#hhhhhhhhh it's pretty bad lmao

[compulsiveobsessing]

person with chronic headaches that have many known triggers, after sleeping way longer than usual and barely eating or drinking for like 12 hours: wow this horrible headache is so unjustified and unexpected

[themagical1sa]

This. Might just be me. And feel free to ignore. But it's starting to sound like your brain is a separate entity

Maybe it's cause I already have a mutual with DID but I am seeing. Parallels. Kinda

Hhhhhhhhh evolution stop making me find patterns everywhere challenge

I like being like "me and my brain" most of the time because it's a way for me to separate my conscious thoughts from impulsive thoughts :3

Intrusive thoughts are a whole other dangerous entity in itself, often in the form of Vantablack. It can shift from having a vaguely humanoid form looming somewhere close to being the entire headspace itself, depending on how bad or horrible I'm feeling.

Then there's also the blorbos in my brain; I believe some people might call them something like "headmates." Personally, it's more like having a bunch of housemates and the house is my headspace/mindspace.

I have read about systems in my free time out of sheer curiosity (and also to see whether or not my experiences line up with others), but overall, I'd describe how I function like this:

When interacting with stuff irl, I'm the one "driving the car" and doing the outward stuff.

My brain (often takes on a form similar to Undertale's Chara as narrator based on my hc of them as the narrator) is on shotgun giving me comments or debates me about stuff, usually at random.

All the blorbos are in the backseat, usually minding their business and chilling when they're not checking up on me and/or commenting on /asking about irl stuff too.

I'm not sure if I'd call myself a "system" because that would mean my blorbos take over the wheel frequently enough, but 100% of the time it's me and my brain. Literally.

If anything, you can take the blorbo and car + house comparisons away, leave me with my brain, and conclude that I just have really almost-constantly* active imagination... because that's pretty much what this is. LMAO

*I would say "almost constantly" because I do have the ability to stop and/or slow down. My own brain can be too much sometimes and it's good to know where to draw lines, especially when I'm too tired or too busy to be indulging myself at the moment.

[star-on-a-beach]

Oh fuck it

Joining in on the ships rating thing, and I'm including almost almost EVERY SHIP IVE THOUGHT OF/HEARD OF. EVEN JUST FOR A SECOND. Please don't kill me for any of these

This will be a lot. BUT HERE WE GO

(Only romantic pairing ideas btw, if we wanna go through platonic pairings that's a whole 'nother post)

Ships I think about often (note that not all of these are canon)

Lancia: 100000/10. Obsessed. I think about them daily. They are my Roman empire. I could genuinely talk about them for hours but I'll save yall the walls of text. But I constantly think about them in a king/queen sense and I'm obsessed.

Goldenrain: 100/10. They are so fucking cute and the whole family of these two and Usa and Deedee is amazing

Spirals: 10/10. Always gonna be the OG and I will be clinging onto any spirals fanart for years because IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE, IT HAPPENS

Starro x Conny/ Boxsprings: 10/10. Already obsessed and I have so many ideas. I fucking LOVE being a multishipper.

Starro x Kade/ Starcade: 8/10. In theory it was cute, and I still think it is. But they'd be better as besties

Sammy x Alexander: 10/10. TWINK X HIMBO FOREVER

Firestone: 9.9/10. I like their dynamic of a no touch relationship, and even tho I'm a physical affection girlie FOREVER, it's nice to have rep of a relationship that's not like that

Lata x Latte: 9/10. Simple, yet tragic and lovely

Slyn x Hexe: 3/10. Abusive, and they're both horrible individuals

Gunshot: 8/10. I love seeing Mix happy, so I'm happy

Mix x Icia: 7/10. Obviously not canon, nor will it EVER be, but it was an interesting dynamic when I first thought of it

Sammy x Dunite: 9/10. They've always been super close so I've thought it's interesting

Icia x Aoki: 7/10. One of my favorite noncanons, but I love them having a sibling-like relationship in canon

Icia x Arthur: 6/10. Arthur intimidates me and lowkey intimidates Icia too so this ship is adorable but would also have me feel like I'm walking on eggshells

Starro x Dunite: 7/10. Cute, that's all I have to say

Sammy x Odette: 6/10. I could see it.

Mix x Silo: 7/10. THIS ONE FUCKING HURTS

Icia x Achilles: Get Therapy/10. The trauma is fucking UNREAL with this one, yall are NOT READY

____ x _________: 8/10. I know someone's gonna guess this one, probably Elsie- and I do have plans for it, it'll just be a while. And I gotta make it cute but also surprising without making it seemed forced lmao

Heartstrings: 9/10. Holy shit, so much fluff, and Jessy is just. HHHHHHHHH

Smith x Hans: 8/10. I DESPERATELY NEED MORE OF THEM *SHAKES FEI*

Pyx x Thanatos: 8/10. The sex jokes are funny to me, and the art is adorable.

Bob x Sign: 7/10. I feel bad for all the trauma they've gone through, and while I do think the sex is funny, sometimes I gotta just set my phone down and have a moment bc it gets far sometimes. I do really think it's cute when Bob gives Sign neck kisses tho, their fluffy moments are spectacular

Odette x Flare: 7.5/10. I still think it'd be cute

Mix x Drunkie: 4/10. Ran its course, and I'm glad it's over. But it wasn't the worst either

Ships I don't think about often BUT do cross my mind from time to time/ Crackships

Hammer x Chaos: 9/10. Pretty solid, funny sex jokes (maybe too many for my taste but still (like seriously those two make out so much I wouldn't be surprised if their lips literally ached, not in a good way either))

Icia x Raina: 6/10. Would be a cute queerplatonic relationship but it's just funny with Raina being the Lancia 3rd wheel (and being the one to first actually technically SUGGEST Lancia)

Starro x Sign: 4/10. Idk man, don't ask me bc I don't know

Bobelle: 3/10. I have no words.

Bob x Felicia: 1/10. Definitely concerning and uncomfortable every time I remember it

Chip x Alpen: 7/10. Don't think of them often, but they're cute

Helpful x Lucy: 5/10. Feels a bit forced and Lucy was a bit too relentless for me to enjoy it at first, she just feels like she was only made for being something for him and that's it

Helpline: 6/10. I don't remember much abt this ship but I thought it was cute that Dial cared for Helpful like that (despite me wanting to strangle Helpful like 60% of the time)

Sigilbeam: 9/10. Don't think of them often but they are just ADORABLE, I think Sun is really underrated

Icia x Dunite: 6/10. Some could see it, I could not lol

Sammy x Smith: 8/10. I don't wanna hear a damn peep about this one, it'd be funny as fuck (a bit more than just a crackship to me)

Sal x Amelia: 8/10. I've thought about them and I'm not afraid to say that I think it'd be cute (but I feel like there's a reason I forgot abt as to why it's not canon)

Sal x Dunite: 5/10. They're cute as friends and that's all

Starro x Pyx: 5/10. It's crossed my mind, but I see them more like brothers

Cit x Flare x Odette: 7/10. I'm not really a poly girl but HEAR ME OUT

Nova x Switch: 7/10. I could see it, but it's not for me

Mocha x Vaga: 2/10. Definitely not. More like a father-son thing imo. Or at least brothers

Odette x Achilles: 5/10. Chaos trio member brought this up, and I'm pretty neutral about it

Stitch x Chance: 👏👏👏/10. I still dunno how the fuck that dude did it, but kudos man.

Stitch x Icia: 3/10. He's too short for her lmao.

Icia x Sammy: 8/10. I could see it. I could definitely see it.

Icia x Slyn: 0/10. Hahahaha NO.

Belle x Helpful: ???/10. Is this even a ship? I have no idea

Toxic Helpline: Good ship name/10

Raina x Odette: 6-7?/10. Idk how i thought of this but I did and it's not my LEAST favorite ship ever? But. Eh.

