#hansols soft stan

[eyesofshan-if]

Hi, I just wanted to say I just found this if today at 7AM. It’s currently 10AM (I need to get ready for work soon </3) and I read through your entire blog. Your writing is simply incredible and the characters are very likable so far as well. Also I really like your personality Noot. I saw that you like kpop as well, so in a modern setting which groups would the characters be more likely to stan? Also good luck with school and everything!

thank you!! i'm glad that you've joined us on this train ride hehe <3 as for the ROs and kpop groups...

hansol - btob, mamamoo

likes their ballads

small number of members, easy to keep track of their names

danced badly to hip once when drunk and nearly smashed his head into a table

asked why seventeen doesn't have seventeen members

insu - twice, red velvet

listens to their songs when he's doing work with a completely straight face

randomly goes "shy shy shy" with the most deadpan voice ever in the library before returning to his work

refuses to acknowledge zimzalabim exists

yongsun - shinee, chungha, sunmi

too busy to keep up so he stuck with the first group he found and just went with it from there

female soloists are just a different kinda vibe

can do the whole choreography of snapping

wooyoung - super junior, itzy, (g)idle

watches super junior for the comedy, eventually got into the songs

likes energetic and bright music

nearly dislocated his shoulder trying to do ryujin's shoulder dance in wannabe

dalhwa - monsta x, dreamcatcher

looks soft and delicate with reading her books while listening to music on her airpods max

but get too close and you'll hear rock hip hop pop being blasted at max volume in her headphones

purist about stable live vocals

???? - seventeen, exo

loves seventeen's very very very clean choreography

likes exo's songs for the sexy vibe

purist about stable live vocals pt 2

creates different accounts to argue on twitter

[coupsieddori]

I meant to post this, but yeah I made an edit

[chanxsvt]

soft for vernon? always. i don’t think i’ve ever been a hard stan for him bc he’s literally vibing 24/7 and i love it. the vernon stans i know are so chill and just like him LOL. i luv u 🥺 also i added a few gifs of him that always make me blush IDK WHY

* yes ik most of these are old. let me live 😪

[boononjie]

I think , for the most part, that the reason why I'm not attracted to Vernon despite him being such a fine looking young man, is the feeling I get from him as being in awe or amazed at Seungkwan. It's as if seeing him interact with Seungkwan has confirmed to me how much he adores Seungkwan and I just respect that so much, it'd feel like a violation if I get attracted to either one of them.

I've been around so many same sex relationships both romantic and platonic ones and all I get from verkwan is a genuine sense of belonging to each other. This belonging does not have to be sexual or romantic, but their intimacy is something so pure in my eyes and to have it be cheapened by feelings or sex feels so disrespectful. I just admire them so much for the partnership they have and you can see it even with their slight interactions.

[xxsanshinexx]

Do I cry? Or do I s o b?

[boomboombitches-blog1]

yALL

THIS IS ADMIN A, A HALFHEARTED HANSOL STAN, WHO WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT JUNHUI HAS THE MOST ADORABLE SMILE I’M SOBBING

[mrs-i-have-too-many-biases]

Exchange student Vernon

Genre: Fluff// an eenie meenie tiny bit of humour

pairing: Vernon/ Hansol Chwe X Reader

Word Count: 674

A/n: I actually wrote this for @najaeminbabyboyculture in our chat but I wanted to share it with the rest of the Vernon stans out there. I hope you like it! <3

Imagine: 

Vernon is a new student at your school and he seemed rather shy. He hadn't had much friends yet, but he saw you one day sitting outside. on your own since your friends all seemed to be sick that day. You were bummed out that they weren't there that day. You felt a little betrayed, telling them in you shared group chat THEY ARE BISHES AND THAT THEY WILL PAY FOR WHAT THEY’VE DONE. DARING TO LEAVE YOU ALONE LIKE THAT-.

Anyway, Vernon was stumbling through the halls of the unfamiliar school. He somehow made his way outside when he was looking for his English class when he suddenly notices you sitting alone. He was surprised that a cute girl like you was all by herself and he prayed to God that you spoke English.

“Excuse me?” He said in English, making you startled by someone talking to you.

“Why- Hi?” You said, stumbling over your words as you had to switch to English.

“I’m new here, well actually I’m an exchange student and I was wondering if you knew where this class is? I still have like 10 minutes before it begins, but I can’t seem to find it.” He chuckles shyly as he showed you his schedule.

You smiled kindly as him, quickly taking a look at his schedule, to try and hide you blush that he was the cause for.

“You seem to have most classes with me.” You say surprised, but thanking the universe in silence for sending such a cute boy your way. “Well, since I don’t know anyone, would you mind that I will stay by your side?”

You squealed internally and almost forgot to answer him. “N-no I wouldn’t mind at all. I would love to show you around and get to know you better.” You managed to say, which surprised you.

‘That’s the first time that you could talk to a cute boy normally, oh my-‘ you thought to yourself.

Weeks went by and to your surprise, Vernon was still by your side. You had introduced him to your friend group and they were a little jealous by you being so close to such a handsome young man.

One day Vernon asked you to go out and explore the city a little bit and the two of you had the time of your life. He had bought you ice cream and many other delicious snacks. Right now you were looking at the sun setting as you sat on a bench together.

You heard Vernon clear his voice, before turning his face to you.

“I have to admit, that ever since the day that I saw you sitting outside on your own, being the beauty that you are. I have been attracted to you and I wanted to say that I like you very much. I know I will leave in 5 months, but I don’t want to lose you out of my life. I don’t know if you feel the same way and if you don’t- that’s okay, I just want you still in my life-“ Vernon was cut off by you who placed a soft peck on his cheek.

