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moodboard: eric x buddy
#that 70s show#that '70s show#otp: you are so cute#beric#buderic#eric x buddy#buddy x eric#my moodboards#my stuff#mlm ship#t70sedit#I don’t make enough stuff for them#easily my favorite eric ship#eric was so relaxed and happy with buddy#and he def kissed back briefly#don’t even get me started on the infamous ''you're so cute'' scene#they should’ve been endgame in t9s
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“nobody hates Failboat fans more than other Failboat fans” — me, at some point in time idk I forgot when
#man I couldn’t think of more modern Failboat bits to add to the 3rd slide :((#even if I say ‘the Failboat Lore’ people STILL don’t know what I’m talking about#I’m so glad that the actual Failboat lore is kinda unknown tho cuz. I don’t wanna see the Kirby kids do much with that.. the only#huge thing some of them seem to know is Eyea and that’s just cuz She Looks Funny (+ cult)#also rip rapper boat in this image he got covered twice </3#failboat#failtopia#failboat miitopia#Failboat lore#it’s kinda funny how every time Miitopia’s mentioned in main Failboat stuff the Kirby kids just like. immediately forget everything about i#5 minutes later cuz it’s not funny enough#any time someone in the chat or comments makes a joke about how ‘haha omg this new funny haha character with no actual substance is gonna#make the failboat lore go CRAZZYYY 🤪’’ I’m like. no… that’s. that’s not. there’s already lore…. you don’t know what you’re talking about :[#anyway no actual hate to people who like modern Failboat btw. it can be really funny#this is more so about how unfunny the Failboat subreddit is more than anything.#and how truly unknown Failboat lore is even when it’s mentioned a lot in actual Funny Haha Failboat Content#both failboat stuff is good. it’s just that only ONE has like. yknow. actual story and characters lmaoo
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.stupid virgin achievement won't let me kiss lady stephanie ☹️.
#henry of skalitz#stephanie of talmberg#kcd#kingdom come deliverance#lady stephanie of talmberg#sketch#.i lile to HC that Divish gives Henry Pribyslavitz to either.#.a) get him away from stephanie or b) give him a reason to repeatedly ride through talmberg bc henry makes her happy.#.either way i like these two bro.#.gotta give Henry credit as Lady Stephanie is the ONLY noblewoman in the entire region and he’s like yeah smash.#.also had to miss out on getting wasted with godwin which is just devastating.#.who the fuck invented this acheivemnt bastard.#henry x stephanie#stephanie x henry#.i am sorry for my half assed drawings tho idk what I’m doing.#.u kno I think I’m mad at my own drawings bc there’s not enough detail in them.#.but I can’t just like make stuff up here and add 60 layers to Stephanie’s dress or whatever.#.i mean I could but also idk what’s wrong with me so 🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️🤷♂️.#.hmmmmm I just don’t feel very confident in my stuff I think idk IDK BYE.
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Okay most that I’ve learned about Metal Cardbot by perusing the tag on tumblr is that this Heavy Iron guy basically just looks like a megop kid. And I did not make that observation, other people online did, so it’s not just me making everything about Transformers/them this time, as I tend to do
But also like, he’s a semi, red and blue with some grey and black, and he apparently has a giant cannon



Other than that, I have learned he seemingly has something going on with the pirate guy, Black Hook, and people like shipping them
I actually think I stumbled upon this guy and the megop connection a couple months ago, and I had him saved in my photos for potential reference because of that, but now I actually know this guy exists, so I feel like it’d just be ripping off if I were to do that
Regardless, I get the feeling he will become my government assigned fave if I am to watch the show. I know how this goes for me. And he just seems cool
#at this rate I might as well just watch the show I just don’t know when I’ll get around to that#but yeah I don’t know who this post is for or the point but this is what I’ve learned today#also from one of the replies on my post that apparently there’s no factions for these guys the Machina#Heavy Iron is an antagonist from what I understand but he’s not like an evil team leader#and I don’t know I find the lack of factions very interesting#probably bc of Transformers and the fact that I want less of that by this point#so hell yeah#the window eyes are the only thing taking me out but I assume it’s to make them less like the Transformers#so fair enough#metal cardbot#heavy iron#megop#random stuff
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The nature of one’s nature.
