#hahAHAhahahahaha what the FUCK IM SAD???????????

[logarithmicpanda]

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[whomturgled]

i am a wretched little unlovable creature and a clown for every time i try to pretend i’m not<3

[chancellorxofxtrash]

for the ask meme: zexal for 001, yusaku/ai and lightning/windy for 002 pls? also ur so right that windy has always been a lil gremlin lol

eyyyooo glad we agree! putting it under a read more again

Zexal

Favorite character: Shark

Least Favorite character: I wasn't a fan of those one-off lower-level Barians who followed Heartland? They did give us the cool duels where Yuma, Shark and Kaito teamed up with their respective Arclights, but other than that, they were meh to me. Also, Eliphas.

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): Shark/Yuma/Vector, Kaito/Mizael, Yuma/Astral, Yuma/Alit/Gilag, Yuma/Durbe/Shark

Character I find most attractive: IV

Character I would marry: .....it would be a disaster, but IV, tbh.

Character I would be best friends with: III

a random thought: the Numbers Club is neat, actually, and Tokunosuke made me cry during the final arc

An unpopular opinion: i am ignoring the Barians becoming human in the end. is that unpopular? if it's popular, then put my opinion about the Numbers Club here. a lot of people hate the Numbers Club but I love them. My Children.

My Canon OTP: uhhhh... Yuma/Astral is more explicitly canon in the manga, so I'm going with that

My Non-canon OTP: Shark/Yuma(/Vector)

Most Badass Character: Yuma. I'm SORRY he is so GOOD it's just so. Badass. Love to see it.

Most Epic Villain: .......Vector

Pairing I am not a fan of: not a big fan of IV/Rio or IV/Shark personally. Dunno why! I definitely see the appeal of both, but it just didn't make my brain go brrrrrr as much as other ships did.

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): RIO, RIO, RIO, RIO, RIO, RIO. Also, Durbe being the only Barian who never duelled Yuma is a travesty. But Rio. Definitely Rio.

Favourite Friendship: honestly Yuma-Rio is so fucking underrated

Character I most identify with: Hmmmmm, I don't know. In some sense, III.

Character I wish I could be: Gosh, I wish I could have Yuma's kattobing

Yusaku/Ai

When I started shipping them: I lowkey started to ship them from the beginning but it turned into full-blown shipping during the second Revolver duel (their first Master Duel), when Revolver locked Cyberse away, but Yusaku could still sense Ai, and could talk with him, even if Ai was very, VERY out of it at that point. I fucking love that scene.

My thoughts: I AM ABSOLUTELY UNHINGED ABOUT THEM. I AM FERAL, OKAY? They love each other so much. That scene when Ai is like "lol you actually could have done this any time I just kept it a secret" and Yusaku smiles like "that's more like you"? I CRY. IM BITING MY KNUCKLES. Yusaku saying he'd rather if Ai would hide, and they'd never meet again, as long as Ai is safe? And Yusaku being Ai's anchor to keep him from going off the rails, and Ai knowing it? Ai only becoming humanity's enemy if Yusaku dies? LET ME DIE INSTEAD.

What makes me happy about them: they love each other so, so much. Also that tiny thing that Ai does sometimes when he copies Yusaku's gestures? IT'S THE CUTEST FUCKING THING AND I NEVER GET ENOUGH OF IT (sidenote: Flame also does it with Takeru, and if I recall correctly, so does Aqua with Aoi. Both times I adore it and can never get enough of it)

What makes me sad about them: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. THAT FUCKING ENDING. YUSAKU ACCEPTING AI KILLING HIM, AND REALIZING AI OPENS THE DOOR FOR HIM TO WIN, AND THEN HIM HOLDING AI IN HIS ARMS. THAT I LOVED YOU. YUSAKU'S SCREAM. I HATE IT HERE.

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: Yusaku fell in love with Ai way before Ai got the android body. This is a hill I am willing to die on. Oh and also - if it's a fix-it fic, but only Ai comes back, I am not interested. S3 is very explicit that Ai alone is not a good option - the rest of the Ignis also need to be back.

Things I look for in fanfic: Typically I don't look for android!Ai fics, for the above reason, I prefer if Ai is still a gremlin, with a monster form.

My wishlist: I WANT THEM TO BE FFFFUCKING HAPPY

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: no one. Absolutely no one. These two have to be together. I'm more than happy with slapping more characters on to be poly, but these two I always want to be together.