You heart was racing when you did, you had to gather all your courage and you felt kind of proud when Vernon got flustered and stumbled over his words.

You giggled when he looked back to you, recovering from his heart that stopped by you action.

“I guess you feel the same then?”

“Of course I do you dummy!” You giggled once again and you felt your heart skip a beat when Vernon cupped your cheek and leaned in closer to your face.

“I guess you wouldn’t mind if I did this?” Before you could answer he had your lips connected together and moved them softly.

When he pulled back it was your turn to feel flustered. You his your face in the crook of his neck as he hugged you, happy that he got to call such an amazing girl like you, his.

Gif isn’t mine

I hope you liked it, it might’ve sucked.

[adorablehoshi]

Hello I’m new to seventeen and I want to know if you can describe the members to me with names

Sorry mylovely new carat! I made you wait! All I write here is the way I see the boysor would describe them, I hope it will help you somehow ;) I will also add agif for each member

I put itunder a cut as it will be long

Seungcheol (Stagename: S.Coups): Leader of Seventeen and the dad of the group! Has a great sense of humour and his laugh is everything! Gummy smile *///* He is not only handsome like crazy and has beautiful long eyelashes, he is also a killer when he raps. Loses his chill when on stage. Really, he does! I can search for a video to proof it to you if you want ;) Can also sing! I die for his singing voice (die over his voice anyways even if he only talks). The way he looks at the members and carats is just wonderful! the softness in his gaze, the love. He has so much love to give!! Often has cherry lips… really kissable

Jeonghan: the mum ofthe group! Seriously he has so much love for everyone! A real angel… and devil!Loves to cheat in everything. Like really, he always cheats. By now I thinkeven the staff gave up on stopping him. They just see him and think ‘lol therehe goes again’ and just let him get through with it. Way too beautiful tohandle! You will find yourself starring at him wondering if he is actuallyreal. Is a fool tho. Really funny too! HIS GIGGLE IS THE CUTEST SHIT IN THEWORLD! I HAVE PROOF!  Has floppy hands!idk if it's just me but I love his floppy hands. they always move or are justhold up funnily (look at the gif) Voice that melts your heart.

Joshua: Mr. Gentleman! No joke he really is a gentle man! A voice like honey! lips of soft sin! Another one that looks so beautiful you will question if he really is real. Secretly hilarious af! called Shua often. I call him that too. ARMS! Used to be a noodle but not anymore. Out to kill his stans. Has such a good heart, he deserves the world!! Was born in LA so he speaks perfect english!

Junhui (Stagename: Jun): This cutieis from China! I seriously don’t understand what's going on in his brain, but Ilove him xD A real life kitten! Really, he cute and playful and you just wantto pat his head and tell him that he is doing well. Amazing dancer! Can domaterial arts and wow it's amazing! Check out ‘my I’ to see a bit of the gloryof using it for dancing. Also check it out cause its stunning to watch anyways!Its gold! I think he has a special voice, really nice to the ear. Also, I lovehis nose… don’t ask why but it's cute

Soonyoung (Stagename: Hoshi): as you canguess he is my bias and I love him to no end! I try to keep this calm and short(calm down Angi). Hoshi is leader of the performance unit and choreographer ofsvt. King of dancing! Master of stage presence! Is he on stage, he owns it! Differenton and off stage. A cute and funny fool off stage. Together with boo and dk he'sthe gag trio booseoksoon! His laugh is beautiful! It makes the world a betterplace. Can not only dance amazingly but also has a voice from heaven…. but hekinda shy with it! Round and adorable face but don’t call him hamster pls, hewants to be a tiger♡ and now I stop

Wonwoo: Nerd! Heloves books and newly also to work out and killing his fans like Shua does.Nose crunches together when he laughs uwu! Another kitten! Also watch him playwith a kitty, you will fall in love! His voice…wow. He is a different person onstage too like Hoshi! He is not there to joke, he out for blood! No really hisrapping is just killerish! WATCH HIS JOKER PERFORMANCE! Toll smoll! Idk how hemanages to look so smoll sometimes when he is a tower in reality. Funny guythat deserves so much love and appreciation.

 Jihoon (Stagename: Woozi):Thegenius!! Produces all songs of svt and idk if there is anything in the worldthat he actually can’t do! Creates music, dances, sings, gives love to the fansand members, is a whole man to fall in love with. Tiny! Mr. I don’t like skinship but is actually a koala. Woozi is the 3 leader of svt (Vocal unit). Checkout his solos! Simple and What kind of future are some of the best songs I everheard in my life! Tell me if you need links to the vids of the songs. I feellike he starts to open up more and more and I am so happy that he smiles sofreely lately.

Seokmin (Stagename: Dk/Dokyeom): Maybe thehuman being with the biggest heart in the world! Soft and so full of love!Deserves hugs all day long! Pls appreciate his voice cause it's just toobeautiful! Is always so hard on himself. KING ARTHUR! He played him in amusical! A true king! Is with Hoshi and boo in the gag trio and is also theleader of them (leader of booseoksoon). Big nose that I love so much! Morebeautiful that you can handle! Just look at him for a while and you will fallhead over heels. NOISY AND HAS NO SHAME! What's an image? He doesn’t care andis just funny. I think he loves to make ppls smile. 

Mingyu: A tall afPuppy! Cute lil fangs! Looks like an absolute Model, is the clumsiest of thegroup. Tho he really really handsome, he also has amazing derp faces. Pls Mingyuyou the visual!!! jk pls derp as much as you want. BOYFRIEND TM! No matter ifhe raps or sings, you will die anyways. His Vlives are gold as he is mostlyeating and being clumsy. Adorable human I tell you!!! His shoulders aredelicious. Wide and nice. Wants to be loved! Pls love him lots. Was MC for Inkiand did such a good job there.