#my stuff#whoops.. >>#sorryyyyyy#I’ll make it up to you I swear#cw bugs#cw implied death#the amazing digital carnival#carnival au#carnival!jax#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax#inspiration brought on by kinger’s bug for tree being ‘Moth’#I love bugs and I don’t draw them enough QvQ
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I really don’t like the way Dragons Rising has handled dragons, which sucks all the more considering the show is literally named after them. The main thing that bothers me is how they’ve basically just become differently shaped humans. There’s nothing wild or magical about them anymore. They act like people, and several of them can talk the way people do too. Even dragons like Riyu who can’t talk still seem to be strangely easily understood by people.
Did everyone on the Ninjago team forget about this moment?
If you ask me, this is the absolute best depiction of dragons that Ninjago has to offer. They’re treated with such reverence and respect, but with the understanding that they’re still wild animals at the end of the day.
Hunted really knew what they were doing with the dragons, and this scene between Kai and the wind dragon is the perfect example.
#It just drives me crazy how much they fumbled the opportunity of a more dragon focused show#The Ninjago dragons were genuinely so cool but they’ve lost pretty much all of their appeal for me#Not to mention the fact that they’ve gotten needlessly convoluted#Why do we need source dragons and dragon matriarchs and dragons who can talk and dragons who communicate telepathically and ninja dragons??#they’re dragons. wow enough (to steal a quote from Jurassic world)#Plus the absolute firstbourne disrespect in making up the source dragons is so sad#She’s the mother of all dragons not them#Anyway my old Ninjago and my hunted biases are probably showing through but I don’t care#Dragons rising has some great stuff in it but it’s also disappointing to me in a lot of areas#And the dragons are a big one#I think a lot of the dragon designs in dragons rising aren’t as strong either#There’s just something a little funky about a lot of them#Jiro notwithstanding because I think he looks great#Actually xanthe and heatwave are pretty good too#But the rest don’t do much for me#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising
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happy international men’s day!!

My comment on this sfth video:
(Insta link here via @letsbesharkfriends :))
I just wanted to share because yeah. This is how I feel :) they give me so much hope. And happiness. And help me to feel secure in being happy being a guy.
I love that they opened up too, it was clearly a bit of a difficult video to make, even though it’s still funny it’s also serious.
anyway :))
#shoot from the hip#international men’s day#I wanna give them all a hug so bad#They are enough#They’re more than enough#seeing them open up about this stuff makes it easier to deal with my own stuff too in a weird way?? Idk how that works#But on a hard day I can be like “oh but he feels like this too” and it’s better.#(Even though obviously I don’t want them to feel this way- they’re amazing people and should know it)#Shootimpro#Anyway they clearly care about people a lot and I love them for it#Also I love the 7 things game#It’s great#Anyway I love men#Men are great#Wonderful#I love being a man#:)))))#/gen#:)))
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Stone wars timeeeee
#Idk how I feel about the yo kobold#It’s cute but idk how much it actually looks like him#I really like drawing orcs#I’m still getting used to these size differences like ukyo is tiny#Tried to make tsukasa a little lean for an orc; Made him taller too#I promise I’ll post normal stuff too but like#I obv love dunmesh and funger but I don’t have as many ideas atm#And I’m obsessed with dr stone rn#ENOUGH YAPPING#Yo and magma man….#They’re so stupid I love them#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dr. stone#dcst#au
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I’m the anon who sent you that ask about Sonic and Shadow’s relationship in the Chronic Sonic au. If your post saying you ignore long asks was directed at me, can you please just… post the latest version without answering? I would prefer to save it to my likes and maybe have other fans read my thoughts.
thank you
Well no, it wasn’t just directed at you, there are a couple long asks in my inbox (some of which are positive and very beloved and i cherish, Dopambles I’m looking at you <3). But you’ve sent your ask twice now and this one too so I’ll answer this one. I don’t really want to make this a big long thing, but I also don’t really wanna leave ya hanging when this seems so important to you so lets do this (everyone else can ignore this if ya want I’m going long-winded through everything.)
