#happy fall every1

[bo0zey]

Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

[fuzzyunicorn]

This is how successful every1’s attempt was to keep us apart

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

WeLL here we are...i want to write s/t quick to remember the year by. cus 2023 was probly one of my most significant years of life, even tho from the surface it may appear not much changed for me, 2023 laid the foundation,,,

firstly, january 2023 i began learning to make music, which is crazy like!!!! it has absolutely given me a new reason to be lieve in myself like i nvr had b4. its like unlocking a new area of my heart, and inutuion.. its so FUN, so so fun ohhh the fun i have, provides me w a brighter outlook for the future as i will always have this melodic part of me activated,going forward. ive learned so much in just a year. idk i just love it it makes me feel wise and complete i feel like an alchemist. i cld rly say a lot on the sense of security music has made me feel in my heart :'0 but i have some other things to get to;

summer 2023 i started doing yoga which has also changed things for me dramatically i think ive released a lot of built up stagnant energy from my body & aura. since i started i feel immensely more balanced n able to work thru my emotions as they come up. ngl when ppl used to recommend me to try yoga i thout it was hippie shit but its real lol.. im finding sm contentment in day to day life than i ever thought possible, easier time being present, yet another thing i will continue for the rest of my future that 2023 has given me.

these r good things but it must b said that this year has been Soooo rough for me in certain ways, mostly due to interpersonal relationships.. some ppl had to b let go from my life this year in ways i rly wasnt expecting & for a lot of the year things were just, foggy. however as things draw to a close im feeling immensely grateful like.. every1 im close to rn are all peaceful souls & we uplift each other, i see now why the ones causing drama naturally had to fall away. even if it was painful process im feeling so supported rn, & reciprocated TwwwT <3333

idk it just felt like as i was progressing w musical understanding, yoga stuff , as well as the past few months trying to use tea and herbs to get my organs in order, i feel that.. my energetic field is rly repairing itself & so a lot of old attachments just cant keep up anymore.

i have to say, well, erm, i am really in love w slimbo and its different than anything ive ever felt in my life. we've been in love for a long long time & i dont talk about it often as i am protective of this love. but god, its just, the purest bond ive ever known and our love for each other is deeper all the time. we r both life path 27/9 & the first time we met it literally felt like.. reuniting, it felt like a celebration..i had never noticed such warmth from someone. i cld never be in such a secure place rn if it wasnt for slimbo & every day im so grateful like dude i owe you my LIFE. idk how to explain it, we are just One. slimbo is my angel i cant wait to spend 2024 & forever with <3

if u read this far....ur a true PMDhead, thanks for being oomfies w me out here on the big wide web, i hope you bloom this year, & this can be a shift in the right direction for all of us <3 i believe palestine will be free. happy new year everyone, GANBATTE VIVA 2024 <333 -PMD9LL

[attaboy-art]

happy holidays every1...! this is a gift for @lb1412 as part of the @layton-secretsanta project.. i hope u enjoy!

[Image ID: A large digital painting of Dimitri Allen and Hershel Layton from Professor Layton and the Unwound Future. Both figures are drawn from the waist up. Dimitri is on the bottom right of the canvas, smirking and throwing his right hand up in the air. Hershel is on the top left, holding his right hand up in a grasping position with the back of his palm facing the viewer. He is wearing a serious expression. Between the two in the middle of the canvas is a glowing red rose with petals falling around it. In the background is a wooden frame with two visible circular pieces at the corners, which each contain a wooden diamond pattern with a clock stopped at 11:00 inside. Inside the frame is a dark green background with a floral wallpaper print on it, as well as two large swinging clock pendulums. The color palette of the piece is generally dark with a focus on olive green. /.End ID.]

[k1ssable-k1nks]

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚Confessions˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

Confession #10

Posting this for my unpermitted orgasm today :c srry every1. i tried not 2 cum but that thing was one its highest setting and it can make me cum in under a minute. 😭forgive a stupid slut for cummin her brains out! if it makes you feel better, i put on a show and looked like a real whore while i came.

I want to spend a week living as a pet for a dom. I want them to control everything. When, where, and how I sleep. What I wear. What I do. What I eat...

I want our time together to start with a nice dinner. We spend the night getting to know one another. We talk about kinks. We talk about our vanilla lives. I want to feel like I can trust him. I want him to trust me. In fact, I find myself wanting nothing but to hear his praise. We fuck that night. It's rough but it's still sweet. He calls me a good girl. It makes me happy.

