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JEONGIN in Comeback Interview @ Music Bank / 240719
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deeply nervous guy came up to me in the student union to ask me to do a survey and it was such a badly formatted survey that even though it was only like 10 questions it took me like ten minutes to answer (the theme of the survey was just opinions about Education for context. like “is education good?” type questions) and the entire time he made small talk about house md and awkwardly sat on the floor in front of me and im only NOW, 24 hours later, realizing how badly i fumbled by not asking for his instagram. or number. something. what the hell. i got distracted by the terrible survey. he was rambling about THE TV SHOW I THINK ABOUT FOR HOURS AND HOURS EVERYDAY. WE HAVE THE SAME FAVORITE EPISODE. FUCK.
#social ineptitude RUINING my life once again fucking helllll#HE WAS SO NICE AND WE GOT ON SO WELL I COULDVE FOLLOWED UP ON THAT. GOD.#and he probably though i was so rude because i definitely wasnt making enough conversation back because im terrible at multitasking… god…#beating my head against the wall i cant even make friends when the universe practically drops them in my lap#house md
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hello gamers i was compelled today to post some rekinder doodles i had around for a while and made today ... I WILL BE POSTING MORE PROPER ART OF IT ONCE IM DONE WITH WORK!! :33
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#chie re:kinder#theres yuuichis mom#mami re:kinder#AND MORE IM LAZY TO TAG#i was compelled to draw joker paint yuuichi a bit ago because of this repost i saw once of someone calling him joker for gay people at 8#THE BLACK CAT WINK THING WAS BECAUSE I FIND IT INSANELY FUNNY THAT IT MAKSS CHARACTERS GLOOMY IM SORRYY#dark stare??? yeahh getting a nasty look will get you gloomy . stick out tongue. well that is a great offense when youre a kid so yea it too#BUT A WINK😭😭😭😭 THATS SO FUNNY DOES IT DISTURB EM SO MUCH TO SEE HIM WINK TJATS SO FUNNYYY#o yea i just wanna give a shoutout to the person wjo drew rekinder fanart today for inspriign me to post this#I HAD FORGOTTEN I HAD THESE DOODLE IDEAS CUZ OF WORK AND MY HEALTH#but now i feel good enougj to post em!!!!!!#i will post somrthing more proper soon once im done with work cuz i cant really multitask with my health rn BUT I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!#the second i graduated things been wild im a bit overwhelmed gimme a second will ya :333
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Hello, all. Apologies for the radio silence and for not posting Mortimer's short story. Whoops...
I have written a lot more these past few days (by my standards), and I am so much more comfortable with coding now. I have done a lot of the character customization choices, but I was wondering if there were any suggestions or things you'd like to see? It won't be too intense, but I know the character stuff helps me visualize my MC when I read.
Also, as far as personality goes, what are some of the distinct traits you'd like to have to determine your character? I have a few I'm working with right now: Implusive/Careful, Friendly/Reserved, Genuine/Sarcastic, and Objective/Subjective. These will help determine how your MC deals with the whole death thing (and relationships, obv), so if you guys have any better ideas for these lmk.
Just ask or comment or something if you have anything you wanna say, no pressure tho ✨️
#tiny update#dead end if#twine game#sorry for being dead for like... a month or smth idk...#i promise i would say something if i went on hiatus#im just a silly little college student who cant multitask well 😔
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Started reading some akeshu fic again on a whim, & god. I missed akechi so much. Vash & wolfwood are so dear to me, but neither of them have the same brand of Blunt Asshole that knows what he did was wrong, but doesn't truly regret it. Wolfwood is similar in a way, but he's still a lot softer at heart than Akechi. Everything he did was ultimately to protect people, but Akechi did it in the name of revenge. Wolfwood betrayed out of obligation. Akechi betrayed first out of obligation, but doubled down on it when there was no need for it. Refuses to be sympathized with. Is disgusted by it, even. And at his core, he Does want to be loved, but he hates himself and he hates all of humanity even more (with One notable exception...)
Also. His bloodthirstiness speaks to me. Even Wolfwood is not that level of spitting, bitter rage. Akechi is like one of those murder baby kittens that are spitting and hissing like crazy but may calm under a very firm and affectionate hand... but not until after he's already scratched the shit out of it.
Makes me miss writing him... which this isn't a sign of me returning to discacc rn (sorry) bc that's a Huge undertaking to get back into. But maybe I can finally go in and finish that big ladue chapter I've been sitting on for Two Years. 17k words just waiting to be published. Man.
#speculation nation#WISH I COULD MULTITASK SO MUCH MORE...!!!!#but alas. i cant even write my 'primary' project(s)#oh well. all in due time. and perhaps that means. ladue lol#still wanna work on itnl tho. hmrgh. difficult.#the thing is ladue wouldnt take much work to finish the chapter. it's ALMOST done. and it's been almost done.#i just have to wrap up the scene and that's it. so maybe it wouldnt be a huge stretch to do... hmmmmmm
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Y’all my thesis is eating my ass uPPP FR FR BUTTTT—I must not give up


#just bvidzsoo things#well since my teacher fucked me over by going away last week…look at me multitasking#there’s an ongoing festival for students that im partaking in🥴 and my deadline is on the 28th#and i have well not TOO MUCH to write…but ENOUGH YKKK#crying dying inside a little bit<3#but i can do this—it’s not a choice LOL💀#i cant wait to come back and write for u guys 😭🫶🏻#although i might take off a few days as im burnt out currently SIGH
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Borrowed my mom's phone real quick to install proseka in it so I can do the Operation SEKAI! Event thingy, where I input my code into a new player's account to get that guaranteed 4 star gacha ticket and agh... wdym I need to view 3 main group stories without skipping or fast forwarding to get it???