Starro x Raina: 3/10. Dunno where this came from

Fred x Deedee: Cats/10. Idk it's funny man

Drunkie x Kopi: 3/10. No.

Mix x Kopi: 2/10. NO.

Kumo x Kopi: 5/10. No opinion.

Northeast: 7/10. Cute but too bland for me

Ciana x Apollo: 7.1/10. Same as Northeast

Ok.... I think that's it.... man I coulda been using all that time to write angst, damn

[svtskneecaps]

Brooooo that shit about uploading PDFs for Zoom exams is a fucking mood. Fuck that noise. My Russian prof (bless her heart) deadass gave us /20 minutes/ to write /at least 10 sentences/ in Russian responding to a prompt, and this absolute queen really was like "Oop, gotta upload a scan of yas work, kiddies." The NERVE. Making it a solid 3rd of the exam points. I've never had so much adrenaline coursing thru my veins from a test before, not even when I sprung The Leak (TM)

y i k e r s what is that, 2 minutes a sentence?? that's just c r u e l even the ib didn't make us do that

[lemonlurkrr]

@aureateart​ ok. My favourite parts of twilight princess  (and some other random thoughts about TP sprinkled in there) taken from my monster TP word vomit google doc :

Link lmao

Ok but for real, I like this incarnation of Link :)

I love Ordon (it just seems like such a chill and cozy village)

ALSO love how easy it is to interpret Link as being a sort of older brother figure to the Ordon kiddos. It’s just,, super cute? AND GHHH nice nice good thanks nintendo for giving me characters to care about/characters that I can imagine Link caring about

He didn’t sign up for any of this (tbh, none of the Links really signed up for this jshdjsd). But I mean like, dude was just going to take a trip to castle town, drop a gift off for the royal family, and come back. But haHA oopsies he did get to castle town eventually but definitely not the way he expected hsjdhsd

He’s just a little dude?

AND FUCK. HE REALLY HAD NEVER BEEN OUTSIDE OF ORDON UNTIL ALL OF THAT

everything is new for the player AND Link

Midna

She’s cool :)

she really just

*teleports into your jail cell* hello whore.

I am no master at writing but AYYYY she do got a character arc!!!

She was actually pretty helpful sometimes, I ALWAYS checked in with her before turning to a game guide

Other NPCs

NICE

Love all of the TP character designs (ASHEI’S ARMOUR??? AOWOAOAOOAO)

Saving Zelda and all of Hyrule was important yea but thinking back maybe it was more like, the Ordonians and the kids were what was pushing Link to keep on going

I like the Resistance members :) Very video gamey of them to have one NPC assigned to each dungeon but hey!!! Kinda cool getting to see a little glimpse of each of em

Idk, it’s just fun to imagine Link popping into Telma’s bar after each dungeon and taking a little rest :) (or to celebrate? maybe just chat, idk, give this man some downtime!!)

Honestly it was just kind of nice that Link wasn’t entirely alone. I mean, I know Midna was there the whole time, but I am always for giving Link a big group of friends (see my love for hyrule warriors, age of calamity, and LU LMAO)

Hero’s shade, very very cool, kinda sad he died with regrets but HEY. He got to pass on his knowledge eventually

AND the connection to OoT?? AND assumed to be related by blood too????? GOOD SHIT

Ilia, I REALLY really wanted to like her (er, it’s not like I dislike her, she’s just,,, kinda there for me).

It definitely seems like Nintendo was pushing to make her the romantic interest, but GHHHHH they really threw that out of the window for me by having her lose her memories

I saw a text post a while ago that said it would have been interesting if Ilia was Link’s sister instead and YES!! That would have been cool too :0

Wish we got to know Zelda a little more

I feel like we barely know anything about her

Idk man, like I said earlier, I never really had any sort of drive to save Zelda during my playthroughs

She obviously knows Midna, so maybe if they gave us just a little bit more of that relationship I’d be more interested in her?

TP WORLD BUILDINGGGG

Botw has good world building too, but each race felt kinda,,, isolated? I absolutely love the different architecture and vibe each town has (and all the the weapons too) but ghhh yea everyone felt so separated. As far as I can remember, we don’t see tooo much of the races interacting with each other? Now that I’m typing that out maybe that’s to be expected because of the calamity but KLSJDKJFD ANYWAYS THIS IS ABOUT TP

The world feels nice and alive, love how populated everything is

Castle town I like castle town a lot, it feels dense and busy and I really like how you can’t talk to every NPC you see

Very cool very fun that we got to see the Gorons hanging out in multiple spots

kinda wish we got to see the Zoras a little more (I guess they are a bit limited since they need water but GHHHH the tp zoras are so prebby,,)

BUT HEY, I do remember seeing a zora or two hanging out in the hot springs around death mountain after beating the lakebed temple (I think, might have been a different dungeon) 

but aaaa would have been nice to see them in at least a couple of other places. I think it would have really added to the “congrats Link!! You’re restoring peace to Hyrule” feeling you get from seeing the Gorons hanging out in Kakariko and Castle Town

ORDON

Love how chill it is and how it’s kind of separate from Hyrule proper

They really do seem to be doing their own thing apart from the rest of Hyrule

Just kinda adds onto the “he’s just a regular dude minding his own business” kind of vibes I get from TP Link

Also I like Ordona :)

THE LIGHT SPIRITS,,

Love their design

And love how they’re not exactly like a pure white?

Different spirit representing each aspect of the triforce my beloved

But yes hi I think Ordona is very cool

Who are you, how did you get here, which goddess do you represent? Do you even represent one of the three golden goddesses? Do the Ordonians know about you? Have any of them ever SEEN you??? Do they worship you? Does anybody even know about the existence of the light spirits?? FUCK so many questions but ghhh I like how they broke the status quo a bit by throwing in a fourth spirit :)

I feel like this one is kinda weird but I like that voice sample they used in the light spirit music. It’s spooky and pretty at the same time :)  

cutscenes mmmmm

Ok ok, the spooky lanayru cutscene is very good

BUT THE “Link, Chosen Hero! Lend us the last of your power!” CUTSCENE MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM LOVE IT SO MUCH

IT just

Idk man

It just hit different

I like the music

And seeing the light spirits swimming around in the light juice water whatever it is

Summoning the light arrows?

AND HHHHH “Lend us the last of your power!” THIS IS IT. This is the final battle.

Seeing Zelda bow down, and then Link putting his hand out 👌👌👌

Link: ok bud, let’s do this together :)

Connection to OoT (did I already mention this? Maybe., Whatever)

Very cool nintendo :)

I love seeing connections between all the diff zelda games.

Because like, on one hand, they’re all separate from each other because of yknow, individual hero stuff. BUT ALSO, they’re all connected because of the reincarnation stuff

Grrrr walking through the sacred grove and going “The Hero of Time walked around here a long time ago” FUCK THATS SO COOL

Is the Hero’s Shade watching me? What does he think of me? DIsappointed? Proud? The Hero of Time went through HELL so this timeline didn’t have to deal with any of the shit Ganon was gonna pull with the triforce, better not fuck this UP Link!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Midlink is cute

Kinda hurts that she smashed the mirror but that was probably so Nintendo didn’t have to worry about people going “but what about the twili??????” for any of the other games LMAO

BUT ALSO LIKE SKJDKLJFJ There are some pretty massive plot holes in TP anyway so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ whatever it’s fine we’ll just use this for angst because GOD do y’all like angst

So is Shadlink

Honestly don’t know where this ship came from but it’s cute so whatever

THE MUSIC??

Love Midna’s theme and how they referenced the dark world theme from ALttP (I remember trying to learn the dark world theme on the piano and doing the Leonardo DiCaprio point meme at the little jingle I recognized from Midna’s theme)

Hyrule field theme SLAPS.