The next day is not as nice. I was given no breakfast. I didn't complain. I didn't really eat breakfast that much anyway. This is our first day doing full-force kink and it is breaking day. He puts me through grueling obedience task after task. My head can barely think straight as I realize it's lunchtime now. I ask about it...

SMACK

"Good girls don't talk until they're spoken to. Good girls are given food when it's time and aren't greedy. Good girls don't complain. Bad girl."

SMACK

I spent some time learning how food will be working this week the hard way. I'm crying and shaking when he grabs my face and pulls me close. "Now. Do. I. Make. Myself. Clear." He says before slaps. "Y-yes..sir." I cry weakly. Just like that, it's dinner time. I sit at the table only to have the chair ripped from under me. He sits down and motions for me to take my place between his legs, head in his lap, while he eats. "Good girl." It makes me happy.

I go through another day of no food. The end of the day comes and it is time for dinner again. I assume it's another no-food day in an attempt to break me further, so I quietly take my place under the table. Hunger eats away as I miserably rest my head on the chair and wait.

A metal bowl clinks on the ground when he comes in and takes his seat. I crawl over to the bowl, not even questioning a bowl on the floor. However, when I get to the bowl, I notice that inside it is dog food. My eyes look over at him who's looking at me expectantly. "Good girls eat all their food." An encouragement I know is quietly a threat. I'm not sure if it's the day and a half of intense obedience training. I'm not sure if it's the day and a half of starvation. I'm not sure if I'm just scared of what will happen if I don't eat this. I'm crying. I'm so tired. I don't want this but I find myself so broken down that I fold. Bent down with my ass in the air, through sobs, I hear him say "Good girl." It makes me happy.

Progressively, the meals get worse and worse. My will to refuse is manipulated through fear and conditioning. By the end of my time with him, I'd graduated to the cum diet. 3 bowls of cum a day with nutrient supplement pills. Not only that but I'm expected to smile and thank him while I eat it.

Tears fall from my eyes as I lay myself at his feet. A smile is forcefully plastered on my face as I look up at him.

"Thank you for feeding me"

[honeydew-sillies]

Everything you write about Omori is just so wholesome and cute, I love it so much! I’d love to see a Post-Good ending hc of Kel comforting a depressed Basil with Tickles, hugging, and cuddles, if that’s alright of course? I hope you have a wonderful night!

You're so sweet thank you so much!! And I am SO sorry this took forever I have a hard time maintaining writing motivation for long periods of time

But this is TOTALLY alright, these two are my second favorite duo after Suntan :D Also! I hc Basil as using he/they pronouns, so I switch between those when referring to him.

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-COMFORT CUDDLES AND TICKLES!! R SO IMPORTANT

-Also RW Basil and Kel's dynamic <33

-I imagine that after being isolated for so long, ofc Basil is touch starved but he's also very jumpy and anxious about it, and we all know Kel is probably all over every1 all the time so! It's a slow process 

-Kel is actually surprisingly gentle (he's not as dumb as he acts), and he's the main one who slowly gets Basil more accustomed to positive physical touch

-(Also AU where everything is okay after good ending bc I SAID so !!!!)

-It mainly starts as like an arm around the shoulder, bumping shoulders or legs, ruffling hair, etc.

-As Basil gets more comfortable and confident they start initiating as well (which makes Kel so happy bc Basil has made sm progress and he's so proud of him wtf) 

-Bc Basil also has a really hard time asking for it 

-Slowly Kel kinda re-introduces tickling as a form of affection bc they all used to do it a lot when they were younger just as a form of play and whatnot and Basil was especially fond of it (mainly being on the receiving end) 

-And Basil sort of picks up on the fact that that's still one of Kel's love languages (platonic and not, they mainly see him and Hero engage in tickle fights and it makes them feel very warm bc. they really are the same kids :( ) 

-The tickling thing takes even longer but Kel notices that when Basil initiates/is more clingy he never tries to get away from Kel's mindless fidgeting with his clothes and what not (<- ADHD haver) even tho Kel notices their quiet exhales and smiles 

-Anyway they spend quite a lot of time together after Sunny moves, and naturally Basil takes a bit longer to get accustomed to Aubrey's company (but he does eventually dw)

-So Kel is his main support a lot of the time, and Polly LOVES Kel so it's never a problem when he comes over often (he gets into the habit of helping her w dinner whenever he stays late bc he is silly)

-And ofc Basil is very welcome in Kel's house, he's a bit more hesitant at first bc Kel's parents can be a lot but he loves playing w Hector and he's surprisingly good w babies 

-ANYWAY !!!