My happily ever after for them: ALIVE AND WELL WITH ALL THE OTHER IGNIS ALSO BEING BACK

Lightning/Windy

When I started shipping them: Evil power couple sexy

My thoughts: Yeah, not much else. Evil power couple sexy. Post-canon trying to sort it all out, either canon-compliantly dealing with what Lightning had done to Windy, or an AU where Windy joined from his own free will... either is fine by me

What makes me happy about them: I think they are just. Really, really cool, and their dynamic is great

What makes me sad about them: HAHAHAHAH THEY FUCKIN DEAD, JIM

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: I really rarely seek out fics that feature Lightning because I'm very picky about how Lightning is being presented.

Things I look for in fanfic: Again, I am picky.

My wishlist: They deserve a second chance at life, at coexistence. I want them to be happy.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Jin for Lightning, and Ryoken for Windy

My happily ever after for them: HAPPY AND ALIVE TOGETHER WITH THE IGNIS

I am very repetitive with my vrains wishlist, but the vrains ending mentally destroyed me and I still haven't recovered

[tylerwritez]

TUESDAY JULY 13 10:42 A.M.

JUDE IS BACK FROM HIS HIATUS!!!!

One thing I think I will no longer be doing is writing down negative feelings and thoughts and... leaving them there. No. Next time I vent, I delete it right after.

If you want something to be sad over, you'll find something. But if you GENUINELY ATTEMPT to be happy, you will be.

So try harder.

Also, my new phone background is a collage thing of me and my friends at Rebecca's house.

I originally did it as this cool way to remember my besties XD but now it also kinda helps my #SelfEsteem because whenever I think my face is ugly, I look at my phone background and I'm like "that's what you look like, no filter, nothing" and it makes me happier because in that background image I just see a boy being stupid with his friends and I sorta smile like "yeah, that IS what I look like, no filter"

I like it cos, those pictures were taken without me doing anyhting to try and look better, so I KNOW that's like. How I REALLY look. And tbh? Not that bad.

I don't even really mind my smile lines anymore. Cos they're from SMILING!!! means I'm a happy guy.

ALSO I THINK I PASS IN MY BACKGROUND? because I'm that kinda of ugly that says "male" yk, especially next to my friends who are girls/nonbinary I just seem so Boy idk its gender... the photo set is very Gender for my face XDDD THIS IS REALLY STUPID

oh well. Positivity only now, babes.

Also! You may have noticed my HIATUs from posting!!! Yeah, I'll still post, and I'll update y'all on my life... but NOT DAILY... I don't really have the time for that.

I'll do it maybe whenever I feel like, but I'll try and stick to weekly, biweekly, idk, whenever I feel like I should talk about my life, whenever things happen.

Right now I'm actually on a roadtrip!!!

We just spent a day on all the amusement park rides at the Calgary Stampede!! It was AWESOME.

Also we have spent time in #nature and I'm COLLECTING! ROCKS! >:) THEY ARE WAY COOLER OUTSIDE MY HOMETOWN JUST SAYING...

Maybe I'll find a hagstone.

So far no, I've only found cool stripey ones but no hagstones.

Maybe I'm not meant to find a hagstone. Maybe whatever gives me my good luck is protection enough.

ACTUALLY, ON THAT NOTE, I HAVEN'T STOLEN ANYTHING FOR THIS WHOLE TRIP... SO LIKE 1 OR 2 WEEKS. WHICH IS CRAZY!!! PROUD OF MYSELF :)

ALSO I HAVEN'T CUT MYSELF FOR LIKE A MONTH MAYBE(?) WHICH IS SO WOW.

see? I can totally do this! You'll see.

Lately I haven't been stressing AT ALL. like. So much happiness and fun, out on my roadtripppp!

I have had a few stressors.... but like. I've done my best to push them aside, because I know it'll be better not to think about them.

Like, I'm starting to think all my unhappiness cOMES FROM THINKING ABOUT MY STRESSORS TOO MUCH... OVERTHINKING.

However, if I tell myself "don't worry, you'll find a way, you always do" and then try n forget, I'm so much happier.

Here are my current #stressors... since everyone loves some drama (I'm listing em)

1. I MIGHT LOSE MY VIRGINITY UHHHH AND IM NERVOUS AND IDK IF I SHOULD OR WHAT ITLL  FEEL LIKE OR IF I SHOULD WAIT.... AAAAAAAA IDK ITS KINDA SCARY COS WHAT IF IT HURTS A LOT... WHAT IF IT FUCKS ME UP. IDK. I KNOW NOTHING.