So, reasons i don’t like to respond to or even post long asks sometimes lets do this [cracks knuckles]
1. I don’t like posting things onto my blog that I haven’t checked over first. I struggle a lot in reading and comprehending long asks. I don’t know why, it’s weird, okay. Let’s leave it at that. I’m not gonna blindly post walls of texts to my blog without checking them over first, because I want to make sure I’m filtering asks so nothing harmful gets posted to my blog. You’d be surprised at how whack a lot of anons can get. Not to say your ask was whack, but I also am struggling to read it so it’s hard to say for sure! It’s not due to the nature of your ask, it is simply because my brain be like dat.
2. Sometimes, I just don’t like having to scroll through walls of texts that aren’t my own to get to my latest posts. I get a lot of asks as it is. I do love answering them, but when they get long, the amount of time it takes to scroll through em makes it hard to refer back to my previous posts and is just is not intuitive or fun when interacting with my own blog, which leads me to my next point
3. This is my space. My blog is by me for me. I choose to post and share to interact and have fun with other people but at the end of the day this blog is my space. I did not create it for anyone other than me. I welcome the people who find joy in my stories here, but this remains my space. If i was being paid for this it’d be different, I’d absolutely curate and change things to make it a better and easier experience for those that i charged to be here, but like… I’m not being paid for this? And to ask me to do what you want in my space so that you can have the experience you want is… i dunno it sounds a little entitled. (I’m not saying that you ARE entitled, only that it sounds like it to me personally.) Contacting me even after I expressed my difficulty in answering asks to try and convince me to post it for your sake is a little rude. I’m not a professional creator, I’m not a person with fans, I’m just a random dude trying to have a good time with other people on a dumpster-fire website. I’m not a creator trying to make sure everyone else is having a good time. This is what i do in my free time to relax and—
4. —being a moderator for other peoples hc’s and conversations is not personally relaxing to me. My blog is not a public confessions blog and I am not a public message board. I am honoured when people share their personal stories and how what I doodle has helped them feel seen and that things will be okay, but I’m not a place for other people to come say what they want to each other, I’m a person, not a message board. How other people use Tumblr is up to them, however, I am not going to change how I use tumblr so that you can have a better experience when it will make the experience worse for me.
5. If i answer asks, I don’t draw. And I like drawing. If I’m posting asks (even without answering them) and stressing about being the middle man in conversations that I will have to regulate to make sure conversations stay kind, that takes a lot of time and energy and I got so incredibly burnt out when i tried to do that. So i stopped. And I will not be starting up again simply so you can have a good time, because I will have a bad one. And this is my space to not have a bad time. If something stresses me out, I will not do it here, it is as simple as that. I have my whole irl to be stressed about.
These are some of the reasons I don’t like to post long asks. I have notified you that I struggle to read, I don’t understand why you continue pushing. I have amazing anon’s who send wonderful long asks who have been kind and considerate with me about my struggles reading and processing. They continue to send their wonderful asks and have assured me it’s okay if I never post them. I am confused as to why you cannot seem to respect my decision as well.
