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idle-bug · 4 months

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Whats crazy is that you act the way you do then want me to pretend it's fine. Like everything is just like it was. Like you didn't permanently defile my trust and abandon me when I needed you most. Now you want me to drop everything and come see how happy you are in your new perfect life? Go fuck yourself.

#i know next time she asks i'll probably immediately say yes but right now im still so angry #its too fresh of a wound #but im pissed that i cant completely demolish my arms right now to deal with this bullshit #really want to hit beans in honor of her but whatever #i have a doctors appointment in a weak then im back to going hog wild #🐊#🐭#988blr #styroblr #cvtaddict #self h@rm #cvutting #i want to cvt #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd #borderline personality disorder #tw sh in tags #bpd favorite person #fp bpd #bpd fp

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