Apparently references a couple of the other over-world themes from the previous zelda games (I got this from 8-bit Music theory’s video on the over-world zelda themes, he talks about TP at around 11:40 but def recommend watching the whole video if you’re into music analysis stuff)

So there’s this bit of the Hyrule Field theme, I don’t know the official name for it but I remember seeing somewhere it being called the “at an advantage theme” since yeah, you hear it during the boss music whenever you expose their weak points. FUCKINGGG LOVE THAT. Didn’t notice it during my first playthrough, but hearing it during my second was like a little easter egg for my ears every time :)

Midna’s lament is very pretty (and fun to play on the piano)

COURAGE THEME.

I didn’t care for it too much when I started playing the game but hearing it in ZREO’s arrangement of the Hyrule Field theme literally makes me turn into a puddle of emotions. Also hearing it around and of the Ordon kids (I think it plays after Link saves Colin) AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Orchestra piece #1 and #2 HOLY SHIT???????????????? 

Literally, the first time I listened to those I just,,,, plugged in my headphones, volume 100, layed on the floor/against my desk and silently vibed. I don’t know what the hell it is, but those two just fit so well with TP?? I still avoid listening to them nowadays cause if I DO I definitely will get overwhelmed with the “god I love this game so FUCKING MUCH” kind of feels.

Wolf link sucks at singing

the first time I heard him howling Zelda’s Lullaby I lost my shit because LKSJLDKSGLKJFSKG god that was.,, Bad. Anyways, hearing him howl some of the songs from OoT was cute :)

TP STAFF ROLL??? 

VERY GOOD. IT’s like 10 minutes long and GOD do I love every single second of it. It doesn’t have the same energy as the skyward sword staff roll or the orchestra pieces but GOD does it hit good??

Nice and calm after that big exciting adventure. Maybe it would have been more fun or emotional to have a higher energy piece but it was really nice getting to sit back and watch the camera fly around Hyrule. Seeing like, the Gorons and the Zoras having a good time, the kids returning to Ordon? GOOD SHIT.

and AAAAA that end, when you hear the main Zelda theme and see Link riding off out of Faron woods on Epona… good shit. It gets you thinking, where the hell is he going? What is he doing? Off ot do more adventuring? Going to help out the resistance or something? Going to help Zelda? Or maybe he’s trying to figure out a way to restore the mirror of twilight? Whoooo knows.

hhHHHHhhh it’s just that final reminder that YES!!! YOU JUST PLAYED A ZELDA GAME. JUST ANOTHER STORY APART OF THE WHOLE EPIC OF THE ZELDA SERIES AS A WHOLE

I also want to acknowledge the instrument/samples they used for all the twili stuff.

They’re all just so unique and contrast SO well with the rest of the TP OST. LIKE FUCK!! Anytime I hear the screech from the Twilit Kargarok? Sends a shiver down my spine. I associate those sounds SO strongly with the twili realm. (Like, the same way you associate the BSHEWW VVWWMMM sounds with light sabers)

I love it so god damn much

literally any time there’s a certain sound or motif associated with something I lose my shit

Sacred grove sacred grove sacred gro-

lovely lovely lovely so much fun playing that on the piano. AND again, I did the Leonardo DiCaprio pointing meme when I heard the theme from the lost woods come in GHHHHHHHH

shoutout to TP Faron Woods for helping me study and get through all of my schoolwork

BLEGUUHHH can you tell that I really love music?

and also yea I guess TP is kinda cool too :\

IF YOU READ ALL OF THAT THANKS I GUESS

[jslittlebirdie]

Sue !!! I have so much to reblog from you & I absolutely will, I promise !!!! How’re you feeling? It’s assignment week for me which means it’s “all” I have to focus on, which is great buuuuuuut I just checked the assessment guidelines to make notes on what I gotta do, and christtttttt my chest is tight, my hands are shaking and I’m both like nopenopeNOPE & also excited?????? I always get like this during assignment week - ‘til the stress sets in lmao - and where do I go first before I get started?

Arthur! Joker!!! Pretty man who deserves it all will calm me down & help me focus. And he doesn’t even have to do anything more than exist. I have so much work to do and I’m not ready but I gotta do it. SO. Step step step (& get used to running off less sleep for the next week while I complete it😂)

Also !!! I found a request from you in my drafts - a matchup with you & J - and I’m v excited to get to work on it hhhhhhhhh🥺👀

Hi Erika, I love to hear from you🥺❤️

First of all. Please, there's no need to rush. Take all the time you need, other things are much more important than that. Also, there are so many pieces from you and others I want to read, reblog and comment on... Hhh, I wish I had more time to do this...

Oh, thank you for asking🥺 My honest answer, I'm feeling a little whiny and sad today for personal reasons. And I'm stressed, kinda scared and exhausted because of my uni stuff and everything. I'm actually on semester break, but during this time I have to write my term papers and exams, so... I totally feel you, Erika. I've gone through exactly the same thing. My hands were shaking (well, maybe my whole body), I teared up and I felt sick. And I'm not excited at all, to be honest😅 But let me tell you. I BELIEVE IN YOU AND I AM PROUD OF YOU❤️❤️❤️ You work so so hard, so much and so determined. I admire you for that and I'm rooting for you! You got this, honey, you will master everything!! But still, it's important that you take care of yourself and your health, that you take breaks when you need them.

Gosh, I'm so glad your Joker/Arthur is with you😭😭❤️ Please keep him close to you. He is always by your side to motivate you, comfort you and support you as best he can. There is nothing he would rather do. He sees you and oh, how endlessly proud he is of you!! You're right, darling. Step, step, step. And he's with you every step of the way. But Arthur wants you to take care of yourself too. Seems like he has to tuck you in and hold you so you can get enough sleep, hehe🤭💕💕 (Pfft, I have to restrain myself right now from starting to gush about J, omg🤣)

Ohhh my...😳 I totally forgot I had sent this to you. You still want to work on it? Haha, I hope my babbling isn't too bad and no idea if the stuff I wrote is still up to date😅 Anyway. Thank you🥺

[mimik-u]

“I Am My Monster” Thoughts:

Oh, the shot of Sour Cream and Yellowtail sitting back to back on the dock listening to music together had me tender. ;-;

GOD, I KNEW STEVEN TRANSFORMS INTO A MONSTER, BUT STILL. IT’S HARROWING.

Estelle’s delivery of “That is Steven.” Oh, my go d

“As long as he believes he’s a monster, he’ll stay one.” 😭😭😭😭😭

Peridot yelling “Sorry, Steven!” after she and Bismuth swing by and hit him. 😭😭😭

“You know who would be great at that?” / “Who?!” / “STEVEN!” JEIRFIEIEJDJSNSJ.

THE DIAMOOOOONDS.

Amethyst: “You gotta be kidding me.” JEJDDJSHSJ

LMAO, “FOOT THONG THINGY.” THIS REALLY IS CINDERELLA HUH

White: “Why is something like this always happening when we show up for a visit?” IWIEFIFISJNSS, SHE’S SO HAUGHTY I LOVE HER

The Diamonds trying to immediately help has me ten d er.

AWHHJSIEHWHWH, YELLOW PUSHING BLUE OUT OF THE WAY FROM RECEIVING THE HAPPY CLOUD’S REBOUND.

I’m going to think about this tiny detail for the rest of the day.

Seeing how small the Diamonds are in comparison to monster Steven really puts it into context how big Steven must be right now.

Yellow and Blue rushing to catch White as she falls backwards. 😭😭

Lapis restraining Steven via water chains reminds me a lot of Malachite, who in her own way, was also a monster built on trauma and self-loathing,

Steven’s so powerful that he literally just wiped out everyone.

THE CLUSTER!!

