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hm. never too early to make up my own kinktober prompts.
#having an array of thoughts#i say kinktober prompts but it's just gonna be a list of things i either wanna try or i just wish there was more of lol#ramble tag
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spent the last 2 days thinking about what animals pd characters would be :3
#my post#my art#jrwi pd#prime defenders#fanart#yey <3#i have Reasons for everyones animal#wiwi is a deer bcus like. deer in headlights. prey animal. hes so scared literally all of the time. also made me think of chronic wasting#disease.#dakota is a dog because of course he is. no explanation needed. but hes specificially a pitbull bcus people look at him and think hes a bad#kid yknow. hes failing school he trespasses up the sides of buildings hes always late. idk something about how people think pitbulls are#inherently bad dogs.#also they have the biggest goofiest smiles and thatz so dakota to me#ashe is a coyote bcus i Needed him to be a social animal. and fun fact- coyotes dont live in packs but they live in family groups!#vyncent is a wasp (not because of Revenge of the Wasps but that was a funny coincedence)#because i needed a way to make him still visibly seperate from the prime people. so i made him a bug rather than a mammal.#hes a wasp bcus yknow workers drones hive mind. vyncent struggles with his identity. with taking action. with knowing who he is and what he#wants. hes a follower. chose wasp specifically mostly bcus a) yellow and he has yellow magic#and b) bcus they can sting a lot. and hes knife!#tide is a sheep bcus hes a clone. yknow. like dolly the sheep!#also a bit bcus like sheep get herded around and tide thinks being a hero is about following orders (at least in s1 he does lol)#mark is also a coyote bcus like ashe is one. but alsooo coyotes are opportunistic. will work with whoever to hunt. and well you know mark.#he did what he had to do.#they also go off on their own away from their family group to hunt! and mark left ashe alone to go work. yaaaay#and the trickster!!! i kindof randomly chose 5 animals (1 for each of the array) based on spookiness#so theres a rattle snake (tail) a raven (wing) a bat (other wing) an owl (neck) and a geep (goat/sheep. horns)#i thought itd be fun if it could twist its head all the way around all freaky style :]#also this is cursed as fuck but overlords whole thing was turning people into animals right. would this make his thing in this au be making#animals into people?? thats horrifying#and also why i drew mark w the bandages bcus i wasnt sure whether to make him half lizard still or. part human.
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huge ew at all the people who erase the bisexuality of the bg3 companions. they aren't "playersexual," they aren't "gay coded" or "lesbian coded," there are MANY instances of them expressing romantic and/or sexual interest in other characters of varying genders. and not just your tav. it's not a suggestion, it's part of who they are no matter who your tav is.
#bg3#thoughts about media#you can obviously see certain companions have a preference#which is a normal thing for any bisexual to have!#and it's equally as normal for a bisexual to have no preference!#but astarion clearly favouring men doesn't make him gay#karlach having flirtatious interactions with shadowheart doesn't make her a lesbian#gale being terribly hung up on his ex girlfriend doesn't make him straight#bisexual means a whole array of different expressions of attraction to all genders#it doesn't just mean whatever halsin has going on lmao#and that's not to say i'm against companions in games like these being gay/lesbian/straight#but that's NOT what bg3 did
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This is an on the string propaganda post
Brought to you, by me (with love)
It's time for machine comforts. Comforts we can't understand, or experience. Let them be happy, let them be at peace with their body.
Does a breath of cool water feel nice on their systems? When it's quiet do they listen to their own heart and feel the electricity pulsing? Does it remind them that they are alive and a part of this world? Do they have dreams? Hopes and projects they wish to work on, hobbies?
Why get off the string into the harsh and deadly world, fighting for survival and losing everything they've ever known to love about themselves?
What about the safety of their bodies? How scary would it be for a machine with thousands, maybe millions of throughs to suddenly have just a handful. The horror of everything going silent.
They have hundreds of eyes to see the world for all its beauty, they capture moments that would otherwise go unseen. Why blind themselves of such things?