-Ofc Basil still struggles w their mental health a LOT but they see a therapist once a week, and they're on medication that helps stabilize his moods well and let the hallucinations subside and whatnot 

-But he really isn't a fan of the dark

-Whenever the two have sleepovers they fall into the habit of falling asleep holding hands or touching somehow as a form of comfort, and Kel always tries to make sure a closet light or small lamp is on

-Nightmares also aren't rare for Basil unfortunately

-So. one of the first times comfort tickles happen is during a sleepover; they try to have them at least biweekly, switching off houses and sometimes Aubrey tags along too when she can

-The two are just relaxing together on Kel's bed, w the lights off but his bedside lamp on

-He scrolls through his phone w his arm around Basil, who has their arms wrapped around his waist and is laying their head on his chest

-Kel is just rambling about whatever, laughing at the videos and stupid memes coming up on his feed and just filling the silence in a way he knows comforts Basil

-(Forgive me but I am going to project bc I am writing most of this based off experience NNJSCS)

-Except Basil is having one of those moments where he begins to space out, dissociating somewhat but not quite

-At first Kel doesn't notice because he's used to Basil going quiet and just sort of listening

-But when he goes to glance at Basil while showing him a goofy ass photo he found, he notices their eyes have kinda glazed over and they're just staring at nothing while still laying on his chest/side 

-So he gently goes "Basil?" and they blink really fast and come back for a moment, going "O-oh, sorry."

-Kel is like "It's okay! Is... something wrong?" 

-Basil goes quiet for a moment, letting out a hum to let Kel know he heard him, and then he quietly responds "I'm... not sure. I just feel... weird."

-Kel nods and responds again with "That's okay." A tad calmer than he normally would because he knows he needs to be a bit more gentle now, "Is it bad brain stuff again?" 

-Basil nods and their eyes are still partially unfocused due to the disassociating

-He just sort of tucks his face into the crook of Kel's neck and his voice is muffled as he says "Sorry..."

-Kel sets his phone down and hugs Basil back, squeezing him for comfort

-He goes "You don't have to be sorry, Bas. Is there, uhm, anything I can do to help?"

-Basil goes quiet for a moment again, before slightly untucking his face to respond "The hugging helps…"

-So Kel just nods and keeps Basil close 

-Their positions shift a tiny bit as Kel moves from having his back to the wall to facing sideways so him and Basil are facing each other 

-He's got his arms around their waist and their arms are bent so they're pressed into his chest along w their head

-Kel has a hard time just sitting still so at first he sorta rubs comforting circles into Basil's back, but once he stops that his hands drop down and he just kinda fiddles w the edge of their pajama shirt around their lower back

-(Y'all can see where this is going)

-Everyone and their mom knows Basil is the most ticklish of the group by far like. Come on

-So he sort of starts squirming a bit and lets out a huff and at first Kel doesn't notice bc he's sorta daydreaming

-But Basil squeaks a little when Kel's fingers brush underneath his t-shirt around the sides of his back and Kel sorta snaps out of it

-Basil lets out a quiet whine bc. He's comfy and he's trying not to squirm but the feather light touches are SO bad for them

-Kel quietly (as quiet as he can be, being Kel) goes "Oh! My bad, hehe..." and stills his hands again bc he doesn't know if Basil is in the right headspace (ba dum tss) for tickling 

-But Basil buries their face even deeper into his neck (if that's even possible, and Kel can even feel how hot his face is from the blush) and mumbles out "Can you... keep, uhm- y'know..."