#aria rants#im typing this out while tapping my moms phone. im fecking multitasking for a singular gacha ticket i cant believe this#THERES 20 CHAPTERS PER MAIN STORY I CANT BELIEVE THIS! THE THINGS I DO!#i dont know how long each episode takes. im hoping it takes short enough time for me to do all 3 in one fell swoop#im gonna pick the three groups whose stories ive alrdy read in my main account so i dont feel bad for skipping cuz i alrdy know it#mmmy hand... its starting to ache from all the tapping im doing to it. if i had known it was going to be this tedious i wouldnt have#done it from the very beginning but i alrdy got started with it so might as well keep going and get the fruits of my labour
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just cuz one of my hobbies is shakin ass in the dark in my pjs doesnt mean im gonna stop reading fanfics during those same ‘normal people sleeping hours’ okay i can multitask
#i can multitask#but i cant do it well#was just shakin ass i cant even lie#i have to periodically to keep up my will to live#if im the only one here vibin no one can make fun of me#im not gonna sleep but its gonna be so much better for my psyche#i promise#i just need it#a little as a treat#im not even putting this in my drafts for weeks idgaf
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so what do we think abt the possibility of inquisitors who drank frm the well becoming the new flemythal/witch of the wild? lol
#obviously i dont think they would take in any aspect of flemeth since the well seemed strictly a mythal thing#but ive been thinking abt this a lot lately#would be sooooo slay if i could end ashara's storyline with her being a little hermit witch if the wilds in the middle of nowhere#FINALLY give her some damb peace. if given the chance i'd love to have her become part of the veilguard#but she could be a witch of the wilds too :( she can multitask :( its fine :(#either way . i cant wait find out the consequences for the whole well situation in datv. bc she hasnt quite suffered enough yet 😍#oc: ashara
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i do fr need to work on differentiating between "actually middleclass" and "doesnt live paycheck to paycheck" lmao bc that is something i struggle with... obviously ik i have more in common with like. even somebody whos fr middleclass disney vacations every year. I know i have more in common with them than i do with bezos but god at least i dont have to see bezos being annoying in front of me every day KJANDJKLNLJD
#bc its like this. i obviously have way more contempt for a billionaire. obviously. but ive never met an actual billionaire yfm. and i Have#met middleclass ppl and A lot not all but a lot. are so insufferable and ikkkk not all of them or whatever but like. i constantly got shit#for being poor from middle class kids and like. ik im supposed to be class solidarity with them bc were all poor when compared to a#billionaire but goddd fucking damn they make it difficult . ik its like well the upperclass Wants the lowerclass and middleclass to be at#eachothers throats bc it means they dont pay attention to the upperclass walking over the both of them. i knowwww. but i can multitask#major in hating rich people minor in hating the middleclass...#THIS ISNT RLY RELATEDFTO THE LAST POST AT ALL i just have a lot of like. complicated feelings abt classism basicallyy.#like. i wouldnt wish poverty on anybody it fucking sucks. but as a kid i did sometimes fantasize abt swapping lives with my classmates who#had more money than me Not even bc i wanted to live their life but just so they would like. see the apartments i lived in and see the room#i shared with both of my siblings (weeman didnt exist yet lmao) and just like. look in the fridge. bc i just rly wanted ppl to get it lol..#there was this one assignment that was like. wants vs needs and ppl kept putting needs as like. A big backyard. vacation once a year. my ow#personal bedroom etc and ik they were kids but it was like. insanely frustrating to have these kids who had like. never had to live without#Wants. yk. bc then i would just write down like. food. shelter. water. thats it lmao i even had clothes as a want instead of a need. and#they were making fun of me bc my list was so short and its like . look man i have gone without these three things on multiple occasions. yk#and now i try to be like. its good that there are ppl who have never experienced that i dont want ppl to have to experience that especially#like. that was in 4th grade lol. i was 9. i shouldnt have been worrying abt bills and stuff and none of my classmates knew anything abt tha#and thats a Good thing they shouldnt have. but theres this selfish part of me that wishes they did KANDJNS bc its so insanely isolating to#have ppl like. interrogating you abt why your shoes are so worndown or why your winter jacket is too small yk. and you cant say 'my family#cant afford better/new ones' bc they dont even understand what money is. yk. IDK. im just very sensitive abt these kinds of things KANDNW..#perhaps a bit too oversensitive at times but yk. im working on it and im working on not being spiteful abt it bc like. yes it was isolating#but it was a good thing that the kids didnt relate to it yk. kids shouldnt relate to that and i shouldnt have felt that way bc no kid shoul#im also Ik i bring it up constantly but im still so mad abt that time my friends heard me say Yeah i have to go to court against my dad nex#wednesday . and they didnt say anything and then one of them went Ughhh my dad wont buy me the newest iphone hes buying me the newest#samsung instead But i have an iphone app that i spent 50 dollars on that wont transfer !!!!!! and then she endedup getting the iphone#anyways. sry ikk its grudge and i need to let it go but im still peeved... brinn there are people that are dying .#and also now i know that like. a lot of the other kids in my class Did understand and were just like. posturing. yk. a few of those kids#were from the same neighborhood as me lmao i was just too autistic to realize we werent supposed to be honest 💀 but yes. sry for this like#manifesto i am just thinking out loud..... well not bc this is text famously a written form of communication but we all understand. anyways