2. MY STEALING + CUTTING ISSUES... LIKE. I'M ADDICTED???? AND OFC IM HAPPY I MANAGE TO GET BY WITHOUT IT BUT SOMETIMES ITS VERY HARD. TO RESIST. YOUR URGES.

man if that god guy is real I bet hes happy with me (or I guess god can be a girl, or nonbinary, or maybe is not male but still uses he/him, or maybe DOESNT use he him pronouns and we are fuckig it up???? Idk I will just say "he")

(I doubt god has a gender tho lol. He made man and woman in his image yeah? So then.... uh.... he would be intersex(?)

Personally I think god has No genitals at all and No gender either. But then again, I dont even believe in a god...)

ALL IM SAYING IS. IF GOD WAS REAL. THEY WOULD PROBABLY BE PLEASED THAT I AM. RESISTING SIN? SO WELL.

... cos cutting yourself IS a sin....

That used to upset me so much dude. I read this bible passage... and it would be CONSTANTLY referenced. Your body is a temple. Its sinful to harm your body. Its sinful to use drugs, is what they said at school, but like. What about other types of intentional harm? Sin. Sinful.

I used to be so invested in that Catholicism shit, man. And afterward, after I. Did the cutting. I'd be covered in half dried sticky blood. I'd smell the metallic smell so strongly.... because I bled out A LOT... its incredible to me honeslty, how such minor styros and occasional light fat cuts can gush out so MUCH blood. It's a lot. It's more than you'd expect from a little cut. The cuts pool up with blood and then overflow.

It trickles down your legs.

But I'd be patching myself up afterward (basically tryna clean the blood, stop the bleeding, make sure I didnt bleed out onto my sheets and dirty them in my sleep... make sure I didnt leave evidence) and I'd think to myself "this is a sin, I am a sinner..."

Ofc my stupid ass was constantly begging for forgiveness, praying, reading the bible, blah blah, please I just wanna serve you, please help me, please...

What a pathetic state to be in most of my junior high years HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD XDDDDD LMAOOOO LMFAOOOOOO ROFLLLLL

like. I had a corner of the school I used SPECIFICALLY to cry.

How sad...

BUT NOW IM IN HIGH SCHOOL!!!! AND I AM PLEASED TO INFORM YOU THAT I HAVE

0 CRYING SPOTS

MANY MAKING OUT SPOTS

like woah its almost like. I dont have to suffer at all.

I'm winning now.

W. What was I talking about before I started rambling. Idk. I forget. Oh well.

POSITIVITY ONLY BABES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ILL KEEP YALL UPDATED I SWEAR

SIGNING OFF,

JUDE SHEPARD

[drarry-with-a-side-of-harry]

THAT WAS ONE OF THE GAYEST EPISODES IN A HOT MINUTE LMAOOOO WTF

so i’ve just watched series 4 episode 10 ‘A Herald of the New Age’ uhhhhhh

wait wait wait so gwen’s gone for two (2) seconds and Arthur and Merlin are flirting like they’re in a school playground all over again lmaoooo i’m so done

so first of all they get back to Camelot and Merlin’s falls back into his concerned boyfriend routine 🥺🥺🥺🥺 SIDE NOTE THE KNIGHTS ARE JUST FULLY AWARE OF THESE TWO AT THIS POINT THEY ALWAYS FLIRT AND ARE REALLY TENDER IN FRONT OF THEM I CANNOT BE ARSED anyway Merlin asks Arthur if he’s alright and Arthur’s all sad and brooding 🥺🥺🥺 so Merlin says he was being quiet and Arthur just answers him with a snide remark but with none of the laughter and ARTHUR, KING, SWEETIE WHY WON’T YOU JUST LET THIS BOY HELP YOU???? 🥺🥺🥺🥺

SO THEN WE SKIP AHEAD A BIT AND OMFG LET ME TELL YOU I WAS CACKLING WITH LAUGHTER AND KEPT HAVING TO PAUSE IT. THIS SHIT IS GOLDEN

so Merlin walks in on Arthur asleep at his desk. if you’ve watched the show you will remember this scene because it’s too iconic but am i gonna run through it anyway?? you’re damn right i am because i am obsessed lmaoooooo

SO MERLIN JUST STRAIGHT UP BANGS ON THE DESK REALLY FUCKING LOUDLY TO GET HIM TO WAKE UP HAHAHAHAHHAA AND ARTHUR HAS FOOD ALL OVER HIS FACE I-

who fucking wrote this shit it’s too good man

Arthur jumps out of his mind and Merlin the little shit has the audacity to say “oh i’m sorry i didn’t mean to scare you” HAHAHAHAHAHA YOU ABSOLUTE DICKHEAD MERLIN 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and he barely even cracks a smile how this man holds it together i will never know. honestly how Colin Morgan managed to deliver that just once without cracking up is beyond me.

