#gusto mv

[singwiththelyrics]

Gusto - Zach Tabudlo feat. Al James (2023)

Credits to: Republic Records, Universal Records

Fresh pick and exclusive lyrics edit by singwiththelyrics

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둘 하나 둘 - Urban Zakapa 

[dojae-huh]

Walk: MV

First of all, I don't dislike the song. It is nice. That being said, as a perfectionist I wish the instrumental had more sause, more free spirit and "no constraints! I do what I want!" vibe. There is this feeling of hesitance and lack of hidden surprises the best of NCT songs are known for. The voices have more attitude and colour than the underlaying track, which on itself isn't that memorable. (It's like "Little light" case).

Secondly, Walk is another "I'm the best, I'm popular and making money" kind of song that every k-pop act releases nowadays. 127 had "2 Baddies", enough. I'd like some new theme and return to the lore.

"Walk" is the most suitable song on the album to be a title track, to be performed on music shows during summer, captivate with the choreo. However, it feels like a B-side, to be honest.

I do appreciate the change in image, though. The spell of "cool and cold" had to be broken. It became reduntant over the past years.

The MV is great, very rewatchable. It is simple, with no big effects, with the focus on humour and the members being goofy. It is good for charming new fans.

The best part of the MV is Jaehyun. The boy is feeling himself. Not only he is in a great shape physically, he is doing well mentally. And Jae's overall mood always reflects on him. (Even in the promo pics his eyes are not dead). Plus he likes the song. He is cheeky, he puts the gusto into his dance moves, he works with the camera. Eventhough Mark in the frontman as he sings his and Tae's rap parts, it is definitely Jae's era and Jae's choreo.

Yes, it's a pity Do's white hair didn't play a role in the MV. Maybe he felt the pressure of Tae's absence and wanted to do something unusual, add that extra bonus. Wasn't immortalised in a sense. However, he looks good in the track video for Wall to Wall, we had DG look, he posts a lot of selcas and sticks to the colour for now. We are getting multiple variations (white, silver, light yellow/purple, with black roots, etc) and almost daily selcas.

The highlight of the MV for me is Taeil when the neos enter the pool area. He is bad with posing for solo shots, coming off as cool, he needs special set up, mini scenes to shine and stand out (like with the mirror scene in Touch or the reporter scene in Beautiful). Another highlight is Yuta in those dainty glasses with the meat. Killer shot.

That subtle LV sneakers advertisement during Yuta's roof scene, heh.

Pink hair suits Woo, definitely helps him to stand out during group choreo shots. If you are somehow jealous of it on Do's behalf, remember that Woo is in DJJ. His growing popularity helps DJJ sales and DoJae having their Jamal&Dorsen unit.

[icons2000]

Aprende a traducir juegos RPG Maker de la manera más fácil posible

RPG Maker es una serie de programas que te permiten crear tus propios juegos de rol (RPG) de forma fácil y sin necesidad de saber programar. Con RPG Maker puedes diseñar mapas, personajes, batallas, historias, música y más, usando los recursos incluidos o importando los tuyos propios. RPG Maker MV es la versión más reciente de la serie, lanzada en 2015, y RPG Maker MZ es la versión más potente y actualizada, lanzada en 2020.

Algunos juegos creados con RPG Maker usan el cifrado de archivos para proteger sus recursos de ser copiados o modificados por otros usuarios sin permiso. El cifrado de archivos también puede servir para ocultar secretos o sorpresas dentro del juego, o para evitar spoilers o trampas. Sin embargo, el cifrado de archivos no es infalible, y existen herramientas como RPG Maker MV Decrypter que pueden revertirlo y acceder a los archivos originales.

(1) Downloads And Free Trials | RPG Maker | Make Your Own Game! https://www.rpgmakerweb.com/downloads. (2) RPG Maker MZ | RPG Maker | Make Your Own Video Games! https://www.rpgmakerweb.com/products/rpg-maker-mz. (3) RPG Maker MV on Steam https://store.steampowered.com/app/363890/RPG_Maker_MV.

Según el proyecto de GitHub, RPG Maker MV Decrypter puede desencriptar archivos de recursos de RPG Maker MV y MZ que están cifrados con el cifrado integrado del RPG Maker. Los tipos de archivos que se pueden desencriptar son:

Imágenes PNG (.rpgmvp o .png_)

Audio OGG (.rpgmvo o .ogg_)

Audio M4A (.rpgmvm o .m4a_)

Para desencriptar los archivos, se necesita la clave de cifrado, que se puede obtener del archivo rpg_core.js o system.json del juego. El proyecto ofrece una versión web y una versión Java del decrypter.

(1) Petschko/RPG-Maker-MV-Decrypter – GitHub https://github.com/Petschko/RPG-Maker-MV-Decrypter. (2) Petschkos RPG-Maker MV & MZ-File Decrypter https://petschko.org/tools/mv_decrypter/

Los archivos desencriptados son los recursos originales del juego, como imágenes, audio, mapas, eventos, etc. Puedes usarlos para:

Ver cómo está hecho el juego y aprender de él

Modificar el juego a tu gusto o arreglar errores

Extraer recursos que te gusten o te sirvan para tus propios proyectos (siempre respetando la licencia original)

Hacer copias de seguridad o restaurar tu proyecto si lo has perdido

Sin embargo, debes tener en cuenta que no puedes usar los archivos desencriptados para:

Robar o reutilizar recursos sin dar crédito o sin permiso del autor

Distribuir o vender el juego modificado sin autorización del creador

Violar los términos de uso del RPG Maker o de los recursos usados

[irvin8ag]

KIM JISOO

Kim Ji-soo, más conocida como Jisoo, es una cantante, actriz, modelo, bailarina y presentadora surcoreana, miembro del grupo Blackpink. Se unió a YG Entertainment en 2011 y se convirtió en aprendiz durante cinco años antes de debutar con Blackpink en agosto de 2016.

Jisoo nació en Seúl, Corea del Sur, vivía con sus padres, abuelos, hermano mayor y hermana mayor. Desde pequeña Jisoo siempre quiso ser una Idol de k-pop, sin embargo sus padres hacían comentarios sobre lo fea que era, llegando al punto de llamarla "mono" haciéndola dudar si debería ser o no idol de k-pop pero ella no se rindió y no dejo que esos comentarios negativos la afectarán. Durante su niñez jugaba baloncesto y asistía a clases de Taekwondo, y se quedó como con cinturón blanco porque no quería cambiar de rango dejó de asistir; también se unió al club de teatro en su Escuela y fue parte de la banda de percusión tradicional. Estaba interesada en el kpop por su gusto al grupo masculino de su SM Entertainment, TVXQ.

En 2011 audicionó para YG Entertainment a la edad de 11 años, con la canción ‘I Have A Lover’ de Lee Eun Mi, destacando por su vos tipo mezzosoprano y logró convertirse en aprendiz de la compañía en Julio 2011. En 2012 la compañía tenía planeado debutarla en un nuevo grupo, llamado Pink Punk, pero ya no se escucharon más noticias y el debut no se realizo.

Durante su época pre-debut apareció en los MVs ‘Spoiler’ y ‘Happen Ending’ de Epik High y ‘I’m Different’ de Hi Suhyun. Fue modelo de marcas de Samsonite y Nikon y promocionó el videojuego de la compañía Fincon, llamado Angel Stone, también apareció en el drama ‘The Producers’ en los capítulo 4, 5 y 12.

En 2016 YG Entertainment revela los primeros avances de su nuevo grupo a debutar, Jisoo fue presentada como la tercera integrante de BLACKPINK el 15 de Junio de 2016.

