#i dunno... food for thought..

[smiuffzo]

Selfish.

[dnpblogcuzican]

Oh another thing I realized with the Shut Up Im Talking pod- i felt this random dissonance i could not pinpoint but i think I figured it out. Dan and Phil are honed performers, they’ve been doing it a long time and they’re at the end of their tour and have been “On” for months. Also because of their ascension and the privacy breaching they know how to be genuine and entertaining while putting up a strong and important invisible wall to protect themselves, deflect, and redirect when needed. Jack and Tommy are younger and have grown up in a different internet culture so they felt, to me, much more like just two guys chatting while dan and phil felt more like The Dan and Phil. And maybe Im too dan and phil pilled but since they came back, in interviews they feel very The Dan and Phil from the internet. Then in videos/livestreams within the containment chamber there is just ever so slightly more of that relaxed vibe, which is what I personally appreciate most, and they have also mentioned feeling more like their audience is more like them now and not just every teenager under the sun who thinks British accents are cool like before.

[alaskan-wallflower]

kind of funnyish but when i saw the outsiders musical there’s a dinner scene between the curtis brothers and at the end of bows i remember i think it was brody and jason and brent? (my eyes aren’t the most reliable, they all kind of look the same except pony because he’s got the fluffy hair or the sasuke on crack wig) ran back to the table and just started wolfing a bit of the food down before waving goodbye with their mouths full and running off and it was such a curtis brothers thing to do.

[max-headroomfiles]

Need to be honest ... and this has been on my mind today.

When i got into watcher and watched Steven's content from the channel and from worth it as well, i hadnt even realized he was christian until like april 19th happened. And like even if i knew he was christian beforehand, he still never gave me a bad vibe all because of his religion. Just seems unfair.

Like ive watched his videos, i even listened to the hidden narratives podcast when my interest in watcher was growing.

I know i am mainly focused on Shane & Ryan, but ... Steven Lim is still important. He isnt perfect by all means, but there is good in him. If there wasn't, i wouldn't be watching them.

I dont know why im making this post now, just seems off how some of the fans brush him off as a weird telsa loving religious business fanatic when in reality ....... he is just a guy who owns a company and it is unfair to judge someone based on their religious beliefs rather than character.

[spotaus]

Hi guys. So. Idk if I ever actually posted about Lust from New Age beyond establishing his relationship w/ Cross. (Ancha I beg of you if this contradicts smth please tell me lmao-) SO I'm gonna try and infordump what I can about thoughts which have been building up in my brain, all finally exploding because of this doodle I did for that shitpost lol.

So! Lust, I've established, works at/runs a tailor shop in the city surrounding Nightmare's castle, right in the capital. It's a decent one, has a good flow of people and serves mostly monsters with a few human customers. It's staff consists of Lust (head stylist/tailor), Hapstablook (Swap!Mettaton, the main seamstress who stays in back), Simulacre (My own mettaton from Doppletale, who designs), and the fourth spot on their staff is constantly shifting since they can't seem to keep a front desk worker. Lust wasn't initially the owner of the building or shop, but after the owner passed away, it was left in his hands.

I like to believe that Lust's family came from Reaper's kingdom! Mainly because I think that the magic there from Life is so potent that it leaves a mark on families or people who live there and embrace her magic. Lust's great grandparents moved away to the kingdom under false pretenses of peace, and were rapidly trapped in the kingdom and made to start a new life. The marks under his eyes, the light blue that looks like eyeliner, is actually a magic marking. (Reaper and Geno have marks that resemble eyebags in blue/red, and if Dust stuck around long enough or bonded w/ Geno and Reaper he'd get purple ones :] ) So, he has just the tiniest connection to the magic of that land through his appearance.

He's lucky he was born slightly before the princes, because Nim totally would've stolen him away from his parents. He's pretty much exactly what Nim was searching for. And honestly, I think it'd be interesting if a few generations before (he's the first long-living monster in his family fir a few generations) one of his great aunts or uncles was taken away to be part of Nim's harem. Just thinking...

Anyways, yeah, Lust is pretty, and his bloodline derives from Reaper's land of plenty.

He's also a handful. The kinda guy who remembers everything about you, your drama, and your likes and dislikes and uses it for better or worse. Kinda guy to hear someone he doesn't like is allergic to nuts and sprinkle a bit of peanut oil on their food or smth. But in the same breath, if you tell him your favorite fruit is a razzberry in passing, you will end up with razzberry-coded outfits for the next month <3. This absolutely obliterates Cross while they're dating, because he's say something like his shoulder hurts from training and Lust will add extra support to his clothes so they take pressure off the spot, or Cross will mention that the X pattern of stitch on an embroidery is a bad reminder and Lust unstiches it and makes something prettier over the spot, etc. Lust enjoys doing that sort of thing (he's definitely not a people pleaser, this is only for those he cares for) and it's a nice treat for both ends. Cross isn't used to someone listening so closely to him.

