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every part of naoki’s body and movements work in harmony with each other… sentimental favourite swiss skater real…
#he did SO WELL im going to yell#his hands.. his epaulement you guyssjjdjshd#his extensions..#jwc 2023
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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whatever og text i had in mind for this post about ko shibasaki looking like sayama in this movie is completely cancelled on account of utsumi (this character)'s first name being kaoru and i only found this out cause i was looking up her name just to be sure when making this post
like jesus christ i legally have to make this post now
#snap chats#they literally never say her first name in the movie. i think lol LIKE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS JUST 'NO FUCKING WAY'#i do have to be tbh and say her face /is/ a little more round than sayama's#and its absolutely predominantly because of how her bangs and wardrobe are so close to sayama's that i think she look like her#BUT I CAAAANT THE WHOLE MOVIE I WAS JUST THINKIN ABOUT SAYAMA... i miss her...#OH RIGHT THE MOVIE THOUGH noooo fuck you this movie was so good it actually made me want to write a summary for it LMAOOO#LIKE I LIKE WRITING SUMMARIES BUT IVE JUST BEEN SO LAZY ABOUT IT WITH THE PAST FEW THINGS IVE SEEN BUT GOD.#ignore the fact i finished this movie two hours ago i was too busy fiddling with a card holder kit but. ill make a post about that next--#THIS MOVIE THOUGH NOOOOO IT WAS SO GOOD //SCREAMS AND YELLS AND DESTROYS A SNOWGLOBE//#god the part where ishigami and yukawa are walking by the homeless and it just lingers on an empty spot.. LIKE I THOUGHT I WAS WACK#CAUSE I WAS LIKE 'hang on wasnt there a guy there last scene' and obviously there was since the shot lingered right#BUUUUTT WHEN IT WAS REVEALED DOWN THE LINE SHUT UPPP I LITERALLY YELLED IM SO GLAD. my roommates arent home..#on god i thought the movie was gonna end with utsumi and fukawa's convo from the beginning#and i was gonna make a gaf about how fukawa was acting irrationally because he was too in love LMAOOO#BUT THEN IT KEPT GOING AND. im so glad it did. ishigami valid tbh#id also cover up and take blame for AND ACTUALLY commit murder for a girl if she said hi to me and made me lunch while i was trying to kms#while fukawa and ishigami were talkin that first night tho i just thought of after the rain.. lol... maybe the mangaka was inspo'd by that.#anyway. this movie was great. it reminded me of sherlock but if it was directed well and actually let you solve the mystery too#CAUSE WHILE I WAS WATCHING THERE WERE POINTS WHERE I TOO WAS JUST 'hang on' AND I JUST POCKETED THE INFO FOR LATER#i kicked and screamed when ishigami was talking abut how he formats his tests LIKE I SAID 'oh you fucking slipped'#when ishigami called and told her he had a white envelope in there bitch i knew it was gonna be the stalker letter i YELLED#LIKE I LIKE HOW THE MOVIE SETS THINGS UP SO ABUNDANTLY. IT'S FUN SEEING IT FIT IN THE MOVIE LATER ON#the twist of there being two bodies was so fun tho cause at the start of the movie i was sure two murders happened the same night#so when it was played off as just one i was like Oh. Ok. im still stumped on how he snuck a body out of the apartment#but yk what one detail is like. whatever in comparison to the rest of the movie being fun to watch#god im running out of tags POINT IS. PLEAAASE watch this movie if you got two hours#ive left some minor warnings on my Watchlist doc but there's nothing. TOO extreme ??#i mean there's an aforementioned suicide attempt but aside from that it's nothing too grotesque. for an rgg fan ig#ok bye i have to ramble about the card holder i got <3
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The thing about me, personally, being in bg3 as a concept is I would quite literally accidentally sell my soul to Raphael because I never hear a word of what he says since I'm too entranced by the sound of his voice and gesticulating.
