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ultramarine-00 · 10 months

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still waiting..

hi @shuueep i made this for you :D

#50 centuries is a long time #but abismo can do it (:#prismo abismo #this took FOURTEEN FUCKING HOURS #i have no life ig 💀#anyways i love your abismo with all of my heart and soul #prismo #the scarab #fionna and cake #ultraarts #my art #the amount of attention this post is getting is actually insane to me #thank you guys so much

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jomeimei421 · 10 months

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GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine

#mei talks #😭💀✌️ we don’t speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but #I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me #I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who #really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me #the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them #including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king #like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax #nearly fainted #ahh my lyric comic….I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view #old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill #but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that 💀 and I think I found orv exactly at #the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like #a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but I’ve grown up a lot too

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selfcarecap · 22 days

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The group photos in dating apps make me so mad I can’t even explain it. Why do men think that’s a good idea ???? 😭😭 why are men so….men (I fear I still love them 🤭)

I really don’t know, the worst is when they exclusively have group pics because how do I know he’s not the ugliest one? I wonder if they get anyy matches lol. I have one group pic on my profile too but I’ve covered my friends faces like it’s my profile 😭 (I fear still love them too🤭😭)

#anon #i’ve seen some hot guys but they’re all the super extroverted ones which isn’t really for me #or they admit to having a drinking problem as their first prompt💀#that’s germany for you ig🥴 (although honestly i feel like that’s everywhere atp)#i also struggle w the deal breaker thing bc i’m not gonna put 20km as a dealbreaker bc what if the love of my life is 21 km away??#(i live in a big city so honestly there should be enough people tho)#but not it literally keeps showing me people from different countries bc i’m clsoe to the border😭#honestly the best thing would probably be to put the age between 35 and 50 so i get some dilfs but the problem is obviously they’re not #supposed to want me back🤧#anyway good luck to you on there lol <333 #lmk if you find someone cute

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sleepi-toasti · 1 month

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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where is that post that is like 'if u were the girl he wanted communication would be easy for him' bc yeah... no matter how much u dont want it to be, it's true

#not me being the most dumb bitch alive thinking i was just being considerate and patient...#for 10 months 💀#and then being slapped in the face w a actually none of it mattered at all nearly enough as it did to u #and u were not even worthy of talking to or trying to communicate with or simply discussing any of it and our feelings #(which were only my feelings in the end)#and u were pathetically daydreaming and fantasizing and missing whatever 'it' was between us but i didnt really care #and it never mattered that much to me and idc to have had talked abt it and see if there was anything to off there #u were only worth being thrown away without even being told anything abt how i felt or was i was thinking #bc at the end of the day what was everything to u and what mattered so much to u was not even 1% as important to me #💀 legitimately i am dying !!!!#ig what hurts me the most that it was smth i was willing to fight for or talk abt to see if we were on the same page or were our heart lied #or like .. idk im just hurt at the fact that for him all of that was just smth to throw away. not even worthy of talking abt or simply #not even giving me a chance bc i know that time's running out but the fact that #he didnt even find it worthy enough to give a chance TALKING abt.#also what hurts me so fkn bad is that if i didnt force myself to go against my avpd and try to ask i wouldnt know anything #bc he doesnt tell me anything of that stuff and he didnt the first time either and im like #i truly am so pathetic letting someone have so much power over me just bc i love them and want them so bad #when im only a speckle of dust in their life #like ..... what is wrong with me? both bc why cant i ever be loved #EVERYBODY else always has someone!!!! i NEVER do!!! and like idk #and this is worse than a crush bc h actually talked to me and told me things and said things and it was real #(to me)#and then just stopped and i didnt know what i did and it could never be talked abt either and it just suckssssss #like why am i so fucking deeply and incredibly unlovable and worthless and not worth anything??????? not even a talk???? like wtf

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tacagen · 3 months

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eobard thawne is probably extra normal about the fact both him and iris have written barry's biographies bc i know he was really normal even about iris' one since oh you know. his very first appearance as a fan.

