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sharpsuite · 11 months ago

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DRABBLE PROMPTS Topic: Chishiya's reaction to it turning out that Niragi's not dead after all! Surprise! For: @crue11

and its a bit long so it is going under the cut, but please enjoy 💖

As a general rule of thumb, people typically have the decency to die when you burn them.

Chishiya should have known better than to assume the typical when it came to Niragi. Somewhere deep down he might have suspected it wouldn’t be so easy. It would explain the lack of dramatic surprise in his chest when he realizes who has shot him. If there was anyone in his life who was going to be able to come back and haunt him, it would be Niragi. It wouldn’t surprise him if the militant crawled out of the pits of hell for that sole purpose. Chishiya stares at the shambling figure approaching with his usual inscrutable expression, hears the familiar voice roughened by damaged muscles and exhaustion. ( His fault. ) Niragi’s voice is remarkably strong all things considered. Chishiya has seen people in far better shape at the hospital need sedation to just get to sleep, let alone play at least one death game and continue to survive in this ruined world.

Arisu has vanished from his attention and interest; he stares at Niragi with an unwavering intensity. He missed. Except Chishiya is confident that even with a gun other than his signature rifle, Niragi is a good enough shot that he wouldn’t have missed when the element of surprise was on his side. Not if he really tried. Not if he really wanted to. Which leaves the only option being that Niragi didn’t want to kill him with that shot. If their places were switched, Chishiya would have put a bullet in the skull of the man who burned him without a second of hesitation. Maybe that’s why Niragi burned and Chishiya was fine.

Maybe. Chishiya’s not so sure anymore. He wouldn’t have taken himself for the type of person to set someone on fire either. He tries to imagine their roles reversed; can’t. Can’t, because he was the one who pulled the trigger first. Can’t, because Chishiya never entirely forgotten his plan. Niragi wasn’t part of his scheme ; their time had been something separate for the most part. He was going to leave The Beach regardless. Can’t, because Chishiya’s self-defense had come in the form of a homemade flamethrower made to burn. These violent delights have violent ends. Can’t, because Chishiya had been too afraid to get any more attached – especially in the Borderlands. His pride doesn’t like that thought. Like somehow he was a coward who chose to run.

“ You intentionally didn’t kill me with that shot. “ Chishiya calls out, blood staining his hoodie and fingers red as he applies pressure on the wound. It’s painful, but it’s far from crippling. It’s far from Chishiya’s violence. For everything that everyone’s ever said about Niragi being dangerous, at least his was typically a bullet to the brain or chest. Instant death. Chishiya had never doubted that he himself would kill with his own hands if push came to shove. It simply had never come to that point, so Chishiya didn’t need to know the depths of his own violence. Until that night that is. Chishiya had burned a man alive the moment he felt in real danger. Either the fire or the water should have killed him. Hearts games were all psychological. Chishiya didn’t lose games.

He can practically imagine Niragi’s sneer to the thought and hear his voice in his head. Sure trying hard for someone who doesn’t give a fuck about dying. Which is true. It’s his need to win, pride and arrogance rivaling that of deities in folklore. His need to be at the top, safe and in control. Not vulnerable, not craving someone else’s company, not looking forward to banter or conversations. Being alone is his strength.

Maybe Niragi didn’t shoot him because he wanted to torture him. Which is fair enough in Chishiya’s book. He can’t be upset over that. ( He could, any sane person would – he isn’t. He isn’t afraid of it either. ) Except that is proven wrong because Niragi is demanding to play about one last game between the three of them rather than just hurt Chishiya. He can’t help but listen and regrets it. Chishiya hates it, hates the way it feels like Niragi is peering into his soul and ripping out every truth that Chishiya denies himself. Even Arisu can’t do that regardless of similarities. But Niragi can and is. We’re oddballs who can’t fit into with society. We’re scum. Even so, our need to feel alive is greater than most people’s. All Chishiya can see is Niragi’s black eyes in the summer heat and he can feel something bristling in his chest the same way it had when he’d headed for the rooftop. Stop. He wants Niragi to stop talking, to stop forcing Chishiya to look at things he doesn’t want to. ( He’s right. Chishiya’s desire to feel alive, to find out some value in life, is an insatiable phantom that has haunted his whole life. He can play the part in society but the ugly truth is there that he doesn’t fit in. That they are all similar. )

