#happy.. early/late halloween? 😭😭

[jaccats]

@failyaoi 's oc north star dressed as the spoiler (stephanie brown)..

[vendetta-if]

I saw this tiktok and immediately thought of Viktor and Luka doing this when they were younger😭

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFg44GCY/

Viktor as KAITO (blue haired one) and Luka as Len (the blonde one)

(Also replace “grandson” with “younger brother”)

For those who want to check out the TikTok, click here 😂Funny thing is, if only Viktor didn't die and things turned out differently, Luka would've totally spent his mid 20s to early 30s living a bachelor lifestyle and enjoying himself. He would even probably be considered to be either a playboy or a heartbreaker (or both).

In fact, in the Halloween interactive side story, he was actually a bit late because he had a hookup during a party and that side story is canon🤣(Plus point if anyone can figure out who it was he hooked up with in the side story 🤭 I've only seen one person talked to me about it on Discord when it was first released)

But not only Viktor's and Cara's deaths really stressed him out, it also made him very paranoid for years and by then, there would be no way he would have too many casual sexual relationships with strangers. And of course, he had two niblings to take care of--which he has always been more than happy to do--and had to immediately step up as a parent-figure and guardian 🥺

Also, I know some people might actually assume Viktor in his youth to be the playboy/womanizer/heartbreaker one because he was charming af. But in reality, he has always been a true (and even a bit hopeless) romantic type of guy.

While it's true that he would shamelessly flirt and charm, he actually only had a few hookups; he had always been more interested in having a serious relationship.

This trait of his was also why he was willing to stay in a hidden relationship with Yvette for quite some time; he was ready to fight for the relationship and try to work it out.

Even for the first couple of years after MC was born, he still held out hope secretly that Yvette would change his mind and chose him and MC over her career--that's what he would've done if he was in her shoes. But of course, that didn't happen. And even the most romantic guy has a limit and Viktor reached his and lost all hope after some time 😔

Anyway, that's enough of me yapping about these two brothers 😆 I just realized I've never really talked about this aspect of them here previously, I think.

[nervousgardenerkid]

In my room

tw: mentions of blood, bruising, and k*lling, unprotected sex, (don't be silly, cover your willy) and eddie being so in love with you that he goes a lil crazy. this is a poorly written smut so minors DNI!

a/n: i've been WAITING for october to come so that i can post this😭 i don't stan insane clown posse i just heard this song on tiktok and ran with it! i hope you guys enjoy and happy early halloween! credit to the gif owner <3

The party cheered as Lucas rolled the dice, the number they were wishing for appearing before their very eyes. They watched with eager eyes as Eddie acted out what was happening. Shouts came from every direction telling Lucas what he should do. Eddie let out a laugh and took a glance at his watch. He feels his heart drop to his stomach when he sees the time, he's late. Eddie is never late. He stands up from his chair legs slightly shaking at the thought of not seeing you tonight.

“Woah, Eddie are you alright?” Dustin asked with concern. Eddie ignored him, he was grabbing his things and stuffing it in his backpack.

“Eddie, chill out, what's going on?”

“I’m late, I'm so fucking late she's going to kill me.”

Mike looked at the party and they were just as confused.

“Who?”

“Y/n!”

Mike, Lucas, and Dustin tensed at the mention of your name. They locked eyes trying to figure out what to tell him, but they all stayed silent not knowing how to tell him.

“We'll finish the campaign next week, sorry guys.” Eddie mumbled out while he ran out of the theatre room. Silence fell over the party before grumbling started making their ways out.

“I don't get it? I thought she-”

“Shut up Gareth.” Dustin said.

-

Eddie must've broken every traffic law to get back to the new trailer that his new government official friends got him and his uncle. He roughly puts the van into park, not even grabbing his things, and rushes into the trailer. He throws a short hey to his uncle before he goes into his room and slams the door shouting out a sorry from the force of it. His uncle let out a sigh and turned his attention back to the phone.

“Yeah, yeah he's doing it again. I'm just so worried about him, he hasn't been the same since we got hit with that massive earthquake.”

Eddie let out a sigh as he tried to ignore the words he was hearing through the thin walls. He knows his uncle isn't wrong, he hasn't been the same since the so-called earthquakes but it's not his fault. How is he supposed to go back to normal when your body was still trapped in the upside-down cold and not moving? He checked the time again, mumbling out a curse when he saw 9:30 flashing across the small digital screen, you were still nowhere in sight.

He starts to nervously pace the room, the words from his uncle seem louder now as he gets lost in his own thoughts. He remembers how some bullies laid off him once the “earthquakes” hit, your disappearance shaking the town to their core. It seemed like they couldn't rest, there was either a great number of deaths, or a great number of disappearances.

“Sorry for your loss, Eddie.” A cheerleader said to him.

“Yeah! She was like, really pretty. It's like so sad.”

Eddie watched with empty eyes and her friend dragged her away saying you can't say shit like that Becky. The image of you pushing him out of the way and distracting the bats so that he can live still plague his mind. He remembers the group prying him off of your cold body, tears streaming down his face as he begs for them to take you. He can't leave you here all alone, he won't do that to you. The group promised that they'd come back for you, but he knew it was an empty promise because months have passed and they haven't set foot near the gate.

He starts to nervously chew at his nails at the thought of not seeing you tonight. He goes to lay on his bed, bringing his knees to his chest trying not to cry. Were you really that upset with him that you weren't going to visit him tonight? You always came to visit, he knew he should've cancelled his plans tonight. Maybe if he just stayed in his room you'd get to be with him forever like you both originally planned. He feels a chill run down his spine and he quickly turns around to face the window. You're close, you have to be. Eddie always gets cold when you're around. His eyes stayed glued to the window but could only stay open for so long before he found himself drifting off to sleep.

-

Eddie hears soft tapping at his window, he lets out a groan and turns away from the noise.

“Are you gonna let me in?”

His eyes shoot open and he turns toward the window, his heart leaps out of his chest when he sees your silhouette waiting for him to open the window. He stumbles out of his bed, his blanket still wrapped around his leg and fumbles to open the window. You let out a giggle at how frantically he's moving but you know how much he needs you.

“You came!” He said breathlessly once the window was opened. You smiled at him.

“That I did, I stopped by earlier but you weren't here.” You said with a pout.

“I know, I’m so sorry. The campaign ran a little later than I thought and I didn't even realize the time. I’m so sorry-”

“Eddie, relax. it's okay I’m here now.”

Eddie lets out a sigh and closes his eyes. A smile appears on his face as his eyes open back up and he stares at you.

“I’m so glad you're here.”

“I am too. Now, back to my original question, are you gonna let me in?”

Eddie steps to the side. “Of course, come in sweetheart.”

You smile at him and make your way through the window, landing softly on your feet. Eddie lets out a gasp when you step into the light and he sees you clearly. He doesn't know why it always catches him off guard, you look the same from the last time he's seen you. Clothes torn, bruising around your neck from where one of the bats wrapped its tail around you, choking you out, blood drenched the sides of your clothes from where you were bitten. The only thing that was different about you was the fact that your eyes had a slight reddish color to them and your fangs seemed a bit sharper.

“I'm okay rockstar , I’ll heal up soon.” You reassured him. He smiled at the nickname you gave him since you found out he was in a band, it's almost as if everything was normal. Almost. Eddie pulls you into a hug, shivering a bit at how cold you felt.

“You’re freezing baby.” He mumbled out while rubbing his hands up and down your arms.

“I’m fine Eddie, I promise.”

Eddie steps back and looks at you. Every time you visit him he soaks in all your features, almost as if he's trying to erase the horrible memories that are on loop in his mind.

“I missed you.”

“Yeah? How much?” You tease.

“So much.”

“Show me how much.” You whisper.

Eddie nods his head and brings his lips to yours. Your lips are cold now, they never used to be cold but he pushes that thought to the back of his mind. You're here. You're alive and here. You pull away from his lips and pressed kisses against his neck.

“God Eddie,” you moan out. “You smell so good.”

A blush rises to his cheeks as he clears his throat. “Have you eaten?”

Your kisses are getting sloppy and you're starting to bite him a little here and there. You shake your head and start kissing along his jaw.

“Not since last time.”

Eddie feels a swarm of butterflies in his stomach at the mention of your last visit. “We can do it again…if you want.”

You pull away from him and smile softly at him.

“You'd do that for me?”

“I'd do anything for you.”

You place a kiss on his lips already knowing he would. Eddie has said time and time again how he's willing to do anything for you, that's the one thing that hasn't changed about him. His undying loyalty toward you. The kiss becomes passionate fast and Eddie’s knees hit the edge of his bed causing him to sit down. He pulls you into his lap and your lips start attacking his neck. Eddie takes a sharp breath when you lick right where his pulse is, you can hear his heart beating out of his chest and the thought of his blood filling your mouth is enough to make you whimper.

You move your hips back and forth trying to get even the smallest amount of friction, hoping it'll be enough to satisfy your other hunger.

“Y-you need to feed.” Eddie stutters out. You shift your hips a little differently, smiling against his neck when you get a small groan out of him.

“Not hungry for that anymore,” you lied to him. Eddie always tasted better just when he was about to finish. Eddie's eyes roll to the back of his head when he feels your hand sneak into his pants and wrap around him. His grip around your hips tightens and you could practically drool when you rest your head in the crook of his neck.

“You're so good to me Eddie,” you whisper to him. “Always so good, letting me feed from you, keeping our visits a secret.”

His hips buck up at the mention of the secret. He only mentions you, but he has yet to tell the group that you're still alive, just a little different.

“You like that don't you?” you tease. “like keeping me as your dirty little secret? Keeping me all to yourself.”

Eddie's close. He's so close, but he doesn't want this to end like the last visit. He needs you to be closer to him, he needs to feel you in a way he hasn't for a long time.

“S-stop, ah I-I want to fuck you.”

Your movements come to a halt and you pull back from his neck and look at him with an unreadable expression.

“Even if I look like this?” You ask in a quiet voice.

Eddie looks at your body and feels sick when he sees the blood on your shirt, he lifts it noticing the bites and bruises that once littered your body are now healed.

“I mean, I can do without the blood,” he said in a teasing tone. “but you're still beautiful to me.”

For the first time in months, you feel like your heart is beating and you swear you're even blushing.

“We don't have to.” Eddie rushed out. “I just, I really need you.”

You place both hands on his cheeks and take a good look at him. Tiny scars are dancing around his face from the battle that you and your friends lost. He's so warm and so fucking pretty, how the fuck am I supposed to do this? You think to yourself.

“Are you sure Eddie?”

Eddie nodded his head. “Just, don't kill me.” He nervously chuckles out.”

You giggle and shake your head. “I’d never kill you.”

Eddie Munson was most definitely the love of your life, that was something you could easily say.

You bring his lips to yours for another kiss that he finds himself lost in the minute your lips touch his. You were intoxicating, you're better than any alcohol he's ever drunk, better than any joint he's ever rolled. You were his little slice of paradise and he'll make sure nothing ever hurts you again, he’d kill someone with his bare hands if it meant you'd return to his arms every night.

Your lips find their way to his neck again, your nose buried deep into his pulse.

Eddie’s hands hover over the button of your pants, you can practically hear him begging you through his thoughts and it makes you giggle. You nod your head and let out a gasp when his fingers quickly unbutton your pants and slip into your underwear.

“H-holy shit,” he mutters against your lips. “You're fucking soaked. Was it like this last time?”

You nod your head and move your hips against his hand trying to get some friction.

“ ‘M always like this for you.”

Eddie swears that God could send the flood and he’d die a very happy man. Your voice breaks him out of his thoughts.

“Eddie, please do something.”

Eddie nods his head and starts moving his fingers at a steady pace but it's not enough. You need more. All of your senses were heightened and it was almost too much for you. Almost. You shake your head and push Eddie so that he's laying down on the bed, your lips are attached to his neck as you place kisses all over him.

“More, I need more Eddie.” you cry out. Eddie is at a loss for words, he's seen you like this before but never this hungry. He lets out a choked groan when he feels you pull down his pants and underwear in the blink of an eye. You pull down your pants and underwear and give him a few pumps before locking your eyes on him.