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muting the scrum until danielson appears
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incredibly long day at work n they keep giving me far too much to do n then fucking w my schedule short notice and also I'm annoyed at a friend for smth thats kind of irrational but whatever its still pissing me off a little and it's 27c outside and I'm so sweaty ARGH
#3 ppl tried to schedule 4 things simultaneously for thursday morning... babe theres only one of me. fight it out w my boss#realistically i can only do one project in thr morning and one in the afternoon unless its smth rly short n tight#but a lot of things take a fixed amt of hours to complete n i cant multitask them so u cant quadruple book me 😭#generally my manager is good at managing me but bc its the last week of the quarter everythings pure chaos#while ppl try to cram in the last few things to hit quarterly goals#well at least i didnt do unpaid overtime today just what i agreed to. and im home now so work doesnt exist anymore#gonna rinse n change n head out w the parkour lot for an hour or two n hopefully thatll improve my mood :-)#gonna take it easy tho cuz i wanna be fresh for the gym on thurs#ahhh.. god i have no heat tolerance whatsoever i hope the summer weather ends soon#.diaries
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the world started going downhill as soon as we invented video pop out that plays over other tabs
#as a person who fights every day with kids to explain that you cant actually multitask that well if youre on facetime or tiktok or instagram#while also trying to keep up with notes#i think we would be in a much better place if we have never established the idea of 'just have a video playing constantly in your peripher#while youre doing something else'
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Tbh I think I can finish another book today lol
#i wont! but i could lol#my brain is overwhelmed with takes on the paranormal romance genre in a way i can't articulate yet#i will probably read pick up another book within a day lol#random#the problem is i want to gif and idk but i cant seem to multitask as well i thought i could#myra's reading adventures
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extremely frustrating that my adhd never manifests in anyway helpful
#no im not good at multitasking. no i do not have hyperspecific knowledge. no im not funny.#but i AM dumb <3 no its not my fault that i cannot retain knowledge or memory and i cant articulate myself well but holy fuckkkk#like it pisses me the fuck off that ive taken 6 art history classes but dont know anything about art history#people have it worse for sure but imagine living an irritating existence where nothing you do matters because you cant remember it#talk tag
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Dick Grayson | Nightwing X Reader
ᨒ ོ ☼ Voice on the Line ᨒ ོ ☼
I feel hes a munch. I feel hes a woman lover. He loves women. Him when women. Also did i think about Garcia and Morgan when writing this? yeah…. and what about it?
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You’re the newest addition to the Batsquad. Cant help if you’re basically forced to talk to eye candy all night. Though what if the eye candy wants you back.

ᨒ ོ ☼ The hum of servers filled the air like a lullaby, soft and steady behind the clack of your manicured fingers dancing across the keyboard. Multiple monitors cast a warm glow against your skin as codes flickered by, surveillance cams blinked into motion, and the Gotham skyline lit up under your careful watch. You chewed on a pink pen cap thoughtfully, then leaned into the mic on your headset.
“Alright, Bat Team, eyes up. Cameras just caught movement on the east perimeter. Looks like our guy’s not late to his own robbery party.” Static.
“Copy that,” came a deep voice laced with just enough sarcasm to make your lips twitch. “And here I was hoping for a quiet night.”
The soft glow of neon lights from Gotham’s skyline bled into the Watchtower’s tech room, giving everything a purple blue hue. The glow reflected off your screens, lighting up your face as your fingers flew across the keyboard. Surveillance cams, thermal feeds, encrypted audio all of it filtered through your custom built comms system. You leaned back in your chair, twirling said pink pen through your fingers. Your voice came through sweet as sugar, laced with a barely hidden smirk.
“Watch yourself Nightwing, I hope you’re wearing something cute under all that kevlar. You’re live on all my cams tonight.”
A low chuckle filtered through your headset, rough around the edges in the way that always made your stomach flip.
“Well, well, if it isn’t my favorite guardian angel,” Nightwing drawled, voice dipped in charm he wore like a second skin. “What would I do without your voice whispering sweet nothings into my ear?”
“You’d probably walk into a wall,” you said sweetly. “Or into that very large man standing behind the dumpster on 5th and Main.”
There was a beat of silence, then a soft thwack through the mic.
“You mean that wasn’t a trash can?” he teased, slightly breathless. “How dare you underestimate my night vision, sugar.”
You grinned, propping your cheek in your palm as you tracked his movement across the rooftops. “Sugar now, huh? Is that your new nickname for me?”
“Unless you prefer ‘Sweetheart.’ Or ‘Hot Stuff.’ I’m flexible.”
You let out a melodic laugh, not even trying to hide it. “Wow, your flirting game is tragic tonight. You okay out there, Nightwing? Hit your head on a chimney?”
“I’m just warming up,” he said, voice low and smooth. “Wait ‘til I meet you in person. Then I’m turning the charm up to eleven.”
You opened your mouth to volley back but Barbara’s voice cut in like a whip.