-Kel smiles softly and goes "Tickling you?" like as a genuine question but Basil squeaks a bit at the word bc he's a DORK. And he's feeling really soft, and wants a distraction from the nasty brain moment

-Plus the sensations are honestly kinda grounding like it sorta brings their attention back to his body 

-Anyway they nod slightly and Kel goes "Liiiike... this?" in a slightly teasy voice and lightly drags the tips of his fingers up the sides of Basil's back, making them yelp and fall into bubbly giggles 

-He lets out an embarrassed "Kel!" bc of the teasing and Kel just can't help his fond smile

-"Mmhm?" He hums softly but still teasingly, not actually expecting a response

-Basil just keeps softly tittering in response, clinging to the front of Kel’s shirt to have something to hold on to

-While they aren’t a huge squirmer (unlike Kel, who will flail and kick very hard), Basil is definitely very jumpy, and that got a lot worse after everything that happened; so try as he might, his body still isn't great at handling the sensations

-This is why they’re grateful Kel is pretty strong because he makes sure Basil doesn't accidentally leap out of his lap LMAO

-Kel just can't keep the huge dorky smile off his face bc like I mentioned before tickling is like a big love language for him he LOVES physical touch, plus being able to make the ppl he cares abt smile/laugh means so much to him 

-He tries to keep the tickling relatively tame since this is meant to help ground and relax Basil, and they've never really been a fan of rough tickles anyway (their tolerance for it is very low if at all) 

-So Kel just continues to trace random shapes and lines around Basil's lower back, sometimes straying to his sides and upper ribs which makes his giggling much louder (I'm telling you this kid is TICKLISH like all caps) 

-They don't talk much aside from Kel's occasional compliments/comments, like "Heh, I forgot how ticklish you are here!" or "Are you alright? You look like a strawberry!' 

-Which of course Basil can only respond to with either higher pitched giggles, "Nohoho!"s, or a squeaky "Kel!" 

-After a little bit (they don't know how long they aren't paying attention), Basil's giggles start to taper off and Kel feels them relaxing more and more 

-So in turn he tapers off the tickling, just resting his hands on Basil's back to make sure he's okay 

-Kel goes "...Bas?" in a soft but loud enough voice, and all he gets is some sort of "Mhhh…" noise in response, so he grins, because that means Basil is like falling asleep 

-Kel removes his hands from under Basil's pajama shirt, rubbing it firmly over the fabric to make sure the tingly sensations have subsided before adjusting himself to move Basil's face off of his chest

-He feels all fuzzy when he sees Basil's super drowsy expression; they still have a small smile as they look up at him half asleep and their features aren't nearly as darkened and tense as they were before 

-Kel goes "Ready to sleep?" And Basil just responds with another sleepy noise and a nod, letting his head fall back onto Kel's chest 

-Kel adjust both of then so that they're laying down properly, making sure to bring the blanket up over them both before squeezing Basil slightly while they're cuddled together 

-He nuzzles his face in to the top of Basil's head and it doesn't take long for him to conk out 

-Basil takes a tad longer to fully fall asleep, but he listens to the sound of Kel's slowed breathing and thinks about how they can't wait to wake up tomorrow next to one of their best friends 

[rosewinelonging]

turning someone into a dog is one of my favorite thoughts. jade was so curious and intelligent when she was alone with bec and her experiments on the island, but who cares? her owners have trained her so well over the past few years, ignoring that nerd shit, rewarding her for being a good puppy, and loading her food with sedatives. her ability to have abstract thoughts has faded away entirely, it's been months since she was last able to form a sentence. obviously she's a lot happier like this, or at least i am

god can u imagine what 3 years alone on that ship must hve done to her? i mean shes Alone. shes goin through puberty. shes part horny dog. it must have been so awful for her instincts and socialization. by the time she meets up w every1 shes more dog than girl. so can u rlly blame roxy for treatin her as such

i mean she falls into it so easy, like she was made for this, no other purpose. ofc it takes a lil bit of coercion. a lil sympathy, understanding from one lonely girl to another, an the work of one too many sedatives.

an shes happy ! jade is so so happy she finally gets someone who wants her. maybe. not AS her. but as the cute little puppy she could be. its an act. but its one theyre both willin to play

[pomodoriyum]

watchign ep 9.

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mr goodsir is now mr meansir (cruel bedside manner <3)

billy like half chewing with his mouth cause hes thirsty and the words are hard to get out

also billy looks like skellington. woof

this was such a well done scene holy shit. angst <3

OH MY GOD. HES DONE IT AGAIN. THE HAND OVER BILLYS HEART (AND THEIR RING) THIS ACTOR IS SOOOOO FUCKING GOOD.

no for real i think hickey comforting billy right before he murders him is the closest thing we get to pillow talk so far. holy

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little ans dundy make thwir move..

you know this scene kinda reminds me of the francis nd franklin one at the beginning of the series. its def interestinf to think on.

