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pumpkinstep · 10 months

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nothing to see here

#bear barks #i cant always tell when im pmsing now by how much i think about wanting to drown myself #remember kids #pms is a lot like clincal depression #sometimes it is what it is #i noticed maybe ive been a little more grounded lately #more in tune with the kind of independent person i once was #and that in of itself is a problem #luckily #i have my drugs again #hey baby boo #dont worry about these posts #i know you do #and im sure they give you mini heart attacks #but ill be alright #i got a doctors appointment in two days #im getting help #but you know me #love you baby #drink water and eat good food #i know i cant ask you to not lurk and read these posts and i also know myself to not make these posts either #if i were to say why i make them...its probably to prove i felt this way when i dont feel anymore #or maybe i feel better after having written it ii #in such a manner #i dont mind. i wont ask you to stop. just dont take it too seriously #theres at least one thing i want to do yet and maybe things will be different when its done #im giving things a chance but its hard #ill still be here

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running-in-the-dark · 2 months

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also my ear(drum) is still fucked up and actually it's worse than yesterday. so that's also just so awesome

#I'm having such a good time :)))#I keep trying to pop it and it just HURTS #so bad #it's also very loud #so something is definitely not right but it has happened several times before and always went away on its own so I don't want to waste a #whole day going to the ent doctor again #I've got an appointment in two months I can wait that long #maybe it'll stop happening #but he'd just shrug and say oh well I don't know either 🤷 cause that's happened with everything regarding this stupid ear.#so. it's pointless anyway #but the pain is making me even more annoyed than I already am #it feels like I can't hear anything on that side. but it's actually just extremely muffled.#it's so so so annoying #personal

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silvercrane14 · 3 months

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Tucks you in tightly hope you sleep well and have a wonderful day when you awaken

I slept alright ^^ I'm getting vaccinated today yippee

#crane answers #jolteon ⚡️#i got two (2) days without a doctors appointment n now im back at it

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mothpawbs · 2 months

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ohh my god sciatica make it STOPPPP I JUST WANT TO SLEEP

#got a bunch of pillows under me to try sleeping sitting up #woke up two hours later in utter agony #i really need to make myself a doctor's appointment about this. i've barely slept in days now #moth mumbles

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aspiringhorrorauthor · 19 days

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Just read a post about how you shouldn’t trust a doctor who rushes you and like, yes I fully understand the frustration, so here’s what you can do to stop yourself being rushed:

-ask for a double appointment

-ask for a triple appointment

-fuck it ask for an hour long appointment if you think it’ll help

-be outright about what you want/need from an appointment. If you need more time to process information, say that. If you need the doctor to write out all information, say that. If you have a complex case/long history, say that!

-list all the reasons why you want to see the doctor/vet that day and please don’t sugar coat it. “Been vomiting” is a ten minute fix. “Been vomiting after every meal for the past two years” is not. It needs a double appointment and possibly a referral too.

Doctors and vets are overworked to fuck and exploited to hell. Help us out a little, please

#I get the frustration I really really fucking do #But I cannot stress this enough: we do not get overtime #We don’t! If you are booked in for a fifteen minute time slot and it takes 45 minutes we run late. We lose our lunch or we go home late and #We never get that time back. We already work long hours for frankly less pay than you’d expect for someone saving lives #If I run even just fifteen minutes late after one appointment it knocks on to everything and suddenly I cannot HALT #which is the acronym to encourage medical professionals to take care of themselves to reduce human error #(Basically take a break if you’re Hungry Angry Lonely/Late or Tired)#I have known other new grads who have to stay back at work unpaid for 1-2 hours every DAY #Do you know how much that wears you out?#All I’m saying is properly booked appointments are a godsend.#Also don’t sugar coat the reason for bringing a pet into the vets.#‘I want him checked over he’s old’ and ‘I want him euthanised he’s really struggling’ are two VERY different consults #I do get people’s frustrations with doctors but this website has a tendency to forget that they’re still human #If you were forced to do unpaid labour every day because you’ve got an understaffed over exploited work force you’d probably be annoyed too #And I know a lot of people are!!! But people don’t realise medical professionals are too!!!#We’re all in the hell of late stage capitalism together and that means you pay too much for a vet/doctor who does not have #The time or resources they fucking need

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vivid-vices · 27 days

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yeah there has been a lot of substance use lately but that's because the alternative is that i just start killing and i haven't decided if it'll be myself or other people

#literally spending my days doing drugs and laying in bed listening to music for hours at a time #very productive of me i know #today i did actually leave the house for a doctor's appointment but that's it #it was my pre-op anesthesiologist thingy #and i got lunch while i was out #seafood which is my favorite #these tags got way off topic #does this post even have a topic? idk #i have no one i feel like i can talk to bc my sister is worried but i don't wanna bother her #and my best friend/roommate has had a rough few days and i don't wanna contribute to her stress more than i have to #this would be a great time to have a support system of more than two people 😐#i miss my stupid ex and i hate both of us for it #ok gonna go back to laying in the dark with my music now 👍#ellie.txt