Minghao (Stagename: The8): Walkingart! He is not only good with fashion but seriously also with art! Does createart and takes great photos! Dances like it's nothing. As said before, check outMy I! Fully talented boy! Voice so soft you will fall deeply. Meme boy! Sassyaf! Doesn’t have anyone's shit and calls them out if they f*ck up. Expensive!Model!hao !!!! Is actually really soft and has lots and lots of love to give.Is the second Chinese member. His mum and him are too adorable together and heloves her so much it's the sweetest.

Seungkwan: My littleboobear! (His name is Boo Seungkwan) Maybe the funniest and cutest out of thewhole group (fight me I love my boo). His voice is from another world! Doyourself smth good and go to listen to him and Hongki singing ‘Wind’! Again,tell me if you need the link! His voice is just perfection! Loud and shamelessmember of gag trio (booseoksoon). Seungkwan never fails to make the otherslaugh but it also makes him to a great victim. Has a bitchface like no oneelse. I love it! Can do girl group dances better than anyone. Variety king! Heis amazing on every show he appears on! Walking song lexicon (watch theunexpected q to find out what I mean). Smiles so bright the world becomesbrighter. Soft hearted. Love him pls! Secretly a dancing/rap king but psst!

Hansol/Vernon (Stagename: Vernon): Was born inNew York but he feels more like a Korean! The real Meme king. King of reaction!Nothing funnier than his overreactions. Has now shame to show an ugly face. Ishandsome anyways. Has with Seungcheol the most beautiful eyelashes in svt. Hebeautiful anyways. Loses his chill on stage. Rules the stage when they perform‘un haeng il chi’! Check it out if you want to do yourself something good! THATMOVE FROM FEAR! Too sexy…. angi.exe stopped working

Chan (Stagename: Dino): Future ofKpop! Can everything! Really everything! Is on stage to kill! His face whileperforming is a sin! Dances like he's on fire! But he baby! Love him! nuguaegi? Jeonghans! The others love to tease him. Pouts cuter than any girl can.His laugh is adorable too! Danceology! Watch them if you have time. It's worthit! His voice is a blessing. Both while rapping and singing. Another love needyone! Can dance every girl group dance in Michael Jackson style. Ask if you wantvideos XD has really pretty eyes!!!!!

so, I guessthat's it! Idk if this is how you wanted it but it's what I did lol! feel freeto hit me up whenever you need help or want to know smth or just want to talkabout them ;)

[mianhaoranghae]

for those wondering I am: not toxic

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ARMY: soft stan and hard stan

Bias(es): Kim Taehyung, Min Yoongi

Bias Weecker(s): Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon

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NCTzen: soft stan

Bias(es): Lee Taeyong, Lee Mark

Bias Wrecker(s): Nakamoto Yuta, Dong Sicheng

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ONCE: soft stan

Bias(es): Momo

Bias Wrecker(s): Dahyun, Jihyo

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MOA: soft stan

Bias(es): Huening Kai, Choi Beomgyu

Bias Wrecker(s): Kang Taehyun

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CARAT: soft stan

Bias(es): Kim Mingyu, Choi Hansol

Bias Wrecker(s): Lee Chan

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STAY: soft stan

Bias(es): Lee Felix, Han Jisung

Bias Wrecker(s): Hwang Hyunjin, Kim Seungmin

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VIP: soft stan

Bias(es): Kwon Jiyoung

Bias Wrecker(s): Kang Daesung

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BLINK: soft stan

Bias(es): Manoban Lalisa, Park Chaeyoung

Bias Wrecker(s): Kim Jisoo, Kim Jennie

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There’s more, such as X1, ITZY, and some soloists, but I’ll take care of that later.

[youngnari]

Hello my beloved 🐰 anon!! 

This is coming from me, long overdue! I wanted to say how sorry I am on not participating too well and frequently in the project. I didn’t expect my whole schedule to crash, but that should never be an excuse! 

So, I decided to make this entire missions into an extra one *I hope*. Thank you for being my anon, always so sweet, hyper and adoring!!! I simply couldn’t get enough on how much joy I got when your first message pops in my asks, and throughout the entire project I seriously have a lot of fun!! 

And i hope you have fun also, this is for you. 

From me, Nari! 🌻

#Mission 1 - Welcome to My Blog, Anonie!

My handwriting is considered small, to the point I can blind people. This is a small welcome note for you, to officially welcome you to my blog! 

“Hello anon! It’s me, Nari!

We lived quite some timezone here, but I am glad we can still hit it all off! Thank you for being one of the sweetest anon, you are sincerely adorable! Here is one small gift from me to officially welcome you to my blog - Enjoy! Much Love!

-From Nari”

“Who Got Your Back?”

I always had always started stanning idols way before or since they debut, such examples are from EXO, IKon, Seventeen, and NCT are also no exception. I knew NCT since they weren’t even NCT aka smrookies, and Hansol was my bias *I love him, UGH*. I never got into them too hardcore when they debuted, but I remember that Taeyong is my v first bias. I was so into EXO and IKon that time too invest much time on NCT. But then Cherry Bomb rolls in, Johnny became my man. It did not end there, Lucas snatched my wig in Boss and I was already questioning everything, including my loyalty. 

You might know the whole type I have in my bias, and yes I stan mostly rappers. BUT! Yes, But! Touch came and that was the first time my eyes were opened by Doyoung. And this bunny did nothing, HE HASN’T EVEN OPEN HIS MOUTH TO SING - HE SMILED... he smiled and now I am forever his, loyal.