Eddie felt like a prey who had been seen by their number one predator, his heart was beating out of his chest and he was trying to catch his breath. Your red eyes were full of hunger. You were hungry for him, not just his blood but all of him. You smile at him, your pointy fangs on display and he swears he's never been so in love before.

“Are you sure about this?”

“Y/n for the love of God, please just get on top.”

You giggle and nod your head. Who were you to deny such a sweet guy like Eddie? Gasps left your mouths at the same time as you slowly started sinking down on him, you're so full but not in the way you want to be. Your mouth finds the familiar pulse on his neck and you whimper from how good he smells. You clench around him unknowingly and it makes him buck his hips up into you. You both start moving at a similar pace but it's not good enough for Eddie. His hands grip your hips and he's thrusting up into you at a fast pace. You're practically drooling at how good he smells and you gently scrape your fangs along his pulse, silently asking him if you can have just the tiniest bite of him.

Eddie grunts out that he's close and he gives you the green light for you to use him. You bite down on him, your eyes rolling to the back of your head the second his sweet blood greets your tastebuds, and Eddie groans at the feeling. You both finish together, minds foggy and bodies buzzing from the aftershocks. You pull away from Eddie with a small smile and lick the stray blood that escaped from the wound you gave him. Your eyes find him and you feel your heart swell at the sight before you.

Eddie’s eyes are fighting to stay open and he has a smile on his face as his hands find yours. He feels dizzy, and he's not sure if it's because of how much he loves you, or maybe it's because you drank from him more than you usually would.

“You still with me, rockstar?”

Eddie hums at the sound of your voice and nods his head. The moonlight is shining through the window and it makes you look ethereal. He swears you're an angel who's been sent down just for him.

“Am I in heaven?” he asks in a weak voice. You giggle and run a hand through his hair before placing a kiss on his cheek.

“Not exactly rockstar.” You grab his limp hand and check the small digital watch that rests on his wrist, pouting when you see the time.

“It seems like our time is up, Munson,” you say with a sad voice. You get off of Eddie's lap already feeling so empty without him. You put on your bottoms and sit at the edge of Eddie's bed.

“Can you lay with me a little longer?”

“Of course, I can.”

You find your place beside him, snuggling into him. You breathe in his scent and smile at the familiar smell, it almost feels like you didn't die a horrible death months ago. You're just in bed with Eddie soaking in the little time you have with him.

“Why can't you stay with me?”

“You know I can't Eddie. I have to leave when the morning comes.”

Eddie rolls his eyes and brings you closer to him. He doesn't want you to leave. He needs you to stay with him, he'll do anything if it means you'll stay with him.

“Yeah well, if I had it my way the fucking sun would be gone.”

You look up at him and smile.

“You’d do that for me?”

“I told you, I’d do anything for you.”

You sit up and rest a hand on his chest, tilting your head to the side a little.

“Would you kill for me?“

You knew it was a long shot, but you had to ask. You're being forced to ask.

“If I needed to.”

“Even if it was your friends?”

Silence is shared between you two, you're waiting for his answer and Eddie is actually thinking about it.

“If it means you'll stay.”

You smile and kiss him, everything is going to plan. Maybe now you can stay, maybe he'll be so happy with the work you've been doing that you can stop going back. You can stay. Stay with Eddie. You know it won't happen, you can still hear his voice in your head.

I can hurt them, but you can tear them apart from the inside.

“I'm just kidding Eds, I know you'd never do that.”

Eddie’s hand grabs yours tightly, he knows you're about to leave and he doesn't want you to.

“I'm serious, if it means you'll stay with I’ll kill them.”

You stand up from his bed and kiss his forehead. “I know you will.”

You walk toward the window ready to leave but before you do you turn to him.

“Your time is almost up Eddie.”

-

Eddie wakes up in a cold sweat and looks around his bedroom frantically. His eyes are searching for you but there isn't a single trace, he looks down and sees he's still wearing his clothes. Confused, he stands up but is quick to fall back onto his bed. He takes a minute to collect himself before he makes his way to the restroom on wobbly legs. Maybe his friends were right, maybe he needs to let you go. The dreams are getting too real, he swears you were actually in his room tonight.

He passes by the mirror but stops when he sees a flash of dark red on his hellfire shirt. He gets closer to the mirror and feels tears prick his eyes when he sees the bite mark on his neck. You were here, he wasn't dreaming. You actually showed up last night. Eddie feels like he could dance in the restroom from how happy he is, he knew you were real. He knew you came to visit him and it wasn't his imagination.

Eddie leaves the trailer with a smile on his face and the bite mark on his neck is on full display. Nothing can ruin the good mood he's in, not even Dustin being concerned over the injury on his neck. Things are finally going back to normal, and Eddie hasn't felt this happy in a long time.

It's too bad a killer headache came along and ruined it all.

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ranking all bob's burgers holiday episodes except in different categories to be fair to the holidays i don't care about <3

VALENTINES DAY

v for valentine-detta (AMAZING episode so funny and the introduction of nat who is iconic!!! also adorable subplot w/ bob and gene. not even really about romance)

can't buy me math (SOOO FUNNY tina and darryl have the best dynamic their fake dating was so stupid. don't even remember what bob and linda did in this episode tbh but im sure it was cute)

bob actually (super cute episode!!! jimmy jr and tina are so nerdy/adorable and i love rudy and louise's kiss. bob and linda were cute too <3 don't really care abt gene's subplot with the cafeteria lady but its not bad or anything and i prefer it to him having an actual romance subplot)

my fuzzy valentine (i actually forgot this episode existed bcuz i don't rewatch early seasons very often but its cute!!!! it has the kids wearing raincoats and jumping in puddles so it automatically gets an A+ from me)

the gene and courtney show (I FORGOT THIS WAS A VALENTINES DAY EPISODE LMAO its actually very sweet and genuine?? i think gene and courtney work better as friends but their relationship was very cute and gene's song for courtney was an actual 10/10. your hearts not broken its only growing 😭😭💕)

romancing the beef (this episode is okay!!! fun to rewatch and i love gene and louise's hijinks when serving the customers and their slow dance song Also the origin of the iconic arm hair line from linda and teddy. this is also the lastest appearance of hugo when will he return home from the war <\3)

ferry on my wayward bob and linda (a late addition because for some reason this episode isnt listed as a valentines day episode on the wiki??? idk i enjoyed bob and linda they were cute :) and i loved jen's stupid boyfriend and his stupid voice that subplot was. soo)

bed, bob and beyond (this episode being last makes it seem like i don't like it very much BUT ACTUALLY I THINK ITS A SUPER INTERESTING EPISODE I DONT REALLY GET THE HATE bob and linda having an actual argument is something we rarely see and it was interesting to see how the kids responded to it and also everything with the broken bed makes me laugh for some reason. we love dirty laundry and broken beds in this household)

HALLOWEEN EPISODES

the apple gore-chard but not scary (no real reason this episode is my favorite i just dont care abt most of the halloween episodes and this episode is VERY silly and fun. loved bob and louise going on a field trip together and gene/tina/louise's absolutely ridiculous costume like What is their problem)

the pumpkinening (a gayle episode where she's actually pretty okay and not the antagonist wow?? also i love having a peak into her and linda's high school years and their pumpkin smashing. very fun episode honestly my favorite to rewatch ALSO GAYLE AND LINDA SAY I LOVE YOU TO EACH OTHER AND GAYLE SAYS OF COURSE SHE CARES ABOUT LINDA AND WANTS HER TO BE HAPPY THEYRE SISTERS <33)

tina and the real ghost (FULLY unhinged episode but very funny i love louise lying about the ghost and tina's extremely fake ghost boyfriend. bob immediately knowing that louise was lying bcuz she is her Fathers Daughter. also jimmy jr and zeke were great in this episode love their philosophical debate about life after death)

the hauntening (GREAT episode i love the family working together to scare louise!!! truly a worthy successor to what an (april) fool believes but everytime i rewatch it all i can think about is how louise has been obviously scared SO MANY TIMES in episodes before this so her saying she's never been scared before is just straight up lying. like she faced Death she had a gun to her head cmon now.... but also it kinda makes sense that a nine year old would lie about that it feels very in character. cute episode)

heartbreak hotel-oween (this is such a weird episode i feel like everybody forgets it exists?? teddy linda and bob's subplot is a little gross but the story about the woman and her dead boyfriend who she tries to summon every halloween like GIRL WHAT???? idk its such a weird sad pathetic episode im kind of obsessed with it. how did they even come up w/ that one and why was it a 70s halloween party. many questions)

teen-a-witch (WE GOT MR AMBROSE IN THIS EPISODE HELL YEAH‼️‼️ other than that not very memorable but louise and gene's relationship w/ tina in this episode was very sweet they're great siblings But also they did use her magic to cheat on their homework and get free tater tots at school.....)

nightmare on ocean avenue street (not a bad episode i just forget it exists sometimes LOL but teddy's extremely gay subplot with the handyman was hilarious and the kids were cute too. easy episode to rewatch around halloween without it being too freaky)

the wolf of wharf street (THIS EPISODE IS SO??? love teddy's sexy nurse costume and kinda's cher costume?? gene is my favorite fruity boy. there are some good jokes but otherwise not an episode i think abt too often)

full bars (gun to my head i couldnt tell you a SINGLE thing about this episode i haven't ever rewatched it so it feels almost unfair putting it on this list bcuz i don't remember much?? they went to king's head island and bob accidentally killed teddy's pet rodent or smth. probably not a bad episode and i believe this was the first introduction of king's head island which eventually gave us sasha and ducan so of course i can't hate it)

pig trouble in little tina (this episode is so WEIRD like not bad and i think the hayride is kinda cute but the dead pig corpse.... god that fucking corpse haunts me)

fort night (dont like millie in this episode AT ALL and don't like how they almost die and nobody gives a fuck. don't like bob and linda in this episode who don't care that their kids never came home for their costume and get passive aggressive about it when they were KIDNAPPED???? don't like millie in general and this was her first appearance. but i think their box fort was pretty cute and i would like to see it again, plus all the neighborhood kids hanging out together was fun)

MOTHERS DAY EPISODES

amelia (IT TECHNICALLY COUNTS OKAY IT WAS AIRED AS A MOTHERS DAY EPISODE anyway maybe one of my favorite episodes of the entire series so heartfelt and beautiful. louise's presentation + exploration of cultural misogyny + the ending song make this episode an absolute killer and an amazing season finale)

sauce side story (it was a tough call between this and mo mommy mo problems but i LOVED learning more about linda's family history and gayle was so great in this episode. still obsessed with gayle pretending to be their mom its so funny this episode is so good)

mo mommy mo problems (cute episode!!! for some reason i really appreciate the detail of the snack bar inside the ferry in this episode and the seating area bcuz i have taken MANY many ferries and boats in my life and i rarely see that aspect of island culture represented in media?? very unhinged ending with the squirrel blood SHE PEELS THEM LIKE FRUIT ROLL UPS but overall a sweet episode every character is so likeable and fun!!!! also just a hilarious episode tbh)

mom, lies and videotape (fun episode!! not really too much to say about it bcuz it was another three stories type episode but the kids were very cute and i loved gene's REAL performance where he was out of synch for literally every line of that song. god bless America. also louise's fictional play was very fun you can tell how much they all love and respect linda <3)

tell me dumb good thing (not a bad episode but the main storyline was pretty boring so i dont think about it too often. LOVED bob's subplot with the fucking internet cucumber however this might be one of my favorite subplots in the entire show they gave him such a big win. he loved that cucumber so much AND THE CUCUMBER GUY LET HIM INTO THE BASEMENT??? TEDDY TOO???? it makes me cry its so wholesome and sweet. also appreciate the clever way that they connect bob and linda's storylines in the end)

