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the moms are fighting
#my art#mine#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr himeko#hsr kafka#kafhime#motivating myself to draw more using bloody homoerotic scenes is working#i think himeko could win with enough prep time like batman#but it takes a while to aim the orbital space laser ya know#even if she does win one of these drawings kafka’ll still say something witty and flirty#thats just how she is#where’d himeko’s jacket go?#kafka sliced it up to show off her sword dexterity#himeko did not appreciate this#but now we get to see himeko’s big muscles so#oh well 🤷🏻♀️#(i did actually draw it but i wanted to stare at her biceps MORE than i wanted her to have a jacket on)
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#sorry venting sorrryyyy#ough i have a p high stakes exam tomorrow and i have been trying to work at it this week#and then all the crap that happened today happens and my brain is just fully mush#like im so sick of this!!!! im sick of trying my best and everything in my life being upended by circumstances so completely out of my#control i couldn't do anything if i had like. alice cullen's magic precognition#it's just. SUCH GARBAGE#sometimes im like god must hate me truly#what even is thisssssss#also imso not processing my grandma's death rn#we weren't close in the latter years of her life but i grew up in her house i ate her food she loved me so much she kept my baby clothes#and she would show them to me every time i visited and she kept asking to talk to me and i was so stressed about exams i was gonna call he#after them#and she was sick but my momsaid she was getting better in the last week and then she suddently just dies? like what evennnn#anyway god. whateverrrrr#i feel embarrassed to even talk about it with anyone bc it feels like. im making ti up. im not making it up but like how does all this#happen to one person#over and over#it feels fake#anyway#WHATEVER#gonna go prep for my exam now ig#right guys
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you wake up one morning and think that a few more minutes in bed won't hurt, right? you don't go back to sleep but you're still curled up in the sheets, eyes shut as you stay warm. and it's peaceful, until you feel and hear the blanket being moved around and a panicked whisper of "but she's sleeping right next to us," when you decide to crack one eye open. just to see takiishi keeping endo pinned to the mattress with his forearm on the other man's upper back, takiishis other hand pulling endos pants and boxers down together in one go. neither of them notice that you're awake yet, endo just trying to keep quiet to not disturb you while takiishis more focused on sliding his dick between endos cheeks for now. until he chooses that's not enough and fucks him. right next to you while you're 'asleep.'
#it's only bc takiishi got morning wood and wanted to deal with it a soon as possible#didn't bother waking endo up just manhandled him to his stomach not caring if he woke up from the actions or not#does not care that you're literally in the same bed. the bed that the three of you sleep in#assuming he doesn't banish endo to the couch#couldn't care less about endos panic either and endo has no clue if it's bc he's impatient and wants to get this done or if he didn't hear#☆— yapping#☆— freaky nyx#actually how do i even tag this...#also don't tell veen but i was the secret moot#im sorry i could not have the term “hotdogging” associated with me i had to go on anon for it#but i am a firm believer that takiishi does like it bc he 1. doesn't have to do much work a lot of the time#2. doesnt have to deal with that much of a mess afterwards. hates a lot of feelings/textures and sometimes that includes ur slick#depends on his mood tho really#also he's not prepping endo in this sort of situation sorry but it's fine bc he probably took up the ass the night before he's used to it#i wonder if venus is still up...#she didn't see my endo post from earlier but luckily that one isn't too bad in comparison to this
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i think if All Fours by Miranda July taught me anything it's that there is not a single reason to be that fucking down bad for someone like pick yourself up, and the crazy shit you do in that state has never once resulted in it drawing that person to you
#like she plans for months to do this dance in front of this motel to record it and put it on instagram (shes a performance artist)#and she thinks this will give him the sign to come back to her#like she works out for 3 months in prep to do this dance#and then after she does it#and posts it#and nothing happens#shes like wait...why did i think this is how human beings communicated with eachother
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Insomnia is letting up off and on, but I'm still super jelly brained from it case in point, I want to continue back with posting WIPs for the aired pages, but I can't remember what page I left off on now lmao (guess I'll have to dig through my blog to check... eesh. at least it's decently organized by tags?) Not a result of goo brain, really, but equally "AUGH" is that I let my screen protector go for too long without replacing it and now it's slick as snot and I don't have a replacement handy to put on it. This isn't a resulting consequence of goo brain but it does mean I'm going to be trying to draw without any traction while I'm already loopy. Good times ahead!