“Alright, you two cut it.”
You both froze.
“Lock in,” Barbara said, her voice firm and dry as dust. “This isn’t a late night radio show. We’ve got multiple armed targets on the ground and a hostage situation developing five blocks south. Thermal (your hero name), patch the thermal overlay to Nightwing’s HUD.”
You straightened in your chair, fingers flying. “Yes, ma’am. Thermal incoming.”
“Nightwing,” Barbara added with the tone of a fed up older sister, “try keeping your tongue in your mouth for five minutes. You’re on mission, not a date.”
“Harsh, Babs,” he muttered.
“I’m just saying,” she continued, “if I had a dollar for every time I had to listen to the two of you flirt in the middle of a crisis, I could afford a better coffee maker.”
You bit your lip to hold back a laugh, then cleared your throat. “Aww, c’mon, Babs. Can’t a girl multitask? I can route power to Nightwings grappling line and boost morale at the same time.”
“I don’t need morale,” Nightwing interjected. “I need a distraction. Preferably wearing those glasses you mentioned last week.”
“You remember that?” you teased.
“I remember everything you say, Sweetheart.”
Barbara groaned audibly. “I’m leaving this room before I’m forced to bleach my ears.”
“I mean,” you added sweetly, “he’s just mad he can’t picture me behind this desk, legs crossed, looking very professional while saving his butt.”
Nightwing whistled. “If I didn’t have to stop a robbery, I’d be scaling that tower right now.”
Barbara’s voice snapped back over the channel like a rubber band. “Focus, both of you.”
“Copy that,” you said, suddenly all business again as you leaned forward and zoomed in on the warehouse entrance. “Three guards posted up. One pacing, one smoking, one with a submachine gun. Interior layout uploaded to your HUD. Entry through the southeast vent is clear. You’re greenlit, Nightwing.”
“See? She flirts, but she gets it done,” he muttered fondly.
You grinned. “I always stand on business, baby.”
“Then I better bring my A game. Wouldn’t want to disappoint my favorite tech goddess.”
You laughed quietly, adjusting your headset as you pulled up the emergency response grid. “Just don’t get shot, Nightwing.”
Barbara let out one final sigh before muttering, “I swear, I should’ve let Batman take this shift.”
But despite her grumbling, you swore you saw a smile tug at the corners of her lips as she turned away.
He grunted, and you could tell it was the kind of laugh he didn’t want you to hear.
“Let’s make a deal,” he said suddenly. “You keep me alive tonight, and I’ll finally let you buy me a coffee.”
You blinked. That was new. “You mean you buy me a coffee? Bold of you to assume you’re that charming.”
“You do call me every night.”
“Because it’s my job, Nightwing.”
Your own heart beat just a little faster as Nightwing’s icon approached the rendezvous point. It was almost always like this. Take the next day where you were thrown completely out of your own loop You were sprawled comfortably in the comms chair, pink converse kicked up on the desk, a bag of sour candy at your side, and at least three drinks within reach because hydration and caffeination were essential for optimal management.
Tonight’s mission? Barely a blip on the Bat Radar. A stakeout near the docks. Zero hostiles so far. Minimal risk. Maximal boredom.
“Nightwing,” you poured into your mic, stretching dramatically, “how’s the air up there on your boring little rooftop? You see anything exciting? UFOs? Pirates? A raccoon that looks like Bruce?”
“Negative on the Bruce raccoon,” Nightwing said through the comms, voice thick with amusement. “But thanks for the nightmare fuel, Sweetheart.”
“I try,” you chirped, popping another piece of candy into your mouth. “Gotta keep you on your toes.”
“You keep me somewhere, alright,” he murmured, just low enough to think you wouldn’t catch it.
You did. You always did. Before you could respond with another flirty jab, a new voice crackled in gruffer, sharper. Dry as sandpaper and twice as moody.
“Are you always like this?” Jason Todd’s voice cut in like a knife through silk. “I’ve been listening for ten minutes and I already want to uninstall my ears.”
You beamed, leaning closer to the mic like he could see your grin. “Red Hood! My favorite grump. Took you long enough to say hi.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” he deadpanned.
“Oh, please. You love it,” you teased, swiveling in your chair like it helped transmit your energy. “I’m your emotional support chatterbox. You’d cry without me.”
“Unlikely.”
“Then why are you still listening?” you asked sweetly, tapping into his drone cam and watching as he crouched in the shadows near an old shipping container. “I see you didn’t even mute me. That’s gotta mean something.”
Jason sighed. The tiniest sigh. A truce in breath form.
“…You’re ridiculous.”
“And adorable, don’t forget that part.”
“Why does she talk to you like that?” Nightwing asked suddenly, cutting in with playful suspicion. “She doesn’t call me ‘adorable.’”
“I like to flirt with people who pretend to hate it,” you replied easily. “Keeps ‘em humble.”
Jason made a quiet scoffing noise. “You think I’m humble?”
“No,” you said, smirking. “But I do think you blush when I call you sweetheart.”
There was a long pause.
“…I’m turning off my comm.”
“You won’t,” you sang.
Before Jason could craft a dry comeback or fake a signal cut out, Nightwing returned this time with a tone that could only be described as smug older brother meets possessive flirt.
“Alright, alright,” Dick said, and you could hear his smirk. “Let’s not get carried away, Sweetheart. You do have a date coming up. With me, remember?”