Silver flashes in the sunlight and Chishiya watches the gun land in the grass not too far from him. Niragi gives the man who burned him alive a gun. It’s that which makes a strange and unpleasant feeling root itself into the broken crevice of his chest. Niragi didn’t need to do that. Didn’t need to give Chishiya a chance, and he hates that he still knows Niragi to know that the gun will have bullets in it when he picks it up. Chishiya clenches his jaw. Since when did violence become kindness? Probably since Niragi kissed him first in the heart of a storm, violent and then desperate. It fits them well.

Chishiya pushes himself up and makes his way to the gun without making any sign of pain. The fact he is answering Niragi’s call at all rather than scoffing and trying to slip away says everything ; Chishiya typically prefers to not be involved in games until the end. Niragi won’t survive much longer in the shape he’s in. Chishiya did this to him. Ending it is the least he could do. Violence becoming kindness. Unfortunately, Chishiya’s not very good with guns. So maybe this is still a fancy way for Niragi to kill Chishiya despite how illogical it is. And there’s Arisu. Chishiya hates the weight and feeling of warm metal in his hand.

“ I like it. “ Chishiya stares at Niragi head on when he finally comments on the proprosed idea. It’s the most fitting ending to this all. A silent acceptance of let’s play. Arisu’s asking if he’s insane and Chishiya can barely hold back a snort. Insane enough to play death games willingly and get entangled with Niragi, he’s not sure how much more insane one can get. Albeit Arisu only knows about one of those things; Niragi knows both.

He’s not surprised when Niragi’s gun is leveled at him. It’s not the first time by a long shot. This time is different though. This time Niragi has every reason to pull the trigger when he never had before. So he expects it.

It doesn’t happen. Niragi switches at the last second to shoot at Arisu instead of him and the sinking feeling starts to open again the same way it had when he watched Niragi’s surprised expression right before he burned. Like he hadn’t expected Chishiya to actually pull out a weapon and use it, like Niragi hadn’t had any intention to kill him on the rooftop despite his words, like Chishiya’s potentially misread this entire thing. Everything that Chishiya had decided to leave behind in the flames of the burning Beach comes back but he can’t think about it right now. He can’t really ignore it though either when Niragi’s words keep ripping into him.

He really, really hates Niragi. Except he doesn’t, and somehow that’s so much worse.

#crue11 #heh...here you go #drops this in your lap #a bit more than just the initial moment but Chishiya had lots of thoughts #so i let them roll till it felt like a good spot to stop #X — DRABBLES #01. IN CHARACTER — CHISHIYA

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just-null · 2 years ago

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YO, SUPER LATE SUPER LONG SUPER MESSY OCTOBER POST THAT I JUST SHOVED EVERYTHING INTO BC I DIDN'T WANT TO DO MULTIPLE. FUCK IT.

I forgot halfway that these were supposed to be costumes and not mini aus... SO REMEMBER IN MY PLACE, EVERYTHING IS HYPOTHETICAL. also. some have a bit of yandere elements to them bc its SO FITTING FOR NORITOSHI.

Happy late October, everyone. it's winter now. Let's get it, baby.

[Long rambles and doodles under the cut!]

Vampire!

I kept asking myself, "How sexy is too sexy.." and "How the fuck does a sexy vampire even look like without it being a shirtless guy w fangs or Edward Cullen....." I think I figured it out

Sure, sure, vampires are superhumans with sun allergies that can drink blood really hotly. They can also easily overpower you to feast and blah blah blah, but what if said vampire (Noritoshi) was too weak to do any of that? Not literally, but he craves your say. He wants not only your blood but your affection. He wants to get praised as he drinks you in. Are you comfortable? How much will you allow him to take? Do you want to get him back in return? Guidance with this makes him feel more at ease. It's still Noritoshi at the end of the day. He's going to find a way to be a little awkward about you because of his crush. He refuses to drink from anyone other than you, even if it causes his death. Therefore, he has to keep you healthy! For the rest of your lives..! Besides, he can't really go outside or else he'd.. y'know. So if you think about it, this is a very beneficial relationship for both of you!!

