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virginstoner666 · 1 year

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im immune to those posts that are like "(x) fandom is so cringey and lame on (social media site)" bc im from bumfuck nowhere in new england.

wtf am i supposed to do? go rattle the bushes and hope some gamers fall out?? ask the old ladies at the thrift shop their favorite Ghost album? leave my fanart strewn about the public library?

maybe having low standards is a blessing.

#ion get all the negativity:(#just dont bother w shit you dont like??#the fandom is gonna be as good as u make it for yrself bro the platform will only do so much #is this a universal experience #or am i being too niche?#i dont care im just tired of the negging

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transmascissues · 2 years

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i love you testosterone i love you voice cracks i love you bass notes i love you loud laugh i love you fuzzy mustache i love you whispy patchy beard i love you bushy eyebrows i love you hairy stomach i love you knuckle and hand hair i love you boy smell i love you bottom growth i love you new orgasms i love you big nose i love you square jaw i love you squishy stomach i love you thighs that touch i love you stretch marks i love you acne i love you acne scars i love you body heat i love you appetite i love you mood stability i love you balanced hormone cycle i love you puberty awkwardness i love you uncertainty i love you adjustment i love you transformation i love you change i love you maturation i love you growth i love you freedom i love you euphoria i love you comfort i love you familiarity i love you recognition i love you second chances i love you masculinization i love you embodied manhood i love you testosterone

#in case anyone needed a reminder that testosterone is magic and no one gets to talk shit about it around me #and to be clear all of these are very specific to my personal experience being on t #these are all things that t either gave me or increased/exaggerated in me #just my own personal love letter to the last 10 months #i was going to make a more typical post for this account #but i was scrolling through some tags i use to find posts on here #and so many of the posts were people shitting on us not people who care about us #every time i go into those tags there seems to be more and more negativity toward us from people who dont want us to talk about our lives #i was even looking in positivity tags and finding assholes #and im tired of thinking about negative things now so instead you get this #transmasc positivity #trans man positivity #testosterone positivity

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sttoru · 5 months

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please, when are people on this damn app going to learn that a GANGBANG is not the same as an ORGY (or whatever is the opposite of it) .

GANGBANG = RAPE of one person by multiple people

ORGY = consensual sex between multiple people (mostly during a party, just unrestrained sexual activity in a group)

#sttoru chats.#im tired of seeing ‘gangbang fics’ on my dash #like no…… if it isnt noncon then its not a gangbang.#please #i beg #idc if it has an alternative meaning #I REALLY DONT CARE #the original meaning is the RAPE of one person by multiple ppl / men #and thats that #its such an ick #just avoid such names bcs it has negative associations #<- imo ppl shouldnt throw it around so easily on this app but that s just me 🤷🏽.#tw rape #cw rape

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vt-scribbles · 2 months

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anyone else profoundly tired

#i feel so fucking hopeless for my future as an artist #i don't want to #but i do #it feels like fucking everything is against us #there's an aching exhaustion in my bones that english can't describe #ok to reblog #i dont care #hopefully some other artists out there will feel solidarity #sorry for the negativity #vent #negative #im just so tired and sick to my stomach

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angellurgy2 · 26 days

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bbbaaaaawrffff

#whatever man. i hate how i cant just scream or ill get shit on but ppl only COME here when im doing smth they see as negative.#i dont want any of that. but i dont want to be fucking ENTIRELY alone #im so tired. no one fucking remembers me #im literally a dead girl walking. no one would see any difference if i disapeared forever. thats not a threat #but fuck i have to live KNOWING no one thinks of me or cares or anything and ill never have friends again

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b00m-b0mb · 25 days

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Something really funny that's occurred to me is the way Joe talks about Maccie is like she's some catastrophic event that happened to their family "I can't believe she's been here that long." / "Everything's been different since she was born" / "Everything changed." / "She changed everything."

And it's just rlly funny to me. I want to up the dramaticness of his words at some point. And anyway, he's talking to the Samurai/Ronin for the first time and I'm wondering the impression he's getting lmao

Joe is certainly expressive to me, but only when he's given the chance. And I think w Ronin, he just started letting a lot of stuff out bc thus guy is gonna go on his way anyways.. but then he's like wait!!! Actually let me go?? For a little? (Platonic yearning so bad)

Ronin like 》^. "I suppose.. Alright, curious karate man, I'll accompany you a little longer."

