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#i am unfuckable i cannot be fucked
thewingedwolf · 1 year
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izzy, cirie, and felicia talking about possibly trying to pull in matt to their side I NEVER LOSE I HAVE NEVER LOST ONCE!!!!
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dieinct · 1 year
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they're not going to have a threesome on my middle america sports show you stupid slut
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glynjohnsfurcoat · 3 months
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⬇️ vibe i give off to an incredible degree when i am in fact TRYING to fuck. because there is something wrong w meeee 😁
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bitegore · 1 year
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i gave drag strip such a pleasant face when i decided to make him look like a person instead of a [insert g1 design descriptive word that isn't insulting here] and now every day i have to look at drawings of him i have done and go "aw, fuck, why'd i make him hot"
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littlegoldfinchh · 2 years
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Completely normal dms I'm getting btw
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greenbabyofficial · 2 years
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i think im just gonna be volcel now because i literally can’t trust anyone
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zephywolf0 · 1 year
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a problem i have is that i'm afraid that accounts that seem like bots are real people and that if i block them i'm gonna hurt their feelings
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mcalhenwrites · 30 days
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I'm not going to pretend it doesn't make me angry that I spend months and years trying to peddle my work to make ends meet, that I spend so much time mentioning my books and comms and everything, and people ignore that consisently... But the moment I finally break under the hopelessness - when it's obvious that it's fucking futile, that almost no one deems my work good enough to share with anyone else - suddenly they're concerned and scolding me. I'm working several jobs, bathing, generally keeping things clean, and I do this with several health problems including chronic pain. I found out that one of my cysts is growing and I may need to have it surgically removed. Which means potentially missing work to recover. Which means more money I lose. I spend so much time crawling out of the hole and it goes ignored, but the moment I just give up bc I don't have any strength left, suddenly that's my fault and I'm mentally sick. And that kind of makes me wish my entire situation upon people, and when they whine that it's hard, well fuck you, you thought I could ace it so surely you can, babe! I hate being angry about this, but it's just so exhausting to tell people who accuse me of not trying that I HAVE I HAVE SO FUCKING HARD AND YOU DID NOT PAY ATTENTION THEN Or you know you're attempting to gaslight me by claiming I didn't try despite that I obviously have worked my ass off trying, and that's so much fucking worse
#mcalhen personal#and I'm not saying I'm not mentally ill but ffs stop using it as a weapon to discredit people when they have the solutions right there#feels like people hate my writing and me and that's why I didn't go “I got the job” bc friends who never support me would be like#“I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CONGRATS” cool I'm not I spend an entire day usually recovering from very calm shifts at a job I like#but the moment I publish a book it's not congrats it's I don't know this guy I don't know Cal and I'm gonna pretend I never saw anything#I don't even hate my goddamn job even tho it can be stressful but it's the easiest thing for mostly just 2 days a week#but it is not sustainable and I cannot survive on this and disability would be invasive as hell and y'all don't know shit about how they#treat disabled people in this country but goddamn I have watched that shit unfold with my autistic brother who can't work#and I can never help him at this rate#bc I can't help myself#I can't help anyone#and saying that is a big fucking issue with people who think if they say 'it gets better keep going' I'll magically unfuck my life#as if I haven't spent the entirety of my life trying to unfuck things#as if I didn't give myself an education in spite of my family#y'all never been threatened with physical violence bc you weren't supposed to ask for school supplies and it fucking SHOWS#I have learned so many things on my own time out of sheer desire to better myself and my situation#but at a point where nothing works out and each day is just filled with more bad news#at what point am I actually allowed to give up?#or am I supposed to just keep this up until I die with 40 more years of collected bullshit pain#bc if you want me to live like this for 40 years then... you never cared at all#and what's so stupid is that I really want to earn my living by doing the work#I work on my art and writing but let's just admit that it's pathetic already#no mental health services or pills will erase that I'm a pathetic garbage can of uselessness#also I realize no one owes me anything like boosting my work or w/e#but also don't ask me to turn rotten ingredients into a feast and say I'm not trying when I can't fucking do it
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mars-ipan · 9 months
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WAUGH SEX REPULSION BEAM
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oedonchapeldweller · 1 year
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at this point i fully believe i have dentata
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milfdarthrevan · 1 year
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IT'S DONE
dashboard is unfucked
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dieinct · 1 year
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i'm finally watching the tl finale and they can't do this to me
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literally what is even the point of trying
#personal#vent#i'm trying so hard to be positive but it's completely unsustainable#basically everything that is supposed to *make life worth living* is inaccessible to me because I don't make enough money#(despite making damn near the average uk salary lmao)#i will never own a property (or at least nothing WORTH owning i.e. not a suicide-inducing mold hole)#i will never be able to keep up with my more normal and successful friends#and i don't mean in a keeping up with the joneses way#i mean if a friend asks me to go on vacation i cannot afford to go#fuck it's lucky if i can afford to go out for dinner once or twice a month#the economy is getting more and more fucked by the day#but my brain doesn't work properly so i can't keep up the career climb because working actively makes me want to die#but also having nothing to do also actively makes me want to die#basically i just want to die and there's no good reason not to#and my brain cannot be unfucked because it just works that way#and treatment of any kind is inaccessible until i'm ~officially~ diagnosed#which could take a year or more to get an appointment#and in the meantime i'm supposed to just... lmao idefk just die i guess#i am so so so terrified of the future i want to die just to escape it breathing down my neck#i'm at the age where my loved ones are building their own lives with their partners and having kids and beginning to draw away from friends#into their own family units#and i do not see how i will ever have a family unit#so either i'll be genuinely alone by the time i'm forty#or (worse) i'll be the pity friend who gets invited as the awkward plus one to gatherings#literally look me in the eye and tell me my future is worth staying for#i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i want to fucking die i want to quit i want to quit#fuck it we ball
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voidscene · 1 year
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oh the absolute joy of seeing a msg notification from tumblr
only to be fucking crushed by a porn bot asking you to join their website
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tauremornalome · 7 days
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arsène lupin when he's arrested in the short stories: cmonnnn im just a little guy teehee just a little birthday boyyyyy (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
arsène lupin when he's arrested in the novels: you canNOT fuck me!!!!!! im unfuckable i have never been fucked im DANGEROUS i am fucking insane. the prime minister owes me seventeen favours and i will blow this prison UP and every single one of you with it
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