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#i also hate my english teacher he doesnt wven try
kermiekermie · 3 years
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i was right abt my memtal health getting bad again
#my grades were dropping and now im having breakdowns at night and waking my mom up again lol!!!#late 2020 who!!!#i feel like shit i xant do this anymore#i need school to end i xant fucking take it!!!#maybe i need to be put in a fucking mental hospital#i feel like im literally going insane#literally nothing is wrong!!! all my friends r doing just fine in school and shit#im literally in the GIFTED PROGRAM yet i have a d in english#because i cant keep up???#idk why i cant i get done first in every other class#i also hate my english teacher he doesnt wven try#like he barely teaches hes just there to give kids bad grade#if i fail english this year im gonna kms not even joking!!!#like im not being held back bc of some middle aged man making me miserable#i dont wanna go to school but i already have 18 absences and like an 85% attendance rate#and id rather not get my parents arrested#like they got a truancy letter i cant miss more school#but i seriously xant do this anymors!!! like i physicially cannot and my dad acts like im being dramatic#esp when the school counselor says well ur gonna have to figure it out#I AM A CHILD. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS KIND OF STRESS#especially when im already mentally ill??#ive very obviously been mentally ill my whole like#ive shown signs of autism since very early on and nobody noticed until now#ive always been extremely anxious and stressed constantly#but ooohhh nooo where did our precious happy little girl goo 🙁🙁🙁#idk im just ranting. basically i wanna kms hahah hehehehe#vent#dont rb
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