#raphael bg3#hed give me the hammer and id be like ??? oh i guess i just signed for a package delivery/pickup#like i am always too awkward to ask people to repeat themselves so id just nod along and do whatever feels like is expected of me#id go to camp and everybody would yell at me and id be like. god did i fail the social interaction THIS bad. were my#hearteyes embarassingly obvious. im moving planets immediately-#i swear i dont need half an hour for every of his cut scenes bc i want to#...well not only#i just genuinely Do Not Process the words bc hes giving such a show#like after spending hours transcribing i Know but thats the only reason...
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emotional support group for autistics who got called condescending and rude as kids just for responding to things directly and still not knowing how they were being mean
#what did i do#i got constantly told by my mother and step father (and his family) that i always talked like i knew better than they did or that i was#just as mature. i was just fuckjng talking what the hell did you want me to do#why do you feel attacked when a 10 year old speaks to you as an adult????? literally what#i dont know on that note sometimes its just like i dont even feel like ive aged at all#sure i have a giant explosion of time in my head just Gone from my memory because i was getting abused but like i dont feel like ive aged#or really matured ive felt like ive alwats felt#i cant relate when epople are like me when i feel all my ages or i wish i could go back to being x age or being x age everything felt so#different..like no it didnt. or im missing something?#i have never in my life felt like anything has changed. ive always been this old. there is no ''inner child'' and ive never had childhood#innocence or a nostalgia or childhood to go back to. i have no idea what any of you are talking about ever👍#ugh jst rmemebred skmething that happened with my white step dad's mother#we visited her house and she literally fucking didnt let me go (not physically) until i replied to her with Correct Granmar. what was i#doing? i was reaponding to her by saying ''yeah'' and she kept repeating ''yes'' like telling me to say yes instead of yeah and i didnt#Fucking Get It because guess what you old white cracker i barely fucking speak english and you are just saying things in an aggressive tone#like thats gonna make me get it. and i Didnt i just kept replying yrah to her yes's and then she got tired of it and we left out the door#and theeeeen i got yelled at in the car by being called disrespectful and rude by my parents. WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?????????#those crackers never liked me LOL i literally know they didnt#ugh i rmemeber this one time my step dads father was like trying to show me some dumb boxing or karate or something punching move and he#told my mother that i was good at it because he felt i had a lot of aggression and then NY MOTHER YELLED AT ME IN THE CAR FOR IT??????#oh fucking wonder why te kid being abused mighthave aggression but she didnt Know (apart from what She was doing to me) like why would it#be my fucking fault if he thought i had aggression in me HOW IS THAT MY FAULT WHAT DIDBI DO I WAS JUST TRYING TO DO THE MOVE BECAUSE WELL#I WAS TRYING TO GET ALONG BECAUSE THATS WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO#she was like do you know how much that embarassed me and WHAT THE HELL HE SAID IT I DIDNT I WAS LIKE#8??? OR SOMETHING???? I DONT FUCKING KNOW!!! I DIDNT KNOW WOMAN WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME#mothers when they mother👍
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not to sound like a petulant child but my entire fuckin week is ruined and i wanna kms
#basically#me and my college friends were gonna hang out together today#at this rlly nice place that i havent been to before that they were gonna show me right#we were gonna have a picnic and i bought fuckin drinks and cookies and plates n shit right#i was really excited about it bc 1. this semester legit made me wanna jump out a window so im glad its done#and 2. my friend is going back to his country next week so we were gonna have one last get together before he leaves yk#well anyway right before i was about to leave my mom's leg started hurting (though i think she did it on purpose now)#so i offered to do the wash before i left so that yk....she could rest and not fuck up her leg...common fuckin sense#anyway i started sorting the wash...tell me why she literally SPRINTS over (again...with a 'hurt' leg) and started screeching in my ear#she starts yelling 'get the fuck away from me!!!' and 'what are you doing'....WHIILE SHE WAS THE ONE UP IN MY FACE#keep in mind this is all 20 minutes before im meant to leave im literally dressed and ready to go out the door#anyway my brother broke us up and WHY WAS SHE THE ONE THAT BURST INTO TEARS???? WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE SCREECHING AND PUSHING ME#anyway i just did the wash and told my friends i couldnt make it#but i feel super shitty about it bc we were supposed to meet at 12 and i suddenly told them i couldnt make it at 11
