#gordan merkel fanfic

[emmyrosee]

Little things (Sneak Peek)

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After forcing the door unlocked, it slowly creaked open, and Gordan furrows his brows as he looks at a burrowed frame, barely breathing under the blankets.

Her frame.

How should I do this? He thought to himself, staying silent. Should I wake her up gently? Should I act like it’s no big deal? She’s gonna be pissed no matter what-

“Take whatever you want. Code to the safe in the closet is 1106,” She says flatly.

Gordan sighed, “I don’t want your safe code.”

There’s silence between them, tension.

No one moves.

No one dared look at each other.

She flinched, that’s a good sign.

“But I will take a kiss?” He daringly asked, testing the tense silence.

The mound moved.

She sat up and threw the blankets off of her, and she flicked on her light.

It’s not the most romantic thing, her hair was tangled and so greasy that Gordan could cook on it. Her shirt was wrinkled, but once he looks at it harder, he’s not surprised to see that it’s his.

“You’re not supposed to be here,” She whimpered shakily, trying her best to be angry.

Gordan shrugged before striding over to the bed, “why not? Figured I could stay the night before heading to the station tomorrow.”

“Because you’re supposed to be dead. Right, Gordan?” She growled in anger.

[hecohansen31]

KINKTOBER (20: Loss of Virginity)

Gordan Merkel+Poet! Reader:

Hey lovelies!

This is my first fic on Merkel ever, so if you ever want to anymore asks, please let me know!

Also the concept of this belongs to the lovely @emmyrosee so please check out her blog, because we stan (1) queen, much love to you!

From the list of prompts by @rougepetale​.

SUMMARY: It was fate who brought them together, but it is war separating them. Will their last goodbye be hurtful or sweet?

WARNINGS: Loss of Virginity/ Unprotected Sex (... don’t do like Merkel... wrap it up)/Oral Sex (Female Receiving).

You and Merkel had basically grown up together, childhood friends since the start.

So, when he had joined the “Resistance” you hadn’t stopped at nothing to follow him, in your own way.

You had always been good with words, they flowed so easily from your mouth and onto the paper page that you couldn’t help but write what you felt, being repressed by a competitive regime, that stopped others from expressing themselves and meet again with their family, from which they were separated by the big and feared Wall.

You hadn’t thought you could become such a phenomenon but once your brother, who worked on the streets alongside Merkel had told you that the Stasi had started wondering who was “the bitch, who wrote those offending poems that they found everywhere in the city”.

You had started writing even more dramatic poems, speaking more freely and eventually it got you caught.

The fact that even international espionage agencies had started being involved in Berlin was enough for Merkel to freak out and order you out of the country, getting somebody to bring you with them abroad in secret.

But you hadn’t wanted to leave him and this had made you start an argument with him.

“You fucking don’t understand, (Y/N)!” he screamed at you, making you back up into the wall, where you stood onto, shielding your body slightly with your hands and Merkel backed immediately up understanding your discomfort “… I can’t have you running around, putting yourself in dangerous situation, anymore, the situation is fucking serious!”.

“…I know, Merkel” you weren’t stupid so you knew perfectly what he meant “…but it would break my heart to leave you here”.

“You don’t understand how much it hurts me” he mumbled, whispering slowly and grabbing your hand, bringing it to his cheeks, flamed and hot due to his own rage mixed with the love he felt for you.

The girl he had always considered nothing more than an annoying bother, always clutching at him, was now the one he would die for, had anything happened to you.

Like it might happen during those times.

Not only he was having trouble dealing with Percival, but the new agent from the UK didn’t make it easy for him and all he wanted was to have just one less thought, with you away somewhere safe…

… somewhere far away from him.

It pained him to think about it, but knowing you safe brought him more comfort than knowing you in Eastern Berlin, risking your life.

“… but it is the only way out of this I see” he mumbled softly, his voice becoming a whisper meanwhile he brought you in a strict hug, feeling you sniffle in his arms, slowly becoming more and more loose in his arms, giving yourself up to your own fate.

“I don’t…” you mumbled meanwhile a sob shook your tiny body, so tiny in his arms and so frail “… don’t think that I can live without you, Gordan”.

He gently kissed your forehead and then pushed back to look at you in the face, muttering softly.