“Deep inside this... monster, Steven must be in there, so angry.” / “I... I knew something was going on. Why didn’t I do something?” / “If we don’t get through to him, he’ll stay like this forever.” In Future’s arc, there were times where I desperately wished Greg and the Gems would have done more for Steven or abstained from doing anything at all (I’m specifically thinking of Ruby and Sapphire’s disastrous proposal advice, lmaoooooo), but truthfully, what they did and/or didn’t do is probably one of the most realistic depictions I’ve ever seen of a family navigating what it means to have a loved one who has mental illness. It’s tough to watch. It’s hard to reach out to a person who denies that they need help, who tries to hide all their pain away. And even when you do help, it never feels like enough. This isn’t to say that the Gems and Greg were perfect parents in this arc—that’s far from the truth—but I think they did as well as they could manage.

Which unfortunately... sometimes isn’t enough. Sometimes, the trauma and the pain and the hurt and the anger is greater.

“You didn’t protect him from us. He’s like this because of us.” I love Blue Diamond with all my heart.

Good on all the Diamonds and Spinel for owning up to their mistakes!! They’ve grown so much.

WHITE’S CRYING FACE HELPF DJDJDJDKSKSJOSOSXJIXID. I’M TRYING TO LISTEN TO WHAT SHE HAS TK SAY BUT DIWIOEDJJDJSSJ

BELPCNDJEOWOIDDJDJDNND

She is so dramatic oh my god

“This isn’t the time to make this all about you! That is not helping!” GO, CONNIE!!!!

AUGH, the sun shining in shafts of light across Connie’s face is so pretty.

And furthermore, she’s speaking the truth. In every harrowing situation Steven has ever experienced, he’s always prioritized the feelings of the Other over his own, which is a mark of his extreme empathy, but ultimately, empathy has a limit AND a recoil, which is that he’s internalized every bad thing that’s ever happened to him so that he can be present for others.

“He needs US this time! We all had Steven when we needed him, but the only person who’s never had Steven is Steven. He’s always been there for us, so how can we be there for him now?” I LOVE YOU, CONNIE MAHESWARAN.

“It’s time to show Steven some love.” AUGHSHDIDJDHEHDHSHS. 😭😭😭😭

THE DIAMONDS RUNNNING DIWOIDDNSNSJSK LOOK AT WHITE’S LEG S LOOK AT THEM. IT’S SO FUCKING FUNNY

Oh, my God. The way Garnet hugs him, fingers dug into his scaly skin.

“Steven, when I fell apart, you were there for me. I want to be there for you now. I’m here, Steven. I’m here.” HHHHHHHHH.

A very subtle call back to “Here Comes A Thought.”

“I’m here, Shtu-ball—whatever you need! I’ll make it happen!” 😭😭😭

“Steven, you never gave up on me for some reason I don’t understand! I’ll do the same for you!”

“I know you feel bad—believe me, I get it. Sometimes, it feels like you’re never gonna like yourself, but it’s possible, man!” 😭😭😭😭😭 HHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

“Steven, I know how awful it feels to keep a part of yourself secret. You shouldn’t have to hide anything from me!” 😭😭😭😭

No reactions, only 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.

AUGH, THE CLUSTER HOLDING HIS HAND

THE WIDE SHOT OF THEM ALL HUGGING THE BOY THAT THEY LOVE. AUGHHHUEUEUDIDJSJS

“Steven, you must have been so afraid to show us this side of yourself, but we’re not going anywhere. We’re all going to take care of you the same way you take care of us.”

OH, THE BLACKOUT AT THE KISS. UGH, THAT’S SUCH A GOOD ARTISTIC CHOICE.

Steven crying his own healing tears in response to being loved and thus healing himself. Oh, my g o d.

Steven waking up to see everyone’s relieved, but teary faces has got me feeling some kind of way.

Steven crying and hugging Lion. oh my. Go d 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

There will never be another show that understands the power of a cathartic cry like this one. 😭😭😭

[lurking-in-asphodel-fields]

Please do talk about your OCs, whenever you want, I'm interested 👀 You can send an ask talking about them whenever you feel like!!

hhhhhhhhh you probably aren't part of the fandom so im just putting it into general terns. If you are, (not that the fandom is particularly obvious), don't tell me (pls I get intense whiplash every time a dsmp mutual is in any of my other fandoms)

so basically my main character's crush has a design that im REALLY proud of. She's raised by only one of her parents because the other one is busy being a leader(and a pretty bad one at that but I haven't worked out specifics).

(one of her parent's are non binary so thats why im not saying "dad")

So when you first look at her she's mostly like her mom(the leader). But if you look closer, her expressions/vibe basically are more like her parent's. She has sort of a sad smile that comes from years of trying her best and getting nothing but an "ok" from her mom, similar to her parent's.

I tried to make her design like as close to her mom as possible but if you look close then she's actually more like her parent. I'd show you a picture but I haven't done her in digital yet lmao

[partyinthemysterymachine]

🌻🌻🌻🌻 🚜 it's like a little garden!

hello lil garden <3 im gonna pick all the floweurs :3

there are like two dreams i remember pretty vividly: one, i had stigmata. (fun fact: i’m a jew) i woke up and i could feel the pain in my palms and feet. i was like. maybe in fifth or sixth grade. everything happens when i’m 13 or 14 because i have exactly zero memory and Bad Brain Disorder Origin Years just makes everything a sad mockery of mashed potatoes

the second dream i remember vividly was essentially that i discovered a door to Wonderland (and listen here u lil shits: i’m not a big Wonderland person, not even a Mad Hatter kinda gal despite whatever my past has said about me, and also my Jervis Tetch is super valid and prob one of the best out there you’re welcome) in this honestly gorgeous old mansion. the kind that’s just. tons of dark wood, narrow halls, winding and yet there’s a lot of natural light, like gorgeous. and i found a door to Wonderland and holy fucking shit

what i would give to actually find a door to that Wonderland, bye y’all peace it’s been a gas but i gotta run

so after i left i wanted to go back, and i had a rough time finding the portal and ok long story short it turned out i had to go deal with a unicorn cult (it was more intense than that but hey, cults amirite) in order to get the reagents to go back to Wonderland and i suddenly found myself falling in a huge cave and the spirit healer from WoW was there so that says a lot about where i was in my life at the time

still tryna go back to Wonderland

i made this guy in Sims4 and he’s really fuckin cute and i named him Lane Morgans. i’m gonna put his tag on this post so maybe you’ll go take a look at him and see how amazing he is but i’m just gonna jerk myself off here too

(also sidenote, Salutations (my farmer in sdv, also top notch) is his uncle and when i wrote up his first char sheet i fucked up his last name bc his last name can’t be Morgans, but i’ll give him another one Soon(tm) (no i won’t))

Lane is a retired rollercoaster engineer who is now writing romance novels. he’s doing absolutely amazingly and his twitter a mess in a good way. he wishes he was Chuck Tingle’s bff. his novels aren’t modeled after Tingle’s (hehe), he writes very well rounded, interesting, and diverse romance that doesn’t take itself seriously. because i do what i want, he’s pretty well known and on several bestsellers.

he’s like in his 40s by now i think and he’s a late transitioner. he’s a divorcee (he and his ex wife are really good friends it’s all good) and he had his son Ellis awhile back (who is just a whole dutch cookie tin of crayons and then some). at a singles mixer he met a gardener who would be his future husband and everything is amazing now

also side braids and ponytails run in the family i guess

(actually Salutations has been side ponytail like all his life and Lane was enchanted by it so he side braids. Salutations is very proud)

i still think about it honestly i was really into keeping up to date with junk food news and food product for a while there but the popular sites were starting to piss me off with their rating systems and reviews like holy entitlement and superiority complex, batman! so i dropped out of it, like the only one that is still super valid is onsecondscoop.com tho it’s been a real hot minute since

i have a lot of my parents’ vinyls and that includes The Beatles white album with some water damage bc i guess my dad knocked something over at some point but also the good stuff like Fleetwood Mac, Linda Ronstadt, America, Seals and Crofts, a lot of musicals, James Taylor, Gordon Lightfoot, Cat Stevens (now Yusuf), Earth, Wind, and Fire, Marvin Gaye and more!!! (and i left a whole shitload in chicago too) and it’s very telling about my musical tastes. 

