#guess ive got some decisions to make soon

[sunshinesalmon]

okay after a long week, things are lookin up!

[pawsmos]

100th post special!!!

this is art for my “Prince and the Knight” AU ive been working on for some time now.. here’s a meal whace nation!!

lore under cut!

KEHRHHEEB J LOVE THEM SO MUCH DUDE

vvvv

(im not that good with writing nor am i well versed in medieval honorifics and terminology or anything like that so there may be anachronisms)

(this is a separate au from any other medieval aus!! I’ve seen those and love those though)

(the rest of the drdt cast also exists in this au too btw. im considering making charles a butler or a lord or something. none of the cast are the king or queen by the way! that’s aces parents / Eden’s parents. ace also still has all his siblings)

tw for mild homophobia

- Prince Ace, a soon-to-be king, is arranged to marry Princess Eden from a nearby kingdom.

- Both Ace and Eden are upset about the marriage, as Ace is gay (he’s subconsciously aware that he isn’t attracted to women) and Eden is lesbian.

- They both feel resigned to their fate despite their discontent.

- While coping on the back balcony, Ace meets Sir Whit, the newly promoted head of the royal guard. (somehow. who knows how whit got promoted tbh)

- They talk, during which Whit makes joking advances towards Ace.

- Ace, though flustered by Whit’s passes, thinks about the consequences of both liking a man and betraying the kingdom.

(he doesn’t personally care about the latter but he does fear that his father would… idk execute him or something. he is also in denial.)

- Much to Ace’s dismay, they become close friends. However, Whit is aware of the upcoming marriage, so he tries to shut off his own feelings to save himself from feeling bad.

- A few months pass, in which Whit helps Ace overcome his own fears and come to terms with his feelings and sexuality. They start slow (like doing horseback riding together haha), but end up routinely sneaking out together.

- On one particular night, on the same balcony they met, just a day before the wedding, something happens. In a spur-of-the-moment decision, Ace kisses Whit and REALLY likes it.

- He realizes that he wants this man. But, realizing that he might get caught, Ace runs away.

- Before the wedding, Ace and Eden finally meet. While preparing for the ceremony, they bond over their shared reluctance of their marriage.

- Eden confesses that she’s actually a lesbian, and there’s a lady back at her kingdom that she’s deeply in love with. (it’s arei LMFAO)

- Ace bluntly replies that he’s gay too.

- insert uhh lightbulb ding effect

- They conjure a plan to get married for convenience, and to appease their parents, but mostly so that they can pursue their own partners. They worry about the kiss though and the people who might be watching. Especially Whit and Arei.

- Skip to the wedding day, Whit suppresses his feelings (like usual) and claps while he watches someone he loves dearly get married off to another. Whit excuses himself from the wedding.

- For post-ceremonial reasons, Ace can’t apologize or even talk to Whit for another week.

i haven’t really thought about the rest but i assume that, once Ace is allowed to go out, he will be the one confessing his love to whit. whit gets “caught”, miscommunication,,,, idek they just… ARE IN LOVE. HAHA.. if you want to write any fics about this or make any art feel free! use the tag “#whace prince and knight au”

thank you!!

THANK YOU FOR READING MY CLICHE YAOI FANFIC ILY IF YOU GET THIS FAR.

THANK YOU FOR 75 FOLLOWERS TOO!!!!

id also like to say that i might start opening commissions because i need a form of making money. but umm i don’t know how to start a paypal or venmo or anything like that. LOL. digital gift cards could work i guess, uhhhh idk. dm me for info!

[sparklecarehospital-archive]

been reflecting on my year a bit, and i was thinking about something. i think i know what the best thing i did for myself this year was.

making cometcare public. making the ask blog.

ive had this AU stirring in my brain since 2019, ever since i got really attached to doomi during the haunted arc. one reason i went so long without revealing pollarrydoomi as a ship to readers was because doom's crush wasn't public information until late 2021.

i had kept his crush a mystery for 3 years, but revealed it after a fun experience where people figured out who it was through guessing. i'm pretty sure i did a poll about it? asking people to guess who they thought it was, and uni won the vote, meaning everyone had already figured it out.

after pollarrydoomi was revealed and i started drawing art for it and people made fanart for it, i still couldn't post any of my AU art because ally wasn't public and she and howie were in the AU. in july 2022, for the comic's birthday, i revealed ally as a character to the readers. others around the time had started to notice characters i had in pfps and i ended up telling everyone i did have pollarrydoomi ship kids, but i didn't make them public.

in november 2022, i revealed eve on toyhouse. after her reveal, i would soon reveal sly as well in december 2022 on my birthday (revealing sly as a birthday present to myself is such a funny gesture now that you guys know how important he is to me). over the next few weeks i revealed cream, frosty, and marco as well. all of the main cometkids except chem.

then one day someone out there suggested that i make an ask blog for the cometcare AU. it was such a spontaneous decision, and i didn't even really know what i was gonna do with it at first. i was just kinda messing around. but when i made the blog i realized that if i wanted this AU to be experienced in complete authenticity, i couldn't make uni cis.

so i revealed uni being trans through the blog, despite the fact i'd gone so many years without ever revealing her identity. why did i do it? there's a lot of reasons. not wanting to make her a "dad" in the AU contributed, but also i felt like it wouldn't be detrimental to the story to confirm a character being trans. it also made me (and the crew in general) a lot more comfortable being able to properly refer to uni with her actual pronouns.

making the ask blog really changed me, because finally i could share this little family and comfort story i'd built in my brain with the world and make it real and make content for it and let people consume it.

but what stopped me most of all?

i've said it many times before... but i felt like it was cringey.

i felt like making an AU with 93985893844 fankids in a ridiculous complicated polycule wasn't something a Serious content creator should do, and i was really worried the reception would be negative or people would think it was stupid or something. i did NOT expect it to become as popular as it is. the blog actually has more followers than the MAIN ASK BLOG for the canon comic. it was received SO POSITIVELY and the fact it was just kind of blows me away.

it means so much to me. being able to share the most special thing in my life with people and for people to actually like it and have fun with me and want to see it, and for me to be able to not have to follow strict professionalism about spoilers and chronological storytelling, and being able to change and add in things whenever i felt like it. it's such a freeing experience.

when i was a kid, i used to make stories and OCs and i didn't take them as seriously as i do the sparklecare reboot. this kind of turned into my entire life and career kinda, so i had to take it more seriously. but making this AU honestly just makes me feel like i'm a kid again, it makes me feel like i can have fun and literally do whatever the fuck i want without worrying what people think or if it's realistic or if it makes any sense.

i know though, that some people don't like pollarrydoomi. and i know why. whether it's because of being attached to barruni (of course, they're the canon ship and main characters, i get it) or just having discomfort with the idea of shipping doom with anyone when canonically he hasn't experienced a redemption arc... i get it. i know not everyone likes it.

and that's okay! people are entitled to having their own feelings about content. i understand it. and i've come to accept that's always going to be the case with anything i do with these characters.

