#hurtandhate

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[loloroxxx]

Finally finished with my "Hurt and Healing" series! Each painting has been a cathartic experience for me and I'm grateful for that. Each woman I painted is beautiful in her own way. Happy International Women's Day. . . . . . . #loloweart #wip #pain #healing #watercolorpainting #watercolor #painting #artwork #nycartist #hurtandhealing #hurt #healing #pain #emotion #affirmations #instagram #words #art #artistoninstagram #woman #internationalwomensday #colorful #beautiful #blackartist #femaleartist #depression #hope #selflove

[abartworks]

Day 10- Pattern. Trying so hard to make progress but thoughts pull me back, the pattern of heartbreak continues. - - - #inktober #inktober2019 #inktoberday10 #pattern #hurtandheal #drawing #draw #pen #ink #abmakeitartworks #traditionalart https://www.instagram.com/p/B3mqHEdg-RJ/?igshid=j5l30rii6a0u

[makeshiftoblivion]

Goodbye

The paradox of goodbye

where pain and peace collide

was this my choosing?

was this your ploy?

did you know all along,

this relationship we’d destroy?

we pushed so hard we finally broke

misspoke

I threw down my fears

burning, blazing ran my tears

switch gears

live with this pain

hold it close

easier

than choosing to let it go

because loosening my grip on the hurt would mean the disappearance of you

a decision I’m just not ready to do

closer it feels than ever before

then I gaze over and see you laid across my floor

pictures, letters, moments of bliss

brushing your hair

stealing a kiss

miss

not a strong enough word to detail the grief

the isolating numbness of this disbelief

that you’re really gone

you’ve already moved on

and I’m here

moving not

frozen still

all alone

screaming my mind to kill

those memories of together

souls combined to one

obliterated

I’m stranded

left here

undone.

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stolen youth

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stop ignoring me before it kills me

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!!while this is about ed, this is not pro//ana, do NOT tag as such!!

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!!this is one of the vent posts!!

alt version under cut

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i wonder how your liver would taste.

what would it look like to spill your blood?

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but especially you, after what you did to me.❤️

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