#gonna go lie down for a bit
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im obsessed with the title of this inspiration you get for saving minthara with an urchin origin.
shes an apostate twice over. shes been abandoned by her gods/rejected her faith twice. she's lost her sense of purpose, and her home, twice. she didn't think anyone would come for her. but you did. when everyone had abandoned her and she'd lost everything and given up on any chance of being saved, you did.
of course the urchin, the easily forgotten, gets inspiration from saving her. if we hadn't, she would've been forgotten in our crusade against the absolute. but she's not, because we saved her.
#baldur's gate 3#minthara#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3 tav#tav x minthara#tagging it as their romance cause im . obvs romancing her#im just. i love this so much.#'rescue minthara from her captors' really does sum up whats going on with her and the absolute like. she doesn't follow them willingly#you're saving her from what could've easily been your fate if not for the artifact#i love her character so much#i love her dynamic with tav#even if you're rescuing her having not had her romance scene in act 1 the dynamic is still so good#you're still saving her when she didn't think anyone would. whats more you have no reason to if you didnt get her romance scene#but you do#and she owes you more than her life#gonna go lie down for a bit
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Purple sop purple sop purple so
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v the embalmer#identity v ask blog#unconcerned art#i cant believe this is the one that brings me back into the game. just to read the event like ten times. i refuse to play any matches#i wish watso.n could have interacted/ played a much bigger role than. he did#also i was being dumb n misunderstood Stuff so i scribbled down that hes still a bit sus#im gonna ramble about it here cos idk where else to talk about it im going insaneeeee. so spoiler warning for the event#my dumbass thought they were implying that laverne was the lost daughter which didnt make any sense to me#because the tree n the fact the fathers name is laverne doesnt add up#it took me like three reads to realize they were implying that yr was the lost girl. im so dumb. punches myself#the timeline sort of checks out? assuming laverne is 20ish n yr was 10+ when all That went down#the bevil guy was like 62. he had 30 years to Suddenly Change Heart#but also. did the guy just. purposely find laverne n have him be the butler just so he could Do That#it was half a year before his death too. what. what was going on there. if i were the maid i would have flipped my shit too#ok anyway. i still cant fucking believe watso.n didnt show up for like half the investigation. because he was. getting wick#wick. a police dog. that. idk. just ask le.strade???? they really needed an excuse to bring alice in instead of. dr fucking watso.n#i should seriously get around to actually reading sherlock holmes ive decided just cultural osmosis is not enough#on the list of classics i should also read: picture of dorian gray. for. reasons#okay i got all that out im sane again (lie) (laverne i have so many questions for youuuuuuu ughhhhhh)#alao for the record. drawing laverne did fix me. slides off the table
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Can we just talk about the fact that the Dealer anomaly, an anomaly that was created by the (negative) emotions inside the casino, which very much includes Taiga's and Romeo's, is a scorpion?

Are we sure the gambling students' emotions weren't just a drop in the ocean compared to what Taiga and Romeo were going through, thus modeling the anomaly after the animal/constellation Romeo was named after?
#I don't even know where to go from here#The anomaly being a scorpion because Romeo despite his narcissistic tendencies harbors a fair bit of self-loathing#But on the other hand you have Taiga#Whose only constant in life is Romeo#I'm gonna have to lie down for a minute#tokyo debunker#tkdb#tdb#taiga hoshibami#romeo scorpius lucci
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what if i.... got obsessed with Star Wars again??
