#i h8 myself o

[bo0zey]

Did I miss "back from the war" recreation or is that not happening

OK so i've been meaning to address this for a while because it’s actually something i've been genuinely annoyed/sad/upset about; my original plan to recreate the post was to go to riot fest & have someone take pics of me during MCR live in person (caption wouldve been something like ‘when will mcr--omg they;re Back from the Warfdskns’ lol idk). i ended up 2nd row from the barrier & i was like OMG bc i didn’t expect to get so close & i was like ‘WOW these r gonna b such GR8 PICTURES!!i;m so lucky!!this is gENIUS!’ & so my plan was literally going according to/even better than planned right?? i mean the fact that i was ~a few feet away from the stage n was ~1.5hrs away from seeing mcr LIVE??? my plan was going along SUSPICIOUSLY well..everything was falling into place TOO perfectly...it was almost to good to be true right??? IT WAS. everything went to shit & my plan fell thru during the last band before MCR when my body suddenly fell victim to the effects of being crowd crushed for >7 hours straight; i experienced syncope & was pulled over the barrier & out of the pit by security.

sooooo, you didn’t ‘miss’ anything; the post was supposed to be recreated at the concert, but the universe pulled an uno-reverse on me when it remembered i’m on the universal ‘Do Not Ever Allow to Be Truly Happy’ list lol. i meant to post an update abt my failed plan afterwards, but tbh the actual event in itself made me wanna fr kms, and i felt even guiltier/worse for being unable to fulfill my promise to u all bc i fr planned on recreating it at the concert. 'ok but u were still at the concert after u got pulled out’ ok physically yes but mentally N-Ooo. due to the hypoxia (lack of blood blow/oxygen to the brain) i’d obtained secondary to being crowd crushed PLUS the psychological trauma of being removed against my living breathing dying will from the pit (btw the psychological trauma has nothing to do with being crowd-crushed but im not gonna get into that turmoil rn lol), i was stuck in an altered mental state for the remainder of the concert. i was dissociated for mcr’s entire set until i woke up the next morning & it took ~3-4 days for my body to fully recover from the physical trauma of being crowd crushed.

i still plan on recreating the post eventually, but tbh it’s not rlly my top priority atm bc 1) i still can’t come to terms w/ the fact i lost my 1 n only chance to experience MCR live & 2) imo seeing MCR live was the perfect opportunity to recreate the post & that clearly didn’t work out for me sooo now i have no idea how else i can top that idea :( .

[yumenosakiacademy]

daddy says i should never hav 2 starve in a house full of food n its like babey im suffering thru so many lvls of self-hatred tht its hard not 2, my guy.

[radioactivewisdom]

I want to # word myself because of other women they cause us hell on earth we will never be free as an individual and never were in any point in existence because of other women I will never be fucking understand nobody will comprehend o h8 being this p*()stitute biology because anyone else likes slavery

Individual freedom is the only kind to exist. The collective doesn’t control you, it’s a choice to let them. What other women do is on them, you’re only responsible for yourself. Most men and women are low vibrational degenerates who are obsessed with the physical because of their addiction to orgasms. That only motivates me more and makes me grateful for my ability to see through the collective’s delusions.

[neptuniadoesstuff]

Silly MudBug Dragon

(Winged & Unwinged except drawing wof Dragons w/o wings makes me wanna throw myself off a frikin cliff. Also chonky tail.)

So heresa goober I decided to draw for a frend that's apart of theor WoF Universe called "Reign of Ruin* which is uh.... a more mature version of WoF.. (As in it does contain curse words but I kinda don't care as I am used to it even tho I'm not really the type to curse unless i need to.)

The wings were basically hell for me. I h8 drawing dragon wings, but considering I HAVE TO SUFFER TO MAKE ART- IdK MaN-

Anyways on my way to put this gremlin in a pot & eet it with lime PS sauce. /j

Credits

Character was designed by me.

Art is mine.

Program: IbisPaint

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!

[dunkinsthings]

Hola! I’m going to introduce myself!