i had ordered Arctic Monkeys’s AM album and it skipped on No. 1 Party Anthem and some other song and so i was like :\ and ordered another and you’ll never guess,

a few songs stand out to me:

Gordon Lightfoot’s Approaching Lavender 

Seals and Crofts’s Hummingbird

Fleetwood Mac’s Silver Springs

James Taylor’s Never Die Young, Line ‘Em Up, Shower The People

(the Fleetwood Mac and James Taylor songs are specifically the ones i was introduced to with, as in the Live versions of Silver Springs and Shower The People)

for those who don’t know i’m also a huge Enya fan (LOTR was good to me) and Dark Sky Island was sick af btw, and also Donna Lewis’s entire Now In A Minute album is pretty fuckin close to my soul

however probably my favorite song, most sacred to me, hard to explain it but just the. whew the memories attached is I Love You Always Forever

furthermore a song that still really creeps me out (that also has an origin story attached to it) is 98 Degrees a cappella cover of She’s Out Of My Life (yep! still no thanks)

i grew up around a cappella since my mom is like a lifetime member of the Sweet Adelines womens a cappella organization or w/e so yeah and i’m not ognna link this on bc it’s a bitch to find just by itself, but Lida Rose from The Music Man is also a fist clench...

now on a more depressing note but one i have mention, Spice Girls’s Viva Forever is uuuhhh hhhhhhhhh hhhhhhnnnnmmmmmmmmmmm 

anyway my dad used to travel overseas for work and when i was younger he went to Germany (and he’d go back there several times after) and he brought me back my first jar of Nutella. naturally i lost my entire shit, and imagine my surprise when Nutella got really big in America lmao he’d brought that jar home like. uh. 7, 9 years prior?? idk guys, ages and math, but it was funny to me

best fucking gingerbread recipe is by Nigella Lawson and i found it in her book How To Be A Domestic Goddess and it’s right fucking here ur welcome 

i’m definitely one of those people who picks a book with a cool cover, reads a couple pages and then decides if i’m taking it or not and that’s how i found like so many good books

ask me about The Passage series and how i am both in love with it and kinda mad (also lmao @ the failed TV show y’all fuckin dumb as hell)

[facetiousfanatic]

If you love Davekat with good plot, may I recommend Choosing Insanity by SomeoneIMayOrMayNotBe on ao3? It's a really well written humanstuck au and that is all I will say because to say anymore would be spoiling what is a super compelling, bingable read where all of the characters are amazingly in character and there are still elements from the original Homestuck woven into the fic in ways that might surprise you. I'm rereading it for the third time and each time, I find new details to love.

YOOOOOOOOOOO

ok so I have two big conceptual criteria for good fics:

Gives me Emotions

Teaches me shit

And in the first four words this fic hits you with this shit:

uhhhhhh GENIUS????????

the first few pesterlogs between rose and dave are Brilliant im hhhhhhHHH this fic is A+ how did you even Find this? THE RICKROLL ARJKHSGS KANAYAS “I THINK ITS FAIR TO SAY HES NO STRANGER TO LOVE” man I have so many screenshots of this fic pfft

oh and all the sollux and dave convos??? gOOD. I need more of that in my life

I do have one big grievance with this fic and it’s Dirk. I mean his characterisation is fantastic, love all of his pesterlogs and how he really feels like a person Dirk would grow up to become. But the constant sexualisation? …Yikes. I see this in a lot of fics, and considering Dirk is the only explicitly gay character (the rest are pretty ambiguous) in homestuck that kinda rubs me the wrong way. He does have a lot of sex-related concepts tied to him in the comic, but the way people capitalize on it, especially when it’s not only Dirk himself but also other people that constantly ridicule and discuss his sexlife in explicit detail, it just feels wrong. It’s good jokes, but when you put it all together it starts to look p bad imo. The incest jokes are a bit too much too, but that’s just how it is with the strilondes lmao

nvm I have another thing I hate and it’s the fact that its uNFINISHED WHAT KIND OF MONSTER RECOMMENDS AN FIC WITHOUT MENTIONING THAT IT DOESNT HAVE AN ENDING (@notedchampagne I’m looking at you too bucko dont think you can get away scot-free)

[sarsaparillia]

author meme oh shit

ooooooo i haven’t done one of these in forever im here for it.

tagged by @kauriart

Author name: sarsaparillia (both AO3 an FFN), and also wordbends (on FFN, which i should really... really update one of these days lmao)

Fandoms you write for: oh god. okay. right now it’s mostly Dragon Age and Oxenfree, but i’ve written for so many fandoms i actually can’t count

Where you post: AO3 andd FFN. i’m uh, pretty bad about posting my drabbles to tumblr, sorry about that.

Most popular one-shot: hm. oneshot? on AO3, probably into the endless night, which is the second part of thunderbird and whale, my absolutely terrible Oxenfree series. on FFN, it’d be spare me your judgments, which is catelyn stark AS SHE SHOULD BE EAT MY ASS GRRM.

Most popular multi-chapter: uh. okay. AO3: once more with feeling, and FFN. um. hm. do i really wanna cop to what my most popular multi-chapter is? god. fuck. blink and you’ll miss me. i’m not linking that, it’s too old, it doesn’t count.

Favourite story you wrote: for my own stuff, i’m really fond of templar!au as a whole, because that’s where i live right now. but honestly, i also really like a lot of the oneshots i wrote for sailor moon half a millennia ago. it’s still good shit, and i am still pretty proud of it! OH also i really love the goddamn rich people au, because i love that verse. for stuff i’ve written with other people (sspecifically @persephonesnow), FUCKING ANKLE DEEP GOD WHAT A MASTERPIECE I LOVE IT.

Story you were nervous to post: i have never been nervous to post anything in my life. i have the confidence of a mediocre white man in my writing ability. also i have ADHD, which means i crave validation, and the rush of dopamine from posting something is EXCELLENT. if i have ever experienced nerves, i forgot about them about three minutes after experiencing it.

How do you choose your titles: i. okay. i can’t start writing ANYTHING without a title and a summary. i don’t know why that is, but it is the unfortunate case! sometimes it’s morphed song lyrics, sometimes it’s bits of poetry, sometimes they’re just words i like in an order that i enjoy the sound of. titles are a Big Deal to me, i have a whole document where i just keep titles i’ve come up with for later use. it is... currently three pages long.

Do you outline: i didn’t used to! but as i’ve gotten older i’ve started to... it’s not outlining, exactly? i don’t outline so much as i just like. write really horrible shitty notes about the things i want to put in a chapter. seriously, they’re awful. i meme my way through outlines, please don’t ask me to post them. i personally think they’re hilarious, but i am also The Worst.

Complete: oh god. oh god please. i have been writing since i was fifteen, it has never stopped. i’ve written a lot of stuff that’s complete, and also a lot of stuff that is NOT complete. generally i don’t post things that i don’t plan on finishing, if that’s any consolation. the one exception to this is fifteen acres of broken glass, which ended up being a photograph of my mental state at... twenty. yikes.

In progress: hm. chapter 5 of cradle my heart is open on my laptop right now? the first chapter of the next part of thunderbird and whale is on the docket, too, tentatively titled keeping it surreal. there’s also a couple of codas to templar!au coming: let’s get this bread (cullen/f!trevelyan + a cat called bread whomst i adore), the last romance (f!hawke/isabela), and dreadfully unsolicited advice (which lmao is just... leandra being leandra at fiona over tea)

Coming soon: that chapter i was just talking about. probably within the next two weeks, so long as my brain decides not to fuck off to bermuda or something

Do you accept prompts: quickfic prompts, sure. there’s no guarantee they’ll ever get done, though.