but i'm still going to do this for myself. i do this because it makes me happy to just have fun and not worry about being serious all the time. it feels good, especially when it's with characters that are really really important to me.

cometcare is genuinely the most special and important thing i've ever made for myself, it's such a huge piece of my identity and it makes me who i am. and being able to make this story public and share it with people and share these things that have been in my brain for so long with others means so much to me.

that's why i think it was the best thing i've done this year. it's kind of literally changed my life to be able to talk about them. it's made me happier than i've ever been making content. i'm not just making it to entertain myself alone anymore, i'm making it to entertain others like i do with other stuff. and the fact people actually like it still is unbelievable to me.

so, i guess my outlook for next year as it comes is to continue to stop taking everything so seriously. i can tell my stories however i want to. i hope others can realize they can do this too.

please make whatever you want, whenever you what, as much as you want, even if it doesn't make sense or if it's "cringe". you will be so much happier when you realize as a creator you DON'T have to take all of this so seriously. the comic still exists and people read it even if i'm doing this. You Can Do Whatever You Want And Nobody Can Ever Stop You. the only person who can stop you is yourself when you let your inhibitions get in the way of your ability to create things for yourself.

have fun! life is too short to take everything you do seriously

[odysseys-blood]

This is literally the first time ever ill do one of these after being tagged in ig bc i always forgot! anyways got tagged by @taketheringtolohac for a "9 people you want to get to know better" game!

Last Song: Sway - A Trak & AJ Christou ft. Duckwrth

i luv duckwrth and this song is super wavy someone come dance to it with me

Favorite color: Idk what to call it like a wine purple? this thang and similar shades

i also rly like deep reds too. if u ever notice i accidentally tend to use mainly the red-blue portion of the color wheel in art and its not a concious decision either it just kinda happens and i try to steer away from it every once in a while and it never sticks.

Currently Watching: nothing rly!

it takes me forever to start watching things and get through them. The last series i finished I think were Witchblade and Link Click abt a month or so ago. I was also planning to watch yuri kuma sometime soon bc i remembered ppl posting about it but i never watched it while it was airing, as well as a rewatch of banana fish bc my brother brought it up bc he was using it as a topic for his paper recently????? i dont even know why he knows it but oh. well i guess. was also gonna watch mignon but the art style is getting me and my city hunter plans have been dashed by the sheer volume of episodes scaring me for now

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: i like them all!

not sure i rly prefer one over the others but i like to bake so maybe sweet. did you know my baking enemy is cookies idk what it is but if im making my own from scratch somehow they always turn out wrong. fav thing to bake is cinnamon rolls i just havent done any in a while bc they take so long (also bc i wanna do peach cobbler style cinnamon rolls which ive done before! but that takes extra long bc of the extra toppings you have to make)

Relationship Status: who want me

Current Obsession: ok prefacing this with these r not good games and im gonna censor the names so they dont show up in tags

i got into some eroge gacha named wh*t in hell is bad back in october and it has not let up since. i filled an entire sketchbook almost w/ doodles of my mc. also replayed through nu c*rnival recently bc they added voice overs for almost the entire game for the second anniversary (ive been playing since maybe 3 months after its release). everything is on the backburner to me rn besides these games and maybe the everyday maintenance of shinozaki bc im thinking abt finishing it bc i love it. anyways forget abt those last two and look at shinozaki

Last Thing You Searched: list of mythical weapons

this was not for anything important except that i rly wanna get a black cat and name it excalibur (nicknamed cali for short). however excalibur is exclusively for if i get the litte black kitty of my dreams but if i get a cat w/ another coat eventually i have to pick a different name so i was brainstorming.

i didnt think this was so long (///￣ ￣///)

anyways ill tag @meicheesecake @feluka @beepiiboop @nil-number @theunstablejester @luminousrabbittt @scamoosh @tilapiamafia and im forgetting names but if u wanna do one then tag ur it ☆〜（ゝ。∂ )

[anakinskywalkerog]

hi olii!!! i feel like i havent popped in to say hello in ages, how are you? what do you think of my new icon? :D

i have been lurking on My Very Soul and i now remember the song i felt really represented anakin and (y/n) - Call You Mine by Bebe Rexha and the Chainsmokers (i think? i just remember the name of the song)

btw, i felt like i should share, but i made an anakin playlist! i keep adding more when i feel like it. i think some midnights belongs on here, so, soon!

i hope you dont mind me ranting to you about everything lmaoo, i cant wait for you to reply back *sheepish grin*

on the sw side: stoked for the ahsoka series soon! i made a new sw friend, she's awesome! we vibe to the prequels, and anakin, and the mandalorian! her leavers shirt was the anakin vs obi wan battle!

on the me side: things have been good! everything has picked up and got better since the whole diary fiasco, despite what i thought! i even made up with the girl who i said some awful thngs about. she's a swiftie, so it's easy XD (also she is machete's gf's bestie). she told me she got eras tour tickets, im so happy for her! her lit exam was literally on speak now tv. legend. i'm glad we're not fighting anymore. i made new friends, kept some of the old ones. if i could go back... i dont think i would change a single thing :") our finals are over, we're officially out for the summer (prom was amazing) ive been really really happy, and i hope you are, too ❤

on the sad beautiful tragic love life of sythe side: well, maybe not so sad or tragic, because... *drum roll* i have a boyfriend now! he is neither machete boy, or cranberry hehe. he's perfect and i adore him :D let's call him eli, but he sends me good morning messages, and has adorable nicknames for me, and makes me feel amazing ✨

it seems like machete and i have just magically cleared stuff up between us? he certainly doesnt seem to harbour any resentment towards me, or anything. we talk rarely when cranberry's with us, sort of like a mediator ? (cranberry is the unfortunate and accidental middleman lol, literally) although we do most of the talking without cranberry, sort of ignoring cranberry being there. we even have a snapstreak going. i've made peace with [the idea of] his girlfriend (she turns up in his snaps but it doesnt bother me anymore!) ; i found her tiktok and spotify a while back (not that i was looking for it). she has a playlist for machete with a bunch of swiftie songs too haha. it's different from mine. i think mine got really crazy because its sort of a mix between him and some other people, too, plus some songs are just there because i like them lmao

cranberry also has a girlfriend too now, i'm friends with her, but we're not close. it was sort of rocky between us for a while, and some weird stuff and some not cool stuff happened, but we stayed friends :) if i'm being honest, she's not the first person i would ship with him, but if he's happy, i'm happy!