#not gonna lie i was feeling nostalgic and then i saw people asking about jareor and it made something in my chest clench like oooooh#and so i went down memory lane and reread some old fics that i love and it made me happy.#and then i reread MY old fics and even my WIPs and i was like oh yeah! this was cooking wtf happened! (life. life happened.)#and then to top it all off i read through every comment for my fics again and gosh. everyone was just so nice#those comments meant (and still mean!) so much to me#its daunting cause its been years and i'm woefully out of practice with star wars lore and i'd need to rewatch some things.#but part of me wants to? i miss this community more than any other i've been a part of. i miss writing too.#i cant guarantee i'll be active again. i have two jobs one of which is very stressful (i work in the news rn) but i want to be.#i might start with reading more and reblogging art again... i want to pick back up with my fanfics but i may go back and rewrite a bit firs#oh maybe some star wars books are on libby and i can read some novels!#ugh i miss you guys. it's been years i dont think many of you are around. but i still think fondly of you all.#fluff rambles
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I am not getting kicked out of university everyone clap
#gonna lie face down on the sofa for a bit#my flatmates have been super supportive inshallah one of them just went 'do you want to go clubbing tonight'#love you but no I have an itv endeavour evening in with our other flatmate
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It's MikoFuto Day! Futo couldn't be happier. So happy that she's interrupting the daily Nue post to deliver that important news instead.
#muse: futo#random silliness#hello friends#I'm gonna go lie down for a bit now#also happy MikoFuto Day on the 20th#if it's the 20th then happy MikoFuto Day now
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We're nearing the end of the tournament~
Scheduled poll 53 for Monday at 9 AM ET:
Loser's Bracket:
EnAtsu vs KinAtsu
The winner of this poll will go up against... IoRyuu! (Which has already won against both of them, but hey, that's why it's a double-elimination bracket!)
#boueibu#boueibu love#tumblr polls#tournament#(not gonna lie... i'm a bit salty that enkin lost against kinatsu in the loser's bracket)#(all of the polls had maybe 60 votes max... but that one ended up having 106??)#(and then the polls after went back down to under 50)#(like okay. who bought votes lol)#(after the tournament is over i want to go in and tally up the total votes every ship received)#(so in addition to the winner of the tournament)#(there will be an honorable mention/ranking of ships to see who got the most votes overall)
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dlc is done. turns out I actually didn't have too much left but now I am sad it is over so soon
#i need time to formulate thoughts but man... that was great. i will never get tired of stories about grief idc !#i rlly love the way henry and voyta talk to each other.. it felt so real#voyta being distressed about going insane and henry trying to ground him . sighs. henry of skalitz i love u#falls to my knees... 'you were sent to me from heaven' i love these two so much#i do wish it was a bit longer tbh but maybe thats just me . i do love the dlc tho i have no idea what id rank it#my controversial opinion is that its better than band of bastards thats for sure#shaking the bars of my cage warhorse why the fuck do you keep giving me great characters just to take them away so soon im so sad#gonna lie down forever now#kcd2 spoilers#bwd spoilers#six speaks
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Social media is kinda twisted and it's scary to realize how it warps everything around it
#i think ive gotten pretty good at controlling my social media habits except the entire fact i log in in the first place#embarrassing...#im not even gonna lie i get scared deep down#of being alone and not having the small bit of interaction and going crazy 😧#i think my habit of going to sleep with YouTube comes from this (though i kicked this habit and i don't do it anymore)#I'm scared to be alone when i go to sleep bc i don't know what's even gonna happen tomorrow#so i try to stick to comfort which is listening to a person talk#its insane how much time i wasted on sns and it has given me nothing except anxiety and self hatred and shame and guilt#let's be real at the end of the day what awaits me if i turn off the internet would make most people want to kill themselves#welp#still i try to kick the habit (unsuccessful so far)
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ok yk i am a motherfucker that Looooves bloodweave but i think we are absolutely overlooking. the funniest. / most real astarion x companion ship. astarion and wyll
like. if youre looking for a funny ship, Thats It. the morally very dubious little guy who doesnt want you to save orphans falls in love with The Orphan Saving Guy™. the guy who says he would rather trade his one good eye to not have to do any more dubious deals falls for Mr. Evil Pact Enthusiast. like do you see my vision
#but fr tho#wyll needs to be shipped with one of the companions i think he could go great with shadowheart too but like. she has laezel im not gonna lie#and like... good arc astarion genuinely starting to look at wyll doing good and saving people and being like huh. Huh.#i think astarion deserves his own prince charming ygm#and wyll sorta learning to like. do things for himself too eventually#astarion flirting with him bcs he does it to everyone and wyll actually flirting back instead of just being genuine...#astarion melting down#you get my vision right. YOU GET MY VISION#they are yaoi to me. TO ME!!#karlach being wylls wingman in this#(shes his bestie anyway i wont accept any other answer)#but i just think astarion deserves the solid and calm wyll would give him and wyll deserves the bit of selfish chaos astarion would bring#thats all#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 wyll#baldurs gate wyll#astarion#bg3 astarion#baldurs gate astarion#bloodweave#gale of waterdeep#karlach#lae'zel#shadowheart#minthara#halsin#bg3 tav#idk i havent even finished act 1#idk that much about wylls backstory yet (have been spoiled astarions)
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I hope you're not too down on your luck & that all things work out for you.