Oh! Lust and Error get along, I think. It comes with the territory of fabrics. Error has a thing with textures, usually only wears things he makes, but he's prideful and hates asking for help sewing pieces of his wardrobe together. So. He uses a binding spell to keep like, the arms of his jacket connected to the torso instead. (He doesn't want to go to Sasha and the others in the castle, again a pride thing, and he doesn't want to ask Ccino because Ccino's nice to him and it's a dumb request.) But Lust? Lust hears that Error makes his own clothes while talking with Sasha about Nightmare's fabrics (post reveal of his and Cross' involvement, ofc) and Lust decides he wants to see for himself. He's respectful of their jump in status, but asks if he could see the fabric, because weaving one's own clothing from magic is very impressive! Error actually hasn't had anyone tell him that and then ask to see it... but this is Cross' mystery boyfriend and so it's probably fine. So he hands over one of his sweaters. And Lust is befuddled to find he can't find any proper seams for the sleeves or hem, and asks Error about it. After that Lust manages to coax Error into sewing lessons every once in a while (maybe they start a little club, because I think we mentioned Ccino might try to learn to knit too?) so that he doesn't have to waste his energy on his clothes anymore. Lust also provides him with pattern suggestions for different clothing styles, just in case he wants a challenge (he does.)

Lust makes fast friends with people, but Error is the one he's the most proud of.

Lust tries to steer clear of Nightmare usually. Not because he doesn't trust him (no, Lust believes he's very very safe with Nightmare) but because he feels strange with the king being a little boy. He doesn't like that he sees bags under Nightmare's eyes, or that he jumps at the slightest sounds, or that he's always ducking under Killer's arm, tucking into Cross' side, like a cautious animal.

He tries not to pry, but he always worried about Ccino when he could come in for new fabric for a new outfit, usually dark pine green or black, sometimes the tans he liked to wear. Between what he's seen and what Cross told him after the fact, Ccino has been raising their king solo for many years, and practically kept the kingdom afloat. But Nightmare was constantly vigilant, to the point of passing out at his desk and having 20 plans just in case, and stressing hinself out about the state of a small border village so badly that he'd start crying? Lust knows this is for the best, Nightmare will lead them into a bright future, but that poor kid is just a baby to Lust. A very capable baby, but just a baby. He doesn't like to linger too long or else he feels guilty.

And uhhh. Hm.... I think he likes it when Nightmare throws parties. A LOT. Not only is it great for business, but he also gets to dress up! He tries to look nice at work, but his most creative outfits happen at the balls open to the public, like the knighting ceremonies. (Lust saw Cross for the first time there, at the ceremony. It was a few weeks later that Ccino brought Cross to him and insisted he needed a full wardrobe change.) Lust just gets to socialize and have fun in a responsible setting! It's great!

Last thing. Lust adores the other Knights. Like, ofc Cross is his beloved teddy bear, but once he gets to know the others he fits right in. Horror (and Farm, they met at a ball initially) are adorable. Horror loves to cook, abd Lust isn't a picky eater so he'll try any recepie offered to him! Dust is very closed off at first, but when he saw how Dust acted around Killer (mouthing off, pulling his hood down) he looked tired, but very happy. His little smile was genuine and calm. Killer is a riot and lets Lust and Sasha use him for an equivalent of fashion shows! Killer always jokes to Cross that he's stealing his maiden, and the first time Cross almost bit Killer. (<- He finds it funny once Killer gets together with Ccino because now he knows it's 100% a joke. Both Ccino and Lust would maul Killer if he tried to start cheating 🙏)

[sodapopcurtis-dx-asks]

[a folded piece of paper was in the jar...]

=HOW TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR ALIEN= + note

(ooc: A guide for soda ^^)

Make sure to feed it daily, that sucker loves to eat ANYTHING

Don't feed it after midnight or it'll want more

NEVER give it cheese or it'll explode

Too much attention in a small span of time will cause it stress

It can fit in tiny places, so no open vents or holes

Don't be too harsh on it, the alien doesn't fully understand you guys to he might either hide away or call for back up

[note part]

Hey sorry for not sending instructions to you, so yes the aliens were responsible for...that horse, but they mean no harm, They are just tiny little fellas after all, Just do the rules and the little stinker will be happy, to warn you, they do eat ALOT so...watch out if they eat unusual things...Oh and let it explore the new foods ^^ the aliens never tasted something with flavor before

-from anonymous person who started this alien thing >:)

Soda took the paper out and read it over. He "huh"'d a response as he did so, smiling and underlining some things on the list that felt the most important.

Oh hey, well that sure is helpful! Good to know that it CAN eat everything, and I ain't just giving the thing a bad diet.

Y'know, I oughta buy a baby gate or somethin' to keep it somewhere safe at night time. Because so far, I ain't got a lick of a clue as to what to do to keep it here overnight.

Last time I left the thing by itself, well... uh. We know what happened. HAHA!

Soda pocketed the note and looked behind him to stare at the alien. The alien had nabbed a candy bar at some point, and was chewing proudly on it. Soda just smiled.

“For a little guy, you sure do like ta give me trouble.” Soda giggled.