My blog on the other end, I met a lot of amazing people when I started the blog and even when I was still thinking of making youngnari happened.

From @softtm who radiates the whole crackhead energy, @zhengtongue my forever mom, @hyukcieee forever sister hypeman and my love, and @dimplyjae who is my ult girl crush *did I mention I stalked her to the point her blog did encourage me making an NCT blog??*. But there is also @gemihyuck whom I met throughout my journey as a NCT blog or an IP blog, murdered me with her masterpiece, crackhead conversation, to me making her soft by confessing my love to her smh. @dahyunmingyu who is my angst queen, literally loving me with her angsty writings and her love to encourage me to stan Skz and hyping my life oh wow woman.

There are a lot of my mutuals who played a big role who are now a part of my life, a part on how I still want to make a new blog and maintain, to continue writing. So... This is getting too sappy sksksksk!!! 

But yea, Love you all!!! 

#Mission 2  - Playlist Tag

Wish You Were Gay by Billie Eilish

I remembered the last time I heard this was when I fought with my ex. I always thought the song is good and pretty relatable. Somehow during that time, when this suddenly and randomly played in shuffled, I cried hard. I cried the entire night and seriously felt worthless the next day, but it was the song to which gave me the encouragement to really think about my rl that time. Without knowing or srsly blinded by love, I realised I was caught in a toxic relationship - and ended it

I’m So Tired... by Lauv, Troye Sivan

I love Troye and Lauv, that’s it. When they decided to collab and release this song, you could bet I ham myself to listen to it repeatedly for 3 days straight. 

Fallin’ All In You by Shawn Mendes

This is just a reminder on how sweet falling in love can be. I always appreciate how mellow and calming the vibe is.

Sucker by Jonas Brothers 

2019 is saved by Jonas Brothers okay, there that’s it! I will forever replay this like there is no tomorrow and I do not regret it! Yes, I love the whole Happiness Begins album! Sucker tho, forever a bae.

Idontwannabeyouanymore by Billie Eilish

I used to not like this song, it was a reminder towards me that I had to live with flaws. I always hated myself, badly. When I decided to listen to the song again, it gave me a realisation that I was the one dragging myself down - not the people around me. Yea, it’s quite shitty but Billie can do things to my emotions.

Real Friends by Camila Cabello

This was a hard reminder for me, on how people who comes into your life doesn’t always stay. Some hurt you, slam you hard, use you to oblivion, make you feel worthless, a lot of stuff. And in the end, you still have to act you’re fine and smile to everyone

Bite by Troye Sivan

Troye is forever my baby and yes, this song!! I like the way he sang here, and how the whole song vibe can go either settling to unsettling. It’s like a nursery rhymes when I first heard it, my top list!

IRONY by Jeong Sewoon

I... decided to flung in some Sewoon

Only Human by Jonas Brothers 

Another one of my love from Happiness Begins album!!

Don’t Need Your Love by NCT Dream

I bloody cried when I listened to this on the plane. I didn’t even realise that the song was already released. So the moment I played the whole playlist for NCT and listened to them, I lost it. They grown so much but they will always forever be our babies!!

What a Heavenly Way to Die by Troye Sivan 

I just... like it, I really don’t know how to explain why I like this song tbh

#Mission 3 - A Match Made in Heaven

This took more than enough elimination from my NCT bio list, and I put all the calculation and equation from... idk, my imagination????? 

But yes! After all the contemplation and scenarios playing in my mind, I decided to ship you with the one and only

Na Jaemin

I feel that you and Jaemin might go well to one another. I had a small assumption that you might be a shy person on the first meeting and Jaemin too, but he will probably be the one to break the ice. From there, you realised he has his way to charm people and ease them into a conversation.

Just imagine - late night drive, netflix night under your fluffy comforters, his lame jokes and flirts, cuddling up, takeouts from McDonalds and late night talk about EVERYTHING. Be playful with one another!!

Other than that, I think Jaemin will be a good soulmate. Since he seems to be very understanding and will put respect when you tell him about your boundaries. And he would do his best to give you life advice, comfort when you’re sad, or just some playful conversations!!

[verngyu-moved]

even though we might not be majority, i still feel soft whenever i see other carats talking about coming to terms with their sexuality after stanning the boys ;; i still think that straight carats should be proud how many of us are here, since it means the amount of comfort and acceptance 17 give us, even long before yesterday's interview ;; though, i'm still shaking thinking about hansol's words 😔 even so, i don't get the sudden hate?

i know :’) im in a gc for lgbt carats and i’ve definitely noticed it’s helped me come to terms with my sexuality. we may not be a majority, but jennifer (the carat who asked the question) is right! we are a large part of the fanbase. regardless of how many of us there are, it’s not about numbers or statistics, we’re a large enough part of the carat fanbase to have a question asked about us !! and me too, when jennifer said “lgbtq+” i gasped and froze..i was so nervous about what they would say. but hansol handled it with such grace and kindness….ugh im rly gonna cry abt it again ;_;

in regards to the hate, ive seen straight people threatened by lgbt people getting recognition & a question just for them, guising their homophobia as concern, saying theyre worried abt svt getting into “another”(?) scandal. and i’ve seen religious folks…as always..inserting themselves into the lives of lgbt people just to tell them they’re sinning, or whatever. im less annoyed these people exist overall bc im used to it, and more disappointed that they exist specifically within our fanbase :/

[ji-hansol-ji]

Oh no... poor Baby. I hope his injury will heal soon☺️ I think this is so sad like, he finally(!!!!) get‘s the attention he deserved and now he‘s inrured..