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#vent#man I need to scream about this so bad...#so just like ignore the tags if you dont wanna see me venting about the abuse and ableism and biphobia my bf and i are facing#A year ago me and my bf moved out together#for reference we were 24 and 25 at the time and wed been dating 8 years#my bfs parents absolutely flipped out. like complete meltdown#his mom called me and yelled at me calling me all kinds of names and saying she thinks im manipulating her son#screaming at me and anything I said just made her get more mad#His dad also hid his keys so me and my sister had to drive him to work#she called my parents too to try and have them break us up#which just made my parents say my boyfriend is welcome to stay with us if he feels unsafe#which ive never heard them offer to someone so it was BAD bad#well we moved out anyways and my bf has been way happier and healthier since leaving his parents#well new year comes around and they call him and have this huge conversation about how theyve realized they were wrong#and how they want to apologize to me and how theyre proud of him and they think he did the right thing#well my bf finally agrees to talk to them again after a year of no contact so he and his mom go to lunch#and immediately his mom says actually no i dont want to apologize to deo#she's weird and her art is weird and I dont like her#and i think she's taking advantage of you because she cant drive#she insulted my family and said he should break up with me because I'm disabled#she said i have no right to draw gay people and that it's weird I write gay stories#just. incredibly mean.#and the worst bit is that she's abusing my bf like this in my name#saying she wouldnt be like this if i were different. a different girl or a different person or less 'weird'#its been horrible and I'm so tired. at least we're moving again so she wont know where we live#a year of this shit man#delete later#sorry to the people who already know about this I'm just really struggling with it and having a hard time moving past it
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I love it when i accidentally stay up on the night im supposed to be catching up on sleep it totallly doesnt make me feel horrible all week long
#talk post#i love this blog i want to live here#I cant!!! i just cant!!! go to bed at a normal fucking time istg#but noooooo the wild grinders wiki no some stupid bullshit no one has ever cared about before#WHEN I DONT GET ENOUGH SLEEP MY MENTAL HEALTH GETS WAY WORSE!!!!! IF I DONT FIX IT WE ARE GOING TO GET TOO SILLY#(yelling at a mirror)#seriously bothers me tho that Im always worried about how intense my negative feelings have been lately#and im like “oh ill just get more sleep” and then immediately fuck it up the next night making me tired all week#making me feel SO bad in the mornings and at night and increasing my paranoia and other such thoughts#and in trying to tune it all out just forget about it again leading to me fucking it up again#this is a bit dramatic its only happened 2 weeks in a row#but that feels like a lot because thats like 10 nights where i felt like i blinked and i had to wake up and go to school#and not only deal with my shitty social skills but the results of said thing#and also try to fight the thoughts that are like “this shits pointless im not doing this” LIKE PLEASE pretend to be normal for one year#and also that one teacher i have who demands every students attention while he teaches like i already finished the work sheet shut it#like i do well in that class just let me do what i want im not being distracting like girl i have at least an 87 dw about me#PLUS most of the time im not even on my phone he just really wants me to look at the board but girl as i said I ALREADY DID WHATS ON THERE#i feel like i never get to relax but i do all the time so i dont know what i mean#i keep saying “its ok as long as i can bury all my thoughts and just keep going while filling what free time i have with things i enjoy”#but things only work for so long#i hate the passage of time#anyawy erm wrong my guitar is in my mind (stupid ass guitar riff)#walks over to my bed and trips on the way falling asleep on the floor#ramble#hit post
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hm. my dad is now aware that i have slept over at eriks when i visit him.