The only downside is that you're losing blood on the regular, and for some reason, more people are moving away... Probably nothing, right? Noritoshi is always there to keep you company and help you recover anyways.

Witch!

my attempts also bled into the witch design.... you got greedy with requesting two in one ask, but I'll spoil you this time bc I also wanted to see Noritoshi as a (sexy) vampire and witch. heh. AND I DIDNT REALIZE HED BE SO CUTE AS A WITCH..... WHAT THE FUCK?? rip momo, fight for your title of cute witch...

Noritoshi strikes me as one of those witches who'd rather be left to their own devices because they're running some important magic whatever in the background. though, he'll take some breaks and indulge you if you insist on having him around. Insist meaning you pass by and strike conversation, leaving him to neglect anything and everything to prioritize his time with you. He doesn't want to use magic on you unless it's beneficial for either you or both. Noritoshi likes a natural progression with you that he knows for a fact is true and not some product of some spell. Though it doesn't mean he wouldn't use charms and such to get you to interact with him more often to speed up the process!

Can't sleep? He has a remedy perfect for that! Bad luck? Oh no, take a charm. Nerves? A potion he perfected will help you ease your jitters. Annoying peers? With a snap of Noritoshi's fingers, they're gone! Just don't ask what happened. Enjoy yourself instead and come to him with any new issue. He's quick to resolve it.

Definitely has some sort of doll that looks suspiciously like you.. Noritoshi would probably talk to it and practice one liners that give you the strongest sense of nostalgia once he uses them. He's simultaneously giddy that the charm he put in the doll works but also a little annoyed that his hard work isn't surprising you, but leaving you with deja vu.

Idol!

i was crying the entire time bc what does an idol look like.... noritoshi is handsome enough to be an idol without actually being an idol... now i can confirm that idols are very well dressed though. thumbs up 100% but i had some thoughts...

[Idol]

Noritoshi would be the type to cherish his fans, but hold clear favoritism over you. he'd be those idols that look cold, but they talk, and they sound smug in a charming way. i don't know much about idols, but i know he'd be so fucking good.... he'd be the type of guy to sing to you amongst the hundreds in the crowd.... ahhh the interviews w these famous aus. they're just talking and acting like themselves. can you imagine Noritoshi getting asked the question if he has a lover or not? he can lie, im sure you're alright with that, but he doesn't want to!! he does have someone!!! someone he loves more than all his fans love for him combined!!! he just can't say it for the sake of your privacy and his career. so Noritoshi does what any charming guy who's good with their words does. he deflects the question. answering the question, but not really, that'd be something he's known for. fans online are split on why Noritoshi does this. some think he's trying to keep that side of his life private, others think he's trying to mess around, and others think he's hiding a secret lover!!! though the last one is usually seen as the outlandish one, sometimes it makes Noritoshi's heart drop bc they get some things right. "Having a lover is a complicated question hidden behind a simple disguise. If I had to answer, I'd say my lovers are my audience. they make sure i'm well cared for, some more than others." AND HIS FUCKING LITTLE SMIRK I CANT COUGHS UP BLOOD. IM A THEORIST TOO. SECRET LOVER. 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵

ON THE FLIP SIDE....