another friend i might have dated is still around haha. let's call him han solo, because thats who he reminds me of. he's also cranberry's best friend! (he and cranberry insisted i write a fanfic for them hehe it was hilarious and caused chaos but everything's good!) he probably knows about eli by now. my friend, let's call her luna, is the captain of the sythe x han ship, but eli exists, and she knows it. but, she'll always ship me and han, i guess. he's nice, too. we only became friends in the period after everything with mchete and cranberry, so i don't think you've ever heard of him? but we had a blast towards the end of the year. we might even go to school together next year? i don't particularly want to make major life decisions over a guy who isn't even my boyfriend, but if we do, i would be really happy :)

all in all, i suppose it is a lovely end to a chaotic but perfect year ❤ i hope everyone gets all the love they deserve and live up to their full potential! it's made me realize that life is full of ups and downs, highs and lows, heartbreaks and falling in love, but in the end, everything always works out! i don't believe in luck, just hard work 💪

lots of love,

sythe x

hi sythe omg sorry I missed this!!! good to hear from you ❤️ new icon is very cute

omg I’m so happy your life is going so well!! happy for u that you found a nice bf who and that you are getting along with those girls. hopefully some of your good luck will rub off on me 🤦‍♀️ glad to know there’s still a bit of intrigue with this han guy. but you should definitely not make life decisions for a guy…there will be plenty more guys 😂 trust me. but eli sounds super sweet

thank you for sharing your playlist and also, I am SO excited for the Ahsoka series!! also glad you made a star wars friend!

my life has been a bit of a mess this summer haha but such is LIFE sometimes we are chaotic girls and I am just weathering until the storm passes currently

check in again soon! ❤️

[freyayuki]

Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia Costumes Part 10

The Ally Costume Token Exchange shop just became available in the Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia (DFFOO) mobile game.

This shop contains all the costumes that have been released in the English or Global version of DFFOO.

Normally, you need to pay real money in order to get and be able to equip these costumes. But the game is planning to give players 2 Ally Costume Tokens for free. You can use this Token to exchange for a costume from the shop.

Sadly, the reason why we’re getting these Tokens for free is because DFFOO just announced that it will discontinue or end its service on February 29, 2024.

I talk more about that in another post, but that announcement came as a shock. Really wish that news wasn’t true. Wish the game wasn’t ending at all.

Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia Costumes List

Anyway, I talk more about this in another post but I already picked and got my 1st costume. Ended up choosing the 1st costume of Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII (#ad). Now I need to figure out which costume to pick with my 2nd Ally Costume Token.

Unfortunately, at the moment, I still have no idea which costume to pick. There are a lot of choices, and there are lots of costumes that I’d love to be able to have. I talk more about this in another post, but it’s really too bad that we can’t get them all even with the game ending soon.

So now gonna have to go through all the available costumes then try to decide which one to pick. Hopefully, I’ll be able to make a decision soon. Want to be able to make use of these costumes as much as possible before the game ends.

Anyway, below is a list of all the costumes that are available in the Global or English version of DFFOO.

Cissnei from Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII

Cissnei from Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII has 1 costume.

I like Cissnei's costume so this one's in for now.

Lightning (Claire Farron) from Final Fantasy XIII

Lightning (Claire Farron) from Final Fantasy XIII has 2 costumes.

I like both of Lightning's costume so both are in for now.

Shelke Rui from Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII

Shelke Rui from Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII has 1 costume.

I like Shelke's costume but she doesn't have her own Force or FR weapon and Burst or BT weapon so won't be able to use her much. So this one's out.

DFFOO Remaining Costumes List

After going through all the costumes that are available in the English or Global version of Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia, was able to narrow down the list of possible costumes I want to get with the 2nd Ally Costume Token to the following and in no particular order:

Rosa Joanna Farrell's (from Final Fantasy IV) Extra Costume 2

Aeris or Aerith Gainsborough's (from Final Fantasy VII) Extra Costume 2

Tifa Lockhart's (from Final Fantasy VII) Extra Costume 1

Tifa's Extra Costume 2

Golbez's (from Final Fantasy IV) Extra Costume 2

Lenna Charlotte Tycoon's (from Final Fantasy V) Extra Costume

Cloud Strife's (from Final Fantasy VII) Extra Costume

Zack Fair's (from Final Fantasy VII and Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII) Extra Costume 2

Serah Farron's (from Final Fantasy XIII) Extra Costume 2

Lunafreya Nox Fleuret's (from Final Fantasy XV) Extra Costume

Cissnei's Extra Costume

Lightning's Extra Costume 1

Lightning's Extra Costume 2

Neon's (from Stranger of Paradise: Final Fantasy Origin) Extra Costume

Welp, that's still a lot of costumes to choose from. Need to narrow this down some more. Let's see.

Okay, Rosa's out. Her costume's nice and all but the others on this list look better. I guess the same can be said for Golbez. Plus, don't really use him all that much anyway.

Lenna's out as well. I like her costume but I do like her default outfit too so might as well just stick to that.

Cloud's out too. I like his costume but I like the other costumes in this list more, and I don't use him all that much anyway. I guess the same can be said for Serah and Neon.

Ugh, wish we could have gotten all the costumes instead of only 2. I mean, why not? The game's ending soon anyway. Sigh.

Anyway, I like Lunafreya and her costume but I guess this should be out soo since I don't mind her default outfit. And both do look pretty similar.

I think I prefer Lightning's 1st costume when compared to her 2nd one so the latter's out.

That leaves me with the following:

Aerith's Extra Costume 2

Tifa's Extra Costume 1

Tifa's Extra Costume 2

Zack's Extra Costume 2

Cissnei's Extra Costume

Lightning's Extra Costume 1

Slightly better but still a lot. Ugh. This is hard. Okay, let's see. Again. I guess Tifa's costumes are both out.

I like them and Tifa but I don't mind her default outfit so will just stick to that. I guess the same can be said for Lightning.

So that leaves me with Aerith, Zack, and Cissnei. Cissnei's out since I like Zack and Aerith and their costumes more than her.

Aerith's red dress looks really nice and I prefer it to her default outfit. Don't mind Zack's default outfit but I like his 2nd costume better.

Hmm, I don't know. Gonna need to think about this some more but, at the same time, need to make a decision as soon as possible since it's already past February 1, 2024. Time's fast running out. Need to pick my 2nd costume already before it's too late.

I know time's running out but it still took me a while to make my decision anyway, and even then, I'm still not entirely sure about this. Ahh, why can't we just have all the costumes? Sigh.

Anyway, like I said, I'm still not sure about this but decided to just pick already because that's better than letting this go to waste. And besides, I do like both costumes and chars so either one's fine, right?

In the end, decided to go for Aerith's Extra Costume 2. She's a support slash buffer while Zack's a tank with some DPS capabilities.

I thought I was more likely to use Aerith a lot since she's a support, and I'm already using Sephiroth a lot as my DPS since I did pick his Extra Costume 1 with my 1st Token.

Right after getting Aerith's costume, equipped it to her right away. Here are some screenshots:

No regrets on picking this costume but still wish we'd been able to get all the costumes in this game.

Conclusion

So what about you? What do you think about the news that DFFOO is ending its service on February 29, 2024? What do you think about the costumes in this game? Feel free to share your thoughts and opinions by leaving a comment below or by reblogging or replying to this post.

