i've been feeling like shit for a while and i thought "hey lets redraw this cozy art of lance from 3 years ago"... but then smile turned into a grin, bc "i'm trying my best but it's not working and i know it's only in my head"... welp yeah, angst i guess. feeling like your not good enough is the worst. there are times when you are proud of yourself but then are also days when u just, just don't wanna exist bc of that.
woah, it turned out really sad, didn't mean that. BUT good things, SUMMER STARTED! ♡(> ਊ <)♡
Last week, I started painting a still image from my guitar smashing film. I wanted to finish up the project using a medium I’m comfortable with, so I used acrylic paint.
I wanted to capture the movement of the guitar right before it hits the ground, so I dragged the paint to make a blurred effect.
I plan on cutting around the figure of myself, and sticking it on a collage of album covers that I love, which support the energetic, angry feel of the painting.