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silna!!

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bye fitzjames !!!

his throat spasms…lovely. <:3

awwww bridgens <3

crozier and fitzjames may as well have been fucking on that cot and it would have been less sensual than that assisted suicide holy cow. very nice

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BLANKY MAD LAD !

nah seriously he and francis’s friendship is so fucking cute

also francis’s ‘jesus christ’ was so well delivered!

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peglar bridgens real REAL ouuugh

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goodsir VIOLENCE upon hickey

hicky, desperately: im NOT owned!!! im NOT owned!!!!!

aww the ring…..

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blanky cool as usual

soemthinf somwthinf the arctic only allows you throufh when you stop fighting it somwthinf somethinf

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every1 looking SO dejected in mutiny camp

hickey fucking caressing billys meat oh my god

was that a single raindrop falling from the sky?

des voeux munching that down #hungry

HODGSON FAMOUS CHINA PLATW MOMENT….they are all dissociating so hard.

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the bg noises of the othwr guys sleeping / coughing etc when hodgepodge goes to goodsir…they are not alone.

hodge that was SUCH a good little monologue great job. also your coping mechanisms are. bad. also i 100% understand: some things. the profound things. frequently only happen once. repetition makes them banal.

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au where hickey is a yoga instructor

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tozer !!!!

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oh my god, the tattoo matching the book. is that peglars diary? or bridgens?

ohhhh its peglars. his love through a poem. bridgens just left to die of a broken heart, huh? woof

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jopson crozier tender loving care…. role reversal. :) yay

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oh that is a cruel little trap, hickey. youve outdone yourself

des voeux hair trigger terror moments !!! hes SO fucking paranoid mamma mia

bye hartnell that was very super touching. love how francis is a mother to jopson and like. a dad to hartnell here. he HAS the range

best thinf about this episode is how much everyone is miserable and crying. so much crying its great

face you make when you are super happy about having shot someone

EDWARD LITTLE … i dont envy you.

NICE. great episode. might be my favorite !

[vhstape]

happy faggot fuck fall every1

[yumenosakiacademy]

whenever ppl talk abt BB panels tht went the hardest every1 mentions the "who took the candy from my tummy" panel or mayb a few battle panels but u kno 1 tht jus kills me. tht 1 in ciel's flashback where he's looking up at a statue of god whilst in the cult's place after getting defiled n used n he asks why 'god is smiling'. 4 a child tht young n who always thought tht god was supposed 2 b a benevolent being tht ur supposed 2 revere n look 2 4 help, it mustve been so damning 2 look up at his smiling countenance after such a traumatizing experience. how could he let tht happen? does god not love u? if he loved u, why would he let tht happen 2 u? why does he seem happy at ur defiling? is he on the side of ur assaulters, of those horrid n vile n who bring abt the fall of innocence n lack morality? esp if hes there? if hes watching? is he real? does he care? did he ever?

[rgs-savant-praytell-airor]

Remember the hospital Intel in 2018 also taylor swift tattooing her nipples with visible ink and her legs with invisible ink,

The invisible ink is my relationship with archangel Michael Don Dada and the visible ink is my relationship with 1776 john and blessing her into heaven like a asaneth my body and her body 1,

I could curse my family and activate my tattoos by going homeless and getting chris tucker etc to pick me up but it'sa pretty dirty deal considering fam love responsibility what not, I would automatically stop shutting crap and Egypt would pick up, kinda like what taylor swift did when she told her fam about me and how she felt and her deal with the gov made her imputent but staying afloat, hey she just couldn't work with it.

That's probably why she wanted me in jail from a voice I heard in 2018ish so she could rape mankind properly with the woman weakness. And the 1st born of the dead offered 40 years mental hospital to counter so he didn't go broke.

That's why I sent her to 1776 and where ever I choose with my gov and all my true girls everytime they lays with me 4 real or else it's heavens play and I'm sure the current gov does traces.

Halseys blessing comes in when I have children to activate 1776 inside them unleashing the child mafia that's why he wants control of Ukraine, halseys Russian and the war is on for gog and magog turf etc we hold up jerusalem every1 wants it.

Rihanna is reparations from on high scitz savants abilities to the chosen blacks as she sees fit.

Selena gomez is the ability to feel pain and cry as well as be happy and have fun and automatically bring healing and life when we lay.