Notes:

screenshots are from my Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia game account

[mostlymalena]

October 15th 2024 11:35pm

Just finished A Portrait of a Lady on Fire. Cried like a child. Apple boy told me to watch it. It's rare movies make me feel an array of emotions not just sadness. I guess because I know how they felt.

I miss him a lot this week but he has a big art picture thing coming up and has to frame his prints or something idk. I'm excited to go see them but nervous.

Today was full of interviews that I am conducting for my company and tomorrow my day is stuffed with the same lemons. I feel so full of life and love. I have this energy that zooms around my veins all day and it's like im high. Like I would know what thats like lmao.

I have so much to look forward to and so many goals that I am close to. Life feels so clean, so pure it's so weird. I don't think ive ever felt this way. Feels like it's not mine.

I will attribute this feeling to me not dating anyone. My last 3 partners were fucking terrible. But that is what dating in your early 20's is for!! I learned a lot from them and now know what I like and don't like (like being raped while I cry face down in a pillow).

Turning 26 this year and entering my late 20's is exciting because I finally feel like I have standards. My last 3 relationships happened because I was backed into a corner, my fear of abandonment and drive to please made the decisions for me it felt. I feel so fulfilled by myself and by everything I have in my life that I know that won't happen again.

Leaving for Argentina soon is so wonderful, I land and immediately fly to Brazil for a couple days haha. I'm so happy. I hope when I come home me and apple boy give it a chance but 3 months is a long time. Either way I'm glad we are best friends.

I went to Ulta with Jo today and found my favorite lipstick thats been out of stock for MONTHS. I also got new mascara!!! Life is full of simple pleasures. We all had PT's for dinner and it was so good.

Going to shower now and watch some SVU and sleep. I love my beautiful life. There is nothing missing and for the first time in my entire short life I feel at home.

I remember wondering if this feeling was even possible for someone like me; if I even deserved it. I do.

[maxlarens]

Now this isn’t rlly moving specific since you did alr write based on that before

But can I pls get some crumbs to comfort my existential crisis that the oncoming semester is bringing up

Summer ended too fast, didn’t start packing until the day before which just added unnecessary stress, and then for some reason getting hit with a huge wave of anxiety abut all the things that can go wrong with classes for my research experience and how I’m not sure any decisions I’ve made are right or if I even have the capability to make the serious adult decisions that are looming over me😭😭

This totally didn’t become a therapy session🙈 lando I guess?? The way he’s become my default is wild I need to get back into my carlos phase

-🤩

augh i so get u. self doubt and like beating urself up for doing something "wrong" is so real. and lando i feel like would actually relate. i think a lot of the drivers probably have very grindset/'positivity at all costs' mindsets yknow. which makes sense from a sports psychology approach. anyway my point is that lando seems the most vocal about being hard on himself and being disappointed in certain choices etc. i'm sure he'd be a great person to talk to about that kind of thing. idk that he'd be able to make it all better but at the very least he would let you talk and be there to reassure you that everyone feels that way at one point or another.

lando aside. you'll get through it! it's hard and scary and worrying on one side of it, but soon enough you'll be in the middle of it and then eventually on the other side yknow. like idk i'm 25 and ive not got a full time job yet! ive got a degree but haven't done anything with it so far. we have plenty of time in our lives and IF something does get screwed up you have time to fix it. i'm sure it'll all go smoothly though and don't beat urself up about stuff that's already happened🤷‍♀️💝

[crimesandunicorns]

Day by day, I doubt myself if I am able of the change that Im pursuing. Ive had this image and goal that Ive set for myself to become a better person. But lately, Ive been questioning myself if I am ready for the things that Ive set for myself. Ive got so much healing to do within myself, so much to do for me to redeem myself too. I say so much, but am I actually able to walk the talk?

Maybe not now, I guess with time it kinda cleared up my mind a little bit, made me feel a bit more sane in order for me to make the right decisions for myself again. I trust Allah in what He has planned for me, Im not seeing the bigger picture YET. But it do be feeling like Im approaching it some time very soon, or maybe even so much far ahead in my future, i dont know.

Fikri mightve been right, maybe Allah wants me to rekindle my relationship between the people around me first, especially my parents, more specifically my dad. I am grateful tho that lately I like to think that Ive been bonding with my mom a lot lately and it does feel good, eventhough she can get in my nerves sometimes, but I guess thats just how you naturally go thru life w your mom.

My dad on the other hand, I know Ive been quite resentful towards him these past few years, reason being as to what he did or is doing to my mom. I have come to a realization that, at the end of the day, he is still my dad. Lately Ive been pretty drawn to trying to reach out to him, just wanna tell him that I hope hes in good health, having a good Ramadhan, and also maybe…pour out my feelings towards him a little bit. Its a long shot but hes my dad so I guess its worth giving it a try. If it doesnt go well, at least Ive done my part.

So much hitting me at the same time, but I trust Allah always. In sha Allah, He has something great planned for me, I believe in that.

[b0oker18]

Seems as though "William is CSM's child is going to win, by a significant margin. Which is unsurprising, BUT I will respectfully disagree, at least slightly. I'll rank my list from most forgivable (I guess) to least forgivable...

1.) Mulders brian disease - I hate it, loath it as much as the next fan but right after Mulder comes back from the dead it's literally never discussed. It was a bad idea and I think even the writers eventually realised this which is why it's never brought up as soon as DD came back full time.

2.) Baby #2 - I don't hate the idea of baby #2 in isolation. My issue with it however is how unearned it feels. I would have liked this decision a lot more had Scully not disowned William based off of what the literal devil (CSM) told Skinner. Scully is also 53 in season 11. If she were ten years younger I would have respected the idea of baby #2 a little more. Sometimes I feel like baby #2 was some sort of apology from CC to the fans for his mistreatment of WIlliam, but I think it just makes everything worse.

3.) Mulder and Scully breakup - Look I get it, CC wanted to add "drama" to the dynamic of Mulder and Scully, but I think think of many ways to add drama in a more adult way without breaking them up. CC has stated in multiple interviews that he never wanted to domesticate the show but by that logic you have no choice but to domesticate Mulder and Scully because you need to have some type of explanation/resolution, IMO we barely got either of those. The IDW comics back in 2013-2015 did a really good job of keeping Mulder and Scully's relationship in the background. Little fleeting moments that show them as an established couple. It's literally all that 95% of the fandom ask for.

4.) William is CSM's child - Honestly what is there to say what has not already been said. It's an insulting decision to the fans, Scully, Mulder, and William (I will not call him Jackson lol). I could write a 5,000 word essay on this but I'm not going to. I made my peace with this (mostly) and would like to never revisit My Struggle IV ever again.

5.) William is given up for adoption - IMO this is the worst decision the show had ever done. To the writers (not just CC in fairness to him) William became a thorne in the side to the show as soon as season 9 was greenlit. The only logical decision they could come up with was to totally get rid of him but in doing so the thorn in the side became a knife in the back. The ghost of William haunted IWTB and the Revival and it made the show worse because of it. I always think why couldn't Scully had just given William to her brother Charlie, it could of been an interesting introduction to a long forgotten character. hindsight is always 20/20 I guess.

