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“It may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it's mine”
House of Leaves stimboard ¹
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#stim#stimboard#stimboards#stimming#my post#gif#house of leaves#horror#johnny truant#myhouse.wad#horror stim#house#paper#book#tattoo#stairs#hallway#maze#grey#blue#liminal#liminal space#weirdcore#weirdcore stim#liminal stim#house of leaves stim
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❝ There's no good outcome from a house fire. ❞
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#myhouse.wad#doom myhouse#house of leaves#horror stim#liminal#liminal spaces#the backrooms#tw fire#fire stim#red stim#《 Iced Tea | 🔥 》#《 Stimboard biscuit 🍪 》
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🍂Vee Noceda Stimboard🍂
#aesthetic#stim#stim blog#stimboard#vee noceda#toh vee#toh#the owl house#vee toh#the owl house vee#autumn aesthetic#autumn#orange#stimmimg#orange stim#brown stim#leaves#fall aesthetic#fall#owl house
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has been forever since aggie moment.... so behold. aggie moment.
#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#gym leader larry#pokemon#greavard#fidough#oricorio#joltik#lni adventures#was thinking abt ingo for the swap au and. i think he woulda taken up more of elesas modelling oportunities-#after emmet dissapears to mainly take his mind off of. yknow. his depression skghgkhs#he already has it bad but losing emmet just made it x1000 worse-#so getting out and talking to ppl and modelling for elesa rly helps-#but then after a while he cant even escape with the modelling and thats when he travels the globe looking for emmet and-#runs into larry :) yaaaay lore#also i hc larry has a lot of different vocal stims that he thinks are embaressing so he only rly does them when hes alone or at home#so ofc when he invites ingo over to stay for a bit he forgets theres another human in his house so when ingo starts fucin parroting back#at him hes like what the FUCK is that. tropius kill that unidentified fucking noise right now#tropius bopping ingo with his leaves very calmly: you got it boss
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#bike#stimmy#visual stim#moodboard one day for this#inner child healing#boyre#you guys might not like this one since it involves leaving the house and not many here know about that or are interested#jk lol#mine#my gif
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hey younger ppl who grew up with strict parents, i want to share something really lovely with you that i didn't really learn myself until this year.
you do NOT have to clean ur house when u have guests over. like yeah pickup anything particularly embarrassing but have you not felt more welcomed, happy and cozy when you visited a friend's home and saw Stuff everywhere? is it not more inviting to enter a home that looks and feels very Lived In? do you not feel self-conscious about contributing to any sort of mess in a home so clean and organized it feels sterile?
Don't feel the need to keep this weird facade ingrained into us that your place needs to look perfect in order for you to hang out - just invite people over! Let them see what you're about, let the Environmental Storytelling™ do some work! i promise you it's very charming being able To See what you do and enjoy.
it took way longer than it should've for me to accept this and it's been GREAT. i don't dread the deep cleaning that having a guest used to entail because nowhere near that amount of work is necessary to hang out anymore - and I think everyone deserves to know that they don't have to work so dang hard for something that's really so so simple.
#like. lol the ppl I've enjoyed visiting the most are those friends whose place is so messy it's basically like “pick a pile to sit on😼”#i sure as fuck will!! thank u (✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) i don't b having piles but i do leave some stuff out n around n whatnot.#i was in a 6yr relationship n my ex was very WE NEED TO CLEAN when we'd have ppl over once in a blue moon and like (´-﹏-`；)#she was raised that way ‚ i was raised that way. I'm assuming we both sorta internalized that from our parents but i made#a friend this yr whose home is SUPER cozy and lived in and cluttered w stuff and i absolutely love it. it's like a visual stim.#but idk also kinda feels like laying urself bare yk? i won't go on a whole (... other) rant about it but yeah i was so happy after my visit#that i just felt like I Too can have a cozy very lived in home - and not stress about perfection and appearances n just hang!#and yeah I've been this way long enough that I'm starting to realize a perfectly cleaned home feels very sterile.#there's an air about it that feels like u can't rly move around or makes u afraid to make any sort of mess and idk??#NO MORE STERILE HOUSES BE URSELF!! LAY IT BARE FOR YOUR GUESTS TO SEE!!
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“I’m literally so fucking cute how do I not pull” <<< (person who never goes anywhere or talks to anyone)
#genuinely tho if I don’t get mad bitches in college I’m gonna be so disappointed#I KNOW I could pull I KNOW IT#I’m so stupid cute and yet nobody is tryna wife me up. why.#I know I literally never leave the house or go anywhere ever that isn’t work but like. come on.#I just want smooches#I DESERVE to be someone’s adorable overexcited partner I would be so good at it fr#seriously tho. I have cute purple hair I have big brown bottom eyes like a baby cow I have an adorable smile I happy stim when im excited.#what fucking more do you want.