El 08 de Agosto de 2016, Jisoo debuta junto a Jennie, Rosé, Lisa en BLACKPINK con su primer álbum sencillo, titulado ‘‘SQUARE ONE’’. El álbum cuenta con las canciones: “BOOMBAYAH” y “Whistle”.

Jisoo junto a Rosé han sido el rostro de ‘New Balm Cushion’ para la marca de cosméticos ‘Moonshot’, modelos para la marca de cosméticos ‘Kiss Me’ y para la campaña ‘HeroineMake Long & Curl’. Jisso también ha modelado y/o sido la portada de revistas como ‘InStyle’, ‘Allure’, ‘CéCi’, ‘Harper’s Bazaar Korea’, ‘Elle Korea’, ‘Vogue Korea’, ‘Dazed Korea’, ‘Marie Claire’, entre otras.

En 2016 Jisso fue MC especial del programa musical coreano Inkigayo, y MC especial del programa M! Countdown junto a Jennie. Desde Febrero de 2017 hasta Febrero de 2018 Jisoo fue MC de Inkigayo, , junto a Jinyoung de GOT7 y Doyoung de NCT. En 2019 participó en la serie ‘Arthdal Chronicles’. En 2021 protagonizó la serie ‘Snowdrop’ como Eun Young Ro.

En 2019 Jisoo se convirtió en Embajadora local de Dior para la marca de cosméticos Dior’s Beauty; y en marzo de 2021 fue anunciada como Embajadora global de Dior en las áreas de ‘Fashion and Beauty’. En 2021 Jisoo fue la modelo principal para la colección de primavera de 2021 de la marca de ropa ‘MICHAA’, se convirtió en el rostro oficial de la marca de telefónos ‘CELEBe’.

La cantante compartió emocionada la noticia con sus seguidores, junto a una foto en la que se luce con un sweater de punto estampado y una bandolera negra.

El debut de Jisoo como actriz principal ha llegado con el estreno de Snowdrop el 18 de diciembre. Cinco años después de ingresar al rubro del entretenimiento como idol del grupo K-pop BLACKPINK, y tras unos cuantos cameos en K-dramas, la famosa coreana brilla finalmente en un rol estelar, logrando así completar su último y más grande sueño.

Aguilar García Irving Emanuel 3-A.

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교환앨범 MMM(Mini & Moni Music) - 지민 (Jimin)

(https://youtu.be/EWwP3wKOVd4?si=CS53Zdot_8Cz8icc)

rm-!EL evento mas grande que te ocurrió durante un año 2022-2023! jm- Estar activo con el álbum "FACE"

Jimin grabando para su álbum

Aprendió a cantar desde el principio

rm- "Park Jimin es la persona mas humana"

Esto es una historia del crecimiento de una persona

Album Exchange MMM

Hablan que pueden irse pero tienen que regresar sus armys

Habla del titulo FACE y como se llama el siguiente álbum

Hablan de SMGB de su banda - los miembros de face cambiaron a sgmb

Jimin habla de la forma de organizar su Álbum Muse

Todo empezó a preparar para Muse en Abril 2023 casi al mismo tiempo que Face - Escribe las letra sobre la canción, decidió claramente las melodías en Abril 2023 después de lanzar Face

A rm se le afigura jimin como el principito por las dos primeras canciones y todo su estilo X)

Jimin termino la grabación de su Álbum en junio 2023 duro casi 1 año 3/4meses haciéndole

Hizo varios generos y a rm le gusto muco.

Jimin recuerda el miedo de no verse en el escenario sin los chicos.

rm le recuerda a jimin TODO lo que es para bts - Jimin de BTS

rm recuerda desde cuando conoció a jimin en 2012 desde antes del debut y habla lindo de el y dice que es a quien mas ama y confía y que si jimin lo ocupa a su lado el estará siempre para el.

-Al día siguiente que grabaron esto jimin se fue a hungría a grabar el mv entoces esto lo grabaron el 14nov2023

-Closer than this es una canción-carta a ARMY

-Hablan rm y jimin mucho mas de su álbum vean el vídeo completo tiene subs

Jimin recibio todo tipo de clases para prepararse para dejar todo listo para cuando se fuera al sm

Jimin admira mucho a bts y quiere crecer mas como artista y escribir su historia

Hizo una canción ?Quieres tomar una copa? pero la tiro XD

rebirth intro para jimin dice fue muy difícil escribir de terminar fue la que tardo mas. jm-Ni siquiera podía recordar la última vez que estuve enamorado (tuvouncrush). y rm hace suspiro* le dice bro-hermano.. ambos y se dan la mano X)

Vean el vídeo completo hablan mucho mas y rm dicen lindas palabras de jimin

교환앨범 MMM(Mini & Moni Music) - 지민 (Jimin)

(https://youtu.be/EWwP3wKOVd4?si=CS53Zdot_8Cz8icc)

[taaaaangi]

Also, humabol ako manuod ng mga contents ng Treasure. and sobrang nakakaproud lang talaga na I stan them kasi imagine, nagperform sila sa Mnet with handmics AND without ear in tapos ang hard pa nung choreo nila tapos wala kang maririnig na hingal. shet. My talented diamonds. Tapos pinanuod ko din yung It's Live performance nila, sis, ginawa nilang concert. Normal day sa teuland talaga tapos yung extrovert side ni Asahi talaga kasama Treasure sobrang top tier. Sinolo niya yung dance break. hahaha pota. Literal Ace eh. yung part ng rap part parang gusto niya na din mag rap hahahaha May nabasa nga ako sa tiktok ata or twitter na si Asahi daw ay Main Visual, Main Vocalist, Main Rapper, and Main dancer (new entry) hahahahaha ang laro talaga. Kung papanuorin talaga yung MV ng King Kong sobrang onti ng exporuse ni Asahi, ang ikli pa ng lines pero yung lines niya yung sobrang tumatak sa karamihan kasi ang sweet ng boses niya. Yung tipong marerealized mo na siya lang talaga yung pwedeng kumanta sa part na yon, walang iba.

If ever man na may Waterbomb Manila. Sana nandon Treasure please. Pupunta talaga ako promise.

[asistecno]

Los 50 comandos de Linux más útiles que deberías conocer

Los comandos permiten realizar diferentes tareas y desempeñan un papel fundamental en el ecosistema de Linux. Proporcionan una forma poderosa de interactuar con el sistema operativo. Si tienes un ordenador de sobremesa o portátil, seguramente tiene instalado Windows o macOS. Dos de los sistemas operativos más populares del mercado, pero no son los únicos disponibles, hay vida más allá de las plataformas de Microsoft y Apple.

Linux es un sistema de código abierto basado en Unix que fue creado por Linus Torvalds en 1991. Cabe señalar que es una excelente alternativa a los sistemas comerciales, ya que es gratuito y cualquiera puede modificarlo y personalizarlo a su gusto. Se utiliza en una amplia gama de dispositivos, desde ordenadores personales hasta servidores, sistemas embebidos, dispositivos móviles y más. Una de las características clave es su capacidad para ser adaptable a diferentes necesidades y entornos.

Los comandos más útiles de Linux

Una de las funciones más importantes de Linux son los comandos, que básicamente son órdenes específicas que se introducen en la línea de comandos, y los cuales permiten llevar a cabo diferentes tareas, desde las más básicas hasta las más avanzadas.

Son la parte más importante de este sistema, ya que ofrecen una manera rápida de interactuar con la interfaz y realizar diversas operaciones.

