#hindsight 2020

[hiveswap]

did somebody get lost in space? Did somebody fight 3 wars and get space ptsd about it? In space?

[lizziebat]

I knew Lebanese Daddy for a year before actually starting a relationship and didn’t realise how long lasting his words were even before we got together

He always fussed over me cuz it’s some ‘fact’ that littles prefer sweets to real food. And don’t eat sweets between these times, only one, three times a week, if you’re a brat none

I- I don’t eat that much sweets?

Fruit, sure.

Ice cream every couple months with a braces adjustment

Like I don’t even eat sweets stop fussing at me about it like it’s smth all littles do

Conterary to popular belief I care about my health and thus try to eat healthy

Also he demanded to know everything I ate and when. And three meals a day.

And so when I stopped telling him what I ate for a week. It’s cuz I wasn’t eating.

And yk. Brat.

“And follow thé damn rules!”

Mind you. The rules. After I told him I can’t even masturbate rn without getting uncomfortable.

Just. Yall.

I’m an idiot okay 😭 we done now and he’s out of the country, and no doubt with someone else cuz he flirts with everyone.

Just: hindsight 20/20

Also it’s still fucking up how I feel about food and I never even realise until I’m panicking that I’m being a brat about the not eating cuz they aren’t “valid enough” when they were always valid enough to me before

And still are, they should still be.

Sometimes food isn’t fooding. The sensory issues are kicking my ass. And everything is gross and I have braces AND THINGS STICK TO MT DAMN BRACES😰

Gotta get these fangs in the right spot

And my damn 12 year molars out of my gums😪

And sometimes I jsut wanna fuss!🥺

Another red flag was Snapchat so I couldn’t screenshot things, and I’m not someone who videos abuse happening, or holds my phone in my pocket to audio record.

Not since childhood.

Oh and he once got upset that I started speaking French around a French friend.

He was like wait you’re French??

Oh no I’m Belgian😄 from Luxembourg

He screwed over his ex girlfriend who was Belgian 🥺 kinda pissed him off

Pre relationship as well

His words not mine. Dunno what he did to her though🥺

[crabs-in-a-trench-coat]

I fucked up the companion quests

[scorpioniccompound]

I could have been so cool (played more weird VNs) in hs if I hadn't been so lame (obsessed with what other people thought/caring too much about boys)

[nikscribbles]

In case you haven't met Chance and Hindsight

[doctorsiren]

Made some new refs for some characters for art fight!

[quenepacrossing]

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✿ island name: toronja ✿ island rep: quenepa

✿ native fruit: oranges ✿ native flower: mums

✿ starters: hazel, curly ✿ est. 5.18.2020 nh

[the-velvet-worm]

harrow the ninth aka a year and a half of psychosis, workplace toxicity, and struggle meals

[coldbrewarts]

@nikscribbles perfectly named clone pilot OCs who I am now in love with 😍

[axe-o-lotlol]

I’ve been, OBSESSED with this game for a while for a while so I decided to do some fanart of my favorite Milo! @perfectlovevn

👇🏾🗣️🗣️🗣️ yap session below

I’ve already sent in a ton of asks and now I’m very excited to be able to post this, I’ve always had a tumblr account, but I’ve never really posted my art, anywhere so I’m a little nervous about this but I wanted to send in this drawing I did of Perfect!Milo

It totaled to about 42 hours of rendering on and off for about a month, but I feel like it was so worth it, I wanted to create a visually interesting piece, and have Eris’s hands sort of reaching out to touch Milo and mold him, with this trippy, drippy, oozing effect on the hands (kinda hard to see it in the first pic but a lot clearer in the second pic) I also wanted to do something cool with the background and his 8 eyes and make his eyes all have a unique design relative to their respective routes

especially considering how much I love this game, I love the motifs and the characters, all of the characters feel so alive and unique, I love Eris especially since they’re so much more interesting than our average yandere protagonist, having a MC with a personality is SO much better than the blank slate MC’s you write all your characters so well that it’s so easy to empathize with and connect with all of them, even Ryan, watching Milo get corrupted is HEARTBREAKING but also WAYY too fun and the endings are so insane like it’s incredible

I hear today’s your birthday so I hope you have a happy one!

[dilfsisko]

Every time Spotify recommends me a song I listened to in 2018-19 it’s like. Oh wow I was SUICIDAL suicidal

[netscapenavigator-official]

I think the saying “hindsight is 20/20” was throughly ruined by the year 2020. Because, even though I know the saying is referring to 20/20 vision, every time I hear it, the filing cabinet drawer in my brain that stores “2020” gets opened, and my brain makes the connection to it, even though I know that’s the wrong 20(/)20.

[nikscribbles]

The Boys are Back in Town

[kojoty]

sometimes I think about the fact that me and jack technically uhauled it together and it makes me giggle. two guys uhaulin it to the depths of the healthiest and most romantic relationship i ever thought i could be capable of

[the-elusive-soleil]

TIL that a Time magazine reviewer in 1977 claimed the Silmarillion had "no band of brothers for the reader to identify with as they struggle across a perilous land scape", and I can't help but snort and think...oh buddy, oh brother, did we even read about the same Feanorions?

[realpokemon]

My slugma got sick and sneezed my house down to ashes :(

skill issue :(