THANKSGIVING EPISODES

dawn of the peck (this episode is actually tied w/ stuck in the kitchen with you BUT i decided to put it in first place bcuz i think i maybe enjoy rewatching it like 0.5% more. every line of this episode is comedic gold like easily one of the funniest episode of the show if not the actual funniest it should have a higher rating than it does on IMDB. i dont care how high its rated it should be higher!!!! also rudy my beloved)

stuck in the kitchen with you (i dont expect this episode to be ANYBODY ELSES favorite but for me its such a wholesome and fun episode to rewatch and pretty funny too. bob and louise's relationship is great. the parade the kids throw with zeke's help is so funny. linda's subplot with sargent bosco is HILARIOUS and bob telling louise "i was being too much of a cook and not enough of a dad" is something i think he could stand to say more often in thanksgiving episodes. but also he's autistic and i understand)

i bob your pardon (very fun heist episode?? louise running out to protect the turkey from the ACTUAL WOLVES and bob saying that he'll save the next turkey from wolves gets me everytime. this episode is honestly just fun and silly its a great time)

turkey in a can (maybe this episode should be higher?? its SO FUNNY and also confirms bisexual bob is real. wholesome ending and i love that bob invited teddy and mort over for thanksgiving dinner along with gayle <3 they're his family)

thanks-hoarding (teddy focused episode :) loved finding out more about his family and relationship with them and learning a bit more about his mental interior and how he copes with stress and childhood trauma. very fun episode to rewatch)

putts-giving (ACTUALLY I REALLY ENJOYED THIS EPISODE louise and tina's relationship is always interesting to explore esp as tina grows older and matures/leaves her siblings behind. loved the mini golf setting and i would like to see it again someday but i think they got a lifetime ban.... from the mini golf course......)

an indecent thanksgiving proposal (absolutely unhinged episode?? any episode w/ fischoeder is great and i love drunk bob mourning his turkey friend even if his jealousy of the kids and linda kinda makes me sad <\3 HE LOVES BEING LINDAS WIFE HE LOVES BEING THE KIDS DAD OKAY HE DOESNT WANT IT TO BE ANYBODY ELSE and linda saying at the end of the episode that she doesn't want to be anybody else's wife not even for pretend is very sweet)

gayle makin' bob sled (this episode is very interesting and i love gayle's relationship with bob in it. also linda and the kids trying to cook thanksgiving dinner without him is SO FUNNY like gene and louise especially oh my god. "maybe its a good thing if your family annoys you sometimes because.... it means you have one" 😭😭)

the quirk-ducers (this episode is CRAZY but also very funny. louise spraying dead animals guts and blood all over the play's audience was deeply unhinged as was them publically performing tina's erotic friend fiction as a play to their families and teachers. amazing song which im assuming gene wrote)

now we're not cooking with gas (bob was just SLIGHTLY too crazy in this episode and i feel bad that he couldn't cook his special turkey :( but the kids getting the giant log from the park and almost killing somebody always gets me like?? WE ALMOST DIED AND MAYBE KILLED OTHER PEOPLE BUT THATS NOT IMPORTANT WE GOT THE LOG bob needs more wins in thanksgiving episodes i think)

diarrhea of a poppy kid (this episode is really sweet tbh!!! louise and tina comforting gene when he's sick by telling him stories and him being holed up in the bathroom playing with makeup and writing a thanksgiving song which was of course very catchy. him and bob were also adorable in this episode and i love bob saying that he loves to cook for gene!!!! <3 they're both so supportive very cute episodes but the stories they tell are not very memoriable tbh)

CHRISTMAS EPISODES

the plight before christmas (this is such an obvious choice but it really is an amazing episode there's a reason its the highest rated episode of the show!!!! its so incredibly sweet and loving with really solid pacing and jokes throughout the episode and gene's musical ability saving the day without being turned into a joke. obviously tina and louise's relationship in this episode too. and i see my sister with something that looks like gingerbread on her glasses 😭😭💕 louise's poem GETS me every single time. also weirdly helpful birds eye view of seymour's bay at the end

father of the bob (INTRODUCTION OF BIG BOB!!!! honestly this episode is just very cute and interesting love analyzing the dynamic between bob and his dad.... it almost seems like big bob likes linda more than he likes bob. cute ending and i always like learning more abt bob's family so this episode is a 10/10 from me)

yachty or nice (THIS EPISODE WAS SOOO CUTE jimmy pesto and bob actually having a bonding moment and the kids subplot with teddy 😭😭💕💕💔 love that they call him their uncle father santa teddy and that he knew in the end they would do the right thing bcuz they're good kids so he saved a special toy for them. he loves those kids so much. jimmy pesto redemption arc could be real if we believe)

the bleakening (this episode was very fun!!! AMAZING songs and i really enjoyed the ending with the gay christmas party and everybody dancing together. some very funny jokes in there too and i just love the creepy vibes of the kids sneaking out of the house and tina being smart enough to bring the emergency phone along w/ them. genuinely a great two parter episode)

god rest ye merry gentle mannequins (THIS EPISODE IS SO???? still dont know what was going on with the crazy mannequin guy but i honestly think its sweet that lily's brother let him live there for free for so many years even when he didnt really need to. also i believe the first time bob's mom is mentioned in the series??? idk this episode is really fun and i love all the different holiday displays they do)

have yourself a maily linda christmas (nothing too interesting to say abt this episode its just silly and fun!!! linda episode!!!! also something about tina and bob trying to entertain the grandparents and keep the peace while everybody else is gone is SO funny theyre the worst at talking to people. the ending with louise gene and tina was adorable too)

nice-capades (honestly its been a minute since i rewatched this episode but from what i remember it was very sweet and silly. LOVE how many random adults were willing to drop everything to help these kids put on an ice shaking performance for santa. also louise being worried that she isn't a good person. gene giving rudy the last taco just because he Cares about him and wanted them to be happy. this episode was cute and they really are such good kids)

better off sled (I ALWAYS FORGET THIS WAS A CHRISTMAS EPISODE because the main plot doesn't have anything to do with christmas it feels like the die hard debate of bob's burgers holiday episodes.... either way bob and linda knitting scarves for the kids was cute and i liked the snowball fight subplot. very sweet and simple episode)

the last gingerbread house on the left (fun episode?? there are some funny jokes and i liked seeing linda and teddy go singing together w/ the kids while bob is tormented and experiences the horrors of gingerbread houses. lily mention!!! noticing that christmas episodes tend to be the episodes where bob's family gets brought up the most i wonder why that is???? absolutely unhinged gingerbread house competition btw but they should let felix join them :(

christmas in the car (i remember this episode being SO STRESSFUL like he tried to kill that family Good god. teddy was very funny in thjs episode and i did enjoy it otherwise)

gene's christmas break (i feel bad putting this episode in last place bcuz I LOVE GENE but it wasn't that interesting an episode tbh 😭 i did like getting to see younger gene even with his terrible autotuned chipmunk voice and seeing how he uses music to relate to his family. we need another gene-focused christmas episode at some point they flew too close to the sun here)

ONE-TIME-ONLY HOLIDAY EPISODES

what an (april) fool believes (AMAZING EPISODE proably one of my favorite episodes of the entire show tbh. bob and fischoeder are so funny + homoerotic and gene not wanting to scare or upset anybody by pranking them is so cute <3 my baby)

eggs for days (the one and only easter episode!!! honestly this episode is really fun overall just a great time. love bob and linda being Extremely Hungover and the rotting egg and the raccoons.... they need to bring back easter episodes tbh there could be something there)

flat-top o' the morning to ya (this episode is so weird bcuz in order to make it a saint patrick's day episode the description and promo has NO MENTION of the main plot of this episode and only focuses on teddy and linda's subplot for some reason?? which makes it extremely hard to find the main plot of this episode if you dont remember the subplot despite it being Literally the focus. but other than that honestly i think its very funny and bob's story with the kids is sooo..... me when i accidentally rope my kids into committing Grand Theft Auto w/ me. sad that bob never got his discounted plates that man deeply needs a win)

[pupkashi]

Oooh! -drops in with halloween cookies, i got fun short bread cookies that can be assembled into skeletons-

Thank you for putting on this fun lil event! I wanna tell you about my polyship with Satoru and Suguru!

When I first met them they were very much already together and I actually wrote off all their flirting with me as either just being how they are or as them teasing me. When they realized I was oblivious/refusing to believe they were interested they eventually had to just point blank as a pair tell me they were both interested. Broke my poor lil brain but I shyly and gradually came around to the idea.

It's a very natural feeling relationship where we all flow together. Shoko once comments that I seem to be the softness the two of them were missing. Satoru helps me come out of my shell and indulge my silly side without worrying so much about what others think. He also never makes me feel like i'm too much and i'd like to think i do the same for him. With Suguru i'm given a quieter sort of security, a person whom i'm able to simply exist with. Lots of late night conversations that go into the early hours. Both help me to feel more confident and safe. (Also there's lots of playful teasing, how couldn't there be with the two of them. But they always try to not take it to far and apologies happen if they do.)

I hope this is okay. I wanted to make sure it was enough but not too much since i actually have a ton of head canons for my ship with the two of them.

🎃🧡👻🤍🎃🧡👻🤍

thank for sending this in rossi!! you guys are SO CUTE TOGETHER OMG !!!!

happy halloween!

i think the three of you would have an amazing time pumpkin carving !!! satoru would totally be teasing you the entire time telling you two that his would be so much better, meanwhile suguru is just chuckling and shaking his head while you bicker back ,, in the end suguru’s ends up being the most beatifully carved pumpkin either of you have ever seen and satoru’s look terrible 😭

“toru what’s that supposed to be?” you asked, stifling your laughter behind your hand.

“it’s snoopy” he pouts, suguru laughing loudly and holding onto your arm for support.

“snoopy should sue you for defamation!” suguru laughs, you can’t help but giggle a bit, hitting him softly and turning to face satoru.

“he’s cute, he has personality!” you smile, “but that is definitely not better than mine.”

[dam-peace]

(NSFW) Ask for VV: Also happy early or late Halloween by the time you get to this ask.

How would the RO React To MC Being A Werewolf.

Like they noticed MC having a needy look all night when they weren't looking and MC was looking at them never taking their eyes of them.

So when they get to MC's apartment MC looks at the window looking at the full moon before transforming right infront of them and stalking them like a hungry predator before noticing the very clear signs of arousal on MC and realise their in heat so,

who would let the beast ravage them and who would ravage the beast.

Thank you 😊 this is coming after Halloween, but I hope you had a great Halloween none the less! 🎃💚

Nicholas/Nicolette

If they're in a relationship with the MC they would ravage them, they can be pretty firm and playful in the bedroom actually 👀

Nicholas/Nicolette smiles sweetly, though their eyes are dark when they meet yours. "You want me?" They ask smoothly, gliding a gentle hand across your cheekbone. Waiting for you to nod in agreement, their eyes droop, now heavy with want...."Good." They reply back softly, suddenly holding your head firmly in place as they capture your lips in a passionate kiss.

Tobias/Tahlia

Neither 😅 Matter of fact, whether you're in a relationship or not. They would literally use their powers to get you away from them, just shy of potentially killing you if you're in a relationship. But will actually put you in the hospital, if you try this on them if not in a relationship 😭

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Tobias/Tahlia snarls, Looking down on you in disgust, now that your face is practically kissing the floor. Getting down to your level, they spit out in disgust. "Don't you ever try that sh*t again, you hear me?!"

Elias/Elia

They would definitely let the MC take the reins for a minute, just watching blankly as the MC starts to undress them. Though when things really start to heat up, they'll flip the MC over and get to work 👀 all.night.long 🫣

Elias/Elia raises a brow, after feeling what seems like the twentieth hickey being vigorously sucked onto their fair skin. "Are you done?" They ask non-chalantly, looking down at you, happily placed in-between their sturdy legs.

You raise a brow, trying to hide your nervousness with forced confidence. "Why? Am I doing a poor job at turning you on?"

Elias/Elia blinks back, their expression remains as stone faced as ever. "No..." They reply simply, then moving with the speed of a cobra. They flip you onto your back, and slide your underwear off in one fell swoop. "I just want to get started", they mutter lowly. Before diving their head in-between your legs.

Kacey

If in a relationship, then they would 100% let the MC ravage them 😂

"Wh-what are you doing?!" Kacey stutters out, watching as your hands travel over their body, slowly making their descent to the heavens not above....but down below.

