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GUYS IM A REAL TUMBLR PERSON NOW, JUST GOT MY FIRST MESSAGE FROM A PORN BOT!!!
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when the collectors edition of disco elysium drops and i get the chance to purchase the Innovative ‘Layers of the Id’ Premium Box, Hand-Painted ‘Mind Totem’ Vinyl Sculpture, 190+ Page Hardbound Art Book feat. Oodles of Previously Unreleased Art and Stories, Illustrated Fabric Map of the District of Martinaise, i am going to feel joyce's voice, vibrating within my very skeletal structure, smugly saying "Even those who would *critique* capital end up *reinforcing* it instead" as I shell out $249.99
#disco elysium#listen. i want the fucking sculpture. okay#i want the fucking artbook. i already got the vinyl i want that art book so fucking bad too.#i want a copy for my switch pretty please. and if im gonna get it. ill get the fabric map too.#ill hang that shit up on my wall fucking watch me
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Yayyy my horsie
#barking#its not good xd bc im not doing any splashing or good brushstroke direction and shit like that#but i had fun and im gonna hang it up on my wall after the exam
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rediscovering I have empathy? craaaazyyyyy
#beanie babbles#okay so this is gonna be a vent post but all in the yags#tw pet death#tw death#i hope dont think this is ablest language but its not precise language#Here we go#I never really doubted I have a capacity for empathy. It can be kind of hit or miss- amd even when I dont understand I try to be compassion#-ate. all that good stuff blah blah#Whats a lot more accurate to say is I dont really feel bad for dead people#I'll feel bad at the idea of somone dying maybe. I dont want living people to suffer and die just because.#I get upset when my friends are suicidal or when somone goes out and kills other people or even when a fictional charecter dies sometimes#but the mourning isnt about their death. it sucks that i cant hang out with them any more or that they cant experiance shit any more#but im not crying at a casket#But I did cry when I found my housemates pet bird limp on the floor of the cage today- the other one not seeming to even realize#This is the second time. The first one the birds were closer and the loving one wouldnt stop making noise tryong to get our attention#this one didnt mind as much- was just hungry and looking for some more feed. The feeders were empty and water gross#I stay with the birds every day and make sure they get excerize and enrichment because my housemate cant do that part#but i dont check the nessicities#so that was a shock. I refilled the food compartment after taking the dead bird out and putting them in a box#I dont think thats why they died. These birds have their wongs clipped before purchase and cant flay very well at all#But this bird practiced and was able to get a lot of height and distance as feathers grew back. But didnt know how to stop#Constantly crashing into floors and walls. Thats the main culprit I think#Its just weird that I cry easier over birds and fictional charecters and material things than my family. I feel guilty about it#Not that guilty i got all that angst out in 2020#vent post#not really actually this turned into an explination of events more#anyway#the actual post had nothing to do w9th anything bru
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Happy Whumpmas (੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*🎅⛄❄️!!! You have just been snowballed by a secret whumper. Help to keep the snowball fight going by anonymously sending this to five other whumpers with a whump-related question of your choice.
Here's mine for you: What's one whump trope you can never get enough of, no matter how often you read it?
Oooh, nice question, thank you!
I am an absolute sucker for a Rescue - which segues nicely off I'm an absolute sucker for a captivity arc :D
(But i chose rescue for this bc it's the end result and i wouldn't like a captivity arc nearly as well with no escape/rescue - rescue obvs preferred)
And actually, the less agency the character has in their own rescue, the better, imo.
All the hate for the "helpless, poor abused female with no power who gets rescued by a big strong man"? I love that.
Agency can kiss my ass lol okay, perhaps that's a bit blunt. I prefer a blink and you'll miss it sort of agency - defiance that gets you nowhere. having that small bit of spark left even after all hope is gone and they're ground into the dirt. when rescue arrives, making the choice to cooperate instead of being like, what's the point. wanting to die but eventually choosing to live.
small acts that may not be as flashy as "i can kick your ass six ways to sunday and i don't need nothing from nobody i can take care of myself", but feel infinitely more satisfying to me
*cough* ANYWAYS
ITS THE RESCUE
#starlit asks#Anonymous#whumpblr#obligatory i don't give a shit what the genders are really i just tend to write and read m/f but i would still like this trope with any#combo of gender/nongender#also me not really giving a shit if thats a trope or smth else - its what i thought of :')#i can't keep that shit straight i swear#anyways#im gonna write this someday#maybe#i seem to churn out spicy females one after another so uh#carr and her i can kick your ass six ways to sunday 😅😂#honestly i think Riah has the most potential but its kinda Nykim hanging from broken arms kneeling on shattered knees rn soooo#hehe#but i'm still planning on bricking her into a wall so there's that :))
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lord touch his mind…
#gonna hang this on my wall so this shot can haunt me even when i’m not analyzing#also this is taking fucking forever and i have to fix a bunch of shit already#jay etc
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The road to my personal happiness is truly paved with the warning signs of my traumatic upbringing that I looked at, bodily flung to the ground, and said fuck it before continuing on.
