So you write for Seongjoon huh?😏
I have a request for him (I love him so much!!)
His s/o breaking up with him but not because he was a Yakuza member but because of something else, maybe something related to his ex gf and him trying to get back together with reader.
I love angst to fluff🥰
Thanks in advance !!
Black anon
Listen, I promise I read over pretty thoroughly every ask I get. Then I go away, start writing, thinking yes yes this is it. Then come back and read over the ask again and realise I've barely hit the mark.
Baek Seongjun x Reader: Broken
You were there to put back the pieces after Hwang Hye-yeon.
You could never blame her. You would have done the same thing in her place, assumed the same motives.
But it's unfortunate that you find yourself loving a man so irrevocably damaged. You're not even sure if he has a heart. Maybe he had one that was fragmented and splintered and never put back whole again, maybe it was never there in the first place.
You made do with the pieces that you had. Cutting yourself, willingly let yourself bleed on his sharp edges. Painstakingly pouring your love and adoration and devotion into this task. Giving him all of yourself.
Sometimes you would find him staring off into the distance, his mind and thoughts a world away from you. These moments he shuts himself off from everything and everyone.
Sometimes he treats you like you're the only human in the world, the only one he sees.
You take the good with the bad. The shards still finds itself under your skin. Finds your doubts and insecurities.
.
.
Seongjun comes homes to you with your bags packed. You had nothing else to give. What else was there to say? What else could you do?
Out of everyone, he had never expected you to give up. His rock, his anchor. He had taken for granted that you would always be there.
Your dedication to him had always been easy to see. Why had he never shown you the same courtesy? Why does he find it so difficult to wear his heart on his sleeve - to show you what you truly mean to him?
To show how hard it is, how frustrating that he couldn't bring himself to bare everything to you. That his past and his true self is a monster, that he couldn't handle the rejection if you knew.
His tears surprise you both. He approaches you and murmurs promises into your hair. That he thinks he could make you happy.
That you make him feel honourable again, like someone he used to be.
(Who did he used to be? You didn't know. He never let you in.)
He wraps his arms around your waist. Clinging on, willing you to stay in his life.
"I love you. I'm trying."
The words hits you like a gut punch.
"Will that be enough?"
You look into his eyes. Beneath the tears, you see a new-found clarity and steely determination.
"Everything I am belongs to you."
Your breath hitches at the admission.
The days and nights you have spent with him, the scars you have formed. What's another chance.
.
.
He lays every part of himself before you.
The puzzle of Baek Seongjun becomes easier now you can see the whole picture. His worst fears are never realised. You stay by his side.
Slowly. Piece by piece. Together, you mend his heart.
For the first time in a long time, Seongjun finally feels it: happiness.
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