#dont love that.#he brought it up bc i have an aunt and uncle in his city and i think he was going to offer to like see if i could stay with them at some#point to visit him#he was like have you thought of visiting erik in (city)? and i was like. yeah#and he was like. have you? and i was like. yeah. and he was like how many times? and i said twice and he was like oh. where did you stay?#and i said. eriks place. and he was like. oh. well you know you have an aunt and uncle there that would let you stay right? and i was like.#yeah i know. and it was in front of my mom and sister and brother in law and HIS sister and everyone was so quiet because they know how my#dad is#and i was like in the process of leaving so i just like said bye to everybody real quick and left so im still like. agh. scawed!#idk why even its not like theres anything he can do to me its just like. god i really want to have peace with him i do not want to ever hav#another lecture from him or get yelled at by him again idk im still scared of that. and he hasnt even met erik yet and probably has a#terrible impression of him now just based off of that even though i am always telling them great stuff about him i dont want HIM to deal#with that especially because i do not think that he would take as much bullshit which he shouldnt have to but god i just have this vision o#my dad like. pulling erik aside for a talk or something if they ever meet and trying to scare him and them getting into an argument bc erik#would stand up for himself#idk who knows if that will happen im literally making up scenarios in my head to scare myself but christ. \#the thing is also at this point in my life i just like. i have to keep moving forward in like. the whole living my life without constantly#thinking about the church's and my dad and the rest of my family's expectations. I have to. I almost lied to him but i didnt and thats#really big progress but im still so scared. but whatever. do it scared. agh!
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ohhhhhh my god my lead actress's big brown eyes...... girl you're killing me......
#and my male lead is quite literally blonde with blue eyes it's ridiculous#he's ok tho. actually i did find out today he played clarient in marching band in hs#so that's a red flag but hey i just need him to act and he's been pretty great at it. red flags are allowed <3#he also got us our other guy we needed for some small scenes. so he's been invaluable despite the serial killer eyes#in truth he actually looks lke a panda to me. there's nothing wrong with his serial killer blue eyes i'm being mean#sorry for being anti men who play clarient. in my defense i've known those guys and i have never met one that didn't annoy me a little#anyway. she has beautiful big brown eyes and he is there. and our other guy is beautifully tragic and doomed <3#that was my criteria for casting him. i said 'he needs to look beautiful and tragic' and then we found him#he did great today. i don't know if he likes me but he showed up and he wore all the outfits i told him to wear so#actually i think i act weird around good looking men. i think it's because once a hot guy is around i get one notch lower on the hierarchy#and i'm usually up there. frankly. so i don't like being lowered...#i mean you guys will see what he looks like eventually i'm gonna post the link to the film when it's done and i'm graduated#but he's Hot. i was scared of him for a moment. he was wearing sunglasses. and then i made him walk up a bigass hill#and then i made him be in vaguely homoerotic pictures. his words. he didn't seem to mind there were jokes had. jests even#and tomorrow at 11am im gonna make him stand on a bed and put stars on a wall while yelling at him to smile and look pretty#and well. that's awesome. heirarchy is restored once we all remember that i'm the guy in charge......#anyway. i had an eventful day. 8am to now. i gotta go to sleep girls.#unfortunately that's not happening soon due to i've committed myself to reviewing today's footage. ok
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Just saw shitfaced Shakespeare for the first time oh my god I'm going another million times it was BRILLIANT
#romeo was the shitfaced one and he was so funny#he kept trying to get off with the friar and running off th stage and up the asiles#and he kept going on at mercutio about personal space and when he died they yelled at him that hed made his bed snd he could lie in it#when he came in and found juliet on the bed he was like NOOO JULIET!! ok im gonna take this poison vut before i do in just gonna make sureee#and then kept trying to get her to wake up and eventually she did and he was like AYYY SHES ALIVE and then the friar wnf the dad came in#and the dad was like what the fuck juliet why is romeo here and romeo was like look mate im. uh. me andjuliet and the friar were a throuple#and pulled the friar overto the bed with him and juliet and the dad was just kinda like well if a man of god is involved its gotta b ok#and they all lived happily ever after the end#shitfaced Shakespeare#wet floor sign
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in my charli xcx vroom vroom era 🤠 🏎 🚗 💨 💥