[Not an Idol]

An amusing thought where Noritoshi goes out in his casual clothes, and he's mistaken for an idol. No one knows who he is, but he just looks like he'd be one. bro's just trying to buy groceries, and now he has a fan group asking him to take pictures with them.. He'd tell them that he's just a guy, not an idol, but the group would still want a picture with him. it'd be a waste to pass by someone who's so naturally gorgeous, so with a sigh of defeat, he relents. It's just a photo, right? No harm done. Noritoshi'd go home and feel overwhelmed/embarrassed by the whole ordeal. later, he gets a call from someone in the kyoto group or you to inform him how he's all over social media, known as that handsome guy in the supermarket. HED BE COMPLETELY UNREACHABLE TO MEDIA OUTLETS BC NORITOSHI IS THAT GUY WHO DOESNT HAVE SOCIAL MEDIA.... he'd have to make one to make sure no one pretends to be him online. "Hello, I don't use social media, but I've been informed I've been getting attention online. To prevent anyone from being fooled by an impersonator, this is my official and only account. thank you." P.R. STATEMENT WRITING ASS.. his single post gets flooded with likes, comments, and DMs. it almost blows up his phone..... he was just buying bread, dude...... people try to dig up and find him through the other Kyoto group's social media.

[bonus] my second in command requested to put him in a fem idol outfit bc he thought it was funny. after frothing at the mouth and coughing out blood, I complied.

Doctor!

THIS IS SUCH A STRAIGHT FORWARD ASK BUT IT HAS SO MANY IMPLICATIONS. MY BELOVED CULT MEMBER.. THOSE EMOJIS GIVE ME A DIFFERENT IMPRESSION BUT IM NOT SURE.

Noritoshi as a doctor...... apple sales would plummet. his little clinic's business would skyrocket. sick cases would peak in his area. getting your heart checked by his stethoscope would be so fucking embarrassing bc all he'd hear is THUMPTHUMPTHUMPTHUMP

LIKE IMAGINE IF THAT WAS YOUR DOCTOR? BRO.

COUGH COUGH HACK WHEEZE COUGH COUGH.

Noritoshi would probably own a small clinic that he wants to expand. That or he opened one after working for a hospital for a while. He's a great doctor who's most likely respected but a pain in the ass to work with. Among patients, he's gotten the hot doctor reputation. Most want to be treated by him, but he's so professional, any chance of trying to flirt goes down the drain. Yeah, he puts his hair up to avoid it in his face even though his eyes are closed classic lab safety procedures. He seems like the type to have a soothing but authoritative voice during examination, so he gets his message across. it's a bit difficult when dealing with patients for Noritoshi. If he sees them too often, he firstly scolds you for not taking care of yourself, then feels guilty for not giving you the proper care. Keep yourself safe and healthy, or else Noritoshi will clearly :( Putting him in a yandere setting would be dangerous. He'd have a lot of control over you, considering he can prescribe medication, shots, visits, and other things.... he'd have a ball.... nothing that would cause you any harm, of course. he's only looking out for you and doing what's best for you..!

Pirate!

my second in command wanted a pirate. pirates are so fucking cool and i know damn well if this guy were a pirate he'd have a bunch of battle scars under that fancy coat.

Noritoshi as a pirate would be more than a little odd, but also fitting. He looks like the type of guy who'd be well put together, yet he's willing to get his hands dirty. Like the guy who got into the pirate life because of some personal issue that couldn't be solved fast enough through conventional means. Even as a pirate, i imagine he holds everyone to high standards. They're still pirates though.. so his expected standards aren't even that high. He has more freedom here, so even he himself lets loose once or twice. Especially with you. He's even able to get away with more violent actions for you, the seas are unpredictable, after all. While taking some treasure, Noritoshi'd toss you a gem or golden coin, just so you can say you were the first to claim it. Just so he can see that happy glint in your eyes when getting your hands on treasure. God forbid anyone try to get their hands on your hard earned goods. They'd be met with a bullet to the foot or a sword at their neck. Everyone and their mother knows how you're his favorite, but Noritoshi downplays it. Its not a crime to help out someone from his crew is it? Not in the seven seas. He leans more into his cold ruthless killer side here. He has goals and people to help keep in line whether hes captain or not. Yet when around you, he's almost adorable in how he shows you a pearl so entrancing that it reminded him of you.

Corpse Bride!

my submission to my Noritoshi Halloween costume closet.. CORPSE BRIDE, THIS MOVIE FUCKS. esp w the yandere elements.

Noritoshi 100% made you recite the wedding vows to him before accepting the ring. If you fumbled up, he'd correct you with SO much attitude and expect you to start from the top until you got it perfectly.

