after much hardwork but dayum caught with only one ball LOL

Ever since that one time on the airplane with the weird ass headache/tension above my left eyebrow….i got like two headaches in a week that were like that. Also in between those, my right ear hurts and honestly…am i broken somewhere cause lel Body please get better

Lmao so last time i put on a screen protector, i cracked it in two days cause i dropped it. And i just put on a new one last week and lo and behold, it hath cracked again but this time, in my purse. I’m so ????? Smh

Landed in portland once again with han for move in!! Woke up super early…. Just went to target/tj maxx to buy stuff. Smh should’ve bought a swiffer and gotten it sent here ): Got a shower rug! THE SOFT SQUISHY ONE. But failed in the shower curtain department cause it’s too short… Makeshift bed with blankets and bed sheets lol…we shall await the mattress coming in tomorrow~ Do have quite a bit of stuff to buy in general…): Anyways. Had a burrito for dinner and like ?!! Aluminum foil gave me an aluminum cut so…ow No internets yet - good thing han downloaded some movies!

My cuticles are dying because my hands are dry and wow this is terribad

Went and bought a shitton of strawberry chocolates for 50% off at cvs MUAHAHA

Went to macy’s (or we’ve been going often since it’s going out of business so things are going on sale) and got the seiko watch i was kinda eyeing last time. ONLY TO FIND OUT (forgot to check on amazon) that it was 38 dollahs cheaper ;__; but. EHHH it’s all good. Seems like the one on amazon has strap problems being too smol so…like, it’s totally chill

February 19th

My first day of work!! Went in earlies and had onboarding for about two hours with amother new hire. Then i returned to my room where i met my coworker and my manager! Both of whom are in the same room and we each have a desk. (Ima have to request a standing desk :O) anywayss. Got a company laptop - thank god it’s not bulky. And then i’ve got two monitors on my desk too! #bless

Then jlw went through more ux stuff with me and i also went to a stand up meeting. Like. Those are real man. Then went to company lunch! Where new hires introduce themselves and i realize that i have never used a dishwasher before and everyone was shookt lol.

Afterwards, i went to a sprint meeting AND BOIIIII PLANNING POKER DOE??? Lololol. I have to say i did not understand a single thing that was going on. Took about an hour and a half…

Anyways. went back in where jlw continued where she left off and then finally let me read some onboarding stuff on my own before she headed out at 4 and then me, leaving swiftly at 4 as well LOL

SO that was my first day! Trying to get everything in order - i hope that everything goes great and that i learn lots and lots! :> although…windows computer already killing me, no wonder people use mouses instead of the trackpad. Also…gotta learn Axure + in depth photoshop so…WOOT WOOT

Oh and we also have a huge snack cabinet i might just become a potato

Light snowfall is so pleasant :>

Bucketlist checklist:

Eat alone - check! First lunch break :> (exciting!)

Watch a movie by myself - check! Love, Simon

Second day - drank too much coffee while i’m still weak against caffeine. It’s 1:26am. HNNNGH

i got really bored at work today because even though it’s week 2 now, i was done with my shit at like 2pm so i just started looking at axure tutorials for another however long until 4:30 LOL side note: might actually do my post-its idea thing then i realize that i didn’t bring any post-its over to portland… also i cracked my screen again today because i slammed it on the counter while trying to save it from falling so did i really save it….

bought rice and shin ramen on amazon lel

Gonna try out my post it idea in the office tomorrow. Hope it goes well 🤞

2/28/17 First ever happy hour but also goodbye party for kyle - also like the first time i talked to him since the one and a half week i been there (minus when we introduced ourselves) but sads cause he was kinda a squish and everyone seemed to have a chill time working with him :/ oh well

ALSO THE FIRST DAY THAT YA GURL GOT PAID $$$ (which is just directly going to rent - oh the woe of getting paid bi-monthly LOL)

Wow i did a great job sticking on my phone screen protector! #yes EDIT: no i didnt. It’s blocking the camera slightly on top smh

Ya gurl cut her finger on a tape measure lmfaooo

Alice came two weekends in a row to help me buy and build stuff and daymn. That was some hard work and tbh i only built a shelf and a bed LOOOOL I think ima go for the sofa + table rather than the desk. I think it might work! Also went to ashun market. Good weekend :>