“You can and you will” he promised you, watching deeply in your eyes, before softness overtook him and he find himself strangely tearing up a bit “… how will I survive without you constantly annoying me?”.

You pushed him away, with a dark stare in your face, giggling shyly at his own joke, meanwhile you taunted him with a few fists to his chest, with had no effect on him although he faked to surrender under them.

But one hit him just right and you found yourself tumbling on the floor with him, one on top of the other.

You were confused by the sudden situation, not knowing if you had gone further than your usual friendship, mostly since Gordan’s lips were just under yours, a slight pressure towards the ground and you…

… he kissed you before, it was so sudden that you were taken aback, but quickly relaxed yourself into it, letting him take the lead to what was a sweet kiss, a farewell of some sorts and wanting more, desperately.

Even more with the way he grasped your clothes tight, almost wanting to rip them from your body.

You had to stop him, more to calm your quickening heart and regain your stolen breath, than from true disgust or rejection.

“I am sorry” he muttered, confused and not knowing whether he had wronged you or…

“… does your heart beat as quick as mine?” your hand pushed itself onto his chest and felt his heart rapidly beats against it, effectively answering your question ”…I have been feeling like this since I first met you, and you were nothing but an arrogant older boy”.

“… so… you can sprout insults but I can’t…” he mumbled, getting another hit on his chest, but a kiss to his lips soothed him.

And before you knew it, you were on the small bed of your childhood room, with your childhood friend, holding you closer to him than you thought was possible, meanwhile he laid sweet kisses onto your body, not forgetting any spot, as if he wanted to commit every part of your body to his memory.

The thought made you almost feel as if you already were missing him, as if he was already gone from your life.

You tightened your grip on him, and grabbed his hair in your hands, meanwhile he went down on you, sharing your juices with him, as he gently rubbed your clit, making you feel better and taking for a bit your mind off the dreadful thought of being separated by on ocean.

He brought you over the edge, after holding you onto it for quite a bit.

And then his member rubbed against your tender skin, still sensitive from you high, and you couldn’t help but blush a bit, slightly stilling in his close grip.

Something which didn’t go unnoticed by him, who gently peppered your face and neck with small kisses to make you relax and face him.

“What is wrong, little katze?” he mumbled as soon as he got your attention, no matter that you tried to avoid staring him in his beautiful eyes, eventually giving up and whispering your little secret.

“You are my first, Gordan”.

This left him wide-eyed and a smirk appeared on his face and you hid your face to your side, muttering something about making his ego just stronger, pushing him away, but he just made you face again, gently brushing his member against your clit, making you arch onto the bed.

“… I’ll make it special, if you want me to be your first” he said, caressing your sweaty hair out of your face, tracing with his thumb your lips “… I would have bought candles and flowers and all the shit, had I know it… and if you want to wait… we can…”.

“I don’t need “all that shit”, Gordan” you giggled, this time being the one that made him blush “… I just need you, and the thought of losing you, makes me so so…”.

“I don’t want to rush you…” he whispered onto your lips, before he laid a kiss there and you couldn’t help but smile into it.

“…I am ready, Gordan” you muttered, against his lips, caressing them one last time with yours “… I don’t want anybody else other than you, as my first”.

You saw tears shine again in Gordan’s eyes, but he ducked them down quickly to focus on the task ahead, entering you slowly and letting you get adjusted to it, meanwhile you hissed due to the painful intrusion.

Quickly Gordan’s hand joined yours and his lips went to your forehead, whispering sweet nothings in your ear, meanwhile he gently started moving as you squeezed back his hand, giving him the possibility to move, in you.

And with that you lost your last drop of innocence, blood coating the sheets as you laid in each other’s arms once it was all done, a phantom pain gently sobbing between your legs, but the knowledge that your last memory of your best-friend-turned-lover was so sweet, soothed any pain.

You would miss him, but you knew you would meet again.

You had grown up together, fallen in love and you had no doubt love and happiness were in your future.

You just had to wait.

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[ladykore]

La Hija del Embajador

Lorraine Broughton, una espía de primer nivel del MI6, le encarga su primera misión a Gordan Merkel, esta consiste en vigilar y proteger a la hija del embajador británico, ya que ha recibido amenazas de muerte.

