#holy shit im 30 now
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[[PERFORMING 30 YEAR SCHEDULED MAINTENANCE]]
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been binging tf outa Avatar the last airbender bc ive been puking my EVERLOVIN guts out since yesterday and hear me out
#remy would probably get cool weapons or somethin but honey im so sorry it would be the reality#sk8 squad#ollie#ponti#oscar#abio#kari#vinny#remy#im Just Now feeling like the worst is over but holy fuck talk about misery#and i Have to go to work tomorrow anyway since i had to call bc today was supposed to be the recovery day but nOOO body said fuck u#cause this is like the 3rd time this has happened this year alone like i refuse to believe its just a bunch of food poisoning instances???#i been eating the same for years and i know my immune systems been shot ever since covid but that was 4 years ago now somethin aint right#pray for my downstairs neighbors they had to hear me fighting for my life every 30 minutes PFFFT EEUUUAAGHGG HUFF HUFF HUFF yeah#although i will say all this shit has really toned down my emetophobia now everytime i gotta puke i just let out a long disappointed sigh#but goddamn still brutal tho
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For six long years I've been in trouble
No pleasure here on Earth I've found
For in this world I'm bound to ramble
I have no friends to help me now
#traffic spoilers#secret life spoilers#gtws#secret life#traffic smp#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#NOWTHOSE ARE OUT OF THE WYA FUCK OH MYU GOD SCAR WIN SCAR WIN#HOLY SHIT#this is my formal submission for mister 12 kills#black hole. he deserves it#FUCK IM SO EXCITED#also sorry this is so fucking messy i have work in like 30 minutes and now need to get dressed lmao
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GOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL TEACUPS. U HAVE NO IDEA.
#they're both japanese porcelain one has blue cherry blossoms + three swallows flying & swooping#+ the other one is an absolutely stunning set of cup + saucer + second plate & they're breathtakingly intricate hand painted + gilded!!!#was trying so hard 2 make a decision & the antique mall guy was like. 'man id just take em both and make an offer ' so i did that. &#saved like $30 omg.. anyway. im so excited holy shit they're some of the most gorgeous things ive seen in ages.#ok. DONE buying stuff now!!#txt
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after a solid 2 month reading slump, your girl just finished a whole ass book in ONE DAY.
#im cool like that what i can i say#i think i read like 30% of it early this morning#and then some during class and then finished in the 4 hours i have been in bed now#and holy shit.#god bless.#clem talks <3
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I think I might Be A Girl, Or Something Like That
#idk gender is hard but like#i keep having dreams where i am me but more female#and its such a wild feeling that i love like holy shit#but the dysphoria keeps going brr irl#like it has for years but like#more#maybe i am just trans idk this shit is confusing#.txt#hhhhhhh#im almost 30 how do i not know my gender by now
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if i wrote a timeloop fic wiuld anyone be interested
#it would be something that would be posted to ao3. which scares us but whatever#it would also be a retelling of my canon memories. oh maybe if the loop fic goes well I'll write my uh.#Core Harry Memory. it is not pleasant but it'd be fun to write. cathartic‚ even#pk;m Volition🟣#the body just woke up eith motivation to write which is rare. ok im going back to bed it's too early#'11:30 isn't early??' it is for us our ass needs to sleep in til 2 ok#i know shit's different now but holy hell i do not see how i woke harry up at like 7:30 on the dot every day. ahshdhdbdnnz
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HELLO I HAVENT WATCHED CR IN LIKE A YEAR DID IMODNA KISS THIS EPISODE???????
#holy shit????? do i have to catch up now?????#i wanna look up that scene so bad but. i'll try to steer away from more spoilers and just catch up sjfhdjd#shari speaks#critical role#critical role spoilers#im 30 episodes behind btw its gonna take a year to catch up djshdhd
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applied to the same cinema i applied to one year ago and never heard from wish me luck
#i've applied to like 30 different jobs im truly turning into the joker now#i gotta do a trip to places i go occasionally and see if small stores r hiring bcs truly the websites aren't doing shit lmao#i knew getting a job would be hard but holy shit. HOLY shit.#jo.txt
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guys i got old
#remembering i didnt think id make it outta hs then to 21 then 25 thhen obvs id die at 27#now im like early 30s holy shit
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Okay crew. I have three hours to get out of my apartment and get going to my parents' house. I don't have to pack my mattress or get rid of my furniture anymore because my strong af girlfriend helped me take care of it. I just have to fit what I can into my van (not a lot) and abandon the rest. Then drive four hours. Wish me luck. I'll need it.