#beep beep so lets ride#they say gays cant drive but they never said anything abt the bis#i'm seriously trying NOT to be 'all men are trash' but these men do be seriously testing me#dude started yelling at me to calm down after the 1st thing i did was put in the wrong gear that was right next gto it#bc i pushed sliiiightly too hard and i couldnt understand what he was being omnious abt and so it was just like#me minding my business and a guy just telling me to calm down and i wasnt doing anything like a hysteric 18th century maiden#also then i get home and my mom was like 'this guy was in an accident yesterday i think he went to school with u#and it was a ukranian guy who was a total menace in 3rd/4th grade like BAD BAD....and shes just like 'well hes gone' like damn ok#i just got my license (somehow bc the guy was stressing me to the point of breakdown) and ur telling me abt a guy dying in a crash like pls#me when my grandma leaves the sub here: im going on a hero's journey (to her hosue to see my dog <3 <3)#olivia rodrigo WHOMST I SAID !#wow anna said something#i was listening to bmth lost in the morning and wow isnt that a big mood#like i need a drink frfr pass the licquor#anna's shitposts
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dude that SUCKED
#sigh.#my coworker just got chewed out by the mom of one of the little kids in our book club for some positively INANE reason#that the scavenger hunt we did for the kids was unfair to her son because he's short and can't reach the candy we hid in the bookshelves#like??????#and she was full on yelling at him!! and my coworker. he's a pretty timid guy he wouldn't hurt a fly and he's scared of upsetting anyone!!#it's not his or my fault that you enrolled your little kid in a program that is too old for him just because he can read at the#level of the older kids. like we are also going to be doing activities intended for older kids as well!! not our fault.#she yelled at my coworker in front of all the kids too and then stormed out. im so pissed#loquitur
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my soul will not be able until beatrice is recognised as the brown girl she was meant to be on the world stage
#I CAN GO ON. AND ON. ABOUT THIS#like for the rest of my life perhaps#much ado is shakespeare's most desi play#and i can desify all his plays if i try hard enough#but there is something so desi worked into those words#how did he depict our experience SO FUCKING WELL#much ado about nothing just translates to lohg kya kehengeh#i am so fucking correct#something so deep in my soul sees my culture in this play#so much of it#the fuckin davvat ass relationship of beatrice and benedick#HEROS DAD#YELLING AT HER.#hero in general#hero and beatrices relationship cmon white people dont care abt their cousins like that#everything. about beatrice's perspective. on love.#her capacity for love when it comes to hero vs her rejection of love when it comes to benedick#im telling u#that shit hits harder than anyone for brown girls#like hwite ppl do it good with their old friend forty y/o bea and ben#and i eat that shit up#but goddamn#brownify it#and it just#IT JUUUUUUST.#hhhhhhhhhhhh#thtre#lei.txt
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sorry i cant give my all to the misha debacle (do hope he takes it back in 3 days tho that'd be funny as hell) the big mean old nazi in my country is in the hospital with heart failure and might die i'm just thinking of dancing crabs
please pray with me
also the leader of the communist party used a dog whistle to imply there are too many immigrants getting in the country so. win some lose some. hell world
#im posting so much these days. sorry have a lot of thoughts.#also love not working on this animation#the communist party leader DID get thrown out of a protest tho by people yelling hes not a comrad hell yea fuck off#i wish i could blast the complexities of france's political debacle into all of you guys heads.#well its getting more and more similar to the us as years go by. sigh
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was abt to share this oldass scratch project i had made with stuff for an object show i was trying to make with friends but. i was snooping around inside it and it has a shit ton of recordings of me and my friends/siblings doing the voice lines and what not and i dont really feellike sharing those especially becuz of how old they are
#also theres liek two full recordings my brother did apperently?????? just with a shit ton of voice lines i never wrote??#i never remember him doing that so im guessing he snuck(is that a word??) onto the computer while i was busy.#i didnt even recognize it as my brother at first cuz the audio quality is so bad and i forgot. just how little we all were when me made tha#inquisitivewaltz.txt#WAIT ONEOF THE RECORDINGS IS JSUT#QUOTING THINGS FROM EXISTING OBJECT SHOWS ???#NOW HES SINGING WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY#ok well now its. emerald hill 2player mod. also he yelled 'WEED! yay'#i have no fucking clue whtas going on in any of these holyshit
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