X Files Poll

These 'plot points' (i.e. horrible mistakes) seem to be the most debated as to what was the worst in the fandom over the years, so I ask you, which is THE worst. Cuz I gotta know!

[lolosrollercoaster]

so - back on an I need to write this out to process it and I guess im sharing it mood.

So ... been looking for a job since April, took a bit of a break in May but was supposed to be back in it by now but I'm just. exhausted. the depression has come back full force and I'm now lk desperate and financially stressed af.

So anyways, all of these months I kept just mass applying when I could get myself to with the full resume I had - no changes. no tailoring it to an application etc. and then I decided to apply again to this one place in sept - even though last year when I applied I hadn't had much luck, but this time around there was a position very similar to my last one - and I was lk fuck it I gotta do it.

in the mean time I've kinda been going to a psychiatrist since lk august to be evaluated bc I think I might also have ADHD. But anyways she thinks that I need to leave my house, see ppl and rejoin life in order to see if my problems are from lack of doing anything and so my mental health is fucked bc im lk stuck at home feeling useless or if its because of something else - lk idk something is inherently wrong with me lol. I think she'd shit on me if I said that out loud to her. she's kinda cool - lk intimidating cool but not in a bad way. she's just such a no nonsense person and she'll read you lk you're an open book you cant get much past her.

my mom had to go in to share what she'd seen happening with me (aka lk the outsiders perspective of what changes can be seen in me since Ive been mentally fucked) and she was so nervous ahahaha and then in the end she was lk wait do I want an appointment with her for myself? my mom is a whole character. if only y'all knew.

anyways back to the job thing, so she told me to apply to anything, I just needed to get a routine going again. so I applied to a bunch of things. and then I got a message about a grocery store job on indeed and tried to reply but I couldn't help but feel a bit sad bc I thought man I finally got a grown up job and now I'm back to my OG job roots, back to the grocery store life. And honestly I think a lot of my extended family has fucked me up on that bc they're so snobbish about these jobs. ANYWAYS so I didnt hear anything back after I answered them 🤷🏻‍♀️ so I thought ok . and around that time I had stopped applying.

fast forward to the past 2 weeks - my dog got sick, I got sick - we had the worst flu, I've had the worst period of the last few years, ive been out of it, my mom has been out of it, my dog has been out of it - also right - my grandmas death etc. (truly Oct is kinda dead to me now. so yay on that 😭 one less thing to look forward to which is sad when you didn't have much left) but yeah so then I see this email late Friday evening - which shit I usually check my email daily but this time I had forgotten bc id been sick - it was an email from Wednesday from that job I'd applied in sept that was a lot lk the one I'd left earlier in the year. and they wanted to interview me this week - Wednesday or Thursday. I managed to reply as soon as I saw it. and then I got a confirmation that Monday for it - it was an in person interview today.

I tried to prep for it as best as I could while physically dying a bit - bc lk I said been experiencing the period from hell. And yknow what that means? I'm so fucking emotionally wrecked atm- so anyways my dad drove me I somehow managed to be there, I was early, dressed professionally and everything - had even practiced some answers ... and then idk man - I think I fucked it up. They asked follow ups or clarifications of my answers but by the end I wasn't sure how to feel except man definitely didn't get that. they told me they'd make a decision by next week and let me know either way.

and the worse or weirdest part is I've spent the past few days since I found out about it trying to downplay it - lk its fine, you don't need this, if it's for you then it will be for you and if it isn't then it isn't. but I felt so sad walking out - lk idk I just got that feeling that they didn't like me. so now I'm all sad - even if all I've felt recently is that idgaf anymore and I'm ok with just dying - bc yup I got that passive suic*dal ideation down to a routine now. anyways - if anyone has any words of encouragement I'll take them but yeah I am sad .... and I have little to nothing left to give. it's been draining to say the least. and the worst part is I know my parents are just going to be encouraging and even my psychiatrist -she told me that I would get a job and it wouldn't matter who and if for some reason I didn't get something I should just think of it "well they weren't capable of seeing how great you are and what an asset you'd be to their team and that's fine because that just means it is not the job for you" but it still makes me sad know? I have trouble letting go of things and I'm way too hard on myself so it's just - A LOT.

anyways thats my life update.

[emberlynnrayne]

Weddings, Family, and Bullshit

What is it about weddings that make people so crazy? My sister’s wedding was this past weekend, August 8th, and good god, it couldn’t be over soon enough. There are so many threads of B.S. that tie into the knot of that day, I don’t know where to start. Oh! How about that it only happened because I got engaged? No, really. She had been saying for ages before it that they were “married in the eyes of God, and anything more is a paper of man” (Obviously my sister is more than religious enough to make up for my lack of it.) She said they were going to save up for a nice wedding and they were in no rush. She said these things over and over, as recently as days before my engagement was announced. Not only that, my sister has always been very “I’m the oldest, I should be first!” To an incredibly irritating and delusional degree. So just a week after I was engaged, she announced her plan to have her wedding. God. Dammit. Because of this, our weddings were made to be a competition. With little over a year and a half for me to plan mine, and barely 6 months for hers, the family decided that her wedding was going to be a wreck and mine would be gorgeous. No pressure, right? But she just kept screwing herself over! She bought a 4 foot metal swimming pool, and literally HOURS later posted to facebook complaining about trying to afford her wedding. I wanted to be happy for my sister, but for a thousand reasons, I just couldn’t. She kept shooting herself in the foot only to butch and moan like it was someone else’s fault, the family kept comparing all our decisions, and she was such a smug, childish cunt I just wanted it to be over. Some maid of honor I am, huh? But I was only her maid of honor because she moved to a nasty little chicken farm town in GA, alienated her friends, and made a number of bad decisions that keep her broke and housebound. She had no one else and it was her own fault. Oh, and she was planning to milk me for every penny she could. Unfortunately for her, my stable job and working fiance pay our bills, and we do put our bills and responsibilities first, so there really wasn’t anything left for her. You know her church offered her a choice between a wedding shower and free catering for her wedding? Guess which she chose. Then she tried getting our father to do all the cooking and serving. I sound like a terrible person and sister, but I’m still mad. I held all this in, kept a smile on my face, and stayed supportive for her. I did everything I could do for her because in spite of all the crap, I love her and this was her big day. With her date literally 2 month in the year before my chosen date, October 8th, which I had announced before her, as well. All that aside, I sucked it up, put a smile on my face, made the trip to the most disgusting town in GA, and did my best to make sure she had a great day. And it turned out alright. I wouldn’t have chosen blue and orange for my colors, but Rosanna and I have always been incredible opposites.