(not sure about you, but I am not really ne that likes to be hugged when feeling negative & wanted to be sure for you to! So head pats)

Thank you Moon head pats will do just nicely ;; <3
This whole week has just felt iffy and off to me, the latter half of today felt worse. Idk if its depression(cuz it sure has been a while since i felt that) or my trouble with sleeping or if I'm just dissociating again but i do feel like im having some sort of emotional disconnect with a lot of stuff lately. It's just been all so blehhhhh \(;´□`)/
#the cryptid talks#im trying to fix my sleeping to see if it helps#idk#maybe ive just been cooped up in this house for too fcking long and its really taking a toll on my mental state#it just kinda feels like a spark in me is dimming down a bit#and the need to interact with people is lessening by the day#man i kinda wish vera was my therapist#wouldnt that be something#not gonna lie your message did make me tear up a lil bit#i appreciate you ;w;#who knows maybe by next week i'll feel just a smidge better#im going out with my fam tomorrow to see the new kung fu panda movie so maybe thatll also help
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having milder sensory issues than you used to is wack because you'll be like "ah yes i can go out in the world and do things now, no problem" but forget that you're still only one difficult haircut or noisy grocery store away from completely bluescreening
#made the mistake of trying Different Hairstyling Product at the barber's today#i know it's internalized ableism but i always feel a bit silly when this happens#like. ah yes my face is just gonna be Deer In Headlights for a bit & making sentences involves significant lag. why? Bad Hairbrush#oh no there is A Smell. going to have to lie down now. just how it is#sorry can't make decisions. the lighting in this store is Wrong#pfff no what?? this isn't disabling. what are you talking about *hides coping mechanisms behind back*#...i should maybe try to better accommodate my sensory issues when i leave the house#it really is much better than it used to be though. like i've mostly recovered since getting home an hour ago#personal
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Going to the flea market Sunday! Never been and am hoping to find some fun trinkets.
#aur rambles#original posts#worried it will be overwhelming but we will see. coworker is cool he will understand if i need to go lie down in the car for a bit lol#other coworker cant come last minute so he said hes gonna give us a twenty and see ehat weird shit we find him lol
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Me: Fell asleep earlier telling Toby stupid fun facts about my crush
Toby: Oh yeah, you're doomed-
Me: WHAT.
#💘.crush#🍒.talks#I'm about to lie back down for a bit but I'm still going to deny it greatly.#But I uh. Do need to add him to the Google doc.#I'm trying to think of a good emoji for him- He's gonna remain a secret on there 💀#Even though a solid handful of people have already figured it out🧍
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#oh for fucks sake#if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g#she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up#which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares)#so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc#and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.'#she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things'#bitch WHAT THINGS ?????#exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ????#do u Hear urself ??#now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up)#and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour#'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!'#ma'am...#a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest#b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt#c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit.#whaT ?????#god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit#not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her)#jesus fUcking chrisT#i gotta get out of here#this woman is so immensely hateful#ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times)#fuuuuuck me.#anyway.#negative#ableism#verbal abuse#ask to tag
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Sorry guys I have had A Day so I think I'm gonna cut it off here for trick or treat doodles 🥺 thanks for playing with me though <3
#kinda hard to make doodles when ive got a migraine yknow?#anyway. hope no ones too upset i promise i answered as many as i could#family is getting here soon too so <3 yippeeee#randy rambles#this counts for that tag i think#anyway yeah today has been A Bit Shit so im gonna go lie down 👍
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