Los comandos pueden ser utilizados para automatizar tareas mediante scripts y programas de shell, lo que permite realizar operaciones repetitivas de forma rápida. Desde administrar archivos y directorios hasta configurar redes, instalar apps y monitorear el sistema. En Linux hay una gran cantidad de comandos, cada uno adaptado para cada situación y cada tipo de usuario. El núcleo del sistema operativo proporciona una serie de comandos que son fundamentales para realizar tareas básicas como administrar archivos, configurar redes, administrar usuarios, entre otros. Es difícil proporcionar un número exacto de la cantidad total de comandos en Linux, ya que la lista puede seguir creciendo con nuevas versiones y desarrollos en el ecosistema. No obstante, aquí te presentamos los 50 comandos más útiles.

pwd: Este comando te muestra el directorio de trabajo actual en el que te encuentras. Es útil para saber dónde estás en la estructura de directorios del sistema.

ls: Listar archivos y directorios. Con este comando, puedes ver los archivos y directorios en el directorio actual.

cd: Cambiar de directorio. Utiliza este comando seguido de la ruta del directorio al que deseas acceder para moverte por el sistema de archivos.

history: Muestra el historial de comandos ejecutados anteriormente. Te permite ver los comandos que has utilizado en la sesión actual.

clear: Borra la pantalla del terminal, lo que te permite tener una interfaz de línea de comandos limpia y lista para usar.

mkdir: Crea un nuevo directorio en el sistema de archivos.

rmdir: Elimina un directorio vacío del sistema.

cp: Copia archivos y directorios de un lugar a otro.

mv: Mueve archivos y directorios de un lugar a otro, o cambia su nombre.

rm: Elimina archivos y directorios del sistema.

touch: Crea un nuevo archivo vacío en el sistema.

find: Busca archivos y directorios en el sistema.

grep: Busca un patrón específico dentro de un archivo.

head: Muestra las primeras líneas de un archivo.

tail: Muestra las últimas líneas de un archivo.

cat: Vincula archivos y muestra su contenido.

less: Muestra el contenido de un archivo una página a la vez, lo que facilita la lectura de archivos largos.

awk: Manipula y analiza archivos de texto utilizando patrones y acciones específicas.

sed: Editor de secuencias para filtrar y transformar texto en archivos.

vim: Un editor de texto potente y altamente configurable para crear y editar archivos de texto.

nano: Un editor de texto sencillo y fácil de usar para crear y editar archivos de texto.

emacs: Un editor de texto altamente personalizable para realizar tareas de edición de texto avanzadas.

echo: Muestra texto en la pantalla o lo redirige a un archivo.

tar: Archiva y comprime archivos y directorios en un solo archivo.

gzip: Comprime archivos utilizando el algoritmo de compresión gzip.

zip: Comprime archivos en un archivo ZIP y los descomprime si es necesario.

sudo: Ejecuta un comando con privilegios de superusuario.

su: Cambia a otra cuenta de usuario en la sesión de la terminal.

umask: Establece los permisos de creación de archivos predeterminados para nuevos archivos y directorios.

chmod: Cambia los permisos de un archivo o directorio.

chown: Cambia el propietario de un archivo o directorio.

ps: Muestra los procesos en ejecución en el sistema.

top: Muestra el estado actual del sistema, incluida la carga de la CPU y la memoria.

free: Muestra el uso de la memoria del sistema.

df: Muestra el uso del espacio en disco del sistema.

du: Muestra el uso del disco de un archivo o directorio específico.

which: Muestra la ubicación de un comando específico en el sistema.

man: Muestra el manual de un comando específico para obtener más información sobre su uso.

ip: Ver y administrar interfaces de red y tablas de enrutamiento.

ss: Muestra los sockets de red y su información relacionada.

dig: Consulta servidores DNS para obtener información relacionada con DNS.

ping: Prueba la conectividad de red con un host remoto.

ssh: Conectarse de forma segura a un sistema remoto utilizando el protocolo SSH.

scp: Copia archivos de forma segura entre sistemas remotos utilizando el protocolo SSH.

rsync: Sincroniza archivos y directorios entre sistemas remotos de forma eficiente.

curl: Transfiere datos desde o hacia un servidor utilizando varios protocolos.

wget: Descarga archivos de la web utilizando HTTP, HTTPS o FTP.

sort: Ordena las líneas de texto en un archivo.

uniq: Muestra líneas de texto únicas en un archivo.

diff: Compara dos archivos y muestra las diferencias entre ellos.

Los comandos son una parte integral de la experiencia de uso de Linux y son fundamentales para administrar, automatizar y controlar el sistema operativo de manera eficiente. Además, permiten crear, eliminar, copiar, mover y gestionar archivos. Su importancia radica en su capacidad para proporcionar eficiencia, automatización, flexibilidad, control avanzado, acceso remoto y capacidad de diagnóstico, así como solución de problemas.

Son una herramienta esencial para usuarios y administradores de sistemas que buscan aprovechar al máximo el potencial de Linux.

[lettersfromandie]

I Might Be Okay But I'm Not Fine At All After The All Too Well Premiere

I've been listening to Red (Taylor's Version) all day everyday now. No shame of singing it anywhere even if my sister asks, "Pwede lain na sad ato iplay? Para breather ba." (Can we play something else? A breather [from always listening to Red].)

Red is my favorite Taylor Swift album. And I'm overwhelmed that MissMaam Taylor has so many surprises for us. Are you also biased with Red, 'dam? Chos HAHAHA

I also want to say that the Phoebe Bridgers collab in RedTV is ONE OF THE BEST EVER. I LOVE IT SO MUCH THANK YOU TAYLOR HUHU

Anyway, comparing it to the 2012 version, the RedTV has cleaner mixing. Of course this is already expected but I'm super amazed of how crisp and clean the sounds are, especially in All Too Well.

In the 2012 version, the guitar strumming is so amplified. In Taylor's Version, it is now the percussions that's more prominent. Both versions are honestly good but I prefer the latter + sarap ng timpla of how well the band played the instruments and the back-up vocals too!! Solid kaayo ang musical arrangement sa Red TV and I can just imagine how hard she worked to re-record this album.

Speaking of All Too Well, it's part of my routine na to watch its short film, or if not, listen to the 10-minute version over and over again because GRABE ANG GANDA GUSTO KONG UMIYAK.  This song has always been my fave TS song and I guess I'm obsessed with the short film because we were deprived of having an MV before :'-D But now Taylor's Version DELIVERS! She gave us a short film!! 😭💘

I love the direction. I love the cinematography. I love the casting. I love the acting. I love how it shows not only the shitty parts of the relationship, but also the good parts that made her ask, Are you real?

Sadie Sink and Dylan O'Brien were perfect for the roles. Their chemistry was unexpected yet superb. Honestly before its premiere, the actors' age difference didn't sit well with me and I doubted that they'd look good together. But they proved many of us wrong. And I think it's safe to assume that Taylor did that intentionally 😏 It's one of the many nuances in the short film that she gave attention to.

The "You called me up again just to break me like a promise. So casually cruel in the name of being honest." has always been my favorite part in All Too Well. But after watching the short so many times now, I think I have a new favorite: 

"But you keep my old scarf from that very first week. Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me. You can't get rid of it cause you remember it all too well." 

She perfectly used the word INNOCENCE. That part of the song is THE REMEMBERING chapter. The perfectly played drums going well with the beat? INFECTIOUS. And the throwing in of all their intimate moments and good parts of their relationship like a supercut? BEAUTIFUL 😩 

I lost count how many times I've listened and watched it. I'm afraid that I'll eventually get tired from it. I hope I don't. I think I never will. 'Cause I've been listening to this song for years now and it's still one of the best. Ever.

I don't know how to end this post haha. But I guess I'll end it by saying that over the years Taylor Swift has proved to us that she is truly a songwriting genius. Yet now she also proves how equally talented she is in film writing and directing. I STAN THIS QUEEN.

Love, Andie

[armoniaverdemartinprieto]

La historia de Luisfer arriba del buque MV Esperanza

Un colombiano que se hizo, arriba del MV Esperanza, ciudadano del mundo y protector de la ‘casa común’ de todos los habitantes del planeta. Como ingeniero de máquinas de a bordo, cumple con orgullo su misión que también, es su sueño personal.

