#i am problematic

[countchoculasnightmare]

You watch my 600lb life as inspo.

I make fat sims and force them to lose weight through starvation and exercise until they're at the skinniest possible.

We are not the same.

[f0xyb0xy]

life story

im the literal therapist of the group but then go home and cry because everyone is hating on me but i have a terrifyingly large amount of self confidence and want to fight everyone

i identify as a cardboard box, try and freaking stop me

[m0tyl3k1]

Wie ktoś jak zacząć ukrywać emocje i problemy przed najbliższymi? Udawać ze wszystko jest okej ?

[electrictoes]

Sonny Carisi is not the kind of guy Amanda Rollins dates.

Sonny Jones, however, is exactly the guy his wife had dreamed about marrying. And that’s the part she’s got to play tonight, one that she doesn’t think will be too difficult when she catches sight of him - changed into a dark button down and slacks, his hair neatly arranged and his Sunday morning stubble shaved away.

[mun-akoon]

I work in an office but there is a quiet room for prayers! I normally wear a floor length dress (im quite short so this is often not even deliberate!) so I can be barefoot. We dont have a wudhu area per se but there is a pretty useful sink in the womens bathroom and noone has walked in on me yet

alhamdulillaah that’s good! You make it sound like a crime 😂😭 I have made wudhoo in the sink before and just waiting for someone to tell me something so I can tell them “I wash my feet 5 times a day so that’s cleaner than your face”. Just kidding but yes sinks are spat on so why not

[nanagouu-archived]

I crave derangement and necropsy

[bastardsunlight]

It's not uncommon for Sixteen to wear the evidence of a fight home. In this case, as usual, it is minor -- a mostly-healed abrasion on one temple, an equally knitted cut on a forearm, a fresh scratch across the black field mask which, unlike most of the rest of his armor, remains in place so as to maintain his image for any eyes other than Management's who might have witnessed his return. The damage was hardly enough to deter him. A clear plastic bag containing an ID with the barest smear of dried blood and a small black external hard drive is deposited into Wesker's hand in silent confirmation of a job done.

Even so, the Apex seems not to have quite come down off the rush of it. He favors the submarine bays for their easy entrance and exit from the facility, for their darkness and coolness and relative solitude. Despite the dimness of the 2 AM lights, not augmented for human eyes as they might be when the area is staffed, his pupils darken his frigid blue eyes a little too much and there is a subtle stiffness about his movements that might suggest aches whose immediate causes the long-sleeved tactical shirt hides. Is it easier to believe he was simply not at his best than that he has seen something he does not wish to talk about? He hopes so, and stares over the railing into the dark water. Irrelevant to the results. You don't care.

"He had protection," the Left Hand debriefs simply. Protection is a better word than interference and is mostly true.

She lived. She fucking lived and she was there, I don't know how, my work was done for me when I got there--

He'd been fortunate it had been only a glimpse, indeterminate, on the fringes of his camera's view. She'd worked the shadows beyond where she could see its infrared light, like she knew. And he knew, too.

Nothing human moved like that.

"Nine dead."

The details of his mission are already being uploaded to the base’s encrypted system and routed to Management’s office computer so that he might view them at his leisure—and he always does. It is not as if he does not trust Sixteen. The man’s results are inarguable, always. The should be, anyway, as he has been trained—even raised, which is the worst part of it—by the Tyrant himself.

“Good,” Wesker responds simply, fingers closing about the bag. He barely inspects its contents and will soon hand them off to some of his people for scrubbing and proper analysis—the drive, anyway; the ID and bodycam footage will combine to speak for themselves regarding the rest of it.

He turns then, without further acknowledgment, but he has also detected some strangeness about the Apex, something he has not seen before, or at least not at this level. Sixteen has some injuries, but they aren’t severe enough to warrant a visit to the infirmary, which is so much the better. Sixteen clearly wants to be alone and Leblanc is about to be very busy. For the time being, Management chooses to leave everything as is and walks away.

“Take the day,” he says over his shoulder. This always means extra rations, and live ones for his entertainment as well as nourishment. Never let it be said that his employees do not reap the benefits of their labors.

[laindependencialuna1899]

my clown self, downloading genshin again after finding out that the allegations, issues and problematic behavior of tower of fantasy turned out to be true: 🤡🤡

hoyoverse, for some goddamn reason: let's give them yoimiya since they already have qiqi to mess them up

[serialunaliver]

>hear tiktok user I follow is getting canceled

>must be something horrible right?