#shut up pu#I"ve had problems with insomnia my whole life so I'm sadly used to this#it comes and it goes#and right now it's in the middle of a big angry come#what do you mean that wording is atrocious??#it gets the point across#ordered a new screen for the draw slab so I've at least been proactive in fixing the problem#the only other problem is I hate drawing on brand new fresh screens too lol bad finger feel#only the middle screen is good for both fingies and pens#anyway the parts of chapter 3 I really love are coming up over the horizon#part of me does wish I would have tweaked the pacing of chapter 3 a little when realizing the usual posting schedule wasn't going to work#after real life delays all butted into production time bc chapter 3 was still paced for the 2 - 3 pages a week schedule#reading it all at once it still carries that pacing but I do feel a bit bad about the way it has felt at once a week#very occasionally twice lol#but I'm just a stickler for pacing so it bothers me personally probably more than it bothers literally anyone#knowing what it's meant to feel like on the proper release schedule vs. the slower release schedule is largely my own problem#and I'm feeling that extra hard right now because I'm having to do prep work for designing and asseting a new set#which saves a huge amount of time in the long run but slows things down in the immediate now#aka: I want to draw characters and story wahhh why am I making set pieces#also hey where the fuck's that stupid fox at he's even in the story synopsis write up where is he#get in the story proper you piece of shit#hello I am sleep deprived and rambling about comic production how are you doing
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i’ll do ship templates later, but i got the song strangers playing on loop so that means it’s time for noel rambling—
i think og!noel ever saw her new iteration, i think she’d have a severe breakdown over how much her motivations have changed. cause one of dol!noel’s motivations was her theme of running away from her problems meanwhile i feel like dod!noel has sort of a different vibe. like there is an escapism element to her, but it doesn’t feel so much as for survival’s sake rather than her tolerance for the people and the town no longer. like. THERE.
like back in highschool, in dod, when she had her bff, even if she had others like cody & leo, her bff was the REASON she stayed as long as she did as riley. she was getting through this shithole because her bff needed someone strong & resolute to look after them, and so when they are transformed into this new, horrific thing - what point is there for her to stay as riley? in some form, that also calls upon her to do some form of transformation too, hence becoming noel. and her isolation in the fields, with her bunker-esque home, would be explained in dod, as still a move done out of paranoia: but paranoia of losing her best friend again.
keeping her best friend chained and locked away, in their new home, she can be assured of her friend’s movements and know no one will ever hurt them again after already failing them once. in a way, dod!noel feels a bit more?? hero-like than dol!noel who was very selfish, but i feel like they are both still selfish. i’d say dod!noel is extremely more than dol!noel. with again, the best friend. keeping her friend in her home, she believes she knows and understands what is best for her friend; what they desire. and like…. noel’s sources? just trust her???
the fact that she tries to paint to the pc what she is doing is GOOD, and MERCIFUL, meanwhile, her friend can’t communicate anymore; they’ve lost sense of language in their monstrous form. Hell, they could have even lost sense of identity & desire - but noel assures the player they haven’t. they affirm, that yes, it is necessary that linden ( oc!remy ) runs the slaughterhouse. that yes, her best friend needs to survive on human meat and will not take anything less. that they are necessary evils for this. but it’s becomes glaringly obvious at some point, that noel is just projecting delusions onto their best friend out of desperation - because a world without their best friend, just feels uninhabitable, so she just creates fantasy. connecting back to her whole reason for living being tied to this friend, her identity, so to lose them would be losing herself.
#. // ♡ 🌱 txt#noel tiffany#just me wanting to switch gears after rambling on vanida for so long#as well as developing dod!noel more and making sure she feels established into the setting#in comparison to her peers ( cody & vanida )#noel in dod is just so shauna from YJ coded LMAOO#esp with the fact that before she started selling weapons#she actually worked at the slaughterhouse under linden for awhile#before she was able to start her own business#and even then being more ‘independent’ she still is tethered to rory & linden#with her giving rory a fraction of her profits#and linden being one of her biggest main clients for her business#which really solidifies a sort of ‘she can’t ever leave blue fields’ thing#and i don’t think noel would even want to#not because she likes the place#but because who else would do what she does#someone has to do it#and i lowkey also probably imagine#that due to how well of a worker noel is#that linden probably still asks noel to help prep some of the feasts for parties#subtly ( not ) turning to you all#IF YOU ARE CATCHING MY IMPLICATIONS ( nonsexual kind. violent kind )#I AM BLINKING TWICE
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This job is fucking stupid why do *I* feel bad and anxious about the fact that i had to stay late when my coworker literally left 3 hours early without telling anybody
#having to tell myself to chill the fuck out#literally im missing 3 man hours#bro did absolutely nothing besides cook and 'clean'#which involves him making his own concoction of cleaning chemicals NOT HOW THAT SHIT WORKS#and had the audacity to text my manager that “all she does is prep”#so why i am i stressing that i had to work an extra hour to get the kitchen in a PASSABLE state as if i was just chilling out in there#im so over this shit#>continues to endure
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very frequently find myself wishing that therapy/meds had worked. At All. but! alas!
