#health rapidly declining

[splashofbi]

Me every day this year so far

[delfvoid]

Make Some Noise, Episode 10 - The Great Pistachio War

[lunamoth14]

When you’re looking forward to the weekend but then you remember that there are kids at parties and you’re in your house on a Friday night dreaming about what it would be like to have a social life or fall in love or have one single moment of relief from the endless dread and fear rolling around the bottom of your stomach for absolutely no reason.

[aggrevatedhammerhead]

Sometiems you just gotta do little things and it’ll make everything a little bit more bearable

[nightlordbrainrot]

Therapy: Hundreds of dollars. Frustrating. Time consuming. Not fun.

Saying "I'M A NIGHT LORD": Free. Takes under five seconds. Motivating. Fun.

[cinematicnomad]

finished society of the snow and it was VERY good, like, so genuinely moving and harrowing and touching and so well acted. i am a little confused by the decision NOT to bring up the comparison of eating the dead for survival with the catholic act of communion, ie. the literal imbibing of the body and blood of christ. in real life this was brought up by the survivors, and it was one of the arguments that actually convinced some of the others that it was ok, that they wouldn't be sent to hell, etc. it's also an argument that as a former catholic has always made me understand the survivors actions, in a way? not sure if that makes sense entirely, but i just think it's something that's v humanizing in their debates about this choice—which the movie makes clear was very much a last resort. the survivors are eating shoelaces, they're eating cigarettes, they're eating anything but the obvious because they're just PRAYING they'll be rescued before they have to make that decision. the movie is full of catholic imagery and catholic faith and prayers, so it just seemed odd to not include that? it doesn't in any way lessen my praise of the movie, i'd just be very curious to talk to the screenwriter about this choice.

[rxkuyo]

bro I fucking hate t-shirt weather I'm about to start fucking biting people

[silenthillbunni]

🤧🐀🌧️🌊

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

your most recent piece with dottore has me brainrotting. imagine dottore starts using you as a way to entice childe to be cooperative during experiments. the more he’s unwilling the more time he gets. thinking about “oh if you do this y/n can spend the night” and the idea of cuddling you like there’s no tomorrow is VERY enticing to the moth

YES. YOU RIGHT THERE. YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MY MIND WORKS (referenced post(s) right here!!)

Dottore has absolutely no qualms about using you as a bargaining chip, especially if it means Childe being cooperative- to be honest though, he'd still do the experiment even if Childe wasn't cooperative, it'd just be more annoying to deal with Foul Legacy- but Dottore is nothing if not resourceful, so once he notices that Childe has a curious attachment to you, he begins offering time with you in exchange for Childe's compliance

you're the Doctor's assistant, after all. he can with you as he pleases

so your days are mostly normal, usually being shooed off to help his segments with some experiment or another, but most of your nights consist of Childe curling up on your lap and snuggling into your arms. even if he's weak and bruised from whatever experiments Dottore puts him through, he still presses his head into the crook of your neck and purrs, and you have to hold back tears as you do your best to soothe any injuries he has. you still can't believe that it's him, Tartaglia- your Ajax- and you can't bear to see him suffering but you can't do anything but watch, other than comforting him whenever he wakes up shrieking from nightmares and holding him whenever you can

sometimes you beg Dottore to leave Childe alone, just for a day, but he simply laughs and waves you off, for "science waits for no one!" and leaves you alone. you only pray that you can ignore your own deteriorating health once more, and make it to the evening

[bivampires]

the thing about grief is that I feel like I'm doing it wrong. I care too much compared to how I've grieved before. I care too little compared to how I've grieved before. I'm too sensitive, I'm not sensitive when I should be. I'm never moving on from this and that's ridiculous. I'm going to move on from this and that's wrong of me.

[vreemd]

made a tiny lobster and also a bigger lobster!

pattern is https://karabouts.typepad.com/files/little-blue-lobster-5.pdf

[manicpixiedreamjew]

it's been a . a very blah weekend need prayers fr

[sour-bean]

Drawing my queen Beidou

[arctic-hands]

I am gonna start taking my own advice as I gave in the earlier post. When I go out with the cane I'm wearing the defense whistle next to my robot medical alert necklace

[disabled-queer-culture-is]

I’m looking into getting a mobility aid and based on available accessibility and my needs, I feel like forearm crutches would be the way to go? Problem is, my shoulders are absolute garbage and I’m very nervous that one of them may be at risk of easily dislocating (and of course it’s the one on the side where I need a mobility aid the most)

Anyone who’s had experience with this sort of thing, was the extra force on the shoulders and wrists a major problem? Any recommendations on if I do get some forearm crutches?

[thatonesapphicfilipino]

i love taking stuff that makes me happy from myself cuz of smth someone said