I went bowling today!! It was an engineering celebration so i thought - why not, let’s be social for a little bit. And it turned out to be fun~ we had some fuds and i played two rounds. And I got a strike in one of the rounds! Woot woot. Anyways. It was enjoyable, not as awkward as i had envisioned. Also i was able to successfully catch the bus home so that was great :>

I think i’m reverting back to my eating habits because there are ENDLESS SNACKS IN THE OFFICE. Oh dear

Really actually thinking about that dicon photobook because the pictures are so nice :<

ALSO FINALLY FCKIN DISCOVERED ELECTRICITY CHARGE ON KWH DIFFERS ON A MONTH TO MONTH BASIS in addition to usage. Wow the things you discover and uncover as you adult

Also city of portland why do you have a base charge of $11???????

Ahhh xfinity wifi was too good to be true Apparently only 5 devices could connect to it at one time. So i guess i gotta shop for internets now…LOL EDIT: NAWP. ALL GOOD. THAT WAS FOR HOME HOTSPOT. WOOT

Lmao my manager went to ucsd when marshall was still called third im

In other news. It looks like my one on one anxiety wont dissipate soon. Esp since last week, the vp of engineering just sent me a calendar invite for a one on one and i literally got stressed out for a straight 30 min before i said yes to the invite and could slowly go back to focusing on work lol…. EDIT: it ended up being around 15 minutes and i did not really enjoy it at all

We are bulletproof pt 2 came on today while i was walking and i still cannot believe that the first lines still got me smiling like a fckin idiot

Ok so i finally talked to this girl at work (who i think is really pretty omfg) the other day and she’d been curling her hair recently and as we were walking out of the bathroom i was like I REALLY LIKE YOUR HAIR And then she said my hair is so straight and healthy - “do you straighten it? It’s really pretty” and i’m just over here crying on the inside because it looks like hay and only happened to be really straight that day for god knows what reason. SO BASICALLY THE STARS ALIGNED JUST SO WE COULD HAVE THIS CONVERSATION Also she said she recently bought a curler that just “does it for you” and gurl i need that because idk how to DO ANYTHING TO MY HAIR UGH

I woke up with the blankets already nicely proportioned off the sides of my bed - so i just crawled out without making my bed today lool

Thought i could handle watching burn the stage but i saw the screenshot of jungkook lying down and it already broke my heart Need to be secluded with some tissues ;__;

A two day trip to see The Rose in seattle or a five day trip in san diego… 🤔🤔🤔

last day of march went to lunch with my coworkers for the first time and i actually enjoyed it! it was fun :> glad that my coworker actually dropped by the office to invite us to lunch~

good friday today because:

lunch was good

really honestly did nothing because we were troubleshooting visual studio

also basically did nothing because double sprint planning and retro LOL

HEADING HOME FOR THE WEEKEND UNTIL WEDNESDAY

#gotpaid

but no joke, on the ride to the airport, i got carsick and i honestly didn’t even know that was possible but if you think about it, i basically haven’t been on any kind of transportation for at least a month… also my uber driver is like some viet gangsta or something that gets pulled into the room every time he tries to go to canada O_O LOL

Deadass trying to save money but The rose concert in seattle, want to make an sd trip, want the 2k18 asia trip But also bts comeback sometime during the first half of the year and SUDDENLY WANNA ONE IS GOING TO HAVE A WORLD TOUR??? Dammit dude DAMMIT

My heart dies a little every time my coworker comes by and invites me to lunch with everyone *ugly sobs* Dies a little in a good way - just for clarification LOL

Mom dyed my hair for me! And it was darker than i thought BUT GREAT. Curiously enough, after two washes…it’s already lightening?? NO PLEASE STAY DARK. PLEASE. EDIT: lol i realized there was another “mother dyed my hair” somewhere on top lel. just for clarification - nobody else dyes my hair including myself cause i am incapable lOL

omfg i just saw the we bare bears x spao collab AND THEN FOUND THE ADVENTURE TIME X SPAO CLOTHES, SO CUTE!!! the jake and bmo hoodie )):

didn’t realize that i missed them so much ;__; we thought we would all die with the black hair but actually they just killed us with softness good thing they didn’t come out with foreheads lOL

okay lol basically that’s it because nothing happens in my life although i realze that i video recorded a lot of experiences and they’re all just video files sitting on my phone and that’s why maybe i haven’t been writing any everyday things down :O will i ever edit them? unclear

in any case - planning lots of fun things for the months to come hopefully!