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cotton-candy-jester · 7 months

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dunno what tf has been going on with my body lately but it does NOT want me to draw

#matty rambles #venting moment #im trying to be better #one day i slept the whole day #next my brain just. did NOT want to do things productive #plus it thought it would be silly to remind me of how rude and mean I've been to people when like #hopefully today i can actually do stuff

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doodleodds · 2 years

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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

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cherrirui-official · 11 months

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A collection of totally normal Boisona doodles while I try to get back into the swing of things lol

@saltydkart-reblogs

I don't rlly have anything to add here but while I'm here I might as well repost some other saltydkdan related shitposts in the cut while I'm here bc it would be a waste to leave them all on my now abandoned twitter account lol

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flygonscales · 4 days

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2 weeks at uni and I’ve already reached peak procrastination. I found masking tape and somehow decided that the best use of my time was to make a tiny Belphemon-sleep.

#I actually can’t wait till student finance have processed my dsa #maybe next year or something I should look for an adhd diagnosis? if I’m having this much trouble focussing and a cup of coffee doesn’t work #anymore as a way for me to focus maybe I should see if meds would help?#(when I got my autism diagnosis i was also told its possible that I have adhd. I’d privately suspected adhd before I considered autism)#like. some days I can focus. it feels like I’m balancing on a knife-edge and it’s very stressful #and I can’t do it on command or anything #but sure #seeing one piece of fanart with Boy from tts #and my whole day goes down the drain because I can’t drag myself away from the series #and listening to video game soundtrack helps but then if I do that too much I start feeling lonely but I can’t listen to a podcast because #then I focus on that above the work I’m meant ti be doing #and even then I might look up other stuff about the video game I’m listening to #and the worst times are when I become self aware and that really breaks my focus but I know I’ve got to keep going #and then at the end of the day I feel awful because I’ve done about 1-2 hours actual work in 6 hours #time I could have spend doing other work or #heaven forbid #enjoying myself #that was more of a rant than I expected #I’m doing ok I think #I hope #i know I’m not meant to compare myself with others #but I’ve done more work than my flatmates #and that at least makes me feel a little better #I’m going to get myself a coffee now #hopefully that’ll help me today #my goal is at least 200 words #then I can stop #actually autistic #autism #personal rant

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gothsuguru · 5 months

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MAKING HEADWAY ON “PREMONITION OF LOVE” 🫡

#the best way to differentiate past suguru vs current suguru is that he used to have snakebites :3 he now only sports one lip piercing :3 #this is still super rough bc i’m noticing that i’m just LISTING stuff off i’m not actually like… immersing reader in it #which is something i deffo have to work on!#but i’m gonna try and just write a bunch today and then hopefully i can start editing it later to make it more refined #i just need to get into the Headspace of these two characters <333 my beloveds <333 #reread ‘black is the color’ to get the Vibes again AND to do callbacks 😭#i also have so many Drabble ideas for this ‘series’ i guess??? 😭#toji meet & greet… suguru wearing a nurse’s outfit… the kyoto hairpin… sugusukusatoreader go on a trip 🤭#that last one is very funny to me 🤭🤭🤭#it’s just suguru praying on sukuna’s downfall while satoru tries to get sukuna to give him a pastry discount #snippets #personal

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hanzajesthanza · 2 years

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it kind of bothers me that witcher fans don’t really unite under sapkowski’s name like other fans of fantasy authors do (e.g. “tolkien fans”).

in practically any other fandom of fantasy books, save for the particularly rancid authors known for their disappointing and shameful behavior or views (e.g. jk r*wling), it’s just regular business to say the author’s name. but sapkowski’s name is treated like a dirty word in the witcher fandom, for really no good reason…

it must be asked — what is stopping us from doing so?! why don’t we call ourselves sapkowski fans. it would be much easier than saying “i’m a fan of the witcher, but only the books, i don’t consider the various adaptations canon, etc. etc.” … “half a hundred words, when three are enough!!”