OH BUT WE’RE FAR FROM FINISHED

so Arthur responds “you didn’t scare me, i was asleep” LMAOOOOO YEAH BITCH WE KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHA IM STILL SCREAMING ABOUT THIS

so now Merlin starts to laugh a bit but he’s holding it together. you know when you’re in school and something funny happens with your mates and you shouldn’t laugh because you’re meant to be working but you can’t not laugh and you’re all just snorting to stop yourselves from laughing??? yeah same energy

Arthur: “why’ve you got that stupid smile on your face?” baby i don’t know what to tell you anymore

Merlin: “it’s nothing. why were you sleeping with your head on the table?” and his face just drops to confusion HOW DOES HE NOT KEEP LAUGHING

Arthur: “i fell asleep while i was reading” uh huh okay sure thing

Merlin: “what were you reading?” this is turning into the most mundane conversation you’ve ever heard but it’s priceless because Arthur’s still half asleep and Merlin’s just fucking with him i’m so done

Arthur looks around trying think of something and realises be can’t lie anymore so this bitch just has to say “i am the King of Camelot i do not have to answer to the likes of you” LMAOOOOOOOO KING JUST ADMIT YOURE AN IDIOT AND LEAVE and Arthur’s almost cracking a smile at this point too we get it you love him

Merlin: “oh you’re in a good mood, you obviously got out of the wrong side of the table” AND THIS MAN JUST STARTS PISSING HIMSELF AT HIS OWN JOKE I-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND ARTHUR’S DEADPAN STARE IS PRICELESS

and Merlin explains the joke while he’s still laughing and Arthur replies “that’s extremely clever and funny Merlin there really are no limits to your wit now will you please just get me some breakfast” HAHAHAHAHHAA MATE WHEN I SAY IM HOWLING WRITING THIS POST

‘there really are no limits to your wit’ sent me

so Merlin goes to get breakfast and Arthur (who has loads of food on his face remember) uses the plate as a mirror OH BOY

THIS SCENE COULD NOT BE ANY FUNNIER I SWEAR

he lowers the plate with another deadpan stare aimed at the door. boy is FUMING LMAOOOOOOOO

he shouts Merlin and i will suck my own big toe if there is anyone in the castle Camelot that didn’t hear him MY GOD THAT WAS PRICELESS

me current state: deceased

OH AND IT DOESN’T STOP THERE OH NO NO NO

so the very next scene we’re at training Arthur tells the lads to pair up and Gwaine asks what’s in his hair. Arthur’s face is just a picture. Merlin helpfully answers that it’s stew. Leon asks him why he’s got stew in his hair. Merlin quickly responds “because he was reading” in that tone when Merlin’s being a right snarky little shit oh you know

the lads just turn to look at Arthur like “wtf man??”

Arthur takes a minute and says “change of plan. i think we’ll try something different” lmaoooo you just know what’s coming next

so Merlin’s used for sword practise

Arthur has first go and the lads are smirking at them and each other like “oh these two had another domestic” “about the stew this time ahhh right” lmaooooo

JUST GOLD

there was a whole two (2) minutes of just solid flirting, taking the piss and just generally annoying the shit out of each other i-

OH AND THERE’S MORE

it’s nighttime now and this cheeky bastard asks “would you like me to make up the bed Sire, or will you be sleeping on the table again?” with a little smile on his face HAHAHAHAHAHAHA it just keeps getting better this episode really is a gift

Arthur doesn’t respond because he’s all moody again and Merlin all but roles his eyes all he wants to do is cheer up his boyfriend 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 so he sighs “is this about Gwen” and Merlin looks kinda irritated and sad and Arthur won’t even look at him and Merlin says “we all miss her. you more than anyone” and Arthur cuts him off with “you can go now” maaaaate the feels

Merlin: “Arthur”

Arthur: “get out” oh so now you look at him

omfg you were happy earlier can you please just let him help you ffs you’re just making each other really fucking sad and it’s not helping anything

and Merlin leaves and Arthur kind of looks over his shoulder and almost shakes his head like he doesn’t actually want him to go 🥺🥺 and every damn time something like this happens i expect him to say “no, wait” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

and now Arthur looks even more sad. well baby i don’t know what to tell you but you did just do that to yourself a little bit. just leT MERLIN HELP YOU ffs