Family. Oh, tumblr, will you ever hear the end of my family troubles? DRAFT END

Here’s my thoughts, several years later.  Rosanna is stuck in a holier than thou, victim mentality. I was so angry when I wrote the above post, because I was tired of the competition. It didnt stop after this, either. Years later, long after I went no contact with her, she scheduled her baby shower to be on my daughters birthday. She knew from family that that day was my daughters birthday, but she didnt care. Rosanna was the favorite. The golden child that got what she wanted. We were raised in constant competition with each other. She was the normal child that my parents could understand and support. I was the troubled child that liked weird things and they didnt understand. Thats a whole thing to write another day. 

Ive been no contact with my sister for years, and I dont regret it. She’s not a good person, she doesnt make healthy, responsible decisions, and she uses her christian god as a weapon and validation for her toxicity. “You dont need antidepressants, you need god.” was probably the final straw for me. Shes homophobic, ignorant, and so very self absorbed. She doesnt care that she hurts people. Im past being sad about the disconnect.  I dont know what else to write, so Im going to end this here. 

[bonny-kookoo]

Ninnyy :(( you cant leave us hanging

like that all over again. Please be nice to the one who nicknamed you 'ninny' and give us the next part (pt3) of jealous mc (c)Rush.. please *puppy eyes activated so you cant say no :(((*

For the one who named you..ninny. pleaaeeeeee

Only cause it's u.

Warnings for major fluff & mentions of heat (sfw tho)

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"...Did I do something wrong?" You worry suddenly as he sits down in front of you with the scented candle on the table.

"Huh?" He asks, before he realizes how his words must've come across. And considering your current situation, it's only normal that you must feel extra unsure about yourself. "Ah, no no, please don't worry. I didn't mean to make it sound like that." He chuckles, hand reaching out to hold yours. "How long have you been holding that question in, puppy?" He smiles, watching you squirm from just a simple action such as this.

He doesn't know, but growing up and even now, you're just not used to skinship. So to be on the receiving end of it is just strange- especially now, as it's clear that he has romantic intentions with them.

"...for a bit." You say, looking at the hand he's holding, his thumb running over each of your fingers.

"I.. okay." He takes a deep breath before he continues to talk. "You're... the first person I've actually genuinely... started to fall for again." He explains, avoiding eye contact. "I can't explain what it is, even if I tried to." He tells you. "There's.. a lot of things happened in the past that made me think that something like love doesn't actually really exist. That its just.. I dont know. I guess ive been screwed up in the past, so much so that even now, you'll probably ocasionally have to deal with the aftermath of those events.." he attempts to explain, though its clear that he seems to dance around the facts, clearly uncomfortable about remembering them.

"Jungkook.. it's fine if you don't wanna talk about your past." You tell him. "You don't have to. I like the Jungkook that I met, not the Jungkook I didn't." You shrug, and he laughs at that, shaking this head.

"Thats.. that's exactly why I like you so much." The wolf explains as he looks up at you again with sparkling eyes. "This. You're just.. you. And I guess I fell in love with that." He smiles. "With you."

"Jungkook..!" You whine, leaning your head on your arm that's resting on the table to escape his gaze while he laughs at your actions, hand leaving yours to instead pet your ears.

"Does that make you shy?" He teases. "When I say I love you?" He asks you, watching as your tail wags wildly at the mention of love.

You've never been told that you're loved before.

And maybe that's why you start to cry quietly, something he picks up on quickly as your breathing starts to change. The wolf stands up at that, leaning down next to where you're sitting with a hand running over your back. "Hey, don't cry." He tells you softly. "I didn't mean to be mean-"

"You're not." You shake your head, finally lifting it. "I'm just.. You're, kind of, the first to say that. I don't know what to do now.." you confess with a wobbling bottom lip, and he wipes your cheeks before he leans in to kiss you.

"Then I'll say it every day from now on, so you never forget." He offers, and your tail wags yet again.

"N' I'll say it back.. soon, okay?" You worry, and he nods, no disappointment in his face whatsoever.

"Take your time." He simply shrugs, before he picks you up and blows out the candle to carry you to your bed. Much to your surprise however, he doesn't join you- but rather leaves you there, with a kiss to your cheek.

"You're not staying?" You wonder, and he shakes his head.

"You're starting your heat, puppy." He tells you. "I've got sharp senses- some alpha-something-stuff, I don't even know myself really." He waves off. "But either way, I think I should let you think about what I said first before you make any long-term decisions." He tells you, and your tail stills on the bed.

"But.. what if I don't have to think about it?" You complain, looking at him with a pleading gaze. "You already know I love you- or do you just not wanna spend it with me? I mean I know I'm a dog but-"

"Baby, honey calm down first." He laughs, sitting on the edge of your bed. "I don't know who put that idea in your head that you're not enough because of things that were never in your control, but you're more than enough for me." He tells you. "And if you really want to spend it with me, I'd never deny that. I'd be stupid if I did." He smiles, watching as a yawn interrupts your attempt at talking. "Exactly- my puppy is tired now and needs to sleep and think about all that happened today." He reminds you again, leaning in to kiss your cheek. "From the people around her trying to steal her from me because she's just that sweet and pretty.." he teases, kissing the other cheek. "...the date that we just had where I told her I love her a lot.." he reminds, leaning in for your lips, a short peck all he leaves before he smiles impishly.

"...to the fact that she just told me she loves me too, after all."

[sapphicsmaximoff]

earth-326 (pt. 4) - wanda maximoff

a/n: i’m back! finally a free weekend, and i’m posting now. i’ve also finished ease into it, and i’ll post that and the new regal ties chapter soon🤦🏽‍♀️

i ii iii iv

“So…you’re blind?” The girl asks softly, eyes curious as she analyzes your cloudy eyes and tired face. “It’s temporary. I had a brother who could do it too, but his didn’t react the way mine does. It burns the inside of my eye.”

Wanda frowns, feeling guilty about how she led you to use it twice. “I’m sorry.” You smirk. “Don’t be. It happens more often than you think. When I get angry, it bursts. I sometimes pass out.” You chuckle. “That’s horrible.”

“It’s more of a blessing than a curse, keeps people from underestimating me.”

<>

Right now, you were furious.

Wanda begs for you to calm down as you pace the room. “They’ve denied my request twice! How the hell am I supposed to keep up with payments in a reduced teacher’s salary?! No, Jane. I can’t-Ten thousand?! Fucking great.” You look over to Wanda, sighing.

“I’ll call you back.” You hang up the phone, sighing. “That was-That was a friend. She said the owner of a private hospital we took you to for maybe two months because they were doing renovations here, they’re trying to charge with interest, which is fucking illegal! I think.” Wanda frowns as tears fall from your eyes, a faint blue hue in them.

“Just calm down.”

“How?! They’re trying to swindle us out of money!” She curled her fingers, and you blinked hard. Shaking your head, you sigh. “I’m sorry. I don’t know why I was so mad.” You didn’t seem to notice her tendrils calming your brain as you sat in a huff.

The action felt natural. It reminded her of WandaVision.

Yes, despite her love for you, she chose Vision. But she made a way. Of course, since Thanos ripped your wings and killed you right in front of her, it was jarring. Reanimating you was definitely regretful.