Pero la misión se va tornando peligrosa a medida que avanzan los días y Merkel se va enamorando de Selene Wintropp.

Libro 1 de la serie "Secretos y Mentiras"

Fanfiction basado en la película "Atomic Blonde" y la novela gráfica "La Ciudad más fría".

Busca la historia por Wattpad

https://www.wattpad.com/story/245654928-la-hija-del-embajador

[dolphinsapphire28]

I have yet to see...

Bill Skarsgård

- sporting a medium stubble

- and long(er) curly hair

- wearing a billowy shirt

- tight leather trousers that hug his physique

- long leather boots

- holding a glass of red wine in one hand

- and brandishing a sword or rapier in the other

- in either a Swedish or English period drama of the kind

[hecohansen31]

So... I started answering a few asks, because I stopped writing a fic (the chapter was getting too long and complex) and I just wanted you to know that if you want to read something about subby boys I am in... just send prompts/ideas...

[emmyrosee]

Bill Skarsgard & Co.

PLEASE NOTE! any starred titles (”*example*”) is erotica and NOT for anyone under the age of 18.

last updated // Jan. 20, 2022

bill skarsgård

fanfics

Hold My Girl (fluff)

Through the Blizzard (fluff)

drabbles

making him up

missing him over facetime

being besties

*sucking “pennywise” off*

*when daddy!alexander teaches you swedish for daddy!bill*

taking care of his love after a long day

lost dog 

dad bod!bill is perfect

*dad!bill with a lactation kink*

dad bod!bill cant accept compliments smh

thicc thigh riding

*sweet aftercare (slight ddlg tw)*

loving up on bill’s tum

       part two to the tum lovins

little!reader’s tantrum (ddlg tw)

*orgasm denial*

axel cluney from Deadpool 2

fanfics

Sleepy (Fluff)

drabbles

*keep reading*

*breeding kink*

mark’s older brother

sweet, mindless fluff

stoned stick and pokes

sweet makeout sessions

taking care of you when your monthly comes

enamored with his son

shitfaced and soft

*body worshipping*

*noise complaints*

he appreciates you :)

after a hard day

dad!axel lets his daughter dress herself

accidentally hitting him in your sleep

meeting diesel

emmy’s late night thoughts

*a sweet makeout session*

carrying his big baby all day

wisdom teeth removal

*camera!man axel loves his camgirl*

*emmy really like this hate sex piece*

          *part two*

in the mornings

hockey!axel teaching his son how to play 

*interesting punishment methods*

revealing little rudolph 

*santa, baby*

your big ol’ manimal

emmy’s favorite axel angst

             part two 

             part three 

hockey!axel coaxes you to ice skate

*punishment and price of bail*

teasing hockey!axel

*the bump he makes*

when you were in an accident

jealous!axel angst

comforting you 

heavy words and heated lips

hockey!axel getting into a fight for you

*coming home to you*

*making you feel small*

dad!axel comforting his newborn

sentimental moments with tattoos

*hockey!play axel after a game*

*tying him down and teasing*

sweet aftercare

*being with a reader who likes cars as much as he does*

scaring the reader

*begging to suck him off*

dad!axel getting his newborn to stop crying

sweet morning wakeup calls

cold shoulder reader

*teasing you while he watches his movie*

taking care of drunk and hungover reader

*seducing him at work*

*cockwarming him*

gordan merkel from Atomic Blonde

fanfics

On The Run (no longer in progress)

hopping (part one)

staying (part two)

Little Things (Preview)

drabbles

*soft!dom merkel*

*interrogating the reader*

*taking care of him*

dad!gordan with your first little girl together

*sweet, but smutty*

“please stop smiling at me like that”

seeking your familiar comfort

patching you up after a fight

*mean dom!merkel*

*pet play*

fugitive!reader and merkel saga

where it began

becoming distant after the first time

              she fights back against him (slight nsfw)

              senseless, regretful angst

*teaching her german*

henry pearl from battlecreek

fanfics

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drabbles

aftermath of a night out

cookie fight

distractions and coffee stains

a way with words

hyping you up

domestic valentines day

the plague takes over your home

soft loves after a long day

christmas magic

when he’s sick

singing to his baby

babysitter!henry pearl with your son

innocent surprises

“stop being so cute!”

