#i have gained so much weight

[fregget-frou]

It’s been about a year since I posted a pose study with Angel and David so.. here’s another one!

I love how much they’ve evolved from last year,,,

[lewdssyum]

small collection of scenes where adam has Roundness and i cant breathe

[lazycranberrydoodles]

phone studies 🎉 you know the tan line from either ruoye or the cursed shackle would be AWFUL

[lunarrolls]

i am only a little emotional about the fact that ashton’s new art is so much more vibrant and visibly more muscular and bigger than his level three art. i’m. i promise i’m only a little emotional. it’s just. they were never scrawny by any means, they were always very strong, but this art looks so much more solid, and everything about them is brighter, and the marbling on their face is so much more apparent, and we know their natural eye color now, and it matches their skin… i’m FINE it’s FINE

[paperbagsandwich]

Woohoo, more of Markus but slightly older!! :y

Some fit versions of he!!

[hidefdoritos]

Just coming out of a period of being intensely ill means I have to have so much compassion on myself. Yeah, I had no capacity to be active, I gained weight. Yeah, I had little capacity to prep good foods, so I ate what I could. Yeah, I didn't get anything productive done, but I stayed alive.

[mochistuffed]

I was just thinking about eating a whole large pizza throughout the day, and it sounds so so good rn!! I wish I could just be lazy today and do that 🥺😭

but also in the next week or two, i’ll basically be free to eat as much as I want and whatever I want, so if you guys have an suggestions on what I should stuff on or anything that would pile on the pounds quickly, lemme know >w<

[bananamilkdelivery]

i’ve been on a stuffing kick lately but i have no money so i just drank a bunch of water, last night i reallyyyy pushed my limits as far as they’d go. i’ve NEVER seen my belly stretch that far out in front of me before……. i was truly massive. i kept weighing myself after each glass of water, i know i wasn’t actually gaining fat but it was fun to put on my tightest outfit, stuff myself til i was waddling and spilling out of my fit and then watching the number grow on the scale as i consume more and more pretending i was rapidly gaining…

[pudgybun]

Omfg those arms have a ton of strech marks love them and wow you a cutie/babe 🥵🔥❤😍

i have a ton of skin texture! i love it (:

also thank u very much ^__^

[bitegore]

ok i may be doing everything i can thinik of to avoid doing my actual work for the day. anyway its fucked that i cant be like "hey i dont eat enough, let me eat more" on this stupid health app my insurance has. 'your goal caloric intake cannot be higher than your current caloric intake' well i need to eat more than i do. i eat one meal per day and make up my calories in literally spoonfuls of sugar when i get too tired. 'eating healthy' does not mean 'eating less' it means EATING FUCKING HEALTHY. i hate it here

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

[self-critical-automaton]

Made an effort for Christmas but it was really hard to take good photos of. Pretty good look in person tho at least even if it doesn't all come thru

[chicago-geniza]

Got a $50 refund for pants that got lost in the mail and used it to buy a 3XL full-body rain jacket for the coming storm season since I will be commuting during 24/7 Flood Watch. Now just need boots and pants that fit

[sunnibits]

my mom stop making comments about her dieting around her child with an ed challenge

[mozart-the-meerkitten]

One of Leeli's littlest kittens looks like Mozart* and my heart is healing. <3

(~tw kitten death~: *Mozart is the kitten I got my username from and also the protagonist of The Restoration Saga- though her name has been altered to "Mozarita" there. She was born in a litter of four kittens I had when I was 12 and they had birth defects that led to three out of four of them dying. Mozart was the first one who died, and I have blamed myself for her death- and for not being with her when she died- for fifteen years now. But now I have these little darlings, my second chance. <3)

[ribbittrobbit]

crazy how some people commenting on your weight can echo in your mind for days its almost as if its better… to just… not