"Making you mine." The MC replies back smoothly, pulling Kacey into a heated kiss. Kacey lets out a shriek, surprised by the sudden motion. Which quickly leaves them melting, practically begging for more.

[birdy-bird27]

trick or treat!!! :]

Oh my goodness sorry for the late response 😭 went a little too wild today and hit the tumblr limit early today but YAY! I love this sweet costume we got a ghost on our hands!! Here’s some candy!!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

[halamet-chalamet]

hey there lovely! i wanted to try out the spencer reid x reader headcanons, even though i feel like we're both quite the opposite (preferably with earlier seasons reid cuz i'm only in my early 20's!! thank u♡)

i'm an ambivert; i seem a bit cold and closed-off around new people, but once they've taken the time to get to know me more i become outgoing and i would often crack jokes

i love summertime! going to the beach and amusement parks are my favourite things to do, i'm an adrenaline junkie when it comes to rollercoaster. and i still run to an ice cream truck whenever i hear that jingle

my love languages are gift giving and words of affirmation!! i love receiving and giving hand written letters, but i'm not too big on physical touch unless i'm REALLY comfortable with the other person. i also love listening to others ramble even if it's about a topic i don't understand well. i'm easily influenced to pick up a new interest or hobby as long as it's with someone close to me.

i love music!! i play the guitar and i love singing as well. i'll listen to anything from metal, grunge, indie rock to pop, r&b and hip-hop/rap.

i've recently picked up on new hobbies such as, embroidery, scrapbooking/journaling, and reading. i've mostly read horror and thriller since it is one of my fave genres!! i'm into spooky/creepy things, and halloween is my favourite holiday cuz i love to dress up and shamelessly eat candy. i'm also spiritual, i've been practicing tarot, and i'm very drawn to the moon as well as cats!! i wish to adopt 2 someday :')

i also collect stickers, perfumes, crystals, and lots of hello kitty stuff. i love anything pink and hyper feminine but i also adore alternative fashion, i never limit myself to just 1 style. i love thrifting and diy-ing my clothes whenever i can!!

i have red dyed hair, dark brown eyes, 5ft tall, and i have a tiny heart tattoo on my shoulder. i've been doing my own "tattoos" lately, but i limit myself to only poking faux beauty spots on my body before i do actual designs.

Sorry I was kinda dead the past few days :)) I’m back!!

Okay sis! Early seasons Reid is coming your way!

Your ambivert personality is perfect for Spencer!

If he need less you can be less if he needs more you can do that too! (In regards to social situations)

Pshhh when he gets feeling real cheesy he calls you the summer to his winter brooo

Once he gets over how many germs are shared at amusement parks through the railing, the seats, the line, etc he loves to go with you

We all know Spencer loves a good adrenaline rush (hence his job)

Loves to go to the beach with you but alllllways overpacks and gets scared if he goes too far in the water

Just imagine you hearing the ice cream truck and dragging Spencer out with you so he awkwardly runs behind you

And him being all giggly and happy eating his ice cream 😭

Please introduce him to new music my dude he needs to broaden his horizons a LOT and your eclectic taste will do that!!

Gets sooo excited that you don’t get weirded out by horror stuff

He shares his books with you (of the thriller genre)

And definitely asks to do a matching costume!

Spencer picks up on things really easy

So he’ll watch you and your hobbies and learn to do them with you!!

I imagine him loving your hyper femme side

It kinda reminds him of Garcia

I could see you two being friends which makes Spence SO happy

He traces your “tattoos” and thinks they look adorable

It’s a quirk of yours he’ll never get over

And suggests you get the really pretty ones permanent <33

Okay okay okay I’m so sorry this took so long school has been crazy!! But it’s here I hope you enjoy it!! Love you all byeeee 💖💖

[books-with-shriya]

Top Reads of September/October and TBR

Hey Guys! Happy one early day Halloween!! I've read a few pretty awesome books in these past two months and I wanted to share them!

Immortal Longings by Chloe Gong: This whole book was a *chef's kiss* I was waiting for this book for so long to come out, and I finally got the chance to read it mid-September! This whole book was such a beautiful but anticipating journey and I loved every second of it! The trope was so awesome, I love good enemies to lovers, but this was even better- it was enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers, and so on!!! The detail put into this book was phenomenal and the characters were written so well 😭😭 This book was one of my favorites that I have read from Chloe Gong and I highly recommend it.

A Crown of Ivy and Glass by Claire Legrand: I loved this book a lot too, I previously read maybe a year or two ago the Empirium Trilogy by the same author and it was a captivating but really awesome series and I also totally recommend! Anyways, back to this book, I am a sucker for a well-written fantasy book. This book was everything and more and I really just loved reading it every second. Except maybe..the beginning, tbh it was a little slow at the start and in some parts of the book but the other parts in the book made up for it so it was fine. Overall just a great fantasy read, but it is quite long but don't give up cuz it really is worth it!

The Way I Used to Be by Amber Smith: **TW: IT HAS SA AND RAPE IN IT**** I will admit that this was a reread, oops, but it really was worth mentioning. This book is an emotional wreck at times and just throw the book at the wall at times. There are so many emotions and feelings and just everything happening at once in this book. I really love this book and how it captures the life of someone who has gone through being sexually assaulted and the emotional, mental, and physical baggage that comes with it. Edy is such a well-written character and you can see how detached she becomes slowly through the years but some events just really drag her back into reality, and I also love some of the friendships she shares with other characters in this book. Overall, just a great fantastic book, but prepare to have tissues, you may need it....

TBR:

The Hurricane Wars by Thea Gaunzon: UGHHHH I'M SO EXXITED TO FINALLY GET MY HANDS ON THIS BOOK!!! As soon as I read the summary on Google Books, I literally fell in love.. Its literally the best everything all in one: Powers (YAY), Royalty, Possibly Enemies to Lovers, and just so much more. And then I read the preview yesterday and I am just so in love and so impatient. I have been slacking on reading lately so hopefully this is a great picker-upper for me, I'm betting it will though 🤞

Foul Heart Hunstman by Chloe Gong: OOOH I AM SO EXITED!!! I loved the first book of this series and just *jaw drop* at the whole book. But its Chloe Gong, so what else could we expect. Literally in love with these characters and I just can't wait to see how this plot continues and the characters develop. Also hoping this book will get me out of my reading slump :)))

The Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros: I want to read this book but I am quite skeptical of it ngl. I've read some interesting reviews...but also some mixed ones, and some mentioning that it seems a little similar to another series... I did read the preview and it seemed fairly interesting so I'll give it a try, hopefully its good, fingers crossed though.

I'll probably also reread some books throughout the month but I'll update you guys on my reading, and I also wanna try posting more consistently, also lemme know any things you guys want me to write about :)))

~Shriya 💗

[sta7z]

Halloween Party  🎃Little!Y/N x the  Fruity 5 🎃 

🍪 Omge a Prequel

🍪tooth rotting fluff 🍪 My bad attempt at tying all (most) of my Caregiver Fruity 4/5 fics 🍪 Baking!

You were with your boyfriend, Steve Harrington. The two of you were setting up for a small Halloween Party at his house. “Y/N! How are the cookies coming along?” He opened the oven to check, the sweet aroma engulfed the kitchen. “They’re not done yet Stevie! I would ask you to help make the frosting but we wouldn’t have enough left for the cookies!” You laughed, moving the bowl of icing away from Steve. He hugged you from behind, you didn’t realize he was also tying an apron around your waist. The two of you laughed. You asked Steve to get you some food dye to make the different colours.

Just as you were finishing up the cookie decorations the doorbell rang. “I’ll go get it! No need rush Teddybear!” Gosh you loved it when he called you that. You heard a few voices, took off your apron and went into the den. It was a few of your best friends! Nancy, Robin, Eddie, and Chrissy. They all were dressed up but super early.

You couldn’t help but admit you had feelings for them, but you loved Steve too. “Y/N! Hiii! Come sit next to me! If you want to that is!” Chrissy greeted you cheerfully, patting an empty spot on the couch. You sat comfortably inbetween her and Eddie. You sat in an awkward silence for a while, everyone looked worried. Robin shook her leg on the other side of the room. You began to get up, “I have to finish up the cookies. Dont worry Rob, I made sure not to put any sprinkles on yours! The whole texture thing.” You smiled. “Wait um, Y/N!” Robin sighed looking around the room, “listen we all came here like 3 hours early and nobody’s gonna tell her- like- basically we all really really like you. Like, like like you. We all were wondering-“ Nancy interrupted her “Basically we were wondering if we all, including Steve, could love you… together? Its strange I know, but we all really really like you.”

You went silent for a while, your mind and heart was racing. They had to be joking right? You were so happy and deep in your thoughts you hadn’t realized you were crying. You were honestly, too stunned to speak. Suddenly you felt the warm embrace of your… new lovers(?) holding you. You never felt so comforted in your life.

You stammered a bit under your breath “is there something you wanna tell us?” Eddie said, “well um, it’s sort of a coping thing? It’s sort of weird…” Listen we’ve fought demons and our 6 surrogate children include a telopath. Trust me we know what weird is.” Steve chuckled. “But seriously, you can tell us anything. Alright?” You sighed and built up the bit of courage to tell them about your age regression. They all listened with great interest.

“Well baby, I can speak for everyone when I say we’ll take care of you and love you no matter what.” Everyone agreed with Chrissy. “Now pleaseeee get those cookies! I’m starving” Robin whined flopping back onto the couch. You laughed, “ok ok! I love you guys.” “I love you too.” They all said seemingly in unison.

authors note: lawd my brain just does not want to write lately 😭 anyways the Witch Robin Finale is coming right after this 💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾

[freedomfireflies]

The teach me extra?🥺 It was so cute!!! I love how caring H is, he’s the cutest just like Bee😩

Happy Halloween btw!! 🎃🍂

Just realized that Halloween is almost over in my time-zone which means…

IT IS OFFICIALLY CHRISTMAS, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE🎄😈

AAAA YOU ABSOLUTE ANGEL BABY!!! Happy (late) Halloween and Merry (early) Christmas!!!!!

You are so sweet, thank you so much for reading and for being so nice, you always know just what to say to make me smile SO big!!!! I appreciate you so much for sending this and for being here 😭💞💞💞💞

[mattspoetdepartment]

Happy Halloween! Hope you're having fun! I'm playing video games and hiding out from trick or treaters haha really living it up over here

Sorry i know this is late 😭

But happy belated Halloween!!

I spent the time preparing to go to bed early 💀💀

[blue-slxt]

🩵 for the ask game 🩵

8) favorite coping mechanism?

12) if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?

25) whats your favorite holiday?

27) whats your favorite halloween costume?

46) whats your favorite season?

47) whats your favorite time of day

55) whats your favorite game?

57) are you a morning person?

62) whats your least favorite game?

70) whats your favorite ship?

96) whats your least favorite time?

✨ love you sooo much my beautiful blueee ✨

I love you too bby! <3

8) favorite coping mechanism?

What is coping? Lmao, but for real though, I have cyclothymia so regulating is something I seriously struggle with. Especially, when I don't have my meds. Idk, I mostly just sleep until I don't care anymore.

12) if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?

Either Spanish or Japanese. I know a little bit of both, but they're both my favorite languages. And I find them sexy personally.

25) whats your favorite holiday?

Juneteenth. It's only an American thing, but it's my favorite. It's just such good vibes having friends over for a big ass cookout and playing old school classics. It's just so much fun.

27) whats your favorite halloween costume?

My favorite that I've done was probably when I dressed up as Harley Quinn. I think it came out so good. A close second though is when me and my gf did Gomez and Morticia from The Addams Family.

46) whats your favorite season?

Summer! I love the warm weather and all the sun! It's really the only season that I'm comfortable and happy in. I can't do the cold😭

47) whats your favorite time of day

Late morning/Early Afternoon. Something about that time of day just feels like everything is perfectly aligned. It's not too early where you're getting up with the sun, but you still have enough time left in the day to get stuff done.