#Katie is rambling 2k24#it’s not too clingy#it’s not too weird#it’s not a crime to be yourself#it’s not a crime to express emotions or needs or wants#they’re not gonna leave if you say you like them too many times#and if they do they weren’t worth it anyway#gotta unpack all the shit I was told made me unlovable and hang it up on the walls#I’m allowed to be my own home and anybody who wants to visit will do so for me#and not the inoffensive and plain cardboard boxes#I packed the torn pieces of my soul away in
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#tag talk#I feel good cause a new friend at work said something about how my boyfriend hasn't talked much to him since meeting me#And I was like uh oh I do not want to be that bitch#and I know he's been trying to organize some kind of game might and I was like rip you can't get him to play stardew valley with you#and I don't like stardew valley so I was like hey what about minecraft? because if I get them playing together on a realm then It's fixed#so anyway now I might have a new server and friend group to play with and hopefully I'll be less in the way of the preexisting friend group#because I'm really conscious of when I'm the reason stuff goes poorly so I don't wanna be a reason friends don't hang out anymore.#cause that shit sucks. jealous girlfriend type can go die I ain't about hogging people I don't feel good about it.#I just want everyone to get along and be friends#I'm putting in the work to learn bedrock mechanics. that's how committed I am to this. I hate variations on an established base.#it's the autistic in me for sure. I loathe multiple versions of songs. there can only be one true version. one right answer. all else is bad#so the slight discrepancies between bedrock and Java drive me absolutely nuts bonkers up the wall#I read a really good twilight fanfic and it rewired my brain and now I'm forever mixing up which is cannon and which is fanfic#because my brain immediately booted the version I preferred less and installed the new fanfic version as the correct right version#anyway. I'm hunting tutorials that actually explain the mechanics and taking notes so I know how to adjust the designs for aesthetics#because you need the minimum mechanical base to work before you can ad lib a building style and design onto the structural framework#I figured out the iron farm mechanics so tomorrow I think I'm gonna work on gold farm stuff. and redstone I just want to learn myself
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basement is flooding 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 :(((
#my most favorite magical amazing silliest place in the universe (my room) is in the basement :(#it’s not like Actually flooding but Someone (we don’t know who. might be our new neighbor.) turned on the hose outside and just. left it on#and the water leaked into our basement and into the walls and shit. there was a huge pool of water in the furnace room or whatever it’s#called and. there water literally underneath the floor. like literally water is leaking through the floor boards and i found out when i sat#on my rug and realized i was getting all wet. like i literally walked across my room and water was seeping through the cracks of the floor#water was EVERYWHERE#in like over half the basement. the floor of the main area is ruined i think and holy shit apparently like the inside of the walls or#foundation or whatever is so like wet and soggy that we might have to take out the entire wall that separates my room and the furnace room#and if we have to do that my stepdad says he’ll just remodel the entire basement while we’re at it. which means my room would basically be#gone. this is so fucking stupid#all because some idiot left the hose on. and we don’t even know who it is either. i think it’s our new neighbor because he kinda just#comes to our house a lot and talks to us or just hangs out in our yard. and sometimes he shows up when none of us are home#idk it’s stupid apparently there’s a shit ton of damage and that’s freaking me out because i literally love my room so much it’s my favorit#place to be ever and all my friends call it the autism room because it’s filled with all my favorite things#like my walls are bright neon lime green i got collections and shit i’ve got minecraft posters and like a million plushies everywhere#my room is literally so autism coded#ANYWAY. probably nothing will happen but yeah#side note i have a shit ton of asks to answer and tag games to catch up on and stories to read but i’ve had literally zero spoons lately#i’m gonna play minecrafttttt (in the process of building a pc so soon i’ll be able to get mc java!!! excited about that!!!!)#wyrms says stuff
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some heretic put the idea in my head that gaiden might be a dynasty warriors game and that.................
#snap chats#'snap i thought you were hanging with your bro' dude in a SECOND#but yeah i dont even know what that'd do to me#i mean ive played DW games before- ok ive played both hyrule warriors and thats it BUT STILL#the games can be fun if you just turn your brain of or if youre playing with a friend#im not 100% on the concept im like at 20% only because the size of the crowd in the trailer is suspicious#cause whenever youd have a crowd in past games it's very sparse and there's npcs to act as walls#but from the clips it just looks like only enemies in crowds that are much bigger than before#because back then at max you'd have to fight maybe five enemies but this one it's like. 20 or so on the screen#plus... what exactly ARE the daigo/majima/saejima dlcs....#at first i thought they were for coliseum fights- whether you fought them or they were allies idk#but with a dynasty angle....... no...... surely they wouldnt make daigo playable.....#in that event maybe i WILL get gaiden...#ngl i feel like im not AS jazzed for gaiden as i should be but this might convince me....#guess i wont pre order it ill just wait for it to come out#oh yeah theres not gonna be a physical release for it ????? that sucks dick#i havent been able to physically buy the games tbf but still. i hate digital-media-only shit it makes me insane#ANYWAYS im going fr now BYE
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I think what bugs me most about the wenclair ship is that they really bug each other. Not in the fun “I’m going to push you up the wall and kiss you so fucking hard” way that Wednesday and Bianca or Tyler and Xavier do but the kind that’s like “if you don’t stop typing I’m going to bite you” type. It’s not good for a romantic relationship and so it just doesn’t slot into place for me.