SO Merlin storms in and dad Gaius is at the table reading and Merlin’s just ranting that he’s done being nice to Arthur and he doesn’t get any thanks and he’s saved his life so many times and all he ever does is shout at him. yeah boy we know aND SO DOES GAIUS because this man does not look up at him!!!!!! tell me that’s not Merlin ranting to his dad about his crush i swear-

Gaius tells him there’s more important things to worry about like the plot of this episode perhaps??? lmaoooo this is getting out of hand now. dad’s so done with Merlin’s lovesick bullshit lmaoo

so we move on a bit and Arthur tells his uncle that Merlin thinks Elyan’s possessed oh so now dad’s dead you value Merlin’s counsel huh king?? we love to see it

we love that Merlin can speak up a bit more now ehehehe

so uncle says that Merlin’s just tryna protect his friend and Arthur just looks at Merlin like “i believe you don’t worry but we need evidence man”

oh my christ we’re only half way through true episode i’ll try and speed things up a bit i think the main Merthur action’s done anyway

Merlin breaks Elyan out. arrives back at Camelot and walks into the throne room. Arthur’s drinking and reading something and just looks up when Merlin enters with the most glorious look on his face like “oh this bitch is back finally” and carefully considers what he’s gonna say to him 😂😂😭😭😭

Arthur: “Merlin! good of you to join me. perhaps i should fill you in on all that’s been happening while you’ve been... that’s a good question. what the hell have you been doing??” LMAOOOOO these two i can’t

Merlin: “i was...”

Arthur (cutting him off): “choose your next words carefully. they may be you last” pahahahahahaha alright king pipe down

Merlin: “i was searching.. in the woods.... for some herbs for Gaius” boy’s just rambling about herbs and says he got lost

Arthur: “you mean to tell me that you’ve been wandering around in the woods all night???”

and the look on this man’s face. WONDERFUL

Merlin says yes and Arthur asks what happened to his head because it’s bruised and i just knew it was coming ffs “i tripped over a root and hit my head on a tree and knocked myself out” this fucking moron. this fool i despair

Arthur just toys with him and offers him some food with him at the table is it a joke though Arthur if you actually just want to have a lunch date with him and Merlin realises he’s joking and we get another golden deadpan stare from Arthur and it’s the funniest shit damn this episode is blessed and Arthur just stares him down as he fucks off out of the room lmaooooooo 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and then to finish it off dramatically picks up his paper again so we all know he’s back to ‘important reading’ uh huh Arthur sure you’re not just thinking about that interaction?? like the rest of us clowns

fast forward and Arthur let’s Elyan go and somehow Merlin’s there again???

anyway Arthur talks to his uncle and when he’s gone Arthur confides in Merlin and Gaius i’m sorry but we have to stan some A+ development (also i really hope Arthur’s starting to lose trust in his uncle because i was sort of getting that vibe from this scene idk we can only hope)

Merlin’s in Arthur’s chambers that night clearing up and Arthur says “that’ll be all Merlin” anD MERLIN REPLIES “are you sure you don’t want me to stay?” UMMMMMMM FOR WHAT????? I WAS UNDER THE IMPRESSION THAT ARTHUR WAS GOING TO SLEEP UHHHHHHHHHHHHH IDK MAN SEEMS KINDA SUS TO ME WHAT’RE YOU GONNA DO MERLIN JUST SLEEP IN HIS BED WITH HIM??? HMMMMMMMMM THE PLOT MAJORLY THICKENS BECAUSE ARTHUR DOESN’T EVEN FIND THIS AN ODD SUGGESTION BECAUSE HIS RESPONSE IS JUST “think i’m gonna get an early night” OKAY SO FIRST OF ALL THAT IMPLIES THAT HIM AND MERLIN WOULD BE- *BIG COUGH COUGH*

AND SECONDLY THAT IMPLIES THAT THIS IS SOMETHING THEY’VE DONE BEFORE I REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION THE EVIDENCE SEEMS PRETTY CONCLUSIVE TO ME YOUR HONOUR

then they have a nice little joke about Merlin not getting an early night lmaooo we do love to see the bants

so later on Merlin follows Arthur into the woods lmao of course he does would you really expect anything less at this point?? and they have this whole why are you here?! no why are you here?! moment lmao