Katy perry is to make Christianity legal and the christains throw true party's and see angels etc.

Magdala is forbidden cause it turns women into men, hence euphrates river, cause Cinderella is a fable and voldemorts name is not to be spoken. Airor doesn't exist like a random girl instantly falling in love with you and moving in the same day and it's forever real doesn't exist cause they thought your looks really hurt her ... if it wasn't hers. But I keep hope alive.

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

BOY BUTT

I MET MR KUNT AT BRPADWAY JUNCTION N I HAV HIS MUMBER . n i HAVLOST MI ASS CUZ OF FALLING DOWN THA STAIRS N A POLTERGEIST SOooooo now I HAV BOy butt. n HONEstly I Tink i also lost it from SAYING DED ASS TOO Mucho I maniFesteD it . :-\

iMADE A REMIX OF KISh ME on A GUITAR W A BROKEN N3cK tht goes LIK DIS .

“Kishh me

under the broadway junction stair case ,,

N let my . balls….

Swing swing ,

Oh so freeeee-eeely .”

i reAlized after snorting K mi friendz nailz in the dress aisle of Goodwill dat i will aLwayz AGREE TO THA golden Rule of Lyfe which is to NEVER step on the black part of the crosswalkz U can ONLY step on the white lineZ or u will LITERALLY DIE . N y is it more often than not , the things that we want r not the things we need and i feel like i’ll always be yearning for something more in store but the emptiness can’t b filled w just more of this n less of that n elaine says no one has good or bad luck just more or less of it .

Tha nxt time a strangwrr in a fox- pikachu costume cums up to meh n mi fwendz Wiff a guitar in tha wick n asks to sing Meh a song i will NO LONGER LIsten But buttle it by more fart jokez. Bc it has been yrs i hav had theese shower thoughts/questions/water based introspection: If u fart is it a culmination of all the farts around u cuz Ur breathing recycled farts in the air in side u ???? N on a. philosophical lvl. Nothing is original bitch. No one is original . Not even ur fooking fartsz.

Im tired of being so sexy and also so funny and also people expecting me to be the intimidating and mysterious and sexy person . I believe in kindness and being an internet troll n i grew up ugly n barely am making it to be kind of sexy within the last few years . So stop putting so much pressure on me Bith . Im literally an empath .

im Nvr going to party with scary Ukrainian fashion photographers again in greenpoint even tho they Hav free pizza <best food group> n their bosses r retired sexy models and also the closest deli near them has a free compOoter . N im done being strangers who drink old coffee at 2am’s outlets n shulder to cry on ab their exs w bpd . Cuz im empathetic to dat but also im tryna strictly VIOBE . N the vibeZ were not there . Plus i had an allergy attack n cried in the bathroom . :-/

i <3 waking up to phone calls at 7am/8am after i tried to induce sleep to myself w my 12MG mellytonin dissolvable tabletz N goin to get happie hour b4 it opens n debating new piercings n brainstorming new tattooz n stealing salt shakerz from restaurants w moi best fwendzzzz. It is so fukin Kold in Nyc n im waiting for my seattle he they cutie to move back to nyc so we can give each other allergy attacks by sniffing 2 many flowers at maria hernandez n then claritin n chill . N show them mi plushies . Cuz rn meow dating lyfe is like casual but I don’t need messy ass ppl . N i don’t believe in ghosting bc every1 deserves to have a convo but Meh . Thts objective lol . n It’s pointless to argue or submerge myself in a convo ive already had w someone where they have historically been defensive n Ugh lames . Only dating ppl like 23+ yr old n up now . :-]

I almost slapped the doggone giv a dog a bone dog shit out of the bouncer at purgatory N also this Girl who accused me of “cutting the line” at Elsewhere when i was guestlisted N also this person who narced on me the beg of the Yr at tha party but i chose world peace . N zen . N kava over stogies now . Smh . Miso soup over mala base , red hot chili peppers over deftones . Hot cheetos over takiz. Smh . i rly need my karma to reverse .

