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#i need school to end i xant fucking take it!!!
kristiemewisstan · 5 months
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The Tortured Poets Department: The Anthology Review (or me slowly going from spiraling in excitement to madness to sadness in 1 hour):
The Black Dog-
SO GOOD THIS IS SO GOOD IM YELLING THIS HAS MY FAV PRODUCTIKN THUS FAR I STILL XANT BELIEVE IT EITHER TAYLOR WHAT TGE FUCK | listen 2 cause I was to hype to truly listen, the magic fabric of her dreamin’ 🥺, oh the original father cheated song, DO YOU HATE ME? ooooof the fact that she felt made fun of by him and still went on to do her shit is so strong and I love her, your honor
imgonnagetyouback-
This one is VERY GOLD RUSH and I’m in love (I’m so sorry I’m not gonna be able to be unbiased rn because I’m too fucking excited), the ahh ahhhhs are so GOOOOOOODDDDD
The Albatross-
“One less temptress one less dagger to sharpen” OOF I feel like I’m in terrible danger of a heart attack, Taylor, I-I Love This Song So Much it’s so folklore
Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus-
THIS IS SO GOOOOOOOOOD TAYLOR WHAY THE FUCK MAN, Certified Horse Girl, I’m gonna need to be medicated after this
How Did It End?-
I HEREBY CONDUCT THIS POSTMORTEM IS SUCH A HARD LINE TO START A SONG WITH, the amount of piano overall in these pleases me IMMENSELY, SITTING IN A TREE D-Y-I-N-G yeah Taylor that’s what YOU ARE DOING TO ME
So High School-
THIS IS WHAT I WANTED THE WHOLE ALBUM TO BE, 💯 made to vibe like a coming of age story, “YOU GONNA MARRY KISS OR KILL ME” I LOVE HER, bridge goes HARD
I Hate It Here-
scared to go outside, OH MU GOD JUST THE WHOLE SONG I KEEP WANTING TO WRITE LYRICS DOWN, so folklore, this ones it, ITS IT I LOVE IT SO MUCH
thanK you aIMee-
Oh so we cheated okay Joe I see how it is your days are numbered, SING FUCK YOU AIMEE, HELL YEAH TAYLOR, ID WRIT A THOUSAND SONGS THE YOU FIND UNCOOL, ITS ON SIGHT, OH ITS HAPPY NOW YAY
I Look in People’s Windows-
Okay stalker much lol, this one is sad :(, very pretty though I’m sorry I can’t focus on the lyrics I’m too hype, very folklore so very sad
The Prophecy-
THIS SOUNDS LIKE ANOTHER SONG BUT I CANT PLACE IT it’s gonna kill me, “who do I have to speak to about if they can redo the prophecy” rip my heart out my god, DONT NEED MONEY JUST SOMEONE WHO WANTS MY COMPANY, also a very sad one
Cassandra-
snake mention 🐍, THE ALTO UNDERLAY OH MY GOD, I normally am not the largest fan of vocal layering when it’s this obviously but this is absolutely lovely, this one tells a VERY GOOD story, “BUT THEY NEVER SPARED A BRICK FOR MY SOUL” OOOOOOF
Peter-
the piano started off this song and I immediately smiled and it ends up being such a bittersweet song, “promises oceans deep but never to keep” these songs rip my heart more and more and more, CAUSE LOVES NEVER LOST WHEN PERSPECTIVE IS EARNED this really hurt me, this longing hurts me
The Bolter-
She’s a runner she’s a track star! THE CHORUS ugh I love it Taylor why do you have to be so good, yeah this one was very good and I relate to being scared of commitment after heartache SOOO MUCH
Robin-
“Strings tied to lovers” IM CRYING, “ALL THIS SHOWMANSHIP TO KEEP IT” JOSEPH YOU FUMBLED SO HARD, THE INVISIBLE STRING RIFF IM ALREADY CRYING YOU DIDNT NEED TO DO THAT TO ME, i will never be able to listen to this song and invisible string in the same day I think it’s genuinely break me
The Manuscript-
the opening piano made me close my eyes and take a deep breath in, New Year’s Day vibes BUT SAD, oh god you know what I’ll kill him, I’ll take the hit, she knew what the agony had been for 🥹 fuck
First Listen Overall- 10/10
I have no notes it was everything I dreamed the actual album would be Taylor please let me buy this on vinyl I need to have it in my grasp also please give me the lyrics written out so I can analyze it plz
I don’t have a favorite they are all my favorite you could pay me to choose
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kermiekermie · 3 years
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i was right abt my memtal health getting bad again
#my grades were dropping and now im having breakdowns at night and waking my mom up again lol!!!#late 2020 who!!!#i feel like shit i xant do this anymore#i need school to end i xant fucking take it!!!#maybe i need to be put in a fucking mental hospital#i feel like im literally going insane#literally nothing is wrong!!! all my friends r doing just fine in school and shit#im literally in the GIFTED PROGRAM yet i have a d in english#because i cant keep up???#idk why i cant i get done first in every other class#i also hate my english teacher he doesnt wven try#like he barely teaches hes just there to give kids bad grade#if i fail english this year im gonna kms not even joking!!!#like im not being held back bc of some middle aged man making me miserable#i dont wanna go to school but i already have 18 absences and like an 85% attendance rate#and id rather not get my parents arrested#like they got a truancy letter i cant miss more school#but i seriously xant do this anymors!!! like i physicially cannot and my dad acts like im being dramatic#esp when the school counselor says well ur gonna have to figure it out#I AM A CHILD. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS KIND OF STRESS#especially when im already mentally ill??#ive very obviously been mentally ill my whole like#ive shown signs of autism since very early on and nobody noticed until now#ive always been extremely anxious and stressed constantly#but ooohhh nooo where did our precious happy little girl goo 🙁🙁🙁#idk im just ranting. basically i wanna kms hahah hehehehe#vent#dont rb
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