Arthur tells him he’s free to go back to Camelot at any time sweetie you really think that’s gonna happen?? you fool Arthur Pendrgaaon because obviously Merlin’s not going anywhere AND THEN ARTHUR’S BACK TO BEING A SELF SACRIFICIAL LITTLE SHIT AGAIN BABY YOU’RE KING NOW YOU CAN’T BE SO WILLING TO DIE AT EVERY FUCKING PROBLEM WTF we find out that this whole thing’s Arthur’s fault but this whole scene is honestly so nice and lovely and warm and he knows what he did was wrong and that he was a stupid young man 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and the druid boy forgives him 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and he’s CRYING omg recently Merlin’s constantly on the verge of tears but when Arthur cries you know some bad shit’s going down and the music omgggg 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 “from this day forth the druid people will be treated with the respect they deserve, i give you my word” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i love him your honour

so then we’re back in Arthur’s chambers and Merlin says “you know that was incredibly moving what you said at the shrine” Arthur says “it served it’s purpose” because Elyan’s alright ARTHUR STOP PRETENDING YOU DON’T CARE TO LOOK COOL FOR YOU BOYFRIEND MERLIN KNOWS YOU’RE 10X THE MAN YOUR FATHER EVER WAS

Merlin says “you meant it” and then Arthur gets a bit snappy because he’s embarrassed 🥺🥺🥺 and Merlin says “i don’t ever think i’ve seen you cry before. well not like that. you had tears running down your cheeks it’s nice to see this new sensitive emotional side to you, it suits you” doesn’t it just baby???? 🥺🥺🥺🥺 then we get a classic shut up Merlin and this is the first time Arthur dares to look at him throughout this conversation 😭😭😭 and then Merlin mocks him *gasp* “i really thought you’d changed” lmaoooo “then you’re as stupid as you are ugly” lmaooooooo Arthur just tell him he’s pretty and leave

and just to finish things off

Arthur’s walking to the door

Merlin: “so there’s no chance that we could have a hug?” and he’s half 🥺 and half smiling/laughing ready to play it off

Arthur turns back to him and starts play running towards him and Merlin runs away and Arthur tackles him off screen aND YOU CANNOT TELL ME ARTHUR DID NOT GIVE THAT MAN THE BIGGEST HUG WHEN THEY WERE BOTH DOWN ON THE GROUND AHHHHHHHHAHAHAHA THEH ARE SO PURE I LOVE IT 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 can you not just imagine these two giggling and chasing each other round the room i-

[legalmargamind]

Hi margaaaa!! Can u pls give me a series or movie with a gay couple 🥺 im so bored and idk what to do anymore i watched a lot of series or movies that have a gay character. I already watched motherland fort salem, legacies, utopia falls, love victor, wynnona earp, skam france, the half of it, killing eve, warrior nun, get even and i already finish lucifer 🥺 help me pls 😭

Hallo. 🌚 Hahahahahahahaha awwww you are adorable!

I highly recommend these lesbian themed series and films or even web series I have watched over the years: 🧚‍♀️😎👌🏻

These are on the top of my head:

1.) South of Nowhere. Series. (I think it is the first ever lesbian series I liked, Check out Ashley Davies. I do not have a clue if I relate to her or if I wanna fuck her. 😂)

2.) The L word. Series. Every queer person on this planet needs to see this. Warning, if you think you are straight this show will make you gay as a rainbow. My favorite character all I love them all here. That is rare for me to love the whole cast. 🤭😆

3.) Lost Girl. Series. Ohmghad I have a huge crush on Anna Silk she plays the gay lead here.

4.) Imagine me and you. This one is a film with the dynamics of a drama rom com. Won’t give you any spoilers. I remember having a crush on the lead again. 😆

5.) Below her mouth- film. Sooo fucking good. My friend sent this to me last year but just recently watched it. You’ll love what’s on her mouth. 🤭😂

6.) Gypsy- I am the rock chick there. 😂

7.) Loving Anabelle- this is good too but kinda sad. But it will move you.

8.) Debs- if you wanna laugh. 🤣 They are lesbian spies. That chick from the fast and the furious is the lead here Jordan Brewester. I remember having the dilemma of if I relate to her or if i wanna fuck her is what im feeling. 😂

9.) Glee- Only watch the Santana scenes. 🤗

10.) The real L word it is like the L word but it is a reality tv version.

11.) Girl trash. It is a kick ass web series.

12.) The richman’s daughter. It is in Filipino but there is an english subtitle on youtube. Whole series.

13.) Juliantina - that is the name of the ship, the series title I forgot the name but if you type Juliantina on youtube there is a compilation of their love story from beginning to end including the kisses. 🤭😂

Come back to me when you need more. I gotchu! 🏄🏻‍♀️🤟🏻🤙🏻

[defpjys]

time check: 1:13am.