#they are alive with ALL of themselves#people make puppets way too important. can we spare some love for the giant box in the recursive transfrom array?#can we give a little love to the neuron flies that dance and carry the thoughts of the iterator#and the memory conflux...they'd never forget anything..not your birthday or your favourite colour or the things you care about#the general system bus playing a song.. something unique just to them.. you can sit and listen to them think#and overseers that you can always show your art to..and they can do a lil spin and display a heart to show the appreciation#Could you lay on the ground on top of an iterator and feel the hum of the structure? could you watch the stars together?#and even after the ancients are gone could they light up rooms and make patterns of glowing windows on the side of the buildings?#really big machines can be happy being really big machines#let them have their comforts and joys we could never understand#love iterators <3 so fascinating#rain world#iterator#rain world oc#iterator oc#oc veil of dreams#drawins
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I feel like Crystal is going to have so much going on in season 2, and she is probably not going to handle it super well at first… just a guess
She’s trying to piece together her old life, coming to terms with who she was (not a very nice person) and who she is now that she has her memories again, her parents didn’t even notice that she went missing, Niko “died” saving her and I suspect she’ll have no small amount of grief over that, and David is buried in her mind and we already know he’s going to cause problems with the tree if he stays there too long. That’s. That’s a lot. Poor Crystal :/
#if Niko does somehow make contact with the group I bet you it’ll be through Crystal too.#you know because she won’t have enough going on with everything else fjdjxkcm#it’s also why I don’t see any kind of relationship with Charles progressing in s2 beyond like. maybe a few more kisses.#she just won’t be in the right headspace for that. also I suspect Charles will have some discoveries of his own to think about#*cough* ‘do I have feelings for my best friend’ *cough*#I do hope we see Crystal getting to talk with Emma. her ancestors more. Jenny.#I think it’s really good how Crystal healing from her amnesia and discovering herself involves not just support from the boys#but from a good array of other women who care about her#dead boy detectives#storyrambles#crystal palace#random thoughts
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el was kind of funny for hearing mike say 'if you're still out there give me a sign' and deciding to pull max's skateboard away so she falls over. mike was having flashbacks to the time el threw lucas across the junkyard like WAIT A MINUTE
#st#one day I will understand all of mike wheeler's thought processes#I'm building my collection#'how do you know so much stuff michael' due to an array of context and logical deductions#apparently#the less context we have of his experiences the weirder he seems#which is impressive cause he was already pretty damn weird#explain the pen mike. EXPLAIN THE PEN MIKE
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Okay, let me transcribe *exactly* word for word what I wrote down in my journal for you all (Again, bear in mind that my bestie and I have NOT finished the game yet, so this isn't the full list, I will be adding more):
(The whole dialogue exchange between Henry and Brenner when Henry's getting his tattoo touched up and calls Brenner a parasite because *chef's kiss*)
Orange for Lunch??
Freedom in mind void to ability suppression
Windows
Russian Spies?
Losing Control of the hivemind?
Eleven makes him emotional?
Control over the hivemind is fickle?
"Creepy Henry" by the other kids
Mind Flayer bullies him
Using the hivemind to hunt for Eleven
"Obsession is how you love"
Eating dinner away from the rest of the family as a child
Comic books
Eggs?
Flies around like Spider-Man with the vines
Corpses = Trophies
Spiders = Muse
Mind Flayer communicates to Henry with Brenner's voice
"Most human thing about him" is feeling time
"Tied down like your mother" ??
Physically inside brains?
Obsession with the past
Obsession the only way he can connect
Influence only goes as far as the corruption
Ants? Spiders eat ants?
Chapter 2 says November 1983
Mind Flayer wants to devour everything
Will the key
Chapter 3 The Possession of Will Byers
Vecna in communication with Will
Manipulates Will's memories?
"I understand you more than anybody else"
Can possess technology?
Sows seeds of doubt
"You'll finally matter to someone, Will"
Fascinated by environment (nerd)
Mind Flayer absorbs Henry's memories
Studies Henry
Brenner said he'd take the chip out
Stole some of the Flayer's power?
Mind Flayer is a DICK
Keeps escaping Mind Flayer's influence
Rewarded for hurting things
Saw Eleven like a sister - "Alice"
Eleven was the "replacement?"