Luisfer trae consigo el aroma a café de los cafetales colombianos, su tierra natal. En la mesita ratona que está a su lado humea un tazón de la mejor variedad de su país. Para las estadías que se prolongan por tres meses en el MV Esperanza, sin esta pócima diaria, le sería difícil subsistir.

Está dejando atrás su juventud, y el café le da la serenidad y el aplomo necesarios para comenzar la jornada laboral en el MV Esperanza. Su labor a bordo es estar junto a las máquinas. Y Luisfer, como segundo ingeniero de máquinas del barco se siente a gusto con su tarea. Aquí, tal como lo soñó, puede unir hoy profesión y la aventura en una sola jornada. Además, está la posibilidad de compartir la vida y la experiencia de ‘lucha’ con personas de más de 17 países diferentes que se unen en cada misión de Greepeace.

Su vocación dice, fue un acierto del destino. Cuenta que el mar lo atrapó desde que comenzó sus estudios en la Escuela Naval. Y , que su amor por la naturaleza , fue una certeza que nació muy temprano en su vida pero de un modo natural. Nacido en Bogotá, durante su infancia y adolescencia pasó los fines de semana en la finca de su abuela en el campo. Allí la vida agreste le robó el corazón para siempre. 

Un amor natural hacia el cuidado del medioambiente

“Mi abuela me preparaba siempre el vaso de leche con leche de vaca recién ordeñada. Y, a la hora de la siesta, yo le ayudaba a bajar las naranjas y las guayabas de los árboles. Por eso, crecí con la conciencia acerca de lo que la naturaleza nos regala por pura bondad. Hoy, mis recuerdos de esos días, me ayudan a perseverar en este ideal de proteger y crear conciencia desde las filas de Greenpeace” explicó Luisfer

El destino le fue marcando los pasos de su futuro también, de un modo natural. Ya estaba finalizando sus estudios en la escuela naval, cuando el azar puso en sus manos una nota del Diario El País de España. Era un artículo sobre Greenpeace que explicaba su misión, y en su interior , supo que ese era el camino a seguir.

Pero, el ansiado trabajo en Greenpeace no llegó tan pronto como esperaba. El flamante recién recibido comenzó a trabajar en alta mar para empresas privadas. Y, en cada puerto en donde sabía que existía una oficina de Greenpeace dejaba su currículum y una bolsa de exquisito café colombiano.

Haciendo historia junto al MV Esperanza de Greenpeace

Fue a principios del `96 cuando al llegar a una oficina de Greenpeace en Estados Unidos con su bolsa de café le dijeron que ya sabían quién era. Perom la tan anhelada llamada con la convocatoria de trabajo llegó recién meses más tarde, en octubre de 1996. Fue un jueves: ‘¿puedes estar aquí el próximo domingo? Te necesitamos en Vancouver`”, recordó que le dijeron en ese mágico momento. Acepto de modo automático, aun sin saber cuál era sería su salario.

Así comenzaba una etapa plena de gratificaciones en lo laboral. A los cinco años de estar en Greenpeace, tuvo su “bautismo de fuego”; una acción de bloqueo del puerto de Long Beach en Los Ángeles. “Logramos cerrar el puerto y mantener un barco parado por tres días, un barco que venía con pulpa de papel de los bosques de Canadá, que estábamos luchando por proteger. En esos momentos clave te das cuenta de que las campañas no son de efecto inmediato. Nuestra lucha es desde lo simbólico, es transmitir información e imágenes, mensajes, para denunciar y generar conciencia” explicó Luisfer de su militancia pacífica.El colombiano es un hombre optimista. Se llena de vitalidad al hablar acerca de la misión de generar conciencia ambiental en los jóvenes de hoy, que son el futuro. “De a poco se va viendo que las nuevas generaciones vienen diferentes” explica . “Se ve cada vez más claro que los más chiquitines vienen con el chip cada vez más mejorado, son unos maestros increíbles y crecen cuidando, con pequeños gestos, el medioambiente. Ellos ya están protestando a su manera por el futuro que les estamos quitando. Sin dudas, son los mejores maestros. Sólo hay que observarlos e imitarlos. En su sabiduría de niños se relacionan sanamente con los animales. Sus primeros gestos son de empatía y alegría por la naturaleza. La viven a flor de piel y nos enseñan cuán importante es para una vida plena, en armonía y feliz cuidarnos unos a otros y preocuparnos por el bienestar de nuestros semejantes” finalizó Luisfer, el colombiano con aroma de café en la piel.

Originally published at https://armoniaverde.com/ on February 09, 2023.

[moonwonuu]

Okay may chika ulit ako. Meron kasing activity area sa stadium tabi ng arena kahapon. Eh naalala ko yung hitori janai mv.

Sabi ng cheol nung con gusto nila pumunta doon after. Tapos, habang nasa parking kami nung pauwi na, biglang may fireworks display.

What if pumunta nga sila sa stadium nung gabi?? May fireworks display din sa hitori janai mv. 😭

what if diyan naman concert nila next year 👀

[evsyixve]

FIRST LISTENING OF:

MAXIDENT - Stray Kids

Octubre 6, 2022

CASE 143, 9/10: pinche canción meca, me mama jahHAHDSAJH. CHANGBIN RAPEAME EN LA CARA CHINGAO, los vocals de mis compas cada vez me gustan más. MINHO TE AMOOOOO. El mv me gusto también, la EDICIÓN ESTA OTRO PEDO.

CHILL, 9/10: si algo me encanta de estos morros son sus canciones "tranquis", y luego tenemos a changbin siendo chido, PODEMOS HABLAR DE INNIE Y SU VOZ PRECIOSA. Sung es un verdadero as en todo lo que hace, ay no, me encanta. Esa parte "lenta", aaaah aMo

Give Me Your TMI, 9/10: parece que ahora están siguiendo la misma historia todas las canciones. ala, esta es más "rock" pero con el noise de ellos, minhO MI REY, ASI QUE ESTA ES LA CANCION QUE TIENE UN RITMO DE FNAF AAAAA, ta wena pero no estaría en el top.

SUPER BOARD, 8/10: ¿eso fue un maullido? zhuuuum, aaah no, es un nyuuum. btw, esta wena, es algo diferente pero sigue con ese concepto weird de estos weyes. seugnmin mi amor saving the song bc la siento rarísima pero estoy con el nananan zooom super board.

3RACHA (Bang Chan, Changbin, HAN), 9.5/10: yo había dicho que si la canción la abre bin me gana, veamos como avanza esto. ta juerte, CALMENSE, no tengo comentarios, no puedo, esta wena me gusta mucho, dentro del top de LEY. WHY U MAD BRAH?

TASTE (Lee Know, Hyunjin, Felix), 9.5/10: oraaa, necesito ver el stage de esta canción. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh, esperemos el coro, aber, MAMES TOP 3 DE LEY, LISTO. FIN DE LA DISCusión y eso que apena va a la mitad. lAS VOCES DE ESTOS WEYES JUNTAS ADHKAJH.

Can’t Stop (Seungmin, I.N), 10/10: A LA MADRE, MI MERO MOLE, VOCAL RACHA DIJO DANHI NUESTRA CANCIóN ES TU CANCIÓn. NO TENGO mas que agregar y ni siquiera va a la mitad, lo he dicho todo. LA NUMERO 1 DE ESTE ALBUM, NO ACEPTO NINGUN COMENTARIO.