#look at me! i wrote a book about your life and how great you are! just like someone you love!#AND WITH THAT PATHETIC GAY FOREWORD NO LESS.#he is so lost #bitibg the table AGAIN #AND WHY IS HE STANDING LIKE THAT ON THE FIRST PANEL!!!!#also did he like. steal it from the museum's exhibition. like i highly doubt hes allowed to do that while not being a curator yet #(btw is he actually against touching the historic artefacts as a curator or he just hisses at anyone standing too close to display cases #because hes the only one whos Allowed to Touch things that have been in the same room with barry at some point in time)#((i mean ik his pedantic ass would be mad af if he saw anyone else doing the same to other even non flash related relics but still))#ooh and tf is up with the 2nd panel where hes wearing the flash suit right after panels with reverse flash pants. tf were they cooking #why are there reverse flash pants in his fan era in the first place!!#either we had colorist problems since day 2 or this is actually a smart move reflecting thawne's dissociated perception in his narration #i wouldnt bet on the second tho. aint nobody gaf about this rat 💀💀#eobard thawne #professor zoom #reverse flash #eobarry ig?

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futurewife · 6 months

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ive been so brave recently (quitting caffeine to see if it improves my pmdd symptoms and overall emotional baseline) (but the headaches are getting to me cause i drank 3 cups a day minimum and sometimes also energy drinks since my teens)

#ig I'm getting to a point where im so sick and embarrassed of my own existence I will try any small change #to see if I get anywhere out of my well hole #plus quitting caffeine is like a non action which is great for someone very unmotivated like me lol #please if my life is doomed to be a NEET loser can I at least have some healthy habit routines 💀💀💀

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airenyah · 8 months

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https://x.com/04loveagain/status/1749647888354103607?s=46 - this looks kinda sus, but at the same time not very vampirey 👀😫

don't do this to me at 5:50am when i'm trying to write a paper bc insomnia is being a little bitch😩

(link to tweet)

and yeah no, unfortunately this does NOT look very vampire-y 😔😔😔 guess i will have to keep manifesting and vampire truthing even harder until it reaches gmmtv

edit: it's for school rangers

(link to tweet)

also joong just tweeted this video (they are ridiculous and i'm here for it), so yeah definitely school rangers. tumblr won't let me add more than one video in a post but:

but hey if it's for school rangers at least that means i still have a chance of getting my sexy joongdunk vampire bl!!!! (linking my master posts in case anyone still needs to see them to join my cause lmao)

#i know i always say i have a soft spot for simm but #pls don't let this be star in my mind 3.0 we already had hidden agenda 💀💀💀#down to the sunflowers and practically the same dialogue even #joongdunk #asks #adrm #joongdunk vampire bl truthing my way through life #ok but at least namtan is there ig???? 👀

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maxthesillyy · 1 year

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b4 i go to sleep i have a quetsion

#i def should have made this when i was more awake so i couldve made it more. like better ig 💀#i kind of forgot somehow that bpd chloe wasnt implied. im just so used to it i Forgor #just double clarifing for everybody sho doesnt have the timestamps on. i made this at ONE AM while i was half alseep #i would put other stuff other than adhd autism and neurotypical but that is what the Other choice is for :p #i will be genuinely surprised someone votes on max being neurotypical #i have to look away from the poll to stop trying t make it pretty/organized #anyways for me personally i say either choice 1 or choice 3 #so technically choice 9 #anyways #lis #life is strange #poll #max caulfield #chloe price #headcanons #hcs #i’ll probably add more tags tmmr

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rejoiceandcomplain · 4 months