The final reason regarding my hesitance in posting your ask in particular is simply that your hc was not accurate to how I was aiming to portray the characters in the current timeline. You are more than welcome to hc and speculate, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that, but I cannot simply post it without answering it like you suggest because I would need to clarify that it’s not true. When I used to do that, people would start to misinterpret my au’s and it stressed me out. It takes hours for me to write up responses to things sometimes because I want to make sure I’m being kind and thoughtful and accurate. I am honoured that you shared something personal but what you wrote is simply not where the characters are at right now. It could be them in the future, but it is still early in the au so that kind of resentment hasn’t set in yet. Shadow is hurting because he’s taking the brunt of Sonic’s negativity but he is resigned to it because for him nothing else matters as long as Sonic stays alive, even if he has to be the person Sonic hates in all this and that is heavy. He’s angry at him when he does not take care of himself, but he is not resentful. Sonic struggles with being a burden on all of his friends, not just Shadow. The way you described the relationship was closer to how Tails and Sonic interact than Shadow and Sonic and even then, there’s more going on that I just don’t have the time or energy to really walk through. And besides, I want to save that energy to draw out things later.
As i shared with another commenter who asked something similar, I can absolutely DM you your ask back if you want to save it. However I don’t understand why you need me to post it to save it your likes if you simply want to save it. You have your own blog you can post it to. Why does it need to be on my blog? Why do I have to do extra work so you can have an easier time to do what you want? I am very grateful for your interaction and love of my comic, and I understand it’s frustrating when people make things harder for you to have a good time, but that’s exactly what you’re doing to me by asking me to change how I use tumblr to suit your wants instead of what is easiest for me. I am not a public service you pay for. I am a person, a full time student with family issues, struggling siblings that I’m trying to help, a person who is struggling myself. I have a limited amount of energy in a day, I get tired quickly. If i want to continue to find joy in drawing I have to set boundaries. You may not always know why someone does something, I guarantee there is more here that I will not share because it is personal. Sometimes you just have to be okay with not knowing, you have to be okay not understanding, and you have to be okay without an explanation that makes sense to you. All you need to do is understand that often times there is a reason people behave the way they do. It’s not a reflection on you or their opinion of you, it is simply many other factors at play that lead to such an outcome.
I sincerely hope this did not offend you, I am not angry with you, nor do I wish for any of this to be taken as scolding or upset you. If it has come across that way, I apologize. I am sorry I am not in a state to give you what you want, and I’m thankful for your patience with me in reading through this and I hope it is enough to at least paint a little bit of a picture as to why I will not be posting your ask. It’s unfortunate that I ended up spending hours addressing this anyway both to you and to another commenter—the very thing I wanted to avoid—but I value you as a person and did not want to leave you feeling negatively if I could change that. I hope this does not affect your enjoyment or experience with how you were having fun with my au, and if it does I am deeply regretful. However, I do have to set boundaries and make sure I’m doing okay or there would be no AU at all. Thanks for your understanding and I hope you have a day as kind as you are.
#knox rambles#asks#anon#same kinda thing goes for that anon asking me to post all my small works to ao3 actually#what i say: there’s a couple reasons why but I’ll give you one#what i don’t say: A LOT OF OTHER STUFF#the energy it takes to transfer and hunt them down just to make it easier for you is so much harder for me#i guess if enough people expressed intrest i could consider posting all my mini fics but you’d have to be fine with like no art no writing#no asks from me for months while i do all that work#personally i don’t have time or energy to transfer anything#and its just not worth it for me considering how little people read them#the knuxoug e one i might consider posting because its a little longer#but all my smaller drabbles are Tumblr specials only#that could change in the future nothings set in stone#but just because you don’t understand why i don’t do something doesn’t mean i owe you an explanation or my reasoning is any less valid#respectfully my goal here isn’t to look after other people and hold their hands so they’re having a good time my goal is to draw and write#and then sometimes share that joy i get by sharing the story#if i stress about and put effort into customizing what i do to make things smoother for everyone else that effort doesn’t go into my writin#I’m not a social media specialist I’m a writer and and an artist#so far only one person has ever asked me to post long asks after I’ve said i don’t vibe with long asks#and so far only two people have ever asked me to post my small drabbles to ao3 (to my memory i could be wrong on that)#i could go into a lot more long winded reasoning as to why i don’t want to post small fics like i did here with long asks#but I’ve already spent enough time as it is on this and i wanted to draw metal today#anyway to reiterate: I’m not mad honestly this is all kinda funnny i hope both anons have a good day and I’ll be moving on and moving#forward with my art and drawing so i can keep enjoying it and having fun#i know drama’s fun to read through so all of y’all’s goofy beloved sneaky people reading to the end ily <3#giving you a kiss on the head :3#i maaaay delete this later since it’s so silly how long I spent on it#anyway yup hope y’all have a lovely day!