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just-rogi · 3 months

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it??#I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

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dazais-guardian-angel · 3 months

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went to my first con in 4 years on Friday to meet Kaiji Tang and got a Dazai autograph + video recording of him reading to me. He was the sweetest person (as I knew he would be) and interacting with him was lovely, but also at the same time oh boy it sure was an extremely stressful, ugly wake-up call of what it feels like to live in a world now where everyone around you has blissfully moved on from covid and can enjoy things normally and happily, while you'll forever be trapped in a hellscape of perpetual fear 🫠🫠🫠

#like. to be clear this was the first time i've been literally anywhere but doctor's appointments in 4 years #not just because of the pandemic but because of mental and physical exhaustion #so it was a Big Mistake to go from 0 to 100 and not ease myself into it at all #but at the same time........ it was a fucking hellscape of people. i don't think any kind of buildup could have prepared me for it at all.#it was so much less crowded in 2020 (ironically the very last place i ever went; literally on the BRINK of covid)#and now idk what it's become. a monster con. it was unbelievable.#but i was only there for less than an hour but i was so so so terrified that i very nearly left before even seeing him #i couldn't even fully enjoy meeting him as kind as he was because i was so anxious and distracted #and when i got back to the car i just fucking cried.........#the last five days i've just been sitting in fear waiting to feel Any sort of symptoms #i wore two masks and again was barely there for long but Still #and everyone around me was so chill as if everything was normal and No One was wearing a mask :))))) it's not fucking fair man :)))))#insert the 'they don't know' meme; they don't know how much covid can destroy your body even if you get a 'mild' case #i would never want to be that ignorant even if i wasn't disabled and didn't have reason to worry (but everyone has reason to worry!!!)#but also. ignorance is bliss and it just really fucking sucks man.#it really fucking sucks. why do they get to be happy and enjoying life and not /me?/#why can't i do just ONE thing for myself without having it tainted by anxiety and fear that i'm going to die horribly???#while they get to do fucking EVERYTHING???#if they all just wore masks we could all enjoy ourselves much more comfortably than some of us are now #but no that's too much to ask from people 🙃🙃🙃#shit sucks man. the world sucks. something that should be a happy memory for me was simultaneously the most awful experience #and i don't know how to feel about it now that it's over #he knew that i was afraid and at the end he told me that he hoped to see me again at another event someday #and that made me cry because it felt like dazai telling me to live. and i want to. but i don't know how to when the world is like this now.#i desperately want to be able to see him again someday but right now after how terrifying that was i never want to go to a con ever again..#i wanted to ask him things about the manga and about dazai but i was being rushed and stressed so i couldn't ugh #(and doing that is hard enough anyway cause disability and i have to talk with my phone bahhhh)#at least i was able to give him my note *sigh*

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mithos · 3 months

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#damn bro lately my life consists of one or two mostly anxiety free days then a few ones where im wondering if i have a blood clot which #will give me a stroke before my 4839639th doctors appointment on friday #feels like my brain got restructured and almost back to square 0

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hexabeast · 1 year

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YA BOY FINALLY GOT AN APPOINTMENT TO GET ON HRT

ONLY TOOK NINE FUCKING MONTHS AND THREE SEPARATE DOCTORS.

#tried to be 'correct' and go through doctor recommended channels #but they literally had no appointments #and required a referral #and a psychiatrist note #and finding a psych to actually write that note #required going outside my network #:)#and when i got it all #they 'still' had no appointments available for the next YEAR #'we'll call you back i think our system is down'#cool cool cool #you're only the biggest hospital in the STATE #anyway go informed consent clinics if you can #literally called and got scheduled for two days from now #i'm so tired man

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dottcre · 1 year

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I can’t wait to read about Dottore being a slutty little sub in Fapbruary.

I’M GLAD YOU’RE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BECAUSE AS AM I!! i’ve finished writing day one’s fic and OUGH it’s gonna be the longest fic in the event for sure

#i might write day two if ive got time tomorrow #but i’m gonna go to a doctor’s appointment so who knows #11 more days to fapbruary guys!!#@ letter from a dove #@ from nonnie !

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bansheeheart · 1 year

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Finally going to the doctor about my jaw since I'm moving. Hopefully I can get something about my chronic dislocation fixed

#it's funny bc I messaged my doctor being like I know you're booked out until august #so should I like see someone about this?#and I got a message back being like here's an appointment in two days please come in #and now im about to go and get it checked out!#woo!#mourning.txt

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razor-ramons-thighs · 1 year

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Not to be dramatic but I should really be watching old wrestling tapes with my buddies instead of going through it

#slater speaks #hi I’ve got two doctors appointments two days in a row and constantly in pain #seriously I’d rather be watching wrestling #I need to actually make time to do that. I wanna actually stream it but I need things to work out properly #not wrestling

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