Name: Dunkin or clownie

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Hobbies: Writing, sleeping, drawing

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Pronouns: She/her

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Fav artist/bands: Korn, Deftones, Foo fighters, Nirvana, Radiohead, Beastie boys, Wheatus, My Bloody Valentine, Type O Negative, Rob zombie, Plastic Trees, Rebzyyx, Hoshie Star, Roninkys, Vundbar, Gorillaz, molchat Doma, Eyedress, Saliva Palth, Pierce the veil, Skillet

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Interest: DC, Twilight, TMNT, Scott pilgrim Vs. The world, Ben 10, Scooby doo, Garfield, Sharks, bats, foxes, Naruto, HxH

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Lil abt me: I love and enjoy horror movies, and my top fav is Killer klowns from outer space. I love fall and my fav holiday is Halloween. I h8 Math & pickles, Shhawg.

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Might edit some stuff

｡:ﾟ૮ ˶ˆ ﻌ ˆ˶ ა ﾟ:｡ (≈ㅇᆽㅇ≈)♡

[xx-s3lf-ship-xx]

[credit to Velvet likes Vincent] (ITS SO HOT)

GUSH TIME SINCE MY DISCORD ALWAYS BULLIED HIM </3

OWKSBSJSJSJSB MAN BEHIND LE SLAUGHTER

I'm SOO SORRE THAT I H8 U WHEN I WAS LITTLE LAD!!!! IS THAR U KILL CHILD THEN DIED AND THEN I LAUGH AAAA

NOW I LUV U!!!! I LUV U PURPLE BRUH!!!!! YO SO CUTE THAT I WANNA PINCH UR NIP- I MEAN CHEEKS OF YOURS UWU OWO SJSJSKAKSKAK

IDC IF MY DISCORD FRIENDS ALWAYS BULLIED U FOO!!!! I STILL IN LIVE WITH U!!!! AKSJJSSNJAKAM

CriING SO H4RD CUZ MY FRINEDS ALL MEAINE BEANIE AAAA

THEY SEND POST OF MY F/O but they bullied them and it makes me feel sad extremely sad :((((

Whhhyyyy I want self shippie friends but I succ lol

4evr crying in my room, listening to breaking Benjamin and hugging my eteled plush uwu and idk if someone made a purple man plush cuz I want one ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Cuz I wanna hug him, kiss him and call him silly billy UwU

Wish ppl send meh photo of my hubbies then I be the most happiest emo but I search myself and saw FUXKING canon x canon, it's hurts my eyes :((((

PURPLE BRUH MINE LEL JK IG UwU

I wanna mess your hair, kiss your cheeks!, lick ur cheeks ;3 and sleep with yo!!! Purple homie UwU

Love u, Vinny xoxo kisses and rainbows

[skeletonheaven]

I am absolutely serving the K-O-F:M-I-2 part of the wiki, proud of myself n my hard WERK, but also a bit sad that many ppl might never know 😔😔😔

slight overshadowed by my h8 of the """"oldhead""" elderly fucks that never gave this game a chance

[deadchildh00d]

Ha ha what if I wasn’t so fucking annoying

[judarspeachtree]

When you want to write and have ideas for a fic but you're brain won't cooperate with you

[9g99]

who wants to tell my therapist that ive cried 3-4 days straight but i didnt [redacted] so im totally coping just fine

[yumenosakiacademy]

between my lack of an impulse control, obsessive desire 4 food bc its 1 of the only things tht makes me feel pleasant n is yummy, most of what i eat being unhealthy aside from some vegetables, my quite high sodium intake bc i physically cant bring myself 2 eat veggies or rice (which r my primary meals) w/o seasoning increasing my water weight, n my body's extreme buildup of cortisol from being in a constant state of stress n depression, im literally fighting a fucking unwinnable war. a losing battle. nothing i do will work. not even when i eat like a normal person now. not even when im trying so hard by walking fucking 7 hrs a day wasting so much of my time n fucking inflicting pain on myself thru it. ill never improve. im stuck in a loop. i wont get 2 win, bc everything is working against me. i cant just fucking get rid of my stress bc its so ingrained in me. i cant jus stop walking so much (which increases my stress) bc if i do, ill get even even Fatter. im trapped in a hell of my own making n ill never get any better unless i fucking starve, which my body desperately wants 2 avoid bc it went thru 6 months of torture n extreme anorexic fatigue n coldness n pain. im doomed. im a failure. im so so fucking miserable from everything n i cant fucking take the look n feel of my body. im so fucking tired of walking n stressing n i h8 i h8 i h8 i h8 i h8 i h8 i just fucking want it all 2 fucking end.