#like my bestie drives me up the fucking wall#he's annoying as shit#but my bf doesn't annoy me in the slightest#i've had a girlfriend that was so fucking annoying in the way she ate#and it ended up being one of the leading factors in us breaking up#so it's hard for me to believe that wednesday and enid could have a sustainable romantic relationship#wenclair#also#I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A SHIPPING WAR#i'm just expressing my opinion#so if you wanna argue with me or whatever then you're gonna get blocked#if you wanna have a respectful debate then that's fine#anti-wenclair#technically#its really just saying that i'm not sure they're great romantically#they're still a cute ship#even if they're kind of low hanging fruit#dynamic-wise
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actually going to throw the hugest fit over my parents making me do dishes. i am HAPPY to do dishes on assigned nights. it's FINE. i hate it so much but i'll get it done and if i'm having constant breakdowns over it then like. idk. maybe that's another issue that you should be looking into but it doesn't mean that i'm not up for doing the dishes. but now my mom wants to have the five of us just. do the dishes on a rotation? which is FUCKED cause i have SHIT to do! the fuck happens when i have dnd? or want to go out with a friend? or have class until late? literally worst fucking idea on earth i can do the fucking dishes but i have to be PREPARED for it. for instance don't make it so every other week i'll be fucking Doing something when it's my night to do the dishes
#so tired and lowkey pissed off about this i'm going to cry#my mom got rlly upset cause the dishes weren't getting done. fair.#my nights got Done most of the time and i volunteered to take on an extra night so idk. i think that should count for something.#but she got upset and said that she would just do dishes from now on#and then realized it was a lot of work and said she couldn't do it on her own and needed people to help#and then said 'we should do it this way!' and never actually implemented that way#like. just said it out loud. but then like. expected it to magically happen?#babe you can't just throw out a hypothetical and go 'alright! now that i have spoken it into existence it's going to happen'#fucking WHATEVER though. cause now it's going to be my fun little dishes night on friday when i have dnd.#first fuckin round of it.#and it's not even that i don't want to i CAN'T do the fucking dishes on friday cause i'm barely in the house!#i'll be home on friday after work for fifteen minutes tops!#so. going to complain. literally some of us have schedules that take up the nighttime.#sorry that neither of my little siblings hang out with people or have regular social engagements or work late or have class late.#but unfortunately i'm literally doing shit. and i need to incorporate things into my schedule or it's gonna fuck all my shit up#and then people will be angry with me for not getting the dishes done. so. again. fuck me i guess#it'll be fine i'll talk to her i just. ugh. the world if mothers just fucking talked about what they wanted and needed to happen#she proposed that Multiple weeks ago and just now i heard her in the kitchen going 'i thought we were doing this...'#bitch since WHEN??? SINCE WHEN??? YOU HAVEN'T BROUGHT IT UP IN A FULL WEEK AT LEAST#throwing my fucking laptop against the wall i'm so fucking tired i just want to sleep#valentine notes
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the state of my room's decor btw
#ignore my piles#and the state of my vanity drawers jfc#kiwifae says shit#vanities#it counts#i'm gonna try and make most of my walls look like that one mostly filled corner by the vanity#ignore the singular posters hanging alone (harrow in the river+stolitz) my room is a wip rn
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Caffeine=gay
Gay=homosexual
Homosexual=Sillysadduck
Sillysadduck=caffeine addiction
Stay safe kids
WHAT DID I DO DJGBSVFB😭
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LOOK WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL YESTERDAY!!
This is the first zine that I've purchased in a while, and I am absolutely in love with the fanworks & all of the additional merch that was included – the biggest thank you to everyone who made it possible for us fans to get to enjoy this <3
@obikinzine
#got the earlybird special with an extra print (which I am absolutely feral about)#plus the digital bundle that includes ficlets plus wallpapers/icons and such (the emotes are sooooo adorable)#I will forever be thinking of the engraving on the back of the pin omfg#gonna go get frames for the prints later so I can hang them on my wall or put them on one of the shelves#can't even begin to think about where the stickers are going to go so I'll just leave that for a later date sksksksk#dania rambles about shit#obikin#obikin zine#this is some good art™
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aw hell.
#worked with Boy I Have A Crush On again today but it was busy enough that I didn’t get to talk to him for more than a few moments altogether#and I don’t see him again until Sunday so uh? I’m gonna just. beat my head against the wall all week or something idk#I’m trying so hard not to be insane abt this but alas.#I just. I really want. to get enough conversation in to engineer a reason to ask if he wants to hang out sometime.#bc I think we have a fair amount in common and I rly want to even be FRIENDS.#and god knows I need friends locally holy shit.#HOW IS THIS DONE. HOW ARE FRIENDS MADE#screams into a pillow.#personal#grocery grunt
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