>it's just this video

[horreurscopes]

this is my brother and i need a shovel to love him (prints)

[countchoculasnightmare]

I like it when someone calls me fatphobic cuz I'm like???? I'm religious, Sharon, gluttony is like literally one of the seven deadly sins, ofc I think being obese is morally bankrupt lol (i still will let you do you, but I am judging internally)

[puppydoggraham]

For the love of god NO I do not want normies ruining my gay cannibal show pls n thx

[elizareed]

every day I log onto tumblr dot com and I have to see people claiming charlotte bronte wasn't a feminist unlike their totally unproblematic fave jane austen and I am physically unable to grab them by the shoulders and giving them a good shake and it makes me real sad

[thisismisogynoir]

I love it when women hate men. I love it when women are allowed to vent to each other about how horrible and creepy men are. I love it when women form friendships with and prioritize each other over relationships with men(whether they're attracted to them or not). I love it when women put men dni in their bios and on their nude photos and on posts on their blogs. I love it when women refuse to mollycoddle and accommodate entitled male feelings with "but this doesn't mean I hate all men, I know a few men who are great, I love my father/sons/brothers/uncles/male cousins/guy friends" I love it when women complain about men WITHOUT "not all men" being a disclaimer. I love it when women avoid socializing with/refuse to be around/befriend/get close to men because they know men can't be trusted. I love it when women make "kill all men" jokes. I love it when women offer absolutely no concern or care for men's feelings and if their misandry offends men whatsoever because why should we, men are the oppressor class who have raped and killed and abused us and kept us as subjugated as second-class citizens for millennia, they regularly mistreat us and the women in their own marginalized communities still every single day and make this world so much harder and more awful for us to be in, and if we choose to hate them and not spare them any sympathy then so be it, and I don't just mean "men as a class" either, you can be a woman who doesn't want to have anything to do with any man on an individual basis and completely cuts off men from her personal life too and ykw I will love and fucking support you in that because men deserve absolutely NOTHING from us. If they're so tough and strong then they can handle it just like they can handle being lonely. If you are a woman who hates men, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A LESBIAN AND/OR A TRANS WOMAN, then just know that I love you. I love you, I support you, and you are safe here.

[youkaiyume]

Alright, so I've been a fan of Shane, Ryan and even Steven since their buzzfeed days and I've been watching this whole thing with Watcher moving their content over to their own streaming service debacle.

Like most ppl, I think it's a poor business move to alienate your fans like this, but I've been thinking on it more from maybe a financial perspective. I'm wondering how many people actually signed up for it. I saw a tiktok advertising expert say that the conversion rate for ads--meaning the number of ppl to actually buy something when they see an ad is about 1-5%. Like, right now they have about 2.8 million subscribers. And even though they've lost about 50K since and counting, they probably anticipated some loss. I'm sure they've mathed that if they just get at least like 100K conservatively out of their nearly 3 million fanbase to sign up, they'd be able to make $600K a month from their streaming service at six bucks a pop each month.

Maybe that's worth it? I'm not exactly sure how much they were making before. Ppl say they had 11K subscribers on patreon before but that's just their member total. Actual paid members was about 5K. But despite the controversy, their patreon member count has actually gone up. Today it sits at 12K members total with nearly 6K members paying. So they're making at least $30K-70K+ a month currently on patreon based on their offered tiers. not sure how much they were making on ad revenue alone or sponsors cuz I'm not sure how that stuff works on youtube. But maybe by their own accounting they think the loss of followers was worth it if they can hang on to that small, loyal but paying minority.

Another youtuber has pointed out that if you have a sponsor for a video and it's a one off, it can pay more. Up to $35K. So if that is the peak and they release 1 video a week, so 4 a month would be like 140K a month on sponsor money. And youtube pays about $10 per 1000 views a video, and they average 1 mil each video. So about $40K a month on views. So we can guess that they made about $180K a month currently on youtube (patreon and merch sales not included).

Honestly, if they can reach the goal of 1-5% of their subscribers converting to their streaming platform, yeah they probably would make more money in the long run. IF they can somehow manage to retain as well as grow those number of subscribers on their new platform. And don't forget, they don't plan to delete their current videos on their youtube channel so they'll still be earning revenue from those videos. We'll have to see I guess given how much goodwill they've lost with their audience.

Tbh, I am all for them trying to get paid more for their work but I also think they could have transitioned much differently, like only putting some exclusive content on their own platform while also posting free shows to youtube. Or maybe delaying releases for a week or a month for youtubers. or cutting back your production costs if it's really killing you cuz everyone has pointed out they liked the ghoul boys when it was just a black screen with text scrolling by saying "wheeze." Only time will tell if this move paid off for them.

But I'm not super knowledgeable on how the entire youtube thing works so if someone has some insight, feel free to weigh in.

[magnetic-rose]

being in the bg3 fandom when you think astarion is just alright.