But the way she could control you felt good, and it seemed like this Wanda did that too. It wasn’t of her own mind to ease yours. “Um…” You couldn’t think, your last few seconds of thought forgotten. “How are you today?” You smile.

“Fine.”

“That’s good.”

“How’s Tommy?”

“I wish I knew.”

“Is he mad at me?” Yes. She already knew the answer, but you became furious again. You were angry that the boy had feelings you couldn’t handle.

He wasn’t there when you were holding Wanda’s bloody body in you arms as you flew away. He didn’t feel your pain. “I don’t know.”

<>

You two didn’t have many arguments, but it was obvious how upset you’d become about Wanda going off by herself. “You can’t just leave us, and make decisions that could get us all hurt!”

“We got the job done.”

“You got shot!”

“You’re the one that wanted to do this mission, Y/N!”

“I get that. And that…” She watches you point directly to her bullet wound. “Is exactly why I regret it!” She groans loudly, not noticing her red tendrils flowing from her fingers,

“JUST STOP!” The outburst caused you to stumble, her magic filling the room. You shook your head, sniffling. Frowning in confusion, you watched your girlfriend who was just as confused and concerned.

“Oh.” You rub your eyes, and stand up straight. “I’m sorry. What were you saying? I don’t-“ She frowns. “What?”

“What were you saying?” Wanda frowned as she saw the tendrils disappear from your eyes. “Nothing. We were talking about relaxing all day, right?” You look around, just as confused. “Yeah. I guess. I don’t remember.”

<>

So it seemed this Wanda was better at manipulation that she was. She was shocked when she got you to calm a few days ago. It had been so effortless.

It’s not like she hadn’t done it in the hex, but it was harder to maintain hundreds of minds at a time, and that was why she’d shut some off to release the weight. Trying to hold Vision was hard enough.

Then she searched this mind for clues of what else you couldn’t remember. That argument she dreamed of. The fact that she left you for Vision was something she erased too. As memories came back, small ones surrounded that big memory. 

Erasing your memory when you fought seemed like an addiction for this Wanda. “Wanda.” She was taken out her thoughts by your voice. “They said you can leave if you want, or get extra treatment. I mean they said you were fine, so-” You scratched the back of your neck as you kept your eye on the boys running around the hallway. 

“Guys! Slow down, thank you.” They slow down as you look back at your wife. “Yeah, I’ll be fine going home, I can walk now.” She notices your glare as your ear moved towards the sound of your sons running around. 

“Hey.” She grabs your hand. “Focus on me.” You take a deep breath, and look over at her. “I’m sorry.” She smiles, cupping your cheeks. “It’s okay.” 

<>

The ride back was quiet. Wanda watches everything as you pass through the streets. It was about an hour into the ride, and although you’d let the twins bring their tablets, they fell asleep halfway through. 

“The house is little different, a little less decoration. I know you like that stuff, but I haven’t had time.” She looks over at you as you place your foot on the brake at a light. “That’s fine, I don’t really-”

“The house is clean though, I swear. Like...I know I was messy when we moved there, but-”

“Y/N.” You stop breathing hard, and look over at her for a second before continuing to drive. “I’m sorry.” She chuckles. 

“You have to stop apologizing.” She spares a glance at the boys. “Obviously, you’ve done a great job. I could care less about decorations.” You look at her with a smile, before turning back to the road. 

She seemed different, more in her head. She also seemed calmer. Maybe it was the years in solitude, you’d never know. 

<>

You pulled up to the house, and your wife hadn’t lasted too long before falling asleep as well. You parked the car, nervously looking around your car to make sure everything is okay before you wake everyone up. 

You were right about no decoration, which Wanda didn’t mind. The house was real like it was on the other Earth and when she created it in her head. When you both walked upstairs to put them down, the room looked the same. 

The boys, particularly Billy, said goodnight to their mom. Tommy did say goodnight, but tried to avoid her kiss. Instead of letting him go, she held onto his arm and pulled him close. “I’m sorry.” She whispers. He stares at her for a second, but it’s like the boy sees something in her eyes. 

You watched in amazement as he almost smiled for the first time in the last two months. “Night, Mom.” She smiles back wider, letting him walk over to her bed. “I’m so happy you’re back.” Billy beams. “Me too.”

You shut off their light, and closed the door as Wanda beelined towards your room, but you were set on walking downstairs to your study. “Where are you going?” She asks. “Oh, I-I have papers. I let my students do online until you were set, but my boss is urging me to come back or they might find a replacement.” She frowns. 

“I’m sorry.” You chuckle. 

“Who’s the one apologizing now?” She smirks, and you look around. “Unless... You want to convince me to just do it in the morning?” A smirk finds her lips, and she shakes her head. “I don’t know... It sounds like important work. Plus, do we even know if I’m ready for...that.” Your smile widens, and you place your arms around her waist. “We could test it out.” 

“Kinky. Tell me...do your wings still burst out of your back when I blow your mind?” You gasp, backing away. “I can’t believe you remember that, I’m going.” You smile, turning around to walk away. 

“I was kidding!” She yells in a whisper. You turn around, softly jogging to her, and picking her up. She bursts out in a low giggle ad you carry her to the room. “I know.”

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[coyoxxtl]

I have my own piece i have to say vaguely about the recent nh discorse, especially as a poc who got into this game BECAUSE of muriel. under read more bc i went off too much.

so Ive been into the arcana for a While now, before the first three routes officially ended. and i wont lie and pretend i didn’t Thoroughly enjoy the hell out of this game at first, I paid for coins to get through the routes faster and ended up shilling out for a muriel body pillow bc im a whore. but bc i have been in this fandom for this long it just exhausts me that this company is still covering their ears and going LALALALA after hearing the slightest critique of their racist story choices and behavior in public communities like discord. I Literally experienced the rise and fall of this game, I witnessed this story contort into whatever the fuck it is now in Real time.

anyway. muriel is Literally the sole reason why i bothered installing the game in the first place. if he wasnt in the game i wouldnt be here full stop. big goth and indigenous coded ?? (yes i caught on that as soon as i saw him) my dream. there arent any LIs like him in other games afaik. so you could imagine my heartbreak when i installed it and he wasn’t a LI (at the time). so i begrudgingly kept playing other routes because i knew he was coming eventually. and when his route came along i started out incredibly excited and supportive of it until it kept going and im forced to see how the writers of this game Actually see him, which is, not good at all. surprisingly design elements like his chains didnt put me off bc i took it as being goth and dramatic and i liked them, same with his scourge of the south stuff. i thought his more brutal and rough aspects about him made him interesting.