55) whats your favorite game?

The Sims lol. I could spend hours playing Sims. And I have almost every extension pack.

57) are you a morning person?

Absolutely not lol that's why I work midnights.

62) whats your least favorite game?

Pretty much any first person shooter. The coordination needed is beyond what I have lol.

70) whats your favorite ship?

ooooh soooo many.

Gomez and Morticia (obvi)

Moxxie and Millie

Nani and David

Ruby and Sapphire

Bakugo and Kirishima (I know it's a fan ship, idc!)

just to name a few.

96) whats your least favorite time?

The super early early morning! I used to have to wake up at like 4am during nursing school for my clinicals and something about being awake before the sun feels evil lol.

[borahaejenn]

✨Happy Birthday Min Yoongi🐱✨

     Welcome to 30/31 lol you are officially at the golden age internationally. Yeah!!!! Let’s go!!!💕 Thank you for working hard another year. You did well. 🙏This may get said a lot but I think everyone deserves to be told that at least by one person. I think it matters just like you matter too.❤️ Also, by the time I post this at 1pm it will be morning for y’all, right? GOOD MORNING! ☀️ I hope you start your day well. I still think it’s cool how since y’all have a birthday in Korea and y’all are ahead it’s like y’all get two days to celebrate lol 😂 I know I’m early but I enjoy being early. I use to enjoy posting late at night but these days I get too excited that I can’t wait to post and then I look at the clock too much out of anxiousness🤣 I remember the days on vlive when I would write on the same day I would post and it was wild because these days I write a day ahead sometimes and I have everything ready in drafts. Lol But, moving up ahead in the letter, I hope preparations for the Agust D tour are going well and that you are eating well, Yoongi. 👍I made a video about tickets and I tell you if I got them or not. Lol it’s a surprise you have to hear. 😆🔥✨

   Also, most importantly looking back into the past, I am glad you are in good health this time around for your birthday. Health is important and I remember those times you couldn’t attend events with Bangtan due to past health circumstances but I am happy you are doing better after such a long time.🙏 I wish to say this because it made me think of my past issues as well and I feel grateful to even be able to run even today and it got me thinking. I wish to say thank you to 2013 Yoongi and all the Yoongi’s after that year for keeping you well to the best that they could during those times. ☺️ Look at you now. I am happy for that. 💝 Sometimes the greatest gift one can have when they are born is the ability to keep going. I think that is lovely. Your parents brought you into this world and I am grateful. You are our golden daffodil. ✨🌼 ✨*just imagine this is a daffodil emoji lol imagination goes a long way.*🤣🤣🤣🤣

   But, yes. Lol I still very much think the March flower is lovely. 😭 Yoongi, before I get into explaining what I was inspired by for your birthday, thank you for unintentionally healing. Lol I will use the word Jimin says a lot because it’s true with the “unintentionally.” Y’all don’t have to try so hard to show something when it comes out naturally from your own actions. Jimin brought up a good point that really stuck with me because he was talking about how SUCHWITA became bigger not just literally but also meaningfully. And I was just thinking how you just had this idea to make a show and it became something very profound, calming, and peaceful even though maybe that’s not what you may have thought at first when you had the idea.  I then thought of you. You tend to go about things one way only for them to turn into something very beautiful. In your words, it is not only poetic but in what you do it becomes poetic and reminiscent of something that exhibits depth and harmony one way or another. I think that’s really awesome. 😭✨Thank you for being unintentionally poetic about everything you do. Lol I love you Yoongi! 💜

    For your first gift 💝 I think you might guess it lol but yessssss cat origami lol I did two but the second orange one was out of curiosity lol because I saw this cat Halloween diy video and it looked cute😭 lol don’t mind me. But, the first purple cat origami was more folding and I enjoyed learning it. 🐾  May those two cats make your wish come true. Hehe ✨I got a pun today lol Min Yoongi, are you feline good today??? Because you look purr-fect to me. Lmaoooooo the feline and purr lol 😂 I wish to thank Jin. 😌 I also thought of 💜PURR-PLE HEART, PURR-PLE HEART 💜  lol 😆 I’ll stop now.

   Let’s go into the second gift 💝, inspired by some of your Instagram posts. I thought why not try them and I got into Fujii Kaze and his albums and photos from his albums and I wanted to try something with blue too instead of the orange, reds, and pinks Fujii Kaze used because I was channeling the Pisces water energy hehe I was like “why not?” Hehe Y’all have such aesthetic energy and I am not like that so I wanted to try it out for a bit and I got into it a little too much and I had fun!!!! Yoongi, you made me bring back 8th-grade Jenn and her perm. Yes, I found a wig that looked just like the curly perm I had back in middle school because my mom made me do it in the summer after my 7th-grade year lmaoo I remember when I told y’all that I messed my perm up after a while by washing it too much and it became wavy. Lol I didn’t like it back then because I was not feeling the look on me but now as an adult, I regret not admiring my curly hair more. Middle school Jenn is back for a bit haha just without The Sims 2😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 lol I was feeling the hair a little too much so apologies for the energy lol but, I loved your photos Yoongi and wavy and curly hair fits you really well and I think it’s cute and handsome on you. 🥰 Thank you for bringing these photos out of my creativity lol You inspired me. 🖤🤍 I tried to be aesthetic like y’all. But in all, I loved the photos you showed Yoongi. Hopefully, we soon will get to know what they are for.😁 You really are full of surprises these days. ✨

    Fourth gift 💝, quotes and words you brought up from your most recent weverse interview. Yeah! Lol the longest segment in all of y’alls birthday letters. 😉Unintentionally long because I just think randomly. A lot. Lol

-“I wasn’t even sure it would be possible, since the original song is so famous, but J. Cole gave us permission. I want to tell him how grateful I am. It’s a song I only could have written back then. I still remember writing it during the first and second weeks we were promoting ‘No More Dream.’ The emotions I felt during that debut time will all evaporate over time, so I had to write it then or never.”  I think it’s awesome how now even Hobi worked with J. Cole. I feel like he felt that gratitude and it’s just lovely. You really are an artist Yoongi lol when you said you had to write it at that moment or it will never see light, that was the most artist thing to say. Lol You saw it so deep that it had to have its moment or it would never have it. You appreciate the power of a moment, a season, and of sentiment. You know it comes and goes and it is never the same each time. This goes with the idea of how music brings memories and how it is versatile because of that.  I dig it. 😎

-“…reflects who we are- always running. All the members have come a long way, and there’s times when we’re exhausted but there’s also things we want to do moving forward, so I think we tried to include those desires as well.” With RUN BTS, although it is reminiscent of some of the past flare in y’all’s older tracks. It does not give me the same feeling to me as that of the older tracks. It has this energy that is different even with certain sounds that can be reminiscent. Something about it makes me feel that way and I love it. But this is just me. Lol I love that idea of “always running.” All of you together are just wanting to keep moving forward and going into it with courage. It’s scary at times but y’all choose to keep going in whatever way y’all can.

-“The version that’s getting released now is an instrumental containing a lot of the sentiments I felt in middle school.” With the demo version of Seesaw, I loved it. I feel like it could be also mixed into lo-fi. I love the last 20 seconds a lot because of how it changes into a whole 180 lol It is classic and I feel like I am being held gently for a bit. The piano is just beautiful. I love how you said you felt like messing around with it here and there and it still came out the way it did in the demo lol like I said, you are always unintentionally poetic and dreamy. 😭

-“I loved instrumental versions of songs by my favorite artists when I was younger. I would analyze them a lot and dreamed of becoming a producer…So I said to myself, I have to find this, and then when I was in LA or New York last year, I asked them to hook up all the old PCs and laptops I had sitting around in Seoul and find it, and they finally did. It turned out the second computer I used and the third one looked exactly the same and I couldn’t find it because I wasn’t looking on both of them, just the same computer every time.” I related when you said you took out the vocals in the tracks to keep the instrumentals but that all the files looked the same and hard to find because they looked the same 😂😂😂😂😂😂 that’s me with photos and editing like I use to not have a system with photos and they all had number IDs and I could not tell which ones I edited because I only ever changed some of the lighting in them and now I make specific IDs for edited photos and non-edited ones on my computer. It sucks when you make something and it’s like looking for a needle in a haystack lmaoo when I get photos off my iPhone they get long numbers as IDs automatically and I sometimes get lazy to change them when I download them. Lol You need to see all my files I got one for each of Bangtan’s birthdays since 2018 and each member has a file based on each year I organized them a bit lol It’s expanded into multiple files because of the edits and inspiration photos and collages lol I feel you Yoongi. 😭 If you still do more instrumentals these days I wonder if you name them differently for each time you get a spark of creativity lol 😂 But, I am glad the BTS CREW found the audio file.💜

-“That’s also why I use different names: I wanted to keep them separate. He can do this, too? He can do that, too? He can do ads, too? It was just so lucky I could meet so many fantastic artists as SUGA the producer, so I think I’m really fortunate to be building a career in that sense.” I also wondered for a while about your stage and work names. This answered that question I had as well lol I was thinking about how maybe you wanted to separate the personas as well because you are in a different zone when you work as a producer to when you are writing to when you are SUGA of BTS and to when you are rapping. I think it’s interesting. As a kid, I always wanted to be good at many things and just be known for being able to do random things lol and I love when people engage themselves in different things and are so into them. They don’t keep themselves in one box and they get out of it and really see the potential they are capable of. I love seeing that in people. Like yes, tell me what you want me to call you, honey. You got many trades and I dig it. 👏👏

-“…but I didn’t really know what kind of life Chris Martin had led. But we met, and we talked, and he really wasn’t any different from us. He really related with me when we talked about everyday life and concerns. I realized that all artists who do stadium tours face similar hardships. It was nice knowing I could be friends with someone like him.” This point reminded me even more of this thought: We all may do certain things and may seem or be perceived a certain way in public but we are all just regular people with alike issues and feelings. We are living and just figuring it out as we go. I love how you said it was nice knowing you have a friend like Chris to talk to and relate to about many different things. That’s just gold.✨ I am happy y’all are being surrounded even more these days by people y’all vibe with well. Chris Martin is a down-to-earth homie in ARMYs eyes. 💜lol He also has been cool in my sister’s eyes years ago and that says a lot because she doesn’t really feel that way about many people or artists lol They say as you get older you end up making deeper friendships. I believe that. I feel as we get older we place higher value in all our relationships so it’s nice to be with people who feel the same. 😇

-“I was just going to write the song and dip out…I did the music video purely for all the ARMY watching.” 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 The honesty in this is lovely. I love the “dip out” part. Thank you for pushing yourself out there and going for the music video with PSY, Yoongi. 😍 You did well. Lol

-“We divided up the labor and wrote separately, but I learned a lot from him. It was an entirely different production experience for me; there was something about his attitude when making music that resonated with me.” I love how next to wanting to work with someone who is opinionated and has ideas you are very open to who you are working with. From the interview, I can see that your approach is to evolve with the person you work with. I think that’s also why a lot of the tracks you produced really brought something different that we have not seen from you before. You don’t have a specific signature to your flare and that’s new. It’s like you are taking it as you go. I dig it. Your production is undefined and unlimited. 🔥

-“…, but now I think it’s not knowing what to say that makes it difficult.” I really was wondering about what you said here. Lol This is also figurative to real-life situations as well as with creativity. Like when you feel burnout and you just are stuck that you can’t think of what to say. I feel it. Lol they say that when you stay still, you can find the answer to all your problems and I feel it with this too. I think at times even with creativity of any kind, we feel we did or said enough and we forget that we are open channels. We still got more to say but we may be limiting ourselves by what we feel we have already done. We at times have to remember that our work is not done as creators, writers, and storytellers. There is more to express, but we just have to invite those thoughts out by giving them space and the opportunity to be something if we allow them to. I think at times we worry that something has been said or done already, but that’s what art is for. Someone can make the same thing on a canvas as another person but it can have a totally different energy and meaning. At least that’s how I see it lol but you brought up a thought I was thinking about Yoongi. Thank you.💕

-“I think I tend to look at the big picture, since I’m the one who builds the frame work and fleshes it out…Since I was young, anytime I was writing a song, I thought about arrangement a lot. I look at a track as one big mass.” Explains why you think and say things the way you do. You have for the longest time seen things beyond just linear. Everything is connected or a part of something much bigger than how it seems. In your case, a 2 to a 3 minute song is not just a melody or something to just enjoy but to you, it’s like a map of the world. Lil Min Yoongi was thinking big and I think that’s very bright of you. 😭lol

Lil Jenn’s mind 🤝 Lil Min Yoongi’s mind lmaoooooo I feel you but differently lol 😂 I didn’t feel bright as a kid at all because I rarely spoke to people and I never raised my hand in class out of my anxiety lol but to me, the world was vast beyond even my own mind. I was always in my room locked up but my mind saw beyond the walls of that room. 🙃

-“…that maybe I should try different styles now. I think this is both a blessing and a curse,…These days I started to want to do things again, too. And that brings me both worry and excitement.” I wonder what your human design is Yoongi lol you have been giving me ManGen vibes like me lol I want to do everything but sometimes I would pull myself from doing things and I’m slowly learning to just lean into it. 🤣 If it brings me light I just want to see it through. But I agree with the worry and excitement because I worry about wasting my time but then I get excited to dive into something. Lol I don’t know if that’s your issue too. That “blessing and a curse” is it. 🙌 My impulses in a freaking nutshell. 😝 But, I am happy you are getting back into your flow of just going for anything and enjoying it. Fighting, Yoongi!

