#i feel like i've been blessed

[thescarletgarden1990]

Dancing in the club when a twink covered in glitter approaches me and asks if I want some candy. I figure he's trying to sell me drugs, so I politely decline, but he pulls an actual bag of frizzy Haribo from his pocket and starts feeding them to the people. I tell him I've changed my mind, he winks, hand-feeds me one and struts away, sparkling into the night.

[optimusxmello]

My lack of self control means I just keep adding WIPs to my ao3 account because I keep getting ideas and there's no one to stop me.

[minish-mae]

MXTXtober Day 2 - Smile 😊

Just your favorite scrap collector going about his business~

[unorcadox]

i love making text-heavy stuff tbh. i think i've realistically "outgrown" weirdcore at least with regard to the more heavily edited stuff, but i still deeply love the idea of making my writing pieces look like they're fucked up pieces of old web lost media, so i think i've found a way to keep going despite that

[shubaka]

MEAN x Jeff “Silence” Behind the Scenes VLOG (x)

[axewchao]

do you do art trades or art requests

Requests are a resounding no. No ifs, ands, or buts, I don't do requests. I'm sorry.

As for art trades, I haven't done an art trade in a long time, and have long since decided to reserve them for close friends. Maybe one day I'll change my mind on this stance, but that's how it is for now.

At most I'll consider suggestions, but not outright requests. "What if," "How about," things like that. If you send one in, don't count on it being drawn right away, if at all. Them's the breaks with suggestions; not every one is taken.

That's actually part of why my inbox has like... 70+ messages; most of them are either questions that could prompt an art response, general comments that I could doodle something to if I wanted, or suggestions I've been holding onto for who the hell knows how long in case I don't know what to draw.

[drumlincountry]

After work reading :)

[ichthyorelationships]

ideas: i didn't really think of him being underwater but they deserve to have drama by crying there too so i just think you could say something about the composition being denser than water or w/e. proteins

i'm always like good thing he didn't try to exit asap via swimming in ciao alberto But What If He Did lol. just swim Somewhere else along the coast, maybe panic about [money??] & whether somehow this ruins school for luca, whether he can get in touch w/o it being On Sight b/w him & all marcovaldos, consider just kind of trying out other places, traveling after all...fascinating considering the other povs on the issue like: now there's the paguros to sympathize w/a kid vanishing, luca however in a somewhat more novel position there, giulia's throwback to alberto being a bit perplexing lmao, kind of thinking the best massimo could do is have a prewritten letter for luca to give to alberto If Possible, conveying something like i know you didn't set my livelihood on fire on purpose but even if you did i'd want you to stay. and luca in a position to do all of "maybe give the island fun facts so someone can check if he's there" & "wait & hope alberto can/does get in touch" & "have a lot of feelings"....not even the context of what this drawing is about necessarily, just tacking it on here anyways. ahead of time i went "heh now i Know they're gonna have it get little Real here b/c it's really about alberto wanting the security of feeling he can 'earn' a sustained relationship" then the short cleared & i was lying completely dead on the pavement

[rosenfey]

I mean I stand by what I said re bg3 and I understand and I'm not surprised and all. it's just. I guess I'm getting very emotional over it being over because. I haven't looked forward to a game as much ever before in my life. and I don't think I ever will. there's no game or piece of media in my life that affected me like bg3 did. it helped me become a better, healthier person. and it's super important to me and it's just. bittersweet. I understand the decision and I'm not mad or disappointed I'm just sad. because I feel empty. because I feel like I have nothing else to look forward to in life. and idk idk it's just. sad. I'm getting very emotional over it this evening but that's just me. when I feel something I feel it very strongly and this game is more than just a game to me. so it being over and all is. bittersweet. I know all good things must end but it doesn't mean there will be no sadness.