[imagine-svt]

soft bias tag

tagged by @hoshiharmony whut a cutie. i love getting tags. took me forever but uhhhh, here it is?

Who’s your bias?

don’t let the avatar deceive you! my seventeen bias/ultimate bias is actually hansol. he was actually my first bias back in 2012/2013 or so when I saw a predebut chart and decided that he had my heart. I got into kpop soon after and forgot about hansol until a few months before their debut

How long have you biased them?

I suppose 6-7 years, if I count those forgotten years. if not, then 4!

What is their zodiac?

he’s an aquarius-pisces cusp! more on the aquarius side, I believe?

What is your favorite thing about them?

he’s absolutely radiant. his smile makes me rlly happy and his jokes are so silly and his hard work is so admirable. hansol just shines in everything he does and I love his demeanor so much

Emojis you associate with them?

I'm still on iOS 10 cuz I'm afraid to update my phone lmao so bear with me, I don't have the new emojis

🤔- some of the things he does, you just react with this face. if I knew him personally, I feel like this would be a go to

💫- he's my star boy

🎧- headphones on, bopping to some song I can't hear. his fingers tap the beat against his thigh, and he's muttering words under his breath, incomprehensible and soft

Colors that remind you of them?

not all together, but pink and yellow. a lot of hazy, pastel colors. they’re soft and he makes me all mushy and gooey on the inside

One gift you want to give to them?

love. not necessarily from me (though that’s an option), but from all the fans worldwide and his music and his friends and his family. this boy deserves all the love and happiness

What songs would you like to listen to with him?

EVERY SONG. lol idk I listen to a lot of r&b but also a lot of cute pop music. barbie soundtracks are a fave too

What movies would you watch with them?

I’m a sucker for chinese martial arts movies and the barbie franchise movies. the only barbie movies I haven’t seen are swan lake (I KNOW), rapunzel (I KNOW I KNOW), perfect christmas, princess and the popstar (doubt I ever will...princess and the pauper is my fave and you can’t remake that...), pink shoes, and any later ones cuz I personally didn’t like the newer styles. I’m also into rom coms and comedies...AGH, can’t I just choose every movie

What made you fall for them?

he initially caught my interest because of his looks, but as I got to know him, I definitely fell for how easy going and silly he is

What dream date would you go on?

snuggles and cuddles and kisses and food and movie watching and singing!!

Who would be more clingy?

me! I love having attention and being in a person’s presence, even if we’re not talking and doing our own work. if I’m bored or distracted, though, you know I’m gonna go bother someone til they’re distracted, too

One thing you would like them to know?

my farts are deadly.

LOL, but on a serious note, I’d like for him to know that I---and many others---believe in him and the rest of seventeen

Who falls asleep first on FaceTime?

uh, if I’m feeling tired, I’m hanging tf up and going to sleep lmao I’ve gotten into the habit of having my phone away from me when I sleep cuz ~radiation~ but I also fall asleep playing epic seven or something so I’ll probably do that by accident

actually, now that I think about it, I have fallen asleep on facetime with my boyfriend before. I did wake up an hour later to turn off my phone, but I’m a goner if you don’t try to keep me awake

Place you’d like to go with them?

everywhere. I’d just like to be with him. but I guess places that were important in my life and places important to his

I tag: @skzsofthours @dong-nae-chin-guuuuuuu @nyaatiny @stan-loki-stan-talent @kylamalasique @gingerdrab @accelerating-puppys @lil-bento @cupidloona @saranghaehoe and anyone else interested in doing this!

[yeaimfishboi]

NCT 2018 Mafia!AU Reaction to their GF Getting Hit On, but she Doesn’t Know It.

This was requested by my lovely daughter @emmaishere92! FORGIVE ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED. I AM DYING CHILDREN SAVE ME.

Have some fun kiddos. Fair warning some reactions contain the smallest bit of insinuated smut so be warned.

Background: You and you’re boyfriend were at a public function for his gang, NCT. You split off to get yourself something to something to drink/eat when a young man approached you, and began to talked with you. You just thought the boy was being friendly, but your boyfriend felt otherwise...

Taeil:

Taeil was not a fighter. He was the van guy, the guy who sat behind at a computer giving everyone direction. When he saw the guy flirting with you he knew two things, he wouldn’t be able to do anything, and you had no clue what the fuck was going on. He was seething through his teeth thinking about another man with his hands on you when Jisung asked what was wrong. Taeil explained and within a split second you were away from the guy and with Taeil with your face buried in his neck.

Johnny:

As the underboss, Johnny was never one to get his hands dirty. So when he caught another man flirting with you, he sent one of the boys to go “take care” of the dude. He also made sure to have one of the boys bring you back to him. You sat on his lap while he growled in your ear “Babygirl, you know how I feel, when other men flirt with what is mine, and you let it happen. I think I need to punish you when we get home. Don’t I?” You dramatically gulped as he traced circles on your hip.

Taeyong:

In the beginning Taeyong didn’t really care, you guys were in an arranged marriage, it’s not like you were really together. He even had a bunch of other girls hanging off of him, but when he saw the guy attach his lips to your collarbone, he was fuming. Not only were you visibly uncomfortable, but you were his property no one could touch you like that besides him. He marched over to the guy, grabbed him at the base of the neck and slammed his head onto the bar. 

Yuta:

He probably planned the whole thing in order to test your loyalty to him. He wanted to see if he was yours, even though you already belonged to him. He knew in the beginning you were utterly oblivious, but the minute this man put his hands on your ass, you broke your drink on top of his head and stated that you were taken. Yuta was proud.

