I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you monochrome I hate you rose gold I hate you painting kids’ toys to be joyless I hate you soulless white kitchens I hate you stainless steel I hate you exposed framing I hate you pristine white sofas I hate you parents who force their children to live in environments with no colour I hate you organised houses I hate you echoey houses I hate you perfectly cut emerald grass I hate you biscuit cutter houses I hate you conformity I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic I hate you modern aesthetic !!
My mother watched a documentary about the Endurance expedition and she’s already an angry woman but she was just straight up throwing curses and things at the screen
Sometimes I wonder if I am truly capable of love. When my emotions are as unclear and grey as ink swirling in water how am I to know if any of this truly is love. And even were I to isolate it how am I to know if any of these of the things that I feel are even real... Have I too grown so accustomed to my mask as to forget that I am wearing one.? Have I let myself forget what I really am? It is a dangerous mistake, and I worry I play this game with lives other than my own.
your f/os share your kinks btw. yes, even that "embarrassing" one you're too humiliated/scared to tell anyone about. maybe they've never heard of some of your more obscure ones, but the first time the two of you try them out they go 'oh, fuck.' because now you've unlocked something new for them too.
Somehow the (gated off) fake courtyard with fake trees and a non functioning indoor fountain did not make this old-warehouse-turned-apartments any less liminal
haven't talked about the ice gorgon thing for a while and-
this is very convenient for me icon-wise , but i imagine that when lilli's power creeps up , her spaces around her eyes , mouth , and hands darkens-- mimicking frostbite , but also making her look like a corpse .
the reason for the skeletal imagery is because it's paired often with a.rktos relating to his "true form, " ( although whatever THAT is , your imagination can do the work :) ) and corpse paint is always worn by the actors / singers preforming his songs ( and also his music genre is alleged to be metal , so it fits musically , too ! )
i've also been listening to the 2nd album's Ich bin Hass / Sie ist Kalt segment for the ice princess bit and just. . . MAN the ambiance is eerie . there's also this piano refrain ( ending with some percussive instrument i can't name , but it makes this collective clacking noise ) that plays when the ice princess is attempting to freeze poor tblga and i think it's nice touch .
I’m starting to think my grandma has a camera or something in the room in staying in… I thought I was paranoid but she keeps overheating everything and even playing rain noises on my phone while I sleep is “too loud”