#when i wrote this in my head it konda sounds like a general inspiring his troops#except im both the general and the troops#oh god i have three hours to condense my life into my minivan#i took 70mg of vyvanse and i feel great. i think im gonna take 30 mg more just because i have to get rid of it#see i stole the 30mg from my brother and im about to go see him. i dont want him searching my shit and finding his own meds#its okay he only takes these meds while hes in school. and i stole them over winter break#please only take medicine that is your own. dont fuck with prescriptions that belong to other people. do as i say not as i do#holy shit im not okay#i went to my fav local coffee shop today for the last time and started tearing up while i was there#im gonna miss this place#im moving across the country to live with my sibling#and honestly i dont think its gonna be my forever home. i think this is just a much-needed adventure and change of pace#i can see myself living in this city for years and years. but im still leaving#i know i need to leave. i need to live with someone. be with family. i need to get out of my shit job. i need a new start#so itll be worth it. but i think ill probably come back here eventually. idk. but for now im leaving. i need to go#i need to go in three fucking hours
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#damn babygirl i wish people checked up on me more#this self conscious catgirl is so tired#sometimes i WISH people just came into my dms to ask me if im ok#i do it constantly to others because i hope theyre not as sad as i am feeling in that moment#genuinely afraid to have made someone feel bad and drive them away from me#and omg i feel nyself running thin again just bc im afraid to lose the interactions we have altogether because i cant process certain media#in a healthy way whatsoever and i get super hung up on thinfs that really dont matter that much in the end#YEAH IM RAMBLING IT'S 5:30 AM AND I COULD BE SLEEPING RIGHT NOW BUT INSTEAD IM JUST CRYING FOR A STUPID REASON!!#i think ive only had one person check up on me based off the vibes in chat i gave off alone in the past couple of months#which was baffling and surreal btw and i think it broke something within me#it came from someone i wouldve never expected to even notice because sometimes it feels like its such a vast difference between us#i sometimes even wonder how are we friends in the first place#like do i even deserve to call this person my friend do they feel like that? or are we just discord acquaintances?#anyway all this just made me sad and my dumb ass is crying and yearning to be loved by my online peers thats all lol. meows pathetically#idk i guess i just.want to hear / see it more rather than just teying to tell myself that over and over hoping im not deluding myself abt i#personal#sorry for the emotions dump idk whats wrong with me tonight actually#me having to come to terms with the reality that i actually have a following and this might get boticed by more than 2 ppl#bc not everyone follows 3k blogs like i am :skull emoji: yknow#im probably gonna delete later because im actually a super self conscious person to the point i get nauseatingly anxious about it holy shit#i dont vent often and im 120% keeping it in but when i do oh boy#the dam bursts and im left like a sopping wet dog on the floor looking like a sad blob#which i am feeling like right now!#vent#emy rambles#ALSO LIKE THIS ISNT TO SAY IM NOT GRATEFUL FOR MY FRIENDS OMG I AM#k really am#sometimes its still like. idk. unbelievable to me that people are genuinely interacting with me and the things i write or headcanon#and i shouldn't expect them to know whats wrong with me or if i feel bad if i dont say it or communicate that to them#but yknow one can yearn
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Guys i might have done something impulsive again
Im legit shaking and that has never happened to me before
#ever after high#c.a cupid#doll collector#she is my christmas present when she comes i wont even look at her#i will have my mom check her to make sure all is good#im actually shitting myself i was ready to drop £94 for this doll yes im insane and obsessive#holy fuck what have i done was this a good idea??? shes legit my grail doll shes like at the top of my doll hunting list#now to find through the woods cupid and just sweet blondie my other top grails lolol#i speedran doll collecting i started in september and now i only have 30 dolls left on my list to collect lmao sadly theyre all rare
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i hate group projects with all my being
#holy shit its just the first one this year and i already want to die#i did my part last week but no aparently it wasnt good enough now ill have to do more work on a sunday night :)#((its for tomorow 7:30 :)))#god i just wanted to draw and play some silly games with my family later 😭😭😭#im going to do this with my ass and get it done asap#fuck it im not the one who will need this credit on the end of the semester#bergi gabble
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Brooo Flay sucks sooo much. I was worried she was gonna be like Shirley but then she decided to be racist AND like Shirley. Get this bitch off that fucking ship. Just eject her ass.
#the shirley/faly archetype is doomed to suck major fucking ass and frankly good cuz i hate shirley#and ya know. considering i now know this is made by sunrise. are we sure CG isnt just SEED 2.0?#flay's also kinda like nina too. nina and shirley seem to be like if you split flay in half from what ive seen far#*so far#im also sad sai had like a microagression moment towards lacus. i really really liked sai up until that comment of his#i legit screamed cuz i was so disappointed in him#i for real was all like. flay and sai need to break up cuz she doesnt deserve him. and then like 30 secs later sai made that comment#and i was like 😶 spoke too soon#HOLD ON WAIT. I SEE A THUMBNAIL FOR A FUTURE EPISODE THATS LITERALLY FLAY KISSING KIRA#GET FUCKING PROTO SHIRLEY OFF THIS FUCKING SHIP HOLY FUCKING SHIT I HATE HER EVEN MORE NOW!!!!#CAN SHE DIE LIKE SHIRLEY TOO? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE???? GO THE WAY OF THE SHIRLEY AND GET KILLED OFF BY A CUTE YANDERE BOY MAYBE????#manifesting flay's death rn. plz. i know the spoilers from the relationship charts but im still gonna hold out hope anyway#a man can dream at least#personal
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I AM FREAK8GN OUT
#IM LEAVING AT 4:30 FOR THE CONCERT. OH MY GOD#I HAVE TO GET READY NOW HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING
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