Just posting this to say that I love this man so much. Words cant really descibe what I feel towards him. There’s something about him that makes me feel so attracted to him. I dont know if its his visuals, his voice, his acting skills, his aura.... his WHOLE existence??? IDK. He got me head over heels for him and so fucking whipped. No matter how bias-wrecked i get towards other members, at the end of the day I always go back to him... Am i that loyal??? HAHAHAHAH Its the first time I’ve had this type of feelings towards a famous person. hahahahahahahaha i mean i’ve been a fangirl almost my whole life, but being a fan of this man felt so different. I miss him so much. its like I’ve known him personally lmao HAHABSBAHAHH He got me do things I’ve never imagined i would do—spending too much money on his group’s pictures plastered on a piece of cardboard Ever since I became a fan, they given a huge impact to my life. Its like they helped me get out of my comfort zone and experience things. With that, I’m not regretting I decided to stan them. you know, whoever will steal the heart of this man must be so damn lucky and served well on her past life. Though he’s kinda serious and very judgmental, i swear he has a heart of gold. A heart that would make you feel like you’re the only girl important in his world. A heart that would make you swoon. He’d really be the best boyfriend outthere (though sometimes i think he’s gonna be controlling ahhahaha but u know he’s still the purest, dirtiest bestest boy out there.) He would bring u to random dates, bring you food whenever you feel sad, would always check up on you, sing you songs with his new skill—playing the guitar 😭, make you coffee, whisper i love you just bc he likes to. :(((((((( kisses you because he feels like it, kisses your cheek, your forehead, your mouth, behind your ear.... hugs u from behind, hugs u just bc he feels like it. intwrtwines his hand against yours, kisses the palm of ur hand bc youre his princess giving u the whole world mking u so damn special.... pout when he wants to be cutesy with you. Act angry bc he wants to be noticed... cut out a portion of his food and offer it to you, open doors for you, watch movies, make you laugh even if he has dry humor, make you smile and feel like kid. bet he’s also so good in bed HAHSBSHAHAHAHAH IM SO SAD GAH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I wish i could meet someone like him :( and i would cry if i dont get to see them live. theyre really a huge part of me now and i just wanna see them live :(

I know I’ve mentioned somewhere that I am bias wrecked my lim jaebeom, but man, i always come right back to you.

[ar-ray-of-muses]

soooo decided to put most of my muses in the murder games sim

All is right with the world; nothing could possibly go wrong!

...okay, shads

BLOWHOLE WHAT THE FUCK.

WHY WOULD... SHE’S THE PRECIOUS RABBIT CHILD WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU NOT HAVE ST ANDARDS. THIS POOR BABY DIDN’T DESERVE THAT

JUST BE CAREFUL YOU DON’T HURT ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS WITH IT, TAILS

fair, hans. fair

Oh, Ten. Ten, Ten, Ten... :’)

...you okay, gladstone?

grim, vanellope. extremely.

L ENA WHY WOULD YOU TRY TAKE ON THAT MAGICAL JERK, NOTHING GOOD COMES OF THAT. LIKE.. EVER.

;__; BLESSED CHILDREN BEING ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE AND TOO PURE FOR THIS WORLD

Eggman: Lmao I’m just here to make everything worse

Classified: I need an easy out.

Classified: *argues with Skipper*

While a shadow woman is somehow trying on suits, a poor puffin is getting rekt by a demon. Nice contrast there.

mood, timpani. mood.

“YOU COULD SAY HE WENT OUT WITH A BANG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I’M HILARIOUS.”

I... honestly didn’t know I needed this team-up until now? That’s adorable?

YOU - you know what, I’m not surprised. BUT SOMEONE BETTER REK THIS BEAR, STAT.

Glad to see everything’s okay with Ford. ... I’m sure he can do better than that.

...sonic what. X’DD Im crying of all the things to wish for -

NO. NONONONO, THIS ISN’T OKAY - ALSO FIDDS. GAH. YOU’RE PLAYING MY HEART LIKE A FIDDLE. YOU POOR BBY YOU’RE SO NICE YOU DIDN’T DESERVE THAT

don’t remind me, chuck ;-;

This is so fucking dumb and I can’t stop laughing about it

I mean if we get to see Dimentio get up to more unrealistic and dumb stuff I’m down for this to keep going tbh -

Timpani for the love of God do not turn everyone into sheep with that thing

nothing of your concern, skipper - you didn’t see anything. do the smart thing and walk away

w at

dkgdjkgngkjdn sounds like star all right X’D

Yep, that’s heartache as the world dies around you, Doc. I’m sorry you gotta’ see that.

Skipper, being the only other member in this team: E XCUSE ME?