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moodboard: eric x donna
#that 70s show#that '70s show#otp: mom and dad#formciotti#formciottiedit#eric x donna#donna x eric#my moodboards#my stuff#het ship#i don’t make enough stuff for them#but i do talk about them a lot 😂#gonna be dumping a lot of eric/donna & jay/leia on here#gwen/nikki & jackie/hyde are my 1 loves#but to me eric/donna and jay/leia are the hearts of their respective shows
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I was never overly crazy about a Jean/Kevin dynamic (I felt like I was too enamored with Jerejean) but after reading TGR and rereading TSC I think I’m starting to love Jean/Kevin
Like don’t get me wrong, I’ve devoured Kevjerejean fics bc I loved that dynamic once I discovered it, but round 2 with TSC is making me realize how deeply Kevin actually cares for Jean, and reading TGR makes you realize how they were conditioned not to care for one another and how much that muddled their relationship
Sure Kevin plays the “you can’t deny me” card a lot but it’s always around him saying he’s gonna get THEM out of this, and making sure Jean upholds his promise and making sure Jean got to go somewhere to find peace, knowing that’s more then what he’s ever had
The more I’ve read, the more I’ve realized Kevin’s gentility he shows Jean in the most dire situations and in some way I think no matter how cold Kevin gets to Jean or how much Jean says he hates Kevin they’ll come crawling back to each other, whether it be platonic or something else
#don’t even get me started with Thea bc ain’t know way Kevin is in love with her LMAO#I set the secret stuff but he literally never mentions ber#and the minute she shows up he drags her to Jean knowing he can break Jean down to leave Evermore using her#their dynamic is making me more emo as I go#and I can’t stop thinking about if I’m being honest#because at the end of the day it was always them#even Kevin admitting he didn’t want to leave Jean but knew Jean wouldn’t follow and once Jean was out Kevins done so much to get him stable#anywho that’s enough of a rant about these doomed boys LOL#aftg#all for the game#jean moreau#kevin day
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I had another thought with that one megop sparkling idea I keep bringing up but never fully committing to because I can’t decide on any one idea and at this rate I think I’m just annoying people
But yeah, I had another thought, one that I just thought was funny. I want to draw it out, but I’m lazy and also I have a test tomorrow that I have to study for, so I’m not doing it now. But I’m also impatient, so I’m giving you the bullet points/written version. If I’m sensible, I’ll take this post down after I finish the actual thing so I’m not too repetitive
Anyways, so there’s the kid, who is the child of the two leaders of the Autobot and Decepticon factions, and thus, potentially, holds a lot of value as a hostage and bargaining chip. Granted, I don’t know how known they actually are, there might just be a rumor going around that the two leaders have a secret kid somewhere
But anyways, someone (I don’t know who) gets the idea to capitalize on this, and afterwards calls up Optimus and Megatron, who are up to their usual things, claiming they have taken their sparkling captive and want some demands or other if the two ever want to see them again
Now both of them are very confused by this turn of events. Optimus has no goddamn clue what this guy’s talking about, because he’s pretty sure he knows the two of them definitely don’t have a sparkling. Megatron meanwhile does know they definitely had a sparkling, but he’s cycling through his head the possibilities of if this guy’s telling the truth. Because he was pretty sure no one knew about them, how did this person find out? How many people know? Do they really have their sparkling or is it just a trap to kill them? Or is it some idiot claiming this status, while probably not being aware there is a genuine one out there? Or did they just pick up an innocent bot who just happens to kind of look like them? How close is his secret to getting out, especially to Optimus?