Upcoming story you are most excited to write: hhhhhhhhh i am so stoked to write let’s get this bread because it’s going to be so STUPID and hilarious i can’t wait bread is the WORST CAT I LOVE HIM

taggin @persephonesnow and @kendrasaunders and @swingsdown aaaaaaandd @chlohoh! ACTUALLY also @swoerdfuecker, tho idk if you write fic, laure???

[minero-tan]

11 please!! For the artist number ask!

OH, SOMEONE ACTUALLY SEND AN ASK!! THAT’S RARE, THANK YOU! 

 11. How many OCs do you have? Introduce them 

 OOF, I have 44 if I haven’t forgotten anyone lmaooo but here goes (introducing them in no particular order)

1. Booty = my first oc ever made. She came to life in 2015 when I was showing my friends the butt of an anime girl as a joke. It was all fun and jokes but for some reason despite me joking around she became the most serious and strickt oc. She’s pretty much the mom friend 

2. Up = my second oc ever made. She’s really carefree and loud. I made her in class when I listened to the song “Up” by olly murs and demi lovato. She’s the complete opposite of booty and she gets stressed out by up the most out of all 44 oc's 

3. Delta = my third oc ever made. He died as a normal dude and then got turned into an android. He’s really quiet and usually in a bad mood. Would kill people a lot more if it weren’t so bothersome 

4. Vision = He’s blind. That’s right, i’m a cruel mother who names her blind child Vision. Anyway, he’s a really kind dude who gets along with a bunch of people. The cool uncle in the group 

5. Mokka = A half cat half human boyo. In the story people who’re pure animals have both animal ears and tails while mokka only has a tail. Had cat headphones in his old design because he hated his human part thanks to his mom who neglected and hated him for not being a pure breed (she cheated on her husb. And he left her because of her cheating so she now gives mokka the fault for that), but in his newer design he grew older and accepted his human part. Grumpy guy who flirts a lot but who’s really bad at it. Also he’s real good with computers. oh AND he’s a Prince

6. Tiptoes = alright, don’t judge me for the weird names, I made her when I listened to the song “Tiptoes” by Jayme dee. She was originally a dancer, but in her new design I made a cheerleader out of her. Still, she loves all kinds of dances and she’s really fit. She’s quite cheeky and will nag on grumpy people like mokka

7. Neta = ah yes, the oc who I probably draw the most. She’s a dog who’s really into fashion lmao. She’s really quiet and collected and really popular with the guys, but at some point I made up the fact that she’s a meme dealer and I decided that I have to keep that personality trait at all costs 

8. Enno = Netas twin brother, but they’re the complete opposite. Enno doesn’t care if he gets dirty or not and he will definitely fight anyone who just looks at him weird. Tough guy, but a complete dumbass who probably can’t even count to 10. Very clingy though if he likes someone 

9. Latty = Neta’s and Enno’s wolf cousin. She’s really loud and really stupid. Wants to be like neta. Gets bullied a lot because out of all the wolfes in her pack she’s the only one who has a white streak in her black hair. But she’s quite the optimist and is practically amazed by everything she encounters 

10. Live = The goddess of Life. She’s really calm and gentle. She can revive dead beings, heal beings and it’s said that she’s the reason babies of both animals and humans are born. Really friendly, laughs a lot 

11. Chi = Live’s evil cousin. Her parents were salty that they didn’t become gods as well and that they were left off with the Knight job where they have to protect the gods and gave their hatred onto their daughter. Chi basically murdered a bunch of gods and wanted to kill her cousin as well but the other gods stopped her and locked her away. Will act like a trust worthy person to get what she wants. Mind games are her thing

12. Mocchi = A bubbly normal girl who just sees the best in everyone. Real optimist, can befriend everyone. Is there for you if you’re having a hard day 

13. Zadora = I was really inspired by a horse I knew lmao. Small shy girl who’s scared of a lot of things, especially strangers and big crowds. Kinda awkward but makes a good friend who’s always happy to spend some time with you. Loves her friends and family a lot 

14. Lium = Quiet demon dude who is really awkward. He could put people on fire with his supernatural abilities, but chooses to be nice since he just wants some friends. Gets terrorized by his look alike twin a lot, but he got used to it 

15. Laru = Lium’s evil twin. Will melt the ice cream of a little girl just for the laughs. Picks on his brother a whole lot but if someone else picks on Lium then Laru will snap their neck in half. Basically wants his brother to become evil and do bad things but he’s not quite succeeding. Good friends with Chi 

16. Frei = A fox spirit lady who actually lived in a shrine but then decided to travel. Real carefree and somewhat of a hippy. Really chill person, great to hang out with 

17. G = another android who got build for the military but then got replaced by newer models (I made him before dbh was a thing). Is a killer machine on the battlefield but will pick a rose and just give it to the nearest person when not on the battlefield. Really protective, he basically has it programmed into his brain to fight the enemy and to protect the innocent. Would be an A+ dad 

18. Majo = A small witch girl who’s pretty much an asshole. Will scream if she won’t get what she wants and will laugh at you if you’re dumb enough to give it to her. Fucks with people, not in a horrible cruel way but putting a dollar on the ground and then pulling it away whenever someone tries to pick it up is basically her go to thing 

19. Shepper = A Sheep boy who’s the biggest pushover, only because he’s so awkward and kind. Will listen to your worries but it’s easy to make him get and do stuff for you only because he can’t say No. Will cuddle you and sing you a lullaby if you’re having trouble sleeping. Gets pushed around by Majo 24/7 but he sees it more as baby sitting since Majo is younger than him 

20. Twen = my 20th oc! Get it? Twenty? Hhhhhhhhh,,,,, anyways, he’s a boy with a lot of energy and a passion for football/soccer. Like, he REALLY loves that sport, he will fight anyone who says that It’s bad. Basically your typical white boy. Still a nice dude, he’s a good sport 

21. Rhett = tall dragon boyo. Really shy but also really gentle. Works as a servant and enjoys it. Will breathe fire if he’s getting really flustered. Scared that he will hurt someone with his tail or just with his big size in general. “You want to shake my hand? Let me bow instead since I don’t want to hurt you"    

22. Morgen = a girl who I’ll have to redesign soon because OOF. I made her after listening to "Morgen Stern” by Rammstein. Basically, she’s really ugly and wishes to the stars that she becomes beautiful like all the other girls. Has her face covered up by bandages which I’ll probably change into a mask lmao. Really sad girl, scared to look people into their eyes. She also gets bullied a lot, and she cuts herself. Morgen hates herself and wishes she would be someone else

23. Rema = there are a few similarities between him and Morgen. Rema’s whole body is covered in scars thanks to his mom who hurt him a lot when he was little. She pretty much destroyed his whole face and then called him ugly. After being called ugly for a bunch of years he grew up to believe that he’s ugly. He came into an orphanage after his mom left him on the streets in the middle of nowhere, so in the orphanage he found a mask which he wears since then. Calls himself ugly and believes that other people think that he’s ugly as well but pretty much no one really cares. Real scared to take off his mask. He’s kinda awkward but makes a good buddy. Will tell you that you’re beautiful 24/7 

24. Kairi = a now zombie girl. She worked in a circus but got killed there by some of her co workers, killed everyone in the circus and basically took over the role as the circus director. Now the circus is closed but the few stupid people who visit the long abandoned circus die there by the ghosts of the people who Kairi killed. She’s Chaotic evil, has a lot of fun when killing. Also mourns over her life when she was still alive 