ill make it clear that despite how much i looooove the coliseum and scourge muriel that i Do Not care for him to be Enslaved to that position. i think he couldve been perfectly fine doing all that on his own volition. its actually Very easy to erase the slavery from his backstory. gladiators may have had a history of some being slaves, but not all, they weren’t killing each other all that much, and it was more sport than anything. an executioner is, actually, a fairly high ranking, and feared, position. he could’ve easily gravitated towards being the scourge out of his necessity of being an orphan street kid, who’s only value others bothered to acknowledge was his size and strength. all the other LIs ended up working for lucio in their own way (asra was the court magician, julian apprenticed under the court doctor, nadia was literally married to the man) there really was no need to make him a slave, especially if you have other characters who are in historically slave-filled jobs *cough*portia*cough*. so the decision to make (and keep) muriel a slave is very obviously a racialized choice.

now bringing in lucio, how the devs decided to make lucio by the time his route came around directly affected muriels Whole thing. I remember when lucio was an Actual Threat to the rest of the cast. He was a cruel count with a bloated ego who trampled on Anyone to get what he wants. and guess what? I actually liked him. He was fun, he was dramatic and campy. BUT THEN THE FIRST THREE ROUTES ENDED. lucio was violently killed in a few of the endings (or all of them idk i didnt read them all) and his stans collectively lost their shit. so many of them saying his death was “too cruel” for him, too gruesome, that he didn’t deserve what he got. Which is conceptually hilarious considering he just died dramatically like a disney villain but it happened. and i just KNOW that NH took all those complaints to heart and scrambled to scrub lucios character clean of any interesting rancid villainy and replaced it with this nonthreatening loser who’s actions were no big deal really and his route became all about redeeming him. in his route asra seems to accept and tolerate him despite him being the sole reason he was living on the streets as a child and why his best friend/lover was traumatized in his own way. he even said he would never forgive him, yet they made him act like he did. muriel isnt even so much as MENTIONED in his route despite being muriels biggest source of fear in his own. and in the end of muriels route? the upright end was a silly low stakes football game where they made muriel act like lucio was just a victim of consequence and “didnt mean it” like enslaving him was another one of his oopsies, and his reverse end essentially framed the act of killing lucio as a negative, destructive thing that shouldn’t have happened. i dont get why they went through the trouble of essentially overhauling lucios whole character if they didn’t even bother to get rid of one of his biggest atrocities to a main character.

anyway this was more word vomit than anything but the act of santizing lucio to appease the teenage babies that want to coddle him was literally the downfall of this stupid fucking game and they will keep digging their grave deeper if they keep on pandering to this corner of the fandom, which seems to be the only corner they seem to give attention to. they need to stop blatantly ignoring good faith crits from fans of the game in favor of children who dont have a critical thinking braincell in their whole body. i know this is partially because NH doesn’t have very many of the original writers or artists on board (if any) but it wouldn’t have gone on like this if they made a decent foundation and used their fuckin ears to listen for once. muriel is mine now. and no one elses bc my brain and cock is huge.

[freyayuki]

Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia Costumes Part 2

The Ally Costume Token Exchange shop just became available in the Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia (DFFOO) mobile game.

This shop contains all the costumes that have been released in the English or Global version of DFFOO.

Normally, you need to pay real money in order to get and be able to equip these costumes. But the game is planning to give players 2 Ally Costume Tokens for free. You can use this Token to exchange for a costume from the shop.

Sadly, the reason why we’re getting these Tokens for free is because DFFOO just announced that it will discontinue or end its service on February 29, 2024.

I talk more about that in another post, but that announcement came as a shock. Really wish that news wasn’t true. Wish the game wasn’t ending at all.

Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia Costumes List

Anyway, I talk more about this in another post but I already picked and got my 1st costume. Ended up choosing the 1st costume of Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII (#ad). Now I need to figure out which costume to pick with my 2nd Ally Costume Token.

Unfortunately, at the moment, I still have no idea which costume to pick. There are a lot of choices, and there are lots of costumes that I’d love to be able to have. I talk more about this in another post, but it’s really too bad that we can’t get them all even with the game ending soon.

So now gonna have to go through all the available costumes then try to decide which one to pick. Hopefully, I’ll be able to make a decision soon. Want to be able to make use of these costumes as much as possible before the game ends.

Anyway, below is a list of all the costumes that are available in the Global or English version of DFFOO.

Aeris or Aerith Gainsborough from Final Fantasy VII

Aeris or Aerith Gainsborough from Final Fantasy VII has 2 costumes - Aerith's Extra Costume 1 and Aerith's Extra Costume 2.

I like Aerith's costumes better than her default outfit. If I have to choose between her 2 costumes, then I'll go with her 2nd one. That red dress looks really nice.

So Aerith's 1st costume is out but her 2nd one is in.

Here are some more screenshots of Aerith's costumes:

Cloud of Darkness from Final Fantasy III

Cloud of Darkness from Final Fantasy III has 1 costume.

Don't really use the Cloud of Darkness all that much so this costume's out.

Dark Knight Cecil Harvey from Final Fantasy IV

Dark Knight Cecil Harvey from Final Fantasy IV has 1 costume.

Not really all that fond of this costume and I don't use Dark Knight Cecil all that much either so this one's out too.

Paladin Cecil Harvey from Final Fantasy IV

Paladin Cecil Harvey from Final Fantasy IV has 1 costume.

The costume and his default outfit look pretty similar but I think I actually prefer the latter so this one's out.

Edge Geraldine from Final Fantasy IV

Edge Geraldine from Final Fantasy IV has 1 costume.

Not that fond of this costume and don't use Edge much at all so this one's out.

Kain Highwind from Final Fantasy IV

Kain Highwind from Final Fantasy IV has 2 costumes.

What I like about Kain's costumes is that they let you see his face.

But not all that fond of the outfits themselves so both are out.

Rosa Joanna Farrell from Final Fantasy IV

Rosa Joanna Farrell from Final Fantasy IV has 2 costumes.

The 1st one looks kinda similar to her default outfit, but if I have to choose between those 2, then I'd pick her default outfit.

Rosa's 2nd costume looks way better than either of her other outfits though.

I do like Rosa well enough, and she's fully built so I also use her often enough, so I guess for now her 2nd costume is in but her 1st one is out.

Here are some more screenshots of Rosa's 2nd costume:

Ceodore Harvey from Final Fantasy IV

Ceodore Harvey from Final Fantasy IV has 1 costume.

Not really fond of this costume and I don't use Ceodore much so this one's out.

Faris Scherwiz (Sarisa Scherwil Tycoon) from Final Fantasy V

Faris Scherwiz (Sarisa Scherwil Tycoon) from Final Fantasy V has 1 costume.

I like Faris's costume but unfortunately, she doesn't have her own Burst or BT weapon in the English or Global version of the game so won't be able to use her much, which is why this one's out.

And that’s it for now. There are a lot more costumes to go through but have to continue in another post because already nearing the max limit of 30 pics per post in this one.

Conclusion

So what about you? What do you think about the news that DFFOO is ending its service on February 29, 2024? What do you think about the costumes in this game? Feel free to share your thoughts and opinions by leaving a comment below or by reblogging or replying to this post.

Notes:

screenshots are from my Dissidia Final Fantasy: Opera Omnia game account