-“I was thinking a lot recently that maybe I should shoot two music videos: one just there for the visuals, while the other is more focused on the listening experience. Ah, what should I do?” I’m late to this, but GO FOR IT YOONGI! Do BOTH! Lol express yourself! Give us that versatile and stimulating palette of visuals and sounds. 🙌Lol I love being stimulated creatively by all my senses lol, especially food 🤤 haha but with music when it hits well I can’t deny it. Lol

-“I started to consider that my secret weapon from some point… I feel like I might not be able to become a master of one genre, but I can wear many hats. There’s still so much I want to do…I’m someone who can wear many different hats, so I think I started to worry less when I think about what kind of music I’ll do after.” As I got to this part of the interview I was like, “see what I mean!!!! Yoongi is undefined!!!” Lol this just adds more to that theory. You don’t have a specific signature. You are just going at it. Lol I love that you are finally embracing all your skills and just being the ACE you were born to be. GET IT, HONEY!!! 👏👏👏👏 Why confine yourself to one genre when you can dive into all of them and be good at all of them? Hans Zimmer produced different pieces I was not even aware of and homie still going at it. Let’s go!🔥🔥🔥🔥 When you give power to what you know you already have and you apply yourself, the doubts and worry won’t matter. You will attract more. You brought this point up here too and I love it! ✨

-“I used to place a lot of importance on music-especially when I was young- but now I’m trying hard not to place too much meaning in it…There aren’t a lot of things to be excited for in life. But for anyone who likes my music, I hope they’re excited for it-excited for when it comes out, excited for when I promote and excited for when I go on tour. I hope they’re excited for everything so I can give their life meaning each and every day.” This is so sweet at the end.😭😭😭😭 lol I talk in one of the videos on how my excitement comes mostly spontaneously and it does lol this is one of those moments of my excitement coming out randomly as I read this last part! MIN YOOOOOONGI!!!!!!!!! That last part. You want to give my life meaning each AND EVERY DAYYYYY????????!!!!! Whatttt???? You came to collect our hearts today I see lol 😂 that quote is THE ONE. Haha Honey, I may not get excited about everything in life even the things I should be excited about but it’s the words like those you said at the end here that give my life meaning and have for the past years. It’s in the words that y’all have spoken beyond just lyrics that really gave me meaning to also be here. I’m glad I get to say that today. ❤️People say actions matter the most but y’all always delivered in that department with your words as well. Thank you. I can only hope that I can add a bit of meaning to your life too. Even a little bit. 😳 I love you, Yoongi. 💕

     I shall get to the last gift 💝 hehe the playlist. I was inspired for the photos by a photographer I got into lately named Haruhiko Kawaguchi I talk about his work in two videos lol we are all in the plastic together hehe it looks as if we are under it with the pov of the camera from the videos lol but it was fun! I was inspired to do something alike but not the same with giant plastic bags. Lol I tried to think of moments that defined me. I got photos with the ARMY bomb and it was like preserving moments that felt like a deep part of me. I am an ARMY and I went to concerts and I felt like preserving a moment like that lol I also am in my favorite PJ shirt with my bath towel on my head and my Cooky coffee cup because it’s my downtime fit lol, I also captured one with myself wrapped up and Nox just staring at me at the perfect moment lol I got random moments. Some are personal like the one where I am screaming in the bag because it reminded me of my personal turmoil with the way I saw me and the world and also the one with my family frame where I smile. I thought of how things don’t last forever and in that plastic, it felt preserved into one moment that I can remember. I loved Kawaguchi’s work and the idea of love and I subjectively turned it into something of memories that can be preserved. Lol but enjoy with lyrics from tracks on this playlist hehe I wrote them messy with my natural handwriting of slight cursive and regular writing to add that personal touch hehe 😉 I enjoyed writing intuitively and naturally all over lol  But, let me get into some of the tracks haha 😆 This playlist is soft as hell with a hint of zest. Lol But mostly soft just for you. Lol JAMES BLUNT has been coming for my heart's edges lol ever since last month I have been just listening to his past tracks in my feelings for no reason 😭😭😭😭 but the homie has a voice that can touch many hearts. I love CARRY YOU HOME. 🎶AS STRONG AS YOU WERE, TENDER YOU GO🎶 ahhhhhhhhhh!!! Lol I thought of you. Haha TABIJI by FUJII KAZE AND ALSO SAYONARA BABY are NICE!!!!! Lol I loved those two tracks a lot. The lyrics are lovely I love these ones “If this universe was a classroom/ We are all together still learning/ I realized nothing stays the same forever/ And now I can be much nicer than I was yesterday” and “Goodbye is the word of love I can give to you/ For me, of course I wanted to stay with you forever/ But nobody can escape from goodbyes eventually?/ So I’m not gonna show my tears” that last one with Sayonara Baby I thought of how it’s hard to say goodbye to certain things and I remember the times I held my tears in the past because I didn’t feel okay to admit that reality. I loved those lyrics and the ones for TABIJI I love how the lyrics brought up about life and how we are all under the same universe and learning but also on how we can let go of hate because each day is a new day and we don’t know what to expect. It’s like saying that with a new day, kindness and understanding are very important. I love it. Hehe  I bring back some of my past to you with UNWELL by Matchbox Twenty because as a kid I related to the lyrics even though I didn’t fully comprehend them until now and I love how I felt the energy of the lyrics and when I was alone and I felt odd and anxious as a kid I saw that in that track. I played it a lot as well. I didn’t feel understood. If anyone has felt that and even if you did too Yoongi, this track is for y’all. I feel you. I also really love the track FIRE WATER!!!! It’s one of my favorites!!! 🔥🌊 🎶WE ARE BURNING WILD AND FREEEEEEEEEEEE🎶 yesssssssss!!!! Lol I found this track I got into and it’s just pure instrumentals and it’s called YOUR HAND IN MINE and you can just feel that soft energy as it picks up. Something about it is just beautiful to me and I added it second to last because I wanted to leave a soft sentiment and I thought of you.☺️ Your hands are in our hands. Let’s all take care of each other well. 💜 I ended the playlist with another favorite track of mines by SADE called THE SWEETEST GIFT and it is for you. You are our sweetest gift today and these lyrics ahhhh: “Quietly while you were asleep/

The moon and I were talking/ I asked that she'd always keep you protected/ She promised you her light that you so gracefully carry/ You bring your light and shine like morning/ And then the wind pulls the clouds across the moon/ Your light fills the darkest room/ And I can see the miracle that keeps us from falling” ✨✨✨✨✨ my heart. I LOVE THIS. Because one way or another you always brought your own light and shined on us right after the darkness of our dawns. It’s like you gave the darkness before our dawns a different meaning: to keep going. I still love the lyrics to TOMORROW and this makes sense. I can’t.😭😭😭😭😭 I’m in my feelings today lol I will run my 30 minutes crying today haha 😂 I’m sorry. But, I hope you can enjoy some tracks as well as for ARMY. Hehe 🎶 Get in your feelings with me muahahahha lol I love you. 💖

   Hehe I shall go now and eat! I will enjoy Yoongi day with a warm shower and food. Lol After I run I get hungry but I enjoy showering first to relax my muscles lol 🤣I hope everyone has a lovely SUGA, YOONGI, MIN YOONGI, YOONGS, MIN SUGA, AGUST D, and GOLDEN GATITO (CAT) DAY! Lol You are our GATITO DE ORO ✨🐱✨ yeah!!!🤟Thank you for being with us today Yoongi! You are loved and I hope you can feel our love from afar lol I’m sending it well. Haha Please eat something delicious today. 🫶 I would say to eat some cake but you may not lol 😂 I know you may be staying away from sweets these days. But, regardless I wish for you to eat well. Hehe 🙏 🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUGA!!!! 🎉I PURR-PLE YOU! Lol I had to. 

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Con mucho amor,

Your Jennifer

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[ivoncu]

hello !! 🪄 here once again..

im a little late (been a sleepy guy..), but happy new year ! i hope this year will be a very good one for you, and i hope you find satisfaction and success in any and all of your endeavours this year ! i use my magic wand to cast it. If anything goes wrong for you jts my fault :3

also two big newses. first of all i made my friend who is not into enstars a keitop. this is especially excellent news considering another friend i got into enstars does Not like keito (literally only becayse i like him. will not let me convince her😓)

second of all i may be getting a nui soon ! idk who i want yet but i will have a creature soon ❤️ i dont usually get merch so im excited

Also.. Also.. keito smau.. (melts) (glass shatters) (destruction and chaos) (all babies in the world start crying simultaneously) (howls at the moon)

"my sweet valentine" = valentines day ?! (genius here).. i have no interest in it irl However in fiction i lose my mind whenever valentines day is involved. it could be halloween and id be like Omg valentines day 🤩🤩

so do know that even if it releases tomorrow.. on valentines.. on halloween.. in five years.. Never.. i support keito smau. i have your back 💪

anyways happy new year again, enjoy your day today hehe

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UWHAAAHDKTOEKEKE HI 🪄NONNIE SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I HAD TO STUDY 😭😭😭😭 HAPPY LATE NEW YEARZ TO YOU (8 days late...? 😔)

IM SO HAPPPU FOR UOU FOR TURNING ANFRIEND OF YOUES INYO A KEITOP SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE NEVEREVEN SAID THE WORD KEITO BEFORE...... at least i think mybe i jusy forgot...

and congrats on getting a nui!!! i have a keito one it was 77 doallrs 😇 my mom wasnt happy with my decision. i might buy anothet one again...

keito smau chapter 1s gonns be released the exact moment i no longer have exams and get my ass up and work i hope!!!! maybe around late jan - early feb but im not exactly the type of person known to follow timely rules 😔 thank you for having my bsck 🪄nonnie youre always my #1 fr💪💪💪

AGAIN THANM YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! I LOVE YOU🔥🔥🔥 I HOPE YOURE HAVING A NICE DAY EVEN IF THIS IS LIKE A SUPER LAYE REPLU!!!!

[hyuukais]

Enigma

There’s something about that Choi Yeonjun. His flashy looks, his strange fashion, his unexplainable speed; You intend to get to the bottom of this enigma.