Kun:

He was just plain confused. He wasn’t naturally aggressive, I mean he got into the mafia because they wanted the best doctor in Hong Kong, but seeing you with this guy made a fire burn inside of him, and he didn’t understand it. He tried his hardest the entire time he was stuck there to not be like the men who he works for, but seeing another man flirt with you, and you being so damn oblivious made smoke come out of his ears.  He shook off the feeling and walked over to you, roughly wrapped his arm around you, and placed a loving kiss on your temple.

Doyoung:

He was irritated more than anything. (totally reminding me of the”right in front of my salad” meme) He just sat there ignoring the situation going on right behind him, talking with the boys. That was, until it got to be too much for him, and he just walked up to you, pulled you back to him and the boys, pulling you onto his lap before he continued talking to his hyungs.

Ten:

Ten is an odd mix of soft and possessive. There are times where he’ll sit and sulk to himself and other’s where makes the world know you are his. This time he was somewhere in the middle. He walked over and wrapped his arms around you from the back, and rested his head on your shoulder. He then started placing chaste kisses to your neck, until he giggled. “Hey princess, don’t you think it’s funny how this mother thinks he has a chance with what’s mine?” he growled into your neck, not even looking at the guy.

Jaehyun:

This smug ass mother fucker. He saw a guy flirting with you, and took it as an opportunity to show off how you were his. He slid his sunglasses on a casually walked over to you. He pulled you into a rough passionate kiss, before he smacked your ass causing you to jump and yelp. At that moment he could feel all the power he had, and he let out a big smirk.

Sicheng:

(i had to take a ten min break so i could cry in a corner I love him too much)

Don’t fight me on this but Mafia!Cheng is probably the scariest of them all, and the most possessive. Everybody new not to mess with him, even though he looked fragile and child-like he was NCT’s best fighter because of his agility and flexibility. You didn’t even have time to say a word before Sicheng jumped to you, and grabbed your hips and planted a rough kiss on your lips. You could feel his possessiveness leech off of him as he was trying to make it a point that you belonged to him. You’ve never seen a man run so fast.

Jungwoo:

(i literally cannot see him being in a mafia he’s too squishyyyy)

He stood in the corner watching it happen, as his anger radiated off of him in waves. He was about to walk away when he noticed something. The guys placed his hand on your shoulder. He touched you, and that was one of Jungwoo’s rules. No man besides him was allowed to touch you ever. He dropped his drink and stormed toward you, but he stopped dead in his tracks when he saw you knee the guy in the balls, pushing him to the ground and stepped on his sternum, yelling that if he touched you again you would crush his larynx. Jungwoo even had to stop you before you got out of hand. “Come on kitten, this scum doesn’t deserve the time of day.”

Yukhei:

String bean here is not a happy camper. He’s grumbling and mumbling to himself. He’s upset. He walks up to you angry and fierce, he grabs you and pulls to the bathroom. Everyone thinks he’s about to let you know who you belong to, but that’s not the case. Yukhei may look tough but he constantly needs confirmation, so he sits in the bathroom with his head buried in your chest asking if he’s good enough for you.

Mark:

He was quietly watching you from across the room. He knew that you were oblivious to the situation, but to anyone other than him it looked like you were flirting back. It was tainting his image, and that pissed him off. When you caught his gaze, he gave you that look. The one that beckoned you to sit on his lap. The one that clearly let you know you were in for it tonight.

Renjun:

Renjun isn’t possessive, he’s just plain old aggressive. You were just casually talking to this guy, when Renjun came over and pummeled the guy into the ground. With each punch he growled “Don’t touch her.” After he was done he grabbed your wrist, so hard it would bruise the next day, and dragged you over to the guys. Making sure he had a strong arm wrapped around you, so you wouldn’t leave his sight.

Jeno:

Here’s where it get’s tough. Jeno is very secluded in his feelings. If he’s insecure, he doesn’t show it. If he’s proud, he doesn’t show it. He’s just cold, unless he’s with you. He was casually sipping on his coke while he listened to Taeyong brag about his latest conquest, when he saw the other dude. He froze a little bit when he saw how after a while, you were growing more and more uncomfortable with the guy. Jeno dropped his cold facade, walked over and gave you a tight back hug. He kissed into our neck and asked if you were okay. You asked him if you guys could leave. He happily obliged, hoping he could go home and cuddled.

Donghyuck:

In less than 2 seconds Hyuck was by your side, and the guy was on the floor clutching his jaw. Hyuck did not tolerate this kind of blatant disrespect towards him or his gang, so a point was made. Afterwards he pulled you aside and scolded you to stay away from men other than him or NCT.

Jaemin:

Jaemin may be tough as a bag of nails, but deep down he was scared. He was scared that his chosen profession would lead you away, so when he saw another man flirt with you an you really didn’t notice he got scared. You saw the sad expression on his face and walked over and asked what was wrong. “You know you are my everything, the love of my life. Even though we are so young, I want to be with you forever.” You nodded slightly and gave him a quick peck on the nose. “Good, now can I go beat that guy up, so I still look bad ass?” You giggled at his childishness, and let him go do his thing.

Chenle:

He’s not as possessive or aggressive as the other boys. He’s more pissed at that fact someone thought they could treat you like that. Whisper in your ear, touch you without your permission, and just outright be a pig towards you. Not only were you his entire universe. He walked over and threw the man on the ground and yelled “If this is how you treat such a wonderful girl, then you deserve to rot in a cell with the rest of the scum I put in there.” With that the man was dragged off.