#//juri speaks#ignore me i am mostly just dragging my heels bc i don't want to accept i have less than an hour before i have to go to work#but also i'm very [pouting like a toddler] bc meds and/or therapy worked great for soooo many people!#and then for me it was like ''oh you've burned your hand! here put in this cool water it'll help!''#and then i put my hand it the water and it was boiling#and now i never ever ever want to try again#but that does mean that i'm just like. stuuuuck in my own head#trapped behind a window where i can see things i think i want#but have no idea how to get out to get them y'know?#ugh. anyway. time to go pretend i prepped for this meeting literally any bit at all#save me hello kitty button up. save me
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I decided to give a go to @niennanir’s lovely print-your-own-fic recipe on my Inside and Out as a test run and I’m quite pleased with the results as a first pass :D
I wish I’d taken a few more process pictures but there was a slight lull as I had to go shopping for 12x12 cardstock lol, but! I do have a couple closeups/extras that I added for funsies :D
I went with freehanding the title and I think in the future I would opt to not do that lol, at least not without a printed template. That said, both LibreOffice and SAI refuse to recognize my SCII fonts >:0 If you notice on the first page, I used the Ace Attorney font in italic haha, it’s an okay alternative even if it’s not what I actually want |0 I am happy with the gold detailing tho :3c
I did have an unconscionable amount of fun freehanding the ship caption tho ahh <3 <3 Immediate happy stims upon completion, their names together look so pretty ♥ Credit to Zarla’s original minicomic on that one :3
I also managed to get the last sentence of the fic isolated on the last page thanks to the formatting haha ♪
I was also able to add a bookmark! Ma happened to have a couple very thin ribbons to choose from and red ended up complementing the green very prettily!
It reminds me of VUX tongues hehehehe ❤️💕💖💞
#What do I tag this lol#SCII#I am continually and incurably in love with papercrafts <3#Hard to believe it's been since Pokemon Homestyle since I've given anything a go! These darn talented artists inspiring me! Lol#Honestly tho I would absolutely recommend this project :D The prep work is manageable and friendly and the action itself is enjoyable#Depending on how much you enjoy repetitive motions haha ♪ Folding and creasing the pages was very relaxing to me :)#I went for my own fic as a first run since y'know - I have very direct access to it lol#Plus it'd be less sad if I messed something up - I want to do right by my favourites from other artists! I'm allowed to make my own mess lol#Also finally convinced me to return to the loving embrace of LibreOffice after like a decade away lol#I just never had a reason to redownload it! Wordpad does exactly what I want 95% of the time!#But it couldn't do columns so okayyyyy fiiiiine I'll get it again (lol) I do rather like it :)#There's still some things I'd change! I'm sure you can see from the pages where you can see both edges that the layout's a bit uhmmmm#Skewed? Corner-heavy? Lol just a matter of changing the borders :) LibreOffice's measurements are wack tho :P#But I fully intend to do this again! :D Print a few test sheets first >:3c Legitimately looking forward to it!#Probably gonna do another one of mine next before I give a go to someone else's I'd like to keep#I have ideas for how to improve! And better and more plentiful supplies! It makes me want to make! :D#Oh yeah and being in the book-making mood reminded me of one of the Vargas-as-a-psuedo-bible ideas I had but didn't put anywhere lol#If I may posit for your consideration: Before as the Old Testament and After as the New Testament :3c#I'd Absolutely buy two versions - And a full version for the record lol I would easily own multiple copies of physical!Vargas lol#Fun thought to me hehehehe ♪♫
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seeing everyone on twt connecting the dots to see the rabbit in the photo n shit... idk it just grinds my gears lmao. even the ribos are excited. I don't get it. I rly don't get it.
#does no one else see the problem.#yeah nbd bouncy ended in july. fast forward not even three months later. this bullshit?#and with not even eight? are u guys just begging for jh to not be in a cb?#wouldn't be surprised considering how little screentime he has been getting in mvs 🙃#and nbd that it's award season coming up so it's going to be extra hell for them bc more work and prep to do#ppl can yell and scream about how they're overworked but as soon as the vaguest cb announcement happens... hive mind#it's absolutely fucking ridiculous and makes my blood boil#apple lady words#like i said earlier i dont want to make any announcements this early like 'im not supporting the cb' or something like that#but if it comes to it.#...