You blinked. “Excuse me?”
“Oh yeah,” he continued smoothly, “you promised me coffee after our last op. Pretty sure that counts.”
“That was a tactical bribe to keep you alive,” you said quickly, cheeks burning despite your best effort. “Totally not binding.”
Jason actually chuckled at that chuckled. A small miracle.
“Well,” Dick said, clearly enjoying himself, “binding or not, I’ll be at that new café on 7th tomorrow at ten. You’re welcome to back out, but I do know where your candy stash is hidden in the Watchtower fridge.”
Your jaw dropped. “You wouldn’t.”
“I would.”
“You absolute menace.”
“See you then, Sweetheart.”
Jason exhaled like he was regretting all of his life choices.
“God, you’re both exhausting.”
You smiled, sweet and unbothered. “Don’t be jealous, Jay. I can pencil you in for brunch on Sunday.”
He groaned but didn’t mute you. Which, in your book, meant you weren’t the loser here .
𖤓˖⁺‧₊☽𓅨☾₊‧⁺˖𖤓
The room was quiet now.
The static from the comms had faded, the mics had all gone cold, and the buzz of conversation that had filled the Watchtower’s tech room just minutes ago had slipped into silence. You were alone, save for the hum of machines and the low, rhythmic click of a monitor blinking back to standby.
You leaned back in your chair slowly, arms folding over your chest as you stared blankly at the screens. Your bubbly persona so easy to slip into when surrounded by voices, teasing banter, and fast flying intel started to crack beneath the weight of the quiet.
It always did, when the room emptied.
He wanted coffee. Dick Grayson wanted to meet you. A date.
The thought hit you again, more real now than when he first said it in that casual, cocky tone of his. You’d brushed it off, played along, tossed flirtation back like you always did but now? Sitting alone, no distraction, no one listening?
You felt it. That creeping, slow turning anxiety curling in your stomach.
It wasn’t like you hadn’t thought about what he looked like before. Sure, you’d heard his voice, shared late night chatter across missions, and even made him laugh more than once. But imagining him? That was easy. Everyone in the Bat Family was objectively hot. Like, annoyingly so.
And you? You swallowed hard, curling your knees up into your chair and hugging them gently.
You weren’t anything like them. Not tall or sleek or scarred from combat. Not graceful in a catsuit or strong enough to throw a punch through a wall. You weren’t stick thin, but you weren’t curvy in a dramatic way either. You existed somewhere in the middle comfortable in hoodies, always in glasses, a bit awkward when the spotlight came too close. Your brain was your strongest muscle, and it sometimes felt like that was all you had.
Would he be disappointed?
You let out a slow breath, eyes flicking to your reflection in the dark screen across from you. No makeup, hair pulled back, sweater two sizes too big. You looked like someone who blended into a crowd. Like someone no one would stop for a second glance. What if you showed up and he just… didn’t see you the way he did over comms? What if the mystery was the only thing that made you interesting?
Your hand reached out instinctively, pressing your fingers to the edge of the console like you were grounding yourself.
You wanted to meet him. Of course you did. He was charming, and kind beneath all the jokes, and smart in the ways only someone who��d been through hell could be. But a date? That felt like something other people did. People who didn’t feel the need to hide behind tech and sarcasm to feel confident.
You sat there in silence, chewing your lip, wondering if he even knew what he was asking when he said, “see you then.”
Maybe it wasn’t a real date. Maybe he didn’t think of it like that.
But deep down, you knew you wanted it to be. You wanted to be seen. And you were scared of what would happen if you really were.
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Dick Grayson stood in front of the mirror of his Blüdhaven apartment, tugging at the hem of his sweatshirt like it was a tux. Casual. Chill. Low key. That was the goal.
So why the hell did he feel like he was prepping for a mission?
He ran a hand through his hair, tousling it for the third no, fourth time. Dark jeans, clean white sneakers, a navy hoodie that fit just right not too fitted, not too loose. He changed shirts three times before this one finally felt like the right one. He hadn’t been this particular about his outfit since prom.
“It’s not a date,” he told his reflection. “It’s just coffee.”
A pause.
“…With the girl who knows all your safe houses, your secret patrol routes, and who once talked you through stitching your own shoulder at 3 a.m. without flinching.”
Okay. Maybe a little more than just coffee.
He reached for his phone on the counter. One unread text waited at the top of the screen.
Comms girl <3: You sure about this?
Comms girl <3:You don’t have to meet me.
His fingers hovered over the keyboard before he typed back quickly.
bluebird: I’m very sure. You owe me that coffee, remember? I risked my life for that latte.
Your reply came within seconds.
Comms girl <3: You were five feet from the guy. I stalled him with a fake 911 ping. YOU’RE WELCOME.
He chuckled, thumbs flying across the screen.
blurbird : Still counts. Heroics were involved. You agreed to a reward. No backing out now.
Comms girl <3: Still time to change your mind. Could just keep this mystery thing going. It’s fun. Less risky.
He stared at that message a moment longer than he wanted to admit. There was a strange comfort in the way things were. The comms. The banter. The way your voice softened when his breathing grew strained after a tough fight. How you’d scold him for reckless moves and then follow up with, “But also… that flip you did? Sick as hell.”
You were part of the job no, more than that. You were part of him. But only in fragments.