#i was just thinking about this today. can we call ourselves andrzej sapkowski fans beginning now or what #note that i said GOOD reason #meaning that it’s not like sapkowski is a conservative #the witcher books #txt #like sapkowski has done and said stuff that i dont approve of or like #the alcoholism at cons for instance hem hem (though ive also heard that type of behavior was standard)#he’s said a few cringey things about women and lesbians but nothing worse than your typical old guy would #specifically i’m referring to the ‘i dont hate women i - he he he - positively love them!’ which is actually just everybodys granddad lmao #and the ‘i dont know about why my characters are lesbians - though i can be sure im not one’#that kind of stuff just makes me shake my head and laugh #but its not like he has done heinous shit like some of these authors running around loose out here #i mean i think it’s mitigated in part that he’s a private person with no twitter account #i also disgaree with his points from there is no gold in gray mountains but i also dont know enough abt what hes talking about to understand #understand FULLY at least. i understand some but not all. i think i understand just enough to disagree #but he has expressed a lot of progressive points which also come through in his series #what i mean is: hes not a terrible person. so why do people act like he is #ALSO i think if we united under his name then there would be more inter-series fans #ive always wondered where the fans of the hussite trilogy are (online). is there an online fanbase?#and if we do that then we can get more and better translations hopefully #like theres still no official translations for a ton of his short stories

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sar3nka · 3 months

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QUASTION does anyone know how to tell legit dolce & gabbana from fakes. I might have found something at the thrift store today >___<

#i also got a morgan skirt and its so gorgeous #in general i got a loooot of pretty stuff today and hopefully ill get more tomorrow. since im going out hunting tomorrow again #in general i just love love love how i can actually get money from doing something i already love. aka. clothes. lol.

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verflares · 1 month

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love restarting durge playthroughs in baldies gate 3. this really is just like shadow the hedgehog (2005)

#crush 40 was so right when they said black-hearted evil... or brave-hearted hero......#can you see all of me walk into my mystery hold on for dear life...... love it when that happened. in baldurs.#actually i do think its comical that my usual rollout is like durge/shart/laezel/astarion. team dark adjacent indeed #anyway im finishing up some wips today WHEEEE i will hopefully have stuff ready to post in a couple of days LOL #hope everyone is well. im mostly recovered from covid but still have some leftover funk... ah well #personal.txt

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advisorsage · 2 months

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The universe loves me

#i can get the a i need for my online class after all!!!!!!#eeeeeeeeeeeeee #i just have to do 2 things and I'm gonna get the a #then I'll get my full amount of funds instead of half #I'm so excited #i mean first i have to do things for my in person class for that a but that one is super easy #this is such a gift and i don't know what deity did this #i don't worship any luck deities or ones associated with money or fortune or knowledge so idk #like all of mine are chaos and revelry and trickery other than one #but that one is like motherhood and stuff and i worship her to get the comfort of a divine mother #anyway whatever deity decided to blast my ass with fortune i love you #also i got what i needed to up my financial aid for the upcoming school year so double fortune #I'm vibrating with excitement #i may not be getting anywhere in my job search but my bank account won't be negative and I'll have the grades i wanted #life is beautiful today #i also got my doctor to switch me to gel for my t so i won't have a bad reaction hopefully and i see the gastroenterologist tomorrow #i'll get the swallowing problem dealt with soon even if i have to get a camera shoved down my throat again #and my college is doing a free tuition thing that while i don't think i qualify for will still be really good for other people who need it #and my dad leaves town for 2 weeks in the morning #I've just had a ton of good things happen in a row #also i got to see the living tombstone on Saturday and i swear that fixed the funk i was in from what i had to do last week #and i learned sweet tea doesn't taste like pure sugar so it's actually decent #damn I'm feeling good #anyway happy rant over #go be gremlins #and as always #drink water you heathens