25. Cchia = ayyy, remember Mokka? This is his half sister. The beloved daughter who can do everything better. Mokka can’t really stand her that much even though Cchia is super supportive and nice towards him. She always got all the praise by their mom because she’s a full cat and was made by both the king and the queen and not by the queen and some normal human dude who the queen had a nice night with, so mokka kinda dislikes her, but she was the only one who stood up for him when he needed it, so he also feels kinda bad for disliking her. She was the one who gave him his cat headphones to make him feel more part of the family. She’s basically amazing at everything but she knows jack shit about technology

26. Melior = Pretty much Aph Poland but as a bunny. 

27. Kureiji = He’s a lot like Up but with a shot temper. One second he laughs and the next second he will destroy a whole house if something happened that made him angry. He’s one of the older oc’s but he’s basically a child. Also, really strong like oof, where does he get all his strength from when he’s just a mortal dude 

28. Joycake = I was listening to a song and it sounded like the girl who was singing said “joycake” and I went “wow, that’s a nice name!!!” So yeah. A really energetic and popular girl. Does dumb jokes and is kinda paranoid. Is a model actually. Does not know what personal space is until she needs it herself. Will fight people for 2 cents, also gets breakdowns quite easily 

29. Mirai = Joy’s twin sister (so many twins in this family). Again the complete opposite of her sister as with every twin what I literally just now noticed. Really serious and doesn’t understand a lot of fun. Hates her sister, like, if someone would throw a rock at joy then mirai would probably just keep walking. A hipster, listens to jazz on a rainy day while sitting on her laptop at starbucks. Wears oversized jackets and has messy braided hair like literally always 

30. Blini = ANOTHER android. She’s like 10 cm tall. Has to get charged with her tail like charger which comes out of her back/butt. Turns red if empty, yellow if half full and green if completely full. Gets angry at everyone, except for little kids. Has to get carried 24/7. Will put a virus on your computer if she hates you 

31. Destiny = the goddess of,,, Destiny. She decides what happens to people and how things turn out. Has a deep history with live. She’s really quiet and can be really serious if she has to be, but deep down she’s just a awkward lady who doesn’t know how to make friends. Takes her job real seriously 

32. Faith = Trans woman! Loves life and is just a really gentle person. Another mom friend but in a kind way, unlike booty who will yell at everyone because she’s worried. Will crochet you a blanket if you’re cold 

33. Mattis = awkward dad friend who’s in love with Faith. Has never fought anyone but will act intimidating if he has to. Has good advice to give. Real quiet, doesn’t talk much but he’s a great listener 

 34. Péja = so many androids! I swear that I made them all before dbh was out! A android specifically made for taking care of the household and little kids. Quite a cheeky android who jokes around a lot. Can easily beat the asses of 5 guys at once and will do so. Gives horrible advice, she really doesn’t know what she’s talking about 

35. Bennett = another fox spirit. He doesn’t work at a shrine like Frei does, but works for a specific royal family. Basically, the queen was about to get hanged so she ran into the woods with her baby because she knew that a spirit lived there and asked him to take care of her child. He’s pretty much a nanny now. A real gentle man who respects nature and every creature on it. Bad at fighting but good at hiding. Great with kids 

36. Temmie = A ghost lady who died as a kid but still aged as a ghost??? Idk what I was thinking there. She lived in a house with her parents who were alcoholics and who beat her more than once a day. She chose to not speak anymore since whenever she opened her mouth her parents already told her to shut up. At some point she tried to run away from home but got hit by a truck and died. Now she’s a friendly ghost who’s just kinda hanging around

37: Totengräber = Their name basically means “dead digger”, which is a grave digger. They are some kind of supernatural being who usually lives on graveyards. They dig out the coffins in order to take the souls out of the deceased bodies and to feast on them which gives them their supernatural powers. They’re quite the trickster but all in all very friendly and usually they befriend the local grave keeper. Can become both genders or neither if they wish so. They can also turn into a beast 

38: Błysk = a old ass dragon man, who acts like a snob and a ladies man. Has tattoos all over his body and is not scared to show em off by walking around completely naked. A real dumbass who doesn’t know much. A “collector” dragon, if he sees something pretty then he will keep it. He’s not awkward or shy but he’s been living alone for so long that he kinda forgot how to have a proper conversation with other people 

39. Damien = A dude who kills all of his girlfriend’s. He falls in love, after a while he gets the feeling that she doesn’t love him anymore and kills her. Usually he scrapes off the meat from the bones and eats it but sometimes he also just buries the corpses in the woods to which he lives close to. He’s been searching for his one true love since forever and once he finds her he is not going to ever let her go again. Will probably tie her down in his basement. Real horny. Really good at making friends and great at acting like he’s just a normal dude but pretty much has two sides which got used to working with each other. Cannot be trusted, he’s real good at lying and making things up to his favour 

40. Ghost man who I don’t have a name for yet = he lives in the snowy mountains together with a bunch of little creatures which contain the souls of little kids who ended up dying on that mountain. Real dad, loves all his children. Really chill and sleepy 24/7 but he doesn’t sleep since he’s already dead. Means no harm, he’s just there to take care of the little one's 

41. Zombie girl #2 who I don’t have a name for yet = Do you know the movie “Warm bodies”? I didn’t take inspiration from that movie, but it’s pretty much this girl who’s the only zombie who can even remotely think and act like a normal person. She was on a trip with her camping school club since she loves nature and all, so when they arrived she decided it was the perfect time to hang herself since she had bad depression and tried to kill herself a few times before. But while she was on her way to find a good hanging spot the other campers got eaten by a few of the first zombies. She hang herself and died but like two minutes later she opened her eyes and just went “Why does god hate me”, since the zombies ate a part of her and so “revived” her lmao. She’s smiling 24/7 even while she’s trying to find a new way of killing herself. Numb inside but still friendly. Has no intention of eating people 

42. Yvette = a ghost boy who’s soul wandered off onto an island where it then possessed the life size puppet which was made by “the doctor”. Originally the doctor was hoping that a female soul enters the body since he wanted to have sex with it but once he noticed that a child soul entered the body he threw it out. Yvette sees the doctor as his dad now. He’s a friendly little fella who cannot remember his past, so now he lives on an island with either crazy or dead people. Seeing a half dead person who got sewed onto the body of a cow is something completely normal for him. Thinks that if humans loose all of their limbs that they’re not going to die since everyone on the island is already not a living human being anymore. Sees the right hand (who’s called Espen) of the doctor as his brother. Gets pushed around by Espen a lot. He’s a child,he just needs some love

43. Voks = one of Yvettes friends. She’s made out of bones, rotten flesh and wax. “The professor” who also lives on that island made her. She’s really supportive, curious and happy, but she has to keep the power of her soul quite high so that the wax that is all around her body stays soft and flexible. If it gets too hot then all the wax will melt off, only leaving the rotten corpse from some kid behind. If it gets too cold then she won’t be able to move. Could kill a bunch of people on one spot 

44. Rakel = a deer slasher lady who lives in the norwegian woods. She leaves the woods only to get some sheep which she will take with her and devour. She’s real scared of adults, so if one goes into her forest then she will feel threatened and impale them with her pointy legs and also eat them afterwards. If a human child goes into the forest then she will either take it back to the border of the woods or take it with her to her barn where she will try to take care of the child herself which sadly usually ends up in the child’s death. Rakel always tries her best to keep them alive, but sometimes a little baby just can’t live off of a sheep cadaver. If someone goes deep into the forest then they will never find out again. Even if they put out a trail of some sort, it will just circle them right back to the middle of the forest. Rakel is the only one who knows how to leave the forest without getting lost. She really just wants to be left alone 

[sundial-girl]

amber, grey, claret, coral, emerald, mauve, porcelain, gold, honey, wine, amethyst, mint, prussian blue, onyx

prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine oH jeebie thats a lot of colors, here tho lemme try and answer them all!! so long post ahead qwq

amber: what's saved as your phone's lockscreen?

fujimoto from ponyo ahkjdjhgjkhdskg,,, 

its not a screencap though, its like someone’s art of him and i am trying to find it but i cannOT hhhdhsg,,,, later i’ll see if i can add it to this since its saved on my phone but not on my computer

grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?