Circus (Korean Ver.), 9/10: pues es la versión coreana de una joyita, así que también me gusta mucho, no puedo agregar más.

comentarios finales (〃￣︶￣)人(￣︶￣〃):

A mi parecer es un álbum algo flojito, eso no quiere decir que sea malo, es bueno pero no es de lo mejor que hayan hecho, solo que me falto algo, es hasta el final que me atrapa. Maybe con más escuchadas me gusta más.

[thematicparallel]

listening to 2015-2018 pop-indie OPM pipeline in the year of our lord 2022 is giving me whiplash

[lastjulietwithoutaromeo-blog]

Sabes que realmente te gusta un artista, cuando en tu playlist tienes hasta las canciones que no tienen video musical.

Last Juliet Without A Romeo

[jglyanoro]

Ando haciendo un mv y este frame me gusto mucho

[jungkookiebus]

Overprotective | jjk

Genre: bf2l, smut, angst Pairing: jungkook x reader Rating: M Word Count: 6.6k Warnings: TRIGGER WARNING: there is domestic abuse, mostly mental, but there is mentions of physical, Jungkook beats the shit out of someone, if violence bothers you DO NOT READ THIS, cunnilingus, unprotected sex. Summary: Jungkook had been your friend for long enough to know that something was wrong and seeing you spiraling in your current relationship had him on edge. It all comes to a head at a house party when he witnesses the abuse firsthand, throwing him into a blind rage that has him throwing your boyfriend into the front lawn.  Author’s Note: Angry jjk in the ON mv got me in my feelings. Thanks. @bulletproofbirdy​

“Are you coming tonight?”

Jungkook sat on the edge of your bed scrolling through his phone.

“Hm?” he asked absently. You looked over to see his face illuminated by the eyesight ruining blue light of his phone. It highlighted the scar on his cheek. He scrunched his nose as he sniffed but didn’t look away from his phone.

“The party. At Hobi’s,” you said as you began removing your clothing and pulling dresses off hangers from your closet.

He finally looked up as you were pulling a gold dress up passed your hips and adjusting the straps on your shoulders.

“Are you really going to wear that?” he asked while gesturing his phone at you.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“I don’t know,” he shrugged. “Seems like overkill maybe.”

Jungkook was your best friend of almost seven years. Seven years filled with happiness, sadness, and sometimes downright aggravation. Like now.

“It’s not that kind of party, _____, it’s chill.” He paused for a second and chewed his lip. “Is Cheol going to be there?”

You suddenly stopped mid-waist as you were pulling the dress back off. Jungkook had seen every which version of you there was to see. His favorite was high _____ trying to get to the bathroom before she wet her pants. Any shyness you had around Jungkook in the beginning was replaced by blind trust and a totally comfortable space around him. You had met Jungkook at a very similar party. He had tried to hook up with you and you had turned him down with such drunken gusto that he was immediately taken with you romantic or not. Later that night when your friend had, naturally, left you to go with some guy, you were stuck on the front lawn, mascara running from cry laughing at Jin’s dumb jokes, missing a left shoe, and a little hopeless. He sidled up to you as you scrolled through your contacts trying to figure out how to get home.

“Need help?” he asked after clearing his throat.

You had looked up at him, sneered, and went right back to scrolling.

His eyebrows shot up into his hair in amusement, a small smile forming on his face. He then leaned down closer to you and was looking at your phone screen.

“Can I help you?” you had slurred as you hid the screen against your chest.

“Let me get you home. Your friend obviously left you.”

You bent over, eyes crossing as you imitated the Spongebob meme.

“YoUr FrIeNd oBviOuSly lEft YoU. No shit Sherlock.”

You hadn’t expected him to start laughing so hard. Soon, he was unable to breathe, red faced as tears streamed down his face.

“What’s wrong with you?” You hadn’t expected him to answer. His laughter had him clutching his stomach in mock agony.

“I think I’m in love with you, let’s go,” he had said, grabbing your wrist and dragging you along behind him.

And that was how you became friends with Jungkook. It had all started with a pass that turned into hanging out and playing video games every weekend, to sleepovers, and then to practically living together despite having your own apartments. Your current boyfriend was not happy with the fact that Jungkook was with you most of the time.

“He’ll be there.”

You saw him bristle.

“Why do you like him?”

“Jungkook, not this again.”

Time and time again, Jungkook had seen you come home a little broken. At first, he thought maybe it was a tiny argument. You’d shrug off any concerns he had and told him you were just tired. He would watch you as you walked, shoulders slumped, and disappear into your room. The next day you would be perfectly fine, talking to him as if things were just as they should be. Then you started coming home, eyes puffy from crying and wiping your nose on your hand. Again, he’d ask you if everything was okay. ‘Just a little fight.’ He started to worry, but you told him everything would be okay. Months passed and you became withdrawn. The life left your eyes, your smile faded, and you started to spend more time at your apartment alone or with Cheol. Whenever he would go to your apartment in search of you and Cheol was there, he would either find a way to get rid of Jungkook or sulk behind you when Jungkook pushed passed him. Either way, Jungkook knew he was isolating you from him. Any attempt to talk to you would turn into an argument.

One day, you came into Jungkook’s office with a busted lip, fresh tears that were drying over the others, and holding your arms across your stomach defensively. He had jumped up from his chair and rounded his desk, reaching behind you to slam the door before grabbing you by the shoulders.

“Who did this to you?” he demanded. Anger was hot in his veins. He was shaking with it.

You began to cry harder as your head met his chest and all he could think of doing right now was keeping you as safe as possible, whatever that meant. He held you tightly, encased you in his arms, probably for the first time in months, he realized. You seemed smaller, skinnier, and all around weaker. His hand came up to your head and he noticed your once shiny, sleek hair was now lackluster and thin. Something else was wrong here.

“Please,” he whispered, “tell me what is wrong.”

“Cheol…,” you had whispered. But that was all he needed to hear.

“I’m going to kill him.”

You were suddenly defensive. Pushing him away you stepped back.

“It was my fault,” you stuttered. “I shouldn’t have tried to argue with him. Really, Jungkook, I deserved it.”

His heart shattered into a million pieces. His once beautiful, full of life best friend was falling into the clutches of abuse and she was pushing him away.

“Let me help you,” his voice wavered as he tentatively held out his hand.

“I don’t need you, Jungkook,” you had spat bitterly.

Before he had any more time to react, you were out of his door, and down the stairs. He had wanted nothing more than to chase after you, but he knew if he wanted to keep some type of watch on you, he’d have to back off.

And he was right. A few weeks later you texted him telling him everything was okay, and you wanted to hang out again. You still looked dull and sad, but he tried his best to stay out of your business in order to keep you close.

You pulled a black dress from your closet and started to pull it on.

“Things are better. Really. We talked it out and he’s gotten better.”

All Jungkook could do was scoff. Once an asshole, always an asshole. That’s what he really wanted to say but he opted to just stay silent.

“Don’t come if you’re just gonna be a grouch the whole time.”

“Fuck you, I’m going,” he said as he laid back against your bed.

“Be nice.”

“I’m always nice. Unless someone wants to start shit with me, I’m going to behave myself.” He went back to scrolling through his phone. “And wear that one.”

He didn’t once look at you, but you sighed and decided you were tired of trying on clothes anyway as you continued to get ready. Thirty minutes later and you walked up to the front door of Hobi’s house together. As soon as you stepped inside Cheol was at your side, grabbing your upper arm and leading you towards the kitchen for drinks. You looked back at Jungkook who was still standing in the doorway, eyes locked with yours. You saw fear and sadness there. All at once you felt angry, but his fear was shared. You were angry that Jungkook didn’t trust you, angry that Cheol treated you poorly, but would then be so loving…it was your fault somehow.

“Let me get you a drink,” Cheol said, releasing your arm. He didn’t hold you as hard as usual. That was good. He probably wasn’t mad that you walked in with Jungkook.