Word count: 4.9k

Genre: Yeonjun x reader ft. bestie Hyuka, vampire! yeonjun, seer! reader, slightly inspired by My Babysitter’s a Vampire, fluff, angst, fantasy

Warnings: Heavy mentions of blood, vampires, magic, pain, swearing, yeonjun talks about being attacked, kai makes a suggestive joke 💀

Author: Happy Halloween !! I originally wrote the first scene for a county writing contest my creative writing teacher made me enter 💀 the longest thing i’ve written and the ending is kinda rushed sorry if it makes no sense 😭

The air was stale and cold. Everything smelled of age and dust. Rows upon rows of shelves lined rough, carpeted walkways all lit up by disgustingly fluorescent lights. I trudged my way past the book-heavy cases, looking out at the dark night sky. We have two hours of study time at most before the library closes. He had said that was fine with him but, with how badly he stressed needing help, I strongly doubt that. Rounding a corner led me to the small groupings of tables in the back. Sitting all alone, scribbling on a piece of paper, was the strange man himself. His dyed red hair sticking out like a sore thumb in the sea of brown monochrome. Slowly walking myself forwards I couldn’t help but think about all the stupid reasons I was doing this.

Yeonjun had been odd since the first day I laid eyes on him. He was very striking, a lanky man with blond, almost neon hair, that caught everyone’s attention. Girls and guys alike fawned over his sly nature and multitude of hair colors. Blue, bubblegum pink, and most recently a deep red. The campus had gained a new heartthrob and I couldn’t help but be curious about him. Curious about how he always had some form of mask, hat, or sunglasses on. Curious about the way he could seemingly vanish into thin air leaving nothing but a trace of cheap cologne. Most would pass it off as fashion or speed but I’m not so sure. Something is going on with Yeonjun and when I saw the chance to figure it out, I took it. He needed a tutor, I needed extra credit and answers to quench my curiosity. Thus, I found myself freezing to death in a library on a Friday night.

“Oh, hey Y/n!” Yeonjun finally looked up, waving me over.

“Hey. Sorry if I’m late, I live on the other side of campus.”

“No, no, you’re fine. I came early just to look over my notes and stuff.”

“Oh, okay. So what is it you’re struggling with?”

He fumbled around with a notebook, flipping through the pages. “I was having some trouble with these problems.”

“Okay,” I looked over the sheet he had pulled out. “What is confusing you?”

“I just, don’t know how to solve them.”

“So, you need the formulas?”

“Mhm.”

“Well, then let’s get to it.”

The next hour was duller than I’d expected. A loop of trying my best to explain the solutions and Yeonjun barely picking it up. Every time I’d look over his work, he’d stare at me for an uncomfortably long time. Now, he sat for a few seconds looking across my work and his own before continuing with his problem-solving. In concentration, he bit his lip, teeth poking out. That’s when I noticed it.

“You have really sharp teeth. Like, unnaturally sharp.”

“Hm?”

“What? Oh, um, nothing. Are you finished?”

“Yeah. You wanna check it?”

As soon as Yeonjun passed me the paper I could feel his eyes boring into the side of my face. “It looks like you got everything right. Though, you got a little mixed up on this one. You wanna add these before doing anything else.”

“Got it.” His eyes caught mine and in that moment I felt my heart drop. They were red. A blood-red that wasn’t there before. An unsettling color ranging into unholy with how every sense in my body told me to run.

“That was actually the last question I needed help with.” His voice remained lax as if he was completely unaware of any issue.

“Oh, uh, really?”

“Yeah.”

“Um, well, let me know if you ever need any more help.” Deciding now was a good time to go, I stood to gather my things.

“Do you need me to walk with you? It’s late.”

“No, no. I’m okay. Thank you though.”

I really tried to ignore him and walk away. Every part of me yelled to get out of here as quickly as possible. Fear gripped my heart when slender fingers slithered onto my wrist. At the touch, my body went tense. It was like electricity surged from his fingers; The energy burned and pulsed underneath my skin. My heartbeat was in my ears as my sight fell black, the library suddenly replaced with red flashing against my eyelids. Crimson fangs, bloody alleys, beating hearts.

A gasp escaped me, white light beaming back in. I ripped my arm from the man to in turn look at him in horror.

“Whoa, you okay?”

“Did you-uh-what the-I…”

“I-I wanted to say thank you for all the help but,” His brows creased, “Are you sure you don't want me to help you get home?”

“No!” The shout was sudden. I hadn’t meant for it to slip out. “I mean, I just got a little light-headed is all. I’m all good. No need to worry.” It ended with an awkward chuckle only further increasing the worried expression Yeonjun carried.

“If you say so...get home safe then.”

“Yeah, you too.

Speed walking towards the entrance I still felt Yeonjun’s eyes on me. Whatever was going on with this man was a lot more complicated than I originally thought. Forget complicated, whatever was going on with him was much more dangerous than I thought. In the sea of my frazzled thoughts, nothing I could find gave any sort of explanation for what was happening. Why is he such an enigma? There is no way I’m giving up this easily. Despite my fear, despite all the logical parts of me screaming to just leave it be, I'm going to get to the bottom of this. I’m going to figure out who or what Yeonjun really is and pray it won’t be something that gets me killed.

I started on google, the logical option for any unanswered question. As one could guess, I had to look through a lot of very disgusting diseases. Mutilated bloodshot eyes now filled my search history, but none of them looked like what I had seen. All of the ones that did were Pinterest edits or screenshots from Twilight. My brain stopped at the remembrance of the shitty vampire romance. I mean, vampires are said to have sharp teeth, and red eyes couldn’t be completely out of the question? Paired with the sudden vision, which I had concluded was a hallucination of some sort but in this context possibly something else, and its heavy inclusion of blood…

My palms dig into my eye sockets. What was I thinking? This was just sleep deprivation catching up to me. My brain was on overdrive and making things up, right? I was merely stuck in my overactive imagination, wasn’t I? But, what if I wasn’t? I mean, what logical conclusion could I come to when everything that I’d experienced felt so real. So terrifying.

“Fuck, I have work tomorrow.”

Sleep passed restlessly. Dreams, more so nightmares, heavy with an intense feeling of pain washing over me relentlessly. I remained limp, unable to move, to struggle against the force holding me down. More than once did I wake up to my own screams. It was like the events of Yeonjun’s tutor session had struck something deep within me, waking it up in fury. If only I could soon find out what it was and why this was happening.

“Hey, earth to Y/n.” At his voice, my brain registered Kai’s hand waving in front of my eyes. I look to the boy standing beside me with a mop.

“Hmm?”

“I was saying we’re done cleaning, so I’m gonna start closing up.” He eyed me cautiously, “Are you feeling okay?”

“Oh. Um, yeah, I’m good. Just lost in thought.”

“Got it. Hey, how was your study date with Yeonjun?”

“It wasn’t a date, and I, well, you’re friends with him right? Have you ever noticed anything…weird about him?”

“I guess. We’re on the dance team together but I wouldn’t go as far as to say we’re friends. And weird? I mean, one time I saw him eat an entire medium pepperoni pizza alone after practice at 2 am.” He held the small diner door open for you before turning back to lock up.

“No, well yes that’s odd, but like, I just. Listen, I know this is going to sound insane but, last night, I saw something.”

Kai stopped fiddling with the store key, looking at me wide-eyed. “Please don’t tell me it was his penis.”

“No! Kai, ew, no, what the fuck?!” I hit him on the arm for that.

“Okay, okay! Sorry!”

Rolling my eyes, I pushed aside his comment and instead continued on trying to explain what I'd seen. It came out a bit jumbled. Words flowed out of time with my brains racing. My hands waved and spun and flailed, yet Kai nodded along listening more attentively than I would’ve expected. And as the last bit fell out, he hummed. He didn’t laugh, didn’t seem to question me in the slightest, just nodded his head and thought hard.

“So…”

“Y’know, it kinda reminds me of these stories my grandma used to tell.”

“Huh?”

“When I was younger, she used to visit all the time and she’d always have this big book with her. It was filled with all these weird creatures and a bunch of words I couldn’t read, she always could though. But yeah she’d just let us mess with this thing and she would tell us all about the creatures in it. That’s all it was though. Listen, Y/n, I-”

“Kai! Kai, you have to believe me. I don’t know exactly what happened, and I’m not saying it was magic, but there's a gut instinct in me telling me that I have to at least look into it.”

Our eyes met and I could tell there was something he was fighting back, his fists clenched at his sides, eyebrows creased.

“I have something to show you.” Suddenly, with Kai’s hand on mine, he dragged me off into the night.

Being in Kai’s apartment was nothing new to me. Simple carpet, stacks of laundry, a massive dent from Beomgyu chucking a can of beans at the wall to see if it would explode. Though, I had never been yanked into the house and pulled directly into his room, simply to stare as he tore through a tiny closet space in the corner. He dug past bunches of sweatshirts and jeans and flung them back towards me. I had situated myself on the bed, feeling rather concerned watching my friend rip through the hangers and piles of clothes. He’d led me in here wordlessly and the silence continued now.

“Kai? What are you-”

“Found it!” He popped up out of the mess. “I forgot I shoved this in there a while ago.”

A thick book slammed into the mattress. It was bound in dark leather with intricate designs carved across the corners; Flowers swirling around in a border. Two gold clasps gripped the covers together, struggling against the massive contents held within the withering pages. Running down the middle, inlaid in the material, six jewels poked out. Each one highlighting a point on the golden star engraved there, their hues each a deep tone of the earth. Greens and blues, cool colors glittering in dim light. In the compelling urge to touch it, I reached out. Yet, Kai’s hand latched to mine and startled my eyes up to his.

“Don’t! I...I should explain some stuff first.”

“O-okay.”

He sat down beside me, gripping the book. “This is the book I was telling you about.”

“Your grandma’s?”

“Mhm. She gave it to me when I turned 15, for protection.”

“Protection? Did she expect you to chuck it at someone’s head or something?”

“No, it’s, uh, it’s a grimoire.”

“A what?”

“Like a spellbook,” he must’ve immediately noticed my confusion as he hurriedly began explaining. “So my, y’know my grandma and how told you about all those things in this book? The magical creatures and weird words and stuff? She was an enchantress and collected a bunch of magical artifacts and things, this book was one of them. Growing up we knew what she was and she would even teach us some spells. By the time I was 14, her health was in decline so I decided to learn as much as I could. Spells, potions, anything really, and then, on my birthday, she gave me this to continue my study.”

I didn’t know exactly what to say. With everything that happened in the last 24 hours, little doubt pooled in my head that he was lying. His eyebrows scrunched, eyes pleading with me to understand.

“I…okay. Why did you need to show me this?”

“Your details about the images or visions reminded me,” his hands sped through pages, suddenly landing on one with a painted palm alongside large text reading Psychometry. “What you described, it sounded like the experience of a Seer.”

“A what-now?”

“A Seer. Someone proficient in psychometry.”

“You’re losing me here.”

“It’s like when a Seer touches something supernatural they get glimpses or visions of things related to the object.”

“Okay, but I never learned magic or even knew it existed until now. And I’ve never gotten visions when touching you.”

“Psychometry isn’t necessarily a learned ability; some people are just born with an innate capacity for it. Also, I don’t technically count as ‘supernatural’, I was born with a disposition to do spells because of my grandma,” hi hands fell to my arms, trying to comfort the shocked face I held. “You’re a Seer, Y/n. That’s why I stopped you from touching the book. I wanted to explain first before you were just randomly subjected to more visions.”

My breaths felt ragged, thoughts racing just as fast. The world was rearranging itself right before my eyes and there was nothing I could do to stop it. The last day already weighed heavy enough on my conscience but as realization set in, everything came crashing down. I stood in shock.

“Wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on. Touching supernatural beings can evoke images too, right?”

“Yep.”

“Oh fuck! Then-then Yeonjun, he-he’s definitely not human.”

“…Yeah…that’s why I told you…”

“Holy shit! Kai, what do we do!? What if he’s dangerous?!” I stopped my pacing as last night’s research found its way back into my head. “Kai, d-do vampires actually exist?”

“Hm? Oh, yeah, let me,” he began flipping through again, this time coming to a page headed with the word ‘Creatures of Night’. “Here.”

Detailed diagrams and descriptions filled the paper. Sketches of pin-point canines, disturbingly similar to what the visions had shown me. My eyes skimmed the actual words, it wouldn’t do much but increase my belief in the conclusion I had already come to.

“Oh god. Yeonjun’s…vampire.”

“It seems so.”

“Why are you so calm?! Did you know?!”