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Do you like the fantasy genre? I asked cause your profile picture
oh yeah, for sure. i tend to lean a little scifi fantasy (my icon is actually a warframe oc) cuz i’m a sucker for weird and crazy technology and have always since i was little had a passion for imagining alien worlds and ecosystems…. and i like guns and such from an artistic standpoint crazy scifi weapons are a lot of fun to design cuz you don’t need to be a skilled magic user to shoot someone with laser beams anyone can pick up a blaster and go ham…. but i enjoy fantasy settings immensely also
#i tend towards scifi bcs i like the idea of weird shit being explained away as advanced technology or alien phenomena yet to be studied#rather than hand waving it with ‘magic lol’#altho there’s really not much difference. i take a very biology-biased approach to my worldbuillding i can’t help it i work in the field#show me a beast or creature and i’m already thinking about what its diet consists of and what role it plays in its ecosystem#and most importantly: is it edible. does it taste good. what would you cook with it#for the record i haven’t read dungeon meshi. yet. it’s on my list but it’s not the root of my#passion for seeing a weird fantasy animal and wondering how to eat it. i jsut like watching people#prep fish and other such things
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father grimaldi: forgive me, lord, for i have sinned. constantine: — understatement of the bloody century, that is. father grimaldi: the chapel is closed to the public! who are you? how did you get in here . . .? constantine: did you know vatican city has the highest per-capita crime rate of any nation state in the world? i'd have thought a touch of breaking and entering's pretty much par for the course around here.
so #1, an undeniable slay.
#2, how long do we think he was sitting in the confessional booth waiting for the guy to wake up from ellie's fake vision quest. like an hour? checking his light, practicing his Big Reveal Pose TM? he probably brought a book with him and just shoved it underneath the seat cushion when it was time to show off.
#3, knowing how intensely he studied & continues to study in order to teach himself magic at such an absurdly advanced level without any teachers to formally guide him? and how that level of dedication would absolutely carry over into researching a mark / making sure he had every corner of a confidence scheme nailed down pat? i like to imagine that the day before this meeting was spent with his severely under-caffeinated ass parked at a public library computer, squinting at articles for 'most important things to know about vatican city before you travel' or 'top 10 little-known facts about vatican city' and using the back of his boarding pass to take notes on what would be the best throwaway line to blow off all the usual questions with.
also, he probably woke up still in his travel clothes less than two hours before this scene and had to hustle to get suited up in time for his Dramatic Apparition. the demon blood was boiling so bad in that chapel that it was giving him a killer migraine. he didn't get breakfast so his stomach was growling the ENTIRE time. but all that meant was he had plenty of room to eat UP the runway and that's EXACTLY what the fuck he did.i'm
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#always torn in half between 'john is a freaky little weirdo who just Knows Things and Picks Up Vibes and it usually works for him'#and 'john is the most Normal Dude in the whole london occult scene he just works w/ magic like a grad student prepping for finals week'#and you know what? the answer is always 'Both. Both is good.'#also on the one hand i'm truly obsessed with the idea of john just?? Always having a bunch of weird trivia available w/ his eidetic memory#like he read about the apostolic palace once in a book when he was with the peace convoy and his brain latched onto it forever#and it just Happens to become convenient later on and this happens VERY often and no one ever really knows how he does it#but there is a real real charm in considering that he's still Just A Guy beneath all the layers of false confidence and mysticism#still someone who had to work to get to where he is now and who will always have to work to Maintain as well#i like the mental image of him pacing around his temporary digs with index cards and drilling all the necessary details for the scam#or him and ellie getting blasted the night before and dramatically playing out their Big Final Confrontation to iron out all the beats#you just Know they were laughing til they cried workshopping shit like 'MY OLD ADVERSARY! WE MEET AGAIN!' and 'DO YOUR WORST HELLSPAWN!'#still trying to keep straight faces the day of the fake fight while drastically improvising to try and throw each other off their game#idk!!! i always enjoy the Strange and Off-Putting things about him but all of the Really Really Human stuff is also just. so so precious#we always get to see The Myth The Legend as shaped by the errors of The Man. but especially in later years actually SEEING The Man gets rar#all this to say that for every perfectly executed and properly horrifying loom out of the shadows with a glimmer of his freaky glowing eyes#there is always at LEAST half an hour or more practicing angles + expressions + mood lighting in the mirror going on behind the scenes#and that is very very special to me!!!!#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.#( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD.#sched.