Jisung:

Nope. HELL NO. He was having a nice conversation where his hyungs were praising him for singlehandedly saving the last mission, when some douche nozzle decided to flirt with his girl. HIS GIRL. He walked over to the man and scared him away solely because of his height, which in turn made you laugh because Jisung is totally a squish.

Bonus (because he’s still in NCT to me)

Hansol:

Nope. Just nope. This boy would snatch you away before anything could happen further, and hand you off to Yuta so he could watch you. After that, Hansol walked over to the guy and dragged him outside the bar, before beating him to a pulp. He walked back in with bloody knuckles, and pulled you into the tightest embrace you ever felt. You then felt his hands grasp your ass as he whispered “I’m going to prove to you that you won’t need any other man’s attention besides my own.”

I found this gif of my idiot while looking for one and i thought everyone needed to see it. I have been blessed with my ray of sunshine to make me pure again. I am now back to my soft Jeno stan self. 

This was really the only request i’ve gotten for the 1500 follower special, so please feel free to request any of these:

4 Mafia! AU Reactions (any group)

5 Werewolf! AU Reactions (EXO) *since I promised @kimjongdaely kinda*

5 Smut Reactions (Any Group)

1 Update on a Series of Your Choice (WTL, NTS, or My New Series)

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tag yourself: nct as nctzens

taeil: a winwin stan, does a lot of covers and posts them on youtube, makes really creative posts on tumblr but gets 5 notes, has a lot of mutuals but never talks to them, enters all dem giveaways 'cause he's broke

johnny: runs a reaction channel with jaehyun but reacts only to shit edits by haechan, a taeil stan, actively participates in nctzen selca days using predebut taeil pictures, t h e softest stan

taeyong: soft stan, often gets invited to do reactions with johnny and jaehyun, names his pets with nct members' names, tries to make matching outfits with his bias (read: jaehyun), owns a kpop inspired makeup yt channel

yuta: broke but still pre-orders 10 albums, gets only taeil pcs, is desperate for a winwin pc tho, still not over hansol leaving sm, accidentally posts "taeyong can choke me and i'd thank him" on his private account

kun: the biggest supporter of nct, "i don't have a bias, i love all 18 of them", always watches the vlives and comments hearts, promotes his curious cat but nobody ever sends anything there

doyoung: will literally fight you, blocks every user who talks shit about the dreamies, actively participates in votings, "insTEAD OF WHINING ABOUT THE GAP YOU SHOULD VOTE", actually a soft stan

ten: has a big twitter account they use for shitposting, breaks thousands of hearts when he trolls that hansol's debuting with nct 127 for cherry bomb, stans johnny really hard but is constantly wrecked by taeyong

jaehyun: jeno stan to chenle stan real quick, owns a reaction channel with johnny, gets super hyper when he meets a fellow nctzen on the street, favourite songs are the hoe songs (baby don't stop, baby don't like it & whiplash)

winwin: causes fanwars but never joins them, has so many followers but doesn't make any original content??, makes those "an unhelpful guide to" videos, "no, jaehyun is not my bias, i'm loyal to kun", exposes fake giveaway accounts

jungwoo: soft stan, the mutual you see bingo liking and reblogging your posts, "lucas isn't all about his looks, he has a great personality too!", listens to tende on replay, does "nct reaction to" posts

lucas: a hard stan, "dID YOU SEE HIS TUMMY OH MY GOSH FDSFSFJG", buys all the things nct endorses, goes to all the concerts but only does fancams of dream's performances, always listens to all the songs ten recommends

mark: does acoustic covers on youtube but has 600 views at best, makes moodboards, secretly a bit of a hard stan but doesn't want to admit, reads johnjae fanfics before bed, "do not sexualize minors!!" but has hots on haechan

renjun: started as a translation blog but turned into an art one, makes nct fanart but it's mostly nct as moomin, has a bigger fanbase than the fy blogs, is against kpop instagram accounts that only repost stuff

jeno: a renjun and jaemin stan, cries when they do the thing™ during the miracle performance, "it's okay if they date, they're humans too", always comments with ❤️❣💕💓💞💗💘💖💟, really good at winning giveaways

haechan: does dance covers but they're as popular as mark's acoustic ones, votings for johnjae's next video are more important that mama votings, checks his star compatibility with his bias (read: mark), posts crack videos on yt

jaemin: the definition of an unloyal stan, makes!! really cool!! gifsets!!, never passes 100 notes tho, makes sudden hiatuses without filling his queue, sends "send this to 10 of your favorite blogs" asks

chenle: a new stan, doesn't know what's going on, watches winwin's "an unhelpful guide to" videos, nct u concept is just hard to grasp, "who's hansol?", the rich fan, only knows cherry bomb and the 7th sense

jisung: runs a nct tumblr blog but only reblogs...without any tags, a casual stan, "nct dream's music isn't my cup of tea" but jams to chewing gum anyway, is really into those tag yourself posts

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happy #rkfifth ! PT. 1

so, i’ve finally found some time to get around to this! rkfifth is a big thing for me, so i definitely wanted to write something for it!

i first joined rookies back at the very end of 2015 with rkjaehyung. he was a pet shop worker who managed to hit it off with a lot of people really quickly, but sadly he didn’t last long, and was soon replaced by a muse i still hold very close to my heart despite him not surviving long either. that muse was rkhansol/solrk. he was my first dancer muse who, in all honesty, wasn’t very nice to begin with. it took a special friend (rkbyxngjoo) to loosen him up and make him a lot less cold towards people he didn’t know. sadly, having been hit really hard by his first failure after trying to get signed, and rkbjoo’s departure, i let him go, and subsequently took a break from rp for a few months.