[sweetpaintedladie]

mmm my spark notes after my first watch of the new anita documentary:

- it was good! i really liked it! loved hearing her story and being able to fit it in between others accounts of the same events. the archival footage was a really great bonus too, as you really almost felt like you knew the family by the end, incredibly intimate. i think her voice is so important in contextualizing so much of the stones history, and one that has been sorely needed in really understanding certain ins and outs of the band, their dynamics, and their music.

- by the same account, i feel as though you really need nuance to understand and watch the film through the appropriate lens. obviously, being anita’s story, it’s skewed towards anita’s perspectives on things. to watch the film is to understand you are seeing an image of anita that has already been slightly altered by time. there’s no discussion of her fascination with nazi propaganda [which is documented elsewhere and widely common knowledge on her], her violent outbursts and manipulative behavior are explained away [also documented rather widely]. obviously these things were inner circle knowledge for a long time, and in the past ten to twenty years have come out for the wider public to know, so her lack of acknowledgment towards them is to be understood - they aren’t flattering and can’t be explained away [even if that’s attempted].

i loved it for finally hearing anita speak on the world she was so instrumental in creating as her own. i think it’s valuable to hear about such a complex and singular woman through her own words, pictures, and videos. i will also be revisiting quite soon, i know that. i think she has an amazing knack for style in her work that make it so engaging and almost intoxicating, drawing you back. one of the most interesting and honest reflections on the stones era that has been given, from someone in the center of the nucleus. i almost wish it was just more of her perspective as opposed to others accounts of what happened around her. but that’s just first watch, maybe i’ll feel different in a while. i still really liked it though !!

[normalboyhours]

I was curious about something - does anyone NOT like being totally babied while age dreaming/regressing, or having it done to them doesn't help them get into the mindset? Like I like the thought of being treated gently and being praised for things (like being told "good job" when I make food by myself or "here, I can get that" if I clearly need help with something), but I don't really like the thought of having EVERYTHING being done for me. Even if I'm small it feels like condescending in a way? Like obviously for people who like it I'm not trying to badmouth it! It can be really good for some people, i just personally find it takes me out of the mindset if it's overdone.

[lbhslefttiddie]

life in shambles brain a puddle of useless dysfunctions BUT my doctor friend told me that i have an immaculate liver and pancreas :]

[sp00ky-scary]

free will is awesome, realised I live alone and buy my own groceries and can just eat what I want and now I've had my fave dinner, that I used to have like once a year, like 8 times in the last month

[anerdynerd]

I wonder if there would be a possibility for the people in Detroit to make these kind of jaffa cakes for androids and instead of the orange juice stuff it's thirium, I wonder what kind of material could be used for the biscuit part of it though since androids don't seem to have a more solid version of food from what I've seen, I only know about thirium🤔

[rimouskis]

also as a society plagued by wealth inequality and rising cost of living we really need to address how we show love through money. like I offered to come over to help them decorate their new house so many times and they kept refusing me 😞 I wanted to help them paint! but noooooooo

[mistress-light]

Is it just me, or did Jennesh seemed to be acting extremely cunt-struck in a way? Could he have been in love with Cinta?

I mean, the way he talks about her? Her love and dedication to Athia in the beginning, as he so describes. How Junoon was the greatest of all realms according to him?? He probably knew he could never have her, as he would expect. He held her in the highest regards nonetheless.

But oh boy when he found out she got pregnant. His disdain for Frey. The way he talks about 'her eyes', the same eyes he knew way before she was born? Of course he saw it as a failure on Cinta's part and her obligations as a Tanta to Athia. But the way his anger is turned towards Frey is really something else. How her father made an impression on Cinta? Jennesh seemed to me as really betrayed. Not only as a part of duty, but personal too.

Also, his attempt of looking for someone? Could it have been her?

[sepiasys]

Watching ctad clinic stuff

But I'm really just barely watching or listening to anything

I dunno, I kinda haven't existed all day. Have had like 2 or 3 very brief sudden flashes of... SOMETHING? Ig that counts as flashbacks, maybe not. They left as quick as they came, one bad (led to very short halfhearted panic) and one neutral-positive ig.

Got to a point of questioning sense of self and how I just don't have it.

We wrote a bunch on a loose sheet of paper instead of the notepad. The most we've felt was getting irritated at S bc he slammed a door when he got home, then we went back to just. Empty.

I'm so tired. And the body just. Wont keep food or whatever. Which I feel would be stress related but idk. Idk how to destress though.

I think when we woke up there was a very brief flash of smth in our mind, smth we haven't rlly had in so long. Smth we used to record in a mini sketchbook. I think that's what the third one was, idk. But that's not rlly a flashback.

[just-another-freelancer]

Regulus' last video becomes twice as spooky after listening to the Demon 101 video. Lines like "cursed to need without need in return" and how he describes all of what I assume are his human wards being the same person or that he doesn't know why he needs all of them or what they all have in common. Caelum is so sweet and open to learning and so very new to life. But the way Regulus speaks makes me think he was a part of the war, or at least very close to that period. I noticed him talking about flames and ripping and falling from the sky, destroying people. We've seen how time has distorted Vega's outlook on everything, what if Regulus is just as old and just as "distorted"?

[welcometomypov]

Kill yourself <3

Never <3