Mind Flayer deadass pulls out a "rate your emotions" chart
Henry corrupts the Upside Down
We stopped in the middle of the memory nexus loop since the headset was dying and it was getting late, but that's what I've written down so far. I'll update this once we finish the game and then maybe come up with a more comprehensive analysis post.
#as you can tell my train of thought is interesting#the notes don't accurately portray the wide array of thoughts I had but I tried#i'm so excited to finish the game but it likely won't be for a couple days because 'somebody' has shit to do apparently#i'd have written down more visual details but the stream feed was like looking at a damn mosaic picture it was so grainy#also here's where i'm gonna choose to praise jcb's voice work becayse GYAT#sir you did not need to say some of those lines the way you did this shit's gonna get clipped so hard#i'm upset that i got butterflies so much#anyways#fishgills speaks#anonymous asks#stranger things#stranger things vr#st vr#stranger things vr game#st vr spoilers#stranger things vr spoilers#stranger things spoilers#henry creel
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Tokusatsu x Birthdays ♢ Day 2 │ Birthstone Color - Garnet
Crimson Dragon │ Tajador Combo │ Type Tridoron
#kamen rider saber#kamen rider drive#kamen rider#kamen rider ooo#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokubds#flashing lights#flashing lights tw#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#garnets can come in an array of colors but red garnets are probably the most thought of so have 3 red suits i love
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Personal rant in the tags that I’ll probably delete later
#Bones has a nasty habit of kindling up a very confusing array of feelings within me#the only one of those feelings Ive ever been able accurately nail down what exactly it is. is longing#this very particular form of yearning#a kind that makes me smile and cry at the same time#but that’s not really what’s important or what the main point of this tag rant is about#I watched the whole show for the first time when I was 14 and it was very formative for my young teenage self#it taught me a lot about myself and it helped me gain a lot of perspective that helped me through my shitty childhood/teenage years#it also helped me form a vision for myself for what I wanted to be when I grew up#I had a very clear vision. aspirations. goals. dreams.#and then I grew up. the vision from my younger days never completely went away. but it got a little lost#I’ve had a lot of very strong inexplicable feelings while rewatching bones#and I really wasn’t sure what they were or what they meant at first but I think I’m starting to understand#I never wanted a career in EMS. it wasn’t something I always knew I wanted to do. it was just something that happened#then when it happened I thought maybe it was what I wanted to do for the rest of my career#then burn out came and went. it didn’t end my career like it does for a lot of people. it got better#I healed from it. but it provided me with some new perspective. I don’t want to be in EMS forever. I love it. and it’s been a lovely#sometimes horrifying adventure. But it’s not what I dreamed of for myself.#my rewatch of bones has reminded me of that vision that got lost.#and now I keep going back to that 14 y/o me and her dreams and how I’m not living those dreams#and I so desperately don’t want to disappoint her and rn I feel like I am#because rn I feel like I have settled#anyway might quit my job and go to college in pursuit of the dreams a much younger version of myself once dreamed
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hey! I love your blog and the things you post. I wanted to say that if you have questions about Halakhah or about anything else that is related to Judaism, I would love to help you! I'm not pretending to be a rabbi or something, but I know alot about Judaism. keep in mind that I'm an ortodox jew and not a conservative)
Orthodox jews 🤝 Every other jews
People I love with all my heart 🩵🩵🩵
(And thank you! 😭)
#ask#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#this blog loves orthodoxy and i am really grateful for the kindness i've been shown by a VAST array of jews#from reform to conservative to orthodox to unaligned i have been shown so much love and i want to give that love back😭😭#i never know how to respond to this kindness but i want to make sure y'all do know how beautiful and how much i love your lives and judaism#i love seeing how vast - how differently each jew lives and observes and thinks about judaism#i love seeing all of them no matter if i completely agree. it isn't ABOUT agreement!!#we are united ultimately by that love and care - by the community outreach and intercommunity support#we become united when we reach across those superficial bridges in order to embrace each other#and that's what i love about judaism. because you notice how often that theme comes up?#humans can be bad about that! about reaching across bridges. and i know some of us need to learn how to love and BE loved#being loved is just as much a skill as loving and yet it's a skill we often aren't taught in tandem with learning HOW to love#anyway. rant has ranted long enough. but i just wanted to talk about this because judaism often does get this right#and i want this blog to be a safe and loving space for as many jews as humanly possible. because i love judaism and jews...#...and they are my INHERENT equal which will never change. it will never change that this will be what i think...#...and i'm saying that as confidently as i can because i want and try to put the work in to learn to love and be loved by jews