[diemydear]

i love all the danganronpa: thh girls <3

except toko </3

[neptuniadoesstuff]

Finally finished this alcoholic old guy named Beef (joke) whom I'm deff not gonna take in hostage-

(Small Warning for main pics: Does contain scars & burns but those are healed so nothing too serious)

(Danger Man McGhee on the Left, Normie Beef Man on the Right)

So I am kinda feeling better but still kinda meh atm. Anyways some art I wanted my time on & think it's not really good. (This is for a DT btw but I doubt the person I'm having the dt with will approve since kinda just... boring imo..) (Except one of my frends ON SCREb FRIKIN "SIMPS" FOR HIM BCS HE HAS A BEARD-)

(BUT UNFORTUNATELY I CANT CHNAGE THAT NOW BCS MY NECK WILL START HURTING & ILL FRIKIN H8 MYSELF AGAIN SO YAY!)

Anyways imma tell you some things about this moron:

He's a complete idiot who's a mechanic, but due to him being a idiot he often hurts himself on accident. (Which explains the burns)

He is divorced 6 TIMES! But only has one kid named Jasoer who is the child of his first spouse. (Which makes Jasper his estranged son)

He's a alcoholic & sometimes passes out from drinking a lot. (Btw kids don't drink you'll prob pass out or even die)

He's jealous of Sanchi (my Fallout OC) bcs well... Sanchi is smarter than him also bcs ANGUS IS LITERALLY JUST A STICK WHILE SANCHI CAN LITERALLY SNAP HIM IN HALF IF HE SO WANTS TO!

He gave himself the nickname "Danger Man McGhee" which is the most stupidest name to think of but hey a idiot giving himself a dum nickname is prob like "The floor is made of floor" or smtn.

Despite his stupidity & his very poor taste in men (srsly bro yur first lover literally SCRAPED YUR FRIKIN ARMS FOR SOME MALIOUS REASON), he's a good fighter, however ever since he stopped raiding, he kinda just works on machines & be lazy.

Thats really it tbh. I'm just not really to well mentally so I'm not really well motivated to actually do a thing like actually talk to ppl. (Plz don't ask why its... personal)

Some Extras:

(Warning: Does contain lots & lots of bl00d on one of the extras so beware)

01:

The Moron w/o his cloth things & GoObLeS (God just smite me down I don't wanna be here anymore).

02:

McGhee but w/o the goggles which aren't even canon to Fallout or FNV.

03:

MaN, drawing the bl00d on this one was as hard as me trying to keep my sanity & not try to frikin screech at my mom anytime she won't leave me the frik alone. (Dont... ask... Again personal stuff)

Anyways that's all for the bonuses/extras. I hope you enjoy this, or don't, just don't dictate what ppl like or not, I'm just a random ahh kid on the net who draws for a hobby/living & is very much not sane.

Credits

Character was created & designed by me.

Art is mine. (Do not take w/o permission or imma throw u off a cliff)

Program: IbisPaint.

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!

[chaosbisexual]

i know. im sure.

u asked for it darling,, ilu xx 

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?

YEs. Either or i love boys i love girls I LOVE LOVE 

2.When did your last hug take place?

like friday?? idk i’ve only ever been w my fam this weekend and we’re not super huggy

3.Are you a jealous person?

Hah,,, no,,, yes. 

4.Are you tired right now?

A lil bit. i had a nice sleep in today. 

5.Do you chew on your straws?

yes. anxious habit. and i get bored. yes. 