“How was your day?” you asked. He never asked you first. He either waited for you to say something or he would immediately jump into something that had happened to him. Nine times out of ten, when you started to talk about your day, he would cut you off. It got to the point where you didn’t even try anymore. That’s when you would text Jungkook, or call if Cheol left, and he would listen and try to give advice the best he could. He’d always end the conversation with a ‘I love you. Please tell me if you need help.’ You would halfheartedly affirm him that you would before hanging up. You were too embarrassed to let Jungkook into your real life now. If he knew, he’d try to get you to leave. You were happy. The bad days weren’t as often, but they didn’t exactly go away either.

“Ah, you know,” he said while he made your drink, but never looked up at you. He never did. “Just another day with those bastards that think they can tell me how to do my job.”

According to him, everyone at his office were idiots, yet he rubbed noses with them every day. You just hummed to let him know you heard but didn’t offer any words. He never wanted advice and he sure as hell didn’t want to hear about you.

“Let’s go,” he said while handing you a drink. He turned without a backwards glance, expecting you to follow dutifully. Which you did. He walked up to a circle of his friends and began chatting immediately, ignoring the fact that you were even there.

You sipped awkwardly on your drink as you scanned the room. You were very much on the outside of the circle, cut off by shoulders that were all above your head. You’d have to duck in between them if you wanted to say anything. Not that they wanted you to contribute. That’s when you spotted Jimin. About that time, he also saw you and began to wave emphatically. You met Jimin at the coffee shop you frequented before classes and you both soon were on the same coffee schedule, expecting to see the other every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. You’d stand in line together and talk about your weekend, classes, and whatever came up. You found out you had a similar friend in Hobi a couple of weeks into your friendship and soon began seeing him at his parties. You considered Jimin a good friend and his infectious laugh always brought a smile to your face. His eyes disappeared as he smiled harder, waving you over. Of course, you went on your own accord. Cheol didn’t even notice that you had walked away.

Minutes passed, you weren’t counting because when Jimin was telling you about some ridiculous group project he was in, time didn’t matter. Without noticing, Jimin had nonchalantly draped his arm across your shoulders as he laughed and talked. You didn’t think anything of it and neither did he. His face was red from the alcohol and he was laughing so hard, drool escaped the corner of his mouth, causing you to double over. He was still attached to you as you both bent over in laughter. On your vacant side, you felt four sharp fingernails dig into your upper arm. You yelped as you were yanked away. Jimin stumbled back in surprise but kept his footing.

“What are you doing?” Cheol seethed. His eyes were on Jimin and if looks could kill, Jimin would be dead and turned to dust on the floor.

Jimin’s eyes shifted to your terror filled ones. You willed Jimin to relent. Please don’t say anything, you begged internally.

He didn’t even spare Cheol a look as he looked directly at you.

“_____ are you okay?”

This time Cheol looked at you. You could feel the anger roiling off him. It heated your skin and made you dizzy. Your knees were locked and cutting off your blood supply. The room swirled a little as you shrank in fear.

“And what were you doing?” He almost spat in your face. His fingers dug harder into your arm and you felt the first tears prick at the corners of your eyes.

“Please not here,” you begged as you tried to pry his fingers from your arm.

That only made him angrier. People were starting to notice and look at you. Jimin was sobering up quickly and was about to say something again when you heard it.

Your mind was hazy as your thoughts raced, trying to figure out every possible solution to this situation. It was a growl? Roar? You weren’t sure what it was at first, but it was loud. Someone was very, very angry. You could hear them yell, deep and guttural, somewhere close by.

“You fucking son of a bitch, don’t fucking touch her!”

That’s when Cheol’s gripped was ripped from you. He was still holding tightly, and his fingernails dug painfully into your skin, but he soon lost his grip and you were sent to the side. When you could catch your bearings, you righted yourself to figure out what the hell had just happened. Jungkook stood, fists clenched and the knuckles on his right hand a bloody pink. You had never seen him with that look before, at least never directed at you. Hatred. Pure, unadulterated hatred is how you would describe it. His eyes were black, and anger burned there. Suddenly, his soft features you loved so much were sharp and menacing. This was a Jungkook you didn’t know and one you didn’t wish to encounter again. His chest heaved as he breathed hard, trying to contain himself as Cheol scrambled up from the floor and launched himself at Jungkook. You screamed as he collided with Jungkook’s chest, shoving him backwards, but Jungkook was good on his feet. He managed to keep his hands on Cheol’s shoulders, stepping back in time with him as his back connected with the closest wall. Cheol tried to take a swing at Jungkook, but he was too drunk to aim correctly. Jungkook dodged him easily before he landed a punch to his stomach. He stumbled backwards, coughing, but either the alcohol or sheer stupidity had him standing up somewhat tall in the face of a fuming Jungkook. Jungkook clearly had not been drinking as he stood his ground steadily, waiting for Cheol to make a move.

“You want that slut,” Cheol sneered, pointing a shaky finger at you. “You can have her. I used her all up anyway.”

You thought that Jungkook was going to explode like a star and take everyone with him. His gaze darkened as he surged forward, grabbed a stunned Cheol by his collar and literally swept him off his feet with one kick of his foot, and began dragging him through the house. The crowd parted like a fog around a car, immediately closing in on them so they could see what Jungkook was about to do. The crowd piled out of the front door after them as Jungkook drug a kicking Cheol down the front steps. You tried to push passed all the people, but the crowd was closing in and you were desperate to get outside. When you were able to make it out the front door and to the porch you saw Jungkook drop Cheol on the front lawn before sitting on his chest. You saw his fist raise and before you could intervene as you stumbled down the steps, you heard the sickening crack as he connected with his face.

You could not believe this was happening right now. Jungkook had really lost his mind.

“You don’t love her, stupid mother fucker,” Jungkook growled as he grasped his shirt in his left fist and raised his fist once more.

Crack.

You winced and turned away as Jungkook yet again, connected with Cheol’s face.

His fist came back into the air, bloody, skin split, but he didn’t even seem to notice as he directed his anger on Cheol.

“And you’re sure as hell never touching her again.”

This time, the hit sounded wet. When you looked back, you could tell Cheol was out cold.

“Jungkook, please!” you called out. At the sound of your voice Jungkook froze and seemed to snap out of it. He turned and looked at your pained expression as you begged him to stop. He dropped his hand and looked down at Cheol’s bloody face.

Hobi came running from inside the house, leaping off the porch in one bound and was pulling Jungkook off him.

“What the fuck, Jungkook?!” Hobi was looking from him to Cheol to assess the damage.

Cheol’s friends were now surrounding as Hobi pulled Jungkook away from the scene, sternly telling him he needed to leave before another fight broke out and he called the cops.

That’s when you knew you had a decision to make.

Cheol lay completely still in the grass, left eye swelling, and blood pouring from his bottom lip. If you guessed correctly, his nose was probably broken too. You were finally able to see him for who he truly was; a manipulative bastard that never loved you but wanted you to himself. He was ugly inside and out and all it took was seeing him finally being reduced to nothing. Gone was the “tough” exterior of Cheol. Your eyes met Jungkook’s from across the yard. He still looked angry, but you saw fear there too. He saw your eyes flicker to Cheol again and he knew you were trying to decide between the two. He didn’t know what he would do if you didn’t at least act like you were going to walk his way. But you had already decided. Cheol had his “friends”. They all fussed over him now deciding who was going to take him to the ER. None of them even turned to find you. You walked past the group and straight into the arms of Jungkook.

“Let’s go home,” he said shakily. His adrenaline was ebbing, and he was starting to feel the repercussions of his actions.