I speak English and (Peruvian) Spanish p fluently, though my spelling + grammar is ass sometimes and I am learning German in school, though I have tried to teach myself Czech and Portuguese on my own. Honestly if I could I would learn to speak every language humanly possible, but my brain might lowkey implode from that knowledge qwq

I would want to learn at least one Asian language (tried Korean but only got as far as somewhat understanding the hanggul), but I think my dumb latin-wired brain is having strokes in understanding the differences,, like even slavic languages are making more sense to me than that,, maybe im just dumb tho qwq

claret: do you play an instrument? do you want to learn to play any?

what color is claret???

oooF learned to play violin since like elementary but?? quit this year because it was really detrimental on my mental health and causing more stress than it should T - T i still lowkey feel bad about it cause i’m probably a disappointment to my paternal grandfather, who was really excited about me playing violin, but hhhhhhhhh

if i could i would learn to play the hammered dulcimer since it sounds really pretty, but there’s a few reasons why i cant:

those shits cost like OVER $4,000!! I KNOW INSTRMENTS EXPENSIVE BUT WHAT THE TUFKC

they’re kinda big so you can’t easily take them places

literally like nobody’s ever heard of hammered dulcimers

because i suck ass with coordination my hands would have strokes trying to be doing two different stuff at once (this is why i could never learn piano)

coral: an animal you wish hadn't gone extinct

hmmmmmmmmm this is an interesting question,,, there’s like a lot of cool extinct species,,,

i think i’ll have to say the dodo bird? i know its basic but like... big fluffy lads... they seem like they would’ve been fun to pet/hold, just like chickens... sad that there still would probably be like a huge trade in them for food or something :/

emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one?

well the u.s. is a hell country LMAO so i am probably going to try and leave when i get the chance but hmmmm???

i mean plan-wise i have been thinking of studying abroad in Germany, cause there’s a lot of benefits

UNIVERSAL HEALTHCARE BABEY

practicing my german skills

other countries like czech republic are nearby so i can go visit friendos ;0

only things that might fuck me over are currency conversions because i suck ass with math and the timezone shift, but i’ll be fine maybe

peru doesn’t count as an option for this because i’ve technically lived there for a while?? when i was like 6,, and also i feel like that’s cheating since i already know the language and stuff there better too, so its like almost as familiar as the u.s.

mauve: any unpopular opinions?

i think you’d have to be more specific on this like, regarding a specific topic hksjdghk, i can’t think good rn

and also i might get hounded if i say anything so yea

porcelain: an tv show you used to love

i barely watch tv lmaooooo buT when i was younger i did watch more,, there’s like a few childhood shows i remember really well?? 

might have to say zooboomafoo though,,, lemur boyE,,, and the kratt brothers, anima stuff, i was feral for that show

gold: do you wear your socks mismatched?

when i can’t find the pair, or dont have time to find the pair yes lmao

my socks are mismatched rn!! they look very similar in that they’re both pink, but one has white stitching at the ends 

mom gets very mad at me kdsjghksjg

honey: your thoughts on magic- does it exist?

mmmmmmmm i mean?? i would like to think there are at least some forms of it that exist :0

like sadly i dont think i can cast “fuck off” on someone and make them drop dead instantly (guns don’t count) but like,,, do emoji spells count?? i reblog a lot of those qwq

and just think fun stuff like charms and such are cool for luck, i have a lot of four-leaf clovers preserved

wine: do you have a 'type'

i’m aroace, so

BUT i mean i do definitely think i have like, specific types when it comes to character design and stuff that make me go feral because a loT OF MY favorite characters are startlingly similar in some cases, but that’s a different case

amethyst: do you collect anything?

i mean?? i still have a bunch of monster high dolls and littlest pet shops from when i was younger because i refuse to give them away but like, i dont think those count cause i’m not a dedicated toy collector

i would collect snails if i could fiND more but i dont think that counts either cause its more like,,, my small children

i collect ideas in my head i guess, keep them in there, rarely write them down so that’s why i lose a few of them kghskg but i’m constantly thinking. its hell

mint: favourite flavour of gum?

MINT FLAVORED GUM LMAO, the ask name predicted it

sorry but fruit flavored gum is disgusting. im sorry i cant stand it

bubblegum is nice too but depends on the brand

prussian blue: what's your first choice at the vending machine

like the food/drink vending machines or the tiny ones that had toys?? cause for the toy ones DEF would be the sqwishland toys... i loved those discount squinkies, dont have too many though cause mom did not approve of me getting them, also the only vending machines for them were in an a&p that closed down years ago

for the food/drink though depends on what’s in there... i mean drinkwise i like only drink water so, no soda, but food it dependssssss what im feeling at the moment

onyx: do you still play Minecraft?

i would play the version i have on my brother’s xbox 360 more if it woRKED PROPERLY

KEEPS FUSCKIGN READING AS A DVD NO ITS MINECRAFT!!!!1 PLEASE

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14, 17, 24, 25?

14. what is your favorite alien species?

Uhhh tbh it’s hard to pick a favorite bc I love, like, all of them? Or a lot of them, anyway. But some of my favorite species to see as characters are twi’leks, togruta, and zabraks. 

17. what is your favorite line?

hhhhhhhhh why’d I do this meme I’m bad at picking favorites especially for sw

One of my favorite saga lines is “I’m Luke Skywalker; I’m here to rescue you.” It’s Iconic™ but it’s also like, a very efficient introduction to Luke Skywalker and I love it. And what a way to meet his sister, too, I mean “Hi, I’m Luke, I want to help.” It’s good.

24. how do you pronounce twi’lek?

twee lek. but I’m not opposed to ‘twy lek’ or however you’d spell it

25. which character do you have a love/hate relationship with?

LMAO many of them…Anakin is a BIG one I’ve gone through times where I just utterly and completely hated him, love completely took a vacation because fuck that guy. Revan is mostly love even if they upset me because, well, Revan, but there are still times where I’m like, you know what, go to hell, go sit the fuck in timeout, I’m done. And Malak’s pretty much the same except I’m so resigned to his shit that I don’t typically get angry about it.

Kylo is. hnnnn. After I saw TFA I was really really mad for a while because you know why. He’s like Anakin except less love and more hate.

And then there’s Atton and Kreia! Who make me regret loving them constantly :) im not even exaggerating even a tiny bit when i say they repeatedly made me cry when i was playing kotor, out of hurt but also out of anger and frustration and holy shit there were times with Atton convos where I had to stop playing and walk away bc after talking to him I was just d o n e and I was like ‘this is getting to me too much see you later fucker’ and geez this game why’d you guys let me play it

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feel free to ignore this I’m just rambling about my mom irt Ren visiting lmao

She just doesn’t get it??? And like my mom keeps saying like “well why can’t her dad pay for it if he wants her to get one so bad and hows he gonna know where she’s staying if he’s not there with her” like shut the fuck up Mom you know DAMN WELL if everything was reversed you’d be wanting me to do the same exact shit and you know for a fact you would make me call you every day to make sure I’m at the hotel and safe and everything like you cannot tell me you would just let me stay at her house no problem whatsoever

Like I guarantee he’s gonna have her call him and make sure he knows she’s actually going to be staying at the hotel like I’m pretty sure he’s like every other parent and is gonna triple check and make certain she’s staying at the hotel and not just lying or something (although idk her dad at all but I’m sure he’s the same as any other parent would be lol)

I just...I’m so tired lol