werk has been alrite n im soooo sad sag season is almost over . I realized i love cucumbers so much the last few wks n i am not afraid to show n tell ab it . i Love all the saggitiusrss in my life n i hav luved the consecutive bday parties ive gone to the last few weekz in which ppl have fallen asleep in their wolf costumes after doing One bump of K and screaming at Alexa to play Sleeping wiff sirenz. N trying to go to tinas but their hours r weird now apparently so we all end up at Sum random Dunkin Donut Hole place where my ex used to yell at meh at 6am . N i luv all of the he theys i hav met within the last few weekz who drink white clawz n have pretty faces n All the goth girls who also have snakebites who Kiss me n tell me if i wanted a sprite they would buy me a sprite . tho the tru drug of choice here is Vanilla coke , i Am extremely flattered . <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ive been spending alot more time on tumblr cuz it Just feelzz rite n wayyyy better cuz now PORN ;0 isback here. n idk if yall rly kno but ya . tumblr is likebACK cuz twitter is kinda lamess now. sigh . playing in Parks w ex situationships r fun n even fugging in Bars called Bar r fun but i almost got choked out by my Ali express vivienne westwood necklace at the playground N tht shuld hav been a sign I shuld hav went home. idk y i alwayzz put mi heart on tha line 4 Ppl i kno kant rly take kare of it the way i want 2. Im Goin to b working my last shift at holiday market Thurs evening then going to LA p much rite after s000000. Ima try to pull sum rockstar shit there nalso make 100 dumplings w my mummy for xmas even tho Lunar yr is technically way better n Idk why We as taiwanese ppl even care ab xmas so much butt.

My boy butt says BYE!!!!!!! n Til nxt week ?! <3

xoxoxoX0 , meunster cheeze is not monsterous Believer/civil rites activist/where do i find gahndi fan fiction online/lactose intolerance lactaid pills thtr expired dnt work save urself n ur liver advocate , renny ;]]

[capricorndevil15]

Fell asleep before they could even start telling scary stories.

Art from october 2021. 

[gresiniracing]

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(srry 4 doing 2 of these in one day + read the tws if ur gonna read it ehich honetsly u shouldn't lol)

[peri]

happy fall every1 :-) my favey season

[ivan-gregory]

Allison, an original poem (?) written by me, Aidan Almeida

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we were so out of mind that we danced till midnight

laughing like some fools that breaks every rule

and when i glace at you, my breath lose

i think this is the life i want and we should run

'cause i never really knew that being with you was fun

then long after that we existed in my mind

you were right for what you did

and i know that that's what i would too

because we never expect stabs in the back

we frown, yell, get mad, and curse everyone

the moment when we laughed turned polaroids

but now all that we try to do is avoid

i tried to fix this but it maimed me in sevens

you stood tall somewhere high sceaming, "i can't forgive you"

your friend screamed giving me the reasons

she also told me that he just can't believe it

the air of athens said, "stop, he won't forgive you"

this one-sided love i made is the only thing i believe in

the sense haunted me and told me, "you're the problem"

when i tried to run, i failed then got wounded

i thought i was strong but i guess this is a shame

and it still hurts me when i try to pull me apart

i know this is just dark, when i pulled me apart

but i managed to walk past that streetlight

knocks were shot to my house

i never waited one from you

because i broke your house a year ago

you said, "i should get lost"

but i got lost in the woods with you

but what do we have here now?

i told you that i was sorry

and you said, "let's forget"

but how do you know forgiveness?

if what i did was unforgivable?

thoughts crossed saying, "he's just playing"

but my heart said, "fall for his saying"

i opened the door then i saw you

the porch light hitting us

and that's when i knew

these feeling were supposed to be buried

but they buried me in you

the things that i did to forget just to remember you

we ran out of town

these things that i feel

should i say it or keep it?

i never know when the time is up

but what will happen if i tell you?

so i kept it to myself

they're trapped somewhere in my house

and they're waiting to be discovered

i'd hide them for everyone except you

i learnt that giving my all gives me nothing at all

so please find me in the attic

i want to give you my present but earn it

but i don't know if you want to

because you're too enchanted by hers

but this is enough, what we have

having you is better than having me

only alison knows where these feelings are buried

she talks on my sleep and she understands me

i hope i never lose you but i guess we'll never know

i think i better go and see if this is real

and if it is, im happy to be with you

can we make it to evermore?

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you've made it like really down here, so let me tell you the atory behind Allison. The title doesn't really make sense except when I said the last part. But uuhhhhh Allison is an American Singer's 2nd name, and every1 knows it I think. But uh anyways Allison is about like basically a story of mine that happened 😁😁😁😉😁😁👉😁👉😁👉👉😁