He’d seen the pieces you gave: your voice, your wit, your ridiculous caffeine addiction, the hum of music sometimes playing faintly in the background when you were on shift. But he’d never seen you.
Meanwhile, you’d seen everything.
bluebird: You’ve seen my file, haven’t you?
he typed.
bluebird: I know what color your eyes are. I haven’t even seen yours.
Comms girl <3: Don’t worry. They’re not laser eyes or anything.
Comms girl <3: Still time to run. I won’t be mad.
Dick stared at the screen, thumb resting over the keyboard again. A few moments passed. Then he typed back:
bluebird: I don’t want to run. I want to meet you. For real.
Read. But no reply. He locked his phone, shoved it into the pocket of his hoodie, and grabbed his keys and helmet. Outside, the early evening had begun to spill across the Blüdhaven skyline. Fading light. Long shadows.
For once, he wasn’t slipping into the shadows himself. He was stepping into the sun.
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The café on 7th was a small, tucked away place with mismatched chairs and the smell of cinnamon and roasted espresso clinging to every wooden beam. A warm corner of the city where life slowed down just a little. He arrived ten minutes early. Too early.
The bell above the door jingled, and instinct kicked in. He scanned. Two older women by the window, a guy with earbuds tapping at a laptop, a bored barista pulling espresso shots with dead eyes. No sign of you.
He ordered her drink extra sweet, extra foamy, “liquid sunshine,” you once called it and a black coffee for himself. Settled into a table by the window. Full view of the door. He texted you again.
bluebird: I’m here. No pressure. But I brought your order. It’s waiting patiently.
Nothing.
He flicked the lid of the cup. Checked the time. Tapped his knee beneath the table. Every chime of the bell had him sitting up straighter, breath held in quiet anticipation.
Not her.Not yet.
And that was the thing he didn’t even know what she looked like. No name. No face. Just a voice in his ear, a rhythm in his nights, a lifeline during the chaos. But even without a face, even without a name, he knew you.
He leaned back and watched the doorway like it held all the answers. Maybe it did.
His phone buzzed again.
Comms girl <3: I’m close. Just… taking a second.
He stared at that message. His heart did a quiet, hopeful jump.
bluebird: You nervous?l
Comms Girl: Maybe. You?
He smiled.
bluebird: I’ve fought Killer Croc, Deathstroke, and Jason with a crowbar. This is worse.
You didn’t text back right away. He waited. Sipped his coffee. Looked at your untouched drink and wondered if you’d ever actually take a sip from it. Maybe you’d just show up, apologize, and walk away. Maybe you’d turn around before even walking through the door.
You were already on the sidewalk. One breath away from stepping inside. He turned his eyes to the window, scanning every person who passed. Wondering if one of them might look in, catch his eye, smile.
Waiting. he hoped that mask off, no gadgets, no grappling hooks, no safety net that was enough. So he waited. For you.
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The drink was starting to sweat on the table.
Dick’s thumb spun slow, lazy circles around the lid of the cup you still hadn’t claimed. The café wasn’t busy only a few people trickled in here and there. His eyes lifted every time the door jingled, hopeful… and then dropped just as quickly.
He wasn’t used to feeling this unsteady. With the mask on, he could take a punch. Leap off a roof. Throw himself into chaos without blinking. But right now, sitting at a table with a slowly cooling cup of coffee for someone he’d never even seen before?
He was sweating more than the damn drink. The bell above the door jingled again.
And he looked.
She stepped in like she was trying not to be noticed shoulders drawn slightly inward, a quick glance around the room before her eyes dropped to the floor. She didn’t look out of place, not really. She looked… normal.
Pink Converse. Faded denim jorts hugging her hips. A plain black tank top tucked in just right to show her figure, casual and effortless. Hair pulled back loosely like she’d tried to fix it three times before giving up.
Dick’s eyes lingered…. respectfully. He wasn’t a jerk. But he was a man. And the way she looked, with nervous energy practically rolling off her in waves, had his chest tightening just a little.
Cute. Definitely cute. Attractive, sure. She was cute. Soft around the edges. Eyes wide like she wasn’t used to being looked at too long.
Dick’s gaze flicked down, then back up not lingering too long. A polite once over. Curious. Gentle. A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth before he looked away.
He didn’t know what to expect. For all the times he’d imagined this moment, all the late night banter and daydreams of what she might look like, he’d never settled on a face.
Still watching her from the corner of his eye, Dick slowly reached for his phone and typed out a message.
bluebird: “I’m by the window. Got your sugar bomb of a drink already. You close?”
The girl the maybe you girl jumped slightly when her phone buzzed. Fumbled it out of her pocket. She smiled. Just a little.
Her hand went to her phone. Dick’s screen lit up.
Comms girl <3: Already here. Just… not sure where to go.
His heart stopped. Slowly, his gaze lifted again this time with full awareness. He watched as she read his message, fingers still hovering near the screen.
Like she was laughing at herself and suddenly, everything clicked.
Dick’s breath caught for a beat. His lips tugged upward in a crooked smile as he texted again. Dick forgot how to breathe.
bluebird: Black tank. Pink shoes. You really do own those Converse.
You didn’t even look up from your phone. You were already typing.
Comms girl <3: Ok stalker, stop checking me out
He huffed a quiet laugh.
bluebird: Respectfully. Thoroughly. Definitely.