6.Have you ever been called a tease?

no i never get much attention of that sort and i’m lowkey happy abt that. 

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

no i love sleep and dreaming too much for that 

8.Do you cry easily?

depends??? like movies, yes, frustration, yes, but i don’t cry when i’m sad unless its like groundbreakingly awful. 

9.What should you be doing right now?

doing homework and writing arsenic (my tom riddle fic which i love)

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?

again, depends on how much i need sleep. usually, i think.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

HAH. HAH. HAH. no one could put up w me for that long also i have some sort of commitment issues bc i’m scared of them getting bored and not being enough

12.Are you mad at someone right now?

no,, i dont think so ??

13.Do you believe in love?

yes. i have to. yes. 

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?

AVPM. hands down. love it. also nathan zed, love, actually and doctor who innuendos. 

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

my dad?? irl and one of my friends over messenger

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

YES

17.Will you get married?

idk?? i’d have to find someone who i love that much?? and they’d have to love me too?? 18.When was the last time you smiled?

in the shower probs. i have good thoughts in the shower. (just daydream thoughts)

19.Does anyone like you?

THIS IS FUNNIER THAN THE RELATIONSHIP ONE hAH. PROBABLY NOT. (i’m assuming this means crushing, so HAH.)20.Do you secretly like someone?

no i mean yes i mean what

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?

dad. 

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

@acestephendene

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?

EXAMS 

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

finishing my godamn fic, bc it means so much to me but i’ll be so happy to finish it bc it will mean that i can write a book!

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

if you’re talkin abt any kind of love, then i think my dad means it. but other that no, bc i’m not that gr8 at makin ppl love me or bein in relationships

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?

turn around and walk away bc they deserve to be happy (this has happened and i was well and truly over it so i was fine lol)27.Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

no but i hate this town so i guess i wish i was 

28.Are you a forgiving person?

yes. probably too much, but its fine. 

29.How many TRUE friends do you have?

5 or 6?? 

30.Do you fall for people easily?

not really? i fall for people for reasons i dont understand and its annoying but i dont fall for people easily??

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?

no comment. (although it was only a crush i never did anything abt it im sry)

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?

my water bottle straw???

33.Who was the last person you drove with?

my step mum i think ??

34.How late did you stay up last night and why?

just until midnight, bc i was watching a movie (anna karenina - it was p good)

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you?

Y E S ,, I CANNOT SCREAM IT LOUDER (@ london one day soon i’m comin 4 u )

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of?

a friend for a photography project @ school

37.Can you live a day without TV?

i mean ?? yes ?? i watch all my shows on my laptop so,,, i just couldnt live w/o my phone i admit that

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?

my maths results a few weeks ago i think?

39.Three names you go by..

ali, alex, alexandra (added bonuses; cabbage / peanut :))))

40.Are you currently in a relationship?

one last time,,, hAH HAHAH. no.

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie?

i cannot pick one for the life of me, so here’s a top 3; ten things, love, actually, and love, rosie.

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?

no. just because i think the people you need and who you want to be and be with will change as you grow.

43.What’s your current problem?

exams are a’comin. 

44.Have you ever had your heart broken?

i don’t think so?? i’m so inexperienced w matters of the heart that i’m afraid that maybe i just won’t know what is when my heart breaks. i’ve definitely been hurt over some ex-maybes, though. 

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

they work if you are 100% committed and make space for each other. and if you actually see each other regularly. (my now married sister is proof it can work)

46.How many kids do you want to have?

two or three?? (lyra, andromeda and orion are the dream names. i have now claimed them btw :)))

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?

this is funny bc its like the person who made this knows where 2 stab me. 

yes. extremely. it hurts. and has caused issues more than once. probs why i have no love life.

i’m so sorry i hope i didnt overwhelm u. i love u. i’m probs so boring oops x

[ladykailolu]

Cant believe I wasted my whole Sunday studying for a quiz only to nearly fail it. What the fuck

[angoor]

people on youtube listening to ‘underrated’ music need a ladder to get off that high horse