But yeah basically meanwhile, while Megatron is somewhat internally panicking and trying to assess the most likely severity of this situation, Optimus is just like, “…I have absolutely no clue what you’re talking about, Megatron and I don’t have a sparkling, isn’t that right Megatron?”, thinking Megatron is on the same page of this being absolutely absurd as him
But because Megatron is thinking and stopped paying much attention, he doesn’t answer at all. And the silence goes on long enough that it’s getting questionable, especially since Megatron isn’t jumping in to defend his own honor that he did not have a baby with his sworn enemy. His silence is starting to become an admission, and the possibility of this actually being legit is starting to freak Optimus out, because again, he doesn’t know about any of this
Okay explaining it out loud does not bring out the comedy the situation is supposed to have. Probably because there’s no visuals and my description of the narrative rather than just dialogue. So like, the comedy doesn’t happen like it’s supposed to, this isn’t the format for the joke. But the image is funny in my head, okay?
I’ll make the picture either tomorrow or Friday or something, since I have things to do tomorrow. I was just trying to explain it so that you could understand my vision before I can make it
#I don’t actually know if this kidnapper has the legit sparkling or not#because I don’t know how much I want this info to be actually known in this scenario#though it does work as a way to bring the character actually in to meet their parents#granted with this setup everyone knows from the start the whole situation#Megatron’s suffering is not being the only one who knows and unable to tell anyone#but rather that he kept this secret this whole time#which I mean would be true of the former scenario as well it’s just a lot later#the best threading of the needle is can think of is that the kidnapper was accidentally successful#like they heard the rumors or something and thought it was worth a shot picking up a bot who looks reasonable enough#to hypothetically be their sparkling#but somehow ended up picking up the actual real deal#and like before meeting them Megs had settled on the idea the hostage wasn’t their actual sparkling#because how likely is it that it’s the real one?#and he’s able to cover up in the moment saying that it’s probably just some bot who looks like them and is playing off rumors#but they still have to go along with this because that’s probably an innocent bot who just got dragged into this#only for Megatron to realize during the negotiations that oh crap that actually is the real one#and having to deal with this somehow#anyways yeah#more elaboration and repeating whenever I make the final#I should really do my homework and go study for my test tomorrow#transformers#megatron#optimus prime#megop#transformers sparklings#random stuff
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decided to go slightly more “cartoony” here, you could say. all in all my brain is registering that haircut as “das a rooster baybee”
#doctor who#doctor who fanart#the doctor#tenth doctor#10th doctor#zeisty’s in betweens#tw eye contact#just in case tag#for my peeps who need that tagged#gave this thing eight canines opposed to the usual four. it looks cool and It’s Also Surprisingly Distinct#listen. i think it’s cool having a fella who’s human enough on the surface#but once you look closer you realize. oh wait. das actually not a human baybee#like maybe the doctor could get away with it if no one’s paying that much attention to it.#but once people know? they sorta just know. no takesie backsies#but then again you could have fun lying about your biology to humans. i know i would#especially taking ‘rule number 1 - the doctor lies’ into account. because like. why wouldn’t you? that’d be funny#like dog. two hearts? eight sharpened canines in one regeneration?? weird glowy spots on eyes???#the respiratory bypass???? the lower body temperature?????#once humans know that stuff… you could pretty much say anything you want and they could very well believe you#like sure you have thirteen brains. there’s no way they can prove you don’t :)#though that could suck if you think about it. you and this species look so similar enough you could be thought of as the same#but you’re not like them. you’re different from them#you have features and behaviours that this other species on this planet you love don’t have.#and maybe that makes you ‘superior’ to them… but that doesn’t change the fact that at the end of the day…. You’re Other.#i have. thoughts. basically.