Or something I'm messing around UGH

#the reason everything changed is bc joes mother passed away either shortly after Maccies birth or during #that started the strain w joe and sr but they also had.. her yk? its just sillay #dysfunctional karate family ily <3 #sr isnt a terrible father he is just narrow sighted and firmly believes he knows best. he doesnt give his kids the room to grow- but he #really loves them. he just wants to protect them in a way i think.. he just lost his wife and i think that made his parenting way more #overbearing. buT ALSO. JOE JUST BEEFS W MACCIE BC YK SJXNXNX theyre siblings #espexially when they were younger. teen joe is sooo funny to me. teen angst ft this baby i dont want in my room KGLZLGKXMVKKC #in current theyre much much closer and Joe has remained Maccie's favorite person. but Joe still gets really annoyed / tired of her sometime #SRRY ugh ily karate family #also also ronin and maccie dynamic so real. i like ronin being patient with children. except maccie is wayyyy more antagonizing to him than #like my oc the lost girl. so fun!!!! sorry #karate maccie #rh head canon #< new tag #karate joe #sr isnt a bad dad on purpose agenda. sr could have the possibility to apologize and fix things one day.#maccies only ever known this version of her father and she doesnt have the capaxity to try and forgive him for certain things joe will #maccie is the golden child but she is also the problem child. she uses her favor to her advantage and to rile up her dad sometimes #just bevause she can and she has a little bit of a problem with him sometimes bc.. you know? shes a very ambitious teen and she doesnt wsnt #to be shackled..... and she doesnt like thinking of Joe as that way and UGH #i love them im normal #to elaborate a tiny bit more i hc joe as having chronic fatigue like myself. hes low spoons and he pushes himself despite it.#but his disability holds him back sometimes snd its like.. you know? he doesnt want to be the weak memver of the family so he keeps pushing #but he also cares about karate too. its not something negative to him. and stuff. even if its hard. its avtually good for his body / health #when he doesnt overexert himself anyway

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2sidesofthesamesoul · 9 months

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why are there active ship wars in the year 2024 like pls if an anon talks shit in your inbox just delete and move on, if you don't like a ship keep it to your friends and dont whine to someone who does

#man im aware not everyone here is an adult but jeez there's gotta be something more interesting you can spend your energy on #than try to make people see the validity or lack thereof of a ship #some people like that a ship has canon possibility and some dont #literally who cares #please take a step back and a breather and just focus on what you do like #idk i think im just tired of seeing negativity swirling in tags im following #i know it's really annoying when you get like 10 hating anons in your inbox but i promise deleting or scrolling past will be better for you

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arcaneyouth · 2 months

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i think god just fucking hates me tbh

#vent post #negative #3rd time in a row i have gone 'ok!!! tomorrow im gonna get things done! heres my list of things to do!'#only for me to get the most shitass sleep ive ever gotten #i feel fucking miserable #i cant do fucking anything because someone in charge of my fate has decided i dont deserve it #im trying so hard to help myself and be functional but actually i dont deserve sleep #what did i fucking do. why do they keep doing this to me my problems were supposed to be fucking OVER.#I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A WALK AND CLEAN THINGS TODAY.#that was my big plan! finally take a lil extra care of myself! like a good human being!#1 BILLION BEAMS OF PAIN AND AGONY UPON MY UTERUS. GOOD LUCK SLEEPING IDIOT #im so tired of this please i just want to be a person #im trying so fucking hard and everything is slipping out of my control constantly i want it to stop

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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hmm i like actually wanna kms

#big oof 🥴#if i try to talk im dramatic and emotional and only met with judgement ....#if i try to push it all down and pretend everythings fine i feel like im slowly dying #if i try to ask for help ppl only slap my hand away and dismiss me #if i complain im a negative pos who everyone hates #if i stfu and dont talk i feel miserable and like i have this big lump in my throat and i cant breathe #im never right or ok or valid or anything. im always wrong.....#im sad and lonely bc all i want is for someone to really truly love me and hold me #but truth is nobody cares that much if i would actually kms #but then im pathetic and whiny for crying in pain since i feel so alone and worthless #like honestlyyyy u can never win in life and esp if you're mentally ill and disordered and traumatized #and also just extremely sensitive even if u could choose u would choose to feel nothing #but ppl always complain no matter what i do :// im always doing smth wrong smth bad #like i didnt ask for everything that happened to me to happend and i didnt ask for it to shape me #and i dont want this or be like this bc my life is nothing but a miserable worthless waste of space #but im trying but im all alone in a dark hole like 12ft underground #and people who might see me wont do anything to help or just walk on their merry way #they will take a shovel and shovel even more dirt on top of me and make it even harder for me to crawl out of this hole #and like idek what im talking abt but this world is insane and people are fucking insane #and all everyone has is judgement and cruelness and calousness and like #ppl are just mean and they get personally attacked and angry if you dont live according to their standards and views and idk #ppl are insane and i feel so alone and im lying here knowing that my life is absolutely nothing #and im tired and i just wanna not exist. but really all i want is for someone to look me in the eyes and tell me i matter bc ive never #wanted to be saved. i've only ever wanted to be seen and known and like idfk.... i just dont #feel good but as always... i have to lie here alone and try not to kms bc i dont have anyone to ask to just talk to me for a little moment #like i cant even imagine... asking someone like hey i wanna kms pls talk to me for a moment #and have them reply immediately and idk i wouldnt even need long just like 10 minutes.#sigh idek what im rambling on abt im just so sick and tired and exhausted and i dont wanna die not really #but im so exhausted bc i have to carry this pain every day and people are so fucking awful but i dont wanna be alone and i just dont know

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 3 months

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Hnnnngngngngn maybe tomorrow

#i knew this was gonna happen so im not feeling anything negative im just *tired*#Alfie asked if we can do stuff tomorrow instead which yeah of course #i just. i need to be switched off for like a solid 8-10 hours lmao #we're getting up every couple of hours and then its taking me an hour or two to fall asleep again when we try #and im fucking shattered lmao #im back at work on tuesday and at this point i dont even care #if it wasnt clear ive just been real loopy for over a week now from one thing or another and it uhhhh its exhausting

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astro-inthestars · 6 months

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.....