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i think i might also be slightly allergic to mango or pomelo bc i can feel that itch in the back of my throat.. but i love eating mango pomelo sago sm and idt this itchiness is as bad as other ones so i think. i’m fine :D
#i’m just gonna wash it down w water i’m sure i’ll be fine !!#this is what it sounds like in my head btw#so when you’re wondering hmmm how does spirit go abt her day and all of the things she has to do#i weigh the pros and cons and continue abt my doings#i am so tired too why do i feel like i’m doing stuff nonstop during my spring break#granted. i am working a lot remotely and have a ton of prep work for other stuff before thequarter starts#the grind never stops ig good lawd#let me just brainrot in peace PLEASE#spirit rambles
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bought sweatpants from uniqlo last night and i just received my tracking info and they're being delivered by doordash? i didnt even know doordash delivered non grocery/fast food items.
#nobody gives a shit erin#theyre being prepped to ship 3 hours from where i live#so are they going to be shipped to somewhere near me and then a driver delivers them or? how does that work
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Sucking it up and taking responsibility for working on this project so last-minute. It wouldn't be such a problem if I didn't have to both review someone else's work and have someone else review mine. I haven't even made the wireframes yet, but I posted to the discussion board anyways to hopefully increase the likelihood that I'll catch Someone before it's too late. This is due tomorrow night, so there's still time, but it's a lot shorter on time than I'd prefer. Hoping that there's at least Someone willing to work with me here. I'm even willing to evaluate more than one person's work if that helps them out. Crossing fingers for someone else to have done things as last minute as I have.
And... well. If no one bites, that's 25 out of the 75 points on this assignment. Which would certainly sting, but it's also not included in the presentation points. So... I guess worst case scenario, I end up missing out on 25 points of the final 1000 in the class. That's, what, a quarter of a grade? It'd suck, but it's not life ruining. I've gotten full points for everything so far in this class, so it wouldn't ruin me.
... it'd still suck though. So I really do hope that someone replies to me.
#speculation nation#i HAAAAAAATE HATE HATE HATE HATE the fact that this project requires peer evaluations as a significant chunk of the grade#and i know i should have finished this part earlier and i TRIED. i honestly did!!!!!#but i was juggling my other classes and prepping for my orchestra concert and. fuck dude i barely even fucked around!!!!#like not No fucking around at all. but can it even be called fucking around when i was just reading for a few hours a few of the days??#like how dare i have wanted some time to relax 😭😭😭 it really does aggravate me.#so. well. i just have to do my best with the hand ive been dealt. and i have the knowledge that even in the worst case scenario#i'll still get by. it'd sting but so long as i pass this fucking class none of that matters.#still have to do the stupid lab for this class too. and the presentation slides. god WHY do we still have a lab this week?!?!?!?!#when you have a big project and presentation due in a weekend it's courteous to not assign extra work on top of it!!!!!!#but. what the fuck ever. ill keep doing my best. so long as i dont give any ground for the rest of this class then it wont matter in the end
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I say this in jest a lot but does anyone have any space for a roommate, or have space for a mangy old stray dog to sleep on your couch for a little while maybe; or even have leads on housing that isn't as exorbitantly expensive as the average rent for a single bedroom apartment in Seattle. Because like. I can't keep living here.
#It wasnt my night to cook dinner#And there wasnt so much a 'plan' in the way every aspect of our day is planned via the whiteboard#I guess it wasnt expected for them to be gone so long today#But I volunteered to prep dinner because I have two children here that didnt even#Look at their damn phones to respond to the ladys message#I volunteered#I said Id help#And I got shit on because I used the wrong cauliflower#Like#Is that not the most fucking insane sentence#I got dramatic in your face IM. SO SORRY. I SHOULD HAVE JUST DONE IT MYSELF.#And like that I used the wrong Cauliflower for fucking aloo gohbri curry#Does that sound insane?#Like my dude if you knew you were voming back home and bringing company#Why#I just#Like dude Im so tired#The instant something goes askew because I don't understand how a mind works and theres no communication#Its this I should have done it myself bullshit#Like how can life feel so controlled and yet so#And yet it leaves everything feeling stunted and like we arent capable of doing our own thing#Because it might upset the whiteboard plans?#Idk man I just feel like if I stay here much longer it's going to reach a point of no return
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