You lifted your head then, eyes meeting his across the room. Nervous. Hopeful. Your lips curved into something soft and self deprecating.
He stood before he could overthink it, heart thudding as he crossed the short space between your hesitant stillness and his table.
“You’re late,” he said, voice light, teasing.
“Fashionably,” you replied, walking with him as he guided you toward the window seat. “Also, very nearly didn’t come in. I walked past the window twice. You didn’t notice.”
“I noticed,” he said, pulling your chair out like the gentleman he rarely remembered to be. “I just didn’t know it was you. But then you looked at your phone like it offended you.”
You sat, cheeks flushed with something caught between embarrassment and amusement. “That was me realizing I sent three different versions of ‘I’m almost there’ and still sat in my car for ten minutes.”
Dick slid your coffee toward you. “Well i guess in a way you were.”
You took the cup, curling your fingers around it like it might steady you. “Don’t get ahead of yourself. I still might run.”
“Do I need to stop you? I’ve got grappling hooks.”
That made you laugh. Really laugh. He liked that sound more than he expected. It wasn’t tinny over the comm. It was full, alive, right in front of him.
“God,” you groaned, lowering your head for a second. “This is so weird.”
“Yeah,” he agreed. “But good weird.”
You peeked up at him. “You’re not what I expected.”
“Better or worse?”
You grinned, shy but cheeky. “You’re taller than I thought. That’s not fair. I have no defense against tall and charming.”
“Charming, huh?” He took a sip of his coffee, raising a brow over the lid. “You haven’t even heard my best lines yet.”
You rolled your eyes, the way you always did when he flirted too hard through the mic. But now it was real. Now, he could see the way you bit back a smile, the flush that crept to your ears.
“I’m not used to being looked at,” you admitted after a quiet beat. “I’m used to watching. Behind the screens. Behind the noise. I’ve seen your face a hundred times. This is… lopsided.”
He leaned forward, elbows on the table, gaze steady and warm.
“Then let’s even it out.”
You blinked. “What do you mean?”
“Let me learn you,” he said, voice low, honest. “No comms. No mission. No static. Just… you.”
You looked away, biting your lip, your fingers tracing the lid of your cup now like he had earlier. “You’re a lot more intense in person.”
“I’m a lot of things in person,” he said, smiling. “Most of them good. Some of them bad. All of them me.”
A silence passed. Not awkward contemplative. Like both of you were quietly adjusting to the weight of seeing each other. Really seeing each other.
“I always see you in your outfit, this feels a little weird” you murmured eventually.
He grinned. “You’ll be happy to know I left the spandex at home.”
“Tragic.”
Another moment of quiet, then
“I’m glad you showed up,” he said.
You smiled down into your drink. “Yeah. Me too.”
Outside, the city moved in its usual rhythm cars, footsteps, noise. But here, at this little table by the window, something new was starting. Not a mission. Not an assignment. Just Dick and you.
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The coffee was long gone, but neither of them had made a move to go their separate ways.
Instead, they strolled the streets of Blüdhaven, their pace slow, like time had bent around them just for a little while. The sun had started to dip behind the buildings, casting soft golden light on the sidewalks, and the breeze stirred the trees enough to make the leaves flutter like lazy applause.
You walked beside him with your now empty cup in hand, straw still between your lips despite it having been dry for the last ten minutes. Nerves still clung to your skin, thin but persistent. You had no idea where to put your hands or how to keep your voice steady. You weren’t usually like this. Over comms, you were bold, loud, sarcastic, and playful.
But out here, in the open, without a headset and with Nightwing walking beside you in casual clothes that hugged him way too well for your nerves to take? It was different. He was real. And you were suddenly aware of every flaw you’d been trying not to think about since this morning.
“You know,” you said with a light chuckle, trying to keep your voice in that easy, familiar tone, “I honestly expected you to cancel last minute. Or like, show up but wear the mask the whole time and pretend to be mysterious.”
Dick looked over at you, one brow raised, and a smile playing at his lips. “You really thought I’d ghost you after all our late night flirting?”
You shrugged, trying to play it off, but your eyes darted away. “I mean… I dunno. Maybe.”
“You ruined that for you because i would never,” he said dramatically, then bumped his shoulder gently against yours. “I told you I was coming. I meant it.”
His voice was warm, not teasing this time. Just honest. He watched you as you gave a small smile, eyes still scanning the sidewalk like you were searching for something to say. He saw the way you carried yourself. Not shy, exactly just… cautious. Though he saw you and wanted too. All of you.
Not just the confident voice in his ear or the tech genius who could break into encrypted systems like they were open windows. He saw the little things: the nervous hand fidgeting with your cup sleeve, the way you pulled at the hem of your shorts when you thought he wasn’t looking, the practiced jokes you used to deflect any compliments.
So he gave you more of them.
“I like your shoes,” he said casually, glancing down at the worn pink Converse. “its a very you thing, reflective of your personality”
You laughed an actual laugh, not a polite one. “I don’t know if footwear can tell you my life story?”
“Oh, absolutely,” he said, nodding with mock seriousness. “Pink shoes? Total power move. I love when women.”
You shook your head, trying to hide your grin. “you love when women?”
“And the shorts?” he added. “Perfect length. Shows off those legs that have been sitting behind a computer for, what? Ninety percent of your adult life?”
“Oh my God,” you groaned, covering your face with your free hand. “You’re a menace.”