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random question…
Or another way to frame it: do you think it’s rude to comment in another language? Would you be annoyed if someone commented on your work in another language?
#just wondering bc I left a comment in English on a Japanese YouTube video the other day since YouTube has an autotranslate button#which would probably be just as accurate as whatever I would get from google#but since they have to click it they know I don’t speak Japanese and the translation will not be perfect#and if I translated it myself I’d have to add a little caveat that it’s autotranslated#but then I realized it probably made me look like an entitled English speakers expecting them to understand and respond in English 😭#which wasn’t the case at all arghhh#hopefully it helps that I did include a tiny bit of Japanese in the beginning saying thank you since I know that much??#and I thanked them for including English subtitles and said they were good#waaaa#if the video is in Spanish I know enough to comment in Spanish and apologize for the mistakes haha#but other languages I cannot…#personally I think it’s cool when people comment on my stuff in different languages#cause it shows that it reaches them and they liked enough to comment#usually easy enough to click the translate button or copy paste into google myself if needed#and if it doesn’t really make sense I at least appreciate that they tried to communicate haha#but yeah idk if it comes off different in English#or if other people find it rude no matter the language
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realizing a lot of things I have been experiencing lately can be explained by the fact that I’m Just Sad
#I see a cute fanart of a couple and I get sad#I see someone who I wish I could look like gender wise and I get sad#I read a sentiment about friendship and I get sad#I read my own writing about my own characters and I get sad#I’m just. upset about a lot of things I guess#dealing with stupid academic stuff that’s making me very nervous#my best friend is graduating and I don’t know what to do without them#everything is going to change but not enough for it to be new and exciting just enough for it to be Worse for the next few years#I just. I can sense that my body wants to be in a good mood because it’s the end of the semester and I have exciting stuff going on etc etc#but I’m genuinely just sad. I’m upset and I’m sad about sp many things#mine
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it’s actually such a difficult time to be someone who’s unironically and genuinely and wholeheartedly into space travel, and believes in space for everyone, and thinks it’s bonkers that we have had zero (0) people who aren’t white American men who have set foot on the moon, but also who hates Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos. (but also tbh it’s been hard for us Elon Musk hating space nerds out here for a long time.)
like I’m 100% not a fan of this billionaire Katy Perry space tourism… thing, but also. you don’t gotta write off space travel as a concept entirely as always imperialist/the realm of billionaires/pointless/etc. it doesn’t have to be this way come with me and I can show you a better world.
#I’m being a little bit dramatic but also I’m not#anyway I def love space more than Katy Perry does#can guarantee it#don’t think it’s fair that she gets to go and not me but I promise that’s not my biggest issue with this#anyway I’m more like. I don’t know where to go with non-scientists and people who aren’t space nerds (TM) with whom I’m aligned politically#who (rightfully) decry this kind of space tourism but do so in the tone of ‘why go to space instead of spending your energy and money#on concerns on Earth’#which like. fair enough#but like have you never looked up at the stars and felt so small and infinite and don’t you just wanna fucking know#yknow#anyway there’s some stuff on Decolonial space science happening now!#I’m not in the field but like. I know there’s conferences and stuff#I just genuinely don’t know how to bridge that gap of wonder and discovery for discovery’s sake sometimes#and maybe that’s on me#I just reread the lady astronaut books and those capture it so perfectly for me#bc it’s all of that wonder and joy and discovery but also the harsh realities of space programs and the replication of gender/class/racial#dynamics in who Gets to go to space#they’re so good I adore those books#they make me emotional though bc every time I read them I know with More Certainty that I’m never going to space yknow?#but they’re incredible I highly recommend#text post#my post#space#stem#2025 is an experience
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