Hypothetically, in the chalice scene towards the end..

Noritoshi is the type to never be fully relaxed unless he knows for sure you'll be eternally his. In this scenario, YOU proposed to HIM but have to die��to continue being together. Not only that, but someone in the living world is also after your heart. Someone who bleeds. Someone who's the obvious choice. Someone who can give you the life that you deserve. Someone who will succeed in their pursuits if you. remain. alive. Noritoshi's life was cut short, yet he still managed to lose so much and be abandoned a considerable amount of times. When he meets you and finds out about the possibility of having to go through that again even in death, it finally clicks in his rotting mind. He realizes he's been doing something wrong to keep constantly failing. Noritoshi revises his methods to a more.. selfish course. Why should he care about anyone else's wants or how his actions hurt them? You were the only one who made him truly fulfilled, to make him feel alive. The only one who deserves anything and everything good that comes from this world. Destiny is never done toying with him when he realizes your marriage is invalid because of your pulse and his lack thereof no matter how hard he'd try, but the opportunity arises. of course, he's ecstatic to give you an afterlife worth much more than what a silly beating heart can achieve. "All people die eventually. If you miss your living family or friends, all it takes is patience, darling. I'll wait by your side in the meantime." He weighs the pros and cons of everything, but when it comes to swaying manipulating your thoughts he only highlights the ones that'll get you on his side. in this case, the pros of dying to be with him! Honestly, the answer was so obvious that Noritoshi didn't know why he was stressing about it before. It hurts him to see you in any type of pain, but he reassures both himself and you that it'll only be for a moment. Afterward, he'll have the rest of your afterlives to make it up to you!! What happened to Till Death Do Us Part? Noritoshi thinks it's insulting that something as shallow as that could be so widely accepted. If your love were true, it wouldn't stop just because the world decided to take them away. "Till death do us part? Darling, don't be silly. 'Not even death will do us part' feels much better, doesn't it?"

#noritoshi #kamo noritoshi #noritoshi kamo #noritoshi x reader #kamo noritoshi x reader #noritoshi kamo x reader #yandere noritoshi #yandere kamo noritoshi #yandere noritoshi kamo #merry october #???#ragingbisegzual #charamander459 #I FUCKING LIVED THROGUH THIS GOD I FELT SO BAD I TOOK SO LONG ESP SINCE ITS ALREADY HALFWAY INTO NOVEMBER BUT HERE WE GO. BABY IS HERE #i thought i was so smart making this look like a fashion show. anyway hi im still alive just busy #vampire and witch nori were makin my brain fry bc all the outfits for guys were their shirt off. it was both funny and testing my creativit #as for idol.. heh. <- in love with forbidden love and secret relationships and 'we shouldnt be doing this' 'i know' *does it anyway*#I WAS TEARING MY HAIR OUT AT DOCTOR. LIKE I LIKE THE CONCEPT BUT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO.. PUT HIM IN SCRUBS???#im not upset im just so entertained by how straight forward you were yet there are still so many implications in this ask #LIKE YOU WROTE FOUR WORDS AND TWO EMOJIS AND THATS ALL IT TOOK FOR ME TO DO A DOUBLE TAKE #now that i think abt it. i shouldve put him in a hot nurse outfit... //punches myself in the face #THATS WHY ANY FAMOUS/ROYAL/REPUTATION AU IS MY SHIT BC THEY HAVE TO HIDE THEIR RELATIONSHIP/EACHOTHER AGH FROTHS AT THE MOUTH #i love how the pirate noritoshi is a cool guy until he sees you and turns into a simp #CORPSE BRIDE WAS SO SELF INDULGENT. THAT MOVIE FUCKS SO HARD. THE USE OF 'DARLING' WAS BC EMILY USED IT IN THE MOVIE #IT HAD SO MANY YAN VIBES BUT FUCK. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH A GREEN FLAG EMILY. I LOVE YOU #heh. the lace and mask are supposed to represent the bones and such. didnt mean to give him a phantom of the opera look.. though it fits...#null rot

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