Ten minutes into the thirty minute walk and you were reduced to a sobbing mess. The night and all the things leading up to it were easily being stored away as they happened, as your brain always did to protect you. But now that there was a whole added element of worry you weren’t expecting, you didn’t know how to feel so naturally you began to panic. On top of that, your feet were starting to bleed from your heels. The entire time, Jungkook was next to you, arm around your waist as you walked. He was the one that needed help walking, not you, yet here he was making sure you were okay.

“Hey, everything’s okay,” he whispered as he stopped.

Your body felt spent as if you had stayed up for hours on end; exhaustion finally settling into your bones. After the initial shock had settled, you suddenly feared for Jungkook, knowing what Cheol was capable of doing.

“Jungkook…,” you cried. You reached down and pulled your heels off. On top of being frustrated, scared, and tired your feet were in so much pain you could barely stand it.

He looked down and sighed.

“Oh, baby…,” he said sympathetically.

The sentiment made your heart skip a beat, but it was something you could think about later. He waited until you were upright before he scooped you up bridal style.

“Jungkook, you don’t have-,” you started before he cut you off with a ‘shh’. You looked down at his bloody knuckles, the skin very angry in some spots where he split them open. He paid no mind as he held you close, and you let your head fall against his shoulder. His breathing was steady as he carried you and he didn’t say a word the whole way. In no time, he was buzzing into your building and carrying you up the stairs. He only sat you down at your door so you could fish out your key. Once inside, he ensured the door was locked and the window leading to the fire escape.

“We gotta clean up your hand,” you said almost robotically as you moved on instinct towards the bathroom.

“____,” he said while reaching out to stop you and you flinched.

For the second time, you broke his heart as you jumped as if he were going to hit you.

“It’s okay,” he reassured as he ran his hand down your hair.

You started to cry again, but this time you didn’t feel as if the panic would consume and kill you. You felt bad for Jungkook.

You didn’t say anything as you guided him to the bathroom and he sat down on the edge of the tub as you pulled a first aid kit out from the cabinet. You sat on the toilet, knees to knees, as you grabbed his hand and sat it on your thigh. Grabbing a washcloth, you held it next to his hand as you carefully poured peroxide over the cuts. He watched you intently as you focused on the work at hand. In the moments Jungkook had you away from Cheol was when that fake exterior would start to melt little by little. When you were around Jungkook, you relaxed and were yourself. He’d see old pieces of you come back from time to time and he felt like he got his best friend back, until you went home to him. He felt angry again as he thought about what Cheol took away from him, what he took away from you, but he kept it to himself as you reached for antibacterial cream and some butterfly band-aids.

“What were you thinking?” you finally whispered.

You were still working slowly, paying attention to each knuckle.

What was he thinking? Part of him was blinded by anger and the other part knew exactly what it was doing. He wanted to beat the shit out of Cheol, had wanted to for quite some time. This time he was able to witness him put his hands on you, so he felt justified.

“I didn’t like seeing you get hurt,” he mumbled. He was embarrassed now, but he didn’t regret what he had done.

“Oh, Jungkook,” you sighed as you reached for some gauze to wrap his hand.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you, too.” This wasn’t out of the ordinary for Jungkook to say, but the air felt different. There was a tension you could taste, and you felt Jungkook struggling to say something.

“I could be so much better to you.” He sounded as if he were going to cry. “You don’t deserve to be treated that way, _____. Please tell me you’ll leave him. I’m scared for you.”

You felt him looking at your face now and you were almost afraid to look at him as you put the final touches on his hand. His eyes were pleading when you finally looked at him.

If you couldn’t love him back, he at least wanted you to promise him that you’d leave the asshole.

He was right. All this time when he tried to keep you close and you pushed him away, he was in fear for your life. The person you thought should care for you could not care less, and the person that loved you the most was a phone call away and your best friend. You were blind to what you had when Cheol made himself the center of your universe. But Jungkook was loyal when he didn’t need to be, always there when you needed to fall into his arms no matter how much it hurt to see you walk out of his door.

Many nights he’d cry knowing you were going back into the clutches of Cheol and he was helpless to do anything. He’d daydream about killing Cheol or waiting for him to get off work and punch him in the face as he tried to get in his car. Yes, he was thinking extremely, but he was afraid.

Tonight was the last straw for Jungkook.

“I’d never hurt you, ____,” he said, lowly, defeated.

You loooked at the front of his jacket, focused on his buttons as you tried to distract yourself.

“I love you, too,” you murmured.

Jungkook leaned forward and placed a soft kiss to your forehead, then to your temple, and the top of your cheekbone. Your eyes fluttered shut as he softly placed his hands under your jaw, holding you gently, fingers barely grazing your skin as he kissed across your nose. You leaned your face into one of his hands and he took the moment to tilt your face upwards as he placed a kiss to the corner of your mouth.

“I want to show you what love should feel like, _____,” he whispered against your lips, but he wasn’t touching you.

You shivered. It had been so long since someone treated you this way and honestly it scared you. If you mess up something would he be mad at you? You felt as if you were always doing something wrong.

He seemed to feel your apprehension and sighed, not out of frustration, but a sadness he couldn’t seem to shake. Cheol had effectively beaten you basically to nothing, mostly mentally. He wanted to be angry again, but he needed to hold back for you.

He placed his lips softly against yours, not expecting anything from you. He let you take your time as you kissed him back. Happiness began to bubble in his chest as you reciprocated his feelings.

This felt right. Jungkook wasn’t rushing you. He didn’t expect anything from you. He wasn’t demanding you to pleasure him. He let you lead as you kissed him. It heated fast as you sat a little straighter and wrapped an arm around his neck. His arm wrapped around your waist as he pulled you closer, but the limited space in the bathroom and your legs kept him from getting much closer.

He stood swiftly, bringing you with him and guided you to your room, working on muscle memory as he focused on you the whole way. You felt shy under his gaze since half the time Cheol didn’t even want to look at you. He studied you as if you would fall apart at any moment. His fingers intwined with yours and he was gentle. He didn’t reach for your wrist or your arm or grip you so tightly that his fingers dug into your skin. You began to relax little by little as he stood you in front of your bed. He reached for the hem of your dress and looked at you for permission. You nodded slowly as he started to pull the dress up passed your hips and you raised your arms to help him. He stopped and removed his jacket and then his jeans followed by his shirt, putting you on equal ground.

“Are you okay?” He seemed genuinely concerned as he kept his movements slow, not wanting to startle or rush you. He ran his hand softly up your arm and squeezed your shoulder gently before pulling you into his warm embrace. The skin on skin contact comforted you and it brought back memories of nights snuggled up next to Jungkook before Cheol came into your life and ruined that. For the first time in months you didn’t feel scared or useless. Jungkook’s actions said it all.

He held you there for a few moments, ensuring you were okay. He knew you were vulnerable and didn’t want you to think he was taking advantage of you.

“You’re beautiful,” he whispered.

You felt a small sob get stuck in your throat.

“You’re wonderful, and smart, and the most adventurous person I know. Remember the first we did something together out of town? You convinced me to go ghost hunting at that abandoned hospital and all we found was a family of raccoons and a homeless guy.”

He laughed as a you giggled a little, sniffing, and smiling as you remembered Jungkook’s screams when the raccoon walked up behind him.

He ran his fingers through your hair and massaged the back of your head as you leaned against his chest.

“I love the way you look in the morning when you first wake up, like a steamed bun.”

You laughed again.

“Or the way you sing in the shower. I must say you have improved over the years. I love when you put my blanket in the dryer before I come over and it’s cold out. Those ham sandwiches?! I don’t know what you put on them, but I’d fight a kid over one if I had to.”

Your laugh was music. This is what he wanted. He wanted all of you. He wanted you to know that all of you was worth having, that you meant something, a human being deserving of love. He had loved you for years, but your friendship meant more to him than his silly feelings. Seeing you suffer made him regret not saying anything sooner.