I really, REALLY... really don’t like how these two are put together.

its cool gladstone your luck will protect you. probably

DON’T PLAY WITH MY EMOTIONS LIKE THIS. HE WASN’T FAST ENOUGH IM CR YING. VANELLOPE NO

i love you you dumb dolphin but you REALLY shouldn’t have killed the sweet innocent rabbit

Villains being chill like

TIMPANI WE TALKED ABOUT THIS

Mephiles. No. That’s not nice. That’s not good. NO.

TEN. HONEY. NO.

While this sounds super intense - shadow woman? Can she even d o that

... : ‘ ) I’m not okay

Bill’s squaring up with Meph ⁽ᵗʰᵃᵗ ˢᵒᵘⁿᵈˢ ᶠʳᵉᵃᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᵉᵖᶦᶜ ᵇᵗʷ⁾ and Ford is just straight up behind him and r eady to rek a second time . granted a handgun wouldn’t doo much but e h

nice to hear everything’s going well, classified - please share stuff with skipper though ʸᵒᵘ ʲᵉʳᵏ

Here we go...

i can’t believe he’s fighting an old man. ALSO CHUCK WHAT

We know, Monokuma. We know.

you insensitive jerk

if it’s a triangle stay away

w ow uh, thanks for hurting my heart?? i totally don’t appreciate this??

s top

GLADSTONE CAN YOU PLEASE HELP YOUR UNCLE INSTEAD OF PATRONISING HIM. DO YOU EVEN KNOW ITS HIM I

WHAT.

That’s it! THAT’S MY BOI ;; though none of this is going to end well, I’m proud of him

that’s valid, skipper

don’t turn anymore people into sheep.

now i’ve just got ‘gallifrey, our home’ in my head and im sad.

‘S about time, Chuck! The team could, y’know, use it? Sonic especially dfkgdjngd

h oly heck, gladstone’s luck did not help him one bit

You know what Ten is, Ford? THE MAN WHO NEVER WOULD. LEARN FROM HIM.

Don’t doubt it in the slightest, Bill.

y eesh he really is on top of everything isn’t he

[e eeh i’ma conclude this later. probably. it’s a lot of muses]

[rintarhue]

bae.. i'm feeling very Tired™️ rn. i was helping my younger cousin with a PE video she had and I HAD TO BE THE PERSON IN THE VID. it was actually hard and it took way longer than i thought so i just wanted to get it over w. so the person who took the video of me is my yaya? idk but i call her Ate. Ate said the video was nice so I was kinda content w that and i planned to edit it today... only to find out that it actually wasn't videoed(?) at all. so now i have a disappointed, tired, exhausted soul, a sad cousin to appease, an ate to be disappointed in yet still be civil to, and a shit ton of more stuff to do today added onto a repeat of that fucking video. by myself. ARGH I JUST WANT TO LIE DOWN. AND DECAY. but!! but i'm the eldest so i can't rly complain. tried talking it off w my frens but i don't think they care much which is ok thx HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA when i found out it wasn't videoed i just had a breakdown bc i thought i was finally having a break from life but life slapped me in the face and said no😈😈😈 what's more is it's my COUSIN'S grade, not mine. now she just chillin watching mha and i'm doing her stuff. also me nd my frens r in an academic club and i put like a lot lot lot huge lot of effort in a presentation and i was rly proud bc it looked so nice and pretty but i just got 93/100 while my fren na nanggago lang got 98 like bitch if u just wan me to be a lazy ass fucker just say so madali ako kausap putangina?? why is it that when i put effort in smth it doesn't get appreciated?? tiring af. these events happened in sequence btw HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg sorry for the rant😭😭😭😭 ALSO!! TAKE A BREAK WHENEVER U WANT AND DON'T FORGET THAT I LUV U MWAH. MAH QUEEN. DRINK UR HYDRATION MEDIA LOVX *GIVING U A KITH*

OWHDJDHDKSKAS HI BAE!!!!

MAN .... IM GLAD U RANTED BC WOWTHATS TIRING LIEKFUCKKKKKK 🧍🏻‍♀️u deserve to let it all out and im just a dm away if u need anyone okioki !!!!

PLELALDLDLDS TO FIND OUT THAT IT WASNT VIDEOD.... THATS SO FRUSTRATING KAYA LIKE URE SO TIRED NA AND U EXERTED ALL UR EFFORTS AND THEN IT WASNT VIDEOD 😃 ALSOOSIDDJDJDJSN what ..... i appreciate you bby its oki :(

TAKE A BREAK TOO OKI!!! AND TAKE CARE OF URSELD <3 I LOVE U