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i know everyone is into big dicks but little cocks are so fucking cute. i dont care they're fun. i like them. toy size. oh you mean i can fit the whole thing in one of my tiny little stupid baby hands? that's nice, it's fun. i like it
#red rambles#i keep hooking up with dudes with enormous fucking cocks for some reason and im just sitting here like. Well what if this was smaller#i should put my money where my mouth is and draw someone with like a tiny little hog or whatever#but unfortunately due to the nature of They Are Transformers all the characters i'd want to draw are. Not that way due to their personaliti#like my first thought was breakdown but i imagine he's very carefully got his array set up to be Average As Fuck#drag strip is drag strip. if he could have a twenty inch dick he would. because he is insecure. motormaster is also this way but because he#is easily swayed by societal expectations. wildrider could work. dead end could also work but i feel weird being like 'well naturally the#borderline pillow princess of the group has a tiny cock' LOL#and i feel like it suits his personality better to be like the 'big dick but i only use it for peeing so it doesnt matter' type anyway#lemon
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say it on main with your chest
no :thumbsup:
#asks#may be a cowards choice but idc really...#the thing is i have random ass haterisms towards many teams and things . and idk sometimes i see people hate on my teams#or like gloat when they lose or whatevs#and it's. upsetting is a strong word but i dont care for it! and i have seen similar sentiments elsewhere#and im a fairly popular blog w a pretty widespread array of followers so i dont want to like. make someone feel worse for no reason#because my haterism IS largely for no reason theres no activism in it its just 'i dislike the vibes. my bad thoughts be upon thee'#i mean some of my hater opinions are known lmao but i try not to be excessive we're here 2 have fun#if you want my true and honest hater opinions youll have to befriend me the old fashioned way. im afraid
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Halloween baking stuff was on sale….. I spent way too much money on it…..
#I think I’m gonna try to like. advertise my baking at work#I already have one guy that like to buy baked good from me#I think I wanna start building up just a few more people w it#and bc how much I love Halloween#I thought it would be a great season#especially for the flavors I could use for the different array of treats
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[ID copied from alt: A drawing of Xie Lian and Hua Cheng in a scene from TGCF Black Water arc. Xie Lian is slightly embarrassed, Hua Cheng is looking mischievous. The dialogue above the drawing is: Wind Master (out of frame): "Your Highness, Crimson Rain Sought Flower, what are the two of you doing? Did you exchange verbal passwords? And now you're exchanging secrets?" Xie Lian: "Nothing of the sorts." Hua Cheng, in their private array: "You liar". End ID]
Rereading the Black Water arc and finding the funny Hualian moments I forgot about
#I LOVE WHEN THEY'RE OBNOXIOUS <333#tgcf#described#op the private array's thought bubble having a tail from hc but bubbles from xl is so subtle and clever!! i love it!!
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i think i'm too tired to work much on my image viewer build tonight but i'll try in the morning
#have been so slow#thought i'd finish this in 24hrs#need to quickly implement the json formatting/bounding box display and user interactions with file update#and i think that's mostly it? outside of multiple select and maybe some color based speaker display system#then of course need to write the whole ocr backend lol#which is coming out to maybe be training-own-model extent of nightmare#depending on how nicely it plays with furigana#and if it does play nicely with furigana then i need to implement a whole second stage of string analysis#doing some 2d math to combine bounding boxes to display nicely for the viewer i guess#and associating the relevant furiganas#which in json i guess i can just store as an array of kanji char pos len and associated furigana in the recognized line
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we talk a lot about astrology being bs but what about people who think names influence personalities
#no the random array of letters your parents thought sounded good enough to make it what you'd be called for the rest of your life#isn't going to define what kind of person you grow into and how well you do in your love & professional lives#my mom could have named me peanut butter and i'd the same guy albeit with 1 more problem (being named peanut butter)
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