Mm.

#rennikorambles #/neg ... sigh #no she didnt reject me #no i didnt mess up #no ididnt even CHICKEN OUT.#i had everything i had my courage i had my words i had my loose plan ready i was ready.#i wasnt gonna chicken out. and the worse that could happen i knew was that she wasnt ready.#i had high hopes. youve seen a glimpse of the hype havent you guys?#but of course. the one . ONE thing that could ruin everything. isnt me. isnt laurel. but the world it-fucking-self.#the auditions were canceled and we didnt know. our teacher told our class prez but he didnt tell us. or the very least laurel #didnt send it in any gcs and everything. and im not even upset about the auditions ofc im not. sure i care about it but #it could all move to a year later and i wouldn't care . or well i would of course but just..#but the fact that i had all this hope for this one moment for this one CHANCE and it all goes down the fucking drain #her friend (and by extension mine) lets call her Brash Girl which you can expect how she is. was literally just caught up in the whole thing #and of course with her stuck with us i couldnt do anything.#dragged me to 7-11 to mope about our teacher who canceled the auditions and.#.... yeah. no shot. nothing. laurel asked her mom to pick her up. i watch her leave. i leave. the end.#after all that effort. all that dreaming. all that hoping nothing.#i know it's not the end of the world. i know i'll get another chance. but god does it fucking suck.#im exhausted and disappointed and tired and i. i dont know.#i need a breather.

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kidfoundonstreets · 1 year

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god im just so tired

the only way i can succeed in art is if i shut all of my thoughts completely off because qhen they're on i can barely even move my hand.

#negative #i finally cried in art fuck me #.im so tired #of not being enough for me #i just dont care how t happens i want to be good

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thebraxiatelcollection · 4 months

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I still think the way they're airing Doctor Who in the UK is bad, but heh, I will watch it later tonight or tomorrow.

#about me #dw negativity #like released at midnight or drop on bbc at similar time on Saturday #make it make sense #I wonder how this will impact the ratings tho #but tbh #i dont really care for spoilers these days about the new season #so it is what it is #like i stay up late but im too tired to watch things at midnight #i just want to read ao3 before bed

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goethitee · 4 months

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i think im gonna quit my job. i rlly dont think i can do this anymore. it is just so exhausting my body is falling apart i am in so much pain all the time. & it is so thankless too. i mean, thats not always true. i have clients that love me & i truly care about them & their dogs, but theres just - so many assholes. & ik thats everywhere. i get it. but i put in so much work for what? & something that i actually said to my bsf the other day - i could deal with my body falling apart if the pay was good. but it isnt!! & there isnt truly anyway for it to get better!! it was never my dream job to begin with, but i could stick with it, but i really think it is time for me to leave now, before too long & theres even more pressure for me to stay. i just cant do it anymore.

#God. i dont even know how to go about quitting tho #like two weeks isnt enough notice because im booked out for months. i have my own clientele that need somebody to take care of them #& there currently isnt any one else to do so #& if i told my boss i was thinking abt leaving im pretty sure she would flip out & kick me out on the spot #she would hate me. but i just truly cant keep going like this #im too tired & in too much pain to do anything. & i dont even have any time to do anything. or money.#another thing is - maybe this wouldnt be now if my boss would let us turn ppl away #but instead i get dogs where im literally like risking my life or a limb #& again for what? so someones dog can get a bath?#also im turning into such a negative & nasty person. i try not to be but i really am. i dont want to be. i want to be how i used to.#i cant sit or lay down without being in pain #n e ways … just needed to get this out b4 i try to talk to the ppl in my life abt it & they freak out on me

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soulofamy · 6 months

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#misc #'normalize not shipping ashrah and syzoth' OR you could just grow up #people can like or dislike what they want but like also im so sick and tired of searching their names to find art/content #only to find their search results to be flooded with people being negative and annoying #you dont have to like them i couldnt care less if you didnt but !! keep it to yourself !!#talk about the things you DO ship instead of flooding search results of what you DONT !!#this is mostly referring to the people on twitter #people on tumblr are so much better at minding their business

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freakoutgirl · 7 months

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When Kimya Dawson said "my body has been good to me and I've treated it so bad" yeah

#was getting negative about my body and then i felt guilty bc its working so hard for me and i dont do shit for it #i need to start taking care of it better but im just so tired #personal

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