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ereborne · 5 months

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Song of the Day: May 3

"Life Less Frightening" by Rise Against

#song of the day #'I don't ask for much / truth be told I'd settle / for a life less frightening'#another song that when I sing it alone it doesn't sound much like the original but I do so like to sing it #check me stirring my roux humming 'these lives we live test negative for happiness' sweetly to myself #today was Friday and I'm still trying to decide if I'm satisfied with the amount of work I got done this week #I suppose I'll have to be #I had my weekly report meeting and again the updates my boss asked for in the meeting were not the ones she asked me to prepare #so I split-screened her and delivered the prepared updates as I frantically opened and updated the new request #and then when she finished making politely falsely interested sounds (I'm not bitter I'm not I'm not) she asked again for the new update #and by then I had it ready! saved it as I brought up the share-screen and showed it to her #too frustrated in the moment to be properly proud of myself but now it's hours later and I'm feeling a little smug about it #little back-pats for me #I have something like a project timeline worked out for the idiot project #and I did some good work in the garden (nasturtium growing up the post under the bird feeder. very pleased it took the transplant so well)#and I sooooort of sorted the freezer stuff. kind of. mostly we ate the things I wanted to rearrange but I've got a plan for moving forward #the last non-work thing I'd really wanted to accomplish this week was getting my queue set up again here #I've gone through my drafts and done some prep but as you can see the queue isn't actually running again yet #hopefully I'll do that tomorrow. we'll see how it goes #the queue may have to wait until Sunday because I must confess if I can accomplish only one single solitary thing tomorrow #I would like it to be six hours of uninterrupted sleep. may it please the gods I shall rest tomorrow. blessed weekend #edit: wait wait I'm a fool I'm a fool I just typed 'May 3' and still I am a fool #it's May the Fourth!!#happy star wars day my loves if I don't get the queue up today after all #it's because I'm reshuffling everything because I've got a new influx of SW posts to distribute!!

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exopelagic · 5 months

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okay I’m going insane I need to fix my sleep schedule now

#I cannot keep getting up at/after midday this is driving me crazy #SO. I’m gonna not do ice hockey for a little bit until I can get myself normal #I want to step away from ice hockey anyway bc the new committee are being annoying and I need them to stop making me do things #tonight I will go to bed at midnight. and I will stop everything to get ready for bed by 10 bc I need that time #and tomorrow I’m setting my alarm for 7:30 #I’m going to have mornings again if it kills me bc this is making me feel like shit now #will also mean hopefully I’m less stressed about work and can schedule stuff with my friends bc oh my god everything has been a nightmare #this week. and it’s only Tuesday what the fuck #also going to make a sleep tracker again bc that worked in February #and I’m setting library times for weekdays as 9:30-12 and 2-5 because getting there is the problem and I normally stay longer once I’m ther #and that worked for exams AND there’s just less work to do now so if I can keep on top of it everything should be fine #just have to actually do it #like right now I rlly need to go get writing bc I need to figure out some title options and that needs to be done by tomorrow afternoon #otherwise there won’t be time to get feedback from my supervisor before the deadline #so while today might be a bit of a lost cause bc I need to shower go to the shop and cook which takes most of the free working time #I can do something and if I can make tomorrow morning work I’ll have enough time #I’m okay with having periodic getting my shit together days as long as I do use them to get my shit together #now pls. get your shit together <3 #luke.txt

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ectoplasmer · 7 months

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need him to call me pretty and have him fawn over me a little bit like i do him

#spookyshipping #askhdsgjjv…… boyfriend on brain. valentines day is always a little difficult for me but we stay silly and try to be positive despite that #i am. having a week to say the least #short one school wise!! i get an extra long weekend so maybe i can try and get better but wow does my whole body hurt #and wow are my feelings definitely Feeling #anyway. boyfriend. have i babbled about how pretty he is recently #he has such pretty brown eyes waghh :((#i wanted to do something for us today but i’ve just been so buuusy and overwhelmed and blehhh #maybe we’ll do something this weekend if i’m feeling up for it… go out to eat or go to some fun stores or something #hopefully for now he won’t be too dissatisfied with cuddling and sweet words until i can get him an actual present….#i like thinking about him calling me pretty and stuff like that. sometimes it’s hard to believe stuff like that but #imagining that it’s *him* specifically saying it to me changes it a little. makes it feel sweeter and more genuine #also feels a little absurd because he’s the one saying that as if he isn’t the prettiest thing ever!!!#siiiigh. i love him your honor #would melt if he said anything even slightly positive or nice sbout me >_<

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starbuck · 8 months

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okay, i purchased like four books and a vintage photograph - i’m calm now

#i think i can sleep #the thing is that i DO want to stop buying books and go to the library #but i’ve decided that i’m gonna do that for like. supplemental information #all the big sweeping overview stuff i’m purchasing my own copy of #because I’m probably going to want to keep them to refer back to #and i’m still very much in the Overview Stage with like. Everything.#and i don’t have any time to go to the library right now anyway #so that will be a 2026 adventure #(what happens in 2025? don’t worry about it…)#anyways - glad i had today to just chill. nap. watch a few films. eat.#i did a LITTLE schoolwork - but i had to leave that mostly as a tomorrow thing #because it’s just been SO constant that i needed the rest #but looking forward to getting back into that tomorrow #(or not actually because i HATE my classes rn lol… but looking forward to getting stuff DONE)#it will all be over soon… just four more weeks of Hell #and then we enter… Hell 2 #(maybe hopefully not as bad?? time will tell…)