when i returned, i came back with rkhyukkie. he was another muse i cherished a lot (which was clear from how many times i brought him back over the years). to this day i still somewhat miss him, and have to stop myself from throwing everything away to bring him back. he started out as a playful, witty, and genuinely surprising (for me) at how he changed from me thinking him up, to him actually interacting with people. he fell in love, but he ended up being dropped too, then brought back a few months later, and once again didn’t last long. i realised there was something off with him, that kept me from finding a comfy way of writing him, to keep him a stable muse, so i left him alone for a while. 

after him, i had multiple muses, i also brought back rkhansol, who was now solrk. he was nicer, having been living life peacefully pursuing dance in the months i hadn’t rped him. he was still in love, and still living in a dingy little apartment though, but this time he managed to snag the boy, and eventually decided he’d rather not be an idol, but simply stick to dancing in other ways, so that he could have a more peaceful life with his boyfriend. 

after this point my memory gets hazy and i know i had rkshiah (who may have been before solrk but im super unsure on this one) for a while somewhere, but she didn’t have as much impact on me as minhyuk and hansol had. 

then comes december 7th of 2016, and this is where something frankly miraculous happened. tenrk was born. i’d been a very casual fan on nct since they debuted in april of that year, but hadn’t gotten truly deep into stanning them. on a whim i thought ‘hey this guys cute, i’ll rp him and see how it goes!’. i had no idea at that time that tenrk would become something so special to me. he started out very different. he was sarcastic, and liked to tease people. he liked sports, and was more creative than charismatic, but after i started stanning irl ten, tenrk became heavily influenced by him (without me even trying). he softened up a lot, and his attention moved away from creativity, and he became less of a cheeky, annoying teen boy, and more of a tender, sweet young man who loved nothing more than dancing and his friends. 

throughout 2017 i had multiple muses, all of whom i cannot remember (i’m so sorry to all of them). none lived long, because beside tenrk, none of them could really stand up to how important he was to me and how much i enjoyed writing him. towards the end of 2017 i had dahyunrk and rkdaniel, but later dropped dahyun and swapped daniel out for rkhyuk.

now, to this day i still adore rkhyuk, who was a more mature, calm version of rkhyukkie. in a way, he was rkhyukkie, but with a few changes in his past. he lasted quite a while, which was rather surprising to me after how rkhyukkie didn’t hold up well, but rkhyuk, sadly, went through multiple heartbreaks in his time here. people he cared about leaving took a toll on him and eventually he became lonely, and being an idol just wasn’t what he wanted anymore. he tried his hand in the mgas, but it only solidified for him how he didn’t care much for performing anymore. whether it was due to the sadness he was battling with, or him just having grown out of his desire to be an idol, i’m still not sure, but i do know i still miss him, and i still want to rework him as a muse and if possible bring him back one day to try and get him that happily ever after he always dreamed of. 

during the time i had rkhyuk lucas debuted, and as adamant as i was about not falling for someone so loud and seemingly heterosexual (lol im sorry down with the hets bois), his soft side quickly showed, and i fell for the tall goofball. yukheirk was born on march 7th 2018. he was one of those muses who seemed to hit it off well with people to begin with (though that died down a lot later on sadly). he was that typical hetero ‘no homo bro’ type guy, which was really just him hiding a deep fear for his suspected bisexuality. 

yukheirk went through a lot in only his first few months here. he dated two girls, kissed na jaemin (sorry donghyuck), had a sexual awakening and feel in love, all before his horrible accident that ended his skating career. he became rkxuxi after adopting the nickname sicheng called him as his official name, since the name he chose for his skating career, lucas, now brought only bad memories. he’s still recovering now, many months after the accident, but now he’s got the boy of his dreams, and is working towards full recovery, and a happier outlook on life. he has some exciting things planned, and a bit of a change of direction in a way, but you’ll just have to wait to see all that!

now, for my newest baby, who honestly, i’ve been neglecting a little (especially since i started working recently it’s taken up a lot of my time). on september 26th 2018, rkguanheng arrived in rookies, who i talked about a lot before actually bringing him in. for a while he was just for fun dm rping, but he seemed so different to my current muses that i felt it would be beneficial to me to bring him in. he’s not as easily pacified as ten and xuxi, and speaks up when someone does something that bothers him. he’s not afraid of ruining budding relationships by speaking up when someone’s done something that upsets him, and that’s what i like about him. ten and xuxi are more likely to grin and bare things in silence, guanheng, however, knows when something isn’t fair.

guanheng is the most focused muse i have - he’s a creative writer. currently not a great dancer (and i don’t think he ever really will be) which is so unlike my muses (i’m such a sucker for dancers). i really like him so far, and am excited to write for him more when i find the time to plot more and get him really going. 

but for now i think that’s the entirety of my history here at rookies. i didn’t really go much into depth on tenrk, but all i really can say is he’s been through so much over the years, and having just passed his two year mark (which i studpidly missed as usual), he’s my longest ever tumblr rp muse. writing for him is almost like writing a journal sometimes, because out of all my muses, he’s the most like me. i put so much of myself into him that i suppose that’s why he’s lasted so long. to lose him would be like losing 2 years of my life. he’s had heartbreaks, emotional rollercoasters, and became one of the first boys in rookies to debut. when i first came to rookies, all those years back in 2015, i never thought i’d be here today, with a muse lasting longer than 2 years, who’s debuted, and had such a long romantic storyline, but, here’s the proof.

this is only part one of my rkfifth post, and since this has gotten so long, i want to stop here and make another post to thank each and every person who has made my time here so amazing.