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anyway this movie taught me if i ever stop masking people would throw rocks at me and lock me up
#mina's diary#im lucky? i can pass as 'normal'#people still think something is off with me but i play it as im shy and reserved! i dont talk much! so i dont say weird ass shit mostly#im not really shy im just masking the life out of me 24/7#that's why im always so low energy having to pretend to be someone else is exhausting#oh no im not stimming im just nervous ahah see not doing it anymore oh look a distraction pls stop looking at me#yea this is why i dont leave the house and interact with people#im so lonely lol
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A Johnny Truantt (House of Leaves) Kin stimboard with themes of guns, ink, houses, and night time.
Requested By: 🌀 Anon
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#👁|Finished Request#👁|Stim Board#house of leaves kin#johnny truant kin#house of leaves stimboard#kin stimboard#kin request#tw guns#guns tw#cw guns#guns cw
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update i am sick so posts will probably remain slow for the time being!
i am so dizzy i can barely walk and that makes focusing on making gifs really hard KLJFDSKLJFDS
#my head is killing me#ive been feeling like shit for the past few days but i only just now thought to take my temp#and i am in fact running a fever#no coughing or anything so its probably not covid#probably just some kind of a cold#no idea how i got it since i like never leave the house#but i did have a doctors appointment the other day so maybe i caught it then?#not stim
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Partner was stroking my hair and looking at me lovingly and i just realized that i rlly am living with. Them. And they like actually make me feel loved and seen and like. This is happening To Me wtf. Six months. Of this. Wtf
#you know that thing about the healing of a t4t relationship can we talk about the healing of an autism4autism relationship#like ive never been so. like. not free but#maybe that yeah#but like#just being able to comunicate in my own terms#and they not being freaked out by my stims or meltdowns#and just the fucking#honesty#of saying what you actually feel and not#being intimidated or feel like im expecting#to be loved in the same way i do#cuz i know it seems intense and it can be#but im kot expecting the same if i got the same i would never leave the house 💀 cuddling 💀#idk#wtf#im making dinner tomorrow for new years#for us#im like only almost 20#and i know it sound stupid but i cant see this ending. ever#with all my other relationships even friendships most of the time i can see#that it will be like a few months maybe#i think i knew#that i couldnt keep the act for that long#and that if i didnt keep the act then it would be over#like its not been only good cuz ive had to do the work of not. hiding my needs and all of that#and like realize all the.weird shit my brain does about this things#but its the#firts time that#ive felt like#ive wanted to rlly
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yk when you just gotta step away from whatever you're doing to take a quick little stim break for a bit? yeah.
#sometimes i just. throw my phone and leave to speed pace around the house or flap my hands or do whatever stim i'm feeling at the time.#then i go back to whatever i was doing before like that was just a little commercial break for me#and it's great. we love stim breaks here!#stimming#actually autistic
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well its been a godawful day but i just got a free weighted blanket from a friend from choir 😭💜 mentioned on my ig story that i didnt have one & she just went. ill bring you mine i dont need it. ill be there in an hour. whats your address again. and now i have it 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️
#not even 'would you like to have mine' just straight up YOULL GET MINE!!!! might have a bit of cat hair on it but idc im not allergic#i do have weighted blanket at my parents house but not in this apartment#also holy shit i think this ones heavier. i love it. never leaving this bed again#got that Good Stim
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HOW DID NO ONE THINK I HAVE AUTISM.
#i was such a....normal.....kid idk what the fuck#like crying when my friends would have to leave my house bc i couldnt handle change#or like. having stims like constantly chewing on things even if my gums bled#actually i used to LIKE making my gums hurt bc it tickled smth in my brain#and also just like other things that are super obvious to me now#chatter#autism
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sometimes a post or something someone says or just anything can bring up such a specific grief in me
#when i was a kid my dad had this friend named dj#and dj was the MOST fun he sang along to the songs in kingdom hearts and helped us beat hard levels#and when we were broke as shit and mostly eating food from the garden he would go shrimping and crabbing and hunting#and in exchange for my dad's garden excess he would give us proteins#a lot of the time he'd bring a whole deer down to the house and i'd help my dad clean it and dj would just sit on the back steps smiling#because he didn't wanna mess us up but he thought it was rude to leave john alone with the work too#when he died my best friend came in sobbing because dj had been friends with her dad too#and her dad was bad bad bad news#abusive on multiple drugs and a gun collector to boot#and he got dj into drugs and dj overdosed in his car#and the GUILT danni had over that. like it was her fault her daddy had done something that killed our friend. because dj was our friend too#drug cw#overdose cw#sorry i just thought about him and it hit really hard#his hair was super curly and when i needed to stim as a little thing sometimes he'd put me on his shoulders and let me play with his hair#and i haven't thought about him in years he died in my senior year#i hope he's having a ball wherever he is. he's the kind of guy who could make friends anywhere really#grief cw#death cw#vent cw
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I need to go outside and swing my soul into outer space but it's 33 fUCKING degrees Celsius. Kill me
#it's stimming time but I cannot stim. it's too hot to safely leave the house for me.#we live in a society bottom text#armchair speaks
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