*needy, subby pearl*

first snowfall

*kitty space*

lovely little father

tending to his scars

thanksgiving snuggles

post-fight snuggles

reading to you when you’re sick

*first time making love*

being affectionate *slight nsfw*

sweet little nothings

making him breakfast

admiring his scars

teaching you how to paint

mark from assassination nation

fanfics

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drabbles 

snuggly, affectionate boy

axel’s younger brother

buns in the oven

*shower surprises*

*he tries to make it up to you*

holding his baby for the first time

i love dad!mark okay

*toxic (toxic relationships tw)*

*aftercare after a rough session*

*he spits in your mouth*

needy, cuddly mark

mateo from soulmates

fanfics

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drabbles

pretending to be your boyfriend

drunk mateo

dates gone wrong

the first time he leaves

mickey from villains

fanfics

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drabbles

from tickles to something more

breakfast with mickey

“few more minutes?”

taking your leftovers

when he’s the cutest ever

*blowing axel for the first time*

sweetly, selfishly affectionate

roomie mickey can’t sleep

         roomie mickey being precious

*he makes you squirt*

timezone facetime calls

the rulemaker of cuddling

drunk confessions (w/ axel)

*mindless, loving smut*

*begging to touch you*

he’s a punny man

losing his darling (gun violence tw)

after you fight

dad!mickey and the cookies

taking care of you after appointments

precious mickey fluff

*pegging mickey*

sleepy snuggles (again)

*giving reader her first climax*

comforting you when you’re stressed

taking care of his sleepy love

*giving him road head*

*he likes to get popped in the mouth*

comforting you after a long day

keeping you company when bored

*surprising him with your kinkier side*

*mean!dom mickey*

roman godfrey from hemlock grove

fanfics 

Morning Sickness (fluff)

Appreciation (fluff)

Difficult (fluff)

Deadlines (fluff)

Little Moments (fluff)

drabbles

soft domestic ass roman is a cute roman 

*daddy!roman punishing reader 

christmas cookies

*home for dinner*

he traumatizes you

eyeing your cake

soft!roman is whipped

“don’t make me fall in love with you.”

possesive!roman hiding you away (EXTREME TW)

comforting you 

*spanking you raw*

needy hangover affections

*some period kink mess*

*riding your man*

he hates watching nadia grow up

*bloody sex (ft. Eric Northman)*

dad!roman is the sweetest

*soft!dom roman*

taking care of salty!reader

taking care of his traumatized!reader

*using your safeword for the first time*

*mean!dom roman*

*making her squirt*

comforting his sugar baby

when someone talks badly about his girl

developing a crush on roman

        reuniting with the green eyed man

Stressed

the kid/ henry deaver from castle rock

fanfics

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drabbles

comfort kisses

sweet breakfast

he’s afraid of the dark

*wearing your panties*

*naughty boy and his punishment*

teaching him how to smile

post-nightmare snuggles

willard russell from the devil all the time

fanfics

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drabbles

his socks

the engagement ring (slight nsfw)

preference lists

who and who not to let in the kitchen

they want to give you a relationship

holding their babies for the first time

their tattoos

when they find out you’re pregnant

a bill breakfast

emmy’s random head canons

in footie pajamas

when they’re sick and you want to take care of them

         another version of this

*when they’re your first time*

lingerie shopping (slightly suggestive content tw)

stoned boys

what they smell like

one large cuddle pile

when you pass out

coolest instagram accounts

do they like asmr?

incorrectly correct heights

*to get you to sleep*

pandemic living

playfighting with the boys

*when you ask to peg them*

*the noises they make*

Norman F*cking Rockwell! 

when you fail a class

when you, rightfully, call him a meanie butt

during the spooky season

when they find out you’re pregnant

when they become fathers

when you get into fights

when you need his affections

when you safe word

when tiny humans throw temper tantrums

when they’re mad

when you’re sick

*size kink*

*spanking styles*

how they are with PDA

tiny humans and their first words

they comfort you when you get a shot

when your hairdresser does you dirty

can any of them even dance?

touched starved and needy boys

they sleepy, needy babies