“Y/n,” our eyes met as he stood up, pushing his hands onto my shoulders. “I would’ve known before if something was up with him. Practices have been on break this week so I haven’t seen him since last Friday. This whole vampire thing, it had to have happened in that time period. Chances are he’s probably still a fledgling.”

“Huh?”

“A vampire who hasn’t drank human blood. That's why his eyes spiked red. A full vampire would’ve been able to control that.”

“Okay…well, what do we do? What if he starts hunting or something?”

“We have to stop him before he does. First, we have to get a better grasp on his exact situation.”

“How are we gonna do that?”

A smile found its way across his cheeks, eye to eye, something devilish glinting in the expression.

“No, I know that look. Whatever you’re thinking, no!”

“Come on! You’re telling me you're gonna say no to a few dates with The Choi Yeonjun?”

“Excuse me?!”

“Dates are a great way to get to know someone!��

“Kai!”

“Y/n!”

I sigh. Before, I would certainly not be opposed to a date with Yeonjun, but now? Why would I willingly spend time with a blood-thirsty vampire, alone nonetheless? Although I had to accept, the plan was worth a shot. “Are you forgetting this entire plan hinges on him actually agreeing to go out with me?”

“Trust me, he will.”

“That makes me trust you less.”

“I won’t spell him or anything, just trust me.”

“You are insufferable.”

“Thanks, it’s one of my charming points,” Kai smiled once again, finishing off our conversation without room for me to retort. He turns to dramatically wave his index finger and say, “We start tomorrow.”

“Tomorrow is Sunday.”

“We start Monday.”

Early morning sunlight blasted its way through the lecture hall. Slanting across the room and falling directly into my eyes, but bathing my body in warmth-a welcomed solace from the frigid AC. Combined with the monotonous droning of my professor, I felt about ready to fall asleep. I dozed quietly like a cat on a window sill. Just awake enough to be aware of the background chatter, but dangling on the precipice of passing out. It had been a late-night closing up shop as Kai and I discussed a more in-depth plan for what exactly the goal was. As it stood now, I was going to try and catch up with him after this class, possibly attempting to get a better grasp of his exact situation before we would confront him. I’d come to the lone conclusion that I would not be calling these meetings “dates”. Mainly for the sake of my sanity as to not convince myself they were such; To remember Yeonjun was quite possibly dangerous and this was not the time for fantasies about the college pretty boy. Even so, my brain seemed to like them in its barely conscious state. Despite the disturbing images I’d received at his touch, I was very adamant in thinking about how his hugs would totally envelop me in his long arms and how warm they’d be if vampires weren’t supposedly cold. It was like my head decided to become a small cesspool of imaginings straight out of twilight; but wasn’t it every former teenager's dream to have a hot, sly, vampire boyfriend.

An eruption of shuffling shook my head awake. I shot up only to be met with my classmates moving themselves out and Choi Yeonjun standing above me.

“Jesus fuck!”

“Sorry! Sorry,” embarrassment flushed his cheeks, a hand coming up to rub at the back of his. “I didn’t mean to scare you. I just wanted to make sure you were okay after Friday, with you running out and all.”

“Oh, no, I’m perfectly fine, Yeonjun. Thank you for worrying, though.”

“That’s good,” he smiles, still lingering in silence, waiting for something. I guess now is as good a time as ever.

“I, uh, I wanted to ask you something.”

“Yes?”

“I was wondering if you, maybe possibly, want to go get some lunch? With me?”

“Oh! Yeah, yeah, I would love to!”

“Um, great,” I stood to grab my things. “Let’s, uh, let’s go.”

“Ah.”

Awkward silence imbued itself through the walk. I was never the most talkative person, but it was safe to say I expected a bit more from Mr. Popular. We ended up in a small sandwich shop right off of campus and ordered our food with little conversation. Finding a table in the corner, we waited.

“So, um, how was your weekend?”

He looks up from the table, “Hm? It was good. Y’know, I … did things?”

I never thought I’d see him embarrassed; laughing, flushed, and awkward. Any semblance of overconfidence melting off to reveal a shyer young man than originally perceived. It made me smile.

“What ‘things’”

“Haha, uh, I kinda just hung around. My roommate and I finally cleaned the dishes.”

“Finally?”

“No, I mean, like, we’ve been putting it off for weeks but...we ran out of forks.”

“Oh my god!” I found myself laughing heartily.

“We don’t have a dishwasher, okay?!”

“Still! Just use dish soap!”

His lips stuck out, pouting, “But that requires work.”

“I have no words for you.”

“Whatever! Did you do things?”

“Yes, actually. Mainly work, but that’s a thing.”

“Oh, where do you work?”

“The little diner down by the docks.”

“Ah. Their milkshakes suck.”

“I know.”

Conversation flowed as we worked over the hump of uncomfortable quiet previously occupying the air. Somewhere in the middle, it was like I completely forgot why this was happening, instead, enjoying myself on what started to feel more and more like a date. The food came and went, and we kept talking. He passionately discussed his work with dance, how joining the school team encouraged him to choose it as his major back in sophomore year. Nothing about him screamed cold-blooded killer; I’d nearly forgotten about it until we were walking out. Our hands brushed, sending me reeling as darkness overtook everything. A man writhing in pain, glaring rays of sun picking at burning hands, and, last, a muddy blue liquid sloshing around in a beaker. Coming back was less of a shock, but Yeonjun saw my wide eyes.

“Are you all good?”

Right then, I wanted to deviate from the plan. Tell him what I know. Ask how I could help. Hueningkai may be pissed at not taking it slow like we said, but something told me I’d be better off doing this my way.

“Do you wanna come watch a movie at my place?”

“W-what?”

“I mean if you can…”

“I-yes.”

“Okay.” Panic flared in every bit of my heart. I had no plan, no backup, no idea what to do. I was just desperate to release the weight on my shoulders and prove to myself that he wasn’t evil. So, I led the way to my apartment.

The distance between us felt massive. Scenes played out across the TV but I couldn’t look at them. Yeonjun was relaxed on the couch arm, laid back and unaware of the turmoil brewing beside him. My head pounded with the rush of adrenaline. I’d taken an extreme risk and it had yet to bite me back, which was perfectly fine with me. Now, I simply needed to figure out how to bring up the topic. He’d deny it. Somehow, I had to explain and get him to understand. Everything was moving at 100 miles per hour and I was whisked into the speed. Was there any better option than to just go for it? Would he hurt me? No. I don’t know.

“Yeonjun,” my knuckles were white; Heart screaming in my ears.

“Yeah?”

“I-I…I know.”

“You know what?”

Our eyes met. I could see the recognition pass over his face at the glimpse of anxiety in my eyes.

“Y/n?”

“I just-Yeonjun, I know about the whole vampire thing. I figured it out after our tutor session and Hueningkai and I want to help if we can. We wanted to know exactly what happened and I took the chance to talk to you. And please don’t think that I just lead on the conversation to get information out of you. I genuinely enjoyed our lunch but in the end, I panicked and Kai will probably be upset with me and-”

“What?” Terror grew and red flashed in his eyes.

“I know.”

I could see his chest rising and sinking even faster, “H-how?”

“I see things. I mean, with the help of Kai, I’ve come to realize that I have the power to see visions when in contact with supernatural things. It first happened when you grabbed my wrist on Friday.”

“I-I,” tears filled the corners of his eyes.

“Wait, Jun, no-” I moved closer hoping to provide some form of comfort as the drops started to fall.

“You said you wanted to know what happened? I was attacked. It happened when I was coming back from a late night class on Tuesday. This person cornered me in an alley near my building and attacked me. I tried to fight back but they got me on my shoulder and I just didn’t know what to do. I’ve been trying to live normally but, I-I don’t think I can. I’m still able to go in the sun or hold over cravings but it’s hurting more each day.”

“O-okay. Maybe you can? Kai has this huge book, full of magical spells a-and creatures. I don’t know the full scale of his abilities, but I want to help you. From what I’ve seen the effects will get worse but we’ll fix this. I promise you.”

His arms tugged me forward into a hug. I landed on his chest rather surprised at the movement. Though, I embraced it, worming myself into a position to avoid skin-to-skin contact. It was reminiscent of the daydreaming my head got up to much earlier today. With how his long arm encompassed my torso, holding me firmly against his, and his nose tucking itself in my shoulder.

“Thank you.” he squeezed tighter.

“I cannot believe you told him.”

“Come on, Kai! I already apologized.”

“We had a plan!”

“Okay and? Mine still worked!”

“You could’ve been killed!”

“Jun wouldn’t have killed me.”

“Okay, well, you didn’t know that.”

I was once again standing in the middle of Hueningkai’s bedroom talking about the resident vampire. I’d confessed to him what happened and as I expected he was annoyed at best. Annoyance only heightened by my sudden ask for assistance

“Well, I do now. So, please let me see the book.”

“No.”

“You are a child.”

He huffed but did not move in any way. I came here to test a theory. The strange vial in the last image I’d seen when touching Yeonjun got me thinking. What if it was some sort of potion or something? Could it help him? So, I was hoping a look-through or maybe a vision from the spellbook would help. Yet, here Kai was, acting like a child and refusing to let me see it.

“This could help him. Now, please, Kai Kamal Huening.”

“Jesus, you sound like my mother.” Despite his words, he’d relented, reaching into a drawer and pulling out the book.

“Thank you.”

I made a move to grab it but he seemed cautious about handing it off.

“Kai, I’m not gonna do anything to it.”

“I know, just, what about the visions? What if they’re…a lot to handle?”

“But what if they’re not?”

“Well, can’t argue with that.”

The moment my fingers wrapped around the spine, the images began. It was different from the previous times. These came with a rush, flashing a million frames per second, overloading my senses until it paused on a single frame. A worn page, smudged and tattered, headlined with the words Non lamia. Coming back, I immediately saw the concern in Kai’s eyes.

“What the fuck.”

“What?”

“Your eyes got all misty.”

“Oh? Anyway, have you ever heard of something called a Non Lamia?”

“Hm? It sounds familiar. Why?”

“I just saw it.”

“Let me see the book.” Flipping closer towards the end, the page from my vision showed. The drawings scattered amongst it reminded me of the odd liquid I’d seen when brushing past Yeonjun a few days ago. I couldn’t make out the words perfectly, almost like it was written in a special script, but Kai furiously scanned the paragraphs.

“That’s…interesting.”

“What is it?”

“It looks like this ‘non lamia’ is a type of potion made to reverse the effects of a vampire bite.”

“Does that mean…it could cure him?”

“Not necessarily. If it were administered hours after the attack first happened, maybe, but it’s been almost a week so it'd more so slow the changing until we could get a more concrete reversal.”

“Well…what do we need for it?”

“A lot of weird ingredients. I might have to go dig around some of my grandma's old stuff again.”

“But, do you think we can do it?”

“Most definitely.”

A smile creased my eyes and I immediately went to text Yeonjun to meet up.

The wooden door flew up before I could even knock. Yeonjun stood to the side to let me come in, so I did. Running in, a stupid smile still plastered on my cheeks.

“What’s got you so happy?” he seemed just as stupidly smiley, closing the front door and walking into the hallway

“Yeonjun…it’s amazing!”

“What is?”

“We found something that’s gonna help you!”

He froze in place. Eyes bulging, mouth dropping, dead still and silent. “Y-you did?”

I nodded frantically, “It’s nothing permanent but it’s going to help with the effects you’re feeling until we do find the perfect fix.”

The grin adorning his face made my heart swell. He surged forward, jerking me into his chest, and his lips onto mine. I could barely process the feeling, stunned in the moment. Slowly, the tenseness softened, I leaned into the motion. It didn’t hit me at the time that there were no visions. At that moment, it was him and I entangled in each other's elation. Feeding into the desire for contact, for reciprocation. The buzz from oxygen running low and his canines dragging on my bottom lip; everything left me on cloud nine. My wish to decipher this enigma of a man hadn’t faded, it drilled deeper, morphing into a different need. The need to know everything about him, good, bad, and ugly. The need to feel his touch, delicate and rough. Still the need to unravel the enigma of Choi Yeonjun, but also the need to be with him, completely.