“Can I show you?” he asked.

You knew what he meant. He didn’t have to say more as you pulled him into another kiss in affirmation. He reached behind you, snapping the clasp easily, and slid the straps of your bra down your shoulders, letting it fall. He had seen you naked hundreds of times for various reasons, but never this. Now, you were in front of him giving yourself to him and he was elated to get the chance. He cupped your breast lightly and squeezed a little, testing your limits. You moaned and leaned into him, nipping at his bottom lip. He moaned into the kiss as you buried your hands in his hair. He then wrapped his arms around you, gently laying you back amongst the blankets without breaking the kiss. He kissed the underside of your jaw, nipped gently at the skin of your neck, and placed small kisses to your breast before wrapping his lips around your nipple. Your skin tingled as he sucked gently and ran his tongue over it. Your whines spurred him on as you held on tighter and arched your back into him. He caressed every inch of skin he could reach. The soft gauze tickled across your skin as his hand glided down to your thigh. He directed his kisses between your chest now, kissing down your stomach. He was worshipping your body the way it was meant to be. He noticed some older bruises sprinkled across your skin and made sure to kiss every single one, soothing your anxiety. His fingers caught in the band of your underwear and pulled them down. Using the back of his hand, he pushed gently against your inner thigh and you spread your legs for him. You felt shy, but all once wholly comfortable. He had seen the best and worst parts of you, what was one more thing? This felt intimate in a different way, on a deeper level. He understood your body before he even got to touch you. Hands gripping the insides of your thighs, he kissed along the flesh there.

Some years ago, you were standing in the kitchen washing dishes, wearing one of Jungkook’s discarded shirts, and a pair of shorts. He had walked in to give you a glass when he looked down and ran his finger up a stretch mark on your thigh.

“I like these,” he had said with a smile before walking from the room.

The memory warmed you now as he placed wet kisses to the dimpled and marked expanse of your thighs. He blew a stream of warm air over your wet center and you moaned and shuddered. You tried closing your legs so you could feel some friction, but he kept your thighs apart with a firm hand. He moved his hands further up your inner thighs, almost cupping your sex as he flattened his hands and spread you to get a better look.

“You’re fucking beautiful, ____. You know that right?”

He watched your face twist as he teased you. Knowing that you wanted him had him grinding his own hips into the blanket. No. He wanted to feel you around him before he reached any sort of end. He licked up your center and you moaned gutturally, grabbing at your own breasts as you bent your knees to frame his head. He kept you spread as he covered you with his mouth, tongue dancing along your clit. Your juices mixed with his spit and his chin practically dripped with it all. He had never tasted anything better. The sounds you were giving him were like an orchestra of angels. He wanted you to feel his adoration as he ate you out with fervor. He dipped his tongue inside of you and soon his name was rolling off your tongue like raindrops.

“A-ah, Jungkook,” you sighed as he inserted his middle finger inside of you.

You swallowed him in a velvety wetness that had his cock twitching amongst the cotton, and he ground his hips, moaning into your cunt as he thought about you swallowing his cock. You cried out as his moans stimulated something inside of you that had you teetering on the edge of a cataclysmic orgasm. Cheol never bothered to do this to you. He either used your mouth or your cunt, whether you came or not. You couldn’t remember the last time you had an orgasm. Jungkook was moaning more now, working his finger up inside of you, and suckling at your swollen clit. You felt as if you couldn’t breathe as your body tensed, orgasm hitting you with a force you hadn’t felt in a while. He continued licking and lapping at you as if he wanted every drop, nudging his perfectly sloped nose into your sensitive clit.

“P-please,” you stuttered. You watched him through half closed eyes as he took a few long licks up your cunt before licking his own lips and smiling at you. He reached for your hands, intertwining your fingers as he kissed up your stomach again.

He let go of your hand to push your hair off your sweaty forehead and placed a kiss on the end of your nose.

“Please what?” he asked you before placing a quick kiss on your lips.

“Make love to me?”

His eyes slid shut slowly as he replayed the phrase a thousand times in quick successions. He was kissing you again. Passionately. He grabbed the base of his cock and rubbed the head up and down your slit, coating the tip. You moaned and circled your hips wanting more of him. He pushed in slowly, face nestled into your neck, committing to memory every feeling he was experiencing right now.

“I love you so much, ____,” he murmured against your skin.

Your fingernails dug into the skin of his back, the other hand tangled in his hair and holding him against your chest.

“Fuck, Jungkook, oh my god.” You were gasping as he stretched you and reached places Cheol only thought he could. “I love you.”

He pressed into you further as he brought his stomach down to yours. Your legs were wrapped around his waist, heels digging into his ass trying to get him even deeper. He grunted as he began to slowly thrust into you, concentrating on not coming too soon.

You ground your hips upwards, rotating just a little with each thrust. Your hand slipped along his back as sweat formed on his skin. His breathing quickened as he thrust faster and faster. His fingers were intwined with yours, your hand on the pillow above you while his other arm was reached underneath you and holding the hair at your nape.

“F-fuck-k.” You had him stuttering as you squeezed around him. For years he wondered what you felt like, jealous of any guy you were dating but too chicken shit to ask you out himself. Now you were here, still trusting him to protect you, and giving yourself fully.

“I want you to come, baby.” He gripped your hair hard and you moaned. Your fingers tightened in his and he felt so euphoric he wouldn’t even have cared if he didn’t get to come, but you had him so hungry for you that he wasn’t sure how much longer he was going to last. He released your hair to bring his hand between the two of you and pressing a couple of fingers against your clit.

You gasped loudly as he began to circle your clit slowly and then faster and faster. Your toes curled inwards and you dug yours heels even harder into him as he snapped his hips against you quickly. He skillfully moved his fingers on your clit while biting the space beneath your ear. You were seeing stars before your eyes rolled back and you were forced to close them. You could swear that your body was checking out. You felt high and Jungkook was your drug of choice. He felt you tighten around him and he could practically feel your impending orgasm.

“That’s it, baby, come on my cock. God I wanna make you feel like this forever.”

The sincerity in his voice, his cock brushing every erogenous zone there was, and his fingers sent your orgasm soaring. Electricity seemed to flow from where you were connected to your limbs where your fingers and toes tingled.

“Oh, fuck,” Jungkook breathed as he quickened his thrusts. “Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck.” His voice almost became a whine as he thrust harder and harder, hand gripping your waist, and singing praises about you against your skin.

You felt his cum as he filled you up. His moan was long and deep, thrusting, and milking himself inside of you. You were his now and he wasn’t letting you go.

When the stimulation became too much, he stilled inside of you. His breathing started to even out and soon the only sounds was your soft breathing. After a few minutes had passed and you had suspected him to be drifting, he sat up and looked down at you.

“Let me protect you,” he said softly, voice trailing off at the end.

You believed him. You relaxed for the first time in what felt like months. You could finally be yourself with no repercussions and Jungkook was adamant in making you feel as loved as possible. You tried to hold back your tears but the dam broke when he looked at you so lovingly.

“Baby, _____,” he cooed as he used his thumb to brush away a few tears.

You clung to him desperately, feeling as if he were to let go, you’d be exposed to more harm. He shifted to his side and pulled you into his chest, drawing his legs inwards to curl you even closer to him.

“Don’t leave me,” you whispered. He could hear the fear laced in your tone. His heart ached and tightened in his chest.

“Never,” he said, kissing the top of your head.

It wouldn’t be easy getting you back to the carefree person he once knew, but he was willing to take the time. Being there for you had always been his focus, so a little setback was all he needed to be with you that much more. His wish was for you to get your confidence back, to see you dancing in the kitchen while making pancakes, and to see that sparkle in your eye when you looked at him. It would take time, but for you, he was willing to wait an eternity.