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chaoticspacefam · 1 year

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Blaesus: attempts to be threatening

Aria and Qyzen: Press X to doubt

also, reason 5786763769489 (/hj) why I love Ari and Qyzen’s friendship so much. Mans does not hesitate to be like “yeah really? you think so? we’ll destroy you :)” Aria really appreciates both how straightforward and how willing to throw-down Qyzen is. If she says “we beat the shit out of this idiot”, they’re gonna beat the shit out of that idiot and Qyzen is 100% down for that.

Get you a ride-or-die buddy like Qyzen fr 🤣🤣

#swtor #elven's swtor screenshots #swtor oc: aria saal #ds! jedi consular #jedi consular (sith assassin)#jedi consular storyline #qyzen fess #trandoshan #swtor blaesus #we're finally done with ch 2; time for ch 3!!#the ''end'' (of recording the main part of creeping shadows) is in sight folks!#✨we're almost there baybee ✨#and then we get to do the fun stuff where aria tries to fight satele and gets her shit absolutely wrecked lmfao #/hj that doesn't happen in-game but it *is* subterfugeverse canon and hopefully once the recording is done i can get aria to stop being #a brat so i can actually *write* the fic. hopefully. fingies crossed #i will be spending the rest of today with rai and lana on rishii tho #bc i miss them & its been a long long time since i've done any recording with rai 🥺🥺

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arcaneyouth · 7 months

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my shit ass gamer chair has developed a quirky lil issue where the seat won't stay up and is constantly sinking down and there's nothing i can do about it. it'll last for like 2 hours and then i just can't use it anymore. and i don't feel good asking my parents for a replacement we do not have that money rn. and i apparently don't know how to tell if a chair is going to be good before it gets here (i chose this chair. it's lasted less than a year) so i would have to ask my parents to figure it out for me and they don't have that time. so. i'm kinda just. not able to use my computer for very long. so that's awesome.

#vent post #negative #the seat hurts to sit on at this point too #it's just a bad chair. i knew it was bad the moment i started putting it together.#i'm glad it waited to do this until after i finished making chapter 7 of my comic so i don't technically need to use it much #but i wanted to draw today.#and now i'm gonna spend the rest of my day in bed cause i've got nothing else i can do #i also have not finished making my fucking cover letter for this stupid application so i'm gonna have to transfer that to google docs to #do it on my phone in bed #also the chair sinks down so slowly that i usually can't tell if it's actually sinking and trying to figure it out makes me nauseous #for some god damn reason #fuck. chairs are so fucking expensive.#i wanted to use the money i'm gonna get from the job i'm hopefully getting to buy fun silly stuff #but i'm probably gonna have to spend All Of It on a fucking chair #because i really cannot make my parents get me one.#so now if i don't get this job i'm just. kinda fucked #i've got money in savings i just hate having to use it. that was supposed to be my moving out fund man #this fucking. sucks #if anybody can explain why the fuck my chair is doing this so i can fix it. that'd be awesome.#update: its clearly a problem with the cushion. unfortunately i cant replace the cushion.#not without taking a knife to it. which i am super unsure if thats a good idea.#i hate knowing fucking nothing. i dont know what to do. i want to scream.

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risingsunresistance · 2 years

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i think i've already asked this before but i forgot so i'll ask again: does anybody have easy foods to recommend, like foods that are easier to keep down than others

#i'm kinda limited in what i can do on campus but i'll try my best to find something #i havw a presentstion wednesday and a lot of graduation stuff to sort out. i've been *so sick*#i can barely eat idk what to do aaaaaa #ran out of pepto so now i cant force my problems down with medicine either jdjfjd. i'll get more today hopefully #i need to convince my parents that medicine isnt evil i do NOT think i will be able to keep going without some kind of anti-anxiety meds #i have a supplement but all it does is help with the sick feeling. doesnt actually get rid of any anxiety itself. just symptom management #fine short term. not long term :/#chat #sorry for the mild venting jdhdj

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