“I’ve been told worse,” he said with a wink.
You both fell into a comfortable rhythm after that. Step for step, laugh for laugh. The tension slowly ebbed away the longer he stayed near you like he was peeling back the nervous layers without ever drawing attention to them.
After a few quiet moments, you nudged him lightly with your elbow. “Okay, so serious question.”
“Hit me.”
“How the hell does this team work? I started hacking stuff and suddenly im here? ”
He laughed, raising both brows. “You tell me. You’ve got this adorable, good vibe going for you, but I’ve read some of those logs. You were wrecking firewalls like they owed you money.”
“I wasn’t that bad,” you defended with a smirk. “Okay, maybe the satellite thing was a little over the line.”
He turned to face you mid step. “Wait. What satellite thing?”
You winced, cheeks flushing. “I… might’ve accidentally hacked into a WayneTech orbital system when I thought it was an old NASA server.”
He stared at you, stunned. “You hacked WayneTech?”
“Allegedly,” you said, grinning now. “And two days later, Babs showed up in my basement. No warning, no badge, just… bam, red hair and righteous fury.”
“She must’ve been so mad.”
“She told me I was wasting potential and recruited me on the spot.”
Dick laughed again, and this time, it was full bodied, the kind that lit up his whole face. “Classic Babs.”
“Honestly? She’s the first person who ever looked at me and didn’t just see a mouthy hacker. She actually saw… me.”
His smile softened. “She does that. Did the same for me once.”
You glanced at him curiously. “Oh yeah?”
He nodded, hands tucked into his hoodie pocket. “Back when I was still figuring things out after leaving Bruce. I needed distance from the Bat stuff needed to figure out who I was when I wasn’t under the cape. Babs helped me get there. Helped me want to be more than just Robin.”
“I think you’re doing alright,” you said, bumping his shoulder this time.
“I’m trying,” he said with a shrug. “Still check in on the family though. Bruce, my brothers, Grandpa.”
You blinked. “Grandpa?”
“Alfred,” he clarified with a mischievous grin. “I started calling him that just to piss him off, but I know he secretly loves it.”
You laughed again, shaking your head. “That’s so weirdly wholesome. ‘Nightwing has emotional depth and a soft spot for butlers,’ coming to theaters this fall.”
“Hey, he’s not just a butler. He’s the butler.”
“I stand corrected.”
The sky was blushing now, soft shades of purple and orange painting the horizon. The city buzzed around you, but for once, it didn’t feel overwhelming. It felt like a quiet pocket of something special.
Dick glanced sideways at you, the wind tugging gently at your hair, and felt that same flicker in his chest again. The one that started when your voice used to crackle in his earpiece during midnight stakeouts. The one that grew stronger every time you made him laugh, or saved his ass from another security lockdown, or stayed on the line with him just so he wouldn’t be alone.
“I’m really glad we did this,” he said softly.
You looked at him, caught a sincerity in his eyes that left no room for doubt.
“Yeah,” you said, voice just as soft. “Me too.”
The air had taken on that evening crispness the kind that whispered promises of something new. The two of you were still walking, slowly now, like neither wanted to reach wherever the sidewalk might end.
Dick glanced at you again, longer this time. Not just quick, playful side glances, but a longing look. One that lingered as the fading sun touched your skin. He could see the way your lashes caught the light, the slight smile tugging at your lips as you sipped from your empty straw out of habit. The way your eyes moved when you were thinking.
You caught him staring.
“What?” you asked, arching a brow.
He shrugged with an easy, boyish grin. “Nothing. Just… you’ve got a good laugh.”
You blinked. “What, like a ‘haha’ laugh or a ‘joker is getting off’ laugh?”
He chuckled. “The kind that’s been in my ear for months, but somehow sounds better in person.”
Your stomach fluttered. You covered it with a sarcastic smile. “Are you flirting with me again, Grayson?”
“Only mildly,” he teased, then glanced ahead. “I mean, I’ve gotta pace myself. You’re kind of… addictive.”
You didn’t answer for a moment. You didn’t know how. And honestly, you were worried your voice would betray how warm your chest suddenly felt.
He didn’t press it. Just kept walking with you in step. But then he said, a little more softly:
“I never really thought about it before… how different things feel when you’re not just a voice in my ear.”
You looked over at him, curious. “Better or worse?”
He gave you a look, deadpan. “What kind of question is that?”
You tried to laugh, to brush it off, but he turned toward you fully now, walking backward a few steps so he could face you as you moved.
“You have this… energy. When we’re on comms, it’s like… controlled chaos in the best way. Keeps me grounded, keeps me alert. But now? Seeing you like, actually seeing you your expressions, your body language, your weird obsession with pink…”
“I do not!”
He smirked. “You do. It’s very cute.”
You shoved his arm lightly, heat rushing to your face. But the smile was genuine now. You were relaxing, piece by piece.
“I guess I just didn’t realize how much I’d been missing until now,” he added, turning back around to walk forward again. “Hearing you’s great. But… seeing you talk? Watching your eyes move when you go on your little tech rants or when you start teasing me? It hits different.”
Your heart thudded hard.
He wasn’t saying “I want to see your face more.” But he was.
You swallowed around the growing smile and said, “Well… good thing I’m not going anywhere.”
He shot you a glance then, something soft and full of unspoken words.
“Yeah,” he murmured. “That is a good thing.”
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