[daz4i]

well i can now say i am officially in the trenches. bc i ended up crying in front of my social worker even tho i always try really hard not to

[michinaranja]

okay now that i'm feeling a little bit more normal (lie)

can we talk about how many layers kazuki's and rei's relationship have? because it's just doesn't stop, it's everywhere.

it doesn't really matter how you interpret their relationship (qpr/platonic/romantic/whatever else), it's shown to us when "i won't pry", "i wouldn't tell"; it's shown with rei letting kazuki cook and clean (for) him; it's shown with kazuki's plans having faith on rei's abilities. they can actually sleep together for christ's sake.

they trust each other enough not to pry on each other's lifes and trauma, to the point where their relationship pretty much relays on that at the beginning.

this is specially important considering that their line of work doesn't allow for trust or companionship of any kind. making a mistake on who you trust will get you killed, after all.

but they make it work, somehow. and then, they got a child. and said child changed their relationship even more.

i will say that maybe, just maybe, their relationship before miri was more superficial (enough to rely in each other, but nothing else). they clearly aren't that close at first.

but then they had to work together on making a safe environment for miri. and even though these changes were first pushed by kazuki, rei caught on pretty fast once he realized he could be miri's papa. he's not stupid, he just ignored that that was an option he was allowed to have.

in mi opinion, this opens another door to their trust as a family. rei realizes that now part of his job is not only keeping miri safe, but also kazuki (if only to have someone that actually knows how to take care of a child).

i actually think that part of rei's trust on kazuki is shown through him not being worried when kazuki gets hurt. "he knows he's strong and a grown man, he can take care of himself".

then, you have how people see them. kyutaro, the moms at daycare... they see two people that understand each other, they see parents when they look at them. and miri? miri loves them, but she knows they can fail her (as shown by ep 12), and she still trusts in them.

miri's arrival at their lifes makes them realize that there's more outside of what they already had and were comfortable with. she shows them that they can rely on each other even if they make mistakes.

what i'm trying to say is: how their relationship is built in itself, first by chance (rei not having the energy to get kazuki away; and kazuki literally trying to fix everything), and then by actually trying.

and yes, they may still fall on their past behavior (again, kazuki in ch 12), but that is expected. healing is not linear.

what is important is that they work because they started trying, for miri and for each other. and that's what makes them a family.

[probayern]

went on a plane, had a normal plane epiphany about my life, texted my best friend about it, subsequently realized i haven't been talking to anyone in my life like. actually. about how bad this year has been lmao

[hailsatanacab]

Chapters: 12/? Fandom: Danny Phantom, Batman - All Media Types Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Danny Fenton & Damian Wayne, Batfamily Members & Danny Fenton Characters: Danny Fenton, Bruce Wayne, Tim Drake, Damian Wayne, Alfred Pennyworth Additional Tags: Good Sibling Damian Wayne, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Danny Fenton and Damian Wayne are Twins, Danny Fenton Needs A Hug, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Not Phantom Planet Compliant (Danny Phantom), Bad Parents Jack and Maddie Fenton, Gun Violence, Blood and Violence, Gunshot Wounds, Mugging, Medical Torture, Vivisection, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Child Neglect, Past Child Abuse Summary:

“If you ever find yourself in danger, go to Bruce Wayne. He will help you.”

His mother had loved him, in her own way. If she hadn’t, she wouldn’t have helped him escape. If she hadn’t, she would have dragged him back to the League of Assassins, to Grandfather. If she hadn’t, he’d be dead.

She loved him, but she loved the League more.

Jack and Maddie Fenton loved him too, they did, but they loved their work more.

They loved their work more.

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After his parents react poorly to his reveal, Danny escapes to the only person he thinks can help him - Bruce Wayne. He doesn't know what to expect when he gets there, but it has to be better than where he is, surely? He certainly doesn't expect to be reunited with his long lost twin brother Damian. It's funny how things work out that way.

Danny is 16 years old, not Phantom Planet compliant

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Chapter 12!! Chapter 12!! Chapter 12!!

[ereborne]

Song of the Day: February 17

“DYWTYLM” by Sleep Token

[yoonia]

This Festa dinner has made me realise just how much I love them and I’m feeling a whole lot. I’ll always be grateful for the privilege I’ve found myself in for having to watch them grow from their debut days until they become the group of men they are today. I love how honest they have always been and how they have always been so willing to be open about everything they are facing by sharing them with us. 

While it’s bittersweet to see a huge change coming, I’ve always known that this moment will come where they will be facing the world and building their future as 7 adult men instead of simply as a whole group. I hope I can still be here always to watch they grow and to support them with whatever is coming. :’) 

[chappellrroan]

it's almost like if i dont let the whole world know about my new hyperfixtation i will burst into flames