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#I'm doing rly terribly mentally rn #I'm always like I don't wanna die feeling like I've not rly lived/done things I want with my life #but at this point it doesn't feel like anything gets better or will get better #and it's like. if it doesn't change what's the fucking point anyway #I have debilitating mental illnesses and seemingly no hope of getting help #bc of this and other circumstances I can't work #I'm 26 and have no independence #I feel completely and utterly trapped #I'm very tired and it's very hard to feel like I want to do this anymore #I'm not going to do anything but I am very tired of being alive #but I also would feel selfish if I did kill myself or try to lol...#can't even be suicidal without a guilt complex 💀#I'll delete this soon but I just needed to get it out ig #vent tw #negativity tw #suicidal thoughts tw #suicidal ideation tw #sid rambles

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kodyzzz · 2 months

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a recent encounter in the wild of a person i used to be friends in primary school, really made me think about how much has changed since then. because that friend is the same as i remember them, in the best meaning of that sentence, and im just. well💀

#delete later #shut up kody #i used to be the most outgoing kid you could imagine. probably twice as annoying..............or thrice #supposedly i had no shame to just come up to someone and boom. an instant friend #probably half of my primary school knew me and my mum. random kids would come up to her just like that #(she likes to recall that. i think she sometimes misses that kid too)#anwyay its so surreal to think about now #because current me and past me????nah. thats two completely different people lol💀#and that friend tried to be so nice. they were like #'oh we can go to that one hangout spot u used to really like'#and i do not remember having a favourite hangout spot. or any spot. primary school is a big fat blank for me memeries wise #she suggested bringing our old field hockey team together for a match #didnt really want to so instead of being mature about it. i blatently lied that i couldnt play anymore #didnt even bat an eye #anyway so rn. the idea of being that outgoing sounds like a nightmare tbh lol #and feels so distant too ig #so on one hand its so bittersweet #and on the other. its almost upsetting to be reminded. so vividly. of the life i could have had if i didnt grow up to be like i am #because that old friend is still the same. living their best life #theyre still the same and im. well. im not #and sure #maybe thats okay #cause we all evolve and grow in different ways blah blah blah #but i dont think i like being reminded of who i used to be #i dont think i like that at all

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sunsrefuge · 5 months

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also. btw. hope everyone enjoyed that photo of khozzak because literally around three hours after posting it my hard drive died 💀 so. HAJDNWKF

#/rambling #ya bitch is out a device Again. BAJZBSJDBD #im in No Computer Spring ig 💀 /lighthearted #not gw2 #he killed my desktop so i have to get my life together he told me himself /j

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aroaceofthesea · 5 months

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One of my fave people in catalan folklore is sant jordi (saint george) who saved the princess but when the king asked him to marry her he was like naaah and left forever. icon

#i hate it so much when the rose is the symbol of love and then they leave happily ever after🤮🤮#hes an icon he saves her life gives her a rose out of chivalry and then hes like byeee #and then people are like 💕and he gave her a rose as a signal of his love💕#like. no #the king is like pleaseee marry her and he says no #hes there literally just to save the village and she happens to be the unlucky person who was chosen that day #how does that mean hes in love with her in any world💀💀#screams aroace king to me👑👑👑#and then everyone makes the story about love makes st jordi about love and ughh why is everything in the world about love #so i have this problem where i love sant jordi (books the character etc) but i hate how society treats it (why is it the lovers day😭😭)#at least its better than valentines day bc it has good things lol #also its not weird to give friends roses (i never do it tho lol i dont have money xdd)#but still its frustrating how they make everything about love #anyway here ends my rant ig #feliç sant jordi gent #mine

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kuiinncedes · 3 months

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ty for tagging me @justgleekout teehee 🥰🥰🥰🥰 it's been so long since i did smth like this lmao

Rules are post gifs from your 10 favorite shows without naming them, then tag 10 people.

also idk if i even have 10 shows i would like enough to put here but we'll see lol c:

that's 7 but i don't rly have others i would say are favorite tv shows atm so i'm just gonna repeat from these LMAO

beep beep boop boop i'm not gonna tag anyone bc i feel like i barely interact here anymore and i feel awkward abt tagging lol 😭😭😭 naur but if you see this and want to do it at all i tag you fr <33

#I NEED THIS J/ATP REWATCH SOON OR I WILL EXPLODE #LOOKING AT GIFS MAKES ME CRAZY #LOOKING AT PICTURES SOMETIMES THE FICS I READ HAVE LIKE IG POSTS AND STUFF #AHHHHHHH I MISS THEM SO FUCKING MUCH #i miss them to pieces so much that *i'm* the one in pieces #jeanne talks #tag games #long post #yall i haven't actually thought abt gIee that much in so long LOL #but had to put it on here i feel like this is like actively shows i've rewatched recently and love #/ have made part of my personality/lore LOL #which is rly just gIee all of the others i have rewatched like this year 💀#if i had access to gIee i totally would have rewatched it too tbh #why is this kinda making me want to rewatch y/oung sheIdon again......... i've literally done that like i think 3 times this year 💀💀💀💀#it's just so fun to have on in the background LOL #maybe once i finish od/aat which i'm rewatching rn again lmaooooo #it's the need for background noise it's the need to not think abt my life 😀😀😀😀😀😀#will not be surprised if youn/g sheIdon happens again #once i get to j/atp rewatch tho i'll probably also rewatch that 293865394874 times #but i wanna rewatch for the first time in 203857649874098 years w my friends i think it'll be fun lol

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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had a full on mental breakdown on monday (and a full on therapy sesh with my voice teacher bless her heart) and another yesterday morning before the funeral because i was gonna sing at the mass and my voice wasn't working like At All so obv the only possible explanation was that i am useless and should kms. turns out i have bronchitis 🤡

#i DID sing tho. in a lower key but still. barely made it. clung to that pitiful high g like my life depended on it lol #and it was awful to me but all the old people in the church didnt know any better so they liked it and ig my grandma would have liked it too #so like whatever. the problem is on saturday i have to sing the fucking norma duet. and the girl who normally sung norma's part #said she has a rehearsal that day in a different city and fucked off into oblivion #so now they're taking a different girl who already knew adalgisa's part and making ME do norma 💀#and i only got the info last week. and i have fucking bronchitis. im gonna kill myself in front of everyone there.#ANYWAY

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bunnihearted · 23 hours

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#i have so many behaviours and fears and #no emotional regulation and issues and disorders and fearrrrr #and i do not know how to explain it so that ppl who dont relate can possibly understand it #but it is like i am trapped in a nightmare dimension where everything is always bad #my brain isnt even wired to see anything in a positive or hopeful light #which is how humans are wired typically to ensure survival lol #in swedish avpd is also called anxious personality disorder #which can clue in on the fact that if you know what a personality disorder is #(your brain hasnt developed normally but in a disordered way. often bc of trauma etc)#my brain is wired to be anxious abt wverything all the time #so i always naturally see everything in a negative and dark and bad and horrible light #which is fucking terrible. it makes life exhausting and like a constant fight #other ppl dont get that bc their brains arent wired to have this horrible outlook on EVERYTHING #so thid just gives me extreme trust issues and my brain always fights to make sense of things #bc it cannot do so in a rational manner #and basically i just feel so ashamed when i think of how like... overly emotional and fearful i am #as soon as anything happens im like wow this person literally wants to kill me bc humans are evil #which i know intellectually isnt tru bc if it was i'd be dead by now 💀#ig i just feel so lucky that one person still is my friend after almost 2yrs now #despite my whateverthefuck moments when idek what im saying..#'working thru my emotions' in a way that doesnt make sense #esp when hes seen some of what i've written and im like NOOO i was spiraling when i said that i dont mean that i think most likely i dont #anyway.. feeling grateful 🙏 i wish i was normal #or at least had th ability to have connections and relationships most ppl w mental illness are still capable of having #avpd is fucked upppp it is such a weird mental disability.... 0-o #bc of my fear i also struggle with relaxing into it bc im like no imma fuck it up soon or no hes gonna leave me soon bc i suck and dont #deserve having him in my life at all. i really wish my brain wasnt wired to be terrified like i hate my brain and myself like why cant #i just be normal!!!!!! ☹️ i am thankful for every moment still.

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